my not so glamourous life.

moving ;

2008-08-16T12:37:00.000+08:00

let the reason be love ;

2008-07-30T15:10:00.002+08:00

I'm just a little old-fashioned
It takes more than a physical attraction

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Listening to: Estelle - American Boy (Radio Edit w/ Kanye)
via FoxyTunes

peek-a-boo ;

2008-07-29T16:48:00.005+08:00

its probably time to consider shifting blog site.

this site is just getting too cluttered.

+ side note, i look professional right? LOL

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Listening to: Rod Stewart - Some Guys Have All the Luck
via FoxyTunes

see the redness ;

2008-07-28T09:48:00.001+08:00

patsypeh has a new hair colour!(:

every now and then ; i fall apart ;

2008-07-17T14:00:00.002+08:00

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always

If you leave me now
You'll take away the biggest part of me

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

Sorry didn't mean to call you but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak, couldn't even hide it
and so I surrendered, just to hear your voice.

the girls ;

2008-07-16T10:45:00.002+08:00

many loves for my girls.(:

the kissy kissy weekend ;

2008-07-14T09:53:00.005+08:00

so much kissing and hugging happened. it was funny.(:

i kissed so many girls. LOL. probably miss kissing them. kamini and i were on this girl kissing rampage. she escalated it to guy kissing too. lol.

and now i realised that actually i am VERY loud. there was this point where namngee's mum wanted to get everyone to gather and sing the birthday song. clement asked me to stand on a chair and start the song. and i actually did. i stood. said "1,2,3" and the song started. lol. sometimes i amaze myself.(: probably scared namngee's other friends.

we were so loud and noisy at his place. we were like the only people there. lol. we were camwhoring. shouting. screaming. laughing. scolding. talking. hugging. kissing. like nobody's business.(: it was good fun. i miss being with them.

and it was decided that we went clubbing. (as always, with kamini around. lol.) so we went. after going to clement's place (he needed to bath and change) kmaini's place (she needed to change too) my place (needed to get clothes for suwei) we went dblO. meeting up with clement's friends and terrence.

more kissing and hugging happened.

and we bumped into jianzhi & army friends. so i think he introduced them to me. if i rem. and suwei was going on and on about this particular friend of jianzhi's. lol. it was funny.

so that night i was surrounded by so many army guys. first at namngee's place, he had his camp mates ard. then out clubbing with clement's army friends. and bumped into jianzhi & army friends. lol.

so the weekend is kissy kissy army boys weekend. lol.

♥ you namngee ;

2008-07-14T09:42:00.002+08:00

namngee, although you are so naggy and so irritating. we still ♥ you just as much!(:

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2008-07-11T17:34:00.000+08:00

(:

absolutely nothing. ♥

for the love of ;

2008-07-11T10:10:00.003+08:00

(: self obsession is good.

can you tell that i absolutely love myself.(: LOL

small girl within ;

2008-07-10T17:41:00.003+08:00

(: i <3 new toy. and shall tie my hair like this till it gets longer.(:

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ photoshop!(:

its raining!): and i have to go for photography class.

+ its cold!

why is it always raining today?): morning rain. evening rain. RAH RAH!

how to leave office like that?

zoo land biscuits are ♥

realises ;

2008-07-10T17:20:00.002+08:00

that i love you, do you even know?

pretty in pink ;

2008-07-08T11:16:00.003+08:00

so i have new shoes! made by Styleslie.(:

do give him some support!

half the year gone ;

2008-06-30T18:56:00.005+08:00

ktv & xinye's last day ;

absoultely love the green tee.(: was part of the design process.(:

sweet escape ;

2008-06-27T11:51:00.000+08:00

salleh took this!(:

you're the reason ;

2008-06-26T01:07:00.002+08:00

there are so many reasons why i love ms sherrie kua. she is just simply too sweet and adorable. but the main reason is SHE IS MY DARLING! and i LOVE her!(:

<3!

I LOVE YOU MS KUA! *MUACKS!

time flies ;

2008-06-23T11:16:00.003+08:00

its been 3months already. fast aint it?

have probably fallen in love with my colleagues.(: those who always feed me, always say that i'm short, always say that i'm noisy. always disturb me, always tease me, always take care of me.(: they are good people.

+ i'm hungry hungry. stomach is growling. shall eat muffins.

work here has been fun.(: hopefully it stays this way.

recently mr.sim says i'm becoming more and more independent. i think its because of the job. shrugs. he says its a good thing. i think so too.(:

was reading some older post. didnt realised i was actually that logical. lol.

everything i was once close to. has taken a plane flight and left this place.

+ keyboard is weird. not used to it. keep typing wrong.

my colleague just called me chibi camel! LOL. cos i'm always hungry. and yet i'm still so small size. LOL. he says that i store my food like a camel. was a camel in my past life. etc etc. lol.

1 more hr till lunch! rah! i'm hungry.

i'll take you to the candy shop ;

2008-06-20T10:00:00.003+08:00

sweetness!(:

i have this thing for breakfasts.(: <3

love love love strawberry sweets.

i wanna go on a holiday! i wanna go genting! anyone?

+ tired tired.

+ cant wait till lunch.

eating too much recently! LOL. gaining more hidden fats.(:

working here is a sin. so much eating/snacking is sooooo good its bad for me. lol.

i miss random postings on friendster.(:

21! wohoo! ;

2008-06-17T15:42:00.003+08:00

have turned 21!(: can finally go watch R21 films. and be legally able to get into a casino!(: although i guess many has already done/gone to such places without turning 21. but for me. it is quite difficult to not get checked. sighs.

so now i wanna do so many things! like go watch those horror films i wasnt able to watch. like HOSTEL, SAW 3, SAW 4! and go casino!(: anyone wanna go genting? hee hee!

am planning to go get a bike licence. yes. and get my vespa! but first i must go get my eyes checked. and probably get a pair of glasses. am sucha blind bat.

and if i'm brave enough. go get that tattoo i've been wanting to get. since 18.(:

but i cannot believe i am 21. AHHH! turning old.

LOL. how contradicting is that? but oh wells i am a weird girl.(:

am legal to watch RA! ;

2008-06-16T14:06:00.002+08:00

thank you all! i cannot contain my excitement now!(:

KISSES KISSES!

misses ;

2008-06-11T16:22:00.001+08:00

mr hai, 谢谢你每次都请我喝milo. 我会想你的。再见了。

la la la ;

2008-06-07T11:16:00.004+08:00

karaoke with the colleagues last night.(:

filled with suria channel! LOL!(: being the only non-malay speaking person there. had to make them say whatever they were talking abt twice. lol.

+ damn its cold in the office. just the wrong day to be in a skirt.

so i've learnt a new malay sentence.(:

+ rain rain go away.

the night ended with malay concert, tiger, heniekien, bacardi, laugh laugh laugh, bite, 5-10.

LOL!(:

its one of those days ;

2008-06-05T11:10:00.001+08:00

ever felt restless, bored and sian altogether?

how proud are you? ;

2008-06-02T15:06:00.002+08:00

SINGAPORE: CHIJ St. Theresa's Convent is aiming to field its hockey team at the 2010 Youth Olympic Games (YOG). No surprises here since five of its former students are currently in the National Women's Hockey Team.

The school is already holding trials to select a team to compete in the YOG.

The school's hockey team has done well since 1969. And since then, some players have gone on to play for the national team.

Others have returned as coaches. One of them is Hemalatha Arudas.

She said: "I believe that what I have, I have to return to St. Theresa's Convent because I studied here for four years."

She is now helping to select the team to represent Singapore at the Youth Olympic Games in 2010.

Leslie Francis, HOD Pupil Development, CHIJ St. Theresa's Convent, said: "Basically, we are going to send our girls for the YOG trials and we're hoping to send as many as we can.

"The exposure will be good because it will hype up the girls and they would definitely want to represent the country because it's going to be a milestone event for the girls as well as for the country."

However, even if they do not make it, the girls said that being a part of a school tradition keeps them going.

Kristel Sebastian, Secondary 3 Student, Hockey Team, CHIJ St. Theresa's Convent, said: "I feel that STC is very (well) known for their hockey and it's an honour to be part of this tradition."

CHIJ St. Theresa’s Convent will be moving to a new campus in November, but the school said training sessions will not be affected. - CNA/vm

from CNA

this is what it says

2008-06-02T10:21:00.000+08:00

Patsy is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Patsy will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Patsy an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Patsy is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Patsy is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Patsy doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Patsy will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Patsy believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Patsy will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Patsy can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.

In reference to Patsy's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Patsy slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Patsy can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Patsy is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Patsy basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Patsy is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Patsy has a need to be physically aggressive. She has this need resulting from some unfulfilled physical drive. This drive could be fulfilled by a very physical sport or a very aggressive sex life.

Patsy is very selective when choosing her inner circle of friends. She excludes all but a few from her fellowship. She limits her intimate friends to one or maybe two people. She tends not to trust the masses of people but chooses only a few to trust.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Patsy has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Patsy fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Patsy has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Patsy is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Patsy is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.

writing

so me ;

2008-05-30T14:10:00.000+08:00

malay ;

2008-05-28T17:11:00.001+08:00

i am serious about learning malay.

but the things my colleagues are teaching me are wrong.):

a walk down memory lane ;

2008-05-28T16:58:00.002+08:00

OH MY! i used to type in internet slang on my blog. i was once the people i dislike now! LOL!

and i dont understand half the things i wrote. lol. and the other half i cant read, cos they were in funny colours!

OMG! so funny.

makes me wonder ;

2008-05-17T12:49:00.002+08:00

so emily brought her kids to work. shah and myself are now on their friendster! lol.(:

meeting smelly later. made him come pick me. hee hee.(: the power of persuasion.(:

my colleague just stole my yellow bunny. must go steal him back.

wear company tee day ;

2008-05-09T15:56:00.004+08:00

superman ;

2008-05-08T16:12:00.000+08:00

cao ge is coming to singapore!(:

and just the other day i was commenting that if he ever did come to singapore for concert i would most definately go! LOL

(:

should i?

polaroid ;

2008-05-08T14:38:00.000+08:00

savepolaroid

more ghostly encounters ;

2008-05-02T13:48:00.003+08:00

so sha came back to the office yest, alone. and the whole office was empty, quiet and quite dark. with only the light in the room on.

he heard someone running around in the office. but he didnt see anyone. more footsteps, the chair in the office moved. the footsteps stopped right beside him. he turned and still no one. so he started swearing.

suddenly the footsteps stop.

louder, bigger footsteps were heard after. seems like something was walking towards him. stopped beside him and walked off.

AHHH!!!!):

<3 <3 <3 ;

2008-04-28T11:27:00.003+08:00

MAYDAY concert was GREAT!(:

and now i'm in <3 with mayday, esp ashin!(:

now i wished the concert wasnt so soon, and not over.

laugh out loud ;

2008-04-24T14:49:00.002+08:00

my colleagues are teaching me random malay phrases! which i doubt i can rem later. lol. but its funny la.

the phrases they teach me are used for them to use me to scold someone else. lol.

pre mayday syndrome ;

2008-04-24T10:07:00.002+08:00

(:

2 more days!(:

my colleague made muffins!(: good yummilicious muffins. and she left them on my table. lol. and theres pineapple tarts too.

have i mentioned that i will so gain weight working here? lol.

i should start that exercising plan i've been putting back. and learn a new sport. or start dance classes.(:

+ class95 is good.(:

have been listening to nothing else besides class95 and MAYDAY!

hee hee.

2 more hrs to lunch.(:

note to self ;

2008-04-23T16:44:00.002+08:00

i should really stop singing out loud in the office. colleagues have been teasing me non stop.

they're a funny bunch.(: made my day!

i should make it a point.

more work for me now. not a bad thing. not that good either. but i get to do what i like. i guess thats a plus point.

the weekend ;

2008-04-21T11:52:00.012+08:00

met up with the smelly after work at woodlands. we went for pizza hut.(: and look see look see helmets. we went hunting for light sticks at beach road. but no luck.):

down to indoor. concert wasnt that fab. alright i suppose. was stuck at north terrace. tanseokhui went to watch the concert! haha. she got forced to go! with 2 guys she didnt know. lol! she came to look for me. as she didnt know any songs, or the person performing! LOL.

supper after.(: with a bunch of girls plus khengsheng. and we've decided that we will go TW next year. in march.(: whee!

+ note to self : must start saving money! no impulsive buys!

family dinner at No Signboard @ Geyland on sunday. not that excited. not a big fan of seafood. so i brought smelly along, so he could eat my share! hee hee. and so we're stuck sitting at the kid's table. me smelly jocelyn. all stuck sitting on the kid's table. i doubt we'll ever move. sighs.

smelly had a wasp nest on his bike! so after dinner, we decided to remove it. he insisted that i helped. i went " you sure you want me to help? " and i gave a face of fear! lol. so we brought our tools (torchlight, screw drivers, long blade) down to the car park. it was late by the time we got back from dinner, so it must have been funny for us to be meddling with the bike with a torchlight. lol.

+ the wasp nest was BIG! super super big! and was attached to the wiring of his bike!

people kept staring at us. lol. jeremy came down with more tools (allenkey), because we wanted to remove some bike parts so that it was easier to get to the nest. but apparently, removing the bike part was far more difficult. so we gave up.

jeremy just went ahead and used a screw driver to poke at the nest. and brown stuff started to drop.

+ this whole time i was standing quite far from the bike.

after a while, the whole nest dropped.

after making sure that there wasnt anything going to fly out, i moved myself closer.

so we set to cleaning the area. it was tough! i went to mess with the empty nest on the floor. used the screw driver to poke open the nest, and i saw black stuff in the nest! and smelly says theres something in there. and i ran away immediately! lol.

ha ha ha ;

2008-04-19T10:00:00.002+08:00

so now i'm known either as Mandai Idol/Star or FHM cover girl in the office.

nonsense!

i couldnt stop laughin when they said i was the FHM cover girl. and i LOL-ed!

class95 weekend is good.(: they're playing songs from the 90s.(:

what nonsense ;

2008-04-18T14:51:00.003+08:00

my colleague once saw a fhm cover girl whom resembles me. and now he's telling the whole office that i'm a fhm cover girl!

new hair cut ;

2008-04-15T12:02:00.003+08:00

after so long. i've finally cut my hair! its now short short short.(: i'm happy happy with the new hair cut.(: the stylist was good. but now i needa colour my hair. cos i see my roots growing out. its ugly

imm ;

2008-04-11T17:05:00.001+08:00

oh my! so not many people.):

i think i am not a good sales person.):

photoshop ;

2008-04-10T14:17:00.001+08:00

oh how i miss using photoshop!

photoshop is ♥.(:

been in the office the whole day photoshop-ing.(:

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

hee hee.

lesbian kiss ;

2008-04-10T09:57:00.002+08:00

what?! fine because of a kiss?

"SINGAPORE: Cable television operator Starhub Cable Vision (SCV) has been fined S$10,000 for airing a commercial of a Mandarin pop music video which showed two women kissing.

The commercial, which was to promote a song by pop singer Olivia Yan, was aired on MTV Mandarin Channel on 26 and 28 November 2007.

The Media Development Authority (MDA) said in a statement on its website that "romanticised scenes of two girls kissing were shown and it portrayed the relationship as acceptable".

The statement added that the scenes breached TV advertising guidelines, which disallow advertisements that condone homosexuality.

The MDA has also consulted the Advisory Committee for Chinese Programmes, and the committee agreed that the commercial had promoted lesbianism as acceptable and romantic, especially when shown together with the lyrics featured. - CNA/vm "

do you believe that singapore is still that conservative? sighs.

mr toast ;

2008-04-08T15:22:00.003+08:00

SO CUTE RIGHT? hahahaha.(:

more can be found here

(:

she turns 27 ;

2008-04-07T15:27:00.004+08:00

its my sister's birthday today! so here goes,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAMELA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

she turns 27 this year! and yet she still doesnt act like one.

today my colleague cooked nasi brayani.(: or rather her sister cooked, and brought it down.(: and had yummilicious strawberry cheesecake!(: it was very good! am having the cheesecake for tea break now.(: patsy is a happy girl.(:

+ tummy abit rah.

recently i've been meeting up with TANSEOKHUI too often la.

i like how people are crying while reading "P.S I Love You" i loaned them! hee hee. seok just told me she's been crying for 3days! hahahahahaha.(:

+ oh! sweet sweet cheesecake!

might be meeting pam for dinner later. seeing that its her birthday. probably i will be a nice sister and treat her. we'll see.

the yummy cheesecake!(:

puff puff ;

2008-04-03T09:14:00.003+08:00

"SINGAPORE: A recent survey by the Health Promotion Board (HPB) has shown that nearly one in five youths in Singapore agree smoking is not harmful.

71 per cent of those surveyed also feel they can stop smoking anytime they want.

Ms V. Prema, Deputy Director of the Youth Health Division of the HPB, said the misconceptions regarding smoking and its effects are worrying.

"Quite of lot (of youths) think that they can quit anytime, but that's not such an easy feat because nicotine is quite an addictive drug," said Ms Prema.

"We recommend that you don’t even start in the first place, otherwise, once you get into the habit, it's not impossible to quit, but it's very, very difficult."

The survey also indicated while just nine per cent of young people aged 13 to 16 smoked, another common misconception is that lighting up is a cool act that "a lot of young people are doing".

Analyses from the survey data showed that social network plays an important part in advocating youths to pick up their first cigarette.

59 per cent of youth smokers polled have at least one parent who smokes, while only 34 per cent of non-smokers have smoking parents. 95 per cent of youth smokers have close friends who smoke, while only 34 per cent of non-smokers could say the same.

Apart from 'scare tactics' such as placing images of long-term effects of smoking on cigarette boxes, the HPB has also adopted other measures in an effort to discourage youths from taking their first puff.

The HPB has actively promoted anti-smoking messages through the media, anti-smoking activities and curriculum in schools, and set up fairs and competitions.

Going forward, the board said it will tie up with the YEH (Youth Evolution for Health) programme, where youth advocates will help talk to other youths about the risks involved in smoking.

Ms Prema hopes that parents can play a part in discouraging their children from lighting up, or help them kick the habit if they have already picked it up.

"I think if parents themselves can be good role models and stay smoke free, that would be (great)," she said.

"I think it's also important for parents to talk to their children about smoking... talk to your kids about the harmful effects, tell them how to say no, maybe even role play with them. That would help them face that kind of (peer) pressure when the time comes."

- CNA/yb "

extracted from ChannelNewsAsia

reading this, and i went haha, yeah. i've heard people say "yeah, i can quit smoking anytime de." lol. and how many of us knew people who started smoking at the young age of 14? i know i do.

+ just had a big serving of noodles.(:

on a very cold day ;

2008-04-02T16:00:00.002+08:00

raining yet again.):

i'm enjoying a hot cuppa milo with marie biscuits!(:

much love.

oh no ;

2008-04-02T15:11:00.003+08:00

my mp3 player is dying on me!):

it went crazy just now. and started to pause and turn off on its own!

):

its a sign that i should get a new one already.

sighs.

they had to tell me ;

2008-04-02T14:16:00.002+08:00

was having lunch with my colleagues just upstairs the office. and they had to start to talk about ghostly sightings in the store!

apparently, the 2nd level of the store, the female toilet and stuff quite "dirty" de.):

i heard from them that the wood wardrobe in the female toilet quite freaky de. and shouldnt look into the mirror! and i went "AH!" the minute i heard this!): seeing + knowing how vain i am and how i am with mirrors. i definitely have used the mirrors and taken random photos before! and have even tried to open the wardrobe! being curious and stuff!

during the whole conversation, i kept telling them not to tell me! and they just went on and on.

they just had to.):

i can hear the bells ;

2008-03-31T17:41:00.002+08:00

the clock just sang some music to mark the end of the working day!

but.

i am still in the office.

apparently i have to do OT today. though i'm unsure what i'm supposed to be doing here. sighs.

+ i bought food! just because i heard that i was working OT!

oh. what nice music the clock is playing.

my eyes keep wanting to shut down on me.):

+ i bought new shoes! and i'm wearing them now!(:

+ zaizai is <3!(: hahahaha

i seriously have no idea what am i supposed to be doing.): besides working on the advertisment. sighs.

sneeze sneeze ;

2008-03-31T15:01:00.003+08:00

just got from lunch.): late lunch is no good.

i have been told that i have to do OT today.):

hungry ;

2008-03-31T12:43:00.002+08:00

*stomach growls.):

had no idea what just happened.

interests ;

2008-03-26T13:32:00.003+08:00

recently i've been reading up on some news! (new and improved patsy! hahahahaha!) the china unrest is something i'm quite interested in.

" Against the backdrop of tight control of the foreign media's movement in and near Tibet, Chinese citizens voiced anger at what they considered unfair reporting by overseas media.

Chinese students abroad set up a website, www.anti-cnn.com, to collect evidence of "one-sided and untrue" foreign reporting, blasting "the Western Goebbels' Nazi media," according to the China Daily, in reference to German dictator Hitler's propaganda minister.

"In their reporting about the March unrest in Tibet, the western media have once again showed their ugly and evil true face to the people of the world," the website said. >"

full report at channel news asia

check this out too. ANTI CNN

+ i'm hungry.): havent been out to lunch.

breakfast ;

2008-03-26T09:19:00.002+08:00

eating breakfast is good! so from now on i shall take my breakfast more regularly.(:

" Research shows that eating breakfast revs up your metabolism, keeps you from overeating later in the day and may even help sleekify your abs. Researchers at the University of Southern California at Los Angeles found that breakfast skippers have bigger tummies than those who regularly have a morning meal. "

full article at yahoo!health

diet coke ;

2008-03-26T09:12:00.002+08:00

OMG! so diet coke doesnt make you take in less sugar!

" Get ready to ditch your soda habit. I’m kicking Diet Coke — it takes time, and I’m down to five a week from a high of 12, but it’s worth it.

Here’s why: Recent research has shown that artificial sweeteners in soda may interfere with your body’s ability to estimate how many calories you’ve ingested, so you eat more than you need.

In a new rat study, animals that ate fake sugar consumed more calories overall and gained weight, compared to those that didn’t eat artificially sweetened treats.

This is just one study, but it’s enough to make me want to kick the can habit. Need more convincing? For every diet soda you sip daily, your risk of becoming overweight can rise by 37 percent, according to researchers at the University of Texas Health Science Center in San Antonio.

We also know that regular soda is a total sugar bomb — most people I know gave it up long ago. At roughly 225 calories a pop, a 20-ounce bottle of regular soda packs nearly as many calories as a chocolate bar (but is much less satisfying).

Typically, soda also contains zero nutrients — so who needs it? Still have some soda around? Fine, stow it for guests who haven’t decided to quit. Next time you want a fizz hit, try seltzer with lime (or for a caffeine fix, green tea). What are your favorite low-cal soda substitutes? "

article from yahoo!health

so far so good ;

2008-03-20T15:49:00.003+08:00

everything is going alright. the people are quite nice.(: and i havent had much to do. and sometimes i have nothing to do. which is quite boring. and scary la. cos everyone is busy and i'm like just sitting here.

like yesterday, my incharge was not in. and i didnt know what i should do. hee hee. so i tried ways and means to find something to do. printing stuff, cutting the paper, helping with the hanging of posters. lol. seriously had nothing to do la.

ended up on msn. telling people about the clearance sale going on this weekend. lol.

today still alright.(:

er. been doing some ads.. and posters.

+ oh shit! i'm hungry.

+ am going to meet up with leslie later. for some dinner and catching up.

some of the colleagues are off for a long weekend! so shiok! *envy! i have to come back on saturday. i work 5 1/2 days. sighs. colleagues are saying that the 1/2 day is nonsense. cos cant do much. been proposing to do away with it. but doesnt work. some of them are working on alternate saturdays.

so much information and knowledge on furniture! its like a whole world of its own!

+ stomach growls!

shall go off now. ciaos!(:

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE ;

2008-03-18T17:38:00.002+08:00

news people!

Patsy Peh has found a job!(: hee hee.

so currently i'm working in the office. the screen is soooo wide! so not used to it! lol.

this is bad ;

2008-03-12T04:56:00.006+08:00

i am still awake! have to slp! have to slp! must remind myself that i am working this week. and have to get up early.

went for supper with edwin and gang. cos i was super hungry! and we stayed there till about 330am! long supper huh. shrugs.

super cold day! shivers!

everything after this line is just about some things i feel to talk about.(: so no names will be mentioned. besides mr.sim's! hee hee.

every relationship has their share of bumpy roads. or fairytales. i think i'm glad mr.sim and i are quite alike.(: somehow. and he appreciates the nonsense things i do. hee hee.(: and i'm not as a control-freak anymore.(: or i hope i'm not. hmm. am surprise that i can take whatever nonsense criticism he says about me. and i'll just laugh it off. like when he says i'm fat. and shouldnt eat anymore. i just laugh and continue to make noise saying that i'm hungry. and make him buy food for me. hee hee. and i'll just eat. regardless of what he says.(:

seeing how other peoples' gf is treating them. i feel bad. they will ask why are girls like that? and i'll just say. girls are like that. its in their nature. they cannot help it. cos i'm like that too. hopefully not as bad la. (at this point of time i should question mr.sim.) listening to their stories. i feel probably shouldnt do that. or try not to. hopefully. sounds kinda bad. like how girls go about holding another guy's hand while out together with bf and friends. or how girls go about snooping into the bf's hp/stuff and question them. and refuse to let them do the same to their stuff. although i think i have done it before. but that was like 2-3 yrs ago! now i dont go through mr.sim's sms/phone/email. i dont! i ask his permission before seeing his phone k!

somehow i think its wise to treat your partner how you want him/her to treat you. for example. if you dont want your partner to snoop into your things. then dont snoop into theirs. its that simple.

+ oh its raining! no wonder its so cold!

i guess you seriously need 2 hands to clap. nothing can be done alone. not in a relationship. both parties have to put in the effort.

have i grown wiser? i hope so. or at least i hope i'm not that naive silly fairytale wishing girl anymore. one whom expects everything to be done her way. and do nothing about anything.

+ i should really dry my hair and slp!

thinking back. i was seriously naive. seriously.

+ from now on i shall make it a point to label my posts.(:

i heart disney!

2008-03-11T00:13:00.003+08:00

am watching lilo & stitch on disney channel now.(:

absolutely in love with disney shows.(:

have i mentioned that i'm working for disney on ice now.(: hee hee. 1 of the few perks of working as an usher.(:

i really really like disney productions.(:

am becoming too much of a couch potato!

like finally ;

2008-03-07T03:02:00.004+08:00

i finally coloured my hair!(: like after so long! first time! whee!

PAM DYED HER HAIR TOO! and it FAILED! (terribly) hahaha.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i miss the morning ;

2008-03-06T07:31:00.001+08:00

haven't seem the morning light in ages. since i left poly i suppose. but even when i was in poly. i was rarely awake at this hour. oh how i miss going to mcdonalds in the morning for breakfast.

misses. i miss so many things.

probably having too much time on your games makes one miss the past far too much.

OLD OLD OLD ;

2008-03-06T06:16:00.003+08:00

AH! i found old old photos of me ans mr.sim. okay. not that old. but seems old. er. this was before we got together. and i made him take silly pictures with me! hee hee.(:

and look what i found! from the same day! old karaoke photos! we used to sing karaoke till 6am! and thats after work! i have the find the rest of the photos!

upgrades ;

2008-03-06T05:44:00.001+08:00

new upgrades to template! yeah! nothing much. just random shifting and inserted new stuff.(:

reminiscing ;

2008-03-06T04:24:00.002+08:00

its weird how sometimes people change. how once good or close friends become so distant.

i guess for my case. it has to largely my fault.):

seeing how i dont meet up with my secondary school classmates anymore is kinda sad. and actually seeing them still so close with one another is just making that feeling worse. sighs.

and it wonders me why i'm still so close with xuezhen and seokhui even after secondary school.

why did this friendship work and not the other? i ask.

the answer i'll never know.

part of me feels that this has always been a slight problem. that i was never actually part of the group. even when we were in secondary school. but thats just me.

and another part blames my poly schedule.): being all packed up with projects and datelines. and submissions. and work too. oh. and boyfriend. juggling way too many things. just didnt have the spare time to make an effort.

things with xuezhen was different. we always met up in a few months. either for valentine's day, my birthday or someone else's birthday. we would arrange and meet up. like recently we just met up for seokhui's birthday.

i dont know. probably i should make an effort now to improve the friendship with my classmates. probably. i should.

better to have more friends than strangers right?

or was it, better to have more friends than enemies?

shrugs. whatever it is. i guess i'll have to make the effort to make it work.

ps: sidetrack a little. mr.sim says i'm very willful.): rah him!

the many lonely roads.

2008-03-04T06:27:00.000+08:00

trying out the blog function of the phone.(: i should really slp now. nights. will update proper soon. kisses!

i was told to blog ;

2008-02-26T15:44:00.002+08:00

since someone is complaining that i dont blog and she has nothing to read. so i shall blog. er.

spent most of my time at home!

went for the air show on sunday! and got totally burnt! and took many random photos with pilots and air crafts. lol. i insisted that i will only take with different uniformed pilots. and only the handsome ones. and mr.sim insisted that he will only take with females. lol.

oh oh! my lunch is back! blog later!

BACK! *licks.

<3 the day out.(: it was fun. and i enjoyed it. got totally burnt though.):

rah ;

2008-02-18T03:33:00.000+08:00

using blogspot on the mac firefox is weird. all the template is screwed up!):

CNY ; pictures

2008-02-18T02:44:00.001+08:00

CNY'2008 ;

2008-02-14T01:22:00.002+08:00

CNY this year was spent mahjong-ing.(:

pics to be up soon!

patsy ;

2008-02-06T04:04:00.000+08:00

***What Patsy Means***

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

randomness ;

2008-02-01T05:50:00.000+08:00

and during the randomness of the night i edited the template! lol.(:

now its white! instead of the usual white. i miss having my old laptop. with photoshop! at least i could have made many many many images with it. but this lappy doesnt have photoshop. and i doubt i can install it in. as it doesnt belong to me. (although its like half-mine already!) LOL.

oh! ~~today~~ yesterday pam and i went shopping! i'm done with my CNY shopping.(: bought all my clothings including shoes and bag. still considering if i want another pair of shoes and accessories. hmm.

was reading the write up on edison's sex photos. hmm. they claim that the photos are doctored. shrugs. however many have done certain research in the matter on their own. and found some similar items in the photos and a edison video. dont have the photos. you can go do your own research! LOL.

the write up i was reading

so whats your opinion?

HK news is juicy! LOL

its not like we have paparazzi here in singapore.

edison ;

2008-02-01T04:27:00.000+08:00

and so all rich and famous gets their dirt out on the internet.

edison chen

nonsense ;

2008-01-28T22:20:00.001+08:00

he's threatening to sue me, and file a police report against me!

so drama ;

2008-01-26T04:10:00.000+08:00

and so today i got my yearly CPF statement. and i realised that the previous company hasnt made a single deposit into my account at all since June. nothing. nil. zero. didnt really noticed it. till i saw the amount deposited. its too little for a full time job. and so the mystery it solved! no deposit has been made at all. making me forgo wasnt good enough. he has to "eat up" my CPF too? sighs. ~~JERK!~~

and my brother so smart! he lost his hp on a cab, without knowing which cab company, cab lisc no. sighs. luckily the cab driver was nice enough to drive the phone back. oh and he has to make up lessons! and my mother found out. so she's cranky!

i have to call him tmr. and deal with him again to get back my CPF money! sighs. hate this.

as promised ;

2008-01-25T17:10:00.000+08:00

as promised! photos from dinner that night! i think still have more photos to come.(:

unfamiliarity ;

2008-01-25T06:13:00.000+08:00

i dont like this feeling of difference.): this feeling of unfamiliarity. sighs.

i wish i could hold onto the feeling i once knew. and never let go. but i dont think its possible anymore. not ever again.

everything i was once close to. has taken a plane flight and left this place.

i really dont like this emo state that i am in. i dont.

sighs ;

2008-01-25T04:57:00.000+08:00

everything is changing without me even knowing.

dilemma ;

2008-01-25T02:38:00.000+08:00

i cannot believe i'm so stuck. sighs.): should i or shouldnt i?

shrugs.

smelly is slping already. i guess. or he's just plain ignoring me.):

~~i need the cash. but.~~

OH! PS I LOVE YOU is out!(: opens 14th Feb.(: shall date someone to watch with me.(:

some updates since 15th Jan!
16th - i went to watch Linger (that ZAIZAI film) with quen. it was not that good. or thats what ms.quen keeps saying. i was there just to glue my eyes on ZAIZAI. so it didnt really bother me. she treated me to the show. seeing i was poor. and jobless.(:

18th - JAY CHOU's concert! and suddenly i'm in love with him! LOL!(: I SUPER <3 his merchandise!(: i went on this shopping spree! but most of the items werent mine. i was being nice and i bought for ms.quen and darling! seeing both of them couldnt get tix to the concert. see i am a nice person!

19th - out dating at terminal 3 with smelly. new place to explore. i really love the interior. as compared to the other 2 terminals. but i guess most of the new terminals will be the same. terminal 3 looks like the new bangkok airport! LOL.

20th - met up with darling and leslie for our monthly meal.(: i pass darling her mr.jay. and she loves them.(: NBL match. oh wells. shrugs.

21st - met with seokhui for dinner after her class. ms.quen came to meet us for a while. as i had to pass her jay stuff. and she said her spend too much money. lol. walked ard for a while. dragged them into TOYS R US!(: and ms.quen got her mario stylus.

22nd - met with smelly for dinner. since i havent been spending time with him.

thats all i suppose.(:

21st ;

2008-01-23T22:51:00.000+08:00

chalet or function room?

theme party or bbq?

which is better?

ZAIZAI ZAIZAI ;

2008-01-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

(: (runs around chanting ZAIZAI ZAIZAI) (X

YES! i will going to watch vic chou's new movie!!!!(: YES! YES! YES!

and i will be going tmr!(:

*GLEAMS!

much love for vic chou.(:

and kisses for the girl who is going to watch with me.(: although i doubt she likes him.

oh update on me currently.

still no job. still looking for 1 half-heartedly. busy watching anime (PeachGirl). and busy catching with people i havent met in ages. trying to organise CNY dinner with poly people. trying very hard to live with a petty sum from indoor. going to karaoke sessions.(: and befriending smelly's colleagues.

quite busy huh. but actually not. lol.(:

i've fallen in love with watching hana yori dango.(: again.(:

oh! please CLICK THIS! it will help me.(:

my minicity ;

2008-01-14T06:14:00.000+08:00

CLICK HERE!

i likey ;

2008-01-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

just back from dinner with the poly mates.(: much love for them. went for dinner at essential brew at holland v.(:

much catching up. and photo taking.(:

recently i'm very much into catching up with people. lol.(:

photos to be up soon. must wait for them to send me.

it was good ;

2008-01-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

so i met ms.quenquen today. it was good. great even. it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. we havent seen each other for 4 years. so i thought we wouldnt have anything to say. but in fact we had to talk about.(: it was really nice to have met up with her today.(:

i like catching up sessions.(:

i think i shall meet up with her again soon. although she practically treated me like a maid today. making me carry her bag. and dragging me everywhere.

feet hurting ;

2008-01-07T15:33:00.000+08:00

back from the interviews. soooo tired. feet hurting so badly.):

i met chelsea for lunch just now.(:

seriously need a job soon.

chelsea says that i should work save up and we will got genting after my 21st. so i can enter the casino!(:

GOOD MORNING WORLD ;

2008-01-06T06:31:00.000+08:00

i am back home from karaoke! mum was grumbling.): opps.

while the rest of the world is just waking up. i am getting for bed. but the hair is still wet.): damn it.

i see the sun rising!!!! its been years since i saw the sun rise!

i think the smelly is still not home though. he should be at some place with his friend. sitting. talking. trying not to be so drunk. i think i shall call him when i'm done with this.

having sore throat.): or its the ulcer.): either which is painful.

rah.

i better go dry my hair now. i have to work later.

good nights!

FINALLY!

2008-01-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

YES! finally it stopped raining. i can go out now! and finally get some food. i'm starving.):

grumbles ;

2008-01-05T19:31:00.000+08:00

why wont the rain stop?! rah. i thought monsoon season was over!

it has been raining the whole day.):

was getting ready to go out. and the rain starts again.):

wohoo! new year, new look ;

2008-01-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

firstly!

happy 2008 people!(: you guys made 2007 a better year.(: love ya.(: have a great 2008.(:

next! some photos from Christmas Eve and New Year Eve.(:

CHRISTMAS EVE.(: was a night spent at dlbO with smelly and his colleagues. and i met weesoon there. who kept saying that i dont love him already.): it was good. though we were nearly poisoned by the canned-foam people were playing near our table. and got into our drinks.):

got home pretty late that night. and my mother as usual kept asking me what time it was already. rah.

NEW YEAR EVE.(: was spent yet at another club. dragonfly. it was alright. just too crowded.): no space to move about. so i sat most of the time. luckily we didnt have to pay to enter. or it'll be sucha waste of money.): and yes. just sitting around got me pretty bored. so i camwhored again.(: obsessive! i know.(: lol. camwhored with almost all the props on the table. lol.

oh and we invented a new way to play 5/10. or in our case 0/60. lol. we used the clappers. and there were so many fingers. we had to pause for a moment before we could actually call the number. which was quite funny. and the numbers got as big as 60! lol.

and not forgetting to take some photos with the smelly.(: he is a camwhore too!

went for supper at ridout mcdonalds. with 1 of his colleague. who i think is quite entertaining.(: and he was quite gone. but somewhat sober. we wanted to walk to the mcdonalds. but decided to get a cab halfway.

too many late nights.): i needa sleep soon. had to wake up early today too. was out for lunch with smelly and his family. went for a hair cut today too. so yup. hence the title new year new look.(: but no change of hairstyle. not that brave as yet. just a trim.(:

and so to all of you!

(:

2008

2007-12-31T04:26:00.001+08:00

and yet we're counting down to another new year. lets see now. what have i done this year.

i've graduated from poly. with alright grades.
went for a short trip with the friends from poly.(:
looked for a job. found 1. worked. a quit after 6 months.
got over-worked and unpaid again.
continue my slogging of guts journey at indoor.
made new friends.(:
recognise older feelings.
gained weight.
made new wishes. realised none.

oh wells. and heres another year of making new resolutions which i think are so hard to keep.): like losing weight.

cheers to another great year.

(:

2007-12-29T03:15:00.000+08:00

i met up with leslie today.(: lunch and random window shopping ard vivo. we actually spent 3-4hrs walking around. and we only been into 3 shops. lol. i think we spent way too much time in daiso!

speaking of daiso! i bought a chalkboard!(:

as you can tell, i really love my chalkboard!(: this may just be a 3min thing. but for now i'm going to play with it. and randomly draw faces on it. when i feel like it.(:

now i shall go show off my new toy to pam!

note to self : i really need to get a job soon. my dad just came into ask whether i have money to spend.

ho ho ho ;

2007-12-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

just 2 more days till christmas.(:

met up with the people from poly yesterday for dinner and some nonsense. i seriously think we need more females in the group. superstar gave me a bag of cookies he baked.(: and namngee gave me a real pretty hp chain.(:

we wasted money to get into walawala.): sighs. all jireh's fault. we couldnt get any seats to the live band. so we were just standing around next to the toilet.):

kelvin created a new country. called "Nipple". lol.(:

yawns ;

2007-12-22T05:35:00.000+08:00

just back from the SIS gathering. yet another year i've slogged my guts out there. sighs. and yet still nothing.):

movie and buffet dinner. it was alright i suppose. though there were some rare faces which i had fun with.(: too bad ben say couldnt book out. i miss that fella.

after the gathering. we went karaoke!(: now my voice sounds raspy.): but we had fun. new team member. he sings pretty well.(: and he was entertaining. or rather nice to disturb.(:

and i had mcdonalds breakfast.(: yummy yummy hotcakes.(: much love.(:

i must sleep now. as i have to wake up before the sun sets. meeting up with the lost boys from army and girls for dinner.(:

CHRISTMAS

2007-12-17T13:02:00.000+08:00

ello people!(: christmas is just around the corner. so this year we will be meeting on the 22nd for dinner.(:

venue : hereen
time : 7pm

i've sent out a sms to everyone le. message me if you didnt get it. cos i DID send to those in my phone book.(:

as for the gift exchange. do you guys think you want it? hmm. cos a lil difficult cos this time not at yixian's place anymore. hmm.

army boys please try to make it. cos its been a while since everyone saw you.(:

attendees so far
me, kam, junda, weesoon, namngee, suwei, kelvin, edwin, sherrie, peishan, lijin, eileen.

unconfirmed
jireh, yanhan, terrence

yixian will not be joining us. as she's not free. but i guess we can always meet her another time.(:

nostalgic ;

2007-12-15T04:42:00.000+08:00

i suddenly remember why i love the guys today.(:

): ): ):

2007-12-14T03:30:00.000+08:00

AHHH! i cannot believe that i lost my cert.): cant find it anyway. rah rah rah.

wont be having the interview this week le. last minute changes on their side. but i'm getting excited about the interview. lol. thats not good. i talk all sort of nonsense when i get excited. lol. and i do funny actions. *nods nods nods. sighs.

meeting the guys tmr for lunch.(: all the pop guys.(:

ahhh!

2007-12-12T03:12:00.000+08:00

AH! the house blacked out just now. and now the study light is spoiled.): it flickered and flickered and then gone! spoiled!

the whole house was in darkness la. scary.):

and after i brushed my teeth. pam had to cook noodles and tempt me into eating.): i didnt eat the noodles. i called my parents to see if they were on their way back yet. and if they could tabao back for me.(: and we had mcdonals!(: soooo much love for mcdonalds.(: noticed i said we? because pam had mcdonalds too. she's greedy.

currently we've both been staying up till 7am watching anime and korean drama. hahahahaha. we're stuck on the CoffeePrince.(:

mum has been even more naggy recently.): rah!

i should really finish my milo soon.(:

yes yes YES!

2007-12-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

finally a response.(: and from a company i like.(:

going for an interview this week.(:

(: (: (: (:

way overdued bangkok photos.(:

loves ;

2007-12-10T02:28:00.000+08:00

i love using the mac to record.(:

it is good.

i blame you. blueh.

something is wrong with the connection! mio is bad.):

人是很怪的。一定要失去过，才懂得珍惜。咳！

我虽然是个牛仔，到酒吧喝牛奶。（：

我真的很想念。

2007-12-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

i really have to stop staying up till 5/6am in the morning already. way way way bad.

going out for bike seeing today.(: but not much ba. cos he has already decided what bike he wanna get. so most probably he will get it today.

ciaos. going off now.