she's so hen lorz.
she's returned me everything.
sigh.
think i'm just gona throw all of them away.
n all e letters she's given me.
e diaries.
e boxes i've kept.
e neoprints we took.
e movie studs.
everything.
ok mayb not e neoprints.
guess tt's how break-ups are.
sigh.
*lost*
gotta get ready to go out liao.
cya bloggie~
*muackies
Thursday, January 29, 2004
Reflection-Christina Aguilera
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
Friday, January 23, 2004
She's Out Of My Life-Michael Jackson
[1st Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life
[2nd Verse]
It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands
[Bridge]
So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late
[3rd Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life
[1st Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life
[2nd Verse]
It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands
[Bridge]
So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late
[3rd Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life
Monday, January 12, 2004
changed my backgrd music.
yup.
cos.
someone like e song ma.
so decided to change it to this song.
yeah!
got e 'love actaully' soundtrack n e eason's cd liao!
happy!
happy!
listening to e eason one now.
cos just now listened to e 'love actually' one liaoz.
hmm.
so sian!
today never go work.
tml den working.
sian ah.
den its spilt shift some more.
n goin there alone.
jocelyn is off tml.
sigh.
SUPER BIG SIGH!
hate goin places alone.
so lonely!
*hint*
haha.
but.
guess i'll just have to go there alone.
btw.
yest tony roma's BIG BIG boss came.
she had some function.
n there were so many pple lorz!
saw devina there.
guess she's one of e relatives.
n moments before i was just saying tt mayb she's our BIG BIG boss e relative.
n den she pop into e place!
haha.
so qiao!
den eugene they all were saying she's very pretty.
n i was like.
she's my classmate lorz.
n like no one believe me.
haha.
they say she look so much older than me.
haha.
n there was this little kid.
so cute lorz!
*kawaii-nei~*
not sure whether is a boy or girl.
haha.
but so cute!
he/she kept crawling ard e place.
den gave he/she a sweet.
but he/she kept throwing it onto e floor.
so ke ai lorz!
hmm.
den e baby walk as if he/she's drunk like tt!
so ke ai!
ok.
i gotta stop stressing tt e baby is cute.
haha.
yup.
ok la.
gottta go liaoz!
bye bloggie~
-muackies-*ilu
here's a little msg for e person who got e cds for me!
hey!thanks for e cd k!really appreciate it!love e cds lots!know u had a hard time lookin for e songs n stuff k!love ya lots!*huggies*
yup.
cos.
someone like e song ma.
so decided to change it to this song.
yeah!
got e 'love actaully' soundtrack n e eason's cd liao!
happy!
happy!
listening to e eason one now.
cos just now listened to e 'love actually' one liaoz.
hmm.
so sian!
today never go work.
tml den working.
sian ah.
den its spilt shift some more.
n goin there alone.
jocelyn is off tml.
sigh.
SUPER BIG SIGH!
hate goin places alone.
so lonely!
*hint*
haha.
but.
guess i'll just have to go there alone.
btw.
yest tony roma's BIG BIG boss came.
she had some function.
n there were so many pple lorz!
saw devina there.
guess she's one of e relatives.
n moments before i was just saying tt mayb she's our BIG BIG boss e relative.
n den she pop into e place!
haha.
so qiao!
den eugene they all were saying she's very pretty.
n i was like.
she's my classmate lorz.
n like no one believe me.
haha.
they say she look so much older than me.
haha.
n there was this little kid.
so cute lorz!
*kawaii-nei~*
not sure whether is a boy or girl.
haha.
but so cute!
he/she kept crawling ard e place.
den gave he/she a sweet.
but he/she kept throwing it onto e floor.
so ke ai lorz!
hmm.
den e baby walk as if he/she's drunk like tt!
so ke ai!
ok.
i gotta stop stressing tt e baby is cute.
haha.
yup.
ok la.
gottta go liaoz!
bye bloggie~
-muackies-*ilu
here's a little msg for e person who got e cds for me!
hey!thanks for e cd k!really appreciate it!love e cds lots!know u had a hard time lookin for e songs n stuff k!love ya lots!*huggies*
Thursday, January 08, 2004
my!
haven been updating for ages!
hmm.
mayb b'cos i've been too busy with work lately.
so busy tt i dun have time for quen.
sigh.
our time always clash la.
sigh.
worked for 8 n a half hrs today!
e restaurant was so busy!
did station 1 alone today.
n got some one said my service is great.
n wanted to gimme a $10 tip.
but i rejected it.
cos.
part-timers canot take tips.
tips goes to e tips box.
only full-timers n those part-timers who have worked 120hrs den can take.
so.
i told him to tell my manager tt my service is good.
n he act did!
haha!
n adrian gave me $30 worth of HOSPO!
yeah!
HOSPO means i can buy anything for e menu for tt amt!
hmm.
den got this table.
i tried to sell e drinks.
n the ladies said wait awhile.
so i left them.
den when they wanted to order.
they began looking for me.
but they couldn't find me.
so.
jocelyn took their order.
sigh.
nvm.
when i sent e bill to them tt time.
they asked me where i was.
n they said they were lookin for me n stuff la.
haha.
so nonsense!
today i sent wrong order!
so malu!
e order was for 34 but i sent it to another table.
which was 24!
den i went to e kitchen to check.
kana by roy.
den i sent it out.
n i sent to wrong table again.
this time to table 33.
omg!
so malu-ated!
ahhhhh!
but.
was quite fun la today.
haha.
erm.
who worked today ah.
me, jocelyn, amanda, jeff, mr wee, david, golda n lai kwan--morning/afternoon shift.
me, jocelyn, golda, eugene, crystal, elis, adrian, jeff, roy, jason n lai kwan--night shift.
went watch ju-on today.
watched with eugene.
haha.
den he bluff all his frens.
so nonsense right?
hmm.
saw claudine chua at lido there.
so qiao.
hmm.
ju-on was ok la.
but eugene kept complaining all e way.
ya.
den went back to work.
tml working oso.
sigh ah.
so tired liao.
been workin for e past 2 days.
n morning+night shift some more!
sian ah!
tml working 1pm-4pm den 6pm-11pm!
alone some more.
jocelyn nt working.
sigh.
nvm.
still got my 'dear'.
haha.
dun tell u all who.
ok la.
its getting late.
gotta go rest liaoz!
nites bloggie~
*muackies
+ilu+
hey tiff!miss ya lots!do hurry back k!den we can gossip!
haven been updating for ages!
hmm.
mayb b'cos i've been too busy with work lately.
so busy tt i dun have time for quen.
sigh.
our time always clash la.
sigh.
worked for 8 n a half hrs today!
e restaurant was so busy!
did station 1 alone today.
n got some one said my service is great.
n wanted to gimme a $10 tip.
but i rejected it.
cos.
part-timers canot take tips.
tips goes to e tips box.
only full-timers n those part-timers who have worked 120hrs den can take.
so.
i told him to tell my manager tt my service is good.
n he act did!
haha!
n adrian gave me $30 worth of HOSPO!
yeah!
HOSPO means i can buy anything for e menu for tt amt!
hmm.
den got this table.
i tried to sell e drinks.
n the ladies said wait awhile.
so i left them.
den when they wanted to order.
they began looking for me.
but they couldn't find me.
so.
jocelyn took their order.
sigh.
nvm.
when i sent e bill to them tt time.
they asked me where i was.
n they said they were lookin for me n stuff la.
haha.
so nonsense!
today i sent wrong order!
so malu!
e order was for 34 but i sent it to another table.
which was 24!
den i went to e kitchen to check.
kana by roy.
den i sent it out.
n i sent to wrong table again.
this time to table 33.
omg!
so malu-ated!
ahhhhh!
but.
was quite fun la today.
haha.
erm.
who worked today ah.
me, jocelyn, amanda, jeff, mr wee, david, golda n lai kwan--morning/afternoon shift.
me, jocelyn, golda, eugene, crystal, elis, adrian, jeff, roy, jason n lai kwan--night shift.
went watch ju-on today.
watched with eugene.
haha.
den he bluff all his frens.
so nonsense right?
hmm.
saw claudine chua at lido there.
so qiao.
hmm.
ju-on was ok la.
but eugene kept complaining all e way.
ya.
den went back to work.
tml working oso.
sigh ah.
so tired liao.
been workin for e past 2 days.
n morning+night shift some more!
sian ah!
tml working 1pm-4pm den 6pm-11pm!
alone some more.
jocelyn nt working.
sigh.
nvm.
still got my 'dear'.
haha.
dun tell u all who.
ok la.
its getting late.
gotta go rest liaoz!
nites bloggie~
*muackies
+ilu+
hey tiff!miss ya lots!do hurry back k!den we can gossip!
Thursday, January 01, 2004
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!
start working liao.
as in seriously working.
clearing plates/serving food/bringing e pple to their seats.
done everything liaoz.
hmm.
met new pple.
linda,gilbert,eugene,audrey,jeff,de hua,jessamine,golda..............
all SUPER fun pple!
hmm.
but so sad.
linda n gilbert leaving liaoz.
linda goin australia to study.
den gilbert gotta go sch.
gona miss them although i've only known them for abt 3weeks.
had a bbq on mon.
it was kind of a bbq+chalet thingy.
worked e night shift tt day.
worked until 9.30pm.
den went down to e chalet with linda,eugene,adrian n sheena.
reach there liao.
adrian started e fire.
linda tried to cook some funnie thing.
sheena went to look for her fren.
eugene had to blade to 7-11 to buy some stuff.
so i was alone in e room doin nothing!
haha.
den yue fei came.
e rest arrived at e place only at ard 12plus.
so we only started to bbq at 12!
haha.
so.
its sort of a midnight bbq!
it was really fun!
took pics.
got fed by pple.
got carried by pple.
played cards with david,adrian,linda,jessie,jocelyn,gilbert.
played heart attack n another game.
e loser had to drink half a bowl of coke!
n jessie kept losing.
haha!
e rest of us kept laughing non-stop.
i drank only 3 mouthfuls of e coke.
heng ah!
we were not allowed to go to e toilet during e game.
so kuku lorz.
hmm.
after tt jocelyn,jessie,gilbert,audrey,eugene,david n myself went outside of e room to talk.
e rest went to slp.
hmm.
daivd left at ard 6.
den jocelyn,jessie,yue fei,gilbert n myself went to e beach.
wanted to see sun rise.
nearly got dunked into e sea by gilbert.
but i kept screaming n kicking him.
so he put me down.
haha.
went back n started to talk with jocelyn,jessie,gilbert,audrey,eugene.
didnt slp at all.
went home at ard 9.
coz meeting quen at 10.30.
hmm.
n e best thing was i had to work on tues!
i was so tired tt i kept yawning during work.
haha.
btw.
i broke a side dish yest!
omg!
was so malu.
aiyo!
duno whether i shld go for e first 3months.
got posted to yjc?!
sucks man!
sigh.
dun feel like goin liao.
aiya.
its super e late liao.
gotta go liao.
nites bloggie~
*muackies
start working liao.
as in seriously working.
clearing plates/serving food/bringing e pple to their seats.
done everything liaoz.
hmm.
met new pple.
linda,gilbert,eugene,audrey,jeff,de hua,jessamine,golda..............
all SUPER fun pple!
hmm.
but so sad.
linda n gilbert leaving liaoz.
linda goin australia to study.
den gilbert gotta go sch.
gona miss them although i've only known them for abt 3weeks.
had a bbq on mon.
it was kind of a bbq+chalet thingy.
worked e night shift tt day.
worked until 9.30pm.
den went down to e chalet with linda,eugene,adrian n sheena.
reach there liao.
adrian started e fire.
linda tried to cook some funnie thing.
sheena went to look for her fren.
eugene had to blade to 7-11 to buy some stuff.
so i was alone in e room doin nothing!
haha.
den yue fei came.
e rest arrived at e place only at ard 12plus.
so we only started to bbq at 12!
haha.
so.
its sort of a midnight bbq!
it was really fun!
took pics.
got fed by pple.
got carried by pple.
played cards with david,adrian,linda,jessie,jocelyn,gilbert.
played heart attack n another game.
e loser had to drink half a bowl of coke!
n jessie kept losing.
haha!
e rest of us kept laughing non-stop.
i drank only 3 mouthfuls of e coke.
heng ah!
we were not allowed to go to e toilet during e game.
so kuku lorz.
hmm.
after tt jocelyn,jessie,gilbert,audrey,eugene,david n myself went outside of e room to talk.
e rest went to slp.
hmm.
daivd left at ard 6.
den jocelyn,jessie,yue fei,gilbert n myself went to e beach.
wanted to see sun rise.
nearly got dunked into e sea by gilbert.
but i kept screaming n kicking him.
so he put me down.
haha.
went back n started to talk with jocelyn,jessie,gilbert,audrey,eugene.
didnt slp at all.
went home at ard 9.
coz meeting quen at 10.30.
hmm.
n e best thing was i had to work on tues!
i was so tired tt i kept yawning during work.
haha.
btw.
i broke a side dish yest!
omg!
was so malu.
aiyo!
duno whether i shld go for e first 3months.
got posted to yjc?!
sucks man!
sigh.
dun feel like goin liao.
aiya.
its super e late liao.
gotta go liao.
nites bloggie~
*muackies
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