i need time to relax.

ok. so today was not productive.


cos firstly i met up with TANSEOKHUI MICH CLAR MITZI in town. cos they wanted to go shopping. and i needed to get shoes. plus the word shopping was just too tempting. lolx. so i went ahead. we just roamed ard. cos mich wanted to buy bag. so did clar. we were at hereen. n we BUMPED in ONGXUEZHEN! lolx. so qiao. she was with this guy. er. i think his name is junjie! lolx. so she left us. and we headed to cine. and the juniors wanted to play pool after clar bought her bag. and we called xuezhen. to see whether she wanted to join us. and she did. with her fren.


so we went for a movie together with xuezhen. watched the a chinese tall story. qing tian da shen. i think its rather funny la. the front and the ending. but the middle was just too slow moving and draggy. i like tang shan zhang (which is played by nicholas tse). lolx. he is so gay! lol. i like. and all his disciples so cute oso! mean but cute!(:


ok. that was it. ciaos. i so miss blogging!

3 DAYS TO SUBMISSION!

checklist
1. plans + sections.
2. 4 prespective views (rendered)
3. 1 shopfront elevation (rendered)
4. conceptual write up (min 300 words)
5. philosopher write up (min 300 words)
6. architect write up (min 500 words)
7. design journal
8. client brief
9. model
10. moodboard.
11. detailing of staircase and display system.


ok. so i did 2 items on the list already. 4 more to go! ok. shall go do my prespective already. ciaos!

moodboard

got something for the moodboard. with help from leslie.(: thanks big fella.





oh btw. its supposed to be an advertisment for my retail shop.

4 DAYS TO SUBMISSION!

checklist
1. plans + sections.
2. 4 prespective views (rendered)
3. 1 shopfront elevation (rendered)
4. conceptual write up (min 300 words)
5. philosopher write up (min 300 words)
6. architect write up (min 500 words)
7. design journal
8. client brief
9. model
10. moodboard.


ah. so many more things to be done. haix. and i'm like stuck on the architect write up. anyone can help?


the babe n i had this joke abt longan and lobster(long sia). it was funny. at least i thought it was. the babe didnt.

i'm feeling the stress.

ok. so submission is in a week. i cant wait for it. but i'm still way way way behind on schedule.


haix. its like the darling has already finished so much. her plans sections TOD moodboard and even the staircase detailing. while people like me. still struggling with my plans n sections. haix.


almost broke down just now. haix. couldnt take it anymore. i know i'm weak la. but i seriously HATE this project. and i cannot wait till its FINALLY over. and its like i'm not into the project. which in turns causes me to lose interest to do work. lost of motivation. haix.


nvm. the honey has advised me to set goals. n i did! hopefully i can get everything done by fri! *crosses fingers.


anyway i'm heading to sch tmr. with the sweetheart. go sch to get some work done. cos at home = no motivation. shall go to bed now. waking early tmr. nights!(:

HO. HO. HO.

MERRY
CHRISTMAS!

christmas.

thursday
party at yixian's house.












































i do hope the videos work. hmm. anyway. in short. in was quite fun.(:


today.
i wasted my day at home. haix. cos that TANSEOKHUI (who was supposed to organise a meet up for today isnt in town.) she's not back from malaysia. she is so gona get it from me when she gets back!! argh! i cannot believe i am the only one at home now! parents arent home. and even my brother has something on this special and magical evening. haix.): my father came home. n was surprised to see me at home watching tv. he asked "not going out?" "nope." "why? eugene on duty huh?" "no. just not going out." den my grandmother came to borrow some pepper. and she asked "eh. you not going out mehx?" "er. dont have." "why lehx?" "no lorx. got nothing on. den no go out lorx." it seems like everyone expected me to go out. lolx. guess i disappointe them. haix.


i hate being home alone. although its nice to have the tv to myself. with no one snatching to watch some other channel. but it gets kinda lonesome. and plus i had to have cramps. which just made being alone at home worse. ya.


anyway. what is christmas to you? i always thought christmas was a time to spend with the family and friends. but it seems like my christmas this year is kinda not what i thought christmas was. but it still aint that bad. since i did get to celebrate it with the classmates. and tmr i'll be heading over to my auntie's place for this christmas cum house-warming celebration. so i guess its still ok ba.


argh. i guess i should do some work. since i've got nothing to do.

my christmas list!(:

i know what i want for christmas!


1. new hairdo (dye? hightlight? cut?)
2. that creative zen neeon.(:
3. a jacket
4. SIMS 2!
5. to overnight become pretty! (lolx. which i know isnt going to happen.)
6. smiley.
7. a cup.
8.


shucks! i cant think of anything more. arh! nvm. to make things simpler. i just want a kiss + hug from everyone. simple?(:

e-learning week.

so its e-learning week! whee! way fun. not! haix.


so sad that its e-learning week. n i still have to get up early. to do assisgnments online. haix.): and when i went to check who i was grouped with for gems class. i was grouped with this UNKNOWN guy from class. n kamini got hotmaria. lolx. she's hot!(: i duno what or how we're supposed to do the project. haix. lets take a step at a time ba.


so i've finally got my butt down to do work. did some of the plans. and viz. however i still dont know what furniture to put in. haix. then the whole place looks so empty. haix. anyways i'll be in sch tmr. having a secret meeting. lolx.(:


christmas party at yixian's place. hopefully it goes well. i still cant wait for christmas!(: i'm such a sucker for christmas!


christmas in 4 days!(: WHEE!


would be going out christmas shopping tmr. hopefully with the babe. or not. alone. if he aint joining me. gotta get the exchange gift. and babe's present. i do hope i can find it. hmm. and shop for christmas cards!!!! lolx. its kinda late. but heck la. haven got the chance to go look for cards.


i shall slp early today. cos i've been staying up to play the roller coaster tycoon game till 4am! lolx. am so stuck on that game. and if i had sims 2 on this lappy. i would be playing the whole day!! lolx. i think its time to get a new lappy.

summary of the weekend.

friday 16/12/05








saturday 17/12/05
met babe. finally got to watch my charlie!(: slacked. headed over to suntec. went over to the arcade. n babe wanted to try his luck with that machine. lolx. n we wasted money again!): had nothing to do. so we just sat by the fountain of wealth. went for a spin ard the east area. ya.


sunday 18/12/05
wasted my day at home. doing nothing except watching tv and getting into arguements. haix. didnt even get a proper meal. had a self-made pizza for lunch n maggie mee for dinner. haix.): so pathetic. haix.


hopefully e-learning week isnt as bad. haix.):

i think this is cute!

Your Outrageous Name is:

Les Bian

Outrageous Name Generator

i am bored!

You Are a Schoolgirl!

You're not quite as wild as a "kogyaru", but with your short plaid skirt and silly white socks, you're still a sexual fetish object. You can usually be seen hanging out in the girly section of the video game places, collecting photobooth stickers of you and your friends. You may not be as innocent as you look. Did those vending machine panties once belong to you?

What's Your Japanese Subculture?

Your Birth Month is June

Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

Your Birthdate: June 10

Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations. You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you. Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans. You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot. Your strength: Your ability to gain respect Your weakness: Caring too much what others think Your power color: Orange-red Your power symbol: Letter X Your power month: October

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Your Hair Should Be Pink

Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun. You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

You Are 16 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

i was bored with drawing plans n stuff. so i just surfed ard. looking for things to do. lolx. and there! i got so many quizes!(: anyway i do think some are true. and theres something so ironic abt the hair one. i had wanted to dye my hair or highlight my hair pink. but gave up the idea. yup.


i guess the child one is kinda true. lolx. i do not act like my age. lolx.(:

today is a special day.(:

i shall not speak abt whats so special yet. shall talk abt the normal life of patsy peh. i was so reluctant to go to sch today. but i pulled myself outta bed. was planning to go have a talk with faris.


schooled. and faris made me do a model. and see him at 3pm. yup. so i being the good girl that i am. i did the model. and so faris talked to me. and now i've gotta come up with another plan by tonight. n go see him tmr. with a model n plan.): tt means no slp for me as yet. who ask me to go out today.


so i left school early. and babe picked me up from sch. and he being that stinky pig that he is. he needed to bath! so we went to his place. left his place for town. he said he had a surprise for me. so yup.


and finally he told me where we were having dinner. it was the place we met.(: but it was such a greedy dinner! we ordered way too much!!! lolx. we saw gilbert!!(: i was so excited to see uncle jun!!!(: (: (: hmm. and guess what! the babe ordered flowers for me!!(: 12 roses for me on the 12th of dec.(: like so shocked!! but but but (: thank you.


my roses.(:

the babe and myself.

us.(:



i think i need a haircut soon.

mum sings jay chou!

MUM WAS SINGING TO JAY CHOU's NEWEST SONG! *shocked!


just now while watching tv. mum switched to this channel playing the darling's self-proclaimed husband song. i forgot what song. but mum was "there! there! thats the song that was playing on radio." that song was playing on mum's fav radio station. 95.8FM lolx!


that just goes to show that its either one jay chou is soooo successful that even auntie's know his songs. or two he is failing as a pop star. and his songs are popular amongst aunties. so people take your pick. hmm.


and another thing. i cant believe that i have got no plans for this christmas! besides the one at the baby's place. which is still not confirmed. haix.): nvm. i shall just go and grab people to spend christmas with. lolx. it would be my excuse to pull people like siaomei or xuezhen or even that CHAN HO KI out! whahaha.(:


i watched shool of rock just now.(:


i wana watch SAW. anyone has the vcd/dvd? can lend me?

the looking thru of oldie mouldie stuff.

so my butt was itchy once again. and i went looking thru all my sec sch (or even older) things. letters/cards etc etc. i was kinda sad. those things that were mentioned on them arent coming true. is it because we are just too busy? or are we oblivious to the things happening to us? hmm.


shrugs. i dont know. i just miss STC days. esp sec 4. my nuers. the receiving of presents on mother's day. lolx.(: and giving lollipops to siaomei they all on labour day. and giving away presents on childrens day. and the mutual exchanging of gifts on st valentine's day.


presents i received were alomst of the same category. choice 1. a winnie the pooh plushie.(: choice 2. a sunflower.(: choice 3. a me to you bear.(: all my loves.(: thus resulting in the wide range of whatever category. lolx. i guess buying a present for me was easy eh?


i have like so many winnie the poohs and me to you bears. that i have to keep them away in the cupboard. mum said they were collecting dust. i'm not complaining. cos i do STILL love those.(:


ok. so i shall send christmas cards out this year.(: to those who mattered.


Patsy's Christmas List
pri sch frens
yizhi.
yenmei.
candy.
sec sch frens
siaomei.
siaoying.(if i can locate her new address.)
jess.
kyrie.
tiff.
delia.
tanseokhui.
michelle.
clarissa.
mitzi.
joanne.
cerina.
xuezhen.
poly
shhh. its a secret.


there thats the list. hmm. should i send by mail? or just electronic? cos buying cards would cost a bomb!): shall go shop for some cards. theres someone else whom i wana send a card to. but not sure if i should. opps! i forgot the fate fren. AYU!(:


i'm so into christmas!(:

SAW 2

so i met PTLP today. she was supposed to help me with the model. but i gave up on the idea of making the model outside today. so we ended up reading thru my TOD notes.


oh btw. that girl is so noisy la! kept calling to wake me up. once at 830am and 1030am! stupid girl!!!


we decided to go for a movie. we went for SAW 2! i like! although its guresome. that girl said that i'm a sadist for liking that movie. hmm. she is so timid! lolx. she closed her eyes. n looked sideways!!


i bumped into ljin today. after the movie. outside cine. he was on the way to meet xiaoran. and we bumped into gracia.


we went shopping! which was a total failure. cos there wasnt anything to get. as usual i spent money on food again. haix.):


that girl is pestering me to do my work. haix.

eugene tan requested for this.

the babe wanted me to blog abt his sweetness. lolx. so there is it! THERE!!(:

just a random post.

i'm just bored. and am looking for something to do. lolx. so here i am blogging. abt pretty much nothing.


i've finally found out what i should know le. thanks to PTLP!(: i lover her!(:


i think the darling is sad. i feel sad too.): do cheer up k my darling!


wee soon is plotting to steal my darling, my sweetheart, my baby and my honey away from me!): *WACK wee soon! hmph!


i did help out at the course familiarization program today. i think the students are so violent lehx.


i realise i love hugging people. esp the girls from class. and i like hitting butts! lolx. into this butt-hitting frenzy.(:


finally got my concept into a plan le. had a talk with dinah. i think she's cool.(: she's pretty sweet.(:


i dont know what else i should blog abt. lolx.


i think i'm falling in love with fairytales again. i'm falling in love with peter pan once again. and i think i'm helplessly dropping deeper into that sweet fairytale hole.

leslie's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESLIE







and that day with babe.



and i think jeremy sumpter is cute.(:

can you believe that patsy is studying?

*sneeze.


anyway i've got a test tmr. thats why i'm studying. haix.): learning abt the skin. *raise eyebrow.


sch today was tiring. i keep wanting to fall aslp during theory. i would take the chance to slp for every 10mins break faris gave.


i'm sick. came home today and napped.(: so till now i'vve not done a single thing for design. haix.):


guess what? the babe managed to msg me tonight.(: heex.

the motorola PINK.

i think i kinda like the Motorola Pink RAZR V3. i like the colour. but so does abt half the girl population. nah. i think i'll forgo that phone. since i just like it for the colour. and it being so common. and the functions of the phone is kinda turn off actually.


but i'm so attracted to the PINK! lolx.

bbq with the girls.(:

she's the so called affair.


ok. most of the shots were pretty lousy. lolx. cos of the smoke and all the shake-y-ness. but it was great fun to meet up with them for a bbq.(: and i did help with the cooking. we played truth or dare. and they ask me a real cute qns. they asked how many lines were there on the side of my palm. (i think its that rumor abt the no. of lines = no. of bf/gf you'll have. *shrugs. heard of it. btw if u wana know i think i've got 3 lines.) anyway they were just hoping that watermelon would face me. (yes. we used half a watermelon. cos it was way more fun. and there was a spoon sticking outta that watermelon. and mitzi would spin that watermelon. lolx.) cos they just wanted to ask more abt the lines. cos they keep thinking that i and TANSEOKHUI were together before. *dots. ok. no. we werent together before. though many believed that we did. we're just close.(: still as close. and i do hope we'll still be close frens.(: (but that stupid girl hasnt tole me what she was supposed to say yest night!!!! *pokes TANSEOKHUI in the head with my finger!!) kinda discussed many things.


hmm. i'm tired. school today was bad. talked to faris n sabrina today. and my plan just doesnt work out. haix.): so gotta do another plan le. haix. so not in the mood for work. but i've gotta put my ass down to work.


i miss babe. he's so busy at work. that there hasnt been any msg from him. i miss having saturdays for us to snuggle. and for me to irritate him. and just some time for us to argue over the silliest thing. and for my whining to take place. but not this week i supposed. cos the babe is on night shift.): boohoo. i shall wait a while more before giving up. and going to bed.

patsy is a happy girl this weekend.(:

wanted to blog yest. but was way too tired le.


anyway i met the babe yest. went over to his place. halfway outta my place. i realised that i forgot my wallet (good thing i checked before i got on a cab). i had to make my way back home again. to get the wallet. haix.): so i took a cab down to his place. he was busy on the phone. something had happened to his comp. his means of entertain as i might put it. hmm. had lunch over there. cos his mum cooked.


headed down to town at ard 4plus. we were kinda stucked on this show on HBO. heex. and i wanted to see the christmas lightings. so ya. we saw this 6yr old boy playing the drums outside paragon. i must admit he's really good! but now i'm having second thoughts abt asking my child to take up drums. guess what we did yest? we went to take neoprints! lolx. much to his reluctance. whahahahahahahahhahahaha. it was so funny. cos its kinda his first time taking neoprints. so we were very much lost during the photo shoots. lolx. and babe didnt know how to use the machine. which was so cute.(: but it was a fun experince. but babe said this is only a once a lifetime thing. so no more le!): so sad. nvm. i'll try to persuade him into taking more neoprints with me. heex.(:


walked ard hereen. was mainly window shopping. cos we're poor people. no money. shopped for clothings for the babe. and i wanted to get new shoes. cos the princess shoe are gona break any min soon. and i saw this skirt kinda nice. but babe said its too short. "but thats the same length of my other skirt." (babe moves over to the skirt. holds it up. and lifts the front portion of the skirt and asks no shorts under one mehx?) lolx. so cute!(: the sales guy was just looking at us. sooo funny plus cute.(:


met shuan first. we had OLD CHANG KEE while waiting for him. much love for OCK. so we went back into hereen. cos shuan wanted to get some hair product. and we were at that basic beauty shop for soooo long. cos there wasnt anything that he liked. i sid that gatsby products arent good. as mentioned by the beauty of cosmetics lecturer. and there we were, the three of us, standing in front of some female hair gel/wax/spray. it was so fun. lolx. he didnt wana get the normal gel/wax. cos it would make the hair dry and hard. and the spray was just not portable. and female hair products. make the hair shiny and pearly. as said on the label. den we approached the staff. and she recommended some. which fits his description. but it was out of stock. so in the end he didnt get anything. lolx.


roamed ard wisma while waiting for the rest to arrive. so that we could have dinner. went over to the food republic. OH MY GOSH! it was so crowded! we had to wait for a abt an hr before we had a table. and then the buying of food was another waiting session. so we only finished dinner at 10. *dots. and then was the decision of what to do next. i hate such discussions. cos it was always so long. no offence to gene. its just in general. cos it happens to us too. and they decided to head over to holland v to slack. i rejected to offer. as i was getting tired. and i was so not made for night life. so babe sent me home before going back to meet them.


as for today. i slacked to whole day! so not productive this weekend. haix. guess i'm just getting tired of sch and everything else. am waiting for that TANSEOKHUI! she's supposed to tell me something impt. oh. i just might be meeting her and the rest of the gang tmr. for bbq. i'm so in the mood for fun. which is so not gd.


slack = not productive = no work done = DEAD!


babe said its best to choose the confrontation method.