nonsense ;

he's threatening to sue me, and file a police report against me!

so drama ;

and so today i got my yearly CPF statement. and i realised that the previous company hasnt made a single deposit into my account at all since June. nothing. nil. zero. didnt really noticed it. till i saw the amount deposited. its too little for a full time job. and so the mystery it solved! no deposit has been made at all. making me forgo wasnt good enough. he has to "eat up" my CPF too? sighs. JERK!

and my brother so smart! he lost his hp on a cab, without knowing which cab company, cab lisc no. sighs. luckily the cab driver was nice enough to drive the phone back. oh and he has to make up lessons! and my mother found out. so she's cranky!

i have to call him tmr. and deal with him again to get back my CPF money! sighs. hate this.

as promised ;

as promised! photos from dinner that night! i think still have more photos to come.(:

unfamiliarity ;

i dont like this feeling of difference.): this feeling of unfamiliarity. sighs.

i wish i could hold onto the feeling i once knew. and never let go. but i dont think its possible anymore. not ever again.

everything i was once close to. has taken a plane flight and left this place.

i really dont like this emo state that i am in. i dont.

sighs ;

everything is changing without me even knowing.

dilemma ;

i cannot believe i'm so stuck. sighs.): should i or shouldnt i?

shrugs.

smelly is slping already. i guess. or he's just plain ignoring me.):

i need the cash. but.

OH! PS I LOVE YOU is out!(: opens 14th Feb.(: shall date someone to watch with me.(:

some updates since 15th Jan!
16th - i went to watch Linger (that ZAIZAI film) with quen. it was not that good. or thats what ms.quen keeps saying. i was there just to glue my eyes on ZAIZAI. so it didnt really bother me. she treated me to the show. seeing i was poor. and jobless.(:

18th - JAY CHOU's concert! and suddenly i'm in love with him! LOL!(: I SUPER <3 his merchandise!(: i went on this shopping spree! but most of the items werent mine. i was being nice and i bought for ms.quen and darling! seeing both of them couldnt get tix to the concert. see i am a nice person!

19th - out dating at terminal 3 with smelly. new place to explore. i really love the interior. as compared to the other 2 terminals. but i guess most of the new terminals will be the same. terminal 3 looks like the new bangkok airport! LOL.

20th - met up with darling and leslie for our monthly meal.(: i pass darling her mr.jay. and she loves them.(: NBL match. oh wells. shrugs.

21st - met with seokhui for dinner after her class. ms.quen came to meet us for a while. as i had to pass her jay stuff. and she said her spend too much money. lol. walked ard for a while. dragged them into TOYS R US!(: and ms.quen got her mario stylus.

22nd - met with smelly for dinner. since i havent been spending time with him.

thats all i suppose.(:

21st ;

chalet or function room?

theme party or bbq?

which is better?

ZAIZAI ZAIZAI ;

(: (runs around chanting ZAIZAI ZAIZAI) (X

YES! i will going to watch vic chou's new movie!!!!(: YES! YES! YES!

and i will be going tmr!(:

*GLEAMS!

much love for vic chou.(:

and kisses for the girl who is going to watch with me.(: although i doubt she likes him.

oh update on me currently.

still no job. still looking for 1 half-heartedly. busy watching anime (PeachGirl). and busy catching with people i havent met in ages. trying to organise CNY dinner with poly people. trying very hard to live with a petty sum from indoor. going to karaoke sessions.(: and befriending smelly's colleagues.

quite busy huh. but actually not. lol.(:

i've fallen in love with watching hana yori dango.(: again.(:

oh! please CLICK THIS! it will help me.(:

my minicity ;

CLICK HERE!

i likey ;

just back from dinner with the poly mates.(: much love for them. went for dinner at essential brew at holland v.(:

much catching up. and photo taking.(:

recently i'm very much into catching up with people. lol.(:

photos to be up soon. must wait for them to send me.

it was good ;

so i met ms.quenquen today. it was good. great even. it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. we havent seen each other for 4 years. so i thought we wouldnt have anything to say. but in fact we had to talk about.(: it was really nice to have met up with her today.(:

i like catching up sessions.(:

i think i shall meet up with her again soon. although she practically treated me like a maid today. making me carry her bag. and dragging me everywhere.

feet hurting ;

back from the interviews. soooo tired. feet hurting so badly.):

i met chelsea for lunch just now.(:

seriously need a job soon.

chelsea says that i should work save up and we will got genting after my 21st. so i can enter the casino!(:

GOOD MORNING WORLD ;

i am back home from karaoke! mum was grumbling.): opps.

while the rest of the world is just waking up. i am getting for bed. but the hair is still wet.): damn it.

i see the sun rising!!!! its been years since i saw the sun rise!

i think the smelly is still not home though. he should be at some place with his friend. sitting. talking. trying not to be so drunk. i think i shall call him when i'm done with this.

having sore throat.): or its the ulcer.): either which is painful.

rah.

i better go dry my hair now. i have to work later.

good nights!

FINALLY!

YES! finally it stopped raining. i can go out now! and finally get some food. i'm starving.):

grumbles ;

why wont the rain stop?! rah. i thought monsoon season was over!

it has been raining the whole day.):

was getting ready to go out. and the rain starts again.):

wohoo! new year, new look ;

firstly!



happy 2008 people!(: you guys made 2007 a better year.(: love ya.(: have a great 2008.(:


next! some photos from Christmas Eve and New Year Eve.(:

CHRISTMAS EVE.(: was a night spent at dlbO with smelly and his colleagues. and i met weesoon there. who kept saying that i dont love him already.): it was good. though we were nearly poisoned by the canned-foam people were playing near our table. and got into our drinks.):






got home pretty late that night. and my mother as usual kept asking me what time it was already. rah.

NEW YEAR EVE.(: was spent yet at another club. dragonfly. it was alright. just too crowded.): no space to move about. so i sat most of the time. luckily we didnt have to pay to enter. or it'll be sucha waste of money.): and yes. just sitting around got me pretty bored. so i camwhored again.(: obsessive! i know.(: lol. camwhored with almost all the props on the table. lol.









oh and we invented a new way to play 5/10. or in our case 0/60. lol. we used the clappers. and there were so many fingers. we had to pause for a moment before we could actually call the number. which was quite funny. and the numbers got as big as 60! lol.

and not forgetting to take some photos with the smelly.(: he is a camwhore too!







went for supper at ridout mcdonalds. with 1 of his colleague. who i think is quite entertaining.(: and he was quite gone. but somewhat sober. we wanted to walk to the mcdonalds. but decided to get a cab halfway.

too many late nights.): i needa sleep soon. had to wake up early today too. was out for lunch with smelly and his family. went for a hair cut today too. so yup. hence the title new year new look.(: but no change of hairstyle. not that brave as yet. just a trim.(:

and so to all of you!



(: