this is wat i've been slogging my guts out to do. or try to do.

since people are like making me write in here. i shall. "thou shall obey." lolx.(:

more n more people are getting blogs. the blog community has now become like a battle field. although no one has the right to stop anyone from commenting on anything they want on their blog. but i somehow feel that each n every blogger should be more responsible for their actions(or words in this case). hmm. recently there are like a few cases of dispute due to the this blogging community. haix.): no names mentioned.

hmm. back to my work. my project is like ending in 2weeks. i canot wait till it ends. i'm SOOOO SICK of this project le. its so DRAGGY! haix.): i've become a no-life mugger. or something like tt minus the studying. babe asked me out for a movie with the guys yest. cos his frens miss me! whahahaha. but anyway i rejected the offer. cos had to do up my kitchen plan/elevation/details. haix.):

and so we had the kitchen pin up today. haix.):

one gd news. faris is back.(:

just found out tt peishan has a blog le. hmm.

and ARTHUR has a friendster acc!!! *SHOCKED!

jon is back. sianx. anyway back to work liaox. back whenever i can ba. since my comp is still down. n the laptop canot go online. ciaos.

poeple are just changing right before me. this feels weird. *shrugs.

its weird seeing some people behaving the way that they are now.

am i just being too sensitive? haix.):

comp has crashed! canot come online! haix.):

am in sch now. am supposed to do my work. but after doing my plans, sections and perspective views. i've decided to slack all the way. heex.(:

think went crazy too early. heex.(: "ello.(: ello."

gotta go down to peace center later. have to print my mood board.

met namngee. passed him the card n stuff. met delia. got my present!(: thank you girls!(: i have to say girls. or not that tan seok hui will tag n say that they're ladies. not guys. haix.):

babe thinks that my gold pumps(aka princess shoes) are funny! *pouts. he kept laughing. haix.): make me wana buy new shoe. n he says that me n kamini have weird taste.

babe wanted to treat me to swensen's ice cream.(: i love swensen's. we had fries n the banana split. which i thought didnt had enough topping! haix.): but it was an enjoyable treat.(:

had jap buffet. didnt eat much. had like 4 chawamushi n 2 AMERICAN cheesecake. got to a jap restaurant n eat american cheesecake. great! lolx. and my grandma actually said tt i'm wasting money. cos i dont eat much. haix.):

chalet and sentosa in 2 days!(:

looking at my moodboard. the more i look at it. the more i love it.(: hopefully i dun get rejected of this design. i do hope it wont! *prays. i'll be so heartbroken if it is.): hmm. anyway credit goes to faris. cos he gave me the idea. yup. he helped quite a bit with my moodboard. i like faris.(: i think he's funny. lame funny.(: which suits the class.(: cos we're a psyhco bunch. n he's a psyhco lect. lolx.(:

present shopping!

whee! went present shopping today!(: fun! me sherrie leech.(: plus leech's frens. so there were like 4 leechs. whahaahaha.

went tcc. got treated. they all treated me n sherrie like small girlgirl. lolx.

shopping. and eventually i was shopping for my own stuffs. lolx. like always.

moodboard.

ok. so after a few days worth of photoshop-ping. i'm finally done with the moodboard. or i think i am. *phew.

if you're wondering what my concept is. its schizophrenia.(: n i'm beginning to love being pyscho. lolx.(: well anyway i have a bunch of pyshcos as classmates. cant beat them. join them. lolx.(:

chalet.

the chalet dates have been confirmed. 25th - 27th july

yet another sunday.

went down to east coast today. cos i had to book the chalet. yup. managed to get one. hmm. n guess wat. for 3D2N its only $99. wahahahaha. so cheap!

hmm. sch tmr. sianx 1/2. haix.): gotta draw 1 pt persective tmr again.

am my lazy self again. haix.):

p/s : the guy at the costa sands reception said that my blue nail polish is nice.(:

tired. sianx.):

babe said that my blug finger nails are awful. *pouts. he says that the blue is just not for painting nails.): nvm. next colour i'll put is black! wahaha.

n the first thing he said when he saw my new pumps was "eh. you really think that you're a princess ah?" lolx. i was like huh? why lehx. den he said "why do you always buy those funny colours for shoes. first i was bright pink. now gold? why not black? why does it have to be so striking?" lolx.

firstly. black shoes are so boring. although i did thought of getting the black pair instead of the gold one. and then black just doesnt stand out. hmm. maybe my next pair wuold be black. or gray. thinking of getting my next pair from that hand painted shop. hmm. or i could just get kamini to do it for me. lolx. but not sherrie. cos i just dont trust her skills. whahaha.

i'm so lazy. i just dun feel like doing anything. i'm such a bum. heex. just did the mood board thingy. dumped the pictures in and kinda arranged them nicely. i've got batman spiderman n a beautiful mind on my mood board. whahaha. think faris is gona question me on mon. why on earth i put so many posters. lolx.

n now i'm not sure wat else i've gotta do. i'm too lazy to draw my elevations. n i'm sooooo lazy to go n think abt the furniture to have in the apartment. haix.): this is bad! really bad! so far only my conference area/work space/kitchen/dining area has furniture. the slp areas n music zone doesnt have a thing! argh!): n i'm suppose to produce a plan like chunmeng's! argh! he's just a spoiler! spoil the market for us! argh! haix.):

just got a msg from babe. he's in the theatre le. he's watching fantastic 4 tonight with the guys. i so wan watch. but *shakes head. mum would never allow me to watch a midnight. n i've got work to do. so decided not to take the risk. i'll just have to buy the dvd when it comes out. so many movies i wana watch. haix.): have yet to watch batman. tt day.
faris(he knowing that i love batman) walked over to my station n said "have you watched the new batman?"

"no." sighs.

"you should watch. its even better than the old batmans."

"really?" sighs again. "no time la. cannot watch."

"take a 2hr break n go watch." he walks off.

argh! talk abt psycho-ing.

chalet in 9 days.(: lolx. hopefully this time its better. n there wont be any rain! wahahaha.

btw. to those reading this. the chalet would be from the 25th - 27th july. hopefully. if there are any changes i'll let you guys know again asap k. n the first day some of us would be meeting early to go down to sentosa. anyone interested? let me know k.(:

hmm. i'm just too lazy. shall dry my hair. n prolly head to bed soon. *sneeze.

i just realised tt i got fishball cheeks when i smile.

have i mentioned that i've just spent my last $20 today! lolx. had canadian pizza today. so i'm broke. n i've gotta survive on coins! yes. again! lolx. so much for saving up n shopping. lolx. but luckily i kept $100 aside. for one of those rainy days!

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blue finger nails.

fri. LC class. normal.

lunched in sch.

shopping with sherrie in orchard.(: i love shopping. anyways both of us were looking for pumps. cos mine is like gona break off soon. n sherrie just wans to buy a new one. so both of us bought new shoes.(: lolx. kept pysho-ing her! wahahaha.

next stop. ps the face shop. bought new nail polish. my whole family keeps saying that the colour is devilish. but i like it. *pouty.

nvm. i love my blue nails.(:

namngee's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAMNGEE

did nothing much in sch today. except drawing sections n stuff. hmm.

celebrated namngee's birthday in sch today.(: lolx. he got cakefied! this time his cake was chocolate n cream! which is uberly gross!):

OT today. got home at abt 9plus. n babe was already here. waiting for me to get home. so tt he could have dinner. lolx.

my converse shoe got stolen! argh! second pair this time. gross lorx! must they always take mine? haix.):

dinner at home tmr.(: grandma's gona cook. shamin's gona come again. most prolly babe is coming over too. just for the dinner. lolx.

i'm super full.

sunday.

sooo. its sunday again.

today i got up at 10am! early huh? cos we have to go down to a studio at clementi. to take some studio shots for pris's graduation. think the shots are so gona look funny. lolx.

hmm. had lunch at maxwell. crowded it was. pris is playing my fav song!(: ban dao tie he.(: so long never sing at kbox le. hmm. ok. tt was outta topic. had gyozas.(: i love. came home.

saw that there was a carnival downstairs. n mum got all excited about it. lolx. she sounds like a kid. ' ehh.... come see! hurry... got this lehx!!' lolx. was just sitting there laughing. mum went to collect the free gift or something la. n came back with cotton candy (which was so small i finish in just 3 bites.) n popcorn! all i finished while watching vcds. whahahaha.

had dinner at some restaurant in little india. argh! spicy! not for me! nearly died!): too spicy for me. but the waiters there are funny. they kept smiling for no reason. lolx. i think indians have nice features.(: hmm.

adoration

yes. i do admit i want someone to adore me with gifts. yes. i do admit that i need someone to pei me. yes. i do admit that i dislike last min notices. yes. i admit that not meeting on saturday feels weird. yes. i admit i do feel threatened.

haix.): and so the list is just getting longer and longer. great!

sch was alright. nearly got marked as absent. cos of 1 silly report. haix.): do hope that lect marked my attendence. or i'll be so dead! haix.): did the report quickly. cos she said if i didnt get 4pages worth. i would be marked absent. haix.):

after sch was suppose to go have S A K A E. but kamini couldnt take sushi so nope.

met quen at tiong today. but she was LATE! ARGH! cos she was watching some movie with her frens. yup. walked around tiong till abt 1plus. went popular. cos had to buy the drawing pencils and stuff. went to mac to sit. had my fries and milo while waiting. bought a card. spent my time at mac writing the card. yup. and finally she came! with my music file! finally got it!(: thank you so much!(:

after tt rushed down to meet sherrie n the rest. cos they were waiting for me to get there. to have lunch. so no SAKAE. we had pasta instead.(: after pasta. we took neos. we forced JIREH into the machine. lolx. ok. so it was a lousy machine! the stupid backdrop got stucked. so all our background colours were pink. haix.): after tt we went to walk ard. jireh and kamini wanted to watch fantastic 4. n they tried pyshco-ing me to watch. didnt la. cos got no money le. walked ard. n i bought a new top. haix.): been spending too much this month. bought 2 new tops this month.): so broke!): *pouts.

phoned. insecured. homed. nonsensed. made trouble. argued. said the wrong thing. haix.):

just had dinner. gona iron the clothings soon. haix.):

i do however think that what i said aint false. maybe how i said it led to this. haix. so many insecurities. yet none of them i can tell. sometimes it makes me wonder. if only i was single. but then again.

tues.

*yawn.

so for now i've done something. er. i did my base plan on mircostation. and i've coloured my plan. but i have yet to redraw it. so tt its readable. haix. too lazy la.

think i'll do tmr. heex. so slack. argh! but at least i did something. lolx. shall start on my model like tmr or thurs. hopefully. there is still cardboard in the library.

i wana go eat S A K E A! haix. but got no money.): i need sponsorship. *bohoo. but nvm. its ok. i shall be independent. hmm. i do wana work. but my schedule doesnt allow me to. so i'll just have to save up. haix.):

heading to bed le. class at 8am tmr. nights.

*yawn.

i'm tired! haix.

monday blues always gets the best of me.):

went to sch today. with heavy feet. and the weather was. argh! so left home early. so that i wont get caught in the rain. got to sch. first thing was lecture. haix.): *heavy eyes. too tired n too early for lectures. haix.): den we had the debrief for the critic session we had last week. nothing much to say. den explanation of the site visits and lastly. they gave us our hand outs for stage t1b. haix.): sucks la.

was looking at the schedule. its so damn packed! argh! almost every single week got either 1 pin up or something else. haix.):

site visits today. i love site visits.(: can go roam ard singapore. lolx. so we went the art house. somewhere near supreme court. oh. before we went there. we were walking towards esplande. for fun. had ice cream!(: n saw lotsa army boys. lolx. have this fetish for guys in uniforms. lolx. n after all the sight seeing we liesurely walked down to suntec from there. lolx. n being the "tai tai" people we are. kamini sherrie yixian n myself went to coffee bean. n took a cab from suntec to bugis area for the next site visit. lolx. next stop was the sculpure square. interesting place. aha! we beat faris to that place. lolx. tt place was playing that zhang guo rong's song tt i love so much.(: hmm. there wasnt much. n we were done in like half n hr. after which we proceed to BUGIS! cos sherrie wanted to eat BK. n we could get a chance to shop ard before heading home. heex.(:

was trying to pyshco sherrie into buying this nail polish from the face shop. so we tried the colour on my nail. haix. sad to say i canot remove it now. cos i've run out of nail polish remover at home. argh! so i have ONLY 1 finger with electric blue nail polish. haix.): came home with kamini. cos she pyshcoed me into taking the cab with her. cos hse die die oso wana take cab. n dun wana be alone. haix.): but nvm. its a free ride. so why not. hmm.

granny came over again. haix.): long story. sad lehx. see things like tt.

home. de-pored myself. masked myself. so shiok.(: i dun wana look haggard. haix.): i dun wan! i dun wan!

ps. we've named TERRENCE as SEXY GAY! lolx. cos he was wearing this super gay single. n now we're stucked on this sexy gay thing. lolx. we even shouted it out in front of the army boys. lolx.

my typical sunday.

sianx.): sch tmr. haix. n now comes my busy schedule back on track. sucks.):

shall do my 1:50 model tmr. since i've got no cardboard at home. and sherrie would be bringing some for me tmr. yeah. much love for sherrie!(: *MUACKS!

but for now. i'll just bring the 1:75 one. and work on it first. shall go apply for OT soon. cos i can foresee a not-enough-time-gotta-rush-project period on its way to meet me. haix.):

so i've stucked onto 1 plan. the 1 which the lects all think its the best. so i'll just use that. and further develop on it. hmm. and faris wans me to colour my plan. to show the distinct difference. argh! and i've still got that book to finish on. and the movies faris said to watch. haix.):

so i need OT. shall go bother arthur tmr. heex. and see wat goodies he has. bluehx.

hmm. and yest was online with kamini namngee sherrie. mass chatting. we were talking abt care bears! lolx. and my little pony. ok. so its only me and kamini talking. we even went to search on yahoo auctions! lolx. and so we've set a date to go down to toys'r'us. lolx.(: we were so acting like five yr olds. and not wanting to grow up.

*yawn. sch's at 8am tmr. haix.): all those primary sch and secondary sch students are so lucky. they have holiday tmr. haix. so those in poly arent youths anymore? that explains why we're using adult fares eh? haix.): too bad then.

hmm. my sis is whining away. haix.):

would be getting my music file back. finally! n i thought it went missing. lolx. but am glad that i've located it.(:

hmm. my hair aint dry yet. argh! i wana get to bed soon. cos class at 8am! argh! this sucks la!

initial d.

went to watch initail d yest night with babe and frens.(:

glad i went to watch.(:

shawn yue!!(: *drools. edison.(:

ok. so i went to watch not for the car racing. but for the cute guys in that movie. lolx. and i think jay chou's character in the movie is so adorable. watching the movie makes me like him more. lolx.(:

and so for now i have yet to do anything productive for my project. haix. am so gona die on monday if faris and johnaton wans to see me. haix.): shall start on my model in sch on mon ba. since i've got no cardboard at home at all!

haix.):

stayed home. yet didnt do a single thing.): babe's out. having his graduation dinner. i so wanted to go. but. am not invited. bluehx.

ok la. shall go bath. den do something productive. hmm. like watch more tv! lolx.

`ciaos.

critic session.

and so i had my critic session today. i cant really say it went well or not. but it was ok. gotta do another model. haix.): n i've got no more cardboard. argh!):

babe passed his exam too. so tts gd news.(: hmm.

30 Things Guys Should Know About Girls
Written by a guy. After years of experience.

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their
house...they run around in their underwear just
like we do..

2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but
girls tell each other everything about everything.
Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy
friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the
drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait
for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're
beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If
they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If
they're going out with you in the first place, it's
because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your
friends that you did.

8.5. If you DO sleep with them, do not tell your
friends that you did.

9. Don't ever do anything wrong. girls remember
things for life and anything you did wrong will be
used against you in the future.

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can
eat like whales. (tee hee.)

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of
everything, but they do discuss these things with
their friends. Realize that if you make your
girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know
about it and your friends will know you're a
pussy.

11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that
much? Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things
from her boyfriend- a dinner by him, one of his
sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not
a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as
you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the
door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure
she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick
the crap out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull
your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking
way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh,
you're so dumb" or something, never make any
gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't
care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters
that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with
their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince
charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their
parents,
and make sure to be nice to their animals

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross,
and it really does make them feel like crap, so be
understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing
her to your friends, you'd better damn well
introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date.
They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for
them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play
fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her
birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her
birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't
have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last,
don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if
you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize
that they really have started to trust you. When
you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you
have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control
than you would think.

sickly

listening to : tian kong by jolin.

so i went to sch today. for gems class. which was as usual boring. haix. but the lect loves to tell stories. so it was ok la.

had lunch after tt. at jurong point. mos burger.(: with sherrie and namngee. peishan and chunmeng joined us later. cos they had some class reps talk or soomething la.

think i ate too much.): feel sick.

came home in the rain. and today the rain didnt feel tt bad. it was actually great.(: i duno. it was cooling. n i was singing.(:

homed. babe called. haix.): gd talk turned bad. shucks!

crit tmr. haix. wonder how is it gona turn out. haix.):

sick. argh.

neoprints.

shopping spree.

yes! finally! done with the submission. but its only the first stage og the project. haix. kinda scary when i think tt this is only the first stage n it has already made me worry like crazy. made others lose slp like nobody's business. what is the next stage gona do to us? is it gona be 10times e torture? haix. *pouts. so for now while i'm free. i wana enjoy as much as i can.

yest after submission. stayed in sch for a lil while. cos it was just TOO EARLY. den sherrie n myself made our way down town! SHOPPING! lolx. i bought a new top. tt tube top i've aimed for sooooo long. tried it out. n it looked not bad.(: so got it.(: n i psycho-ed sherrie into buying this ebase pants. it was 50% off. so why not? lolx. n now she's like saying tt we canot go shopping with one another. lolx. cos she psychos me. n vice versa. lolx.(: but its fun shopping with her.(: she's my shopping girlfriend.

n today. after lectures. kamini wanted to go down bugis. cos she needed to get a bday present for her fren. so sherrie n myself accompanied her. see! we're such gd frens! lolx.(: i nearly succeed in psycho-ing sherrie into buying this ebase bag! lolx.(: we took neoprints! lolx. it looked nonsense! wahahaha. den we slacked at coffee bean. hmm. nice talking cock with them! lolx. they're such nonsensical people. but i still LOVE them. until them old n wrinkly. whahaha. *MUACKS. at least i know i've got someone to ask for company whenever i'm bored. but not forgetting. i still love SIAOMEI SIAOYING TIFFANY! we've to meet up soon!

hmm. i'm tired. got gems tmr. sianx.): marketing. *pouts.

babe is having his final exams on thurs. n his graduation thingy on sat. which would mean this week wont be meeting up le. so guess i've gotta go plan my activities le. or i'll be soooooo sianx! hmm. sometimes i cant help but feel as though i'm single. haix. i know i shouldnt be feeling tt way. but guess i just cant help it. if i told xiaohong. he's so gona nag at me. again. haix.): sometimes having babe or not doesnt feel any different. cos he's always busy studying. n i know its impt. but. haix.): i duno. n sometimes actually seeing couples make me feel. er. envious. haix. nvm ba. writing this not to make you feel bad or wat la. just trying to pen dow some thoughts. yup. so dun take it to heart k. sometimes i can be so contradicitng. i know.

yes. i admit i need someone to accompany me 24/7. yes. i admit i still believe in fairytales. yes. i admit that i still want someone to dote and give in to me. yes. i admit i'm still childish.

haix. and the list goes on.

for baby.

opps! missed out something.

babe's gona go study for his final exam tmr. so gambatte oh!(:

saturdays are turning into slacking days.

went sch early in the morning today. had to get my client's profile and research BINDED!*yawns.

after tt cabbed down to babe's place. was suppose to help him wash his bike. but it rained. so nope. and we were just too lazy. bluehx. brunched at 12plus. editted some photos. n tried printing them out on babe's brand new sponsored by me printer! lolx. was fun! so now. gotta wait till he passed them to me. cos the notice on the cover of the printing paper said to leave photos to dry for 24hrs. haix.): so no photos. *pouts. n ya. i went over to do my design concept report and to get it printed. its soooooo short! haix. am so dead! but i duno wat else i need to write in there. argh!

watched mtv. saturdays are just transforming into a slacking day for the both of us. eat. watch viva la bam at 1pm on mtv. next pimp my ride. n after tt. either he plays game n i watch tv. or we'll just channel surf. hardly do we ever go out on saturdays. unless got purpose lorx. cos firstly we're super lazy! den there's nothing to do exactly. n we're such homely people. lolx. so best to stay home. yup.

*yawn. we had kfc for dinner! was too much i guess! got too bloated! n den we got lazy again. we're such PIGS! *shakes head. lolx. den home i came.(:

am soooooooo tired. should slp soon. but tt tan seok hui is disturbing me! argh! they're gona watch initial d on mon. should i go? no cash lehx! n i dont wana spend so much. hmm. unless i get a treat? *hints. lolx. i'm so mean.

currently online discussing about tanseokhui's future. n i seriously canot imagine! but its would be fun to see though.

schs would be starting soon le. but i guess it wont affect me ba. since i've already schooled for like er 4weeks le? haix. n its only been 4 weeks. n i've missed fridays lesson twice! argh! so tt means i canot afford to miss another time again le. haix.): so i'll just have to be a gd girl le. go for every single lesson le. serves me right for working till late n oversleeping! haix.):

you bitch!

i wasnt talking to anyone in particular. so i guess there wasnt a need to address anyone. but NO! someone had to yell!

argh!

contents have been kept shhhh. cos some people do read this

tried.

): am drained! been sleeping late lately. and doing nothing but rush my project. haix.

yest. i did my model. babe came over to help. heex.(: so i sorta finished my model yest night.

went over to my anutie's place for dinner. left early with my 2 sisters. but i got home later than my mum. haix. i was in the car for like 1 1/2 hrs! lolx. we were spinning around tampines. lolx.

went out today for dim sum. babe came along.

and now i'm finally done with my 3d sketches. with the taking photos of the house. and putting them into power point. got no idea wat to write! so i just left the photos there. bluehx. too lazy le la.

still gotta do my househole chores. sianx.

next weekend would be out again. hopefully i'll be all my stuff done ready by fri! *prays.

i hate nights like this! argh! damn it!

mum's bday

its mum's bday!(:

pris n i shared a present. make a guess wat we bought for her. lolx.

the pressure is beginning to grow on me.

haix. i'm like super stressed up now. gross!

so i've done like 3 plans in the 1:75 scale. now i've gotta redraw them in 1:50 scale. haix.

still got my model to do. my client to write out. my design concept to do. my intech thingy to do. my HDB photographic study to do. *headache. and my sections to draw! argh! hate drawing sections! and i have the 3d sketches to do. haix. and ALL these are due on the 27th! am so dead!

shall do my plans by tonight. and mayb start on my design concept. and finish up my client brief. hopefully lorx.

and my models tmr.

haix.

tired.):

pressure.

i feel the pressure now. haix. just did up my model. its not the best. but at least i did something. haix.

gems class got cancelled today. since we had nowhere to go. i came home n slept. only to wake up at 6pm. lolx.(: was soooo tired! wanted to get up at 3. but couldnt. lolx. so ya.

tmr is another long day.):

sianx.

currently at the library. with sherrie yixian peishan. sianx! nothing to do lehx. surfing friendster. arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!):

monday blues!

argh! think i hate mondays!

first. my class starts at 8am! argh! n lasts all the way till 5pm! sucks lorx. hate long days. its ever so tiring.):

den. my project is just stacking up le. *pouts.

haix. n i'm still soooo in the holiday mood. cos its like for the past 2 weeks. every weekend i've got actitives. first weekend. fri - movie. sat - wedding in malaysia. second weekend. fri - out with xuezhen n monkeys. saturday - out with did class. haix. den think this weekend wuold be out again. cos its mum's bday. lolx. so i've been going out so often. tt it doesnt seem to be like a sch term. haix.

i'm so drained of energy. i need more time to slp. *yawn. haix.

i'm so dead!

gross! i'm like so dead! haven done a single thing for the project. haix.

mayb i should start doing some now?

celebration with did class.

so had my second bday celebration today. met up with the 3 8 fu nu hui plus the guys for kbox session at clementi.(:

peishan brought a fren along. no comments. haix.

was great.(: cos this time lotsa people were there.(: even eileen went! lolx.(:

we had a cake. mango cake. had to remove the candle holders with my mouth. was quite alright la. cos it wasnt creamy. n quite easy to remove.(: my next task was to actually unwrap my present in 10mins. ahhhhh. sooooo many layers. luckily babe helped. or else i would have cried half way through the thing. ok. dont think i'll get half way through. it was like a bolster when i got it. but it turned out to be a container of coins. lolx.

so i've counted. i have 208 five cent coins. 66 ten cent coins. 23 twenty cent coins 46 fifty cent coins and 21 dollar coins. lolx. n i found staplets inside too! lolx.

oh. btw. they say tt babe and i are very violent. lolx.

was made a victim. bluehx.

was supposed to make terrence cake-i-fied. but turned out that i was the one. argh! cos when i was abt to throw the cake on him. he caught it just in time. den threw it back at me. ahhhhh! so my hair. face. babe's jacket had mango cake! eek! think babe was a lil angry ba. bluehx. cos terrence like abit too violent le. when he threw e cake. i fell ma. bluehx. but explained to him le. n he has thought it through. its nothing la. so he's fine le.(:

i love my class.(: although they can get a lil nonsensical. but i still love them!(:

a big thank you to:
peishan. yixian. suwei. sherrie. eileen. namngee. kamini. terrence. lijin. kelvin.
for celebrating my bday with me.(:
chunmeng. bee. louisa. nadzirah. peilan. roy. huirong. jireh. clement. weesoon. plus the rest mentioned above.
for that container of coins.(: you guys rawk!(:

think i'm just gona keep that container of coins. n not use it. but i still duno why a container of coins? lolx.

would be meeting siaomei tmr.(: for dinner.(:

18th bday.

ello.(: so i'm finally 18. lolx.

went out today. first met xuezhen for a kbox cum lunch session. was like a mini concert la.(: cos the rest didnt join. so only e 2 of us.(: lolx. but they popped in at 145pm. just came n stressed us. argh! kept laughing. haix. so nonsense!

so we head down to hereen to take neoprints!(: lolx. i love taking neoprints!


family potrait.





after that we went to play pool. didnt play much. just slacked n talk cock with them. so needa catch up on the lastest gossips. lolx.(: n i was said to have an affair with that tan seokhui. lolx.

next stop. swensen's. though didnt get to eat my baked rice. did have my banana split.(:

den we went taka. they bought me this lil cute cake! much love for that.(: strawberry sweetheart i think.(: its still in my fridge.(:

took the train to boonlay n back.(: chatted with delia. so missed that.(:

homed. had steamboat for dinner. babe came over.(:

after that went esplanade. was at this lounge. hmm. seok called. cos she forgot to wish me. lolx. the lounge wasnt bad. nice settings. was playing jazz music. so ok.

got so many unexpected msges today. lolx.(:

oh ya. did i mentioned that i got a sunflower from the gang.(: thanks girls.(: i so love sunflowers!(: *MUACKS! love you girls! till the next time we meet k.(:

n yes. i have new les partners.
delia chua my full time les partner.
tan seokhui my part time les partner.
lolx.(:

new name

i have a new name now.

i'm called 5feet carebear. lolx.

welcome to the club.

birthday eve.

hmm. so many things happened today. sad and happy i guess.

xiaohong made peishan cry.): but guess the problem is sort of solved. and am glad we're still friends la.(:

birthday tmr. so whats my bday wish? *shrugs. no idea.

hmm. would be skipping sch tmr. i think. since i'm going out to meet xuezhen and the rest in town.(: finally get to meet them.(: miss them so much. esp xuezhen. cos its been so long since the last time i've seen her!(:

whee!

sianx.

way too many things are happening in class. sighs.):

nothing is going smoothly. haix.

sunday.

i've just met babe for a lil while. cos i needed to get an empty disc from him. had to burn the pics. sianx.

chatted for a while. he spent his entire day on his new comp. sighs.

hmm. have sch tmr. sianx. not sure wat we're gona do. haven done anything at all this weekend. cos been going out way too much this weekend. sighs.

got news from sherrie that she broke off with that blangah le. sighs. it seems like everyone ard me is breaking up. friends ard babe too. sighs.

ganes's wedding.

i just came back from malaysia. am dead beat.

went to attend gane's wedding. wha! the ritual was SUPER long!!! it took like 2hrs. and they were burning something in the room. which was causing my eyes to get watery and my throat to be super dry. hmm.

but it was great to actually meet up with them after so long.(:

did try deperately hard to get photos of the wedding.


ganes.


my desperate attemp to take a shot of his wife.


we were bored.


audrey n wenjien

these were from yest.

madagascar!(:

just got back from my movie with babe and the guys.(:

so my day went like this. had LC class at 10am at t323. terrence kelvin namngee called to check the venue. it ended at 12pm. so we were deciding where to have lunch. since every where in sch was FULL. we decided to have lunch out. i came home first. bathed and stuff la. den went back town to meet up with them. they had lunch at pasta mania.(: didnt eat though. had a drink only.

next we headed down to heeren to take neos!(: i like taking neoprints!(: took twice. abit nonsense la. lolx.(: den we went roaming ard town. went far east. nearly bought a tube top. but sherrie said it was so not me. sighs.): so no buy. den left with namngee. took bus down to babe's place.

there. changed. babe's mum came home. lolx. gave her a scare. cos i was standing in the living room la. bluehx. waited for him to bath. den we headed down to ps to get the movie tix.

n we just hung ard lorx. babe n kelu were trying to get something for tonah. so yup. had dinner at thai express when tonah joined us. the food is alright i guess. it comes it really big portions. hmm.

we were later joined by wentai dingguo shuan for movie. MADAGASCAR!(:

i soooooo LOVE the penguins!(: lolx. hmm.

shall not say much abt the movie. but tt it was great!(: i LOVE the penguins.(:

i like to move it move it.
i like to move it move it.
you like to? move it.

lolx. tt song is so stuck in my head! lolx.(: sooooo cute.(:

think i better go slp le. tmr going to malaysia for wedding.(:

nights.(:

i'm dead beat!

argh!!!! i'm so tired!

had lectures for theory of design and intech today. first half of the day was intech. n most of the time kamini n myself were playing games. lolx. den lunch. den had tod. faris is so nonsense.(: enjoyed the lesson.(: went to print the a2 plan thingy. den library. den babe's home.

its only the second day lorx. and i'm already soooo tired le!! sighs.):

wanted to do the client's brief. but i cant open the file. and wanted to ask babe for help. but he aint home yet. so no choice gotta do tmr le. sighs. den now trying to draw the plan out. argh!! hate drawing plans. shall continue tmr.

gotta slp. early class tmr. ciaos.

first day of sch.

so today's like the first day of sch. was alright i guess. met chungmeng at the 195 bus stop first. before heading to meet the rest at dover control. omg! dover control was chaotic! the mrt people even had to play this message " the mrt station is for the taking of trains. please leave the station if you are not taking the train." lolx. first time hearing such a message. guess first week is always like tt ba.(:

walked over to t5. dont really like the current studio. would so prefer the old one. but guess no choice. cos those are for the year ones. sighs. first day and we've already gotten our briefings for our project. agrh! i feel so pitiful! *pouts.

and daidee queen never fails to carry out her duties. PLAY DAIDEE! lolx.

and so class ended early. at 330pm. so sherrie and myself decided to make a trip down to orchard kinokuniya. she was looking for a organiser. and i kept bumping into delia michelle dara at taka. lolx. and taka is selling tt penguin from madagascar stuffed toy! lolx. so cute.(: but it looks kinda weird. hmm. i think i have this thing for penguins. and recently cows. lolx. so weird! lolx. and pls kamini do NOT get me a cow for my bday!

argh! my mouse is not squeaking properly. i have to hit it twice before i can get the effect. sighs. lousy mouse. i should get a cat to eat it. since its so useless le. lolx. talking nonsense now. lalalalalalalala. i need slp. having a headache!

n i haven done anything for the project! nvm. i promise i'll start tmr! i swear! *innocent eyes.(:

kbox.(:

went kbox-ing today with the 3 8 fu nui hui and lijin and laoda and babe.

met babe first. had lunch at macs. was super crowded at macs today lorx! argh!

den met the rest at clementi.(: whee! so guess today's session aint tt bad ba. although we have to dui bu qi xiaohong. cos we kept singing sad songs. xiaohong zhen de dui bu qi oh~ hmm. so as usual we played daidee. n kamini just kept winning most of the time. n guess babe is super unlucky with daidee ba. he kept losing. lolx. luckily we dont play with money. lolx.(:

after tt had dinner at clementi with babe sherrie and ALEX! wahaha. i've FINALLY seen the well-known ALEX le. lolx.(: babe just spent most of his time talking to him abt army stuff. sighs. n all sherrie n i did was listen. lolx. cos we had already ran out of topics to talk abt. lolx. like (-_-|||) lolx.(:

but its still not a bad day out ba. hopefully i can get to watch my madagascar next week.(: *prays.

american idol.

just watched american idol on starworld. so yup carrie underwoode won. sighs. too bad. was so hoping for bo bice to win. hmm.

anthony.(: john stevens.(:

durians.....

parents bought durians. so we had durians.(: much love for durians. though i smell like one now. bluehx.

my comp is so laggy now. argh.):

day out with sherrie!(:

met sherrie at chinatown at 12pm. lijin was supposed to join us. but nah. he didnt. so left with just the 2 of us.(: roamed ard chinatown. nothing much ba. didnt buy much from there. only got a pair of earrings.

next stop. bugis. cos sherrie suddenly felt like eating pasta mania. so we went and had pasta.(: so filling. after actually stuffing ourselves with food. we needed to exercise. so shopping we went!(:

i bought like a pair of slippers. the rubber thingy for babe. screen protector for myself n babe.(: hmm. guess tts all. sherrie bought like a really cute bag. and a skirt.(: i love shopping with sherrie.(:




this i dont like. but sherrie LOVES it!

blinkies.

so i've spent e last 2 hrs making blinkies.(:

made 8 so far!(: kinda small though. hmm.



but i didnt do the entire thing la. e dolls. blocks. n letterings were pre-made. so all i had to do was formed the thing. and animate it.(: was fun making.

pooh's heffalump movie.

so mum just bought dvds. and pris and myself stayed till 3am watching dvds. lolx.

first movie. pooh's heffalump movie.(: OMG! it was soooooo cute!(: ok. so mayb you guys are thinking that i'm so childish. but heck! i LOVE pooh and i'm not afraid to admit it!(: heex.

next was love actually. awww. i so love that movie. watched it like 5times. plus yesterday's. once in the theatres with seok. once with babe. and twice on the plane to and from bangkok. lolx.(: i sooooo LOVE that movie! i STILL think that lil boy is so cute. and that best fren story is sweet.(: much love for that scene.

soo many more movies to watch! heex.(: just watch the tigger movie today. yes! a cartoon again!(: much love for pooh!(:

disappointed.

was so looking forward to a movie. but guess not ba. sighs.):

but anyway. there would MOST prolly be a kbox session this sat.(: this something to be happy abt.

bday.

i've been booked by ONG XUE ZHEN on my bday. lolx.(:

so i'm meeting them after sch. duno wats e plan now. for now we have kbox. lolx.(:

den guess i'm meeting e 3 8 fu nu hui on sat for kbox. kbox twice in a week! lolx.(:

sundays!

argh! mum made me wear this u.g.l.y gold bracelet. argh! luckily it aint mine. its hers.

mum woke me up at 2pm. she just kept nagging and nagging. argh!

mum n pris are in malaysia now. or mayb they're already coming back.

had lotsa cookies today.(: lol. i love.(:

i love saturdays.(:

guess my slping schedule is going crazy! argh! wonder how am i going to cope with such a 'slping disorder' when sch starts. argh! tried to fall aslp yest at 3am. but couldnt. just kept tossing n turning. argh! i hate nights like those. n only managed to fall aslp at like 4plus. argh!

so. i woke up at like 8am. bathed. got ready. was going to get picked.(:

headed down cmpb cos babe had to extend his passport. it was a quick trip. den down to bukit panjang plaza we went. he had to go to uob to get a new savings acc. so ya. it was like 10 in e morning. n e queue was like WHAAAA! LONG!! argh! so we sat there waiting for his turn for like nearly 2hrs! can you imagine. sighs. to pass the time we played a song game. we came up with one word. and had to sing a song with the word in it. sighs. and the stupid police man kept eavesdropping on our conversation. argh! and his hand was super itchy. he kept pressing the machine which dispenses the queue no. *shakes head. think he too bo liao le. sighs.

so thats done. we went back to his place. slacked. i watched tv. and he had to do stuffs with his comp. yup. and then it RAINED!! argh! so we were stucked there. ordered MACs delivery!(: yum. my 6pcs macnuggets! i love.(:

oh ya. forgot to mention! TANSEOKHUI called to tell me she was at SENTOSA!! ARGH! stupid girl. go then have to tell me!!!!!!! agitate me lehx!! argh! bluehx. nvm. shall meet them soon.(:

p/s: bday in 3weeks. cant wait!(:

new template.

i so love the new template.(: how about you?

this is the thingy we made for pam for her bday. like a month ago.
with love, me. (:

cookies!!!!

i baked cookies today!!!!!(: with pris. lolx.

was fun. but some of the cookies look like muffins. lolx.

songs

argh! just realised that i HAVE that backstreet boys song i'm so in love with! and i had in like since god knows when! argh! such a bum!

am ransacking through all the cds. n i saw it! ......... sighs. nvm. now i get to hear it!(:

think i should start buying cds. again. lolx. stop downloading.

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I�ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I�m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I�m going to be is incomplete

gems

so like finally i've registered for gems le! FINALLY! woke up at like 10am. just to do it. argh! so i've picked the essentials of marketing. no choice. cos i wanted to finish with the biz gem first. dun have any interest in biz ba.

so. i'll have gems class untill 3pm every wed.): was hoping e gem was on tues. sighs. but nvm. wed is gd too.(:

its such a chore/drag to have to come online n choose our gems. especially when they keep changing our timeslots. when i first checked mine. it was at 1pm. den they changed it to 10am. luckily i checked.

i so wana go on a holiday! *pouts. but sch's starting le. damn!

money.money.money.

i'm about to spend!! argh! lolx.

i'm such a shopaholic!

bday in 4weeks.(: anyone need ideas for presents? lolx.(: i need cash! lolx.

news flash!

NEWS FLASH

just saw tt e metamorphsis one would only be available in OCT! so how? shit. gotta pick some other gem now.

make overs.

hmm. it seems like everyone i know is going for make overs. hmm. it seems fun though. lolx. makes me feel like going. but nah. cos mayb i know it wont turn out nice ba.

so we have to choose our gems soon. guess i'll be doing tt metamorphsis on ba. based on my timetable only tuesdays n fridays are free. ni do hope i get e tuesdays one. cos i dont wana stay in sch till like 3pm when everone is already out playing n having fun le. yup. would be coming online early ba. with chunmeng n sherrie. to discuss. lolx. see we're all going to aim for e SAME class! wahaha.

babe called me in e evening. asking me out for dinner n KBOX! haix. e sound of going kbox was so tempting. but nah. mum wouldnt allow on such short notice. i have a weird mum. yest babe was over at my place. n when he was leaving. mum asked where he was going. den he said he's going to meet his frens for a movie. den after he left. mum asked why i not joining? my father den said "eh. u very weird lehx." mum's reply was "ya la. when she wants to go. i nag n scold her. when she doesnt want to go. i ask why lorx." weird eh? sighs.

argh! i so need to go kbox! lolx. heard form peishan tt there's this new guy working there. n he's rather cute. lolx. guess we might be planning for a kbox trip soon. to just go there n scout! lolx. n peishan said tt he suits yixian's taste of guys. cos she said tt he seems younger than us. lolx.(: but if he's cute. den mayb when we go kbox-ing we got eyecandy to look at. X) (i'm so gona get it. bluehx.)

ohh. forgot to mention abt yest. so i went over to babe's place at a later time than usual. cos it was RAINING! n i had to carry tt cooler along. so i cabbed down. got there. lunched. n he bathed. n we headed down to queenstown. he had to pay his instalments. n TOWNing we went!(: it was a rather weird experience shopping with him. lolx. i duno why. mayb cos i rarely went shopping with guys. lolx. but its was still great.(: saw this tube dress tt wasnt bad. but didnt get it. so regret not getting it now. have been thinking abt it since yest night. argh! so prolly i'll go shopping next week. mayb with babe again. or mayb alone. n get tt dress n a new pair of shoes/slippers.(:

pris is back from her bangkok trip. n i got 2 slippers. a wallet. n a top.(: THANKS!(:

i so need to do so many things!
-shopping!
-kbox-ing!
-sun tanning!
-mayb meet up with e juniors.

timetable

my timetable is out! hmm.

mondays - 8am till 5pm. argh! such a drag.
tuesdays - 10am till 3pm. (:
wednesdays - 8am till 12pm. (: kbox day? lolx.
thursdays - 8am till 5pm. shucks. ):
fridays - 10am till 12pm. such a waste of time. *pouts.

anthony!!

hmm. so guess no more anthony on american idol. ): but nvm. i do hope either BO or VONZELL wins.

my throat hurts. argh! guess credit goes to e bbq food ba. lolx.

hmm. didnt do much. just slept alot! lolx. am such a pig. woke up n saw 2 msges on my msn. 1 from tanseokhui e other from leslie. stupid seok had to say i was a p.i.g bleuhx! *yawn. i'm still lacking SLEEP! so in need of it. lolx.

just cant wait till saturday ba.(: no matter how it turns out.(:

chalet

so i'm back from e chalet with the course mates. hmm. so wat do i have to say abt it. it was alright i guess. it rained. so our plan of bbq-ing e whole day was spoiled. n the game we planned didnt really happen. sighs. was so looking forward to e game. but nvm. while we waiting for e rest to arrive. we played all sorts of game. er. we spent most of e time playing indian poker. loser had to drink shot of tequlia. yucks. n i kana twice. being a non drinker. i was allowed to drink only half a shot. so i wasnt drunk la. got a lil too high i guess. just kept laughing n couldnt stop. terrence drank quite alot. n he got high too. lolx. sherrie got drunk. sighs. n she was uttering nonsense.

when i went downstairs to help with the starting of fire. they didnt allow me to. sighs. kamini was afraid i was drunk. so she led me back to e room. lolx. thanks k girl! she was suprised tt this time she isnt e one drunk. n e one who looks after everyone who was. lolx. jireh was super gone. he fell aslp hugging e toilet bowl. lolx. it was such a hilariously sight. lolx.(:

so we started bbq-ing. (: e food was alright ba. cos i aint picky. i guess. (: i liked e meat. yum. (: btw thanks to namngee, clement, junda, weesoon for cooking to food!(: thanks a lot!

so we just sat ard. talking cock. didnt wana stay in e room. so kelvin weesoon lijin myself we went to e beach. sat there n talk cock. we were soon joined by clement kamini suwei junda. but some left ard 1140pm. kam lijin kelvin n myself just sat by e bench n talk. they were talking abt 'ghostly' experiences. argh! n they kept scaring me throughout the journey back to e room. argh! stupid people.

back. bathed. n out we went again. this time more joined. kamini peishan yixian sherrie lijin kelvin junda yanhan myself went back to e beach. to a more remote area. but chose a brightly lit area. sat down n junda told us abt e 'ghostly' experiences he heard before. argh! soon i gave up listening. so i lied down on yanhan's tummy/rib n played game! (: my tennis game. n so did peishan.

back at e room. tried to slp. but couldnt. cos i had difficulty. weesoon was slping in such a position tt i couldnt slp properly. sighs. couldnt stretch my leg.): so stayed awake. msged babe at 6plus. (: n finally fell aslp. but woke up at 7plus. so i was aslp for only 10mins? sighs. got up. n just kept whinning to sherrie. lolx. left e place at 8plus with kamini kelvin lijin junda weesoon terrence his BAAA. shared a cab with kam. got home. bathed! waited for hair to dry! SLEPT! wahaha.

got up at 8plus. watch american idol! i like anthony!(: no matter wat.(: had bread n banana as dinner. think gona slp early ba. mayb after a game of rollercoaster tycoon. heex.(:

ciaos. btw e pics are already up on 3 8 website. n here.

chalet tmr!(:

whee!!

ok. so off to chalet tmr.(: with people from the 3 8 fu nu hui. n others.(:

been so stucked on pc games! lolx.(:

argh. shucks.

argh. i hate mornings like this.):

yawns

have i even mentioned that i love uniforms? lolx.(: saw babe in a different uniform today. n i LOVE it!(: its like those overall types la. but i like. lolx.(: ok. uniform fetish.

e day has been rather cooling.(: cos of e rain. e rain aint tt bad. right?

had pizza for dinner. so i'm kinda bloated for e moment. bluehx.

am so looking forward to next week's chalet.(: we're going to have scavenger hunt.(: lolx.(: so looking forward to tt! heex. i'm like kinda incharge of e list.(:

*yawn.

results

so i've finally got my results after waiting for so long.

got up extra early today. erm. at 830am. lolx. just to check my results. am kinda shocked that i actually have one A. lolx.(:

design studio - A
interior technology - B
computor aided design presentation - B
theory of design - B
communication skills - B
calenders and astronomy - C

ok. kinda suprised that i got a C for astro. was kinda thinking i might get a D. lolx. cos of my attendence. bluehx. so overall not that bad ba. i kept thinking that i'll get C's n D's. heex.(: so can say kinda happy ba.(:

ok. off to get ready le. meeting namngee and the rest at 12.

`ciaos.

in just 10hrs i'll know my fate. lolx.(:

hmm. my throat hurts. bluehx.

got up at 1plus today. n guess wat. i didnt watch any cartoons today! lolx. cos my brother was hogging the tv e whole day. playing some dumb game. when he's suppose to be studying. argh. couldnt be bothered to say anything. so i just came online. hmm.

*yawn. i'm tired!

slack.slack.slack.

all i ever do at home is slack. n be a couch potato. lolx.(:

woke up early today. got up at 12. lolx. early eh? bathed n stuff. den went to e atm machine. had to transfer money to clement. cos he was going to book e chalet today. n he doesnt have cash. so weesoon n myself are paying for e chalet first. argh. am so broke le. spent way too much in a short period of time. sighs. if only i was like flithy rich. lolx. like sherrie n i always say. when we're rich we'll just shop like nobody's business. n buy anything n everything we like. dont needa care abt expenses n stuff. lolx. IF ONLY. well. since i'm not rich. mayb i should find a rich husband? *hint. lolx.(: nah. kidding. am going to earn my own money. n SHOP TILL I DROP. lolx.(:

ok. so enough nonsense abt being not rich n blah blah blah. so wat else i did today. er? watched tv? yea! i watched CARTOONS! lolx.(: rotted. made my own lunch. heex. slacked way too much! lolx.(:

oh. pris is going bangkok!! YEA! so mayb can ask her get soem stuffs for me. *hints. heex.(: why like suddenly so many people going/or went bangkok? chatted with ayu yest. n he said he just got back from bangkok. weird eh? lolx.(:

am online now. chatting with kamini abt e chalet thingy. gotta decide on some stuffs. like e food n things ba.

just 2 more days.

ok. gotta go. ciaos.

so its like 3 more days till the long awaited results. to see if we get promoted or not. but i guess most of us did ba. cos its like none of us got called back for any interview with the directors n stuff. so should be ok ba. *prays.

day one.

argh.i hate the days when i have my period.argh.): cos i'll keep having cramps e WHOLE day.damn it!argh.):

i hate it.): bluehx.

so i watched cartoons again today.(: whee.lolx.oh did i mention tt i watched SMURFS yesterday?talk abt childhood memories eh?lolx.(:

got up at 9am today!cos i kept hearing thunder!n thought it was going to rain.so i got up n kept e clothes.but guess wat.it didnt rain at all!!it was just thunder!argh!make me get up so early.n bring in all e clothings.nvm.i did go back to slp after bringing in all e clothigns.heex.pig eh?

i feel full.bluehx.am so stucked on tt akon's song lonely.(: was so happy yest.cos i found it online.n downloaded it!(: whee.n tt mcfly's song all abt you.too bad cant find e mp3.got it recorded into my phone.(: heex.cos someone's blog had tt song.so i just recorded it off tt blog.heex.(: am such a thief.(:

am now sitting here.having cramps.with my cushion.*pouts.gotta wait till babe's home.cos he needs me to help him print some stuffs.

why isnt he home yet?sighs.

oh ya.n another thing.our chalet might have some changes.due to e low response.sighs.everyone is working n stuff.argh.): n so many not confirms.so guess we just have to discuss with e rest again.n see whether we still gona have e chalet or just a bbq?hmm.but i wana go wild� wet.*whines.am such a brat kid.

mayb i should watch some tv.while waiting.ok.i should.

`ciaos.(:

AI

I AM SHOCKED!

constantine is out of american idol??!!

had already felt tt mayb anthony would be out this round.but never did i expect constantine?!

*state of shock.

btw.got news from shermaine tt stc got a sliver for guitar.(: CONRATS girls.(:

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.
If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.

Love her for who she is.
Don't even think about changing any bit about her.
6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities.
She's special & she will stay that way.
You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.
Love whole-heartedly.

She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treassure her.
She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love.
So love her guys, not play with her.

Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever.
If you're with her, love her.
Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all.
Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.
I've been there & I know how it feels.

Don't expect perfection from her.
She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.

Like another girl while you're in a relationship?
Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.
Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her.
If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.

Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way?
Be faithful, enough is enough.
Socialise only when you're single.
You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams.
Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.

It never kills to be romantic.
Think, be flexible.
Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you.
Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.

Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.
Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys.
Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.

Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity.
Remember, INSECURITY.

Promise her & make sure you never break it.
Swear to her & make sure you keep it.
Pledge your love to her & her alone.
Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to.
Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.
That's love.

Give her your heart, your life, your everything.
Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises.
But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.
Never, ever walk out of her life.
She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as pernormal, she'd die.
It's her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?

Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.
Don't leave her once you've won her love.
Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death.
If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.
She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise.
Win her heart & love her over.

Remember, the girl isn't a trophy fordisplay, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends".
Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.
Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...

got this off my fren's blog.(:

):

there goes my sentosa trip tmr.*pouts.

mayb i should go shopping tmr?hmm.

or should i just stay home?

oh ya.xuezhen had to remind me tt its gold with HONOURS!lolx.

guess i shall just stay home tmr.n pack my stuff ba.

ciaos.

exam results.

results would only be out on the 5th of may 2005 at 8.30am.

argh!why cant the results just be released earlier?sighs.

just 9more days!

so.we've decided to get the chalet in may.(: whee.means no more stonning.at least not for tt few days.(: e the chalet is from the 10th till 12th of may.(: its on weekdays.so we could cut down on cost.lolx.(: cos we're all broke!

from now we have.
kamini.
myself.
sherrie.
kelvin.
terrence.
weesoon.
clement.
yixian.
all confirmed.

suwei.
lijin.
junda.
peishan.
namngee.
asked.but not replies.

hmm.(: not bad.i guess.since it was so last min.(:

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

mr. lonely (:

here i am blogging in the middle of the day.i'm so bored!argh!

someone please entertain me!!

sighs!

think i'll just go n watch some tv ba.ciaos.

i wana go SENTOSA!

so i got a msg from xuezhen this afternoon.they got a gold for their sfy.(: CONGRATS!(:

i've been stonning so much lately.wahaha.guess with so much slacking.couch potato-ing.i'll be putting on weight again!argh!this i hate so much!*pouts.did a bit of exercise today.did some skipping.lolx.(: not much.but at least i got my butt off e couch n skipped.

so.i watched cartoons again today!lolx.i have so much LOVE for cartoons now!(:

just jio-ed sherrie out on thurs.mayb sentosa?suntanning session?(: whee.anyone else interested in joining us?but first.i gotta lose some of tt tummy!so tt means extra work this few days!sighs.):

*yawn.i'm tired!i'm such a PIG!i sleep for at least 12hrs a day.n yet i still can be tired!lolx.

kamini just suggested tt we should organise an outing soon.cos we're all at home STONNING!lolx.n she's getting sick of it!wahaha.

i'm bored!luckily sherrie is online le!wahaha.at least got someone pei wo.heex.(:

off i go.ciaos.

to xuezhen: eh girl!congratulations lehx!(: i know you guys been working hard for this sfy.(: bet you're SUPER HAPPY now.(: lets meet up soon!(: miss you so much.(:

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am blogging way too much lately.

so i've decided not to go for the camp.kinda lazy ba.heex.(:

*yawn.it makes me wonder how can i still be tired after slping for so LONG!lolx.(: it really does.

i've just concluded on one thing today.

that my bro is such a brat not to mention bastard.ok.so mayb i'm being harsh here.but i seriously do think his attitude needs to change.he's got no respect for me, my sisters, my parents, etc etc.he snaps at people.he even shouted at my mum before.hmm.he spends money as though it grows on trees.his monthly hp bills are way more than mine.like twice.$80++ sighs.n every month all he gets are warnings.n those warnings never did come true.*shakes head.he just doesnt feel the pinch lorx.sighs.

enough abt tt insect.

hmm.so lets see.wat should i do for e coming week?mayb exercise would be gd?lolx.(: but i'll be too lazy.mayb sentosa?cos i've not been there for a tan for so long!mayb can ask sherrie along!wahahaha.(:

been playing ard with photoshop!!hahaha.(:

made nice photos even nicer!!wahahahahaha.(:

*EGO....

weddings are such great occasions eh?

lolx.(:

hmm.i need advise.

i cant decide if i wana go for the camp.

so can anyone help me?

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so wat did i do today?hmm.reliving childhood?lolx.(:

i watched way too many cartoons today!wahahaha.watched CASPER!den there was this ninja show.den i watch MUPPETS TREASURE ISLAND.n lastly.there was MR BEAN!(: lolx.(:

there were other cartoons in between.like tt KIM POSSIBLE show.n the spies one!lolx.(: i LOVE cartoons!(:

GUITAR!

so i went out today.went to ARTFRIEND!n i nearly got lost!lolx.n e bus journey nearly KILLED me!it was SOOOO long!bought the stuffs.came home.slacked for a lil while.left for STC!

boy.do i miss tt sch!saw DELIACHUA n MICHELLETAN at e bus stop.when i alighted.(: i miss them!den i saw TANSEOKHUI and tt really tall girl(SHARONNG).left to look for e guitar girls.(: heard e 2 pieces for sfy.they chose really GD pieces!(: n they're not bad i must say!do hope they'll get something gd for sfy.hopefully a gold.(: *prays.

was talking to SHERMAINE before i left.n she was saying abt some curse thingy.tt happens like every sfy or wat.cos last yr after ONE club got a BRONZE the rest tt performed after tt club got a BRONZE too!sighs.den they just received news tt one of the clubs just got a BRONZE today.n she was just saying and saying lorx.but do hope they'll do well!mayb a silver aint tt bad right?since we got a silver during my yr.heex.(:

just wish them all the best!(:

was just watching a drama serial mum was watching.so the story goes like this.this guy had a one night stand with his ex gf.den he told his current gf.n he said tt it was nothing.it was abt sex.n the one he loves is still her.if you were tt girl(current gf).how would you react?hmm.just realised tt guys can be such bastards at times.

sighs.but we cant live without them huh?without them.we can prove to tt we're as gd as guys huh?lolx.(:

oh almost forgot.

to xuezhen: all the best for your sfy on monday k.(: *HUGS! JIAYOU k! when you're not tt busy le. we meet up ok? cos i've NOT seen you in AGES! sms me k! or call la! easier! heex. take care eh.(:

friendster bulletin

I knew from the beginning..

That you was just a flirt..

And yet I fell in love with you..

Knowing I'd be hurt...

I thought I could tie you down..

And make you love just one..

But how could I do something that no one else has ever done..

I'll know you never love me...

And I'm trying not to cry...

For I must find the strength somehow to kiss your lips goodbye..

american idol.

was watching the results for american idol just now.i was SHOCKED!cos ANWAR is OUT!why?n i thought he had a GREAT voice.hmm.mayb because he aint tt popular ba.compared to CONSTANTINE.ANTHONY and SCOTT are at e bottom.sighs.which oso means tt ANTHONY has a high chance of going out soon!!sighs.i like ANTHONY.

xiaohong's bday.

so i met up with the 3 8 fu nu hui today.(:

met namngee peishan kamini weesoon n sherrie at jurong east mrt at 12noon.went to REDMAN to shop for the baking stuffs.for those who dont know wats REDMAN.its a shop tt sells ALL your baking needs.or most of your baking needs.den we headed down to namngee's place.to bake!(: yea!i helped.hahaha.was fun.i love baking!but guess e cake didnt turn out the way we thought it would.cos e cake didnt 'rise'.sighs.tts wat happens when u use cake mix.haha.but fun though.n nice to lick too.(: e cake thingy.i mean.(: while waiting for e cake to bake.we played daidee.as usual.haha.

left his place at 430pm.was meeting the rest at 6pm at marina bay.steamboat!(: we had SOOOO MUCH to eat!hahahahahahaha.11 of us finished at least 6plates of MEAT!haha.n tts only the chix n pork.den 2 containers of PRAWNS.duno how many crabs.think abt 3plates of beef.n we had satay.bacon.we were so full.till we couldnt finish e bacon.so we played tt 'zhong ji mi ma' again.hahahaha.(: nice to go out for steamboat with frens.(:

went to the arcarde after tt.played BISHIBASHI!hahaha.cant get pass tt stupid dancing stage.argh!i have no sense of rhythm.lolx.(: nice though.i like tt game.i was e only one playing tt game.e rest were just looking.

took 1 final grp shot.at e bus stop.before leaving.asked this guy to take for us.n before he could take another one.e bus came.n he was standing on e road.where e bus was suppose to stop.lolx.was super funny lorx.(:

i love going out.n have fun.(:

shall ask siaomei siaoying TIFFANY out to go for steamboat the next time!heex.(:

to tiffany: i didnt say i dont miss you la! silly girl! I MISS YOU LOTS! see i even wrote your name in capital letters to let you know tt you're missed! haha. or else you cock eye. canot see again! haha.(: take care k girl.(: I MISS YOU! n THE REST! *HUGS!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!
with love, me. (:

out today.met up with siaoying n siaomei FINALLY!met siaoying at bt batok.went to shop for siaomei's present n cake.didnt noe wat to get for her!sighs.

had dinner at tiong.(: haven been there for ages!(:

bus-ed home.my FAV bus.195!(:

i certainly do miss the times back in stc.(:

n tt CHANHOKI!stupid girl.haven met up with her for so long!

are guys really such a pain in the arse?

lets discuss.

out with the girls (minus yixian) and namngee clement weesoon.was at kbox.(: much love for kbox sessions.(: been so long since such a BIG grp of us went.(: much love.(: guess i sang too many songs le.throat is beginning to hurt.shucks!):

just changed my phone.n been playing with it.trying to do the tones n stuff.but i just cant get the thing right!argh!stupid me.):

have i ever mention that i love being praised!(:

am so stuck on this song.by mcfly.(: it has this really nice and catchy thing.i just cant say.

all about you-mcfly.
[Danny:]
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you, baby
([Tom:] It's all about you)
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you

[Tom:]
Yesterday, you asked me something I thought you knew.
So I told you with a smile 'It's all about you'
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me to,
Say 'If you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you'

[Danny:]
And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you.
Yeah...

[Solo]

[Danny & Tom:]
And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles,
Yes you make my life worthwhile,
So I told you with a smile...
It's all about you.

[Danny:]
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you, baby
([Tom:] It's all about you)
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you

pact.

we made a pact.*hooks finger.

tattoo.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM
hope you liked the thingy we(san n me) made for you.(:

am online chatting to this person.n this person has to tempt me to get a tattoo.argh!was so over this tatto issue.n now she has to bring it up.n make me so tempted to get one!stupid girl!

ok.so today.i went back to stc.so miss that sch!hmm.met TAN SEOK HUI.oh.she came to pick me up at e bus stop.lolx.went to see e guitar girls.tried in vain to look for a guitar string(1st string).but they only had 2nd strings!argh!talked to mr toh.he forgot my name!pengx.rotted ard e sch.slacked in e ava room.with CLARISSA WEE and TAN SEOK HUI.helped them with their work.or i do hope i did.lolx.fiddled a lil while with a guitar.my baobei(that A2 guitar in the hall).

wanted to go tbp.but.didnt.had to come home for dinner.its dajie's bday.yup.she was so touched by the thing san n i made.heex.(:

plans for tmr.the 3 8 fu nu hui would be going to the kbox queen's hse.again.but i wont be joining them.cos i gotta make a trip down to art fren.help my uncle get the materials he need.yup.do hope they have fun.(: although i really wana join them.but nvm la.(:

kam's n clem's place.

guess we're so happening eh?house visiting in 2 straight days!lolx.

yest.over at kamini's place.gambled.lost $3.n kamini won $25!!!!!!WHA!had to carry the stupid A1 folio home.n it had to rain.n i was wearing white.what luck eh?!

today.printed my thingy.went over clement's place.played NARUTO on his PS2!WHA!NARUTO i like.(: hmm.but think i perfer SASUKE and his brother more!(: cuties.(: eyecadies.(X and the other guy.dont rem.had fun.(: and not forgetting over games of daidee.cos daidee queen was ard.lolx.(:

together with jocelyn.
with love, me. (:

i was the flower girl.(:
with love, me. (: