Thursday, February 05, 2004

Before I Fall In Love-CoCo Lee
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

(chorus)
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, you're the one
That you'll always be

(repeat chorus)

It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say

(repeat chorus)
i hate this feeling!

argh!

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Fighter-Christina Aguilera
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter


Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
gona work later.

sigh.

some off day.

huh?!

sigh.
today's my off day!

yeah!

n i'm gona spend it at home.

resting!

so tried lorz!

cos e U.S navy came.

so T.R was rather crowded!

yup.

den on mon adrian ordered food for us.

die ah!

if i continue eating.

i'll definately gain wieght lorz!

*shakes head*

sigh.

how ah?

been eating too much lately.

hmm.

think next wed goin out xuezhen!

yeah!

if she can make it la.

so gotta go shop liao.

but her v.day present.

duno whether meeting jo they all nots.

if meeting den gotta get for them too!

ok la.

got nothing much to write.

will stop here.

gui ji-jay chou
zen me yin cang
wo de bei shang
shi qu ni de di fang
ni de fa xiang
san de cong mang
wo yi jing gen bu shang

bi shang yan jing
hai neng kan jian
ni li qu de hen ji
zai yue guang xia
yi zhi zhao xun
na xiang nian de shen ying

ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
na zai zhong dian zhi qian
wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
xiang yao dui ni shuo de bu gan shuo de ai
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai

wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wang ji ni
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
xiang zhe na yi tian
hui you ren dai ti
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
you xiang le yi bian
ni wen rou de lian
zai wo wang ji zhi qian

xin li de yan lei mo hu le shi xian
ni yi kuai kan bu jian

i'm recently stuck on this song.yup.learning it!hehe!

Monday, February 02, 2004

hmm.

been working e whole week.

so damn tired now.

sigh!

worked today!

so busy lorz!

den in e private room got b'day party!

den got alot of kids running abt lorz.

make e whole place so noisy.

hmm.

den think got US navy oso.

so.

e waiting list is super long!

n so smart.

gimme do host again.

make me so blur!

but nvm.

adrian helped.

in e end he's e one doin.

haha.

i kept running abt to look for available seats.

so ma fan.

n so tired!!!

AHHH!!

hmm.

mayb will be meeting xuezhen one of these days to go out!

hmm.

yeah!

*smiles*

been such a long time since i've met her let alone go out with her.

yeah!

so think gotta go shopping liao.

buy v.day pressies!

hmm.

will be working tml.

takin over wai�'s shift.

yup.

working 6-10pm.

yup.

but think will be goin down earlier.

go pei e uncle jun.

haha.

so nonsense hor.

see how la.

hmm.

duno whether can meet *you* tml nots.

sigh.

most prob canot lorz.

-sad face-.

but this is not within our control.

so.

i'll just have to accept it lorz.

yup.

ok la.

gotta go liao.

nites bloggie~

*muackies

[oh ya.today's jerome's b'day!so.happy 18th birthday k!*smiles*.hope u'll get wat u wish k!]

Thursday, January 29, 2004

she's so hen lorz.

she's returned me everything.

sigh.

think i'm just gona throw all of them away.

n all e letters she's given me.

e diaries.

e boxes i've kept.

e neoprints we took.

e movie studs.

everything.

ok mayb not e neoprints.

guess tt's how break-ups are.

sigh.

*lost*

gotta get ready to go out liao.

cya bloggie~

*muackies
Reflection-Christina Aguilera

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

Monday, January 26, 2004

i should have just kept quiet.

sigh.

Friday, January 23, 2004

She's Out Of My Life-Michael Jackson

[1st Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life

[2nd Verse]
It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands

[Bridge]
So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late

[3rd Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life
yup.

its cny.

n its super boring!

sigh.

it just so happen tt cny falls on e same day as her b'day.

yup.

sigh.

so qiao.

but.

this yr is diff.

we wont be spending it together.

yup.

sigh.

think i'll just stop here.

kinda brings back memories.

sigh..

Monday, January 12, 2004

changed my backgrd music.

yup.

cos.

someone like e song ma.

so decided to change it to this song.

yeah!

got e 'love actaully' soundtrack n e eason's cd liao!

happy!

happy!

listening to e eason one now.

cos just now listened to e 'love actually' one liaoz.

hmm.

so sian!

today never go work.

tml den working.

sian ah.

den its spilt shift some more.

n goin there alone.

jocelyn is off tml.

sigh.

SUPER BIG SIGH!

hate goin places alone.

so lonely!

*hint*

haha.

but.

guess i'll just have to go there alone.

btw.

yest tony roma's BIG BIG boss came.

she had some function.

n there were so many pple lorz!

saw devina there.

guess she's one of e relatives.

n moments before i was just saying tt mayb she's our BIG BIG boss e relative.

n den she pop into e place!

haha.

so qiao!

den eugene they all were saying she's very pretty.

n i was like.

she's my classmate lorz.

n like no one believe me.

haha.

they say she look so much older than me.

haha.

n there was this little kid.

so cute lorz!

*kawaii-nei~*

not sure whether is a boy or girl.

haha.

but so cute!

he/she kept crawling ard e place.

den gave he/she a sweet.

but he/she kept throwing it onto e floor.

so ke ai lorz!

hmm.

den e baby walk as if he/she's drunk like tt!

so ke ai!

ok.

i gotta stop stressing tt e baby is cute.

haha.

yup.

ok la.

gottta go liaoz!

bye bloggie~

-muackies-*ilu

here's a little msg for e person who got e cds for me!

hey!thanks for e cd k!really appreciate it!love e cds lots!know u had a hard time lookin for e songs n stuff k!love ya lots!*huggies*

Thursday, January 08, 2004

my!

haven been updating for ages!

hmm.

mayb b'cos i've been too busy with work lately.

so busy tt i dun have time for quen.

sigh.

our time always clash la.

sigh.

worked for 8 n a half hrs today!

e restaurant was so busy!

did station 1 alone today.

n got some one said my service is great.

n wanted to gimme a $10 tip.

but i rejected it.

cos.

part-timers canot take tips.

tips goes to e tips box.

only full-timers n those part-timers who have worked 120hrs den can take.

so.

i told him to tell my manager tt my service is good.

n he act did!

haha!

n adrian gave me $30 worth of HOSPO!

yeah!

HOSPO means i can buy anything for e menu for tt amt!

hmm.

den got this table.

i tried to sell e drinks.

n the ladies said wait awhile.

so i left them.

den when they wanted to order.

they began looking for me.

but they couldn't find me.

so.

jocelyn took their order.

sigh.

nvm.

when i sent e bill to them tt time.

they asked me where i was.

n they said they were lookin for me n stuff la.

haha.

so nonsense!

today i sent wrong order!

so malu!

e order was for 34 but i sent it to another table.

which was 24!

den i went to e kitchen to check.

kana by roy.

den i sent it out.

n i sent to wrong table again.

this time to table 33.

omg!

so malu-ated!

ahhhhh!

but.

was quite fun la today.

haha.

erm.

who worked today ah.

me, jocelyn, amanda, jeff, mr wee, david, golda n lai kwan--morning/afternoon shift.

me, jocelyn, golda, eugene, crystal, elis, adrian, jeff, roy, jason n lai kwan--night shift.

went watch ju-on today.

watched with eugene.

haha.

den he bluff all his frens.

so nonsense right?

hmm.

saw claudine chua at lido there.

so qiao.

hmm.

ju-on was ok la.

but eugene kept complaining all e way.

ya.

den went back to work.

tml working oso.

sigh ah.

so tired liao.

been workin for e past 2 days.

n morning+night shift some more!

sian ah!

tml working 1pm-4pm den 6pm-11pm!

alone some more.

jocelyn nt working.

sigh.

nvm.

still got my 'dear'.

haha.

dun tell u all who.

ok la.

its getting late.

gotta go rest liaoz!

nites bloggie~

*muackies

+ilu+

hey tiff!miss ya lots!do hurry back k!den we can gossip!

Monday, January 05, 2004

hmm.

i cant seem to be able to get to anyone's blog?

why is tt possible?

Thursday, January 01, 2004

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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

start working liao.

as in seriously working.

clearing plates/serving food/bringing e pple to their seats.

done everything liaoz.

hmm.

met new pple.

linda,gilbert,eugene,audrey,jeff,de hua,jessamine,golda..............

all SUPER fun pple!

hmm.

but so sad.

linda n gilbert leaving liaoz.

linda goin australia to study.

den gilbert gotta go sch.

gona miss them although i've only known them for abt 3weeks.

had a bbq on mon.

it was kind of a bbq+chalet thingy.

worked e night shift tt day.

worked until 9.30pm.

den went down to e chalet with linda,eugene,adrian n sheena.

reach there liao.

adrian started e fire.

linda tried to cook some funnie thing.

sheena went to look for her fren.

eugene had to blade to 7-11 to buy some stuff.

so i was alone in e room doin nothing!

haha.

den yue fei came.

e rest arrived at e place only at ard 12plus.

so we only started to bbq at 12!

haha.

so.

its sort of a midnight bbq!

it was really fun!

took pics.

got fed by pple.

got carried by pple.

played cards with david,adrian,linda,jessie,jocelyn,gilbert.

played heart attack n another game.

e loser had to drink half a bowl of coke!

n jessie kept losing.

haha!

e rest of us kept laughing non-stop.

i drank only 3 mouthfuls of e coke.

heng ah!

we were not allowed to go to e toilet during e game.

so kuku lorz.

hmm.

after tt jocelyn,jessie,gilbert,audrey,eugene,david n myself went outside of e room to talk.

e rest went to slp.

hmm.

daivd left at ard 6.

den jocelyn,jessie,yue fei,gilbert n myself went to e beach.

wanted to see sun rise.

nearly got dunked into e sea by gilbert.

but i kept screaming n kicking him.

so he put me down.

haha.

went back n started to talk with jocelyn,jessie,gilbert,audrey,eugene.

didnt slp at all.

went home at ard 9.

coz meeting quen at 10.30.

hmm.

n e best thing was i had to work on tues!

i was so tired tt i kept yawning during work.

haha.

btw.

i broke a side dish yest!

omg!

was so malu.

aiyo!

duno whether i shld go for e first 3months.

got posted to yjc?!

sucks man!

sigh.

dun feel like goin liao.

aiya.

its super e late liao.

gotta go liao.

nites bloggie~

*muackies

Sunday, December 21, 2003

sigh.

been sick for days.

but.

i did go out with tiff to watch her movie!

haha.

didnt noe why i went.

but.

i did.

since got nobody to pei her watch.

see.

i'm such a great pal.

haha.

think will be working tml.

ya.

tiff is off to hk liao!

msged me early in e morning just to say she's flying off liao.

gona miss her!

hmm.

hey tiff dun forget to get something back from hk for me k!all e cute slamdunk/rukawa stuffs.ok?dun forget hor!

Monday, December 15, 2003

first day of work

very tired now.

n i didnt do much.

just stand there n see how they do it.

tried holding three plates at a go.

heavy sia!

n they were empty plates!

imagine when there's food on it!

sigh.

went with jocelyn today.

hmm.

made a few salads!

was kinda fun actuallie.

know this girl.

erm.

what's her name?

oh.

linda.

think is like tt spell la.

she taught us how to make e salads.

e dressing n everything la.

hmm.

working tml oso.

working e night shift!

so exciting!

haha.

but lucky is with jocelyn.

den got someone pei me home!

hmm.

tml doing serving.

not gona touch any ordering as at.

think wed den start taking orders.

hmm.

wondering how i'm gona cope with 3 plates tml!

haha.

hope i wont break any plates/bowls/cups tml!

or else i'll be so malu-ated!

lets hope.

haha.

gona work e whole week.

hmm.

so gona die of tiredness!

is there such a thing?

ok la.

gotta stop crapping n go keep my clothes!

cya bloggie~

*muackies*

Thursday, December 11, 2003

i've got a job liao!

*yeah*

Sunday, December 07, 2003

i'm so tried!

sigh.

sick of stayin at home!

been hanging ard my place n holland v for too many days!

hmm.

sick of e places.

sigh.

but.

got no choice la.

went library yest.

didnt get any books.

hmm.

quen got alot of books!!

hmm.