sigh.

been sick for days.

but.

i did go out with tiff to watch her movie!

haha.

didnt noe why i went.

but.

i did.

since got nobody to pei her watch.

see.

i'm such a great pal.

haha.

think will be working tml.

ya.

tiff is off to hk liao!

msged me early in e morning just to say she's flying off liao.

gona miss her!

hmm.

hey tiff dun forget to get something back from hk for me k!all e cute slamdunk/rukawa stuffs.ok?dun forget hor!

first day of work

very tired now.

n i didnt do much.

just stand there n see how they do it.

tried holding three plates at a go.

heavy sia!

n they were empty plates!

imagine when there's food on it!

sigh.

went with jocelyn today.

hmm.

made a few salads!

was kinda fun actuallie.

know this girl.

erm.

what's her name?

oh.

linda.

think is like tt spell la.

she taught us how to make e salads.

e dressing n everything la.

hmm.

working tml oso.

working e night shift!

so exciting!

haha.

but lucky is with jocelyn.

den got someone pei me home!

hmm.

tml doing serving.

not gona touch any ordering as at.

think wed den start taking orders.

hmm.

wondering how i'm gona cope with 3 plates tml!

haha.

hope i wont break any plates/bowls/cups tml!

or else i'll be so malu-ated!

lets hope.

haha.

gona work e whole week.

hmm.

so gona die of tiredness!

is there such a thing?

ok la.

gotta stop crapping n go keep my clothes!

cya bloggie~

*muackies*

i've got a job liao!

*yeah*

i'm so tried!

sigh.

sick of stayin at home!

been hanging ard my place n holland v for too many days!

hmm.

sick of e places.

sigh.

but.

got no choice la.

went library yest.

didnt get any books.

hmm.

quen got alot of books!!

hmm.

i've uploaded e prom photos liaoz!

finally!

sigh.

cant go for e second chalet!

sigh.

coz.

my ma dun allow.

coz.

its straight after my class one.

sigh!

n i reallie wanted to go!sigh!

got back from e chalet with sm, sy, jess, kyrie, tiff, lp, van, jay, izzah, caroline n angela.

so tired!

lets see.

started out like this.

was supposed to meet sm, lp, van n angela at 2 at e chalet.

but.

heard tt tiff is goin too!

so.

decided to meet her n go together

coz.

e both of us duno how to go!

haha!

waited for her since 1 o'clock!

n she came only at 5!

argh!

went down to meet e rest.

e rest were making e food for e bbq.

after awhile of slacking.

sy, jess, kyrie arrived!

den e bbq place was so dark!

we had to use our phone lights to see wat we were doin!

haha.

we had food at ard 10plus.

i think.

stayed up late for both nights.

first night.

couldn't slp.

sm, sy, jess, kyrie, tiff n me played cards.

played e asshole taidi.

so kuku lor.

played all e diff positions!

was super fun.

den.

we realised tt we were too nosiy.

n jay, izzah, caroline were slping.

so.

we went roaming abt e place.

went to e boring boring cafe.

*what a name!haha*

watched soccer match.

between real madrid n some other spanish team!

tiff was staring at raul n drooling!

haha.

sm, sy, jess, kyrie were tired so they left first.

me n tiff stayin for e whole match.

n we had hot chocolate!

*yummy*

after tt.

when we were abt to slp.

lp said they were goin to e beach to see sun rise!

so.

me n tiff went along!

we stayed there for so long.

but.

we didnt see anything!

sigh.

we saw e sky turning bright.

but.

no sun!

sigh.

we slept at 7.

den we had to drag ourselves up at 10plus.

coz.

we were goin down to sentosa!

so.

ya la.

kayaked with tiff for half an hr.

den she had to leave liao.

so.

go with her to change n everything.

left with e rest for town.

sy had to buy something.

took a cab back!

so ex!

ahhh!

den i slept at 4plus today.

sigh.

woke up at 9plus.

so tired!

gtg liao.

cya bloggie~

*muackies*

song of e day-Stand by Jewel
Walk in a corner shop
See a shoplifting cop
See the old lady with a gun
See the hero try to run
Nothing's what it seems, I mean
It's not all dirty, but it's not all clean
There's children paying bills
There's monks buying thrills
There's pride for sale in magazines
There's pills for rent to make you clean
Marvin Gaye, there's no brother, brother
Woody Guthrie's land can't feed Mother

[CHORUS]

Mothers weep, children sleep
So much violence ends in silence
It's a shame there's no one to blame
For all the pain that life brings
If you will just take me It might just complete me
And together we can make a stand

A waitress brings me lunch
We meet but do not touch
On TV, D.C. is selling lies
While in the corner, King's dream dies
Go to the counter, pay for me and my friend
A homeless man pulls out a roll, says it's on him
The mayor has no cash
He said he spent it on hookers and hash

[CHORUS]

you will love me, I will love you

[CHORUS]

whee!

off to e chalet i go!

ok.

i'm getting SUPER excited!

hehe.

tonight's e night we all dress up pretty�!

n tonight's e night whereby tiff n sy will b on stage!

*yeah*

so gona take lots of pics of them dancing!

heard e teachers are gona dance too!

omg!

luckily i'm gona bring camera!

or i'll be missing out on everything!

haha.

hope tiff n sy will win for our class!!!!!

*prays*

hehe.

ok.

wont be bloggie much these few days.

coz.

i'll only b back at 1am tonight.

n from tml onwards i have chalet.

*yeah*

but.

heard tt tiff might not b goin for e chalet!

sigh.

there goes my bimbo twin!

sigh.

yeah!

tml's finally prom night!

*screams excitedly*

den after e prom.

got chalet with sm they all.

n with lp's clique too!

*yeah!*.

after tt chalet got another chalet!

*i'm such a busy person*

lol..

but.

after e 5th.

i've got nothing on.

sigh.

hmmm.

my flu hasn't gotten any better.

but.

my sore throat has!

it doesnt hurt tt much anymore!

lets hope by sat it will get well!!!!!!

den can have lotsa fun!!!!

hmm.

gtg liao.

cya bloggie~

*muackies*

think i'm reallie falling sick!

sigh.

i've got e flu n sore throat!

n right before prom n e chalets!

argh!

hate this!

n i'm feelin so terrible!

sigh.

my stupid nose n throat is killing me!

sigh.sigh.

btw.

today's tiff's b'day!

so.

here's wishing her a very sweet 16!

happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you.happy birthday to tiffany.happy birthday to you!

you go girl!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFF!

Patsy was an Educated Serial Killer in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

huh?!me?kill?
*lost*

at least i'm educated!

so tired now!

went sentosa with sm,sy,tiff,jess,kyrie,angeline n val on fri!

had so much fun!

but.

e only sad thing was tt it was raining!

sigh!

n sm kept saying tt it was only drizzling!!!

haha.

n we got so wet!

we were like rolling in e water lorz!

haha.

at first.

we tried to push kyrie into e water.

but.

we failed!

so.

we decided to push tiff into e water!

haha!.

she was too steady!

she just wouldn't move!

haha.

so.

we had to carry her!

we dumped her in e water!

n she was like 'ahhhh!' n everything la.

she just kept screaming n scoldin us!

haha!

she was e only one to get wet first!

haha.

den she went ard hugging us!

'eeeeee!'

den went rent a volley ball, court, n kayak.

we tried playing with e volley ball first!

but.

we ended up picking up e ball most of e time than playing.

so.

we decied to kayak!

at first i shared a kayak with tiff!

*was lucky our kayak didnt capsize*

den had to change partner coz angeline n val couldn't control e kayak!

so ya.

i ended up sharing a kayak with angeline.

after a while went to do e solo one!

was super easy!

*hmm.mayb bcoz i'm light!*

haha.

we kayak-ed until my arms started to hurt.

n until e guy called us back!

den we decided to tk pics in e water!!!

we took grp pics n sort of 'couple' ones.

wanted to ask some indian guys to help us take.

but.

they left as quickly as they came!

sigh.

so had to ask some guy from this BIG grp of pple to take for us!

when i asked him.

he said wait.

he needed to take his own photo shot first!

when i passed him e cameras.

he was like whoa!so many ah?

ya.

n he kept takin n takin.

we like were soaking in sea water!

n den it was time to leave.

but tiff,sy n val didnt wan to leave e nice, warm water.

i had to pull them out!

after sentosa.

kyrie n angeline had to leave.

den e rest of us went marina for steamboat!

super good for such a weather!

hmm.

den me n tiff left first.

coz mama called!

ya.

n we had to walk all e way back to e mrt station!

it took us like 30mins!!!!!

n it was so DAMN creepy!!!!!

heard alot of funny nosies from e tree area.

n e road was so deserted!

'ahhhhh!'

felt much safer when we reached e station!

at least there had pple!

*i wonder why pple go out at night?esp to those deserted places?*

hmm.

did a test.

here's e results.

The Big Five Personality Test

Extroverted	||||||||||||||||	64%
Introverted	||||||||||	36%
Friendly	||||||||||||||||	70%
Aggressive	||||||	30%
Orderly	||||||||||||||||	68%
Disorderly	||||||||||	32%
Relaxed	||||||||||||||||	62%
Emotional	||||||||||	38%
Openminded	||||||||||||||||||	72%
Closeminded	||||||	28%

Take Free Big 5 Personality Test

.....

is it true?

hmmm.

at last its gona be over!

n tml i'm goin to sentosa with sm they all!

yeah!

*jumps for joy*

went out today!

saw yizhi at suntec there.

saw regina doin some donation thing there too!

what a day!

met 2 my pri sch frens!

haha!

went i feel like seeing them.

i dun get a chance

when i dun have e urge to see them.

they suddenly appear in front of me.

*laughs*

tt's how e world is!

ok.

lets talk abt tml.

goin sentosa!

den think goin marina for steamboat for dinner.

i think.

its gona be so FUN lorz!

esp with lp they all!

haha.

its gona be so crappy n all lorz!

hmm.

after sentosa trip.

got chalet!

*yeah*

lets hope tt my mama allows me to go for both!

but.i'm gona be super tired lorz!

coz e chalet is like two days apart!

haha!

nvm.

i'm super woman!

*lol*

hmmm.

lets see.

if someone got u a phone tt u reallie wan.

will u accept it?

sigh.

anyway gotta run.

cya bloggie~

song of e day-Bring Me To Life by Evanescence
how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I�ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can�t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can�t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I�ve become

now that I know what I�m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can�t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can�t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I�ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I�ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can�t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can�t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I�ve become

(Bring me to life)
I�ve been living a lie, there�s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

yeah!

amaths finally over!

*screams uncontrollably*

ahhhhhhh!

but.

i've still got my history paper!

sigh.

which is tml.

at 2pm!

argh!

sigh.

tiff can spend her day watching tv,vcds n everything!

but we CANT!

why?

sigh.

den tiff kept saying n saying!

make us [e history girls] so jealous!

ha!

but she's e only one from our clique doin lit!

haha!

she's goin over to angeline's place i think.

*envy*

sigh.

but.

its ok.

21st!!!!!!

goin to sentosa!

sentosa here we come!

cant wait till e 21st.

gtg liaoz.

my ma is nagging again!

argh!

gotta iron e stupid clothing!

sigh.

my life as a maid!

*looks ard for tiff!*

sigh.

wat a sad day it is.

sigh.

sigh.

sigh.

*shakes head*

no patsy, u cant b like tt.

this shldnt affect ur mood.

u still have a few more papers to go!

stop thinking abt it!

its not good!

*shakes head*

sigh.

its over.

after 2yrs,9mths n a day.

sigh.

went back kellock today.

talked to mrs tan.

mrs koh.

haha.

mrs tan looks e same.

just with thinner hair.

haha.

den her class is e sports class.

den they were watching e 5566 show.

e westside story or something like tt la.

den mrs tan was like duno why they watch such things.

haha.

den i was like.

ya lorz.

duno why either.

hmm.

can say tt i'm proud to be a kellockian!

*smiles*

anyway i've gtg.

cya bloggie~

muacks!

song of the day-Through The Rain by Mariah Carey
When you get caught in the rain,
With nowhere to run,
When you're distraught and in pain,
Without anyone.
When you keep crying to be saved,
But nobody comes,
And you feel so far away,
That you just can't...

Find your way home.
You can get there alone.
It's okay.
What you say is...

I can make it through the rain.
I can stand up once again.
On my own. And I know,
That I'm strong enough to mend.
And everytime I feel afraid,
I hold tighter to my faith.
And I live one more day,
And I make it through the rain.

And if you keep falling down,
Don't you dare give in.
! You will arise, safe and sound.
So keep pressing...

On steadfastly,
And you'll find what you need,
To prevail.
What you say is...

I can make it through the rain.
I can stand up once again.
On my own. And I know,
That I'm strong enough to mend.
And everytime I feel afraid,
I hold tighter to my faith.
And I live one more day,
And I make it through the rain.

And when the wind blows,
And shadows grow close,
Don't be afraid.
There's nothing you can't face.
And should they tell you,
You'll never pull through,
Don't hesitate.
Stand tall and say...

I can make it through the rain.
I can stand up once again.
On my own. And I know,
That I'm strong enough to mend.
And everytime I feel afraid,
I hold tighter to my faith.
And I live one more day,
And I make it through the rain.

And I can make it through the rain,
And stand up once again.
And I'll live one more day,
And I, I can make it through the rain.
Oh yes, you can.
You're gonna make it through the rain.

just a little song to get me goin!.

just came back from sch.

so damn tired now.

woke up like 6plus today.

coz went to meet quen first ma.

for breakfast.

den went sch meet sm n sy.

do maths la.

so sianz.

went sch saw delia they all.

coz today they got their class allocation ma.

delia got into 3b.

so proud of my nuer.

*smiles*

mitzi got into 3c.

which is not bad either!

*pats them on their head*

the rest did their best!

i hope they did.

hmmm.

den went canteen look for sm they all.

they were already doin maths.

i was late la.

as usual.

haha.

after tt went look for jo they all.

needed to get something for them.

but.

heck la.

didnt get it.

n had to come all e way home myself!

*humph*

wat a wasted trip!

sigh.

but.

whatever la.

hmmm.

tues's amaths n chem paper!

sigh.

got tuition tml.

hmmm.

btw.

i've watched e 'wishing stairs' liaoz.

was ok la.

but me n tiff kept screaming!

haha.

we were practically hiding behing tiff's jacket.

e pple behind us were like laughing lorz!

was so malu-ated!

haha.

but.

seriously had lotsa fun with sm, sy n tiff yest!.

went shopping for prom stuff!

den we kept bumping into jiehui.

haha.

so kuku.

anyway.

me gotta go liaoz.

cya bloggie~

*muacks*

song of the day-So Yestday by Hilary Duff
You can change your life- if you wanna
You can change your clothes- if you wanna

If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat- cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored- if you wanna
You can act real tough- if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS 2X]

lyircs taken from azlyrics

just feel kinda irritated by someone.so.ya.this is going out to tt someone

10 more days!!!!n counting to sentosa!!

tml's bio paper.

sigh.

dun reallie feel like studyin bio.

duno whether to just study e book alone.

or to study nora's notes alone.

or to study both.

sigh.

anyway.

think after tml's paper will b goin out to watch movie with sm they all.

but.not confirm yet.

see my mood first.

but.i reallie wana watch tt flim.

e 'wishing stairs' i think.

hmmm.

see how first la.

but.

can tell tt sm reallie wans to watch it.

she got so excited when i asked her.

haha=D.

i think i'm goin crazy.

from all e mugging!

this sucks.

sigh.

who said life didn't suck?

'if the world didn't suck, we would all be falling off'

so true.

so true.

got tt from somewhere.

but,i dun rem where!

haha=p.

anyway.

i did up e company137 bloggie liaoz.

added a few new thingys.

now.it has a taggie n music.

n has e upcoming events thingy too!

so pple would be updated.

think i'm too free!

haha.ok.

gotta start mugging again!

bye bloggie~

*muacks*

song of the day-Perfect by Simple Plan
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

lyrics taken from azlyrics

hey!

been's such a long time since i last updated!!

haha.

tiff went make a company onelll7.co blog..so funnie!

haha.went in n left a little msg!

went holland v meet quen just now.she changed her phone liaoz!

she changed it to a v200!!!!!!!!!ahhhhh!!!!!!

i wan tt phone!!

sigh..but got no money to buy!!

played with e pet thingy!!

n camera!!

took lotsa pics!!..

haha!!..

so fun!!!!!!i wana change my phone too!!!..

sigh..

looks like i've gotta wait!!..

ok la..

gotta go liaoz..

cya bloggie~

*muacks*

song of the day-Graduation[friends forever] by Vitamin C
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

was thinking abt the times we spend in stc!!..so decided to make this my song of the day!!!.....gonna miss u guys lots!!!!!!!!....miss me too k!!!!.......*huggies*...

lyrics taken from www.azlyrics.com

i hope this helps!..if my background still cant be seen pls infrom me k!

i hope my background can be seen!.if cant.can u leave a msg in my taggie?thankz pple!

it has been so long since i last updated!..miss my bloggie!..so decided to change my layout!..hope u all like it!.i do!.*smilez*..

grad day's over!.so by right i've no need to go back to sch anymore..but..tt doesnt seem to b e case..i'll still have normal schooling..until sch closes!*screams*.why?sigh.nvm.as least can spend more time with sm they all!..hehe

fri was grad day..erm..was kind of a sad day!..sigh..cried alittle..sm la..made me cry oso..sm was crying e whole time..from e video to e end!.silly girl..haha..anyway..thankz to all those who have given me flowers,cards k!..*huggies*..n to those who have made a difference in my life in any little way!..*huggies*..thankz alot..if it wasnt for u all..i wouldnt have become what i am today!..*smilez*..

ya think tt's all..will end here..cya bloggie~

hmm..my prelims are over..got my results n everything liaoz!..sigh..got a freaking 20..can!..where can i go with a 20?!*screams*

hmm..my sis has officially banned me from usin e com..so..ya..

cya bloggie~

*concentrates on studying*

my com juz irritatingly restarted itself while i was half way thru with my entry!!..

sigh..nvm..anyway..we made fun of tiff again!!..haha..

sick of retypin everything..shall stop here..cya bloggie~
*muackz*

c21 you are the one
It's early in the morning
soon another day will dawn
I can't wait to feel your arms
around me again

I believe that we could
lay down the world
together we could live
the dream that never ends

Open up the door
just a little more
baby let me in

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart

Everytime I near you
time is standing still
there's nothing you can't fix
with your heavenly smile

I would never leave you
my love is for life
taking things for granted
was never my style

Just give a little love
say you'll never stop
I'll do anything

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love
If you'll give me your heart

And I'll do anything
if you give me your heart
ahh ahh yeah
I'll do anything

You are the one, You are the one
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go

give a little love
say you'll never stop
and I'll do anything
I'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart

ohhhhh ohhhhh

Where ever you go
you are the one
why make it harder, than it has to be
just listen, I'll give you love

if you'll give me your heart

taken from azlyrics

hey!..me in sch now..teachin tiff how to do her bloggie!!..hehe..sp proud of myself!!..

i hate my com!!!!!it keeps restartin itself!!!!!!!!!!!*argh*..haiz..nvm..

anyway..quen came my place early in e morning..*yawn*..so i had to wake up early k..but nvm..since she bought breakfast for me!!!!!!!!hmm..den used e com for awhile..think she signed into my msn acc..sigh..den she helped me with sec4 ss work..teach my how to remember e key points n everything..den my ma came home!!!!!!!!!scared e wits out of us!!!!!!!!!haha..but..after tt she went out again..haha..den we went back to ss again..so sian!!went online again..haha..to d/l this game..but..e game's FREE trial period over liaoz..or else i would me stuck to tt game man!!

..tml got phy/chem practical!!..should i study??..duno wat to study oso..haiz..hmm..prelims are ard e corner!!..sigh..so sick of studyin liaoz..but..canot muz study hard!!..den can get into a jc for e first 3months!!..muz get at least a 15!!..canot let myself down..i noe i can!!..

hey peeps!!..prelims are drawin near!!..so do study hard..n take care k..dun fall ill so often k!!..love u guys..

anyway i gtg liaoz..cya bloggie~..
*muackz*

song of the day..boyzone-i love the way you love me
I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times

[CHORUS]

(Listen to me now..)
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you..

[CHORUS]

taken from az lyrics

today neva go sch..wonder what they did..hmm..i did some work today!!..so proud of myself!!..heeh..*gloats*.actuallie i wrote something reallie long juz now..den..my com had to hang itself..so..canot publish tt one..but..will try n write abt it some other time k..gtg liaoz..needa study..tml got history test!!..cya bloggie~
*muackz*

but not forgettin my song of the day..A1-one more try

Could be your eyes, could be your smile.
Could be the way you freed my mind.

Your precious touch caressed my soul.
You gave me everything I need, and know I'll lost.
Lost forever.

[Pre-Chorus:]
Lost forever, and you said this is going nowhere, girl.
And you said I turned my back on.
You said I'll not the only one for you.

Please give me one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance coz I can't give you up.
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you.

Could be the lies, could be my pride.
Could be the days and nights so wild.

Could be the times I wasn't there.
And all the nights we didn't share, and now you've lost.
Lost forever


[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]


I can't sleep, I can't live without you by my side.
So cold, so lost without as my guide.
You made me realise I've nothing, nothing without you.


[Chorus]


Baby give me one last try

taken from az lyrics

got a cute pic to show u all..

today had my e-maths mock..*whoa*..kinda ok la e paper..but..this is e first time where..i actuallie enjoy doin e qns..haha..but..hope i dun have a lot of careless mistakes la..or else.. .. .. .. .. .. ..sigh..hmm..den..saw alot of e qns i like one..den i was..*whao-oo!!*..so fun!!..haha..

ohhh...today gossipped alot with sm..haha..so fun..so long neva gossip with sm liaoz..coz..neva sit with her liao ma..haha..den hor..now..we all sittin alone noe..ms lee la..say muz get used to sittin alone!!..i wana sit with sm they ma!!!!!*sobz*..now sm at one corner..i in e middle with jess..den sy at e back with flor..hmm..yest got back amths mock results..sigh..onlie got like 27/57!!..so sad..hope my emaths not tt bad..*prays*.. .. .. .. .. ..

anyway..i gtg liaoz..cya bloggie~..
*muackz*

song of e day..sclub 7 -say goodbye-[love this!!]
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared


In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets


Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you


Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies


In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said


In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains


Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last


Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies


And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel


Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

so tired..juz finished one chapter for physics..haha..but its a short chapter..haha..kinda fun..hmm..den supposed to be doin e next chapter..but den quen called..talked to her for like nearly two hrs..haha..talked alot of crap..*crabs starts crawling everywhere*..haha..all of a sudden..i see alot of crabs runnig ard e house..okok..i gotta stop crapping!!..

anyway..today went out with quen till like 4plus..den nearly 5 den reach home..haha..so fun..actuallie yest we quarrel one..she la..provoke me..haiz..den today not supposed to meet one..den me come home study one..but..den..aiya..den xin ruan la..msged her ask her whether wana meet nots lor..haiz..*patsy u're so hopeless!!*..

hey..e extreme makeover actuallie works!!..haha..mayb i shld go..haha..

song of e day..santana..why dun u n i?
Sine the moment I spotted you
Like walking round with little wings on my shoes
My stomach's filled with the butterflies... and it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied


[Pre-Chorus:]
Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Seems like everything I say to you
Comes otu wrong and never comes out right


[Chorus:]
So I'll say 'why don't you and I get togehter and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in
And slowly I begin to realize this is never going to end
Right about the same you walk by
And I say 'Oh here we go again'


When's thisever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any man can take
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around
And it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied


[Pre Chorus - repeat]


[Chorus - repeat]

hmm..me now at quen's place..usin her com..haha..so fun..den listenin to boyzone..juz played my fav song..'i love e way u love me..'now playin..erm..i oso dun..haha..think its 'no matter what..'..sigh..

still duno how to decorate my auto-graph bk!!..sigh..shld i juz put pics in front n back..or wat??*headache ah*..

today had chem mock..ok la..nt tt bad..hmm..had lunch with quen at tbp mac..think i saw georgie..if my eyes neva fail me la..u noe..haha..hmm..think its her la..neva change much wat..neva go up..scared recognise wrong person..den will b so malu!!....*big news*..!!!!!tiff talked to vic today!!..haha..coz..vic gave tiff a poster she liked..den tiff said thank u!!..haha!!..mayb can save their frenship..hope so..*smilez*

think my n -- is not very close liaoz..haiz..but nvm la..its ok..

finally!!..e com's workin..but cant come online too often..prelims comin soon!!..n i've nt yet finish any of my subjects!!..sigh..anyway..i got my autograph bk liaoz!!

hmm..went to get my bk on wed..went borders..e bks..were so colourful..but..e best colour combination has alreadie been bought my hoki..so..i got this black cover one..where e colour combin is outstanding..haha=p..lets see..how shld i deco it??..hmm..who to write first??sm??..hmm..

practiced e teachers' day pray service yest..den ms chan so fussy..ask..jess they all to sing again..den must stand up..walk here walk there..so ma fan!!..den after tt..went for guitar!!..*excited*..been's so long since i last touch a guitar!!..but..so sad to say..onlie played for 15mins..den they ended e lesson liaoz..haiz..*sobz*..miss guitar..but..got no choice..sec4 liaoz..muz study liaoz..

today went with sy to see mr ramesh[think its like tt spell one..] to do e grad day thingy..so difficult..haha..den e mouse so..naughty..dun listen to my hand's order..ask it to move right..it goes round in circles..sigh..but..learnt alot of computer stuff[i'm a computer idiot!!*lol*]..den went meet quen..went take 195 to marina there..den walk ard abit..den took bus home..so fun..hehe..

tml got chem mock!!..ahhhh!!..mr yeo!!..muz study..muz study..!!..

gotta run liaoz..bye~..love ya bloggie..*muackz*

its been ages since last blogged!!..sigh..my stupid connection la..duno why..juz canot come online..so..gotta make do with e SUPER slow line connection!!..ahhhh!!..but cant stay long..or else when e bill comes.. .. .. .. ..

hmm..lets see..wat to write..hmm..this week has been super irritating!!..lotsa things happened in class..sigh..we moved down to 5mm again..i think e 5mm girls are so hating us!!..den..got back my cheena results on wed!!..i got a b3 for my cheena..n i'm not gona retake it..although alot of pple say i shld..coz..my orals got a distinction..so..most prob is my paper tt pull my grade down..but..heck la..!!..dun wan study cheena anymore..as i wana concentrate on my maths n humanities!!..sigh..all my weak subjects..hmm..had my english orals on wed..kinda easy..but..e teachers kept eating..kinda tempting me..u noe..haha..my mum went to get a new phone on tues!!..e 7250i..e camera's kinda blur..so..if there's anyone hu wans to get tt phone..DO NOT!!..its not worth e money..i would prefer e v200..super cool..super clear e camera..but..alittle ex la..canot afford it..sigh..hmm..den e teachers' day pray service!!..*headache ah*..sigh..duno wat to do..

hmm..have a new no..haha..like keep changing no like tt.haha..this time is a starhub one..but..no worries..will still be usin my 90995141 one..but..please call this no 93805766 from now on..ok??thankz!!..my mum's usin e 93805766 no!!..sigh..there goes my new no..

goin to get my autograph bk on tues..i think..hmm..goin with quen to borders to get..if not..will go e citylink there..e bkshop..to get..but..there alittle ex..hmm..see how first la..hmm..anyway..gotta run..cant stay here too long!!..

cya~*muack*

startin to talk to lw again..sigh..

i didnt say itwas u all lorz..it was a couple of pple i saw at e bus-stop..canot izit?!..

saw two bitches and one bastard today!!

hmm..went sch today at 8..to do e game stall banner or sign..*sigh*..but sad to say..i didnt do much..coz..we waited for everyone to get there till like 8.45 lorz!!..den me,sm,sy,kyrie n hoki went to e library to discuss..but..i left after awhile..[not sure whether jess went nots..coz when i left she still wasnt dere yet..*wondering*..]duno wat they did..mayb will get to know tml mornin..have to call sm later n ask..den after guitar, which was from 9 till 11, me,audrey,shermaine n denise wet to e canteen..saw sm they all..they said they finished liaoz!!..soooo fast!!..*shocked*..haha..den went discuss the guitar banner..we decided everything liaoz..den i went bugis meet quen..*sigh*..tt girl always angry with at me one..so i had to rush down to bugis to meet her..coz..she left without me..haiz..had mos burger..*yummy*..den went quen's place till like..erm..nearly 4 like tt..hmm..played games..hehe..den came home to do e banner thingy..drew n colour it..have to pass to clarissa's sis tml..anyway..i've gtg..cya~

love ya bloggie..muackz..

watched bruce almighty..n far from heaven today..

whao!!..today watched two movies!!..*hehe*..went ps watched..my fav place..so..now me n quen both oso super broke!!..haha..

super upset..but..i noe..its not wroth it..they no longer are worth it liaoz..

if u think wat i write is untrue crap..den dun read!!..n btw..i didnt say tt wat she said had to do anything with u all..i'm not talkin to val,xz is because i think they dun treat me as a fren..i'm not talkin to bunk..is because..she hurt me..she told u all things which shouldnt be said..wateva i sent to her was in e past!!..its over..n lw..i thought she was a fren..but..she turned out to b a traitor..she told u all everything..i said..how do u all think i can ever trust u all again?!

plz lor xuezhen..e some pple..i was not even referin to u..stop thinkin tt i am writin abt u..can??i was referin to lw lor..n val..i dun care wateva u say..u all can hate me for all u like..i am hu i am..if u all dun like it..den *beep* off !!

didnt go sch today..was too tired!!..finally finished e eeyore..haha!!..but..tt quen wans more things to b sew on it..met quen today at ard 4plus..she was late!!..*sigh*..went have swensen's..hehe..very filling!!..*yummy*..hmm..den went e 970 bus-stop..saw sy n weizhen in duno wat bus..haha..den kept wavin to them..den they waved back..!!..so funnie..den quen was like..hu u wavin to..??..den i told her tt sy n weizhen were in e bus..ya..i think they were on their way home..hmm..lata have to do some work..to up make not goin to sch..hehe..gotta go..cya~

hmm..slept reallie late yest..doin e pencil case la!!..*yawnz*..den woke up at ard 7..went to bath..den continued doin..abt to finish liaoz..*hehe*..hmm..met quen at 8.30..she looked reallie tired.!!..think she is..she was readin a book till like twelve plus..den she went to slp..*sigh*..such a naughty girl..hmm..went sch for bio today..did a worksheet on inheritance..die ah..totally duno wat i'm doin!!..den got no programme after tt..so went home lorz..hehe..ya la!!..quen in sch got duno wat SATs course..haiz..so lonely.haha..but nvm la..see whether later can meet her nots..blog lata k..cya~..

went to sch today at 6plus..coz i thought i was supp to meet sm they all at 7.15..but..e actual time was 7.30!!..so i stupid� sit dere for half an hour alone,as i reached sch at 7!!..argh!!..haiz..den some pple appeared!!..*sigh*..den me n sm went to e library at 8 to do work first..coz sy n tiff nt reachin so early..so..me n sm got 'chop' place first..haha!!..den it was so cold lorz!!..luckily i brought my op pink jacket!!..n sm n sy brought their adidas jacket..*envy*..like tt jacket..but nvm..hmmm..i so op-ish today..jacket n bag oso op one..haha=p..did one eng compre n one emaths paper finish!!..*sense of accomplishment*..but..hope my prelims i do well..*prays*..hope i dun needa re-take my cheena too!!..wana spend more time on my maths-es!!..hmmm..sat in e library from 8 till like 10..den we went eat..*yummy*..had roti-john..hmm..den so cold lorz..rainin so heavily somemore..after tt went back..n gossip!!.haha..gossip club..hmm..den went for bio!!..saw jess in class..think she's angry with us..but..i duno why..*wonders*..den val neva go..coz..she claims tt she was studyin..but..she was with someone wat..!!so..ya la..!!shouldnt spell it out..told sm alot of things today..reallie let out alot of burden today..feel so much betta now!!*faint smile*..sm is still e best!!..but not e best compared to quen�!!..*giggles*..

shall stop here..cya~

went sch today..stupid bus broke down!!..*sigh*..had mr yeo's lesson..haha..today's lesson super fast!!..ended like at 11.30 like tt..mayb even earlier!!..den went quen's place look for her..den we played for awhile..after tt i sent her to sch..coz she got course..at her sch dere..haiz..went all e way to boon lay..haha..hmm..reached dere..den i went to take e bus back to e inter-change..n took e train back home..reached home at ard 2plus..hmm..den had ham..*yummy*..hmm..didnt do much today..so i'll juz end here k!!..cya~..

my life sux anyway..so..i might as well end it right now..i'm sure many would be happy..

ok..fine..wateva did i send to lw??n u all think tt i duno tt u all were talkin abt me..is wat u all think..rem tt day when xz,val,jo were outside e toilet..den i brought lw dere..den u all asked me to go away..den i juz walked away..sayin i as leavin liaoz..since u all dun need me..den xz n jo walked back..juz to pretend tt u were nt talkin abt me..but..in fact u all were..i now lorz!!..dun bluff k.isnt tt talkin behind my back..n..e stealin thingy is nt for u lorz..xuezhen..is for someone else..dun pretned u noe everything..when u dun!!..n tan seokhui..e cheated thingy is nt referin to any of u..i as referin to my mum lorz!!..so get ur facts right before u comment..or mayb u shld THINK before u say anything!!..

answers??like..u call tt answers??ha!..

wat's wrong with my bloggie??

watched how to lose a guy in ten days!!

went sch today for social studies n history..both oso ms dolley tan's lesson!!..can juz die..juz sat dere n did source-based questions..haiz..den in air-conditioned place..den sat dere for 2 whole hours..was..shiverin..*cold*..hmm..for e 2 hours..i sat dere n stare at e walls..couldnt think!!..*sigh*..

after tt went meet quen..bought lotsa food!!..haha..went tbp watch how to lose a guy in ten days..we walked into e cinema..n guess wat..there wasnt a single person inside..so..we thought we were early..n we didnt bother..but..the truth was..there wasnt anyone else watchin tt movie except e two of us..so..it seemed like..we booked the whole cinema down!!..haha..like we were tt rich..the show was ok la..not tt bad..kinda funnie watchin 2 pple tryin to do diff things..one tryin to destroy e reletionship..while e other trys to win e hear of the other..den quen laughed..n laughed so loudly..but heng there wasnt anyone else..or else.. .. .. ..
den we town walk�..wlked ard taka dere..had yoshinoya..n mos burger..*yummy*..i didnt eat much..coz..had too much durin e movie..quen had..e ebi fry thingy..hmm..she say..got chili one..hmm..went bugis tk neoprints[da tou tie..haha]..hmmm..so funnie..dem got quen's rugby ball inside oso..haha..so..it seemed like e ball� is oure gd fren like tt..haha..nice�..i like!!..den..went home liaoz..played alittle of catch at commonwealth mrt station..den quen's ball nearly fell onto e track..den she went to chase after it..den e train was comin..den she kana honked at!!..scared me!!..den i scold her la!!..*sigh*..she's a naughty girl..hmm..reached home at ard..5 i think..was drizzlin..had to hurry home..before..it started to pour!!..went i stepped into my house..saw 2 girls sittin on e couch watchin vcd..*shocked*..who are they??hmm..some of jeremy's frenz..so rude..neva call me..quen say..but..heck la!!.who cares anyway..*sigh*..

hmm..kinda tired of e stupid frenship..!!canot take it anymore..e way..they doubt me!!..sick n tired..why cant things juz be simple n not so..misterious?!..sometimes..i reallie wonder if they take me as their fren??n its like i neva do anything wrong lorz?!if not for me..would they even be so close to some certain pple??no..right?!..plz lorz!!..trust me..can??steal things??huh?!plz lor..wat did i do??if u think i'm tryin to snatch 'her' away..den u're wrong lorz..u can go ask her la!!..i didnt even do anything tt says tt i'm interested in her lorz..if u all keep thinkin like tt..den i've got nothing to say..coz..wateva i do..u all will juz say tt i like her n stuff..plz lorz..n if i like her..would i talk abt her with quen??helloo..can u all think??i guess not..coz..ur brains are too preoccupied with things tt are useless!!..
n to u, tan seok hui n ong xuezhen, u all can forget abt me ever talkin to u all again!!..coz..since u all like keepin things from me..den..wats e use of me talkin to u all..i've got nothing to say wat?!..n..its like u all noe me for more than a year liao lor..esp xz..u all shld noe..tt i dun like pple to bluff me!!..cheat me!!..n i dun like to find out things from other pple abt wat u all are sayin abt me..e most hurtin thing u all did was..talk behin my back..!!..n i found out!!..how would u feel if one of ur frenz..say something BAD abt u..behind ur back??..fun right??
anyway.u all can forget me as a fren..

-lookin for song-

i dun need frenz like u [all]..

e day after my birthday..

hmm..went sch today..had my eng prelim orals..was major shitty!!..sigh..had ms martens as e teacher..haha..*stressed*..sure die one..she's gona pick on me..some more she's my eng teacher!!..die!!..hmm..but..anyway..today i was early..reached sch at ard 7.45..haha..coz..i managed to get out of e hse at 7.10..had cookies[..ya..e ones from yest..haha=p..]..for breakfast..so was quite full when i reached sch..hmm..was supp to e second last gal..but den ms martens started early..den e pple infront not dere yet..so..it was jiehui's turn..n ms martens ask me help jiehui time 10mins..for her to prepare..so..i was e second gal!!..haha..ended my orals at..erm..8plus..nearly 9..haha..den called quen to tell her..but guess wat.she's wasnt awake yet..den walked to e canteen..n saw some pple whom i dun wish to see!!!!..haiz..den..was so bored doin maths..tt i called lw..woke her up..*oops!*..haha..den..i was like "MORNING!!"..haha..so fun..!!..den lw told me some things la..but..those things are not worth me typin in here..they're not impt to me!!..anyway..back to story..did maths for awhile..den siaomei..tiff..n siaoying..came..so..we did work together la..den..sy told me something so..erm..shocking!!..*shocked*..haha..but..i'm not sayin..coz..i'm not supp to let pple noe..tt i noe!!..haha..i think our clique is very gossipy!!..haha..keep gossipin..hmm..sy bought a new pair of earphones..den..wen i wanted lend her discman..she say dun wan..coz..she scared..tt i spoil her earphones..coz..she say i very rough..haha..den she taught me how to use her discman..haha..so funnie..hmm..den she said her earphones e thingy can change colour one..den i say i tk out ah..she said "NO!!"..say scared i mk spoil..*sigh*..why dun trust me??..den i proved to her tt i can do it!!..haha..

after tt i left at ard 10plus..coz..goin out with quen..go with her to get her rugby ball..went tbp look� see�..but..dun have..so went gwc..bought e last one..hmm..e ball super hard..can??den quen used it to hit me sorrie..is accidentaly hit me..*ouch*..hit my leg..n my chest..whoa..pain sia..hmm..den went walk� ard..went montip..bought rubberbands..n a purple hairband!!..haha..gona show siaomei tml..haha..couldnt find e yellow one liaoz..so..no choice bought e purple one..hmm..reached home at abt 4..so tired!!..dun feel like doin any work at all..!!..how ah??..san�[my sis] buyin me a bag..i guess..she n her bf [johnathan] sharin..cant wait..haha..gotta stop here..cya~
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happie birthday to me..happie birthday to me..happie birthday to me..happie birthday to me!!

its MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!..but..where are all my presents??

had chemistry today..sigh..wat a stupid thing to do on my birthday!!..stayed liked from 8 till like 10..doin chem pracs!!..haiz..den he kept holdin us back!!..-irritated-..i was like carryin lotsa stuff!!..bag was so heavy..coz brought clothes to change ma..had to tk a cab down to quen's place..had a quick shower..den off we went to sentosa!!..haha..went to siloso beach..kinda quiet though..but e crowd began pourin in at ard..erm..one plus..erm..sat dere..n tried to get a tan..but..after a while i found it borin..so..i pulled quen..who was busy sun-tannin..to e water dere..walked wadled ard e water..haha..after tt we left siloso beach..went tk e blue line bus..!!haha..so fun..*lame*..had pringles..den cookies..erm..lots n lots of mineral h2o..den went bugis..to get our watches..hehe..got new watch..like e watch alot..coz..we both got e same one..although quen doesnt like e colour..haha..den we had swensen's..had e chicken bake rice..*whao*..super nice..now..i'm super full..n super tired!!

now..lets see wat have i receive so far..1 handphone cover..1 balloon..1 winnie e pooh stuff toy..1 eyore stuff toy..1 big me to you bear..1 wallet..1casio watch..hmm..think tt's all..

i dun need frenz who..back-stab!!..talk abt me behind my back!!..dun appreciate me!!..alwayz keep stuff from me!!..thinks tt i will steal their things away!!..

plz lorz..its too immature of u all to do all e stupid things u did..

-as frenz..u should trust one another-

"wats so great abt u??"
hmm..now let me ask u.."who do u think u r??"

-i am who i am..n i'm not gona change for anyone!!-

watched finding nemo!!..haha..so funnie..

die ah..tml's cheena papers!!

i'm so tired..so so tired..haiz..i give up!!

i'm a lousy fren

saw two bitchy girls yest!!

you're not encouragin at all!!

haiz..mum dun wana let my cut my hair..

tml..goin out..*smilez*

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exam's over!!*at last*

went town with siaomei..jess..went watch movei..haha..erm..watched..darkness falls..super scary..can??haha..den e three of us were at e corner seats somemore..den..e three of us kept screamin..n screamin..alot of theresians were watchin tt..den e whole cinema was screamin..kind of funnie..after tt..went hmv..saw..purselyn..dara..they all..den..in hmv..saw leepin they all..told them tt we watched tt show..super scary..den..dey say wana watch oso..haha..saw..joanne they all dere too..act..wanted to tk neoprint with siaomei n jess one..den siaomei la..so..pantan..say three pple canot tk pic one..or else will quarrel..haha!!end up she wana tk..me n jess dun wan..haha!!..so neva tk la..saw kiki they all at taka..den we ask her where's vic..she say she left liaoz..den she tell us wat happened la..u noe..write lata..very tired now..cya~

ps..today's bio mcq was quite easy

haven been writin ah..coz my sis has been gluin herself to e com for e past few days!!..sigh..

at last!!tml is my last paper!!

n its e simplest..or..to say..e earliest!!..hmm..tml's bio mcq!!haha..sit dere for one hr..colour circles..haha!!..so fun..but..its 40 circles..colour till i siao ah!!..*yeah*i finish at 9!!but..muz do class decoration..coz..got duno wat minister..comin our sch!!..sigh..goin out with siaomei they all tml..mayb goin watch movie!!..but..i got no money..how to watch?!*wonder*but heck la..ask they all lend my first la..haha..of treat me..as my b'day present!!..*hint�*my birthday comin liaoz!!!!

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heyhey..early today huh..coz..paper ended at 9.25!!!!took temperature today..haha..so fun..den got background music somemore..juz went see hoki's blog..haha..quite new..but..anyway..linked her..

today had physics paper..gosh..quite a number of question i duno how to do..but..hope can pass..*prays*..after paper..went bus stop..wanted to go home..den saw hoki..kyrie..n vic..den they ask me go ikea with them..den..i was like..ok lorz..so..went eat with them first..had delifrance..didnt eat much..coz..didnt feel like it..den crossed over n went to ikea..kyrie had to go home..so..off she went..left me..vic..n kiki..went walkin ard ikea..lookin at furniture..it was fun.kept makin fn of kik..*haha*..kiki..bought this nice photo frame..took bus 195 home..e bus was SUPER long!!boarded e bus..den were talkin abt e incident on fri..mrs kong said tt a grp theresians were makin nosie at town..den teacher went down to catch them..den mrs kong wans to see them after today's paper..or something like tt..haiz..poor girls..they were bowlin..wanted to relax..den..kana..haiz..poor girls..

gotta go..needa study social studies..n practice my add-maths..!!*sigh*..but why bother?!i noe i'm gona fail anyway..*sigh*..but i wil try my best..so as not to disappoint myself..n others..tata~

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-i wana cut my hair-..but..my mum wont allow..sigh..mayb i shld juz cut without lettin her noe..hehe=p..

bought a white top today..erm..its quite nice la..tt's wat i think la..

hmm..went out with quen today..went look for e nike bag i like..but canot find..*sigh*..so sad..but..its ok la..as long as i have....... went out at ard 10plus..we town..den suntec..walked n walked..feet so tired now!!*hehe* i bought a bigbig bearbear..n two cute little winnie e pooh stuff!! but not i pay one..coz quen say..i canot find e bag..den i muz at least get something home..we went nooch to have lunch..*whao*so fillin..haha..den came home..went out with my mama again..haha..went..i oso duno where..haha..bought lotsa stuff..den went coffee bean get my chocolate ice-blend..got this little boy ask me directions..i was like..i dont live here..how would i know..den we started chattin..guess wat..he's onlie sec 2..haha..so small!!..den quen got alittle jealous wen i told her..haiz..silly girl..its as if..i would fall for someone younger like tt..n somemore a guy..I WONT LORZ!!

NOTICE TO ALL!!

ive got a new no!!its 90995141..so..do msg/call me at tt no from now on k!!

went gwc with quen today..haha..saw zhiyi..n huizhu oso..haha..went mac eat..had 3 packets of fries..*whao*super alot..haha..coz..got promotion or something la..buy one packet..get one packet free..so..me n quen had 3 packets..haha..ate till become siao..hmm..den went royal sportin house to look at bag..coz quen liked this adidas bag..yellow colour one..$59.90..i think..n i was lookin for e bag i liked..but..so sad..couldnt find it..*sigh*..den went to e billabong shop upstairs..to look at another bag quen like..coz..she duno which bag to get..e billabong one cost like $99.90!!..so..duno lorz..but..i kinda like tt billabong bag..it white in colour..very nice..n very ex oso..haha..den left e buildin..n saw..bus 195..chase after e bus..haha..caught up with it..saw this crescent girl..who look like geraldine chua..*suprised*..her eyes..n her voice..exactly like geraldine..haha..den quen kept starin..haiz..we were like laughin n laughin..coz..neva knew got someone look so alike geraldine..haha..

day one..haiz..
got a terrible cramp..haiz..so in pain now..should i or should i not??i'm still kinda angry abt it..but..it has been so long..i reallie duno..feel so lost now..haiz..

haiz..went sch at 7..haiz..den sat at e canteen from 7 till 1oplus..de went up class wait for paper..while at e canteen..had roti prata..haha..all of us were eatin instead of studyin..haha..always like tt..e previous time oso like tt..e physics paper..supposed to study..end up..we're eatin away..haha..super stressed ah!!saw they all do work..den its like alot i duno how to do lorz..can juz die..den at ard 10..we stopped doin work..started to gossip..haha..me..val..n jess..gossip queens..haha=p..den more pple joined..kiki..kyrie..siaomei..n siaoying..all e k-po kids*oops*not kids anymore..k-po pple..hmmm..e maths paper was bad!! i dun even wana talk abt it..think its kyrie's mrs fung set one..so super difficult..or mayb..is i too stupid..haiz..either way..i'm gona fail..*sobz*='(..gotta go bath liaoz..cya bloggie..-hugz-

haiz..today's amaths sucked big time!!haiz..can juz go n jump off e buildin lioaz..aiya..

hmm..tml's maths starts at eleven something..n i have to b in sch at ten..no..its seven!!
this sucks..paper starts at eleven..i canot be in sch at ten..have to go for mornin assembly..haiz!!

heyhey..decided to change my colours..haha!! usin e weaver thingy..so cool..hehe

haven been writin..pple say i sound weird today??do i??mayb coz my phone spoiled..or bcoz i saw something which i shouldnt see..haiz..

today's chem paper sucked big time!!n my history paper!!haiz..gona fail!!tml add-maths..haiz..worst!!

you are the girl, of my dreams
in my heart...I believe
you are the girl, of my dreams
Baby, of my dreams

haiz..super tired!!at last tml's fri..but..tt oso means tt my exams are near!!haiz..my first papers are bio n maths!!haiz..can juz die now!!haven started my bio yet!!haiz!!
-crying-

haiz..typed a long entry..but click something accidentally..haiz..its all gone now..haiz..

for kyrie--
we were makin fun of u n kiki..haha..so..u're now called kyrie chan moomoo..haha..

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haiz..went to watch bulletproof monk today..it was ok..but..it was super cold in dere..haiz..-tired-

Who do you love?
Who do you need?
You're messing up my mind
Wastin' all my time

Who do you love?
What do you feel?
Stop playin with my heart
You're tearin me apart..

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-yeah-my fav colour!!

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went back sch..coz had extra lesson..haiz..so sianz..today's lesson is till 12.40 lorz..n e last lesson is chemistry lorz..mr yeo!!haha..e shy�..amchio guy..haha..duno how to spell!!=p-blueh-..first lesson in e mornin is MATHS!!..mrs fung..kyrie's mrs fung..haha..den she wore this stipped shirt..n she brought some funnie drink..some kind of juice ah..duno got wat..something..carrot..den green apple..n something else..it look so gross!!e whole class was lyk..eee-ing all e way..wen she was drinkin..den mrs fung said it was gd for e body!!den everyone started ee-in loudly..hmmm..val..vic..n myself..we..all use e same phone models!!haha..such qiao!!den we all have yellow pencil cases!!hehe=p..den..me..val..vic..were starin at her drink it..den she looked at e floor suspiously!!-oops-she dripped some of her weird juice on e floor!!haha!!..den..she juz smiled!!

den we had break..coz we got no cheena..-yeah-went canteen..saw bunkie..haha..she doin work..-suprised-..hmm..den she duno how to do her maths..asked me n val..den i asked her to go get food for me..erm..fries!!den liwei came..she finished my fries..den i ask bunkie go get roti prata for me..-hehe-..lyk very bad lyk tt hor..but..nvm la..she my bro ma..u noe!!hehe..ate roti prata!!i like!!liwei showed me her handbook..got alot of cute drawings on it..got garfield..-quen like garfield-we had eng after tt..so sianz!!i dread goin for eng..think bunkie cry..

we meet quen after lesson..had lunch at her place today..hehe..quen saw liwei today..ok..hmmm..watched johnny english..in her rm..it was ok..not up to wat i expected..haiz..so disappointin..

-i miss u-

congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
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haha!!omg!!i'm tt??

haiz..cried today!!='(..so sad!!tt quen la..haiz..make me cry..make me squat in e toilet to cry!!haiz..

-i dun think u all treat me as ur fren lorz..everything also dun tell me..n always say things behind my back..wat kind of frenz r u all??-

stupid me!!cant get the archive template to work right..!!

-sigh-
[MC:]
Ahhhm
Mhhh

[98 Degrees & Joe:]
Oh yeah

[MC:]
I would give up everything
Before I'd seperate myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

[all:]
Thank God I found you
(Yeah yeah)
I was lost without you
(I was lost)
My every wish and every dream
(Mmmmh)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
'Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you

[MC & Joe:]
Mmmh
Oh yeah
Whoaaaaaa
Oh yeah

[98 Degrees & Joe:]
I will give you everything (everything)
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do (oh no)
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
'Cause without you beside me I can't survive
Don't wanna try
(I don't wanna try)
If you keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be allright (be allright)
'Cause I need you in my life

[all:]
Ooooh
Thank God I found you
(I'm thanking you)
I was lost without you
(So lost without you)
My every wish and every dream
(Every wish, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life (completed)
I'm overwhelmed with graditude (overwhelmed with graditude)
('Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you)
And I'm so thankful I found you

[MC & Joe:]
Oooooh
(See)
See I was so desolate before you came to me
Looking back (looking back)
I guess it shows that we were destined
To shine over the rain to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel
This way
(This way)

[all:]
Thank God I found you
(Yeah yeah)
I was lost without you
(Lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
(And every dream)
Somehow became reality
Oooooooh
When you brought the sunlight
(Brought the light)
Completed my whole life
(My whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
See baby I'm so thankful I found you
Oooooooh
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
(So overwhelmed)
My baby I'm so thankful I found
You
You
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
My baby I'm so thankful I found
(I found you)
You

-haiz..-omg-
wat if..haiz..i reallie..nvm..haiz..i didnt noe tt she..u noe..haha..cant say mcuh out..coz its meant to b a secret..hehe..btw..i noe alot of things today..haha=p

-honoured..hurt..wat kind of feelings mixture is this??-

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haven been doin any tests lately..haiz..

-haiz-
stressed ah..feel lyk juz jumpin off e building right now..so..tt everyone[inculdin her] would remember me in hearts forever..

went sch today!!-super tired-
played bball wif bunkie..dirtied my blouse..haha..den went for eng at ard 9 ah..realised forgot to tk class key..den ask bunkie go tk for me..hehe=p..after eng..went canteen to look for jo n bunkie to get my class key..hmm..den saw weishan at e staircase dere..den she tried to hit me..but..couldnt..coz i grabbed her hand..n i accidentally stepped on her feet..n she went tumblin all over e ground!!haha:D..den went for maths..-tortured-..haiz..den after lesson..went meet quen..had lunch at her place..den cried again..haiz~..she had to go do her project..den me went meet siaomei dey all..coz goin town gettin lp's thing ma..oso..go meet winsie pass her back her yrbk..[end up is siaomei help me return..*thankz ah sm]..took neoprint wif sm..haha..so fun!!..but in e end..made quen angry..coz i'm supposed to meet her at tbp..den i was SUPER late..den she angry..n..she asked me not to go look for her..haiz~..ok..den i went home..den she said..mayb we shld put e relationship on hold [means tt we souldnt see each other for e time being]..haiz~..den..she said alot of hurtin things to me..i nearly broke down on e train home lorz..haiz..den i told her some things which i NEVER told anyone b4..haiz..she lyk..no reaction lyk tt..wateva lorz..i duno la..now everything's my fault!!..why cant she juz forgive me..its not lyk i neva forgive her after all e nasty things she did lorz!!..why cant she juz gimme a second chance??i gave her so mani..why??why??haiz..-troubled-

[why does life have to be this way??]

hmm..today was such a borin day..got diao by my cheena teacher!!whao liao!!she think she wat..all i said was i was unable to go for today's lesson after sch..den i asked if it was possible if i write e compo thingy another day..she diao me..can?!wah kaoz!!-angry-
bunk is gona b so dead!!haha..no la..juz jokin..hope she'll learn her lesson..
she betta start savin now man!!-wahahaha-

my "clever" sis went to reformat e com..n now e com..canot see colours..n canot hear songs..feel lyk a deaf person now!!haiz..
STC's fun fair is on e 20th of july..anyone interested??hope have..den can sell ym tickets fast!!..btw..my class not doin dunkin machine liaoz..we're doin another game..i'll keep quiet for now..until we've finalised..hehe..but..i think its a rather 'interestin' game..coz it invovles alot of energy..to get e thing!!haha!!so pple prepare!!4 saint bododette is gona win!!-i hope-..
duno wen can meet winsie..to pass her back her yrbk..been keepin it..-blueh-sorrie ah..supposed to meet u today..but..my cheena teacher..last min cancelled e orals yest..n my mum..didnt allow me out..hmm..btw..winsie wen will u b free ah??needa pass u back ur yrbk..unless..u dun wan..den i can keep it..n it will be mine!!-wahahaha-

*once a bododettian..alwaez a bododettian*
-4 saint bododette..we rawk!!!!-

-haiz..-duno why mama dun allow me out?!
n duno wat happened to jo n helena??

haiz..i'm so clumsy!!
first i fell down while walkin home!!i stepped on a piece of PLASTIC!!for goodness sake!!-hopeless-haiz..den i lost my prepaid card!!-sobz-..so anyone wana msg me..msg me @ 96983387..ok??hmmm..
anyone wana to come to STC's fun fair??my class may b doin a dunkin machine..so excitin..but have to ask e class first to confirm..coz e machine costs $600!!n we have to come up with our own money..so..if we wan..our class has to pay $15 each..haiz..or should we combine we 4c..but dere will conpetition on which class gettin e most amount wat..haiz..we'll see first..
gott a stop here..cya~..take care u all!!

-so tired-
been quarrellin with quen on n off these past few days!!so tired liaoz..i canot tk it liao la..!!-stressed-juz cried again..*sobz*

haiz..today was a tirin day!!first..durin pe..we played a game..we were divided into 4 grps..2 grps to compete..we were supposed to pick up our colour cones..n kept it upright..n hit e other grp's one down..my grp had onlie 8pple..n e other grp 10!!our grp was in charge of e green cones..n e other grp in charge of e blue n orange cones..haha!!it was so fun!!my grp won!!we had 10 cones n e other grp had 4!!*yeah*..-so proud-hehe=p..after tt florence grp n doreen's grp compete..haha..so funnie..was cheerin for florence's grp..was askin jiehui to do this n tt!!haha!!so funnie!!den jiehui had to run here n dere..to pick up e cones..to no surprise..florence's grp won!!-yeah-..after tt..my grp was split into 3 grps..we went to diff areas..me..siaomei..n siaoying..went doreen's grp..we were in charge of e BIG orange cones..haha..den leslie say pick up e upright cones back to our grp's place..den florene n val's grp cheated..haha..den ended up our grp won!!-yeah-

she's comin back..stupid la..*hate*

-sad..disappointed..n angry at e same time!!..why??-

haven been touchin my bloggie for some time liaoz..coz my stupid com decided to break down..durin e sch closure hols!!-irritated-
think delia n bunkie..erm..can say is quarrel la..i duno la..they dun wana tell me..haiz..feel so useless as their seniors..not to say..their mummy n jie�..haiz~

went to west coast park yest..wif sansan..johnathon..jocelyn..jeremy..cookie n cream..coz dere got a doggie area!!haha..so cute rite..den all e dogs dere..all runnin abt!!..den cookie tried to hump every dog he saw!!i was lyk oh my god!!haha..den this another dog..tried to hump cookie..den he's owner beat him!!so poor thing!!dere was this cute little dog..very� cute one..but..SUPER fierce!!he barked at cookie..den he chased cookie..but cookie couldnt run..coz he was leased up..den dey were lyk runnin in circles..!!e dog's owner grab him..but..he bit he's owner!!so fierce!!

*dreamt of sch yest nite!!*shocked*haha!!duno why?!dreamt of jiehui..clarissa hum..shermaine..val..*

..day 2..
haiz..been rottin at home..sian ah..
yest went to get my textbks..coz not supposed to go to sch till further notice..haiz..went to sch at ard 10..waited for val..jess..n kyrie..they all..haiz~..was sittin at e foyer wif delia..bunkie..clarissa..helena..had to carry lotsa bks home!!*heavy*..haiz~..after tt went have breakfast wif them..was supposed to meet winnie at 11.30..but..haha..had to change e time coz..i definately will be late one..haha..so..ended up meetin her at 12..
we saw mr sng..n mrs kwaung..at e mac behind sch one..e manager dere..was so irritatin!!*humph*..went to meet kor..hehe..was late..hope she didnt mind!!..called her b4 i went..n i thought it was a guy!!haha..but..in real person..she doesnt sound lyk guy la..haha..tt's weird!!hmm..she's tall too!!haha..den she said tt i was short!!*humph*..den delia said she's handsome..n bunk shld learn from her..haha..mayb shld tell bunk..came home to look at e yearbk..*flip**flip*..winnie look spas in e class photo!!haha=p..den after tt quen ask me go slp..den i guai�..go slp..slept till lyk 7plus..haha..me=pig..*oink*..woke up..had dinner..mama cooked..den ironed e clothes..bathed..n went to slp again..haha..aniwae gotta stop here..tata..

*iT s FuNnIe HoW sOmEoNe CaN cOmE iN aNd OuT oF yOuR lIfE sO qUiCkLy..BuT yEt LeAvE fOoTpRiNtS..sCaRs..AnD mEmOrIeS iN yOuR hEaRt FoReVeR..*

*sneeze*-hope i neva kana e SARS!!-
stupid la..sch's gona b clsed till e 6th of april!!haiz~canot go sch!!haiz..I WAN GO SCH..
-siaomei juz called..haha..-
went to take my braces today..it feels weird!!..haha..but so sad..canot show sioamei dey all..haha!!hmm..it feels weird!!haiz~..den..after tt..went tbp for mac!!=)..saw xuezhen..haha..den show off my teeth!!..hmm..den lost my ear-ring..*sobz*='(..so sad!!
saw jessica!!KELLOCK WON BOTH THE JUNIOR N SENIOR MINI TENNIS MATCHES TODAY!!*yeah*jessica won her first match today..6-1..hehe..*happie*den waited for my auntie..went to KFC..to eat AGAIN!!haha..lyk pig hor!!haha!!so lyk me!!..hmm..den went bread talk..buy bread..lyk so duh!!haha!!saw delia..mitzi..n helena..haha..so funnie!!

-brainless=valerie..breastless=bunkie..haha!!-

Very touching and meaningful story. A Diary ** from a guy


*January 2*
Do you still remember the first time we met? It was the first day in
school.
I was hurriedly entering the school gate when I bumped into you as
you
stepped out of a luxurious Volvo. The books you were holding fell all
over
the ground. I quickly picked up the books and returned them to you
along
with words of apology, but all you showed me was your intimidating
look. My
first impression of you was thatyou were a wilful girl born with a
golden
spoon in the mouth. I had rejected you completely and had hoped not
to meet
you again, but surprisingly you turned out to be my classmate.
*March 22*

I started to know more about you as days passed and my opinion of you
changed for the better on each passing day. I realised that you were
from a
wealthy family but definitely not a wilful girl. You were nice and
friendly.
You got angry that day we first met because I had left a footprint
marking
on the poetry collection you loved dearly. We met often during lunch
break
and I found something in you that was different from the rest of the
girls -
your passion for Chinese poetry. Often you would mumble something to
yourself. Initially, I thought that you were humming a pop song but
later I realised that you had been reciting Chinese poems from great
poets.
You were so knowledgeable that you knew every poet and which poems
they
composed. I was very impressed indeed.

*April 5*

I met you again in the study area. That day you were reading the
Chinese
classics "Romance of the 3 kingdom". Your ability to
appreciate Chinese
classics left me with admiration. You were indeed unique in many ways.


*May 5*

From then on, we would often meet in the study area to discuss about
the
good and bad things of the character in these Chinese classics. Do
you still
remember the time when we almost broke off because we could not agree
on
whether Jia BaoYu hurt Lin Dai Yu? Our argument was so fierce that we
never
talked for that week. But when Friday came, we still met in the study
area
and laughed over the incident. After which, another argument started.


*Aug 7*

I could not deny it. It was a feeling I could not identify
accurately.
Wenever you laughed over a joke with other guys, that emotion filled
my
senses. It took me a while before identified it. I was in love; the
feeling
was jealousy. I felt the need to express it. But, I was afraid...that
you
would dismiss my feeling, that you and I would be stuck in an
embarrassing
situation, that our long nurtured friendship would
crumble...therefore, I
kept quiet.


*Oct 1*

The news came as a shock to me. I was so worried when I learnt that
you had
fainted in the canteen. I was struggling to keep my worried face in
control
as I looked at the ambulance that carried you away.


*Oct 2*

It was drizzling that day. Our form teacher sadly announced that you
had got
cancer. As she finished her last sentence, outside the classroom, it
seemed
to me that the drizzle had turned into a downpour. I could only hear
the
sound of the rain, nothing more. I rushed to NUH ICU to see you
immediately
after lesson. Your face was whitish in colour, showing no trace of
red. I
learnt that you had just undergone an operation. The life-support
system was
just beside you with tubes piercing mercilessly into your left wrist.
"I am
all right, it is just a serious case of anemia. Believe me, my
parents told
me that". you said convincingly. I knew fully well what you were
thinking,
you did not want me to be worried. "Are you comforting yourself
or
comforting the fears and hopelessness that was written all over my
face?", I
thought to myself. I was not strong enough to disagree with you and I
nodded
my head with a forced smile. You responded with a smile too-with
great
effort.


*Oct 5*

It was a ordinary day but to me, it was an important day. I felt an
impulse
to express my love. I walked over to the side of your bed, holding
your
hand. I told you the story of how an ordinary guy fell in love with a
girl
who likes poetry and Chinese classics. As I told my story, my eyes
started
to flood with water, and uncontrollably my voice started to choke,
and
finally I broke into tear But you held my head against your body and
with
watery eyes, said: "I understand such a love, so did the
girl." I returned
my eyes to her and at that moment, her tears dropped, and for the
first
time, I saw some redness on her lips.


*Oct 26*

It was the last day of examination and I rushed to NUH to continue my
story.
When I reached there, I only saw the nurse arranging the bed you once
slept
on. When I asked about you, the nurse told me expressionlessly that
you had
passed away. It was a bolt from the blue for me. I stood motionless
for a
long time. I hated myself for spending the last few days preparing
for the
last examination paper. I hated myself for not staying longer the
last time
I visited you. I hated myself so much...but you were gone...... I
can't
remember how I got home that day. When I woke up, I was already in my
room.
The pillow I slept on was wet. The next day, I went for the funeral.
I heard
from your father that on the day you passed away, you were still
reading the
Poetry collection I gave you as a gift for your birthday. Standing in
front
of Your portrait, I had no tears, they were used up on the day of
your
death. All I knew was sadness, my heart was like shattered into
pieces and
died.


*Jan 2*

A new girl has taken over your seat. She does not like poetry, but
she likes
to hum pop songs. When I asked her if she knows Jia Bao Yu, she
replied:
"What talking you." Yes, you were gone. But to me, the seat
is still
unoccupied, and maybe no one will ever occupy it......

IF U TRULY LOVE THAT SOMEONE... JUS GO RIGHT UP TO HIM OR HER OR GIVE
A
PHONE CALL RIGHT NOW TO SAY "I lUV U " AND EXPRESS YOUR
FEELINGS FOR THAT
PERSON B4 IT'S TOO LATE!!!!!


A Guy would rather shed blood than shed tears but that's because he
has yet
experience sadness. The moral of the story is to treasure your love
ones coz
they might not be always around. Share this story to those you
cherish most
and let them feel their "presence" are important as they
are part of our
lives too!!



*"Fate brings us together, but it's still up to you to make it
happen."*

*found siewyan's video cam*-yeah-
haha..so happie!!wont kana from siewyan liaoz..*yeah*..n i talked to val today..hmm..ok..it seems juz lyk old times..u noe..b4 everything of this happened!!..hope can lyk tt..kana lectured by madam leong today!!haha!!it was so hilarious!!..

was supposed to meet tt winnie goh..to get e yearbk from her..but she couldnt..she got trng from 3 till lyk 6..haiz~so..couldnt la!!*disappointed*..haiz..thought can meet my kor..after so long..haiz..but..cant..nvm!!