today..i cried for like an hour..coz..xuezhen was wif val n jo e whole day..so..i wasnt wif her lorz..wen i asked her to come n look for me..she said tt she meetin val liaoz..den i was like..ok lorz..den nvm la..ask her to meet val lorz..so..after sch before guitar i,e victim, was alone..while e accuser has company..haiz~this says something abt e frens i have..haiz~dey are more comcerned abt val n not me..dey neva tot tt i would feel alone n left out..but they're wrong..i was!!*tear*they will neva understand me..not even xuezhen..while she was havin fun wif val n jo..i was alone..all alone..durin e break..n onlie clarissa, shermaine n elis were concerned abt me..clarissa asked me wat happened..she doesnt noe tt i'm not talkin to val..she juz asked me wat happened to me n jo..den shermaine saw me nearly cry..but..i didnt..i controlled..den..tt time..elis asked me whether i was ok..i think she noe abt wat happen..i think onlie..but at least she asked..not like some other pple..like xuezhen..she's onlie involved wif val..n not concerned abt me..she doesnt care whether i'm died or alive..she doesnt!!haiz~this tells me something abt xuezhen..she's beginnin to side val lorz..i can tell..actuallie not reallie side la..as in she's beginnin to think tt val's right..while i'm wrong..n e truth is..i dun even noe wat's wrong..i heard from delia tt val said tt my character changin to become more n more act cute..n attracte attention..haiz~i have alwaez been like tt lorz..its not like e first day she noe me..i think she's e one hu's changin..haiz~

"wats e point of keepin frenz...who do not accept u as 'YOU' ?"