Wednesday, July 28, 2004

yeah!just got gd news.e dreamcatcher tt leslie is making for me is nearly done!=)))).

sigh.just gave him a call.but he didnt pick up.guess his on his way out to meet his frens.meeting them at 1030pm at zouk.he's riding ba.so think tt's why he couldnt pick up my call.hope he has a safe journey.

met him this morning for breakfast in sch.ya.wasnt supposed to be in sch.but.sigh.mum had to spoil it.sigh.ok.so we had breakfast in sch.which was so not in private.cos there were so many people ard!grr.shall make it a point never to have breakfast with him in sch again.hmm.slacked there till abt 840plus.crapped.n had serious cold jokes session!lolx.

walked to e studio after tt.hanged ard outside for a while.alot of people walked passed.peishan*eileen*sherrie*nini walked passed n saw us.so cute lorx their reactions.hmm.nini was on e phone with junze i presume.hmm.walked to studio.saw huirong*sherrie goin to e co op shop to buy e sandwich.hmm.didnt go along.but went there anyway.cos he had to get something.hanged ard outside.cos they were eating ma.so we loitered outside for awhile.after tt he went home to rest.cos he had to go to sgh to see his grandma.

had crit session again.sian.saw a lil lorx.den went over to play with e com.all e games.lolx.den had lunch at 11.went over to fc 5.had kfc.n i dirtied my WHITE shirt!argh!so my WHITE shirt had chilli sauce all over it.sigh.aint i a clumsy girl.sigh.so my WHITE shirt had streaks so reddish thingys all over.sigh.

went back.played games again.was on e phone too!heex.hmm.played some really cute games.got piggies.got duckies.so ke ai lorx!=)))).

after sch.had to help huirong with her nomination thingy.went to e clubhse.den waited lorx.went up.waited.n waited.hmm.done le.when downstairs.hmm.den took our bags n went off le.but went to visit e lil girl's room first.den mira called.when to look for her in e clubhse.den rushed off le.headed down to outram.met him at sgh.stayed there till abt 5.den went over to his place.cos he wanted to bath.so shared a cab with his cousin.den went over to his fren's place to get e bike.n he rode me home.ya.kinda fun.ya.got home at abt 840pm.

got home.bathed.had dinner.watched a bit of tv.n now i'm online.doing practically nothing.sigh.will be logging off soon.kinda sian le.n might slp early tonight.hmm.since he's out clubbing n wont be home early.see how ba.*yawn

currently stuck on tt ou de yang's song.tt "gu dan bei ban qiu" n li jun jie's "chi pang".nice songs!*thumbs up*.

just a call from him.he just woke up.he fell aslp while msging me.sigh.n now his late.supposed to meet his fren at 11pm.n now its already 1058pm.sigh.*shakes head*.sigh.nvm na.at least he gave me a call before he left.=))

ok la.signing out le.nights k!love ya!

`muackies.

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

just finished with most of my intech drawings n dimensions thingy.argh!eyes strain!*grr*.n to make things worse.i'm having some nose problem again.n i'm sneezing away like nobody's business.seems like a leakage.sigh.

ok.nvm.n i'm like having cramp e whole day.so like so dead today.was practically dragging myself here n there.so wanted to just lay my head down on e table n fall aslp.but just couldnt.but rested for awhile after lunch.den when to slack ard with huirong*sherrie.had a cuppa hot milo.sort of made e cramp not tt bad.gd advise all thanks to sherrie!=)).made me feel much better.

when down to e clubhse with huirong*sherrie.waited outside.cos wasnt open yet.sigh.met leslie*yanpin.went in together.left huirong alone in there with e rest of e main com peeps.went outside play wat's tt called???hmm.played with jiahui*junze*sherrie*darren.so nonsense lorx.i couldnt aim properly.lousy player.sigh.=(.n my cramp came back again.sigh.=(((

headed home after tt.bathed.had dinner.helped ma with her luggages.did my intech stuff.n now online le.

argh!cramp's back!gotta go rest le.

nights peep!

Monday, July 26, 2004

argh!i'm in pain!sigh.having cramp n stuff.xin ku ah!!argh!!!=(((

Monday, July 19, 2004

great.my hp bill is here.n its $72.50!argh!
back home le.just had dinner at granny's.had prawn mee!yum!

went to get my shoe today.had to go alone.which was bad enough.couldnt decide wat colour to get.which made things worse.asked for opinion.but didnt get a reply,cos tt person was busy at e moment i called,until i bought e shoe.which was already too late.becaom frustrated.i duno why?guess i was acting unreasonable n childish as usual.sigh.=(.spent like $60 on e shoe.argh!

sch was alright today.spent most of my time on e wood piece.choosing.cutting.stupid dust kept flying into my eyes.which in turn irritated my eyes.couldnt get e thingy cut properly at first.so sought help from terrence*kelvin.they helped me with a few difficult pieces.e rest i did it myself.=).although i was wearing my specs.i still had dust getting into my eyes.sigh.=(

when we were abt done.me*sherrie*huirong*terrence went to slack outside e workshop.had a drink.it was terrence's treat!crapped alot.talked abt sec sch life.e history text.found out tt candy was terrence's classmate.hmm.wat a small world we have huh?

i've got a new nickname.actually it isnt new la.sharon low used to call me that.now lijin(as known as xiaohong) calls me tt.n treats me like his dog.like er?just played along lorx.so i call him xiao hong n he calls me xiao bai.lolx.

sian ah.been feeling kinda pmsy for many days le.mood swinging like nobody's business.sigh.one moment i can be smiling away.e next i can be gloomy.so beware k.
bought new shoes.


this is the pair of shoes which made me so fed up.=(


this is the side of my lefty.


this is the side of my righty.

which is better?off-white or black shoe lace?or both?
mum's pms-ing again.sigh.

Sunday, July 18, 2004

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...to die for
Your eyes...burn into my heart
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...amazing
Your love is...eternal
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!
Message: Spell your name and copy what each
letter signifies about your personality.
Post it so others could get a clear picture of
what a beautiful person you really are!:)

A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgemental.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy .
X You never let people tell you what to do .
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone


this is mine..
P You are very friendly and understanding.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
S You are very broad-minded.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.

Saturday, July 17, 2004

hmm.went out today.met him.was supposed to go get my shoe today.but.as usual we were lazy.lolx.went over his place at abt.erm.10.was late.woke him up at abt 12pm.made him wash up.slacked ard.ordered Canadian Pizza again.heex.this time we ordered.erm.e mexian fiesta n e classic itlian.yup.n potato wedges too!*yummy*.we spent abt $24 on tt.hmm.watched e "love actually" he downloaded onto his comp while eating.slacked.slacked.took pics.self portraits with his new phone!e N7610.heex.i wana change phone too!took quite a no of photos.hmm.shall get him to send to me.keep taking photos lately.=)))).
 
got ready to leave at abt 530pm.he went to bath n stuff.get his hair done.get dressed for work.hmm.went to get his*his fren's dinner.n stuff la.took a cab to his work place.hmm.he accompanied me to e opposite side.n den i had to walk alone to e mrt station.n had to come home alone.=(.cos he had to go to work le.but nvm la.work's more impt.hmm.seems like i'm really attached to him le.like being in his company.=).die.if he goes into army.den.sigh.=(
 
took e train home.was irritated by this trio.they look like pri6 or mayb sec1 students.they just kept talking.n talking.non stop.sigh.first they talked abt their neoprints.alright.nothing wrong with tt.they had this shot whereby they were all hugging la.den one of them said its very nice.cos like very close.den e other said eek!so lesbian.i'm like.its only a hug lorx?wat's wrong?sigh.kids nowadays.*shakes head*.ok.den they act like they are old enough to judge guys.hmm.they were talking abt who's gd looking ah.n who's not.sigh.they den changed their topic to cartoons on disney channel.argh!e horror!was i like tt when i was in pri6?can someone assure me tt i wasnt?
 
finally it was my stop.*wipes cold sweat*.any min later.i might have just blurted something into their faces.was relived to be able to get away from tt.but met with something else.there was this scray old man at e mrt station.he was just standing there n pointing at e control station shouting out vulgarities.like huh?all e vulgarities came out.was shocked + scared.he seemed mad.so i quickened my footsteps.was practically fast walking home.sigh.gave him a call.talked to him  till i got home.hmm.told him abt e 2 incidents.n he was like why u're journey home like so interesting ah?lolx.ya lorx.didnt like it though.
 
now back home.had some food.den locked myself in e room.n here i am online!heex.=).
 
might be goin to get my shoes on mon.gotta spend money again.
 
got this from tiff's friendster.like this lots.makes me think abt 4b'03 n chem lessons.
.
 
n i like this.

was hand made by leslie(also known as pinkie!).heex.he's going to sell these.interested partys could leave a msg in my comment area.will get back to u asap.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

i have an ucler.argh!hurts alot.keep touching it unintensionally.sigh.
for Women
Personality: Sometimes people criticize you for being insincere because of your 24-7 "I am happy" attitude. But the people who know you respect your willingness to help out others and leadership quality is what you show. You tend to jump into the matters too quickly because of your constant curiosity. Your smart brain allows you to deal with even the most difficult conversationalist and that is why you receive a streamline of party invitations

Love Tendency: The love department has good news for you all the time. Your vivacious personality is directly connected to your sign and the blood type enhances it even more. You fall in love too quickly and mistake the particular relationship as being the greatest at that moment. Capriciousness is your number one enemy.

Life: Your excellent communication skill should be credited to your speedy brain. Your work performance is at an optimum because you are able to handle simultaneous tasks at once. One thing you are not comfortable with is silence. You have to hear commotion around you or else you create it. People sometimes have difficulties keeping up with your fast pace life, so learn to slow down.

Match

Good Match: A-type, O-type and B-type Aries, Gemini, Leo, Libra and Aquarius are the best matches for you. Anyone of these will be a plus to you because you complement each other. A-types usually admire you from far away. O-types are the comforting relationships. B-types bring the maternal instinct out of you.

Bad Match:AB-type Virgos and AB-type Pisces should be avoided. You will tire each other out because of your differences. These partners bring bad thoughts out of you and who wants to be ultimately a terrible person?
ohohoh.i saw someone wearing tt adidas jacket i like!argh!so frustrating.

Monday, July 12, 2004

had sch today.met him for breakfast today.hmm.been having breakfast together quite often recently.=)).like being able to meet him e first thing in e morning.for breakfast or wat.=)).had fun.joking.n taking lotsa pics together n self portraits.lolx.enjoyed myself though it was only like an hr plus.he sent me to sch after tt.saw eileen on bus 105.hmm.

was supposed to start lessons today.but no.we had some touring thingy goin on.gathered at T511.took attendence.den e lecturers talked non stop.had lunch break at 11am.went over to foodcourt 3 with huirong*sherrie**terrence*lijin*kelvin.didnt eat much.cos i had a very a very heavy breakfast with him at e macs at my place.

after tt got a call from him saying tt he was on his way down to my sch le.wana have lunch with me.he made some fish n a bottle of herbal tea for me.=))).he arrived in sch at abt 1145am like tt.went to e tables below T511 to eat.got alot of peeps staring at us eat lorx.aiyo.so uneasy.sigh.hmm.e fish was alright la.mayb cos i dun really like eating fish.but it was still ok.e tea was great!super sweet!really appreciate you coming all e way down just to have lunch with me k.*hugs*.

had to go to e library after awhile.so he left lorx.he saw who huirong*terrence*lijin were.hmm.went to e library to look for e books n mags.sigh.

went back to T511.did some it stuff.like downloading e thingy la.den burn into e cdr.omg!e lect was teaching it step by step lorx.pls lorx.its like most of us noe le lorx.sigh.but i canot be so selfish.canot think of myself only.nearly fell aslp when he was talking.lolx.n i wasnt e only one.heex.e rest were falling aslp too!e weather was just too comfortable for a nice long nap!argh.but cant.was in class.sigh.

did some funny drawing.after tt.first we had to crush a piece of A4 paper.den losen it abit.n draw it on tracing paper.was straining my eyes lorx.eyes hurt so much after tt.they all said my drawings looked like cabbages.sigh.=((

headed down to foodcourt 5 after sch.cos we were hungry!had kfc.met anson*his frens there.hmm.frens names are rody*wan*lucius*mus.if i'm not wrong la.duno if e spelling is right nots.hmm.took a very long time to finish eating.cos kept talking lorx.blueh.n tt made me break a promise i made yest night.sigh.=(.feeling kinda bad abt tt.sigh.=(((

n now i'm back home le.n slacking.while waiting for a certain someone.hmm.

so sorry k.i broke my promise to you.sigh.i'm such a disappointment.cant even do such a simple thing right.not even once.sigh.mayb i'm just lousy lorx.=(.will try to improve ba.feeling so guilty n bad now.argh!
i'm just too sensitive

Sunday, July 11, 2004

mayb i was thinking too much.sigh.should just stop thinking about it le.since its no big deal.its just a msg.sigh.am i being too sensitive?

i had to spoil a nice phone conversation.n i had turn nasty.argh!there wasnt a need for me to mention anything about it.i just couldnt keep my mouth shut huh?it would have turned out better if i had just kept quiet n keep that to myself.better i suffer alone.den we quarrel n we feel lousy.sigh.but no.i had to mention it.

sigh.in a very lousy mood now.sigh.

shall stop blogging le.go destress myself by singing ba.

this love by maroon 5
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...
sigh.maybe i shouldnt be jealous over such stuff.sigh.its not going to help in any way.i should just take it as if i didnt see it.n that its no big deal.sigh.
yeah!i've finally uploaded all e pics le!heex.

went out today.was supposed to go back to stc to collect my o'level cert.but as usual.i couldnt get up.blueh.so i got up.bathed.n den went over to his place le.stayed at his place till abt 2.was supposed to have lunch together.but.we were just plain lazy.so we slacked at his place e whole morning.heex.came home at abt 2.took 970.such a long journey.sigh.e stupid bus was moving so damn slowly.argh!think if i was driving.i would have gotten home earlier.kept stopping at e traffic lights.sigh.n i was all alone.=(.cos he had to go to work.canot send me home.=(

came home.rested for awhile.chatted one the phone with him while he was at work.hmm.was glad that i could accompany him.cos he was alone at his work place.hmm.could hear him making e pizzas.so funny lorx.hmm.found out some interesting facts.heex.=).den like after an hr or so.we had to put down e phone at 6.25pm like tt.cos he had to go have his dinner.n i had to go get ready to go out.

met siaomei*siaoying today.was supposed to meet at 730pm outside cine.but i was late.was there only at 750pm.n we met at e mrt station.can say that they didnt change much.=).was great to see them again.=)).i'm still e shortest.lolx.siaoying is more girlie now.that's a gd thing.too bad tiff*jess couldnt make it.miss them lots!hmm.guess all of us[from e clique] has turned straight.siaoying is straight le.hmm.

had dinner at pasta mania.ahhh.just realised that they haven pay me back yet.sigh.nvm ba.take it as i treat them ba.so i'm broke again.lolx.gossiped after dinner.was just like we were back in stc.sigh.miss those times.sigh.but guess we cant go back to then le.we have to move on.n just hold on to this friendship we have created during e stc yrs.=)

received a gift from sy*sm*jess.its a tee shirt.=)

took pics with sm*sy before we parted.

n now i'm home.uploaded e pics.blogging.n trying to change my friendster pics!n it wont work.argh!

Friday, July 09, 2004

yeah!all three of us are online now!together!heex!=)))

went to sch today.actually there isnt a need for us to go back today.but it was a sch day.so we had no choice but to go back.got our textbks.looks like a lit text.sigh.title "The Importance Of Living".wat kind of title is that?argh.like some self help bk.decided on our groups le.me*huirong*sherrie*terrence in e same grp.wanted to have all girl group.but lehning said no.gotta have boys + girls in e group.so no choice ba.

ended at abt 11plus ah.den headed down to his place to meet him.was still aslp when i got there.had to pull him outta bed.was going to late for work le.hmm.took a cab down to his work place.waited for him.den we walked down to marina there.had lunch at macs.i had nuggets.n he had quarter pounder.was playing some fries game.lolx.he kept eating n eating.so funny lorx.=))).counted e no of steps on our way to marina.it has 34 steps!

went to watch tt korean show.erm.windstruck ah.was very sweet lorx.cried when e guy died.=((.sad.

hmm.after tt had to rush le.cos he's supposed to be at work during tt time.heex.so walked super fast.hmm.went toilet.den i came home le.n he went to work.ya.although e time spent was only for a short while.but it was enjoyable.=)))

Thursday, July 08, 2004

omg!got this from umar.so act cute!lolx.


me acting cute.


me*tongueout*.sam*hamster*.mira*benben'slover*

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

just had my bathe n everything.hmm.was in sch till abt 650pm like tt.

was supposed to meet anson*mira at 750am today.cos me*mira had to give anson his big card.heex.so we purposely got up early lorx.hmm.met umar there!heex.haven seen him since mon.didnt passed anson his card cos mira wasnt there yet.so had no choice.kept e card with us first lorx.had a crazy time with mira*umar*n umar's frens at macs today!kept taking pics.makin noise.laughing out loud.making lame remarks.asking stupid cold jokes.ya.was enjoying myself.=)laughed till my tummy ached.lolx.

after tt at ard 9.umar*his frens left for their thingy le.so left mira*me.rotted till abt 915am like tt.den we headed towards e co op there.mira wanted to buy sweets.hmm.bought le.den went back to macs.mira was meeting manying there.slowly took our time to e teaching blocks.

dicussed the performance thingy.sigh.we kept changing our ideas.couldnt decide on one item.sigh.

had lunch at 12.met anson*mira.had lunch together.didnt eat.had like a cup of watermelon juice.my fav.had fries from anson's plate of fish n chips.den ate 1 sweet which was given by samuel.hmm.tt was all.

went back.discussed again.decided to change idea.sigh.so getting bored.so kinda roamed ard e place with huirong.got this feeling tt our skit is going to suck.like totally.sigh.but just gotta do it.just for sake of doin it.i gotta dress up as a guy!sigh.n huirong is my "girlfriend".so nonsense lorx.we have to do some mushy scene.like kiss ah.hug ah.sigh.

finished at ard 330pm.went to meet up with mira at e clubhse there.went to look at e cca thingys together with huirong*sherrie.duno if i shld join tennis nots.i'm afraid i wont have enough time for everything.sigh.shall plan my time first.but its like i have this urge to join.but i canot be so selfish.gotta think abt others as well.

went to play badminton after tt.was kinda just sitting ard.watching ben*erwin*jiahui*xxx*xxx*nini play.duno e name so xxx xxx.lolx.hmm.started only after nini played.hmm.was so hot lorx.was in jeans.n was without any shoe.cool huh?played for awhile.den i went back to sit le.hmm.

left at abt 650pm.came home.cos was super hungry.but didnt eat much la.cos there wasnt alot of food left for me.sigh.so i only had rice with soup.so ke lian hor?sigh.

i'm so tired!n hungry!argh!

`signing off.

Monday, July 05, 2004

bah.gotta be in sch early tmr.would be meeting huirong*mira*ben*n some other peeps for breakfast.gotta be in sch by like 730am.should be aslp by now.sigh.

hmm.just got a msg from huirong.saying we have to wear our be tshirts tmr.like wth?er.its like so weird.sigh.she said we'll just bring it lor.see how things go.hmm.

like gotta pack my bag.butterpaper.check.pencils.check.hmm.wat else ah?hmm.like nothing le hor.oh ya.e tshirt.check.shall wakey at 645am tmr.bath till like abt 7am.get dressed.leave e hse by 710am.hope i'll be able to catch e bus.n hopefully arrive in sch by 730am.

hmm.there would be a dinner for e de peeps on friday.duno if i'm goin nots.see how ba.will be meeting him on fri.after sch=).will be meeting him on tues too!but will be like in e evening lorx.cos sch ends at 5 on tues.

`signing off

Saturday, July 03, 2004

just got back from malaysia.ahh.super shag.woke up at ard 9 this morning.cos we had to go collect our passports today.bathed.n den we went down to lavander.collected e thingy.n off we went to malaysia.was kinda reluctant to go.sigh.had no choice but to go.hmm.

jam.jam.jam.sigh.so many cars lorx.slept on e way in.was slping like a log tt i didnt hear my phone ring.lolx.got a call from him.hmm.got in.went to some shopping center.bought dvds.erm.wat else ah?nothing much le ba.

headed down to giant there.bought all e barang barang.den i bought 2 new pairs of jeans!=)).jeremy got his xbox games.

i'm bored!n i miss you.sigh.


How to make a patsy
Ingredients:

3 parts intelligence

1 part humour

1 part
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!

Friday, July 02, 2004

just got snapped at by pris for absolutly nothing!wtf.its like no my fault tt u got scolded by her.please lor.i'm not your chu qi tong lorx.so dun go ard scolding me for nothing.wth!

was in such a gd mood.den she had to spoil it!argh!

yesterday
had flag day.at boonlay.was late.again.lolx.but wasnt as late as huirong.went for breakfast first.before we began to collect e donations.slacked at jp mac till 11plus.den went to walk ard jp with huirong*her fren*eileen*sherrie.start only at 12!lolx.went e pasamalam there to ask for donations.did it for like half an hour den we slacked again.lolx.huirong=professional slacker.patsy=self-appointed slacker.

jackson came down to meet us.slacked ard with us.hmm.ate abit at e pasamalam.after tt headed back to sch.counted e amt i got.guess how much i got.i got a total of.*drum roll*.$9.41!lolx.alot hor.huirong got like $14plus.this proved how much we slacked.hmm.

waited in sch for e rest to finish.went to clementi.cos they wanted to play pool.n since it was e nearest.so.ya.went there.had to wait for yida.so we waited at e macs.had ice cream.didnt know how to play.so i just sat there with mira*kimiko*yida*huirong while anson*denise played.after awhile umar joined us.yida*huirong*anson teached me*mira*umar to play.tried n tried but i couldnt hit e stupid ball.sigh.lousy player.we were playin in pairs.got paired up with anson.sigh.guess he's unlucky huh?to get paired up with me.one of e seinors jiahui joined us.

went for dinner after tt.had noodles.n ice milo.hmm.came back home at ard 8.walked home alone.bathed.slacked ard for awhile.sort of got angry at him for some time.fell aslp.felt much better when i woke up.woke up n found him sitting downstairs.was shocked.hmm.sorted things out.was on e phone with him till abt 12.sat by e window n talked.guess i'm still a petty lil monster afterall.sigh.got angry over such a small thing.argh.have to change tt lil side of me le.talked to him till he go home.which was like 2 plus.went to slp after tt.was really shagged.

today
went out today.was supposed to go watch movie with him.but was too lazy.so decided to slack at his place instead.went over in e morning.woke him at like 9.13am!heex.disturbed him till he got up.blueh.hmm.he went back to slp after accompanying me for awhile.i had no choice but stare at e com screen until he woke up again.

woke him up at 1plus.asked if he wanted to go watch e movie nots.he said anything.up to me lorx.den i said i'm fine with anything lorx.hmm.den we decided to just stay home lorx.since both of us were so lazy!heex.2 lil lazy pigs.lolx.

now there were 2 people staring at e com screen.he was like saying me abt this n abt tt.sigh.hmm.abt my friendster n stuff la.hmm.was super hungry.so we like ordered pizza.at like 5plus.n it came only at 630pm.ate.den he went to bathed.n we left his place at ard 7plus.took a bus to clementi mrt there.took e train home alone.cos he had to rush down to jurong east.he was meeting his frens there.n he was running late!he was supposed to meet them there at 7pm for dinner!lolx.but.....

came home.bathed.rot on my bed.got snapped at.msged mira.n now.here i am.online!heex.

guess tt's abt e summary abt wat happened ba.

gotta wake up early tmr.goin to collect my passport tmr.hmm.chij celebrating its 150th yr i think.tmr at chijmes.duno if i can make it lehx.cos guitar got performance tmr.n i've not seen all my dear juniors for like ages le.hmm.might just drop by for awhile lor.if i can ba.hmm.

my shoulders are aching!i need a massage!hmm.

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

argh.not feeling well.tummy been feeling weird.sigh.duno wat's wrong.

went to sch today at ard 8plus.super early lorx.had to wake up at like 730am.bathed.had breakfast.den went to dover there to meet huirong*sherrie.sherrie's one of my class's girls.went to T511 together.hmm.went to do e internet thingy.learn how to use e sch's intranet.webmail.er.lotsa stuff la.had to sign up for course.den we finished at abt 10plus.

me*huirong*sherrie*eileen*teckpeng*jireh went down to foodcourt one to have lunch.saw anson*his classmates there.so we joined them for lunch.so fun lorx.after awhile keathong*lingsiang*erwina*celyn came.had lunch at e table infront of us.kept making fun of erwina*tt senior.lolx.=).was fun.

hmm.along came another 2 seniors.erm.alex*gerald.talked abt camp.tt murder case thingy.asked them who killed n stuff.but they refused to ans.sigh.so till now we still duno who's e killer n wat's e motive.sigh.for now we can only guess.shall go bug e seniors for ans le.heex.

went back to T511 to collect our flag day stuff.sigh.my tshirt is TOO BIG for me!argh!got a size m.cos there wasnt any size s left.sigh.so no choice.so i'll look so weird on thurs.sigh.=(.lil girl trying to wear adult clothings.lolx.

flag day would be on thurs!sigh.will be at boon lay.see how things goes ba.might be meeting mira when i'm done with my area.den we can both rot ard together lorx.heex.

wont be goin to sch tmr le.goin to meet him.mayb for breakfast.den pei him go for his check up lor.hmm.haven been meeting him ever since last week.feel as though i've neglected him n stuff.sigh.will try to improve on tt.hmm.kinda happy tt i'll be meeting him after so long.=)).

oh btw.could someone remind on wed night tt i have to bring like $150 to sch on thurs?i needa get my bks n stuff.sigh.so ex.=(.broke le.n i've gotta save up for a lap top.if i ever gona get one.

met new people today.mostly from my class one.so now i've more frens from my class.=).yeah!
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Monday, June 28, 2004

home sweet home

back from camp yest.shag.went to sch today.cos got some thingy for freshies.so no choice.

day one of camp.
hmm.first let me introduce my grp mates.we have gals-mira*huirong*erwina*lingsiang*seline*chenghui*guys-victor*uma*anson*yida*jackson.n e gls are ben*nabilah.hmm.we named ourselves zeus.hmm.

reported at ard 8am.at foodcourt 2 ah.if i'm not wrong.got into our grp.when to play some ice breakers first.den we had to paint our grp's banner.n come up with our own cheers.we were only given 3 colours.so if we wanted more colours we had to earn it with cheers.ya.after tt we had lunch ah.if i rem correctly.had to do something like amazing race ah.was quite fun.had alot of tasks.rem got one was to catch 2 ants on 1 hand.other one we had to eat celery.like yuck!but no choice.had to eat.even if i didnt like it.n we won in e end.*thumbs up*.

played some aniaml game.on e field.got blind folded.den was made to do animal sounds.n we had to find our grp members back.we came in second.had night walk tt day.was brought ard sch at ard 11plus by 2 seniors.erm.benlee*samuel.hmm.was super afriad lorx.luckily got "protected" by mira*yida*samuel.heex.=)

went to assemble at e basketball court after tt.didnt slp till like 430am.was playing games at e basketball court.e whole grp was falling aslp.inculding e seniors.they were kept awake by none other than me!heex.kept disturbing them.they said i was super hyper lorx.

second day day.
woke up at ard 8plus.washed up den assembled at e club hse there.when to play captain's ball.one of my fav games.played against grp 1.n we won!heex.was a close match.e score was like 1-0.grp 1 kept looking down on us.sigh.yida scored e winning goal.=))

had breakfast after tt.went to play blind mice.got blind folded n led by e gls to diff parts of e sch to do diff tasks.first one.we had to walk thru this drain.n we got wet.cos e seniors were splashing water onto us.but was fun la.like playing with water.but legs were super tired!kept getting painted here n there.we missed 1 of e stations.e slide one.cos we didnt have enough time.sigh.=(

got back to e club hse there.saw all e 'wonderful' paintings on me.n started playing with e paint.painted other people.heex.went to bath after tt.had dinner.den we had to design our shim.so funny lor.hmm.we didnt win tt la.bentoh was one of e shims!so he's now horny jenny toh!!

had some disco night in e club hse.was alright la.

slept at 3plus.

third day.
woke up at 7plus!argh!super early!!!washed up.thought was able to go home at like 1plus 2.but no.we went at sp till like 5plus 6.our grp won.got this container of stuff.hmm.duno wat's inside.haven open yet.made e camp chief undress himself n wear this skirt.bentoh was made to do tt too.hmm.got brought ard sch n took photos.n got made wet again.sigh.

gotta run le.mum's nagging.sigh.

`bye

*guess i've negelected you for e past few days.so sorry.=(.know you're feeling kinda weird cos i've not been msging/calling you as often as i did le.sorry k.i'll try to like be like before lor.ok?

Thursday, June 24, 2004

hmm.went out early in e morning today.cos i had dental at 9am!was super hot today!argh!perspiration was pratically dripping from me!yuck!made my whole body sticky n yucky.n i just bathed before i went out!argh!

went there.was done within 10 mins!fast yae?hmm.came back home.cos i forgot to bring pam's documents.came home took a bathe.cos i could not tolerate e stickiness!argh!bathed den went out again.went over to meet him.cos he's sick.got there n he was still aslp.hmm.stayed at his place till abt 4.cos he was still not feeling well.felt better after he perspirated.

went down town to get pam's stuff done.hmm.after tt we went to have dinner at e long john's at lido.we kana cheated!e chix was so small lorx.2 tiny lil pieces.sigh.n e waffle fries arent as great as e original ones.sigh.kinda regret having tt.but it filled my stomach nonetheless.hmm.

he sent me home after tt.came home found out tt my necklaces tt i broke are fixed!hmm.one was a gift from quen 4yrs back.e very first b'day present she gave me.e other is from my mum.was suprised to see e necklaces so shiny.e person shined it very well!=))

hmm.i'm hungry!seems like i've been eating alot more than usual.sigh.gona gain weight like crazy le.MUST excerise.hmm.kinda enjoy skating.=).although i'm not really gd at it.so must practise more often.shall drag people to go with me.heex.found my old pair of trackies.will start goin for runs le.

having camp on fri.gotta go get my stuff tmr.goin to buy my sandles.shorts.er.wat else?nothing le hor?

*stomach growls*

going off to look for food le.nights!

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

coloured my hair.like finally.heex.so now my hair is in streaks of copper red.hmm.but why is it i keep having this feeling that i'm going to regret it after a few days?sigh.hmm.

hmm.woke up at about 10!cos e new bed was coming ard that time.as i was the only one ard.i had to get up and open the door for the people.but guess what?they came only at 12!like wt..?after they finished with their stuff.i went to bath.waited for my mum to come pick me up.headed to go get my hair done.

started at ard 2.finished only at like 430pm!sat there for 2hrs waiting lor.was so damn bored!argh=(.hmm.am quite satisfied with the colour.but am afriad i will begin to dislike it after a few days.sigh.=(

after that went to have dinner with mum and her frens.oh.btw.my mum permed her hair!lolx.its so weird now.so auntie!heex.

will have to get up early tmr!dental is at 0945hrs.sigh.which means not enough of slp.again.n think i'll be going down town.gotta help my sis do her jap class stuff.seems like i've been helping pam in alot of her stuff huh?proves what a gd lil sis i am.*sheepish laugh*.

`off for now.

Monday, June 21, 2004

This Love-Maroon5

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...
thislovehastakenitstollonme





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Friday, June 18, 2004

had family dinner tonight.cos my uncle's back from hk.so.ya.we had dinner.erm.at some high class restaurant at chijmes.hmm.is those restaurants where u didnt have to lift a finger to get ur food.e food was pratically delivered right in front of u.hmm.it felt weird being treated like a queen.mayb because i used to work as a server.*shrugs*.

e dinner was alright la.was able to meet up with my aunts.lil cousins.caught up on e latest news with jocelyn.hmm.haven been talking to her ever since she started working.n i stopped working.sigh.e food was ok la.didnt eat much.but was full though.played ard with jocelyn's new phone!heex.n she fiddled with mine.sent her song ringing tones.took pics with her.n e lil ones.so.overall family dinner was not bad.hmm.

hmm.beginning to wear my retainers.again.sigh.cos i've got a dental appointment on e 23th.so no choice gotta start wearing e thing again.n its hurting me!argh!haven been wearing them for such a long time le.feels weird to have them in my mouth.keeps irritating my gums.ahh!sounds scary.huh?heex.

i shld be in bed by now.but.decided to stay up n wait for someone.hmm.*yawn*.

was playing tt tennis game my sis bought.n i got stucked on it.was enjoying it.when e game boy died on me!argh!n i was in e middle of a match!ahh!sigh.guess gotta start playing again.when e batt is full charged.

signing off le.kinda lost my mood to continue writing.

Thursday, June 17, 2004

i n e e d s o m e o n e t o h u g m e p l e a s e
decided to take away my taggie.hmm.so if u wanna leave anything.leave it as a comment k.

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

went out today.met up with xuezhen*delia*bunk*clar.

met bunk*delia at some bus stop at e cmpb there.cos goin down to clar's place.was supposed to go down to bugis.but someone didnt wana go.so no choice.we changed our venue.hmm.arrived a lil early.so gotta wait for them lor.sat there listening to my radio.n tt stupid bunkie had to scare e wits outta me!she was standing behind me n not making a single sound!turned ard.n got a shock.she told me she has been standing there for wuite some time le.argh!=(.next came delia.she scared me too!.she suddenly pop beside me!why is it nowadays people like to pop here n there to scare me?sigh.

took a bus down to clar's place.hmm.hanged ard there till xuezhen came.hmm.went to get lunch!bunk treat me lehx!heex.=))).cos i'm like broke.blueh.die!i'm so used to being pampered le.lolx.n i like a bit e bad hor.always make her do stuff for me.heex.too bad.who ask her to be my lil bro.heex.

had qi shi he fen for lunch.not really nice.hmm.but lunch was fun!kept laughing n laughing non stop.ok.they were laughing at me non stop.lolx.kept wanting to sing while eating.den they couldnt take it.so they couldnt eat until i stop singing.heex.whenever i start singing they'll stop eating.then there was this super cold joke.er.they asked what's my bf's name.n i said cola!n they laughed.den i said my child's name would be sprite.den xuezhen said.no should be sarsi.so i ok.guy will be sprite.girl will be sarsi.lolx.wat nonsense we came up with!had jelly for dessert!yummy.=))

after lunch.gossiped with xuezhen on e sofa.haha.been some time since i've gossiped with her.hmm.was talking abt almost everything.heex.had a girl-to-girl talk.whatever we talked abt is a secret!shhh.

played some ps2 game.n i kept dying!argh!stupid game!den xuezhen*bunk were disgusted by e funny nosies i kept making during e game.lolx.was whining.cursing.scolding.was hilarious.=))).had fun!

left clar's place at abt 4.headed down town.had to go service my sis's phone.sigh.after tt.went to taka.felt like eating bak gua.think should be spelt like tt ba.hmm.not too sure.this time is xuezhen treat.=p.roamed ard abit.had ice cream!yeah!hot fudge sundae!my fav!hmm.went home after tt.

got home at abt 7 ah.bathed.online for awhile.went upstairs for dinner.didnt eat much.cos was too full.stayed upstairs for quite some time.till abt 9.came back down.watched slamdunk.got a lil furstrated.cos didnt get anything from someone.erm.was pmsy e min i got home.duno e reason why.erm.went to get food with pris at abt 11plus.cos she wanted to eat.den she force me to eat oso.sigh.all tt oily food!argh=(.n now i'm very full!

ohoh!i watched waterboys yest night!e jap movie.n i was like omg!so funny lorx.n its like my how many-th time watching le lor.kept laughing.n e guys are so so damn kawaii!n fit!n tann!*dreamy eyes*.drools.

*slaps back to reality*

ok la.its getting kinda late le.gotta go.

nights!

Saturday, June 12, 2004

was supposed to blog when i got home.but my modem screwed up big time.sigh.so i guess ill have to blog now.

went out today.again.this time with delia.jo was supposed to tag along.but she couldnt make it.she was goin to watch SHREK! with her church people.hmm.we were roaming abt town most of e time.since both of us didnt have ALOT of cash.ya.

met at orchard mrt at abt 12.i was early.so gotta wait.hmm.its amazing to see how many people doin funny stuff with e add value machines.some duno where to slot in their cards.some put in a $50 note thinking they can pick e amt to top up.when there is already a sticker on e machine saying exact change!i just stood there n look lor.hmm.oh.i helped some people to buy e standard tix!they were goin to e airport.haven been there for some time le.e last time i went was with quen.last yr i think.hmm.

ok.back to my day out with nuer.hmm.brunched at mac.after tt.when roaming ard taka first.delia bought this balloon for me.so i was walking ard carrying a balloon.so nonsense right?but hey.i like e balloon.so thanks alot delia.*muacks!*.oh.n she made this card for me!=)).

went over to cine.walked ard.went to look for cds.sigh.realised how many many cds i wana get.but i dun have cash!argh!hmm.sort of saw dara*gracia at cine.they seem so.er.excited to see delia.hmm?

crossed over to hmv after tt.went to take neos!=))))).love taking pics!=)))).hmm.when bloomington.stayed in e shop for quite some time.was amazed by e games n gadgets they have.hmm.like e wood-cravings alot.but no $$ to get.=(.sigh.oh!i saw something i like very very much.so i think its so sweet.its a box of candles.but they come in alphabets.they spell e word happy birthday.e letters r in diff colours.n they have this slight sweet smell.hmm.tt time some guy went to tr to celebrate his gf's bday.he used tt candle.now i noe where to get le.oh.saw geraldine today!whoa!she has pink hair!so cool!its e colour i wana highlight.but seems like i wont be highlighting tt colour le.since so many people are doing it.sigh.=(

went back to taka after we got bored at hmv.bought takopachi n a prezel.yummy.talking abt food.i'm feelin alittle hungry now.argh!canot!must not eat.have to control.or i'll just keep gaining weight.hmm.we sat down.n got chased away by e security guard.heex.we werent supposed to sit on e floor.hmm.went window shopping.as usual.hmm.saw clara.ong*evelyn today.hmm.

headed down to far east.walked ard.n we realised where e guys are getting their pink clothings from le.hmm.

saw lotsa people in pink today.guys n girls.hmm.we kept wondering why guys are so into pink nowadays?can someone enlighten us?its so weird.guys were never associated with pink before.n now they're into pink clothing.its like some kind of fashion statement or something.hmm.i will never understand guys.=(

hmm.went back tr today.delia came along.yup.saw gilbert*uncle jun*laikuen*angeline*ganes*mr wee*graciana.hmm.crapped most of time with gilbert before e rest came.hmm.waited till abt 7plus den i left.cos was waiting for ganes la.cos he starts work at 7.yup.talked to him for a little while.he kept asking whether i was still working anot.sigh.i also wana go back to work.at least i can earn some cash for myself.=(.but no choice.before i left uncle jun gave me some chez sticks to eat.*smiles*.he still rems tt i like those!=))).haven eaten them for some time le.miss e food.sigh.took a photo of uncle jun.lolx.so funny lor.hmm.took some things home.heex.

came home.didnt have dinner.cos was quite full.hmm.went to bath first.came out.sat in front of comp.den went to slp.heex.on my bed first.den i went outside to lie on e couch.n i fell aslp.heex.i am such a piggie.*oink*.

been quite awhile since i've last wrote long long enteries le.hmm.haven had any exciting things to blog abt ba.so most of my enteries are quite short.this one isnt long oso.hmm.

ahh.i'm hungry!

they're playingjay zhou's songs everywhere i go.argh!n e funny thing is i know how to sing to most of his songs!!haha.

tt's abt all.

`patsysigningoutcosherlifeisjustsoboring.

Friday, June 11, 2004

went out today.yup.went to watch Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban.

was alright la.kind of disappointing though.mayb because e time frame is too short.so it makes e whole movie very jerky.i would rate it.erm.3/5.was looking at e cute lil faces of e actors instead of concentrating on e plot.haha.but i already noe e story.so who cares.=)).dracoy looks so alike tt lead singer from the calling!harry*ron are as cute as ever.fred*geroge are *two thumbs up*.but e sad thing was.......there wasnt any of OLIVER WOODE!!!!argh!*cries*.sigh.

hmm.den went jack's place for dinner.*yummy*.e whole restaurant was like empty when we went in.so weird to be eating in a quiet restaurant.hmm.but was kind of peaceful.i like it.=))

received a phone call from TAN SEOK HUI.n yes.from malaysia!aww.so sweet of her to rem my bday!n she actually called back from her holiday just to wish me.love her to bits m pieces.opps!shouldnt say tt.aiya.was kinda shocked to receive e call.but.thanks anyway k girl!*muacks!*.have fun during ur trip k.miss me ya?heex.=))

not only did i receive a call from her.but quen called too.yest night.ya.but i had another line.so she hung up first.so sorry k!=((.but thanks k.was really sweet of u to wait up till 12 just so tt u could call me.really appreciate it.

someone else called too!=))))).

hmm.shall say a BIG thank you to all my frens whom did n dint wish me.cos u all made a difference in my life.no matter big or small.good or bad.u all are still e sweetest bunch of people!*muacks!*.I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!with u guys around i wont feel alone anymore.=)).i miss all of you!alot!

will be goin out with delia tmr.jo was supposed to come along too.but.in e end she couldnt make it.sigh.now it seems like a couple goin out.lol.shall take neoprints tmr!!!haven been taking neoprints for such a long long time le!!whee!

ok la.shall end my night here!*muacks*.

`love ya

patsy.loves.all.her.frens.to.bits.n.pieces

Monday, June 07, 2004

home le.super tired!pam's coming back today!!*whee!*lets see wat she's gotten for me.

oh btw peeps.i've changed my phone no le.so from now on it will be --> 94880749.ok?

Monday, May 31, 2004

last day of work.was alright la.no tears.no hugs.nothing.unlike last day of sec sch life.sigh.kinda miss sec sch.hmm.

went to work at ard 11.had lunch there.erm.some green colour nasi lemak.looks weird huh.but i ate it nonetheless.was hungry.so no choice.was busy in e afternoon.mayb cos its e end of e month le.everyone's like me.got their pay le.so spend spend spend.n mayb cos sch hols.den parents bring their kids out lor.i forgot to punch in today.haha.forgetful lil me.cut e garnish for e drinks today.think i over did it.heex.cut too many le.

during break.stayed ard tr.in e private room with uncle jun*laikuen.crapped most of e time.hmm.was trying to read some cheena book uncle jun had.sigh.couldnt read properly.shows tt i needa brush up on my cheena le.haven been touching cheena ever since my june paper.blueh.hmm.had some fries.n a bowl of chix coup.*yummy*.tt was my dinner.=((

worked again at 6.was alright la.but e restaurant began to get crowded at ard 7plus.ya.n today like short of staff lor.station 1 + 2 == angeline*graciana.station 3 + 4 + 9 == crystal*jerome.station 5 + 6 + 7 == ganes.yup.he's alone.n guess wat.we had to open e private room today.so he had to run e 3 stations ALONE!poor guy.hmm.tummy wasnt feeling well today.felt funny.hmm.

after work.ta bao-ed food home.used up all my HOSPO.bought like chez sticks*potato skins*chrispy chix tenderlions*blue ridge smokies.den took home potato suop*corn*beans*rice.alot of food hor.haha.den vincent treated me to potato skins.den i figured we wont be able to finish all those.so i gave one set of potato skins to ganes.since he liked it so so much.n i wont be able to treat him le.take it as a leaving gift lor.yup.see i so nice.heex.

went ard telling pple tt it was my last day.seems like nobody believed me.sigh.den when they saw next week's schedule.den they believe.hmm.linda*glibert will be going back tr to work next week.i think.saw their schedule.kpo me.heex.hmm.might be dropping by tr.erm.on e 8th or something lor.go have dinner or wat.see how things go ba.go back.purposely make things difficult for them.*throws back head n laugh evily*.

*yawn*.tired le.tmr might be goin shopping.again.haha.didnt get my phone today.sigh.*disappointed*.sigh.I WANA CHANGE MY PHONE!!argh.

gotta go le.goin to watch some anime my sis downloaded.

`signing off..
*muacks!*

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wasnt able to put this up on friendster.duno why.so gona put it up here.its a lil message to tiff.

oie girl.how u've been?looking at e pic makes me miss 4b'03 lots!ahh!esp chem lessons with mr yeo.heex.n all e nonsense we came up with just so that we could agitate him.lol.hmm.miss you n e rest lots!wonder when we'll meet.I WANA SEE YOUR PINK HAIR!!cant wait till e 8th.heex.lets go take lots neos!!

Saturday, May 29, 2004

awww.puss in boots is so cute!!watched shrek 2 today with pam*pris*shamin.

went shopping today.bought like 2 pairs of slippers.erm.2 tops.might be getting my phone tmr!heex.spending alot these 2 days.haha.tt's because i just got my pay!heex.

tmr will be my last day working at tr le.might be tao boa-ing food back for family.see how ba.

went tbp today.sigh.haven been there for so long le.lotsa changes made to e place.sigh.kind of brings back memories.sigh.argh!i'll rather not think!hmm.

kind of nothing to write le.

`nights!

p/s:puss in boots is soooooo cute!!!=))))))))

Friday, May 28, 2004

14 more days to my b'day!!
*hinthinthinthinthint*
i wana change my phone!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!

Thursday, May 27, 2004

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
he said...no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her
forever....and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he
cry, and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away, tears streamed down her
face..
the boy then grabbed her arm and said....

"You're not pretty you're beautiful."

"I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to
be with you forever."

"And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd
die..."


awww.....so sweet!!
just watched tv.they were talking abt sm.haha.so funny lor.duno wat.wear sch uniform la.play with whip la.n candles n stuff.lol.so nonsense lor.was watching with pris.

mum went to malaysia today.came back with lotsa durians!so i smell of durian now.argh!n i just had my bathe before i went to help her unload her car.argh!

just had durians.mum opened for me*pris.hmm.

went to work today.was late.as usual.seems like i'm always late nowadays.sigh.was busy la.but recently pple tend to some in ard 9plus.argh!closed side station + salad bar.AGAIN!!sigh.why is it always me?been doin it for so many days le.sigh.but no choice la.couldnt argue.since e thing came out le.sigh.so i guai� do lor.hmm.act had to close everything myself one.but luckily mr wee helped.cos he saw me doin so slowly.he help lor.blueh!

hmm.kind of lost of words now.argh!

hmm.i'm still considering whether i shld get a new phone nots.sigh.ahh!this is giving me a headache.sigh.

i wana go tr eat!haha.make all of e them serve me!lol.so evil hor.blueh!

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

haha.found e second part to e perfect bf thingy.this one is on e perfect gf.

Girls should not always critise about what guys
wear. We all know that we treasure our pride.

When guys have problems, don't make him sit
there
to listen to you. He probably wants to be alone.

When guys wear "comfortable clothing" like
bermudas and slippers, REMEMBER that no matter
what girls wear, guys would always say girls
look
good.

Girls should be soft and gentle. Guys LIKE it.

When girls have that "time of the month", don't
agitate the guy. IT IS NO EXCUSE to get angry.
It's going to continue on for most of your life.
CONTROL IT!

Girls want time with their girl friends. Guys
want time with their buddies too.

Girls should always wash their hair. Guys love
to
smell a girls hair. It's our way of showing
affection.

Guys are not bastards. When we have sex, we
involve our emotions too. Understand that. Or it
wouldn't be called "making love".

Don't expect a guy to always call girls, We WANT
to be PAMPERED too!

When guys are angry, it doesn't mean that we
don't love you. It's because we love you.

When you find a mistake in a guy, don't bombard
him in front of his buddies. Talk to him
privately. How do you like it when he does it to
you?

When guys smoke, remember, it's part and parcel
of life. Smoking doesn't change his attitude
towards you.

Girls should never get drunk. It reflects alot
on
you.

Lastly, don't ever think that the guy doesn't
love you. Guys do cry behind closed doors.

Remember, at the end of the day, we still love
each other

...
wokred today.as usual.hmm.did 1-4 den split.n started at 6 again.till 11.super tired ah!been doin closing for so many days le.wondering how e full timers can stand working till 11 every single day.sigh.

got new girl working le.indonesian.nus student.21 this yr.wat else do i noe ah.hmm.abt my height.sweet girl.kinda shy.hmm.loves to sing.just like me.erm.think her name is graciana.if i'm not wrong la.nice name hor.so unique.

during split when over to orchard towers with ganes.cos he wanted to buy big sweep.or something like tt la.chose e thing for him.hahaha.=)))).hope he wins!den we saw those $1 ice cream man.den he said he wanted.so i bought for him lor.cos he's shy.haha.got him a biscuit one.chocolate ice cream.he was eating happily until he dropped it!sigh.den he so gloomy.haha.like some kid like tt.kick e ice cream la.curse e ice cream la.hahaha.so funny lor.in e end we went to get another one.haha.this time we got e bread one.with chocolate chip ice cream!my fav!hmm.ate almost half of e ice cream.didnt eat e bread.cos dun like.blueh!sat outside there eating.

hmm.was busy today.just like yest lor.but like yest pple came in at ard 9plus.aiyo.e place like suddenly so crowded.sigh.closed side station + salad bar.again.this time derrick hepled me with e salad bar!smiles.lack of staff today.

gosh!i think tt's an insect in e room!ahh!hate insects!shoo!go away!

oh.this afternoon when i arrived.got this super long table!erm.28pple ah.super super long lor.they spent abt $900 lor!they dun even noe wat they ordered.haha.was kinda of shocked to see someone spend so much in a single meal!if only i had tt amt of money.sigh.if only....

was super hungry after work.but didnt have anything to eat.sigh.cos i gave e last loaf of bread to angeline*crystal.den soup.no more le.think crystal*jerome finished it.corn oso dun have.jerome took e last 2.sigh.so i was left without anything.came home hungry.a hungry man is a angry man.haha.derrick drove me home today.played with his NEW phone!i wana change phone too!!sigh.i'm still considering whether i shld get a new phone nots.cos if i get.den i wont be left with much to spend.sigh.see how things go ba.might go out this sat with pam*pris.cos they wana go out watch movie.might only.cos pris has no money!!hmm.

ok la.end of recalling today's events le.goin to do some quiz from friendster le.heex!

`missing you as usual.

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

back again.heex.trying to update my friendster thingy.hmm.it keeps screwing up.sigh.*shakes head*.hmm.

6 days till i stop working.hmm.might not even miss it.sigh.duno why.just seems like its not worth it lor.sigh.the pple i'll miss most have alreadly left the place le.so no point le.right?hmm.

talked to anscy today.told her abt my past.yup.she was so interested lorz.haha.kept asking n asking.but its ok la.just clear some of her doubts for her lor.haha.her daughter kept saying that she wans to be as small size as me n jocelyn.like why?not gd lor.so short.always get bullied.sigh.hmm.

sigh.seems like i'm getting more n more vulgar nowadays.n its all thanks to the influence from e pple at tr n you*.sigh.gotta restraint myself.hmm.not gd.*stares hard*.

hmm.listening to some jap songs on e desktop.like er?sigh.

gotta go shopping le.get some stuff for sch.den think gotta get jess's b'day present le.hmm.tt means more spending of money.sigh.goin to get new phone too!*yeah!*.at last!so tt means dun think i can save much for this month le.hahaha.den how am i goin to survive e next month?die!gotta go look for someone to support me le.hahaha.erm.sugardaddy?lol.hmm.

hmm.finished with e updating of friendster le.but e system is lagging.sigh.did this -->
patsy**

can also be called yuping**

turning 17 soon.

thinks tt elevenrawks!**

came to this lil world on e 10th of june**

awaiting for poly entrance**

short girl with big dreams**

self-appointed dreamer**

toneless singer**

slacker for life**

shuns posers n pple who take ages to reply a simple msg**

thinks her friends are great company!**

cries her heart out at http://dreamslacker.blogspot.com**

[[ + i c a n t s t o p s m i l i n g w h e n e v e r i t h i n k o f y o u ** =))+ ]]

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hmm.gotta go le.kind of late le.n i've got other things to do.yawn!

`signing off.
just came back from downstairs.went to buy food.argh!cos pris was hungry.den accompany her down lor.end up i oso bought food.haha!i'm such a glutton.haha.

worked today.hmm.was really busy la.kind of not packed until 9plus.aiyo.den pple came in.sigh.worked till 11 today.cleaned menu.had 1 whole hr to clean.so slowly clean lor.hmm.

gotta go le.needa go eat my $1 nasi lemak le.haha.n pam wans to use e com.

Monday, May 24, 2004

*excited*.might be meeting sm they all for a movie.erm.shld be watching harry potter.see kyrie in action!haha.been some time since i've last saw them le!=)))))

oh.btw.got a paper cut yest.argh!pain ah!hmm.was kinda irritated yest.sigh.dun wish to talk abt it.will just get irritated.again.hmm.was rather busy yest.cos e crowd came in altogether.ya.linda is back.she dropped by tr yest.david asked her to go back work.yup.she might come back next week.or after i've left.so guess she'll be e host le.so e rest dun have to worry abt being host.yup.

hmm.i keep thinking tt i'm fat these few days.argh!gotta go on a low-carbo diet le.*shakes head*.hmm.decrease my intake of potatoes!hmm.

work was alright today la.not really busy.hmm.closed side station + salad bar today.ganes helped me with e salad bar.yup.cos.....aiya.nvm ba.hmm.den finished the closing rather early.was suoer hungry lorz.den e soup was thrown away earlier than usual.so no soup for tonight.only had have loaf of bread.was munching away before i punched out.haha.hmm.

gotta wake up early tmr.sigh.but here i am still online.haha.guess i'll be lacking slp again.oh.btw i'll be STOPPING work next week le.so next week will be my last week at tr.so those who wans me to serve them do come k.lol.(^___^)

going off le.

`nights!

Sunday, May 23, 2004

A Gentleman and a Perfect BF !

Guys should ALWAYS send the girls home.. at
least..most of them..

Guys should NEVER make a Girl WAIT...

Guys should NEVER make empty promises.. The girl
will NEVER forget the incident when u did not
keep your promise.

Guys should Learn to wear Jeans.. Its more
presentable.. Dun go around town
wearing "Bermudas".. Or watever u call that
manz..

Guys should ALWAYS pay for the girl when out on
a date.. EVEN when ya not the girl's BF.. Its
onli the basic..

Guys should be MORE sensitive to a girl's
feelings..

Guys should NEVER neglect their GF just becoz of
their buddies..

Guys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their GF..

Guys should NEVER LIE.. coz the Girls r SMART
these days..

Guys should ALWAYS be the BEST in everything..
So that the Girl can learn from u.. but they
shld nt get arrogant..

Guys should be MORE Patient and Understanding
when its the "time of the MOnth" for the Girls..
They tend to haf MOOD SwIngs...

Guys should learn how to SHOW more AFFECTION
toward their loved ones

Guys should ALWAYS take the FIRST STep..

Guys should MAKE DECISIONS... Not say " dunno
lar"..or "anything lar.." Girls like guys who
can make decisions.. no matter if it's to decide
whr to eat n wat to do..

Guys should Try to send their GF home from sch
or work if they haf the time despite the
distance.. Besides SG isn't very big..

Guys should learn NOT to be toooo Messy... in
the things they do..

Guys should learn to call and sms their GF ani
time of the day/nite.. Basically to give their
GF the sense of SECURITY.. tts wat girls want
most from their BF..

Guys should try to let their GF know where and
wat they r doing all the time.. SO should da
Girls.

Guys should NEVER Flirt around too Much.. SG is
too small.. Everyone would know that ya a JErk..
Girls can gossip quite a lot..

Guys should learn to be more Passionate..

Guys should be SMART, Quickwilled and
STRONGWILLED..

Real Guys DO CRY.. they haf feelings too.. But
dun CRY to Often.. Coz its NOT very manly..
Besides ya be known as a WIMP..

Guys should KNOW wat their GFs like n dislk..

Guys should know their GF contact NumberSSsss by
Heart...

Guys should never give excuses like
- SOrry I fell asleep..
- Sorry I was caught in a jam..
- Sorry my hp batt was FLAT..
- Opps.. I didn't know that..
- Oh i forgot...

Guys should Never use phrases like
- ya not angry r u? (when its OBVIOUS tt she is)
- I dun like it.. ( when u haven't even tried )
- I dun like them ( when u haven't even met
them )

Guys should always TRY new things and learn to
adapt..

Guys should ALWAYS make a good impression on the
Girls' Parents..

Guys should know how to make their GF happy..

Guys should be DARING to meet ani of their GF's
friends, relatives.. blah blah...

Guys should never make their GF beg them to do
anything..it's juz not right..

Guy should Learn to behave themselves at times..

Guys should be Fun, Talkative, Outgoing.. etc..

Guys should Never force their GF to do anithing
that they dun want to..

Guys should always talk to their GF about their
made-decisions.. and ask them how they feel abt
it..

Guys should NEVER expect a GIRL to correct them
when everything is WRONG..

Guys should NEVER be Ignorant!
something's wrong with friendster.again.sigh.argh!my testimonials are missing again.cant read my messages.sigh.
26 ThInGs A sWeEt GuY wOuLd Do

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair BUT you always notice.

3. Stick up for you but still be respectful of your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.

5. Come up behind you, put his arms around you, squeeze you tightly against his chest, and whisper softly into your ear

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hands will always find yours.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but knows when to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.

14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.

16. Smile alot.


17. Plan a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally do just b/c he knows it means alot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.

21. Always give you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each other's company- even when friends are watching.

22. Sing even if he can't

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason

26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs just b/c he loves you enough to quit!!


got this from an email.haha.lets hope its true ba.lol

Thursday, May 20, 2004

did opening today with laikuen.was supposed to do opening with ganes tmr.but no.david had to change it.so i wont be doing opening le.sigh.cos he says he's very afraud of me making mistakes in front of tt big shot from america.sigh.am i tt not trustable?was looking forward to tmr's opening.n david had to spoil my mood.sigh.

came home stragiht after work.didnt felt like lingering abt there.ya.didnt stay to eat oso.cos david ordered food ma.he asked whether i wana eat nots.i just shook my head.just wasnt in the mood to eat.

hmm.working 4 ah.cos they having meeting.n he needs someone to serve them.isnt tt e same thing as me doin opening?argh!cant be bothered le.see how ba.might not go to work this weekend.cos its like they count e pay until e 21st.n this fri is e 21st.so no point me goin down to work on sat + sun ma.n its only like 10hrs lor.so if i work.i'll have to collect tt $50 next month lor.no point ma.see how la.

oh.i forgot to mention tt tt big shot from america came down this evening.haha.weveryone so stressed.dun dare to talk much.haha.so funny lor.was super anxious.was afraid of doin something wrong.heex.

hmm.been having tummy ache since this morning.kind of a on n off thingy.sigh.couldnt rest during my break oso.sigh.not feeling too well again le.argh!

ok ba.gotta go dream abt my v200 le.blueh.might get it after i get my pay$$.*broad smile!*.

`love ya..

Wednesday, May 19, 2004


awwww.so sweet.
Friendster
(1) What is your full name?: ppgp
(2) Are you happy with it?: ya.
(3) Are you named after anyone?: er.myself?
(5) Your screenname: pAtSy**
(6) Would you name a child of yours after u?: nah.den it will be so werid.patsy junior?
(7) Wat wld u name ur children?: melody?ginger?
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite
sex, what would your name be?: sprite?lol.
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who
would that be?: er.all my frens.try out all e diff names.
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that
people do with your name?: pepsi.pad.
(12) Your gender: female
(13) Straight/gay/bi? : was crk.now straight.
(14) Single?: single but not available
(15) What do you want to be when u grow up?: used to be lawyer.now guess i'll have to be interior designer le.
(16) Your birthdate: 10th june!
(17) Age: 17 this yr.
(18) Age you act: erm.11-12?
(20) Your height: its a secret!!
(21) The color of your eyes: hazel
(22) Happy with it?: ya.
(23) The color of your hair: slightly brown.might streak it with pink soon!
(24) Happy with it?: ok ba.
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous?: righty
(26) Your living arrangement?: with papa n mama
(27) Your family: not bad.
(28) Have any pets?: used to.not anymore.my bro ate all of them.lol.
(29) What's your job: SLACKER!
(30) Piercings?: yar.
(31) Tattoos?: thinking abt it.
(32) Obsessions?: slping.
(33) Addictions?: plently.
(35) Do you speak another language?: ya.cheena.lol.
(36) Have a favorite quote?: no one is alone.
(37) Do you have a webpage?: diary considered as one?
[DO YOU..]
(38) -mystery question-
(39) Do drugs? nah.think its stupid
(40) Read the newspaper? sometimes.
(41) Pray?: occasionally.
(42) Go to church?: nope.
(43) Talk to strangers?: ...
(44) Sleep with stuffed animals? ya!
(45) Take walks in the rain?: ya.its so romantic!
(46) Talk to people even though you hate them? nope.
[HAVE YOU EVER..]
(47) Liked your voice?: haha.ya.i'm zi lian
(48) Hurt yourself?: nope.thinks its very very stupid!
(49) Been out of the country?: yar.
(50) Eaten something that made other people
sick?: no ba.not tt i can think of.
(51) -mystery question-
(52) Been unfaithful?: nope.
(53) Been in love?: ya.sigh.
(54) Sell drugs?: no.
(55) Gone skinny dipping?: no.
(56) Had a medical emergency?: no.
(57) Had a surgery?: no.
(58) Ran away from home?: no.
(59) Played strip poker?: no.but it sounds interesting.
(60) Gotten beaten up?: nope.
(61) Beaten someone up?: my bro?
(62) Been picked on?: sometimes.
(63) Been on stage?: yup.
(64) Shoe brand?: adidas
(65) Brand of clothing?: er.
(66) Cologne/perfume?: white musk.
(67) What are you normally wearing to
school/work?: er.depends on mood ba.
(68) How about parties? erm.clothing?
(69) Wear hats?: no.
(70) Judge other people by their clothing?: sometimes.
(71) Wear make-up?: depends on whom i'm goin out with.
(72) Favourite place to shop?: no particular place.
(73) Favourite article of clothing?: huh?
(74) Are you trendy?: haha.someone said i'm not.
(75) Would you rather wear a uniform to
school?: yar.kinda miss wearing uniform!ahhh!
[AMIGOS]
(76) Do you have any gay/lesbian
friend?: ya.
(77) Who are your best friends?: sm,sy,tiff,xz
(78) Who's the one person that knows most about
u?: sm
(79) Your favourite inside joke?: ...
(80) Thing you're picked on most about?: my height.
(81) Who's your longest known friend???: sm
(82) Newest?: too many le.
(83) Shyest?: none.mayb not with me.
(84) Funniest?: ...i think all of them are funny.
(85) Sweetest?: all my frens are as sweet as candy!
(86) Closest?: sm,sy,tiff,xz
(87) Weirdest?: all of them
(88) Smartest?: sm!

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

just woke up.was supposed to meet you this morning.but couldnt get up.sigh.such a pig.was on the phone with you till 6plus ba.most of e time was kind of in a very lousy mood.sigh.duno la.

argh.having tummy ache now.mayb cos i've only had chocolates to eat.since i've woke up.argh!

talking to xuezhen now.been awhile since we've talked.talking to her abt wat happened during e weekend.haha.so nonsense.

ok la.gotta go le.

`signing off...
was browsing thru some stuff n found this!!

taken during e chalet.haha.
dalaopo.e laogong.erlaopo
sanlaopo.xiaolaopo.
heex!just help pris with her bloggie!*gloats*.heex.sense of accomplishment.haha.just realised tt i'm very very into pink nowadays.haha.bimbotic.*whee!*
just had some $1 naksi lemak.bought from downstairs.cos didnt had a proper meal since this morning.ya.so tt was my breakfast + lunch + dinner + supper!argh!this isnt e way to lose weight.sigh.but didnt had e mood to eat.hmm.

worked till 11 today.goin to be off tmr.den gotta work everyday le.cos got some big shot from America coming to do spot check.sigh.so gotta do everything to 100%.yup.might drop by tr tmr.gotta pass jayson something.see how ba.cos they'll be leaving this wed.flying back to the philippines le.sigh.gona miss them.but its inevitable tt they've gotta leave.so might as well wish them all the best in whatever they do.*smiles*.

hmm.still deciding whether i should just get a new phone + line.or save up e money.n spend it on clothing!!argh!my sisters have been nagging at me ever since i got back n said i wana get a new phone.sigh.*headache*.

er.cant rem what i wana write le.been having a very short memory nowadays.sigh.*scratches head*.

i wana play the sims!!

sigh.siging off le.go find something better to do.shall blog again if i rem what i wanted to write.yup.

`nights!

got this from friendster

Message:

1. Will u love the person back who once
hurt u??

Ans: i did.sigh.

2. Will u go out on a date with a person u know??

Ans: er.maybe.

3. Would u steal the person u love most from ur
friend??

Ans: nope.

4. What's the nicest thing you'll do for love??

Ans: love tt person with all my heart.

5. What's the least thing you'll do for love??

Ans: er.pretend tt none of it existed.

6. Will u give ur ex a second chance??

Ans: i did.countless times.

7. What was the best thing you've done for
him/her??

Ans: i duno.*shrugs*.

8. If u get stuck in an elevator with your ex,
what will you do??

Ans: just remain calm.n have a talk ba.n while till someone comes to save us.

9. Will u give ur partner a big kiss in front of
many people??

Ans: er?

10. If ur ex fooled u once, will u give another
set of trust on her/him??

Ans: i did.sigh.i'm such a foolish girl.

11. What will u do if u caught ur partner with
someone else inside her/his room or bed??

Ans: scream.cry.slap.breakup.

12. If you were given a choice.. Would u drink
a bottle of wine one-on-one with ur partner or
with ur crush only the two of u inside the room??

Ans: haha.can i try both?

13. If you can only save one person on a
crashing plane, who would it be?? Ur crush, Ur
ex or Ur partner??

Ans: partner.

14. You are with your partner at a party.
Your ex asked you to dance with her/him even
for a couple of minutes. Will u dance with
her/him knowing ur partner is right there beside
you??

Ans: nope.

15. Will u still give a present to ur ex on
her/his very special occassion??

Ans: depends ba.if its some impt function.

16. If u hear the word "love". Who comes into ur
mind first??

Ans: hearts.muacks!.huggies.

17. You won 2 tickets for a concert. Who would
you invite? Your partner, ur ex or ur crush??

Ans: depends on wat concert.either partner or frens.

18. Would u do a big favour for ur ex, now that
you're already friends??

Ans: er.maybe.

19. Now, who u are thinking of right now?? Ur
partner, ur ex or ur crush??

Ans: someone special....

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Purest Of Pain by Son By Four
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...
argh!tired!worked for 8hrs today.started at one.throat is still in pain.flu's not any better.sigh.so was kinda working n feeling sick at e same time.argh!terrible feeling!feeling as though there's something stuck at my throat there.ahhh!kind of losing my voice as well.uncle jun says i look very pale.sigh.mayb i'm really sick le.

think i've passed e flu to pris.haha.she's been sneezing the whole day!gd!then tt means i'm gona get well soon!*yeah!*.

jessamine*golda came down to tr today.took photos with them.er.n with jayson oso!golda gave me a keychain!yup.gave my a peck on the cheek too!heex.wrote a msg on her t-shirt!haha.jessamine kissed me oso.in a friendly way la.hmm.hugged all of them before they left.gona miss them!hmm.they'll be flyin back to the philippines soon.

kind of broke.again.left with only abt $43.sigh.why does it seem like i'm always broke?sigh.guess i've spend too much le.bought a new pair of jeans.heex=)).sigh.goin out this weekend some more.how to survive?argh.

my flu is back.argh!

ok.will be working tmr too.doin closing.again.did caddies + menu today.but luckily got audrey to help me with the menu!yup.oh.btw i accidentally cut myself yest.sigh.still hurts.n occasionally bleeds.

there's a bug in the room.ahh!hate bugs!scared of them!sigh.

oh.n its pris's 22th birthday!so happy birthday k!

`signing off.

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

blogger changed its layout.feels weird.still not used to it.hmm.pam's singing + complaining.she's feeling hot.

sigh.didnt go to work today.wasnt really feeling well.had sore throat.den i keep sneezing.until now.sigh.called tr at ard 930am.to say i wasnt goin to work.roy picked up e call.yup.he said he'll inform sally.guess one of the managers is off today.hmm.after tt woke up at ard 11plus.not feeling any better.sigh.had to go pay my sch fees.n take my xray.mum came along.sigh.went down holland v first.den went down to orchard.e xray took some time.cos gotta wait n stuff.

will have to get up early tmr.have to go down to sp for e enrollment.n e thing is at 8am!!argh!so i'll have to get up at ard 630am to get ready.den leave e hse at abt 730am like tt.will be working tmr.sigh.will be working from tmr till thurs.cos fri on i cant work.heex.got something on.yup.

my nose is killing me!ahhh!*screams!*.cant take it anymore.sigh.been holding on to a box of tissue e whole day.hmm.tt scene seems farmiliar ah.haha.someone did e exact something in sch before.haha.rem cos i took tissue from her.hmm.

will be goin shopping soon.gettin a new pair of jeans.mayb new pair of slippers.see how ba.cant spend much oso.gotta try to save up for a rainy day le.since i'll be quitting soon.sigh.dun wana quit.but got no choice.hmm.when i stop working le.gotta depend on people to yang me le.heex.can be tai� le.*dreams*.

gotta stop dreaming n get back to reality le.-reality check-.hmm.

both my sis are aslp le.no.to be exact my whole family is aslp le.esp me la.yup.sigh.must have slept too much when i got home just now.sigh.now cant slp.n e thing is.i have to get up early tmr!argh!hate it when something like this happens!

oh btw.tiff will be flying off to HK tmr.

[tiff!]go hk.dun forget to get something for me k.gona miss ya lots when u're there!*muacks!*.enjoy urself.miss me too k.

Monday, May 10, 2004

my nose hurts!argh!worked today.was supposed to start at 12pm.but i only got up at 12pm!!ahh!rushed like mad.reached there at 1230pm.so i only split at 330pm.was rather crowded.started again at 6pm.sigh.super tired!lucky wasnt busy.

ahhh.super no mood le.cos my mum like scolded me.again.on e way home.i oso duno why e hell she's scolding me.aiya.she wans me to stop working le.so tt means i really have to choice but to quit le.nvm ba.since i was thinking abt quitting at e end of the month le.better let david noe tmr ba.

*screams my head off*..

Saturday, May 08, 2004

jsut had a brownie!yummy!e super expensive brownie.er.think its abt $2.80 per piece!so my mouth now is full of chocolate!heex!=)).love tt brownie!=)))).

had quite alot to eat today.had one quarter of a burger!er.2 chez sticks!my fav!er.potato skins!a few blue ridge ribs.beans.fries!heex.cos derrick cooked for us to eat!yup.den we all share lorz.

was supposed to end work at 10.but got extended till 1030pm.didnt wan to.but had no choice.cos e place was really packed.had a queue till like abt 945pm.argh!n we were short of staff today.cos callen*wencen*eugene couldnt make it.sigh.did station 1 + 2 with golda today.dehua do host.crystal*laikuen did station 3 + 4 + 9.ganes station 5 + 6.sigh.was super tired today!thought could stop at 10.but got extended.ah!sigh.worked e whole day le lor!still ask me to extend.why me?sigh.nvm ba.had delicious stuff to eat.so no complains.

my sis is standing in front of the mirror playing with her hair!haha.trying to make it look better!hahahahaha.helmet head!wahahaahhaahhaha.i'm still waiting for my hair to get longer!before i do anything to it.sigh.*impatient*.sigh.

this song has been stuck in my head for quite some time.maybe because it has been playing non stop for e past few days at tr.n tt purest of pain song oso!argh!

Back At One by Brian McKnight
Its undeniable...that we should be together...
Its unbelievable how I used to say that i'd fall never
The basis is need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real...
If all things in time, time will reveal...
Yeah...

One...you're like a dream come true...
Two... jus wanna be with you...
Three... girl its plain to see...that your the only one for me...
Four...repeat steps one to three...
Five... make you fall in love with me...
If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One.(yeah)

So Incrediable...the way things work themselves out...
And all emotional, once you know that its all about babe...
And undesirable...for us to be apart...
Never would of made it very far...
Cause you know that you got the keys to my heart
Cause...

One...you're like a dream come true
Two... jus wanna be with you
Three... girl its plain to see..that your the only one for me
Four...repeat steps one to three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One......

Say farewell to the dark night...I see the coming of the sun...
I feel like a little child..whose life has jus begun...
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine...
You threw out the life line...just in the Nick of Tiimmmeeee.....

One...you're like a dream come true
Two... jus wanna be with you
Three... girl its plain to see..that your the only one for me..girl and...
Four...repeat steps one to three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One.

patsyissingingnonstop!heex

Friday, May 07, 2004

was bored so i did a quiz for u all to take! http://patelevenrawks.friendtest.com/
have watched e show dawn of the dead.was supposed to watch with you.but ended watching it with ganes*eugene.sigh.wasnt really scary.cos i had one guy on each side to protect me!hahaha!

e show was kind of a disappointment!sigh.wat a waste of cash!argh!

have been in a very bad mood nowadays.sigh.keep offending people.making people sad.making people tolerate my childish tempers.sigh.

imjustabratwithachildishtemper

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

just realised how long i haven since i've last wrote le!guess i'm either too busy.or i cant be bothered anymore.sigh.enteries are getting shorter n shorter.cant rem wat i wana write.sigh.-scatter brain-.

was supposed to have my off day today.but.had to take over someone's shift.er.callen couldnt work.den david ask me to work.cant complain.cos.i willingly took up "the offer".need cash!so.ya.work more lor.so this means i'm gona be superwoman this week!wont have any more off days!

n tmr doin opening.with ganes.gotta buy breakfast for david.n have to do the layout thingy for him tonight.den pass it to him tmr morning.yup.hmm.after tt think during my split going for a movie.yup.gona watch dawn of the dead!!!!!yeah!at last!was supposed to meet xuezhen+her bf tmr.but she couldnt make it.cos she got angklung practice.sigh.nvm ba.another time lor!hmm.

my sis's on the phone.sigh.duno la.she's in a pmsy mood.

my eldest sis went to cut her hair!now she looks like a ball/helmet head!hahahaha.super ugly lor.i'm such a baddie!saying such things abt her hairstyle.blueh.

hmm.work was ok la.wasnt really busy at first.den ard 730 like tt.people started to come.think i noe why its been so busy le.cos everyone just got paid!n they're spending it on delicious food!hahaha.had like 4 tables for 7 lor!den got quite a no of regular guest came.worked till abt 10 like tt.den punched out.had baked potato soup.argh.such a sin.so fattening.gotta cut down le.gaining weight like nobody's business.ahh!hmm.

oh!siaomei is back!!!whee!miss her so much!heard tt she got a shirt for me!*smiles*.muacks!.thanks k!hope can meet up with ya soon.

tr is playing tt purest of pain song.sigh.used to like it alot.but some things happened.n i started to dislike it.sigh.listening to it brings back alot of unhappy memories.sigh.

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

argh.i'm online in e middle of e night again.sigh.cant change this terrible habit of mine.hmm.did opening today with jessamine.bought breakfast down.cos i like owe david a breakfast.so no choice.sigh.hmm.wasnt really busy la.quite ok only.after tt me*jessamine*golda*callen went walk�.took some funny neoprints!haha.was so much fun n tiring too!haha.might go take with them again next week.yup.hmm.started work at 6pm.not busy at all!totally siansified!.............

Monday, April 26, 2004

dreamingofyou*imissyou*
ok.here i am.online in the middle of the night.AGIAN.but hey.i'm off tmr.so who cares?ok.lets recap wat happened this weekend.

friday
did opening with jerome.reached tr super early.guess i left the hse abit too early.hehe.showed adrian e layout thingy they wanted.he needed me to make a few amendments.den i'll have to pass it to david on tues.did bar opening.alone!hehe.my first bar opening.without the supervision of someone else!hehe.*congrats!*.hmm.as we started doing opening rather early.so we finished the setting super early too!hmm.was really busy la.quite ok.hmm.i tried to slp during my split.but.couldnt lehz.sigh.n it was raining lorz.so e whole restaurant was SUPER cold lorz!aiyo.hmm.nth much happened le.

saturday
went back to stc for e speech n prize thingy.woke up super early lorz!although it felt like a wasted trip.but was glad tt i could meet up with jess*kyrie*sy*xuezhen.*smiles*.sat next to xuezhen during e whole thing.cos we were supposed to sit according to our ccas.yup.was supposed to sit next to her too.but.........hmm..

after tt when to e canteen for some buffet thingy.didnt eat much.stayed in sch until like 1 like tt with xuezhen*delia*bunkie*sharon.cos couldnt meet someone.n i didnt want to head home tt early.so i lingered in sch.crapped most of e time.heex.been some time since we all sat down n talk nonsense le.esp after wat happened last yr.sigh.aiya.forget it le la.hmm.oh!i even had a chat with mr yeo.heex.cos he was sitting alone.as usual.so i went over to pei him.talked for quite some time ah.den he finished his rice le.so i went back to look for xuezhen they all.hmm.crapped.again.went to e hard court to sit.they sat.i lied down.was super tired lorz.

reached home at abt 2plus.den went to slp.woke up at ard 7.dad woke me up.cos had to eat dinner le.after tt.watched tt hitler dvd i borrowed with pris.watched till like 9plus.shamin called ask whether we all wana go watch movie nots.i dun mind.since is pple treat one!heex.went to watch the 50 first dates.went with pris*shamin*his fren*jeremy.e show was at 135am!so we had to linger ard town for 2hrs like tt.sigh.rotted at yoshi.den went to some cafe.e brownie there was DELICIOUS!hmm.e show was funny lorz.but kinda sweet too.ya.but sad to say.i didnt watch it with you*.

oh.saw this bike on fire.at e open air car park opp cine.all of us just stood there n look.wondering how on earth e fire started.hmm.

did i mention tt sy cut her hair?now so funky ah!haha.

today
went to work.was busy at all.by ard 9o'clock.we only had like 5 tables left!sigh.so we were all doin our closing at 9pm.lk*jerome did e caddies.like refill everything ah.top up lor.callen*golda did e side station + salad bar.they removed every single thing on e shelves n clean e whole place.callen had to climb onto e side station.so scary lorz.ya.after work derrick gave us some food.had skillet cookie!heex.

ok ba.gotta go le.gona use e phone le..

`signing off.

havebeendreamingofyou*lately=)))

Friday, April 23, 2004

off to bed i go..

zzzzz...
ahhh!doin opening tmr.n i'm still here.ahhh!sigh.guess i'll have to slp less tonight le.blueh=p.will rest tmr during my split.yup.

sigh.was looking thru my stuff.n i found some certain things.things tt made my tear.sigh.

foundcomfortinhercushion