jeremy jessica me.(:
with love, me. (:

i love my cousins!(:
with love, me. (:

jerome me.i have no idea why we're holding the rackets.so dont ask.
with love, me. (:

me n jocelyn.
with love, me. (:

mini us.(:
with love, me. (:

me.(:
with love, me. (:

photos.

been looking at old photos recently.yup.(:

kinda miss those days ba.

start of hols.

got this from yixian's blog.
- yixian. CEO of 38 woman club(san ba fu nu hui) cum kbox queen cum xian mei
- peishan. vice CEO of 38 woman club cum da jie of DID 02
- sherrie. secretary of 38 woman club cum rock n stone cum obasan cum lom jiam past
- patsy. treasurer of 38 woman club cum self obssessed freak cum xiaobai
- kamini. e daidee queen! u wana declare yrself as member of 38 woman club so u have a longer title? hahaha...
- chua nam ngee. chairperson of 38 woman club cum nanny cum nam nam
- clement. i dun know. some1 from 38 woman club gif him a title n membership to join e club. wahaha. he's gonna faint.
- wee soon. this cs freak as well

this is like the board of directors for the 3 8 fu nu hui.lolx.hm.so mayb its time i should start crowning everyone.n make them join the club.lolx.

hmm.so its e start of the hols.hmm.n i'm B R O K E! how great is tt?lolx.

am bored!guess i should start looking for a job eh?at least i'll be occopied.n not stoning away.lolx.hmm.i need a job!argh!

*yawn.am scanning some photos.ok.its not some.its ALOT!like the whole collection.yup.cos they're those really old photos.n they're actually losing colour.so we're scanning them.to keep a copy in this desktop.yup.its such a tedious job.*yawn.3 done.with like another 30 more to go?*faints.

shall just contine tmr.am tired.the scanner is giving off funny noises too!

i like so wana go out.but have no cash!argh!hate it when i'm broke.25 more days till my next allowance date.sighs.i wonder wat i spent on?hmm.this coming thurs is pam's bday.gotta spend.den sm's bday is just ard e corner too.going to spend again.argh.am so dead.lolx.hmm.

guess i'll try to stay home as much as i can ba.dun wana spend much oso.hmm.i kinda miss . . . . . . .hmm.but see how first ba.

den think we're going to organise a chalet.or bbq cum stay over at yixian's place or something ba.hmm.everything's not confirmed yet.hmm.

towned.

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!

had my crs test today.was alright.i guess.

towned with the 38 aunties' club.plus weesoon.clement.nam ngee.was supposed to WINDOW SHOPPING!but i ended home with a bag!argh!am lousy at controlling myself.

first stop far east.looked at clothings.saw this handbag i kinda liked.but didnt get it.yixian bought it.den another one.a smaller one this time.but they ALL said tt i just didnt SUIT me!sighs.): they said it was too mature for me.sighs.): sherrie tried to find a top.in vain.took neoprints.(: i love neoprints!haven taken with them for ages!(:

next stop hmv.took neoprints.again.lolx.(: FOUND A BAG I LIKE AND SUITED ME!lolx.(: but its was costly.its $32!so.i'm officially broke.n its only e beginning of e month!argh!anyone has any job lobangs?

last stop.taka.went to have tacopachi!yum.(: n saw chua nam ngee's bro!hmm.they definately DO NOT look alike!hmm.didnt really see his face.cos 3/4 of his face was blocked by his mask.but i think he should be alright ba.hmm.n home we went.

so i've a new bag.am cashless.have guitar lessons tmr.n have yet to decide wat to wear.haix.

*drum rolls. introducing the board of directors of the 3 8 fu nu hui.(:
with love, me. (:

movie

so we cleared our desk today.hmm.realised how much trash i had on my table.i could fill a BIG(A1 sized) plastic bag.lolx.hmm.brought all the unneeded stuffs home.n back to sch again.had to complile my stuff.for submission.hmm.

after tt westmall-ed.with sherrie.dajie.yixian.suwei.clement.namngee.weesoon.had bk!(: *yum.decided to catch a movie.hmm.ms congeniality 2.(: not bad.worth it ba.had quite a few laughs.(: arcaded with them.we were stucked on this game.the photo hunt!lolx.we were trying so hard to get to tt top spot.lolx.

went for a lil shopping.yixian wanted to get a bag.yup.

met babe for dinner.met his bro n dasao.so qian eh?hmm.came home.nearly met my mum on the way.lolx.think she didnt see us ba.cos she didnt ask me anything.*prays.btw if you're thinking why i'm so worried.mum doesnt know tt babe rides.

the eye 10.

had kbox session with da 3 8 fu nu hui.plus kamini clement and babe.was alright la.was playing daidee.like whatever lorx.we're like always playing tt.anywhere.anytime.lolx.(:

after tt met ding guo shuan at west mall.had dinner.my height was like the joke of the moment.sighs.decided to catch a movie."the eye 10".

so wat can i say abt tt movie.firstly.its not a horror flim.its more like a comedy.hmm.lots laughing sences.secondly.i didnt realy enjoyed it.cos e row behind us was JUST TOO NOISY!argh.stupid guys!den then.some of e sences were kinda L A M E.like grannys and grandads were laughing and clapping at people break dancing in the middle of e housing corridor.like er?sighs.outta 5.i'll give 1.or mayb less than tt.sighs.its SO NOT WORTH $6.50.not to mention $8.50.argh!

spent way too much this weekend.sighs.have got to save up le.cos gotta spend antoher $40.shucks!have to get tt A1 file.): damn tt jian liang liang.first he said we could make our own.now he wans us to get one.cos he says he wans to standardise.argh!make us spend another $40!): am so broke again next month.sighs.

bad day?

hmm.so how's my day been?

bad.or should i say not going e way i want it to.hmm.

although had great time with sherrie n suwei at e arcade.(: no doubt abt tt.hmm.was like playing street fighter with sherrie.n we were making so much noise.lolx.

den e rest of e day has either been boring/sianx or lousy.sigh.):

what a sad life i'm living.

to kamini
eh girl.read from ur blog u had ur crit today.aiyah!i so wanted to watch it!damn it!but nvm.guess u had a 'gd' crit eh?lolx.(: great job k!(:

am so D E A D for intech.

outing.

hmm.think we're going ice-skating this sat.whee.(:

):

my fairytale is just not going to happen.

SHIT!

have been stoning the whole weekend! am in such S H I T.

have my crit to prepare.my intech to study.my astro presentation to prepare.sigh.so many things to do.so little time.

arent i a contradicting girl.last few posts i have been rejocing abt e project being over n stuff.tt i can finally relax.but now.i finally realised tt i have so many things to be done.great!

dinner at jurong. (:
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schedule for this coming week.

ok.so my project is over.what am i to do?
this is my schedule for da coming week.
mon. submission for A1 panel.
tues. MY CRIT! *worries.
wed. am going to rot in sch. cos we have to be in sch. ): (mum's flying off to hk with granny and e aunts. so am home alone with dad.)
thurs. having astro presentation. wish us luck k. (we mistook our presentation date. lolx.)
fri. gd fri. (: (mayby an outing? lolx.)
sat. no plans for now. but i think as usual.
sun. home. slp. (am such a pig. lolx.)

cat crying?

just got back.yawn.

been out e whole day.babe woke me up at 8plus nearly 9.bathed.got ready.n waited.picked me up at 10.den had to go down to cmpb.he had to sign somethings.

yawn.

den went over his place.had breakfast.den we feel aslp.bluehx.

met his frens for dinner.went to some restaurant at jurong bird park there.hmm.not bad ba.(: had mango pudding!!(:

hmm.got back.n saw a a kitty crying.so poor thing.think it got abandon.poor kitty.

OVER!

ITS OVER!!!!!

ok.mayb not really over la.cos i still got submission this coming mon.sianx.n i still have my crit n intech test.sigh.so spoil mood.but nvm.at least i dun have to ruch like mad anymore.(:

backstabbing?

sometimes some people start backstabbing others without know.they dont notice it.

i'm in search of my eyecandy.lolx.i need motivation to get my butt off da bed.lolx.

anyone?

i'm such a slacker.

away

would be away.comp's down.

sighs.

oh my gawd!! mr yeo has finally accepted my friendster request.lolx.he's still one of my fav teachers.(:

hmm.guess this weekend's kbox session is a lil not successful.): nobody seems to be in da mood.sigh.so till now.its me sherrie n da kbox queen.argh.

yea!

YEAH!!!

kbox session this sat with da girls!(:

kbox.

kbox session next saturday.anyone?

ahhh.i think i really needda go kbox-ing soon.i needa sing my heart out.intech is killing me.(although i haven done much.bluehx.)hurry.someone save me!!

(: whee~

guess what.

i finally cut my hair.lolx.like after so long.lolx.whee.(:

but.i kinda regret cutting my fringe.): nvm.regrets are meant to be.lolx.am in such a gd mood.nothing will spoil it now.(:

hmm.e movie i wana watch.e "a very long enagement" is M18.like arghhh.it has tt guy tt both sherrie n myself both agree tt he's cute.(: too bad we arent going to able to watch it.):

haven done anything for my intech.yet.shall do later.since babe is out.at least i got time to do.hmm.actually him being out is a gd thing ba.i get time for myself.hmm.yea.mayb he should go out more often.now tt i have such a thinking.lolx.i get to do things i want eh?hmm.not bad too.

ok ba.ending here.gotta do my intech before.lehning goh decides to make me cry.lolx.nights.

sighs.

guess our kbox session has been cancelled.cos tt someone cant make it.):

ahhh!!

yixian threatened me today! she said she wants to burn my apartment down!! *runs ard screaming.

hmm.so ok.did some astro work today.with sherrie.
peishan n peishan's fren.chunmeng was ard too.cos he wanted to do his viz.played cards for awhile.with kamini.was so nonesense.lolx.

n we decided tt we'll be having a kbox outing soon.mayb next week.heex.cos of certain reasons.lolx.shhh.but duno lehx.cos someone canot confirm.hmm.

whee~ (:

something unexpected happen today.hmm.someone i didnt expect to added me onto their msn list.was shocked i must say.hmm.but i dont even know if its true anot.nvm.shall wait n see.

i'm in love with my apartment! (:
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cadp

hmm.ok.finally cadp is over!! (: like finally.

hmm.gotta do my intech le.stupid kitchen drawings.argh.

did abit of my viz today.(: i'm falling in love with my apartment.(:

movieeee

finding neverland
anyone?

hmm.

i'm such a slacker.heex.(((((:

am doing nothing for my project at the moment.cos i'm too darn lazy to get myself to on the microstation thingy.lolx.but tts basically me.hmm.guess tmr we're going to pon astro.again.lolx.u cant blame us.hmm.think we picked e wrong gem eh?!oh ok.just confirmed with peishan.we're meeting at 9am tmr.lolx.astro starts at 8am?!lolx.

hmm.finally did my cdap stuff le.finished it!yea!printed it out on a1.n it looks alright ba.hmm.dun wana reprint.hmm.shall do my detailing for my kitchen tmr.(:

hmm.am i really alright?why do i keep getting this weird feeling?hmm.cant really explain it.sigh.makes me lost.): am i really fine?am i speaking e truth?sigh.sad to say.i, myself, dont know!):

is this a passing phase?

Why Would Gals Cry ??

If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life.
If you let her go, she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily,except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she love you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please hold her hands firmly,she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up,maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you,
When she cry bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,
In front of you,
And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,the pain,hurt,n agony have become too big a burdento be kept inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

taken from jocelyn's blog.(:

movies.

hmm.ok.so i got some really extreme comments abt hide n seek.so mayb next on my list is 'finding neverland' or 'howl's moving castle'.

anyone?

purest of pain.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...

hmm.

ok.seems like i'm finally getting better.which is a gd thing isnt it?hmm.

but guess i seriousely needa think abt things le.yup.

cos i still feel so second best.):

"honesty as the best policy?
the truth hurts.
tears have been shed.
hearts broken."

baby's bday.(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRINCE!!! (:

ok.its not officially his bday yet.yup.but just wishing him ba.hmm.

ok.been such a spoiled brat today.sigh.i hereby apologise to the birthday boy.yup.

SORRY!

hmm.talk abt public apology?hmm.

(:

yea! the bbq is finally confirmed! (:

ray.(:

ok.great! another week spent without doing any work! such a slacker!lolx.hmm.

yest
was out e whole day.babe came over in e morning to meet me.waited for me to bathed den sat ard for awhile.den we left for queenstown tt area.cos he had to something with da bike.yup.got there.n sat.n waited.sigh.): hmm.den we headed down east coast.cos i had to book e bbq pit.n i got it.(: was lucky i suppose.got e last pit of tt area.yup.

den he wanted to bath n change.so went to his place.hmm.had dinner there.cos his mum bought dinner back.but didnt eat much.

babe.me.shuan.ding guo.tonah.kelu.n esplanade.(: n river ang bao.

saw jocelyn

movied with babe.shuan.ding guo.erjie n shamin ali.(: watched ray.not bad.i must say.(: next on my list "hide n seek".

hide n seek anyone?

crs

got back my crs marks today.got 37/50.hmm.quite satisfying i must say.cos i didnt noe wat was i writing esp e sylvester n taufik part!hmm.scored 15.5 for tt part.but i guess they are just too nice?

hmm.bet kamini aced e test eh?lolx.

but i'm always so hao shen.sigh.so tt would mean i would be working EXTRA hard for crs from now on.no more slacking i suppose.hmm.

):

i was so looking forward to tmr. but i guess plans have been changed. sigh. ):

argh!

am i the only one having problems with friendster?

DAMN

something's wrong with friendster.again.it says i have no frens.n now i cant link to my fren's page.damn tt website!argh.

vday!

HAPPY ST VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL! (:

vday isnt abt spending time with someone special.its abt spending time and spreading e warmth of love with your family n frens!(:

ok.sch officially starts tmr.n i haven done a single thing!shit.i'm such a goner.lolx.but guess almost everyone hasnt done anything ba.lolx.all thnx to e holiday mood eh?lolx.

yeah! i'm alive!

yup. got my blog back up. but this isnt my old template. but this will do until i'm actually not lazy n will do it up. yup. but my links are not done. so when u guys drop by. just leave me a msg with ur links k. thanks! (:

cny eve.

ok.i just got outta e bathroom.

ok.lets start from e beginning of the day.was supposed to meet siaoying at e bus stop outside sch at 815am.but she was late.as usual.sigh.a leopard will never change its spots.so ture eh?but went over to meet jess n kyrie at e canteen.

waited for siaomei n tiff to arrive.hmm.mrs fung treated us to drinks.(:

we had our lunch at cafe cartel.was alright la.money would be better spent at fish n co.hmm.

n e only thing tt was *#!~#$*&~#$%@!@^@#&^@!! was tt stupid security guard!we got chased outta cine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!argh.stupid guard!!

nvm.ok.so we went to herren to take our neos.(:

omg! didnt realised how much i missed them!!!!!!!!!

ok to end this entry....

4b'03!!!(: werawk!(:

kbox!!

had our monthly kbox session today with yixian*sherrie*huirong*peishan.

met them at 1230pm.but could only go in at 130pm.so we went to 'la kopi'.yup.

was alright la.everyone not enthu.*diaox.duno why lehx.was so enthu yest.but suddenly not le.sigh.hmm.

hmm.

its friday.ok.not really happy or what tt its friday.cos it would mean that i'm stuck home tmr.to 'da sao chu'.sigh.den sunday gotta go over to my uncle's place for hse warming.hmm.

but it oso means tt monday is on its way!!!whee~(:

had my crs test today.hmm.was alright la.finished it in an hr.yup.e test was on Taufik n Sylvester.lolx.

got one qns - " Imagine you're a female fan of Sylvester and after listening to the speech on Taufik, you want to stand up for Sylvester. Write your speech out in 150-200 words. Your speech should include your stand/thesis statement, reasons and supporting details."

like oh my gawd!i'm like so not a fan of his n they wan me to write abt him.didnt know wat to write.lolx.but i guess yixian had fun writing it eh?*winks

after tt came home.cos i found out tt my bag was falling into pieces!!sigh.): came home.slacked.watched tv.had instant noodles.so kelian hor.gotta eat instant noodles.den headed out at abt 3pm.meetin bunk*mich*clarwee*n their fren at dover.they wanted to go sp e courses n career fair.yup.

they had lunch at pizza hut.they got cheated.bluehx.they had e baked rice.n they blame me for not informing them tt it wasnt nice.bluehx.

toured around.saw jiahui n darren tan.with their 'wha.so awesome volcano'.lolx.e volcano spits 'lava'.*diaoxn e 'lava' is red.lolx.
shouldnt 'lava' be orange?nvm.saw darren lim too.he was sitting by e de booth.didnt call him.cos was walking away le.but smsed him.lolx.tried looking for him.but couldnt.lolx.

headed home at abt 5pm.we kept getting stopped by business students.they were trying to grab bunk they all to e business area.to see e building.lolx.

it was raining went i came home.but wasnt heavy so was ok.

hmm.i shall slp early tonight.(:

early bird catches e worm?

lolx.

`ciaos.

dead tired!

went chinatown today with dad mum n bro.cos had to do ny shopping.yup.finally bought my ny clothes.

gawd!chinatown is SUPER PACK!*shakes head.had to literally squeeze my way thru.

i'm never going to chinatown ever again during cny.

happy birthday.(:
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mum dad cake
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dad!(: happy birthday!
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dad's bday cake!
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my new shoe!!(:
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my updated apratment.(: i love it.
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...

forgot to mention in yest post tt sherrie has these BIG PINK UGLY EARRINGS!!!

my apartment.(:
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sigh.am moody again.

monday blues.
sigh.lousy day eh?ok.not tt lousy act.had sch.was moody in e morning.crazy i should say.totally lost it.kept uttering nonsense.mayb cos i didnt get enough slp.only managed to slp at 3am.

mood began to pick up.but was still uttering funny stuff.sigh.

left sch early.went to bras basah complex with xiaohong * laoda * namngee * chunmeng * sherrie.to art fren.to get e compressed foam.yup.after tt.went shop ard.saw xiaohong's gf.hmm.not bad.(: hmm.sherrie couldnt get e slippers she wanted.n she's dissatisfied.yup.walked ard somemore.slacked at macs.yup.mood was great!(:

left with chunmeng * laoda for e bus stop.took 32 with chunmeng.n saw bunk.michelle.clarwee.dara.stupid bunk couldnt see me.*diaox.

got home.moody again.): sigh.damn it lorx.sigh.

i will no longer be whom i was.not anymore.
`cos i've grown.i've become that byatch who huants you at night in your dreams.

damn it!

damn it!i cant sign in to my msn.sigh.): this sucks.

sigh.

haven been updating lately.as in relly sitting down in front of e comp n write.*shrugs.duno why.just no mood ba.or lazy.heex.

i love dory!

i simply LOVE dory!!

and this is e baby slyvester.(:
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and this is the dog we all love soooo much.(:
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my sis has RED hair!!
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this is what i've been doing the WHOLE day!!
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friday.its like any other day.

i'm supposed to be doing my work.but.no.i cant concentrate.sigh.so i'll either do it later or tmr ba.if tmr do.den gotta wake up early to do.den spend e whole day doing liaox.hmm.

anyway.spent my friday.in sch.had lesson at 10am till noon.den headed back to stc.yup.took bus with laoda n xiaohong.yup.took to bukit merah.den took bus from interchange with xiaohong.pei him have lunch somewhere near stc.since i had ALOT of time before e sch gate opens.den he wanted to go put his bag at home.so we went up.to his place.saw his fishes.den he pei wo walk down to stc lorx.

walked ard.had lunch with delia.had roti john.(: i miss having roti john with tiff.hmm.den delia had her guides.rotted with bunk.chatted.ate again.cos she was hungry.erm.den we had indian rojak!*yum.den had ice cream!(: lolx.so gona gain weight le!argh!

after their guides.accompany bunk to tbp.cos she wanted to get chocolates for someone.so me.delia n her went down to tbp ntuc.had hershey's cookies n cream!(: *yum.took a train back with delia.yup.

but my mood changed on e way home.sigh.): lousy mood.it became.): sigh.so sorry.was moody.argh!

this is my babe.in sch.
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babe's sick.):

do hope babe will get well soon.(: den we can go shop for my slippers n shoes.lolx.

btw.we had fire drill today.lolx.so nonsense lorx!!like some pri sch like tt.lolx.n e worst thing was we were prepared for e drill.e lect was like 10 mins to e drill.pack up n get ready.lolx.i wonder wat would happen if it was for real?lolx.it was disorganised.*shakes head even pri sch kids could have done better.seriously.

n i haven had my crit yet.so its another wasted day.): sucks.i wonder wats taking them so long.lolx.tmr would be a day then.do hope it would turn out well.(:

my clients are self obsessed freaks.(: lolx.

fire drill.

whoo~

having fire drill later.lolx.so like pri sch n sec sch.lolx.gotta go assemble at e carpark.lolx.

my grandma's dog.

omg!!

my granny's dog is soooooo FUNNY!

he tried squeezing thru e gate.n got S T U C K there!!

lolx.

den when pam went to help him out.he cried.lolx.

pam n i bursted out laughing.....

lolx.

tt INSECT!!!!

ARGH!

that INSECT!

bastard.

shim!

idiot!

damn you!

JINX!

i hate you.

monday

didnt do much today.wasted my day away in sch.sigh.):

I LOVE CHUCKY!!!

quote

strangers are friends whom you have not met.

so does that mean i should meet more strangers?lolx.babe would kill me.

movie outing.

went out today.met babe.for a movie.watched the aviator.

hmm.e show was...................................

i have nothing to say la.

when the show ended.everyone started clapping.yup.n there was even shouts of "yes".lolx.

was glad tt e show finally ended.(:

it was a life draining 3 hrs !

went to taka.to get my iced milk tea from mos.made him walk all e way back there.heex.

came back.waited for e guys to get to my place.had dinner downstairs.didnt eat.was full.had green tea instead.

bought dinner back for tt insect.mum didnt wana eat.wasnt any green bean soup.):

am home now.gona slp early.am tired.yup.

`nights.

kbox!whoo~

went kbox-ing today.with peishan * kbox queen * sherrie * huirong.was great!too babe wasnt there.yup.but e all girls kbox day was FUN!(: (: (: (: my first song was wo bu nan guo.heex.(: but only sang half e song.cos e waiter was disturbing us.*diaox.

was super high.lolx.kept laughing.(:

hmm.think i should go for kbox sessions more regularly.it helps me destress.heex.(:

shall go again next month.heex.with e girls n guys(hopefully we can drag them along).it has become a routine for us to go every once in a while.lolx.(:

am going out for a movie tmr.wat shld i watch lehx?hmm.wanted to watch meet the fockers.but babe has already watched it.so no point making him watch e same movie twice.hmm.den there's love so divine.but e time slot kinda early.and i wana watch chucky.he has watched it too.sigh.so left with not much choices eh?hmm.

have i mentioned that i love chucky?hmm.i'm sadist arent i?lolx.i think chucky's cool.bluehx.hmm.my sisters used to be afraid of him n another doll.erm.wats tt dolls name.erm.dolly.yup.but i like both of them.hmm.i'm a weird kid eh?lolx.tt dolly.is something like chucky one.but its a female doll.n she controls this lil girl.n goes ard killing people.it was a very old old movie.hmm.n didnt have a sequeal.so guess not many would know abt tt movie.

hmm.i love chucky.(: heex.

am in sch now.waiting for submission.yup.sianx.everyone is busy doing their drawings.sigh.make me feel so lazy.cos i'm not doing anything.except blogging.bluehx.): hmm.

having tt critical thinking lesson later on.hmm.kinda like tt lesson.duno why.but it sorts of "attracts" me.yup.(: first time i'm ever saying tt i like a lesson.n lookig forward to it.hmm.

later think going for kbox session with the girls.heex.(: (: (: i like kbox sessions with them!!!!(: (: (: esp with our kbox queen!heex.

i'm hungry.):

hmm.he is now at some court hearing.regarding his embargo pay.yup.do hope it goes well.n hope its VERY LONG.so tt he can come meet us after tt.for kbox session.heex.(:

ok.would be stopping here le.gotta go submit le.

`ciaos.

1st year.(:

just 31 mins to go. (:

new yr.new layout.

2nd day of e new yr.hmm.still e same back.life goes on doesnt it?after all e havoc-ing during e countdown everyone just goes back to normal mode after it.dont they?hmm.

was just thinking abt 2004//2005.actually there isnt much of a diff for me.cos its just like another year.another sch week to go.hmm.

haven accomplished much in 2004.wanted to get so many things in 2004.but didnt manage to get them.cos due to e cash flow problems.yup.

so here's a list of things i wana get or wana do in 2005.
-a digi cam.(hopefully a digital ixus)
-a mp3 player.
-change my phone.(did this in 2004.but........)
-more clothes!!!(means SHOPPING!)
-actually learn to cook//bake.
-fulfil all my resolutions.

bratty kid

my brother is such a BRAT!

he's acting as though he's a king.

like erm?hello......YOU'RE SO NOT!!!!!!!

why do i have such a brother?sighs.

):

and i still have to tolerate such nonesense for so many years........

argh!

when will he grow up?!

ARGHHHH!!!

n for your information.he's already 17 this year!!!!!!!

hes a B R A T !!!!!!!!!

my sis n i agree that he still thinks that he's young!

*pukes!

he acts like he's 3!!

gawd!

sigh..

but guess i'm stuck with him whether i like it or not.

sighs.

2005 resolution.

i have decided on my 2005 resolution!!

resolution one - save money!!
resolution two - lose some weight.
resolution three - be a better girlfriend.
resolution four - get gd grades for my primer four.
resolution five - meet up with sm,sy,tiff they all soon.

tt's all for now.

my 2004 review

hmm.in like a day's time.it will be 2005!(: not really into e whole countdown thingy.so aint going anywhere.yup.just gona stay home.bluehx.such a gd girl eh?(:

this yr has passed by in a FLASH!whoa~

lets see now.wat have i done in this yr?

hmm.firstly.i went to work.(: at tr.n met many nice people.(: although some i dun really enjoy working together with.kinda miss working.all e nonsensical stuff.e "guests" there.n most importantly e FOOD!lolx.so miss my baked potato soup!

wat else?got my results.n finally met sm they all.ya.after SOO long.

got into poly.made new frens.cause more trouble for him.bluehx.

still doin ok with my sch work.yup.

haven met sm they all for ages!!miss they a great deal!!!!!!!!!!!!

keeping my hair long.yes.again.

lost some frens.sigh.):

learned to be a better person.or try to be one.heex.

got to know myself better?hmm.*wonders.

made him meet my parents.lolx.met his.made lotsa promises.

granny got a new dog.n its called slyvester.. ...... ......erm.ya.wat a name eh?hmm.slyvester e dog.lolx.hmm.a big dog!!drools alot!!

ehh..wats my new yr resolution?

hmm.i oso not sure.hmm.do well in poly?be me?be a good girl?*shrugs.i duno.help me decide.hmm.

warm n fuzzy time. (:

Sleigh bells ringing
Quire singing,
Wondering what ole Santa's bringing
It's the warm and fuzzy time of year

Snow flakes fall
The temp is dropping
Families out together shopping
It's the warm and fuzzy time of year

Elves are working over time
Making all our toys
Reindeer hooves on all the roofs
Good little girls and boys
Big old cups of steaming cider
Fall asleep by the cozy fire
It's the warm and fuzzy time of year

Elves are working over time
Making all our toys
Reindeer hooves on all the rooves
Good little girls and boys
Big old cup of steaming cider
Fall asleep by the cozy fire

It's the warm and fuzzy time of year
It's the warm and fuzzy time of year

(:

MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO ALL!! (:

all i want for chirstmas is you (:

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You

All I want for Christmas is you baby

sick. sick

guess i'm falling sick again.damn it.): argh.having sore throat.cough.flue.):

made porriage today.yeah!(:

no.

nah.i am not sad.

i'm just pessimistic.

nope.i'm not lonely.

i always have the tv and comp to accompany me.

no.i am not jealous.

cos i have my friends too.

nah.i am not accusing you of hurting me.

cos i know you'll never do that.

and i'll never accuse you of being heartless.

cos like you said you just dont wana hurt me.

(:

i'm fine.

really.

i am.

countdown party.

my fren is selling tix to chinablack's warehouse countdown party.just posting to see if anyone's interested.

here are e details.

Venue: warehouse. location at havelock road at robertson quay
Price: 30 bucks for advance tickets. tt includes 2 housepours
Date: 31st of dec
Tiem: 9pm til 6am

anyone interested? pls leave me a comment k.(: thanks!

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i'm a pig.

bluehx.guess my title says it all eh?

hmm.been too lazy to update.not to mention write my diary.*tongue out.hmm.

went to sch today.early.had to go to e workshop.to cut my wood//acrylic.yup.went to sch with chunmeng*eileen.took e same bus.workshopped with sherrie.made a mess.bluehx.

after tt had my crtical reasoning skills class.changed teacher le.hmm.no mo mrs lugg.hmm.but this lect not bad.kinda slack.hmm.crapped with us.hmm.ate in class.made lotsa noise in class.hmm.

had lunch with huirong*sherrie*lijin*laoda*terrence.after which headed down to e clubhse to meet up with nini*teckpeng to do e banner.hmm.

we FINISHED e banner today!wohoo~ we only did it today!(:(:(:(:

mum came to pick me up.(:

yeah.tt's abt all.

hmm.am going to kbox next fri!!(: yeah!with e girls from class!

sighs.

its true.one shouldnt laugh too much in a day.

bad things happen after that.

met him today.he acc me downed to peace center to print my A1 panel.yup.i finally got it done!cost me $20.yup.

had durians at granny's.(: yum.

hmm.

*shrugs.

guess i'll stop here now.

`ciaos.

>_<

you don't know what it's like to be like me. welcome to my life.

yeah!

hmm.

TAUFIK WON!

(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

heex.(:

I'M BACK!!

grades of your life.

Dear friends. Below, is an Italian horoscope
and you can find a lot about youself just by
searching your own identity in the Italian way.

What you have to do is to find your group with
the help of your date of birth.

Date of Birth Group

01,06,11,16,21,26,31 - A1
02,07,12,17,22,27 - B2
03,08,13,18,23,28 - C3
04,09,14,19,24,29 - D4
05,10,15,20,25,30 - E5



grOuP A1++
You consider love as the most
beautiful thing and you love to fall in love , but
a number of your group members think that
the
person they love is not sincere with them.
You love to be with your friends and you are
always
found to be a dutiful friend. You can hardly
control
your patients, which is a very big drawback of
your
nature. The Person who is ruling your mind &
heart
these days is perfect for you.




gRoUp b2====
Your dreams and ambitions are
much important for you and you can do
everything to fulfill your dreams. Love is much
valuable in your life but you always search for
someone perfect. You hardly trust someone.
Your
friends are really important for you but
normally
you
hide a lot from them. You are a deep thinker
you
always study the negative view as well as
positive.
You can lead a happy life with a person for
whom you care a lot these days.




gROuP C3^^^
You always prefer mantel decisions
more then emotional ones due to this you
don't have a limited number of friends. You
consider life a very beautiful gift and you love
to
enjoy its colors. There are a number of
peoples
who are your ideals and you loved to spend a
big
part of your time with them. You are found to
be a
very sincere lover. You have a perfect control
on
your emotions but sometimes your decisions
really effect your beloved(s).
The person who has just appeared in your
mind and you has decided to forward this
mail
especially to him/her is your real and special
friend.




gR()uP d4~~
Your always have goals to achieve
and you can do everything to fulfill the dreams
of those who loves you. You have a sketch of
an
ideal in your mind and you always search for
that personality. Your friends means a lot to
you
and you can do everything for the sake
of your friend,
you a normally found to be an emotional
personality. You have a very less control on
your patience and due to this sometimes you
over
react. The one who sent you this mail & the
one to
whom you will send this mail first are your
real
friends.




GrOuP e5###
You are found to be a person who
loves to love. You prefer emotional decision
more than mental decisions. You consider
life
just
to enjoy; you are the one who is perfect to call
FLURTIES. You love to increase the list of
your friends and beloved(s).
You have a number of dreams but you never
work hard to make your dreams come true
which
is the biggest drawback in your nature you
take
everything much lightly.

hmm.

would be flying off tmr le.

yup.

at 135pm.

off to bangkok i off.

ciaos.

byebye.

patsymissesyou

i'll carry you out every morning until we are old. (:

>On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my
arms. The bridal car stopped in
>front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted
that I carry her out of the
>car in my arms. So I carried her into our home.
She was then plump and shy.
>I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
>
>This was the scene of ten years ago.
>
>The following days were as simple as a cup of
pure water: we had a kid, I
>went into business and tried to make more
money. When the assets were
>steadily increasing, the affections between us
seemed to ebb. She was a
>civil servant. Every morning we left home
together and got home almost at
>the same time. Our kid was studying in a
boarding school.
>
>Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
But the calm life was more
>likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
>
>Dew came into my life.
>
>It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious
balcony. Dew hugged me from
>behind. My heart once again was immersed in
her stream of love. This was
>the apartment I bought for her.
>
>Dew said, You are the kind of man who best
draws girls. Her words suddenly
>reminded me of my wife. When we just married,
my wife said, Men like you,
>once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I
>became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had
betrayed my wife. But I couldn' t
>help doing so.
>
>I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to
select some furniture,
>O.K.? I 've got something to do in the company.
Obviously she was unhappy,
>because I had promised her to go and see with
her. At the moment, the idea
>of divorce became clearer in my mind although it
used to be something
>impossible to me.
>
>However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife
about it. No matter
>how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be
deeply hurt. Honestly, she
>was a good wife. Every evening she was busy
preparing dinner. I was sitting
>in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon.
Then we watched TV together.
>Or, I was lounging before the computer,
visualizing Dew's body. This was
>the means of my entertainment.
>
>One day I said to her in a slight joking way,
suppose we divorce, what
>will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds
without a word.
>Apparently she believed that divorce was
something too far away from her.
>I couldn' t imagine how she would react once she
got to know I was serious.
>
>When my wife went to my office, Dew had just
stepped out. Almost all the
>staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye
and tried to hide something
>while talking with her. She seemed to have got
some hint. She gently smiled
>at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her
eyes.
>
>Once again, Dew said to me, Divorce her,
O.K.? Then we live together. I
>nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
>
>When my wife served the last dish, I held her
hand. I 've got something to
>tell you, I said.
>
>She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed
the hurt in her eyes.
>Suddenly I didn' t know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her know
>what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a
serious topic calmly.
>
>She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my
words, instead she asked me
>softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question.
This so-called answer
>turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks
and shouted at me, you are
>not a man! .
>
>At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She
was weeping. I knew she
>wanted to find out what had happened to our
marriage. But I could hardly
>give her a satisfactory answer, because my
heart had gone to Dew.
>
>With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce
agreement which stated that
>she could own our house, our car, and 30%
stake of my company. She glanced
>at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain
in my
heart. The woman
>who had been living ten years with me would
become a stranger one day. But
>I could not take back what I had said.
>
>Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was
what I had expected to
>see. To me her cry was actually a kind of
release. The idea of divorce
>which had obsessed me for several weeks
seemed to be firmer and clearer.
>
>A late night, I came back home after entertaining
my clients. I saw her
>writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found
>she was still there. I turned over and was asleep
again.
>
>She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn
t want anything from me,
>but I was supposed to give her one month's time
before divorce, and in the
>month's time we must live as normal life as
possible. Her reason was
>simple: our son would finish his summer vacation
a month later and she didn
>t want him to see our marriage was broken.
>
>She passed me the agreement she drafted, and
then asked me, Do you still
>remember how I entered our bridal room on the
wedding day?
>
>This question suddenly brought back all those
wonderful memories to me.
>I nodded and said, I remember . You carried
me in your arms , she
>continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you
carry me out in your
>arms on the day when we divorce. From now to
the end of this month, you
>must carry me out from the bedroom to the door
every morning.
>
>I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those
sweet days and wished to
>end her marriage with a romantic form.
>
>I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions.
She laughed loudly and
>thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she
does, she has to face the
>result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words
more or less made me
>feel uncomfortable.
>
>My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since
my divorce intention was
>explicitly expressed. We even treated each other
as a stranger. So when I
>carried her out for the first day, we both
appeared clumsy. Our son clapped
>behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his
arms. His words brought me a
>sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting
room, then to the door, I
>walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She
closed her eyes and said
>softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our
son. I
nodded, feeling
>somewhat upset. I put her down outside the
door. She went to wait for bus,
>I drove to office.
>
>On the second day, both of us acted much more
easily. She leaned on my
>chest. We were so close that I could smell the
fragrance of her blouse. I
>realized that I hadn' t looked at this intimate
woman carefully for a long
>time. I found she was not young any more. There
were some fine wrinkles on
>her face.
>
>On the third day, she whispered to me, The
outside garden is being
>demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
>
>On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed
to feel that we were
>still an intimate couple and I was holding my
sweetheart in my arms. The
>visualization of Dew became more vague.
>
>On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me
something, such as, where
>she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while
cooking, etc. I
>nodded. The sense of intimacy was even
stronger.
>
>I didn t tell Dew about this.
>
>I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the
everyday workout made me
>stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to
carry you now.
>
>She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to
carry her out. She tried
>quite a few but could not find a suitable one.
Then she sighed, All my
>dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I
suddenly realized that it was
>because she was thinner that I could carry her
more easily, not because I
>was stronger. I knew she had buried all the
bitterness in her heart. Again,
>I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached
out a hand to touch her
>head.
>
>Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to
carry mum out. He said.
>To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out
had been an essential
>part of his life. She gestured our son to come
closer and hugged him
>tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I
would change my mind at
>the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking
from the bedroom, through
>the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand
surrounded my neck softly and
>naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came
back to our wedding day.
>But her much lighter weight made me sad.
>
>On the last day, when I held her in my arms I
could hardly move a step.
>Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I
hope you will hold me in
>your arms until we are old.
>
>I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t
notice that our life
>was lack of such intimacy.
>
>I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any
>delay would make me change my decision. I
walked upstairs. Dew opened the
>door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce.
I'm serious.
>
>She looked at me, astonished. The she touched
my forehead. You got no
>fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head.
Sorry, Dew, I said, I
>can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My
marriage life was boring
>probably because she and I didn t value the
details of life, not because we
>didn t love each other any more. Now I
understand that since I carried her
>into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am
supposed to hold her until
>I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
>
>Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave
me a loud slap and then slammed
>the door and burst into tears. I walked
downstairs and drove to the office.
>
>When I passed the floral shop on the way, I
ordered a bouquet for my wife
>which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me
to write the greeting words
>on the card. I smiled and wrote, I 'll carry you out
every morning until
>we are old.

f i f t y things to do with your l o v e d ones. (:

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands.
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want.
Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your
heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something,go out of your way to call and say I
love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.
38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."