hmmm..haven been talkin to xuezhen for awhile liaoz..haiz~i juz dun feel lyk lorz..durin these few days..she hasnt thought abt my feelings lorz..all she does is..spend all her time wif tt stupid val..[hu has seen this page b4..but i duno why..haiz~]..haiz~n its like..i alwaez see them together..do u think i'll feel good??of coz NOT la..which normal human being would??if like tt..den i rather b alone lorz..or b wif siaomei dey all..at least i'm happie..n i dun needa think so much..haiz~u noe wat i mean..hmmm..
quen ask me not to continue hangin around joanne they all..she say they are of bad influence..so how??shld i??but..i doesnt mk any difference la..coz its like..i neva talk to joanne anymore liaoz..onlie talk to delia..bunkie..clar..dey all...haiz~*sigh*

today went have swensen's wif quen..haha=P..i ate chicken bake rice..while she ate fish n chips..hmm..we ordered fries..n ice lemon tea..e whole thing costs lyk $37.75..so ex hor..haiz~hmmm..i think i'm gettin clumsier n clumsier..by e day..haiz~..n its like i'm begining to b not as carin as i was b4..i kept makin quen angry lorz..den i oso duno wat la..kept cryin..haiz~duno wats happenin to me??izit bcoz of wats happenin to me..val..n xuezhen..n jo..haiz~..i think i've been bottlin up my feelings for e past few days..onlie quen noes tt i'm reallie sad..coz i've been cryin in her arms for e past days..haiz~n she noes tt too..hmmm..i MUZ be strong..i canot cry anymore..this is a test god has given to me..n i have to face my fears n forget abt everything..n i HAVE to concentrate on my studies..nothing else matters..tt's wat quen told me..n i think its right lorz!!i shld listen..hmmm..

*studies are the most important thing now!!*