spent the whole of today out.yup.

had dinner over at auntie's place.had stem boat.hmm.cos was celebrating jessica's 12th birthday.yup.her birthday's on mon.hmm.ate quite alot.such a sin.had chocolate cake!*yummy.argh.which means i'll have to work extra hard to get rid of e excess weight.sigh.=(

thought alot today.was in mum's car.staring outta window when it popped into my brain.ya.kinda dn wish to think abt tt person.but just couldnt help it.sigh.=(.if u guys think tt i'm talking abt my ex.den u're wrong.this person isnt connected to me.not directly la.hmm.ya.but tt person just keeps poppin into my head.without a particular reason.sigh.this isnt e first time le.*argh.

it makes me feel sad.jealous at times.sigh.i noe tt it isnt fair if i just turn moody of outta e blue.without giving u a reason.ya.so i just remained normal.ya.msged u like i always do.chatted with ya like i always do.so tt u wont suspect a thing.didnt wana spoil ur day out with them.so didnt tell u.hope u wont blame me.i did told u to come here to read.right?ya.sorry k.for like hiding things from u again.

*argh.hate this feeling.sigh.but guess its without a choice tt i have to feel this way.*sigh.i noe it all happened in e past.but i just cant help but think abt it.ever since u told me.sigh.u've been telling quite a bit le.ya.n its STUCK in me.sigh.i duno why.dun ask me.sigh.duno if i'll be able to like take it as a normal comment or not.but i'll have to try harder.cos i really dun like the feeling.

*argh.i really have to stop thinking abt it.sigh.goin to log off le.ya.make myself stop thinking abt it.

`nights