i find that i'm anti-social.

although i'm rather friendly. i find that i turn anti-social when it comes to those celebrations. esp celebrations i dont even celebrate. for example new years day. i dont see a need to go out to celebrate and do that count down thing. ok. it might be fun. and might mean something to others. but it just doesnt to me. because its just another new year. it happens all the time. people might disagree with me. or the celebration is just an excuse to gather with people you dont usually meet up with during the year. or an excuse to meet up with frens to chit chat and stuff. *shrugs. i'm just not one of those.


however. i do like to celebrate christmas. how contradicting can i get eh? lolx. the getting presents was part of why i liked christmas so much. when i was younger la. but being brought up in a catholic environment. i soon began to like christmas not for the presents. but for something else. i liked christmas is sch. because there would always be a christmas celebration on the last day of sch. and it was always fun to be in the christmas spirit. and singing carols even though we didnt know the lyrics very well.(: it was always the yearly gathering of the family at my auntie's place that i liked. although christmas like new year happens yearly, and is just another excuse for a gathering, the spirit of christmas is very different from new year. i dont know. mayb you guys can tell me. whats the difference? or is there a difference at all?