patsy is not motivated.

the second stage of the DRESS project has been launched. and i've done some plans. n talked to the lecturers. figured something out. its like i can work in sch. but when i'm at home i canot work at all!): i keep getting distracted by the television. the laptop. haix.): and again today i wanted to come home to nap. but failed. ended up with the television. and the lappy.


anyway we were like talking about the darling's sister. cos her sis has a indian malaysian bf whom she has been with for abt 1yr plus le. and yest she told their mum. n mum totally disagrees. and said that if she were to continue to relationship. she would disown her. haix. i mean disowning is such a serious matter. should a relationship end up with such a decision. i said that if i were to be given such a choice. i would pick the bf. and not the mother. i feel that a relationship is between 2 people. and shouldnt involve others. regardless of whether they are family or not. some might disagree. the guys said that my ans is childish. and they said something like next time after i made that decision. and when something happens between me n the bf. i would go begging back to my parents. which i would disagree. i would wan to be indenpendent. i wana be able to support myself. i may seem selfish and stuff. *shrugs. you dont rule my life. i do! so why bother?!


ok. i sound pissed. cos i am. am seriously upset by the fact that people regard my comments as childish. and saying that i'm dependent. argh! anyway i guess most girls. would pick the bf. kamini i know would. right my dear?


seriously upset.):