take TIME to REALISE

There was once this guy who is very much in love
with his girl.

This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper
cranes as a gift to
his girl.

Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his
company, his
future doesn't seem too bright, they were very
happy together.

Until one day, his girl told him she was going to
Paris and will
never come back.

She also told him that she cannot visualise any
future for the both
of them, so they went their own ways there and
then...

Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he
regained his confidence, he
worked hard day and night, slogging his body and
mind just to make
something out of himself.

Finally with all the hard work and the help of
friends, this guy had
set up his own company .

You never fail until you stop trying.

One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw
an elderly couple
sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some
destination. Even
with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't
take him long to
realize they were his girl's parents. With a heart in
getting back at them,

he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them
to spot him in his
luxury sedan.

He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same
any more; he had his
own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What
he saw next confused him,
the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and
so he got out of his car
and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of
her smiling sweetly
as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his
paper cranes right
beside her...

Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had
happened. They
explained, she did not leave for France at all. She
was ill with cancer.

She had believed that he will make it someday,
but she did not want
to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to
leave him. Just because
someone doesn't love you the way you want them
to, doesn't mean they
don't love you with all they have.

She had wanted her parents to put his paper
cranes beside her,
because, if the day comes when fate brings him to
her again...he can take
some of
those back with him...

Once you have loved, you will always love. For
what's in your mind
may escape but what's in your heart will remain
forever.

The guy just wept...The worst way to miss
someone is to be sitting
right beside her knowing you can't have her, see
her or be with her ever
again.........hope you understand.

Find time to realize that there is one person who
means so much to
you, for you might wake up one morning losing
that person who you thought
meant nothing to you.

mee* n myy SHORT hair!

omg!!my hair was SOOOOO SHORT!!


i miss my short hair!!=(

this is WHY?

"Why are you crying?" he asked his mom.
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said. His mom just
hugged him and said, "And
you
never will"

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does
mother seem to cry for
no
reason?"
"All women cry for no reason" was all his dad
could say...

The little boy grew up and became a man, still
wondering why women
cry...

Finally he put in a call to GOD; when GOD got on
the phone the man
said,
"GOD, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD said...

When I made women she had to be special. I
made her shoulders strong
enough
to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough
to give comfort...

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that
many times comes from her children...

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep
going when everyone else
gives
up and take care of her family through sickness
and fatigue without
complaining...

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under
any and all
circumstances, even when her child has hurt her
very badly...

This same sensitivity helps her to make a child's
boo-boo feel better
and
shares in their teenagers anxieties and fears...

I gave her strength to carry her husband through
his faults and
fashioned
her from his rib to protect his heart...

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband
never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to
stand beside him
unfalteringly...

I gave her a tear to shed, It's hers exclusively to
use whenever it is
needed. It's her only weakness... It's a tear for
mankind.

*y a w n .

i'm bored.bored.bored.sigh.

SMILE.
if you're not wearing any underwear.

myy* +h a p p y e n d i n g.

My Happy Ending-Arvil

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Caught up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be

[chorus]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All that they talk about
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be

[chorus]

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching at the phone
And making me feel we were done

[chorus X2]

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

k b o x * * day.

feelin kinda better le.*weak smile.

hmm.had LC today.got back our test papers.got a 79/100.hmm.but tt's only like 30% of e total lorx.sigh.so still gotta work harder!!hmm.did like a mini interview thingy.ya.had interview with willium hung!gosh!laoda was to be willium hung.n terrence his manager.so nonsense lorx.was practically laughing my head off most of e time.hmm.someting happened between laoda n xiaohong.duno wat.but it seems serious.sigh.gave him a call.see if he wanted to join me*huirong*sherrie for kbox.but guess he wasnt interested.hmm.den headed down to fc one for lunch with huirong*sherrie*laoda*terrence*jireh.

saw ERWINA.e min i stepped into sch.her class was sitting by e steps.drawing.i duno wat.but was funny.den on my way to e studio.i saw UMAR!!!.oh my gosh!!haven seen him in ages!!gave him a big hug!heex.was great to see him!!n i saw MIRA at fc one!!*WIDE SMILE.great to see old friends again.heex!

hmm.den e three of us headed down to clementi le.yup.sang our lungs out!!sang so many� songs!e three of us are so gona have sore throats.soon.some songs we were like shouting lorx!!lolx.hmm.den huirong showed me a mtv which e window just closed by itself!damn creepy lorx!!*shivers.i screamed.n tt scream made sherie scream!heex.was fun!just e three of us.den they gave us 3 mics.so we all had e chance of singing!=).sang alot of my fav songs.=)hmm.took a few pics.have already uploaded them.hmm.

met him for dinner afer tt.ya.had dinner at clementi.was =).hmm.he was so proud of himself abt 2 msges.so cute.=).was happy to hear tt he's so open now.=).took a bus to holland v.den had to walk home.ya lorx.cos e 105 was so packed.no choice but to take e 106.yup.

sigh.cant write le.cant think of anything.sigh.=(.

`guess i still cant be that perfect.

i HAVE no i d e a on HOW to do myy* +p r i m e r t h r e e.

one project is done.now i have another to do.sigh.projects.projects.projects.sigh.my life is just full of projects.*argh.

schooled today.was so lazy to get outta bed.had no choice but to get up.cos e lects will be briefing us abt primer three today.sigh.so dragged myself out.sigh.had theory of design lect first thing in e morning.sigh.boring.lehning went through e notes he had given us for e past few weeks.*sigh.hmm.den we had e grp presentations.ya.break at abt 12.went for lunch.wanted to have lunch at fc2.but was too crowded!so had to tao bao back to studio.so ke lian right?hmm.had large fries for lunch.cos no cash.so no choice.=(.was eating in e studio.heex.

after lunch played cards with terrence*xiaohong*laoda.so nonsense lorx.they were like deciding wat to do to one another if they won or lost.laughed n laughed.sherrie nearly couldnt take it.lolx.hmm.learned a few words from them.sigh.shouldnt have asked.*diaox.all e dirty words.*shakes head.hmm.oh ya.found out something abt sherrie le.not exactly sherrie la.but tt triple e guy.hmm.he's such a b*st*rd!sorry k.dun mean to be crude or wat.but he really deserves tt title lorx.for treatinf sherrie tt way.sigh.feel sad for sherrie.

did some drawings for primer t h r e e.sigh.cant draw.luit rejected our drawings.sigh.so gotta do at home.den i've tried le.no mood.cant draw.sigh.so relax first lorx.heex.

just painted my nails.heex.did some lil patterns.so they now have lil flowers on them!*yeah.heex.

ok la.gotta go keep e clothings le.

`nights.

when G I R L S .....

When girls are quiet, Millions of
things are running in their mind.

When girls are not arguing, They are
thinking deeply.

When girls look 'staringly' at you, They
are wondering how long you will be around.

When girls answer "i'm fine" after a
few seconds, They are not at all fine.

When girls stare at you, They are
wondering why are you lying.

When girls lay on your chest, They are
wishing for you to be theirs forever.

When girls call you everyday, They are
seeking for your attention.

When girls want to see you everyday,
They want to be loved and pampered by you.

When girls sms u everyday, They miss you
and want you to reply at least once.

When girls say I LOVE YOU, They mean
it.

When girls say that they can't live
without you, They have made up their mind
that you are their future.

Finally..
When girls say "i miss you", No one
in this world can miss you more than them..

C O N C E R T ?

hmm.ayu asked if i wana go watch e Jay Chou concert.

hmm.he's suggesting e $148 ones.*diaox.

no cash.how to go?sigh.

feel like going.cos its been sometime since i've been to a concert le.n i'm like so stucked on jay's new songs.ya lorx.sigh.feeling so stuck in between now.sigh.help me decide?

me * SO m o o d y :(

sigh.duno why nowadays so moody.sigh.keep making myself so upset over lil things.first it was a card + photo.den it was a msg from some girl.den it was e photos in e comp.den yest night's conversation.sigh.=(.today's phone conversation.sigh.guess nothing ever seems to be goin the right direction.huh?=(

hmm.hols are over!headed for sch at ard 820plus.was late!was supposed to meet shiqi*twinkle*hendry*sherrie to do e project.but totally forgot abt it.so was taking my own sweet time till shiqi called.panicked.so rushed myself to sch!hmm.printed over handouts.e advertisements.our journals.n everything lorx.spent quite a sum on e photocopying.=(.sigh.broke le.yet again!*argh.had our crit session today at idea center.we were e 3rd grp to present.so it was alright i guess.e presentation was over really fast.but e lects had so much to say after our powerpoint!*argh.sch ended a lil earlier than expected.so gave bunk a call.told her i had ended sch le.asked her to come over to dover to meet me.yup.

slacked ard e clubhse with sherrie*huirong.saw victor*jiahui*darrenlim//tan there.sherrie*me left at abt 520pm.headed to e mrt.waited for them.den when we were in e toilet.stupid bunk had to give me a call!lolx.she came looking for me in e toilet.hmm.den bunk*mich*me headed down to clementi to get something for xuezhen.couldnt get a cake.cos she cant take eggs!so we decided to get her mooncakes!!lolx.so nonsense right?so we celebrated her b'day with mooncakes!!lolx.headed over to her place.saw laikuan*xiao xuan*their classmates there.sang a b'day song for her.alone.cos bunk*mich backed out.so ya.she ate her strawberry mooncake.den bunk*me played with candles!!lolx.dirtied xuezhen's table.heex.i was like peeling e colouring of e candle.n bunk was just trying to get herself burnt.lolx.hmm.gossiped for a lil while.told her wat happened.den we headed home le.took e last feeder bus out.had to rush.cos we didnt wana walk.was too darn creepy!eeks!e bus driver was creepy enough.disturbed bunk on e ride.*winks.

but sigh.have no one to share all this with.so i'm turning to you.my bloggie~

*muacks!

`nights

[ * ` m y i d e a l p a r t n e r ` * ]

Your ideal partner. Please provide your most
truthful answers.

[1] How well must he/she know u?
hmm.alright ba.at least know me well enough to predict my moods ba.

[2] Does looks count?
no.but if he's cute.its a plus.*winks.

[3] Must he/she have an X-Factor
nah.

[4] Drive a car/bike?
hmm.dun mind either.

[5] Go clubbing often?
sigh.

[6] Feel secure with him/her?
er.ya.

[7] Good at cracking jokes?
=).

[8] Should he/she be always spending all
his/her time with u?
hmm.mayb not all.since he has a life of his own.

[9] Conservative towards you?
meaning?

[10] A quick thinker?
dun wan.like tt i'll keep getting bullied.

[11] Should he/she have a good sense of
dressing?
hmm.should have la.

[12] Preferbably what kind of hairstyle?
Including colour
short.spiky.hmm.as for colour.not too beng lorx.

[13] Should he/she be the one making
decisions
all the time?
heex.i cant decide most of e time.so it would be better wouldnt it?

[14] Romantic?
hopefully.

[15] Shy?
lolx.sometimes when guys are shy.they can be really cute!*smiles.

[16] Hot-Tempered?
hmm.preferably not.cos he's gotta tolerate mine.

[17] Loud or Quiet?
depends on e situation/occasion.

[18] Generous or Stingy?
depends on his finacial situation.

[19] Kind or Heartless?
kind lorx.

[20] Cute or Sweet?
can i have e best of 2 worlds??

[21] Vain or Casual?
lolx.vainity could be a gd thing at times.but not always la.

[22] Punk or Hipster?
definately not punk!

[23] Smart or Stupid?
hmm.average ba.

[24] *For guys* Should she wear heavy make
up most of the time?
- nil -.

[25] *For girls* Must he dress up all the time?
nah.

[26] Should he/she pamper u?
but of cos.girls are borned to be pampered.heex.

[27] Should he/she be open minded when
speaking to u?
hmm.mayb ba.

[28] Should he/she be well-educated?
dun really need to be.just as long he's able to carry himself well its alright.=)

[29] Good Looking+Dumb OR Ugly+Intelligent
huh?weird combi?gd looking n dumb = himbo. ugly n intelligent = nerd.

[30] Possessive+faithful OR
Freedom+unfaithful
hmm.possessive n faithful.

[31] Childish+Caring OR Mature+Ignorant
hmm.cant decide.

[32] Should you be able to see a future ahead
for u 2?
this is a secret.

[33] Do u think this kind of girl/guy exists?
hmm.mayb.*smiles.

[34] If yes, have u met him/her?
hopefully he is.

[35] If no, do u think u will be able to meet
him/her?
...

_ s h o u l d i CHANGE layout?

should i change my layout?sigh.

have 3 designs in mind.

cant decide.=(

l a z y me *

haven been blogging as often le.guess i'm back to tt lazy lil me.heex.

well.its e hols le.like finally.but it doesnt like one.sigh.ok.lets track back n see wat i've done.

monday
went to newton.met terrence*sherrie at 9.cos we had to do e wall mural thingy.laoda*xiaohong came later.cos they were in sch.handing in their projects.hmm.finished most of e painting.n we did some drawings on xiaohong.lolx.he's so ke lian.kana bullied by terrence*junteh*me.opps!he was aslp.den we started drawing.heex.took several pics.have uploaded them.their under e wall mural link.yup.we left at abt 230pm.hmm.went over to meet him.took a bus down to his place.slacked ard for quite some time.den took a bus down to holland v.i had to print somethings.den he had dinner there.he walked me home.den he headed to meet his fren for a karaok session.

today
went back to newton again.9 again.took e train.went to some shop.n got some things to munch.was super hungry.came outta e shop.n saw xiaohong*junteh*laoda*terrence.so walked to e place together.hmm.n we finally finished e thingy today.dun have to go back le.we stayed there till like 5plus.cos had to do e final touch ups.oh.n today.i totally lost it.sigh.went crazy.got frustrated.den throw temper at e guys lorx.sigh.teared abit.but was alright after i cooled down.e guys were shocked.lolx.hmm.den had an arguement with him.sigh.e arguement shouldnt even have happened lorx.sigh.guess i was expecting too much ba.sigh.duno la.was frustrated.n didnt wana think abt so much.so i just sat there listening to jeff chang's qing ges(kindly sponsored by sherrie).fell aslp on e chair.den after tt when xiaonhong woke up.i went to lie on e piano chair.n fell aslp there.heex.took my jacket out to hug.hmm.woke up at abt 4plus.terrence*xiaohong woke me up.cos he was outside.was alil blur blur.den walked out.hmm.den he sat there till like 5plus.until we left lorx.he rode ding guo's bike down.went over to holland v.again.cos had to collect e stuffs.so decided to go there lorx.but before tt.we went house-seeing!was so cool lorx.e houses we saw were amazing!fell totally in love with some of them.wished i could afford a house ike tt.hmm.*wonders off to dreamland......okok.but to reality.went to holland v.ride there was fun.=).hmm.like whee!heex.been quite some time since i've been rode ard.is tt sentence even grammatically right?*shrugs.oh well.who cares?hmm.got home.slacked.bathed.slacked again.used comp.iron clothings.n here i am online again.n i gotta hit e sack soon.or i wont be able to get up.

`nights bloggie

*muacks!

if you love someone, let them go. If
they return to you, it was meant to be. If
they don't, their love was never yours to
begin with...

a great love is when you shed tears
and still cares for her& still longs for
her, she begins to love another and yet
you still smile and say " I'm happy for
you " (:

the worst thing in the world is
seeing the one you love with the one
they love.
you always leave the ones who leaves
you and leaves the one who loves you.

loving is not how you forget but how
you forgive, not how you listen but how
you understand, not what you see but
how you feel and not how you let go but
how you hold on.

a guy and a girl can be just friends ,
but.. at one point or another , one of
them will fall for the other , maybe
temporary , maybe at wrong time ,
maybe too late , maybe ..
Just maybe... forever...

dun really have much time.so shall make it a short n sweet one.

met up with sm*sy today.had dinner together at ps.had pizza.*burp.still full.we ordered too much.lolx.hmm.suprised sy.heex.

here's to sm.all e best for ur race tmr.oh.later i mean.will try to go see k.(:

oh ya.sy mentioned something today.sigh.duno la.dun really rem wat happened.sigh.but why do i have to apologise?*wonders.was it my fault?sigh.

there finally uploaded e pic of e dreamcatcher pinkie made for me! (:

and then we have sherrie*me

*argh.guess i'm just to lazy to blog le.heex.

shall go do my project now.

`nighty.


sogonamissyouwhenyoureinthere.sigh.=(.

schooled today.yup.nearly got outta bed late today!if it wasnt for a call.heex.rushed myself to sch.sigh.couldnt even make my lunch.sigh.=(

did e primer 2.again.so sick of it now!*argh.finished sewing e metal thingy today.fixed e angle n stuff le.jsut afraid tt e angle would be wrong again.sigh.hmm.den did e advertisement.powerpoint.n all e nitty gritty stuff.did quite alot today.*yeah.gotta go sch early tmr.den hopefully we'll end early.den probably can meet sm*sy*tiff tmr.hmm.meeting them in studio at 9am!hmm.

finally got my dreamcatcher le!!*yeah!so pretty!=)))))).hmm.shall take a photo n upload it soon ba.

loggin off le.ciao bloggie~

`nights!

i'm so tired!

yesterday
had sch as usual.had e language lesson.was at t21.didnt know how to get there.so met up with chun meng first.hmm.so both of us headed down together.on e way there gave sherrie a call.she told me she was there le.ya.couldnt find her when we got there.heex.hmm.finally we found her.den we took e life up.saw twinkle's class leaving e place.hmm.chatted for a while.den headed for class le.had some difficulty looking for e room.managed to find e place.went in n saw terrence*jireh.they were in class ever since 9.kiasu!hmm.was doin e recording tt day.hmm.i started everything.heex.so went i was doin my recording.only like 6 audience.so not so much pressure.sat there listening.yup.class ended at like 1140am.den huirong*sherrie*laoda*terrence*jireh*xiaohong*me headed to fc6 for lunch.told him tt tt area every crowded.n he said of cos la.down there is cbd area lehx.lolx.

den went to newton le.started painting at like 130pm.hmm.decided on e colour of e distorted keyboard.mixed a few colours.was kinda fun n slack too.didnt paint much.cos no space for me to paint.either too high or someone else paint le.oh ya.i like totally destroyed laoda's henderson pe t-shirt!opps!keep kana scolding from him.blueh.took a few pics of them painting.n e walls.ya.so kuku lorx.den stupid junteh kept saying tt i very zhi lian.hmm.we were playing music ma.den he like kept singing lorx!he's singing is worse than mine.he's like totally mono tone.can u imagine?someone worse than me?i'm bad eonough le.heex.

painted till like 5.den i had to rush down to tbp to meet delia*clar*mich*their frenwas like super late lorx.heex.they waited for me for like 2 hrs.eek!den went back to stc.while crossing e over head bridge gave xuezhen a call.heex.headed to e auditorium.was kinda disappointed tt e concert was held there.but nvm ba.was great to be back too!*smiles.hmm.gave xuezhen a great big hug when i saw her.miss her to bits n pieces!been so long!took a pic with her before e concert.guess wat?e concert theme was Close To You.been so stucked on tt song.heex.meaningful.*winks.was a lil disappointed with e concert la.cos e amplifiers werent helping.e guitars were not properly plugged in.was well rehearsed.but.nvm ba.still enjoyed myself.some of e items totally rawked!den mr patrick ng performed an item for his gf lorx.omg!he's voice isnt tt bad!e song was just right lorx.*heart melts.like so awwww!*winks.some of e songs reminded me of stuff.but e songs they chose were great!

headed backstage after tt.hugs almost everyone.teared slightly.when i saw e sec4s.esp elis.hmm.den went to e hardcourt.took pics with lotsa people.will upload them when i have e time ba.had jelly!was made by mrs fung.been so long since i've had her jelly.was yummy!*smiles.love e jelly she makes!n e cakes!=)))).always get them on oct 1st.heex.chatted with mrs fung*mrs gomez for a while.den sat at e hard court with jo*xuezhen*delia*bunkie*sharon ng.mich*clar went off first.had a talk with my dearestmaggielee.heex.ya.oh ya!!saw tiff's dearestmryeo at e concert.he has white hair le!!!so stress ah.lolx.hmm.

xuezhen's fren han sen gave jo*delia*me a lift home.ya.so nonesense lorx.e ride home.was fun!kept crapping n crapping!den they said i've gone cazy ever since i've stepped into poly.lolx.i totally agree!heex.

walked home from e mrt station.gave him a call.but he couldnt talk for long.so was like alone walking home.got home.gave him a call again.n yet again he couldnt talk for long.sigh.guess its alright ba.ya.had my bathe.den watched a lil tv.n had to slp early.cos i had to wakey early.ya.disturbed pam before i slept.heex.was great!

today
woke up at like 730am.cos e stupid alarm just kept ringing.n ringing.got irritated.so i just decided to wake up.bathed.n waited for everyone else to get up.

went to uncle's place.had like breakfast cum lunch there.den headed down to paipai le.ya.e place was like so crowded lorx.den e smoke from e incense was like so much!was like hurting my eyes.argh!

hmm.guess yesterday was more exciting than today ba.sigh.today was kinda sad day for me.sigh.shall not mention it le.=(.

nights!

my skin is so dry!*argh.its in bad condition.sigh.gotta get enough slp.n h2o le.`sadded.so chou.=(

hmm.had sch today.did microstation early in e morning at 8am!!*argh.wat a way to start e day huh?hmm.hate microstation.*argh.but it seems like i'm doin ok with it.if i get e lect or e instructions is talking abt.hmm.did todays work rather fast.cos was rather simple.ya.only needed to do e pentable den print lorx.yup.hmm.print le den give doshi check.yupyup.hmm.den ended e calss at like 10plus lorx.hmm.cos was waiting for huirong*sherrie.

hmm.den went to have a light lunch at fc1.saw terrence*laoda*xiaohong*jireh*junteh abt to finish their lunch.hmm.sat with them.huirong*sherrie*me had sandwiches for lunch.hmm.den headed back together with e guys to e studio.cos luit giving briefing for primer2 at 11 ma.hmm.after e briefing was our lunch break.but as we already had lunch.we didnt go.went to do our primer2 project.sherrie*me went over to look for twinkle*shiqi.did some of e powerpoint thingy.den scanned e pics.took some pics.hmm.couldnt do much cos e metal piece was with henry.*sigh.hmm.

we concluded that sherrie=motherly*shiqi=fierce mother*twinkle=blur girl*me=needs to looked after.lolx.

was munching biscuits while doin e primer2 thingy.*yummy.had e grape one.n e lemon one.all sponsored by e motherly sherrie.heex.sherrie's so gona kill me if she sees this.heex.hmm.

henry came to sch like 3pm.passed us e metal piece.hmm.we fixed e mirror n velcro to e metal piece.n tried e thingy.see if it works.hmm.panicked when we realised tt e thingy was in e right angle.*stress.but managed to find a solution.

watching anime!heex.gash is so cute!!!!AHHH!!!kiyomaru is so nonesense!!lolx.

ok.back to today.hmm.headed to e examinations office to help pam collect her cert.hmm.finally i went to collect it.heex.den went to meet him at his work place there.den we went to queensway.walked ard for awhile.den we went over to macs.sat down n had ice cream.despite e cold weather.n had fries.n iced milo.heex.wat a spread eh?hmm.sat there till abt 730pm ba.hmm.spent some quality time together ba.heex.enjoy spending time with him.hmm.after tt he sent me home.took 100.den he headed down town to meet his ex colleagues for dinner.ya.guess he's still there.hmm.

anime finish le.gotta wait till pam downloads more le.heex.hmm.will be signing off le.nights!

*muacks!

hmm.in sch now.doin microstation.*yeah!done le.heex.only a few done le.hmm.so which means i'm one of e few who knows how to do.heex.*self praise is no praise.heex.hmm.he's at work le.hmm.hope he'll be fine ba.shall sign off le.before some lect comes walking pass.

`ciao.

nothingbrightensupmydaythanasweetmsg.=).

*argh.guess i was too emotional once again.sigh.

*shakes head.this aint helping at all.sigh.

sorry.would be the only thing i can say now.sigh.

guess i would have to change and accept things like they are now ba.ya.

shall sign off now le.nights!

i know it's been quite sometime i came online and probably blog a long blog.kinda lazy i must say.sorry to those who have been reading my blog and realized that i didn't keep it updated.=(.

today went to school as per normal.

nothing much actually happened.he only responded to me at ard 315pm or so.at that time,i was doing project with twinkle and the rest.chat awhile on the phone.told him that we were ending class early.ya.actually wanted to like meet him for awhile oso can.ya.but guess he was too tired to answer me at that time.so i asked him to stayed home and rest.=(.then he said that i didn't mean what i said cos he knows that i wanted to meet him from my voice.but i really wanted him to rest at home tho inside wanting to meet.ya.

guess what.*surprised look*.received a sms from him saying that he'll meet me at clementi.=).met up and went kfc for dinner.this time no money treat him so in the end,he'll have to pay once again.*guilty* after eating,went over to holland village to get his pda sticker for his hp screen as clementi doesn't sell.took 106 over.had a funny time while waiting for the bus and in the bus itself."boy,you know what i'm reffering to eh..." *winks* managed to get hold of the sticker but he didn't buy as the shop owner say the sticker cover for specific hps will be out in a few days time.=.honest owner.

after that went shopping ard in hv.the time we spend was short but it's felt so sweet.looking at cute stuffs,kitten(look like garfeild) etc.i even mentioned to him that in future,if he can afford,he'll have to pay for my monthly 'manucure'.haha.=).after that,he walked me home from hv.the feeling was so sweet.=).

the sad news came when he said he will be going out with his friends over to clementi kbox.sad not becoz he's going but that means nobody can accompany me chat.guess i'll shalln't be selfish.cos i oso can't pei him out late.sometimes i really detest why i was born like that.sigh.=(.

stayed home waiting for him to sms me knowing i wouldn't get much of it cos he's been over using his sms ler. slack till abt 115am.he called!yeah!=).but guess from all my slacking on bed plus so late ler,i gave him a sian voice.said he will be going for his dinner,as he haven't eaten, then head home.i was to tired to wait up so told him i was hitting the sack soon.=(.

for him:

i know sometimes i'm abit childish giving you so much of my attitude but i really didn't mean it.i'll try to change k.i know alot of things i said i'll try ler but no results but i really try k.you've been very patient with me i know.giving in all the time.duno bah.maybe i used to your pampering ler.ya.i hope maybe tommorrow can meet you again but if cannot,really nvm but sat i will deffinately meet you.*winks*ya. k bah.tired ler.

`nights

argh.dad's arguing with da jie.argh!

hate this.

argh.i'm too lazy to blog anymore....

blueh.

spent the whole of today out.yup.

had dinner over at auntie's place.had stem boat.hmm.cos was celebrating jessica's 12th birthday.yup.her birthday's on mon.hmm.ate quite alot.such a sin.had chocolate cake!*yummy.argh.which means i'll have to work extra hard to get rid of e excess weight.sigh.=(

thought alot today.was in mum's car.staring outta window when it popped into my brain.ya.kinda dn wish to think abt tt person.but just couldnt help it.sigh.=(.if u guys think tt i'm talking abt my ex.den u're wrong.this person isnt connected to me.not directly la.hmm.ya.but tt person just keeps poppin into my head.without a particular reason.sigh.this isnt e first time le.*argh.

it makes me feel sad.jealous at times.sigh.i noe tt it isnt fair if i just turn moody of outta e blue.without giving u a reason.ya.so i just remained normal.ya.msged u like i always do.chatted with ya like i always do.so tt u wont suspect a thing.didnt wana spoil ur day out with them.so didnt tell u.hope u wont blame me.i did told u to come here to read.right?ya.sorry k.for like hiding things from u again.

*argh.hate this feeling.sigh.but guess its without a choice tt i have to feel this way.*sigh.i noe it all happened in e past.but i just cant help but think abt it.ever since u told me.sigh.u've been telling quite a bit le.ya.n its STUCK in me.sigh.i duno why.dun ask me.sigh.duno if i'll be able to like take it as a normal comment or not.but i'll have to try harder.cos i really dun like the feeling.

*argh.i really have to stop thinking abt it.sigh.goin to log off le.ya.make myself stop thinking abt it.

`nights

just finsihed with my report!yeah!*happy.did e drawing n everything le.heex.*happy.so i've lesser work for weekend!*cheers.

hmm.heard tt mandy moore n jonathon foreman song.really like tt song a lot.cos of e movie.if anyone rems.tt song was from e movie "a walk to remember".n e song title is "someday we'll know".kinda brings back memories.sigh.sweet memories are great.but not e sad ones.=(.aiya.gotta stop thinking abt it le.its affecting my mood.and i'm like pms-ing lorx.sigh.so its not good.

woke up late again.argh.den took e wrong bus by accident.double argh!so was late for like abt 15mins.was supposed to meet terrence*sherrie*huirong at 9 to do our project.got there n realised i wasnt e lastest.heex.hmm.brought my fav cookies to sch today!=)))).ate quite alot.shared with them n twinkle too.hmm.love those cookies!*yummy.

did project today.erm.another one la.with sherrie*twinkle*henry*shiqi one.e body furniture one.hmm.came out with lotsa funny ideas.n now we're just down to 2.goota decide which one we wana use le.hmm.e lects were just laughing away.when we told them our ideas.lolx.made us laugh too.

think i've gotta start dieting n exercising le.=(.gotta stop eat all tt junk food.gotta resist!hmm.n my pimples are popping out!gross.hurts alot!ahhh!n i've gotta keep my hands off them.hmm.

been taking lotsa self portraits using other people's phone lately.heex.used like kelvin[laoda]*junda.heex.so now their phones have lotsa pics of me!heex.n they were like complaining n complaining.say tt i zhi lian kuang.am i?hmm.wanted to take more today.using junda's N7200.but he stopped me.he said inside still got alot of my pics.n i still wana take.sadded.sigh.nvm ba.shall play with other people's le.heex.*looks out for next target.

been pms-ing today.sigh.tt isnt a gd sign.sigh.so beware.do not provoke me these few days.i might just flare up on ya.i sound like such a meanie.=(.

hmm.been rather bad to him today.just flared up at him for no apparent reason.sigh.guess he's feeling kinda down.i kinda feel like i'm bullying him.sigh.n after wat he saw on my msn.guess he felt even worse.=(.so sorry.regret it.do hope tt i wont flare up again.if we are gona chat later tonight.

signing off.gotta hit e showers n den iron e clothings!

*sneeze.i'm cold!argh!

yeah!finished wat i'm supposed to do for my microstation le!!heex.*wide smile*.now.just waiting for time to pass.n for nazirah to photo copy e stuff we need for tod.den i can leave le.heex.=)).gotta log off le.bye~

in class now.*yawn.capd is boring as usual.sigh.still gotta look at tt lect's face.sigh.supposed to have break now.but just too lazy to move abt.*yawn.woke up late today.heex.

yeah!internet connection is working again!!!!!!!!=)))))))))

sigh.had a rather bad conversation with you*.yet again.sigh.just duno why cant we have a nice conversation?sigh.guess its time for me to think abt e way i react to certain things le.yup.

`cryingmyheartout.cantyousee?

it has been nearly 7 months from that very day.actually its only like 2 more days to our 7th month.to be exact.the relationships has had its ups n downs.but we managed to pull through.it has been a eventful 7 months.just like a rollercoaster ride.yup.but i really enjoy the ride.its worth it.=)

till now he's been a rather good bf.very caring n stuff.but most importantly he's able to ren my childish temper.n all e nonsense i've thrown at him.but i, myself, noe tt it isnt right to just blame everything on him whenever anything goes wrong.its like i just blame everything on him whenever i'm pms-ing.n if i'm in a foul mood or wat.den he's in for it.so sometimes when i think about it.i kinda pity him.its not he's fault.yet he's blamed for it.poor thing.=(.so i've decided to change a lil.be lil more sensitive.n always think abt e consequences before i do anything.lets just hope i'm able to do wat i say.

he might not be e most xi xin bf ard.but i'm fine with tt.cos i love him for e way he is.=).i can tell tt he's been trying very hard to please me.to be like e perfect bf to me.but its not necessary.cos he's fine as e way he is.really.i dun expect much.cos i noe nobody's perfect.nobody will be.just wan him be him.n be like ard whenever i need him.for support.for comfort.sounds simple eh?

mayb at times when he's out with e guys.i might get a lil unhappy.duno why lehx.mayb cos he's out with them.so i like cant talk to him for long on e phone.or mayb when i msg him den he never reply n stuff.mayb tt's why i might get a lil frustrated when on e phone with him ba.i'm so sorry.tt lil green jeaslousy monster always gets me.whenever such things occur.ya.so forgive me k.if i like not in e mood to talk to ya when u're outside or wat k.

am i expecting too much from him?i hope not.cos i dun wana be like those "i wan u to do this.i wan u to do tt.NOW" gf.seems a lil too demanding.it might just worsen e relationship.sigh.so hope i wont turn into tt ba.*prays.

wat i wan out of this relationship?hmm.all e basic stuff lorx.e love.care.concern.comfort.n a lil attention ba.yup.i dun need a lot of it.just a lil will do.just make me feel like i'm part of you*.your* life.make me feel impt.which you've already accomplished.=).n its my turn.i've decided to like commit myself le.mayb some of u might say tt i'm still young lorx.not ready for such things.still playful n stuff.but i'm not!i mean.if someone treats u very well.but u dun commit.den arent u letting tt person down?hmm.

hmm.think i gotta change my attitude on e phone le.like keep purposely cause an arguement to arise like tt.sigh.so gotta change lorx.hmm.like this morning.we were hvaing a nice lil conversation.n i had to turn nasty.sigh.so turned out tt things werent going smoothly.yup.had an arguement.ya.=(.it has been happening very often lately.ya.happened last night too.sigh.think i gotta do some soul searching le.hmm.

hmm.shall end here le ba.nighties.

had a very bad conversation with him today.sigh.glad everything's ok le.

just realised tt my hair isnt e colour its supposed to be le.=(.it used to be copper red.but now its just brown.sigh.*sadded

hmm.did hsework.as usual.but this time i painted e wall!heex.painted e wall n jeremy's room door.n i made a mess outta it!lolx.used too much paint on certain places.n e paint just dripped down.

felt kinda lonely today.cos someone went to malaysia.sogh.which means tt i wasnt able to contact him for e whole day.sigh.no msges.no calls.no nothing.felt so alone.n empty.sigh.but guess things will most likely be like this when he's in e army le.so guess i'll just have to get used to it soon.or i'll really suffer.

hmm.still haven decided if i'm goin to change my layout.i've already got a design le.but.sigh.

`signing off.

hmm.shld i change my lay out?sigh.cant decide.

back in sch now.sigh.playing games.heex.eyes hurt.

yeah!just got gd news.e dreamcatcher tt leslie is making for me is nearly done!=)))).

sigh.just gave him a call.but he didnt pick up.guess his on his way out to meet his frens.meeting them at 1030pm at zouk.he's riding ba.so think tt's why he couldnt pick up my call.hope he has a safe journey.

met him this morning for breakfast in sch.ya.wasnt supposed to be in sch.but.sigh.mum had to spoil it.sigh.ok.so we had breakfast in sch.which was so not in private.cos there were so many people ard!grr.shall make it a point never to have breakfast with him in sch again.hmm.slacked there till abt 840plus.crapped.n had serious cold jokes session!lolx.

walked to e studio after tt.hanged ard outside for a while.alot of people walked passed.peishan*eileen*sherrie*nini walked passed n saw us.so cute lorx their reactions.hmm.nini was on e phone with junze i presume.hmm.walked to studio.saw huirong*sherrie goin to e co op shop to buy e sandwich.hmm.didnt go along.but went there anyway.cos he had to get something.hanged ard outside.cos they were eating ma.so we loitered outside for awhile.after tt he went home to rest.cos he had to go to sgh to see his grandma.

had crit session again.sian.saw a lil lorx.den went over to play with e com.all e games.lolx.den had lunch at 11.went over to fc 5.had kfc.n i dirtied my WHITE shirt!argh!so my WHITE shirt had chilli sauce all over it.sigh.aint i a clumsy girl.sigh.so my WHITE shirt had streaks so reddish thingys all over.sigh.

went back.played games again.was on e phone too!heex.hmm.played some really cute games.got piggies.got duckies.so ke ai lorx!=)))).

after sch.had to help huirong with her nomination thingy.went to e clubhse.den waited lorx.went up.waited.n waited.hmm.done le.when downstairs.hmm.den took our bags n went off le.but went to visit e lil girl's room first.den mira called.when to look for her in e clubhse.den rushed off le.headed down to outram.met him at sgh.stayed there till abt 5.den went over to his place.cos he wanted to bath.so shared a cab with his cousin.den went over to his fren's place to get e bike.n he rode me home.ya.kinda fun.ya.got home at abt 840pm.

got home.bathed.had dinner.watched a bit of tv.n now i'm online.doing practically nothing.sigh.will be logging off soon.kinda sian le.n might slp early tonight.hmm.since he's out clubbing n wont be home early.see how ba.*yawn

currently stuck on tt ou de yang's song.tt "gu dan bei ban qiu" n li jun jie's "chi pang".nice songs!*thumbs up*.

just a call from him.he just woke up.he fell aslp while msging me.sigh.n now his late.supposed to meet his fren at 11pm.n now its already 1058pm.sigh.*shakes head*.sigh.nvm na.at least he gave me a call before he left.=))

ok la.signing out le.nights k!love ya!

`muackies.

just finished with most of my intech drawings n dimensions thingy.argh!eyes strain!*grr*.n to make things worse.i'm having some nose problem again.n i'm sneezing away like nobody's business.seems like a leakage.sigh.

ok.nvm.n i'm like having cramp e whole day.so like so dead today.was practically dragging myself here n there.so wanted to just lay my head down on e table n fall aslp.but just couldnt.but rested for awhile after lunch.den when to slack ard with huirong*sherrie.had a cuppa hot milo.sort of made e cramp not tt bad.gd advise all thanks to sherrie!=)).made me feel much better.

when down to e clubhse with huirong*sherrie.waited outside.cos wasnt open yet.sigh.met leslie*yanpin.went in together.left huirong alone in there with e rest of e main com peeps.went outside play wat's tt called???hmm.played with jiahui*junze*sherrie*darren.so nonsense lorx.i couldnt aim properly.lousy player.sigh.=(.n my cramp came back again.sigh.=(((

headed home after tt.bathed.had dinner.helped ma with her luggages.did my intech stuff.n now online le.

argh!cramp's back!gotta go rest le.

nights peep!

argh!i'm in pain!sigh.having cramp n stuff.xin ku ah!!argh!!!=(((

great.my hp bill is here.n its $72.50!argh!

back home le.just had dinner at granny's.had prawn mee!yum!

went to get my shoe today.had to go alone.which was bad enough.couldnt decide wat colour to get.which made things worse.asked for opinion.but didnt get a reply,cos tt person was busy at e moment i called,until i bought e shoe.which was already too late.becaom frustrated.i duno why?guess i was acting unreasonable n childish as usual.sigh.=(.spent like $60 on e shoe.argh!

sch was alright today.spent most of my time on e wood piece.choosing.cutting.stupid dust kept flying into my eyes.which in turn irritated my eyes.couldnt get e thingy cut properly at first.so sought help from terrence*kelvin.they helped me with a few difficult pieces.e rest i did it myself.=).although i was wearing my specs.i still had dust getting into my eyes.sigh.=(

when we were abt done.me*sherrie*huirong*terrence went to slack outside e workshop.had a drink.it was terrence's treat!crapped alot.talked abt sec sch life.e history text.found out tt candy was terrence's classmate.hmm.wat a small world we have huh?

i've got a new nickname.actually it isnt new la.sharon low used to call me that.now lijin(as known as xiaohong) calls me tt.n treats me like his dog.like er?just played along lorx.so i call him xiao hong n he calls me xiao bai.lolx.

sian ah.been feeling kinda pmsy for many days le.mood swinging like nobody's business.sigh.one moment i can be smiling away.e next i can be gloomy.so beware k.

bought new shoes.


this is the pair of shoes which made me so fed up.=(


this is the side of my lefty.


this is the side of my righty.

which is better?off-white or black shoe lace?or both?

mum's pms-ing again.sigh.

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	mysterious
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	eternal
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Message: Spell your name and copy what each
letter signifies about your personality.
Post it so others could get a clear picture of
what a beautiful person you really are!:)

A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgemental.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy .
X You never let people tell you what to do .
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone


this is mine..
P You are very friendly and understanding.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
S You are very broad-minded.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.

hmm.went out today.met him.was supposed to go get my shoe today.but.as usual we were lazy.lolx.went over his place at abt.erm.10.was late.woke him up at abt 12pm.made him wash up.slacked ard.ordered Canadian Pizza again.heex.this time we ordered.erm.e mexian fiesta n e classic itlian.yup.n potato wedges too!*yummy*.we spent abt $24 on tt.hmm.watched e "love actually" he downloaded onto his comp while eating.slacked.slacked.took pics.self portraits with his new phone!e N7610.heex.i wana change phone too!took quite a no of photos.hmm.shall get him to send to me.keep taking photos lately.=)))).
 
got ready to leave at abt 530pm.he went to bath n stuff.get his hair done.get dressed for work.hmm.went to get his*his fren's dinner.n stuff la.took a cab to his work place.hmm.he accompanied me to e opposite side.n den i had to walk alone to e mrt station.n had to come home alone.=(.cos he had to go to work le.but nvm la.work's more impt.hmm.seems like i'm really attached to him le.like being in his company.=).die.if he goes into army.den.sigh.=(
 
took e train home.was irritated by this trio.they look like pri6 or mayb sec1 students.they just kept talking.n talking.non stop.sigh.first they talked abt their neoprints.alright.nothing wrong with tt.they had this shot whereby they were all hugging la.den one of them said its very nice.cos like very close.den e other said eek!so lesbian.i'm like.its only a hug lorx?wat's wrong?sigh.kids nowadays.*shakes head*.ok.den they act like they are old enough to judge guys.hmm.they were talking abt who's gd looking ah.n who's not.sigh.they den changed their topic to cartoons on disney channel.argh!e horror!was i like tt when i was in pri6?can someone assure me tt i wasnt?
 
finally it was my stop.*wipes cold sweat*.any min later.i might have just blurted something into their faces.was relived to be able to get away from tt.but met with something else.there was this scray old man at e mrt station.he was just standing there n pointing at e control station shouting out vulgarities.like huh?all e vulgarities came out.was shocked + scared.he seemed mad.so i quickened my footsteps.was practically fast walking home.sigh.gave him a call.talked to him  till i got home.hmm.told him abt e 2 incidents.n he was like why u're journey home like so interesting ah?lolx.ya lorx.didnt like it though.
 
now back home.had some food.den locked myself in e room.n here i am online!heex.=).
 
might be goin to get my shoes on mon.gotta spend money again.
 
got this from tiff's friendster.like this lots.makes me think abt 4b'03 n chem lessons.
.
 
n i like this.

was hand made by leslie(also known as pinkie!).heex.he's going to sell these.interested partys could leave a msg in my comment area.will get back to u asap.

i have an ucler.argh!hurts alot.keep touching it unintensionally.sigh.

for Women
Personality: Sometimes people criticize you for being insincere because of your 24-7 "I am happy" attitude. But the people who know you respect your willingness to help out others and leadership quality is what you show. You tend to jump into the matters too quickly because of your constant curiosity. Your smart brain allows you to deal with even the most difficult conversationalist and that is why you receive a streamline of party invitations

Love Tendency: The love department has good news for you all the time. Your vivacious personality is directly connected to your sign and the blood type enhances it even more. You fall in love too quickly and mistake the particular relationship as being the greatest at that moment. Capriciousness is your number one enemy.

Life: Your excellent communication skill should be credited to your speedy brain. Your work performance is at an optimum because you are able to handle simultaneous tasks at once. One thing you are not comfortable with is silence. You have to hear commotion around you or else you create it. People sometimes have difficulties keeping up with your fast pace life, so learn to slow down.

Match

Good Match: A-type, O-type and B-type Aries, Gemini, Leo, Libra and Aquarius are the best matches for you. Anyone of these will be a plus to you because you complement each other. A-types usually admire you from far away. O-types are the comforting relationships. B-types bring the maternal instinct out of you.

Bad Match:AB-type Virgos and AB-type Pisces should be avoided. You will tire each other out because of your differences. These partners bring bad thoughts out of you and who wants to be ultimately a terrible person?

ohohoh.i saw someone wearing tt adidas jacket i like!argh!so frustrating.

had sch today.met him for breakfast today.hmm.been having breakfast together quite often recently.=)).like being able to meet him e first thing in e morning.for breakfast or wat.=)).had fun.joking.n taking lotsa pics together n self portraits.lolx.enjoyed myself though it was only like an hr plus.he sent me to sch after tt.saw eileen on bus 105.hmm.

was supposed to start lessons today.but no.we had some touring thingy goin on.gathered at T511.took attendence.den e lecturers talked non stop.had lunch break at 11am.went over to foodcourt 3 with huirong*sherrie**terrence*lijin*kelvin.didnt eat much.cos i had a very a very heavy breakfast with him at e macs at my place.

after tt got a call from him saying tt he was on his way down to my sch le.wana have lunch with me.he made some fish n a bottle of herbal tea for me.=))).he arrived in sch at abt 1145am like tt.went to e tables below T511 to eat.got alot of peeps staring at us eat lorx.aiyo.so uneasy.sigh.hmm.e fish was alright la.mayb cos i dun really like eating fish.but it was still ok.e tea was great!super sweet!really appreciate you coming all e way down just to have lunch with me k.*hugs*.

had to go to e library after awhile.so he left lorx.he saw who huirong*terrence*lijin were.hmm.went to e library to look for e books n mags.sigh.

went back to T511.did some it stuff.like downloading e thingy la.den burn into e cdr.omg!e lect was teaching it step by step lorx.pls lorx.its like most of us noe le lorx.sigh.but i canot be so selfish.canot think of myself only.nearly fell aslp when he was talking.lolx.n i wasnt e only one.heex.e rest were falling aslp too!e weather was just too comfortable for a nice long nap!argh.but cant.was in class.sigh.

did some funny drawing.after tt.first we had to crush a piece of A4 paper.den losen it abit.n draw it on tracing paper.was straining my eyes lorx.eyes hurt so much after tt.they all said my drawings looked like cabbages.sigh.=((

headed down to foodcourt 5 after sch.cos we were hungry!had kfc.met anson*his frens there.hmm.frens names are rody*wan*lucius*mus.if i'm not wrong la.duno if e spelling is right nots.hmm.took a very long time to finish eating.cos kept talking lorx.blueh.n tt made me break a promise i made yest night.sigh.=(.feeling kinda bad abt tt.sigh.=(((

n now i'm back home le.n slacking.while waiting for a certain someone.hmm.

so sorry k.i broke my promise to you.sigh.i'm such a disappointment.cant even do such a simple thing right.not even once.sigh.mayb i'm just lousy lorx.=(.will try to improve ba.feeling so guilty n bad now.argh!

i'm just too sensitive

mayb i was thinking too much.sigh.should just stop thinking about it le.since its no big deal.its just a msg.sigh.am i being too sensitive?

i had to spoil a nice phone conversation.n i had turn nasty.argh!there wasnt a need for me to mention anything about it.i just couldnt keep my mouth shut huh?it would have turned out better if i had just kept quiet n keep that to myself.better i suffer alone.den we quarrel n we feel lousy.sigh.but no.i had to mention it.

sigh.in a very lousy mood now.sigh.

shall stop blogging le.go destress myself by singing ba.

this love by maroon 5
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...

sigh.maybe i shouldnt be jealous over such stuff.sigh.its not going to help in any way.i should just take it as if i didnt see it.n that its no big deal.sigh.

yeah!i've finally uploaded all e pics le!heex.

went out today.was supposed to go back to stc to collect my o'level cert.but as usual.i couldnt get up.blueh.so i got up.bathed.n den went over to his place le.stayed at his place till abt 2.was supposed to have lunch together.but.we were just plain lazy.so we slacked at his place e whole morning.heex.came home at abt 2.took 970.such a long journey.sigh.e stupid bus was moving so damn slowly.argh!think if i was driving.i would have gotten home earlier.kept stopping at e traffic lights.sigh.n i was all alone.=(.cos he had to go to work.canot send me home.=(

came home.rested for awhile.chatted one the phone with him while he was at work.hmm.was glad that i could accompany him.cos he was alone at his work place.hmm.could hear him making e pizzas.so funny lorx.hmm.found out some interesting facts.heex.=).den like after an hr or so.we had to put down e phone at 6.25pm like tt.cos he had to go have his dinner.n i had to go get ready to go out.

met siaomei*siaoying today.was supposed to meet at 730pm outside cine.but i was late.was there only at 750pm.n we met at e mrt station.can say that they didnt change much.=).was great to see them again.=)).i'm still e shortest.lolx.siaoying is more girlie now.that's a gd thing.too bad tiff*jess couldnt make it.miss them lots!hmm.guess all of us[from e clique] has turned straight.siaoying is straight le.hmm.

had dinner at pasta mania.ahhh.just realised that they haven pay me back yet.sigh.nvm ba.take it as i treat them ba.so i'm broke again.lolx.gossiped after dinner.was just like we were back in stc.sigh.miss those times.sigh.but guess we cant go back to then le.we have to move on.n just hold on to this friendship we have created during e stc yrs.=)

received a gift from sy*sm*jess.its a tee shirt.=)

took pics with sm*sy before we parted.

n now i'm home.uploaded e pics.blogging.n trying to change my friendster pics!n it wont work.argh!

yeah!all three of us are online now!together!heex!=)))

went to sch today.actually there isnt a need for us to go back today.but it was a sch day.so we had no choice but to go back.got our textbks.looks like a lit text.sigh.title "The Importance Of Living".wat kind of title is that?argh.like some self help bk.decided on our groups le.me*huirong*sherrie*terrence in e same grp.wanted to have all girl group.but lehning said no.gotta have boys + girls in e group.so no choice ba.

ended at abt 11plus ah.den headed down to his place to meet him.was still aslp when i got there.had to pull him outta bed.was going to late for work le.hmm.took a cab down to his work place.waited for him.den we walked down to marina there.had lunch at macs.i had nuggets.n he had quarter pounder.was playing some fries game.lolx.he kept eating n eating.so funny lorx.=))).counted e no of steps on our way to marina.it has 34 steps!

went to watch tt korean show.erm.windstruck ah.was very sweet lorx.cried when e guy died.=((.sad.

hmm.after tt had to rush le.cos he's supposed to be at work during tt time.heex.so walked super fast.hmm.went toilet.den i came home le.n he went to work.ya.although e time spent was only for a short while.but it was enjoyable.=)))

omg!got this from umar.so act cute!lolx.


me acting cute.


me*tongueout*.sam*hamster*.mira*benben'slover*

just had my bathe n everything.hmm.was in sch till abt 650pm like tt.

was supposed to meet anson*mira at 750am today.cos me*mira had to give anson his big card.heex.so we purposely got up early lorx.hmm.met umar there!heex.haven seen him since mon.didnt passed anson his card cos mira wasnt there yet.so had no choice.kept e card with us first lorx.had a crazy time with mira*umar*n umar's frens at macs today!kept taking pics.makin noise.laughing out loud.making lame remarks.asking stupid cold jokes.ya.was enjoying myself.=)laughed till my tummy ached.lolx.

after tt at ard 9.umar*his frens left for their thingy le.so left mira*me.rotted till abt 915am like tt.den we headed towards e co op there.mira wanted to buy sweets.hmm.bought le.den went back to macs.mira was meeting manying there.slowly took our time to e teaching blocks.

dicussed the performance thingy.sigh.we kept changing our ideas.couldnt decide on one item.sigh.

had lunch at 12.met anson*mira.had lunch together.didnt eat.had like a cup of watermelon juice.my fav.had fries from anson's plate of fish n chips.den ate 1 sweet which was given by samuel.hmm.tt was all.

went back.discussed again.decided to change idea.sigh.so getting bored.so kinda roamed ard e place with huirong.got this feeling tt our skit is going to suck.like totally.sigh.but just gotta do it.just for sake of doin it.i gotta dress up as a guy!sigh.n huirong is my "girlfriend".so nonsense lorx.we have to do some mushy scene.like kiss ah.hug ah.sigh.

finished at ard 330pm.went to meet up with mira at e clubhse there.went to look at e cca thingys together with huirong*sherrie.duno if i shld join tennis nots.i'm afraid i wont have enough time for everything.sigh.shall plan my time first.but its like i have this urge to join.but i canot be so selfish.gotta think abt others as well.

went to play badminton after tt.was kinda just sitting ard.watching ben*erwin*jiahui*xxx*xxx*nini play.duno e name so xxx xxx.lolx.hmm.started only after nini played.hmm.was so hot lorx.was in jeans.n was without any shoe.cool huh?played for awhile.den i went back to sit le.hmm.

left at abt 650pm.came home.cos was super hungry.but didnt eat much la.cos there wasnt alot of food left for me.sigh.so i only had rice with soup.so ke lian hor?sigh.

i'm so tired!n hungry!argh!

`signing off.

bah.gotta be in sch early tmr.would be meeting huirong*mira*ben*n some other peeps for breakfast.gotta be in sch by like 730am.should be aslp by now.sigh.

hmm.just got a msg from huirong.saying we have to wear our be tshirts tmr.like wth?er.its like so weird.sigh.she said we'll just bring it lor.see how things go.hmm.

like gotta pack my bag.butterpaper.check.pencils.check.hmm.wat else ah?hmm.like nothing le hor.oh ya.e tshirt.check.shall wakey at 645am tmr.bath till like abt 7am.get dressed.leave e hse by 710am.hope i'll be able to catch e bus.n hopefully arrive in sch by 730am.

hmm.there would be a dinner for e de peeps on friday.duno if i'm goin nots.see how ba.will be meeting him on fri.after sch=).will be meeting him on tues too!but will be like in e evening lorx.cos sch ends at 5 on tues.

`signing off

just got back from malaysia.ahh.super shag.woke up at ard 9 this morning.cos we had to go collect our passports today.bathed.n den we went down to lavander.collected e thingy.n off we went to malaysia.was kinda reluctant to go.sigh.had no choice but to go.hmm.

jam.jam.jam.sigh.so many cars lorx.slept on e way in.was slping like a log tt i didnt hear my phone ring.lolx.got a call from him.hmm.got in.went to some shopping center.bought dvds.erm.wat else ah?nothing much le ba.

headed down to giant there.bought all e barang barang.den i bought 2 new pairs of jeans!=)).jeremy got his xbox games.

i'm bored!n i miss you.sigh.

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just got snapped at by pris for absolutly nothing!wtf.its like no my fault tt u got scolded by her.please lor.i'm not your chu qi tong lorx.so dun go ard scolding me for nothing.wth!

was in such a gd mood.den she had to spoil it!argh!

yesterday
had flag day.at boonlay.was late.again.lolx.but wasnt as late as huirong.went for breakfast first.before we began to collect e donations.slacked at jp mac till 11plus.den went to walk ard jp with huirong*her fren*eileen*sherrie.start only at 12!lolx.went e pasamalam there to ask for donations.did it for like half an hour den we slacked again.lolx.huirong=professional slacker.patsy=self-appointed slacker.

jackson came down to meet us.slacked ard with us.hmm.ate abit at e pasamalam.after tt headed back to sch.counted e amt i got.guess how much i got.i got a total of.*drum roll*.$9.41!lolx.alot hor.huirong got like $14plus.this proved how much we slacked.hmm.

waited in sch for e rest to finish.went to clementi.cos they wanted to play pool.n since it was e nearest.so.ya.went there.had to wait for yida.so we waited at e macs.had ice cream.didnt know how to play.so i just sat there with mira*kimiko*yida*huirong while anson*denise played.after awhile umar joined us.yida*huirong*anson teached me*mira*umar to play.tried n tried but i couldnt hit e stupid ball.sigh.lousy player.we were playin in pairs.got paired up with anson.sigh.guess he's unlucky huh?to get paired up with me.one of e seinors jiahui joined us.

went for dinner after tt.had noodles.n ice milo.hmm.came back home at ard 8.walked home alone.bathed.slacked ard for awhile.sort of got angry at him for some time.fell aslp.felt much better when i woke up.woke up n found him sitting downstairs.was shocked.hmm.sorted things out.was on e phone with him till abt 12.sat by e window n talked.guess i'm still a petty lil monster afterall.sigh.got angry over such a small thing.argh.have to change tt lil side of me le.talked to him till he go home.which was like 2 plus.went to slp after tt.was really shagged.

today
went out today.was supposed to go watch movie with him.but was too lazy.so decided to slack at his place instead.went over in e morning.woke him at like 9.13am!heex.disturbed him till he got up.blueh.hmm.he went back to slp after accompanying me for awhile.i had no choice but stare at e com screen until he woke up again.

woke him up at 1plus.asked if he wanted to go watch e movie nots.he said anything.up to me lorx.den i said i'm fine with anything lorx.hmm.den we decided to just stay home lorx.since both of us were so lazy!heex.2 lil lazy pigs.lolx.

now there were 2 people staring at e com screen.he was like saying me abt this n abt tt.sigh.hmm.abt my friendster n stuff la.hmm.was super hungry.so we like ordered pizza.at like 5plus.n it came only at 630pm.ate.den he went to bathed.n we left his place at ard 7plus.took a bus to clementi mrt there.took e train home alone.cos he had to rush down to jurong east.he was meeting his frens there.n he was running late!he was supposed to meet them there at 7pm for dinner!lolx.but.....

came home.bathed.rot on my bed.got snapped at.msged mira.n now.here i am.online!heex.

guess tt's abt e summary abt wat happened ba.

gotta wake up early tmr.goin to collect my passport tmr.hmm.chij celebrating its 150th yr i think.tmr at chijmes.duno if i can make it lehx.cos guitar got performance tmr.n i've not seen all my dear juniors for like ages le.hmm.might just drop by for awhile lor.if i can ba.hmm.

my shoulders are aching!i need a massage!hmm.

argh.not feeling well.tummy been feeling weird.sigh.duno wat's wrong.

went to sch today at ard 8plus.super early lorx.had to wake up at like 730am.bathed.had breakfast.den went to dover there to meet huirong*sherrie.sherrie's one of my class's girls.went to T511 together.hmm.went to do e internet thingy.learn how to use e sch's intranet.webmail.er.lotsa stuff la.had to sign up for course.den we finished at abt 10plus.

me*huirong*sherrie*eileen*teckpeng*jireh went down to foodcourt one to have lunch.saw anson*his classmates there.so we joined them for lunch.so fun lorx.after awhile keathong*lingsiang*erwina*celyn came.had lunch at e table infront of us.kept making fun of erwina*tt senior.lolx.=).was fun.

hmm.along came another 2 seniors.erm.alex*gerald.talked abt camp.tt murder case thingy.asked them who killed n stuff.but they refused to ans.sigh.so till now we still duno who's e killer n wat's e motive.sigh.for now we can only guess.shall go bug e seniors for ans le.heex.

went back to T511 to collect our flag day stuff.sigh.my tshirt is TOO BIG for me!argh!got a size m.cos there wasnt any size s left.sigh.so no choice.so i'll look so weird on thurs.sigh.=(.lil girl trying to wear adult clothings.lolx.

flag day would be on thurs!sigh.will be at boon lay.see how things goes ba.might be meeting mira when i'm done with my area.den we can both rot ard together lorx.heex.

wont be goin to sch tmr le.goin to meet him.mayb for breakfast.den pei him go for his check up lor.hmm.haven been meeting him ever since last week.feel as though i've neglected him n stuff.sigh.will try to improve on tt.hmm.kinda happy tt i'll be meeting him after so long.=)).

oh btw.could someone remind on wed night tt i have to bring like $150 to sch on thurs?i needa get my bks n stuff.sigh.so ex.=(.broke le.n i've gotta save up for a lap top.if i ever gona get one.

met new people today.mostly from my class one.so now i've more frens from my class.=).yeah!

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home sweet home

back from camp yest.shag.went to sch today.cos got some thingy for freshies.so no choice.

day one of camp.
hmm.first let me introduce my grp mates.we have gals-mira*huirong*erwina*lingsiang*seline*chenghui*guys-victor*uma*anson*yida*jackson.n e gls are ben*nabilah.hmm.we named ourselves zeus.hmm.

reported at ard 8am.at foodcourt 2 ah.if i'm not wrong.got into our grp.when to play some ice breakers first.den we had to paint our grp's banner.n come up with our own cheers.we were only given 3 colours.so if we wanted more colours we had to earn it with cheers.ya.after tt we had lunch ah.if i rem correctly.had to do something like amazing race ah.was quite fun.had alot of tasks.rem got one was to catch 2 ants on 1 hand.other one we had to eat celery.like yuck!but no choice.had to eat.even if i didnt like it.n we won in e end.*thumbs up*.

played some aniaml game.on e field.got blind folded.den was made to do animal sounds.n we had to find our grp members back.we came in second.had night walk tt day.was brought ard sch at ard 11plus by 2 seniors.erm.benlee*samuel.hmm.was super afriad lorx.luckily got "protected" by mira*yida*samuel.heex.=)

went to assemble at e basketball court after tt.didnt slp till like 430am.was playing games at e basketball court.e whole grp was falling aslp.inculding e seniors.they were kept awake by none other than me!heex.kept disturbing them.they said i was super hyper lorx.

second day day.
woke up at ard 8plus.washed up den assembled at e club hse there.when to play captain's ball.one of my fav games.played against grp 1.n we won!heex.was a close match.e score was like 1-0.grp 1 kept looking down on us.sigh.yida scored e winning goal.=))

had breakfast after tt.went to play blind mice.got blind folded n led by e gls to diff parts of e sch to do diff tasks.first one.we had to walk thru this drain.n we got wet.cos e seniors were splashing water onto us.but was fun la.like playing with water.but legs were super tired!kept getting painted here n there.we missed 1 of e stations.e slide one.cos we didnt have enough time.sigh.=(

got back to e club hse there.saw all e 'wonderful' paintings on me.n started playing with e paint.painted other people.heex.went to bath after tt.had dinner.den we had to design our shim.so funny lor.hmm.we didnt win tt la.bentoh was one of e shims!so he's now horny jenny toh!!

had some disco night in e club hse.was alright la.

slept at 3plus.

third day.
woke up at 7plus!argh!super early!!!washed up.thought was able to go home at like 1plus 2.but no.we went at sp till like 5plus 6.our grp won.got this container of stuff.hmm.duno wat's inside.haven open yet.made e camp chief undress himself n wear this skirt.bentoh was made to do tt too.hmm.got brought ard sch n took photos.n got made wet again.sigh.

gotta run le.mum's nagging.sigh.

`bye

*guess i've negelected you for e past few days.so sorry.=(.know you're feeling kinda weird cos i've not been msging/calling you as often as i did le.sorry k.i'll try to like be like before lor.ok?

hmm.went out early in e morning today.cos i had dental at 9am!was super hot today!argh!perspiration was pratically dripping from me!yuck!made my whole body sticky n yucky.n i just bathed before i went out!argh!

went there.was done within 10 mins!fast yae?hmm.came back home.cos i forgot to bring pam's documents.came home took a bathe.cos i could not tolerate e stickiness!argh!bathed den went out again.went over to meet him.cos he's sick.got there n he was still aslp.hmm.stayed at his place till abt 4.cos he was still not feeling well.felt better after he perspirated.

went down town to get pam's stuff done.hmm.after tt we went to have dinner at e long john's at lido.we kana cheated!e chix was so small lorx.2 tiny lil pieces.sigh.n e waffle fries arent as great as e original ones.sigh.kinda regret having tt.but it filled my stomach nonetheless.hmm.

he sent me home after tt.came home found out tt my necklaces tt i broke are fixed!hmm.one was a gift from quen 4yrs back.e very first b'day present she gave me.e other is from my mum.was suprised to see e necklaces so shiny.e person shined it very well!=))

hmm.i'm hungry!seems like i've been eating alot more than usual.sigh.gona gain weight like crazy le.MUST excerise.hmm.kinda enjoy skating.=).although i'm not really gd at it.so must practise more often.shall drag people to go with me.heex.found my old pair of trackies.will start goin for runs le.

having camp on fri.gotta go get my stuff tmr.goin to buy my sandles.shorts.er.wat else?nothing le hor?

*stomach growls*

going off to look for food le.nights!

coloured my hair.like finally.heex.so now my hair is in streaks of copper red.hmm.but why is it i keep having this feeling that i'm going to regret it after a few days?sigh.hmm.

hmm.woke up at about 10!cos e new bed was coming ard that time.as i was the only one ard.i had to get up and open the door for the people.but guess what?they came only at 12!like wt..?after they finished with their stuff.i went to bath.waited for my mum to come pick me up.headed to go get my hair done.

started at ard 2.finished only at like 430pm!sat there for 2hrs waiting lor.was so damn bored!argh=(.hmm.am quite satisfied with the colour.but am afriad i will begin to dislike it after a few days.sigh.=(

after that went to have dinner with mum and her frens.oh.btw.my mum permed her hair!lolx.its so weird now.so auntie!heex.

will have to get up early tmr!dental is at 0945hrs.sigh.which means not enough of slp.again.n think i'll be going down town.gotta help my sis do her jap class stuff.seems like i've been helping pam in alot of her stuff huh?proves what a gd lil sis i am.*sheepish laugh*.

`off for now.

This Love-Maroon5

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...

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had family dinner tonight.cos my uncle's back from hk.so.ya.we had dinner.erm.at some high class restaurant at chijmes.hmm.is those restaurants where u didnt have to lift a finger to get ur food.e food was pratically delivered right in front of u.hmm.it felt weird being treated like a queen.mayb because i used to work as a server.*shrugs*.

e dinner was alright la.was able to meet up with my aunts.lil cousins.caught up on e latest news with jocelyn.hmm.haven been talking to her ever since she started working.n i stopped working.sigh.e food was ok la.didnt eat much.but was full though.played ard with jocelyn's new phone!heex.n she fiddled with mine.sent her song ringing tones.took pics with her.n e lil ones.so.overall family dinner was not bad.hmm.

hmm.beginning to wear my retainers.again.sigh.cos i've got a dental appointment on e 23th.so no choice gotta start wearing e thing again.n its hurting me!argh!haven been wearing them for such a long time le.feels weird to have them in my mouth.keeps irritating my gums.ahh!sounds scary.huh?heex.

i shld be in bed by now.but.decided to stay up n wait for someone.hmm.*yawn*.

was playing tt tennis game my sis bought.n i got stucked on it.was enjoying it.when e game boy died on me!argh!n i was in e middle of a match!ahh!sigh.guess gotta start playing again.when e batt is full charged.

signing off le.kinda lost my mood to continue writing.

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decided to take away my taggie.hmm.so if u wanna leave anything.leave it as a comment k.

went out today.met up with xuezhen*delia*bunk*clar.

met bunk*delia at some bus stop at e cmpb there.cos goin down to clar's place.was supposed to go down to bugis.but someone didnt wana go.so no choice.we changed our venue.hmm.arrived a lil early.so gotta wait for them lor.sat there listening to my radio.n tt stupid bunkie had to scare e wits outta me!she was standing behind me n not making a single sound!turned ard.n got a shock.she told me she has been standing there for wuite some time le.argh!=(.next came delia.she scared me too!.she suddenly pop beside me!why is it nowadays people like to pop here n there to scare me?sigh.

took a bus down to clar's place.hmm.hanged ard there till xuezhen came.hmm.went to get lunch!bunk treat me lehx!heex.=))).cos i'm like broke.blueh.die!i'm so used to being pampered le.lolx.n i like a bit e bad hor.always make her do stuff for me.heex.too bad.who ask her to be my lil bro.heex.

had qi shi he fen for lunch.not really nice.hmm.but lunch was fun!kept laughing n laughing non stop.ok.they were laughing at me non stop.lolx.kept wanting to sing while eating.den they couldnt take it.so they couldnt eat until i stop singing.heex.whenever i start singing they'll stop eating.then there was this super cold joke.er.they asked what's my bf's name.n i said cola!n they laughed.den i said my child's name would be sprite.den xuezhen said.no should be sarsi.so i ok.guy will be sprite.girl will be sarsi.lolx.wat nonsense we came up with!had jelly for dessert!yummy.=))

after lunch.gossiped with xuezhen on e sofa.haha.been some time since i've gossiped with her.hmm.was talking abt almost everything.heex.had a girl-to-girl talk.whatever we talked abt is a secret!shhh.

played some ps2 game.n i kept dying!argh!stupid game!den xuezhen*bunk were disgusted by e funny nosies i kept making during e game.lolx.was whining.cursing.scolding.was hilarious.=))).had fun!

left clar's place at abt 4.headed down town.had to go service my sis's phone.sigh.after tt.went to taka.felt like eating bak gua.think should be spelt like tt ba.hmm.not too sure.this time is xuezhen treat.=p.roamed ard abit.had ice cream!yeah!hot fudge sundae!my fav!hmm.went home after tt.

got home at abt 7 ah.bathed.online for awhile.went upstairs for dinner.didnt eat much.cos was too full.stayed upstairs for quite some time.till abt 9.came back down.watched slamdunk.got a lil furstrated.cos didnt get anything from someone.erm.was pmsy e min i got home.duno e reason why.erm.went to get food with pris at abt 11plus.cos she wanted to eat.den she force me to eat oso.sigh.all tt oily food!argh=(.n now i'm very full!

ohoh!i watched waterboys yest night!e jap movie.n i was like omg!so funny lorx.n its like my how many-th time watching le lor.kept laughing.n e guys are so so damn kawaii!n fit!n tann!*dreamy eyes*.drools.

*slaps back to reality*

ok la.its getting kinda late le.gotta go.

nights!

was supposed to blog when i got home.but my modem screwed up big time.sigh.so i guess ill have to blog now.

went out today.again.this time with delia.jo was supposed to tag along.but she couldnt make it.she was goin to watch SHREK! with her church people.hmm.we were roaming abt town most of e time.since both of us didnt have ALOT of cash.ya.

met at orchard mrt at abt 12.i was early.so gotta wait.hmm.its amazing to see how many people doin funny stuff with e add value machines.some duno where to slot in their cards.some put in a $50 note thinking they can pick e amt to top up.when there is already a sticker on e machine saying exact change!i just stood there n look lor.hmm.oh.i helped some people to buy e standard tix!they were goin to e airport.haven been there for some time le.e last time i went was with quen.last yr i think.hmm.

ok.back to my day out with nuer.hmm.brunched at mac.after tt.when roaming ard taka first.delia bought this balloon for me.so i was walking ard carrying a balloon.so nonsense right?but hey.i like e balloon.so thanks alot delia.*muacks!*.oh.n she made this card for me!=)).

went over to cine.walked ard.went to look for cds.sigh.realised how many many cds i wana get.but i dun have cash!argh!hmm.sort of saw dara*gracia at cine.they seem so.er.excited to see delia.hmm?

crossed over to hmv after tt.went to take neos!=))))).love taking pics!=)))).hmm.when bloomington.stayed in e shop for quite some time.was amazed by e games n gadgets they have.hmm.like e wood-cravings alot.but no $$ to get.=(.sigh.oh!i saw something i like very very much.so i think its so sweet.its a box of candles.but they come in alphabets.they spell e word happy birthday.e letters r in diff colours.n they have this slight sweet smell.hmm.tt time some guy went to tr to celebrate his gf's bday.he used tt candle.now i noe where to get le.oh.saw geraldine today!whoa!she has pink hair!so cool!its e colour i wana highlight.but seems like i wont be highlighting tt colour le.since so many people are doing it.sigh.=(

went back to taka after we got bored at hmv.bought takopachi n a prezel.yummy.talking abt food.i'm feelin alittle hungry now.argh!canot!must not eat.have to control.or i'll just keep gaining weight.hmm.we sat down.n got chased away by e security guard.heex.we werent supposed to sit on e floor.hmm.went window shopping.as usual.hmm.saw clara.ong*evelyn today.hmm.

headed down to far east.walked ard.n we realised where e guys are getting their pink clothings from le.hmm.

saw lotsa people in pink today.guys n girls.hmm.we kept wondering why guys are so into pink nowadays?can someone enlighten us?its so weird.guys were never associated with pink before.n now they're into pink clothing.its like some kind of fashion statement or something.hmm.i will never understand guys.=(

hmm.went back tr today.delia came along.yup.saw gilbert*uncle jun*laikuen*angeline*ganes*mr wee*graciana.hmm.crapped most of time with gilbert before e rest came.hmm.waited till abt 7plus den i left.cos was waiting for ganes la.cos he starts work at 7.yup.talked to him for a little while.he kept asking whether i was still working anot.sigh.i also wana go back to work.at least i can earn some cash for myself.=(.but no choice.before i left uncle jun gave me some chez sticks to eat.*smiles*.he still rems tt i like those!=))).haven eaten them for some time le.miss e food.sigh.took a photo of uncle jun.lolx.so funny lor.hmm.took some things home.heex.

came home.didnt have dinner.cos was quite full.hmm.went to bath first.came out.sat in front of comp.den went to slp.heex.on my bed first.den i went outside to lie on e couch.n i fell aslp.heex.i am such a piggie.*oink*.

been quite awhile since i've last wrote long long enteries le.hmm.haven had any exciting things to blog abt ba.so most of my enteries are quite short.this one isnt long oso.hmm.

ahh.i'm hungry!

they're playingjay zhou's songs everywhere i go.argh!n e funny thing is i know how to sing to most of his songs!!haha.

tt's abt all.

`patsysigningoutcosherlifeisjustsoboring.

went out today.yup.went to watch Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban.

was alright la.kind of disappointing though.mayb because e time frame is too short.so it makes e whole movie very jerky.i would rate it.erm.3/5.was looking at e cute lil faces of e actors instead of concentrating on e plot.haha.but i already noe e story.so who cares.=)).dracoy looks so alike tt lead singer from the calling!harry*ron are as cute as ever.fred*geroge are *two thumbs up*.but e sad thing was.......there wasnt any of OLIVER WOODE!!!!argh!*cries*.sigh.

hmm.den went jack's place for dinner.*yummy*.e whole restaurant was like empty when we went in.so weird to be eating in a quiet restaurant.hmm.but was kind of peaceful.i like it.=))

received a phone call from TAN SEOK HUI.n yes.from malaysia!aww.so sweet of her to rem my bday!n she actually called back from her holiday just to wish me.love her to bits m pieces.opps!shouldnt say tt.aiya.was kinda shocked to receive e call.but.thanks anyway k girl!*muacks!*.have fun during ur trip k.miss me ya?heex.=))

not only did i receive a call from her.but quen called too.yest night.ya.but i had another line.so she hung up first.so sorry k!=((.but thanks k.was really sweet of u to wait up till 12 just so tt u could call me.really appreciate it.

someone else called too!=))))).

hmm.shall say a BIG thank you to all my frens whom did n dint wish me.cos u all made a difference in my life.no matter big or small.good or bad.u all are still e sweetest bunch of people!*muacks!*.I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!with u guys around i wont feel alone anymore.=)).i miss all of you!alot!

will be goin out with delia tmr.jo was supposed to come along too.but.in e end she couldnt make it.sigh.now it seems like a couple goin out.lol.shall take neoprints tmr!!!haven been taking neoprints for such a long long time le!!whee!

ok la.shall end my night here!*muacks*.

`love ya

patsy.loves.all.her.frens.to.bits.n.pieces

home le.super tired!pam's coming back today!!*whee!*lets see wat she's gotten for me.

oh btw peeps.i've changed my phone no le.so from now on it will be --> 94880749.ok?