patsy is a sad cum happy girl.

i miss him already.

the gemini

Pearl or moonstone (Gemini)

You like: Interesting conversations, wacky movies, new places 'n' people and being first in line for the latest CD or fashion trend..

You dislike: Being told what to do, being told what not to do and people who sit in ur space for hours saying nothing.

You're best at: Organising parties, thinking up brilliant ideas for projects 'n' stuff and doing six different things at the same time.

Deep down: U are always looking around the corner for the next exciting person, place or adventure to stimulate ur restless mind. U like to be involved in whatever's happening and hate being left out of things.

Your career: Lend ur mind around a career in computer technology, theatre directing or feed ur adrenalin by becoming a circus performer.

Fashion: With fash! ion, as with everything else, you're a creature of extremes. One day, you'll pull out all the stops and really go to town on your appearance, the next you'll deliberately dress down. Yellow's your
top colour but actually, you look good in any bright shade. You're a complete sucker for shoes, especially non-sensible ones, but being such a fast walker, you'd probably do your feet a favour by sometimes opting for less crazy styles.

As a mate: You are loads of fun to be around. People love your sense of humour and laugh-a-minute conversations. Always game to try out new things, u really are the life of the party and mates think u are just fab.

As a girlfriend: U get bored easily, so ur boyf's got to be a fun sort who enjoys surprising u. Clever and witty, u are quick to ditch someone who can't match ur mental magnetism, but watch that sharp tongue and
learn patience. Not everyone's as brilliantly brainy as u!

If your boyf's a Gemini: Learn to think on ur feet. He likes to play word games with u so best u engage that brain at all times. Not as physically affectionate as other signs, he is still a major flirt and loves being surrounded by girls. So don't be shy to play hard-to-get sometimes. He'll love the challenge.

Celebrity Geminis
Naomi Campbell (22/5/70), Lenny Kravitz (26/5/64), Denise Van Outen (27/5/74), Kylie Minogue (28/5/68), Noel Gallagher(29/5/67),Mel B(29/5/75),Angelina Jolie (4/6/76), Johnny Depp (9/6/63), Liz Hurley (10/6/65), Nicole Kidman (20/6/66) and Prince William (21/6/82).

the needed break

so this week is the crit week. which equals to the much needed break.


oh i forgot to mention that i went to watch that emily rose movie on monday with the darling and the honey. the honey fell aslp in the theatre. while the darling was busy sheltering her eyes. lolx. and i had popcorn!(: was having this urge to eat popcorn! lolx.


lectures today. so tiring. and the weather was just too gd to be in class. i kept almost dozing off during faris lesson. came home straight after sch. since we've got no plans. n the weather was too tempting. wanted to nap. but i got stucked to the tv. HBO was screening the LORD OF THE RINGS : RETURN OF THE KING. so i just kept watching. n watching till it ended at 730pm. so no more nap.


dinnered. and now i'm going off to bed le. tired! waking early tmr. ciaos.

done and done.

finally T2a is over! had submission today. i met chunmeng at 740am to head to sch together. and guess who i saw early in the morning! i saw JOANNE ANG SHI MIN! *shocked! she was on the way to work. yup. she look so girly now. i miss hanging ard sch with her n gang.


had my crit today. well. i canot say it went well or not. guess its just normal. *shrugs. cant say anything. cos its only the first stage. n they're just helping to us with the concept generation.


and ya. i wore the nyonya kebaya today. while sherrie was in a sari to aid chunmeng for his presentation. hmm. was fun wearing the kebaya. and the lects were so excited seeing us in the outfits. faris was like wanting to take photos. so he made sabrina take some photos with her phone. i took photos too!



see thats me n my darling!(:

YEAH!

i'm done! or i think i am. hopefully tmr goes well. cos i've not met the min requirements. didnt do sections. didnt have time. been doing the research. the tod. the model. the sketches. blah. blah. blah. so i just gave up on the sections.


anyway. i did try to write something. to prepare for tmr's presentation. and if everything goes well. i might even be wearing the kebaya for the presentation.


i got up like early today! considering that it is a sunday! TANSEOKHUI called me to ask whether i wanted to go towning with them! lolx. n i was still aslp. n i got a scolding from her! "OIE! PATSY PEH! YOU STILL ASLP AH! YOU KNOW WHAT TIME LE MA? ITS 1115AM ALREADY K! BETTER GET UP AND GO WASH UP LE!!!!" she was so noisy lorx. and sharon ng was her back up noise. *shakes head. those two are like stuck together. no wonder they're called shadows.


so i had no choice but to get up. washed up. ate abit. was thinking what time to head over to queensway to resize my stuff. and msged the babe. he said he wanted to come over. so while waiting i did the base of my model. he waited for me to finish. he fell aslp on the couch while watching tv. we left for queensway. got my stuff printed. it cost me $7.30!): we had macs for lunch n saw this accident across the street. a bike had ran into a taxi.


headed over to his fren's place. had to pass his fren something. went over to his place after that. cos i needed to get CDrs from him. which i had forgotten to mention to him abt the night before. while at his place. i fell aslp on the couch. n he fell aslp in his room. lolx. we're just too tired. he woke me up cos my sis had msged him asking us to buy dinner for her.


we had mos burger for dinner!(: i get to choose where we were to have dinner cos i was paying! wahahaha.(: and during the meal we witness a kid vomiting. *yucks! n the kid was just sitting 2 tables away from us. *shivers. he was vomiting green stuff out from his mouth n nostrils.):


homed. finished up my model. n prepared for tmr. n now i'm yawning away. i've been slping for 5hrs daily now. tts not gd. n now i have this pimple outburst!): so sad.):


btw with regards to what gene said on the taggie. that just goes to show that we're not the perfect couple. we too have differences. yup. details on such a matter would not be discolsed on this blog. so. sorry. ciaos.


gotta head for bed now. nights!

patsy is a pimple-fied girl.):

back again! i can never stop blogging. heex.(:


anyway. been trying to do as much work as possible. i've done my architect research and the concept write up. hopefully its gd enough. haix. which i think is just me dreaming again. and tmr i've gotta go either peace center or queensway to get my stuff resized from A3 to A4. haix. spend money again.):


i'm hungry! cos i skipped dinner again. yup. went to the stadium for work today. took the bus. but got a call from mum saying she was going to send us to work. like what the?! so last min! den i had to wait for her for 40mins! argh! nvm me. i just hate last min notices. and being alone. waiting!):


so pam n i got to work just on time. lucky!(: had briefing. wasnt paying attention at all. bluehx. did east side tix collector. n i made 2 new frens. they are batman n robin!(they said so!) one is a current SP student from CLS. i'm a lil doubtful abt this. cos he kept tricking me.): and the other i think knows the lects from sch. cos when i said i was from interior. he replied "FC 1 there one ah?" n i was shocked. kept bugging him to tell me how he knew. he just didnt wana say. den when i asked him whether he knew any lects from interior. he nodded. when i mentioned faris. he laughed sneakily. argh! and throughout the whole tix collecting session they kept poking fun at my name.): *pout.


i think the concert was not bad. just that the music is too loud.(the floor was vibrating) the lights were too bright!(kept getting shined on.) but i did enjoy the singing! i like lee shen jie.(: he can sing live! the whole concert felt like a kbox outing. just that you had stars singing live. the area i was working at was so empty. i could just sit there and sing along without any interference.(:


oh i dont think i'll be working for TAOZE's concert le. cos there are so many people wanting to work on that day. haix.): there goes my taoze concert.): haix.): hopefully someone backs out. n they call me in to work!(: *cross fingers.


not being able to get ample slp cause patsy's face to be pimple-fied.):


i know what else comes with the hungry cum neck stiff package. a painful chest. argh! i suddenly feel so weak.):

amongst all the rushing.

taking a break from all the choing-ing. been doing work since i forgot. so till now i've finished my ppt, my TOD. tts all. so much more to go.):


hmm. did a abit of the plans. but i think they're not gd enough. kinda empty. looks and feels weird. still have my concept write up to do. the architect study and the MODEL!): haix.):


would be working tmr night. hopefully i can most things done by then. n get the model started on.


for now. i'm a hungry girl. n i canot think on an empty stomach. n my temper is really bad with an empty stomach.): shucks!


i wana slp! but i shall not! i shall stay up to do work! see i'm such a gd girl.(:


anyways i wana watch harry potter. babe offered just now. it was tempting. but the timeslots were too late. considering the fact that by the time that i'm home i wont have much time to do almost anything. so nope. gave up that offer. wanted to have dinner. but on our way out. it rained. so we gave up that idea. i look funny in that over-sized biker raincoat thingy. i felt like a BIG POTATO! babe said i looked like a marshmellow. lolx.


i've got a crying stomach. stiff neck. wat else is coming with tis package?

MCR

i found this new love for the band MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!(:


i love the lead singer.(:

lucky me.

rem that guy who called me at 5am! was happy he didnt call again!(: cos it was way freaky if he did. n i needed the slp.(:


anyway i met babe today. went ard with his frens to center bike ards. we got caught in the rain. lucky eh?!):


think the rain is taking its effect on me le.):


i still have so much to do!): n its already wed! faris said tt my ppt is done already! i dont think so. i've still have so much that i've not put in. hmm. anyway he made me start on my conceptual idea today. made me draw plans. think i'll be doing a layering project. hopefully it works.(:


i'm hunry. think tt $2 bowl of laksa aint filling.):


sun tanning too much causes a permanent de-pigmantation to the skin! which means you'll lose your natural 'tan' that you have. and the more you tan. the higher your chance of getting CANCER! learnt all these in gems class which happily ended at 150pm!(:


i'm hunry.): i'm so sick. physically and with the project.): haix.): am in no mood to do work. *shrugs. hopefully i can pass ba.

i got a freaky caller.

i'm so tired.): been trying to rush as much as i can for the project. hopefully i can things done nicely and on time.


anyway i got this freaky call at 5am this morning. some malay guy called looking for his fren. and being in that half-aslp-half-awake condition. i just said "ya" to every single thing the guy said. hmm. and i only found things weird. when he started to talk in malay! AH! den i was like who is this? "isnt this XXX" the guy replied. "er. no. who are you?" "who are you?" "er. patsy. who are you? and who are you looking for?" "is your no 9xxxxxxx?" this conversation lasted abt 30s or so. den that guy went on to explain how he got my no. he mentioned something abt his fren giving it to him on a piece of paper. very long ago. he was just trying to call. and like contact his fren. and he just went on and on. i think i was being too polite to someone who called at 5am to disturb my slp! den he said "can we be frens?" "er. NO!" "can i call you again?" "NO!" "why not?" "er. just NO!" and i just kept no-ing. and i hung up. eeks! freaky.


and on my way to sch this morning. that guy mms-ed me his pics! *wide eyes! scary! i hope he doesnt call again. i'm afraid i wont know what to do. haix.): he sound like a perveted desperate bastard.


anyway sch was alright today. had this really SHORT (not to mention a waste of time) quiz in class for intech. it was an open book quiz. n everyone was asking everyone n anyone for the ans. *shakes head. and theory class was ok. watch videos, listen to music, had the seminar readings. so it was ok. with the usual bit of laughter with faris every action. lolx.(: faris asked every single one for a fav bk title. i said james and the gaint peach.(: i duno. it was the first title that came into my mind. and he asked abt what is the most expressive architectual you've seen in singapore. i wanted to say one of the cathedral. but i forgot the name. den he went on to any architectual you've seen. and i said the pyramids. dont you think that the pyramids are such a majestic sight. and the presence of it. makes you go WHOA! hmm. i like theory lessons with faris. its enjoying.(:


i got a comment today that i've grown fatter.): AHH!! bad sign!): in fact i do think i'm rounder le. haix. been eating way too much le. sigh. i've gotta lose like so much extra kgs i've gained ever since sec sch!):


i had a fight (To engage in boxing or wrestling) with xiaohong today in class. and when he told faris. faris was like go on. lolx.(: i like faris. he's fun. he's so naive.(:

RED ALERT!

it has just been brought to my attention that there will be a pin up tmr. for the proposed plans and sections. notice to (s) behind both plan & section. haix.): i so dead! n i've not even completed the research docket.):

the afternoon with the peranakan.(:

i got up early on this sunday morning. was going over to the babe's place. needed some help from his mum regarding the history of the nyonyas and certain things abt the kebaya.(:


i just realised tt i love taking long bus rides!(: cos i'm on concession! lolx. nah. i just love taking long bus rides in general.(:


anyway babe's mum has been such a great help. she has loaned me a few books. and today she loaned another book to me!(: she even sat down and went through some of the contents in the book. i wanted to do an voice-recorded interview with her. but didnt have the time. so i skipped tt. n just asked her qns. hoping she has to ans. lolx. i think babe's mum is so cute. i took some pics of her in the kebaya. n she did a few poses for me. lolx. she even wanted to see if they were nice pics. not nice gotta retake again. she's such a cute person!(: anyway she's been nothing but a GREAT help!(: (eh babe. thank your mum for me again k.)


babe wanted to go bladding with his fren(s). n wanted to drag me along. but i declined the offer. firstly i didnt know how to blade. secondly. the weather was just making me lazy. then. i was just plain LAZY! lolx. but he wanted to go. but was afraid tt i might get angry.(which i think could have possibly happened) if he went. cos i did mention tt i wanted his company. but we took such a long time deciding. he ended up giving up on the idea. and i was happy to get his company for at least a day. just the 2 of us. n no frens.


went over to expo to look for my mum. her company is having a stall there. selling some chicken thingys. didnt try. had dinner with mum. wasnt gd! i think i didnt even finish half the duck noodles i was having. mum finish like 3/4. babe had beef noodles. n he said he aint gd either. expo has a lousy foodcourt. bluehx! after dinner. mum went ard asking for samples from her frens from other stalls. lolx. n she managed to take 1 BIG bag of cappri sonne drinks.(i think the name is spelled like tt. if its wrong. i'm referring to the packed friuty drink tt is in a weird shape.) 1 loaf of gardinea rasin bread. both babe n i think tt its amazing how my mum managed to take so much! lolx. left mum. went to this so called "branded sale". we feel so CHEATED! haix.):


bid mum gdbye. she gave babe a bag full of chicken thingys. which i duno what is it. hmm. i seriously didnt felt like coming home. but babe had to go home to do his hw(as he calls it). n slp early. cos he's on the morning shift the coming week. n i had to do some work before sch tmr. or i think i'm so gona get kicked in the ass by faris/jonathon. ok. mayb not what i've mentioned. but somewhat ard tt area.


i did do a few drawings. i dun think their gd enough. but i've tried my best. aint gd with technical/perspective hand drawns.): gotta brush up on tt. i cant do anything to the ppt. cos my microsoft programs canot work! haix.): so i'm stucked with tt! hopefully i dont get kicked tmr. ciaos.


some images of eugene's mum.(:

patsy is a tired little girl.

i met the darling this morning to finish up on the site analysis. the weather was such a killer! we almost melted in the sun.):


tried our best to stay focus on the project. but the weather was not helping at all!


we went for lunch at cine. had pasta. had to convince her that eating too much mos was bad! walked over to taka/wisma area after lunch. walked ard the christmas toys sale at taka. i saw CAREBEARS! I WANT! and i saw BIGBIRD and gang! i WANT! *pout. chritsmas is just ard the corner you know. *hints. namngee called to ask where we were. he wanted to join us for the analysis thing.


walked over to hereen to meet him. n we actually missed him! we crossed the road without seeing him! it was such a funny sight. called him. n he looked everywhere but couldnt see us! lolx. i still wana try that fruit-chocolate thing their selling at hereen.


when back to continue with the next session of the analysis. the crowd was soooooo HUGE! many people visit town on saturdays! haix.):


went over to ps. to walk ard. since we had like 2hr break. had mos milk tea. much love.(: we were like aimlessly walking ard. haix.


i think after this i'm going to try NOT to step into town for as long i can. its kinda sianx to be in town for soo many days.):


i just realised how many movies i want(ed) to watch.(but couldnt)
1. (my) charlie and the chocolate factory. (yes. i know i'm outdated. but i still have not watched it!)
2. the corpse bride. (yes. this too!)
3. brothers grimm. (haix. nobody to watch with. so i miss it.)
4. 40 year old vrigin. (i couldnt find anyone who was willing/legal to watch it with me.)
5. deuce bigalow. (sigh.)
6. domino.
7. sky high.
8. HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!!!! (this i MUST. die die MUST watch! dun care!)
9. just like heaven.
10. the exorcism of emily rose.
11. oilver twist.
12. pride and prejudice.
13. flight plan.
14. all about love.(zai shuo yo chi wo ai ni. tt andy lau show!)


i think tt should be all for now. sigh. look at tt! tts alot!): i live a sad life. i do not have a social life!): even faris has time to watch movie. and i dont.):


anyway i saw this REALLY CUTE boy. he was walking outside UOB! just walking ard. sherrie asked me something "do you always get so excited when you see kids?" "yea!(: i love kids.(:"


my mum says she wana give the dog away. hate it when she's such a bitch. she was the one who took the dog back. and now she wans to return it jsut because she canot take tt dog smell you get if you have dogs at home. haix.): it was the same thing with the previous dog. hopefully she's just saying it! haix. i've grown somewhat attached to the dog.

guess the song.

and if you need me ; you�d kiss me then tell me how you feel
and if you want me ; you�d show me that your love is for real
and if you love me ; you�d hold me in your arms where I belong
so while I�m feeling strong ; I sing you one last song


i know you worry sometimes
some other girlguy will make me forget you're mine
there's not a doubt in this world
that anyone could take the
place of my number one girlguy

one last kiss.

i must somehow gather some courage to kiss yous lips goodbye.

patsy is a sick girl.

i feel sick.): my nose is in pain. my tummy feels weird. my throat is super dry. haix.):


i canot believe that i have 5566 song! luckily its only 1! lolx. liked the song when i was in sec sch. my fren used to say that that's the only song that i could sing in tune. but i only a bit of the song. lolx.


i dont think i'll be able to finish my requirements for this stage of the project. haix.): although i've done some of the site analysis, n done 1 of the retail shop. but i still got soooo much to do! argh!


ahhh! now my nose is running! *sniff! shucks! shall go off soon. wana rest!

our attack on the UOB.

schooled today. faris was doing this spongebob imitation. "imagination" lolx.(: it was funny! faris watches SPONGEBOB!(: skipped gems class. came home. changed into shorts. cos it was sooo hot! den i went over to find the darling at UOB.


sat there. noticed the crowd. cit chatted. crapped. took videos. sat there for an hr plus. n we ended that session. n headed over to funan.


it was our virgin experience at funan! WHA! *eyes open big big! lolx. collected the camera. n went back to town. had dinner at mos. AGAIN! went to do another session of observation.


we looked like terrorists wanted to bomb that place up. the security guard kept looking at us from inside the bank. *shakes head.


this project is like making us potential stalkers/paparazzi. lolx.


i just found my donation card. was beginning to think that its missing. it only has $2 inside. kindly donated by my sis. and i found this neoprint taken ages ago! when i still had short hair! it was taken with PTLP! lolx. that was soooooooo long ago! i feel like cutting my hair short! hmm.


just got remarks from babe's fren that i've grown prettier! tts gd.(: but with this project. i think i've become a lil weak in complexion. i look older! haix.): *pouts.


we just got attacked by this BEATLE! gross!):

the search for the nyonya kebaya.

so the search continues. we went down to tiong today. hoping we could get more pics of shops selling the nyonya kebaya. but we only found out that the shop has misteriously relocated. walked all over looking for blk 83. when blk 83 doesnt exist anymore!


headed down to town. to look for more shops. did see. but didnt take any pics.):


had mos. yes. again.(: much love for mos!(:


i feel that i wont have enough time to finish up with the stuff. haix.): shit. off to do some productive stuff. ciaos.

marriage part two.

i think my sis should hurry get married! den i've got a wedding to attend! weddings are so much fun!(:


and another thing is i can get the whole room to myself. wahahahahaha. (actually thats the main reason la. lolx.)


but weddings are so fun.(: i so wanted to attend that wedding. but *shrugs. still broading over that matter. i'm such a petty(as my sis says) girl. but i'm to blame. for being so fickled minded! bluehx.


oh btws i think drinking is bad. firstly. you smell! secondly. drinking too much causes one to vomit. and then. it also causes hang overs. it is bad! *nods. bad. bad. bad.


i'm not made for night life. my battery would be dead by 12am. or mayb even earlier. i'm a person who MUST slp! without slp i'll just die!


this is such a randomised post. oh wells.


off to bed i go. there's lectures to attend tmr. double lesson for theory of design. *sulks. and after that going to head down to tiong with sherrie n namngee. do research again. would be home late again. sucks.): anyways nights!(:

1 day tour.

so schooled today at 8am. which i think is super early. considering the fact that i'm still not used to getting up at 7am. argh!


anyways had lecture today. abt the restrictions we have for this project. like canot hack the columns and stuff la. the usual lorx. height clearance and stuff. hmm.


after lunch was supposed to see the lecturers abt our research. went to talk to jonathan for a while. den we left at ard 2pm. to head down to the asia civilisation museum. to look at the peranakan exhibits. went with sherrie namngee weesoon. i like weesoon. he's so easy to bully. we were like bullying him all the way. from sch to the museum.(:


sat outside the museum for a chat before heading down to arab st to the keyaba shop. went there. took pics. took a video. saw laoda and junda! asked the sales lady a few qns. yup. n we were done! the custom made kebayas are so cheap! cost only like $60. so tempting. lolx. and namngee was saying something abt wearing ethic costume on racial harmony day or CNY. lolx.(: i like racial harmony day! esp in STC. cos we celebrated it at night! so its racial harmony night!(: walked ard a few more shops. walked into kampong glum. n saw laoda junda jianzhi edwin. so qiao! lolx. we then left that place for bugis.


wanted to have mos. but we decided to go to marina for mos instead on the belief that there was STILL a mos there. we took a bus down. walked over to esplande. went to this super expensive keyaba shop! the kebayas there are like 2 times the ones at arab st! haix. n they didnt allow us to take photos!): so sad.


i took 195 home. i like taking 195. although its such a long journey. but i like.(:


have a read at this. the babe's blog. its interesting.(:

marriage.

it seems like everyone is like getting married. *shrugs. just got news from babe that his fren is getting married end of this month. ROM first lorx. hmm.


duno lehx. its like so weird. so scary. to be getting married at such a age. *shrugs. mayb cos of the way i'm brought up. i feel that its weird to be getting married because of that reason. although there isnt anything wrong with that. and if i were to choose i would keep the child too. but i still think that its wrong. it doesnt mean everyone is getting married because of a child. then you have to do so.


having been taught abt child/childbirth. i think that parents should be stable enough to afford to have kids. be mature enough. do not be implusive and do things without thinking abt consequences. things like this make me ponder abt alot.

the self obsession is back again.

i've taken up the self obsession sport again.(: been take shots of myself throughout the whole day. lolx.(:


the baby(yixian) says i really deserve my title. (self obsessed freak!)

the big brother's bday.(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN!(:


today is a big day for the laoda of the class. its his 18th birthday!(: the sweetheart. the darling. suwei. namngee. myself decided that we should just bake a cake for him. as we didnt know what to get! turned out that the cake was much more successful than the previous time we baked. which was xiaohong's cake. *shrugs. we're improving!(: we got lotsa help from namngee's mum.(:


btw. did i mention that we baked a broccoli-creamed, chocolate-covered cake. the outer looks as though its a cake bought from any cake shop! serious! *gloats. but the inner. erm. better not to mention.


we shared pretty much of the cake. gave away a few slices to the lecturers. and ARTHUR! lolx.


after that we went for lunch at this fancy restaruant at holland. this pizza bar. cost me $20!): am so broke again. but its not bad. worth the money i suppose. anyway its a once in a while thing. n since its a birthday celebration. den *shrugs.


was suppose to go towning again. but gave up the idea. cos xiaohong didnt wana go. so he asked me to accompany him hang ard holland. cos he was going to pick his gf up in sch after 5pm. (btw xiaohong. if you're reading this. eugene says that xiaoran looks not bad. ask you to dont give up. yup.) so i suggested that we went tcc.(: i like. so me kelvin him went there. called to inform the darling and the rest that we were there. so if they wanted to. they could slack there too. yixian came over. as she only needed to leave ard 430pm. i was so looking forward to have the tcc brownie. but was sad to hear that they changed their menu already. and GOT NO MORE BROWNIE! i am sad.): sad. sad. sad. but i took the second best choice. something the waitress/xiaohong/laoda suggested. yup. it aint bad. but it isnt as gd as BROWNIE! throughout the whole second-best-choice-cake-thingy-eating session. i was saying "i wan weibuo! i wan weibuo!" lolx. ok. nonsense. the guys were trying to make yixian talk abt her secret. but nope. she didnt leak a single thing out. i tried to bluff them several times. but failed. either they're smart. or i lie terribly.):


after xiaohong/yixian left. i had a long talk with laoda.(: i love having long long talks!(: we kept asking each other qns. heex.(: its our mi mi(secret). *shhh.


photos of today.

the past.

hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


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i used to be this



innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way


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have i changed? to this introvert compared to the past? hmm. *shrugs.


i guess most of the past few quizes i did. now would be of a diff ans le.


this is the second quiz with a diff ans.



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i keep browsing thru my past enteries. hmm. n found this. hmm. *shrugs.

certified towner!

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ear candy ; last flight out by plus one.
they used to have this really cute singer i liked.


had class today at 8am! WHA! i met jocelyn on the way out. hmm. had a short chat. haven been chatting with her. so it was good.(:


went sch for lect. had this 1-on-1 talk with the lecturers. i have an average B for design studio C+ for interior technology B for theory of design. anyways faris thinks that i should score better for this project. try to at least get a average of B+ for all including interior technology. lolx. they kept asking me why my intech grade was so LOUSY! *dots. faris said i was one of the lucky few who had a strong conceptual design. and it was a good thing. and also a somewhat bad. ya.


after that 1-on-1 talk. we could leave le. but had to stay ard. cos i have GEMs at 1pm. yup. so loitered ard the studio till 1130am. went for lunch. with the darling. the sweetheart. suwei. eileen. had macs.(: thats my mcdonals!(: waited for the honey to arrive. sat ard. chit chatted. the sweetheart. suwei. left. cos their GEM lect was at T21. so gotta walk all the way. eileen left with them. the darling left soon after. she was going to the library. and kamini and myself had GEM lect at T3A.


so what can i say abt the GEMs class. it was kinda mostly populated with girls class. think theres only like 4 guys in the class. lolx. then when the 1st guys walked in. i was like thinking. is he in the wrong class? hmm. he himself looked stunned! lolx. and the lect was calling him MR. COOL. lolx. the lect is kinda lame. lolx. then we had to fill in this form with our numbers. class n why we took up the course. the MR. COOL stated "to meet more friends" under the why section. lolx! kamini n i were laughing most of the time. class ended at 2pm. the lecture was only for 1/2 hr.(:


called TANSEOKHUI (aka bunk. lets just call her my part time les partner. PTLP in short.) made her come out earlier to meet me. cos i needed to use her NLB card to borrow books. so i was waiting in the HOT sun for her! ahhh! stupid girl! on the bus. sharon n called me. "hello. patsy? can you pass the phone to seokhui?" i was like huh? "oie! why you call me? why cant you just call her?" "i called. she didnt pick up." was her reply. lolx. it just so happened sharon ng saw us at commonwealth mrt bus stop. she called to check where the PTLP was going with me.


i think we're such NUTS at the queenstown library. lolx. we bumped into her frens. n they were looking at us weirdly. like giving short stares. continuously. lolx. but i did manage to get 2 books for the project. all thanks to the PTLP. for her great eye sight. i totally couldnt find the books. lolx. after the library trip. we went to NTUC! had to get some things for tmr. i bought 2 boxes of biscuits! and it made my bag so full! the PTLP had to hold the library books n my water bottle. while i carried the biscuit-filled bag. hmm. took a bus down to cine. cos she tempted me with PASTA! something i've been craving for for so long. but didnt get to eat. cos nobody wans to accompany me. *booho.): but it was a great trip! i was asking her funny qns again! wahaha.(:


made a trip down the paragon TOYS'R'US!(: we're such kids!(: ok. so mayb i'm the kid. but the TOYS'R'US there is SOOO SMALL!): i dont like. i still like the one at forum!(: its little trips like this that make my life so much more meaningful.(: i love being kiddish and not having anything to worry abt.(: thats why i think my frens are a bunch of GREAT people. they can tolerate my kiddish-ness and sometimes they even join in.(:


after that. being the lazy and taitai. we took a bus down to PS. was suppose to get my guitar strings. but didnt get in the end. cos it was so ex. and i didnt wana get the whole bunch. i just needed the 1st string. (btw. thian quen quen if you're reading this. where is the string you were suppose to get for me?) hmm. i saw so many pretty guitars! but so ex. *pout. i wana get a new one. but am afraid that i might just waste the money. sigh.


shopped ard PS. went to see jigsaw puzzles. i so love the WINNE THE POOH ones. she said she's gona do one for me for christmas!(: i hope she does it.(: its always nice to have hopes. i bought one small one. its winnie the pooh too. its not for myself. am gona do it for my dearest fren.(: not mentioning names here. its gona be a surprise for her. wana know ask me. then we went to have ice cream. that girl kept making noise saying that she wans to have swensens. being the cheapo freak that i am. i persauded her not to. although i know she would pay for me. but nah. i had a bigger craving for ANDERSON's ICE CREAM!(: so i had my ice cream. and she had this funny combination. half sour. half bitter. not nice!): but she was happy eating it. *shivers. when we walked past swensens she said "oie. swensens got nobody lorx!" lolx. we went looking ard for her JJ cd. or something. n i was stuck watching the madagascar movie they were showing!(: and i saw "a walk to remember" VCD! ahhh!! i so wan. the PTLS nearly got it for me. lolx.


i feel so pampered by her. she's like my personal maid today. she helped me carry my books. bottle. stuff. n later my bag. cos my bag was way too heavy le. her maid name was supposed to be mariam. but she thought it was too common. n den it was decided that it would be marianna.(: lolx. marianna tan seok hui.


on the way. we wanted to take a cab back. but the bus arrived le. so saved that cab fare.(: saw this homosexual couple. i think they are la. and seokhui kept trying to turn back to see. lolx. it was a funny bus ride back. made her massage for me. n i realised that she sucks at massaging. lolx! but thanks anyway!(: the couple alighted at the same bus stop as us. and it was so sweet to see them hold hands.(: i think its sweet la. mayb others might think likewise. cos i can accept it. and i think they are really brave!(:


after walking me home. that girl took a cab home. cos she wanted to watch that 9pm show. lolx! shes the spendthrift k! hmm. was supposed to msg her when i got home. but i forgot. so she called. aww. so sweet right. she called. and she was like "eh! where are you?" "i'm at home ah. ohhhh! i forgot i needed to msg you! lolx. sorry sorry." and to think that i'm the senior. lolx. thats why i LOVE my juniors so much! esp the full time and part time les partners namely delia chua and tan seok hui respectively.(:

the long awaited meet up.

i met xuezhen tanseokhui (aka bunk) sharon today. didnt ask the rest as they were preparing for their o's. we went for a kbox session!(:


i guess its something i've been wanting. a meet up with that long lost fren. ONGXUEZHEN!


this was a very difficult shot. i used like 1 of the tibits bowl. sharon's bunk's wallets. the remote control. stacked.


this is my so called part time les partner!(: too bad my full time couldnt come. she has o's to prepare for.


the long lost fren!(:


xuezhen myself sharon. this shot was supposed to be me sharon. but didnt wana take with me. so xuezhen was inculded! *booho.


we are the drunkards! lolx. we shared 1 glass of beer. n we got SOOO high! lolx.


and i bumped into SIAOMEI at clementi macs!(: much misses for her! she was studying there with her classmates! actually i didnt see her. until sharon turned ard. n said "isnt tt siaomei?" den i looked. "i think it is." lolx. called her. but she didnt pick up. so i walked over. she was studying chem. such a hard working girl. her A's are starting next week. wish her all the best ba! anyway i've promised her that we would meet up after her A's.(: i forgot to take pic with her! cos i left my phone with bunk and sharon! argh!): anyways. all the best ba siaomei!(:


off to do my research for my project le. anyone who knows anything abt the nyonya kebaya and/or manicure and pedicure do tag/comment me k!(: thanks!(:

i'm a towner!

this sunday was different. woke up had lunch. n mum asked us out to TOWN! that makes it the second day towning. lolx!(:

i finally bought the bag!(:

short entry. gona watch the apprentice.

the wasted shopping trip.

today i went shooping with the darling. met her at 12pm at far east. shopped ard. far east looks different now. its so bright now! hmm. this just goes to show how long we've not been there! nothing much at far east i guess. *shrugs.


headed down to hereen. saw this bag i kinda like. but didnt get. cos i think its kinda ex. n i was hoping i would find a cheaper one somewhere else.


walked over to PS. we were both tired. but we did some shopping before popping into MOS for some leg resting. the darling did manage to buy 2 tops from that mickey mouse shop. it was cheap. n kinda nice. at MOS we were talking abt the 3-in-1 guy. the cute + handsome + cool guy. the darling was just talking to her sis abt it this morning. lolx. guys (actors/singers/etc) like edison chen shawn yue guo pin chao blah blah like made it to that list. and then there was the prince charming list. and DANIEL WU is on that list!(X much love for him.(: he's such a cutie.(X


we did managed to go down to bugis. but the HUGE crowd everywhere and anywhere. made us abit sianx of shopping. we just aimlessly walked ard. it was worse at bugis village. we kinda lost track of where we had already walked. i did see the bag i liked. but didnt have the colour i wanted. n it was more ex there! argh! *regrets.


after that the darling headed home while i went to wait for babe at the taxi stand. he was picking me up. n we were going to meet the guys for dinner. we were early! so we just sat ard and waited. were there at 630pm. only had dinner at 7plus. had some thai style thingy. i duno where. dun ask me.


afterwhich they decided to go for a movie. but when we got to cine there wasnt anything to watch. so we ended up standing outside cine trying to decide what to do. no matter what options were given someone would say something like "too expensive la!" or "too far la!". you know. those turn off things. sianx. and without much options left. we went back to movie watching. caught the 945pm transporter 2.


guess what i can say abt the movie is that is the adrenaline rush u get watching it! i got like so active/high after the movie. was talking nonsense. its as though i'm drunk. lolx. they decided to go over to holland v to slack. slacking late at night outside isnt the thing for me. so i passed it. babe sent me home. not technically home. but to the bus stop. n walked home myself.): but it was ok. it wasnt tt late yet. so i couldnt expect him to send me all the way back to the door step. and he was going to meet the guys at holland v.


i finally got my hair cut today. n it only cost me $10! wahaha. i like neighbourhood hairdresses. its CHEAP!(: i kinda miss my short hair! its been so long! too bad i cant cut.): babe says i look ugly with short hair! babe has been complaining that my blog entries are getting longer and longer. and he thinks its a hassle to read such long entries. hmm. is it?


anyways i made babe promise to watch HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE with me although he doesnt wan to! wahahaha. i'm such a meanie. i got so excited watching the movie trailers before transporter 2 started. i like the chicken little one! the chick dancing!!!(X and the HP one!(X (X (X *dreams.


i think i needa slim down. my tummy is getting bigger n bigger! ahhhh! *runs ard screaming.


was just browsing thru my past blog enteries. found this. read. see if its true or not.


updated ; 327am 30 oct 2005


make a guess what i've been doing? i've been mopping the floor. cos pris had to feel vain. and wanted to paint her nails and she accidentally broke a bottle of nail polish. so the floor had like gold-like nail polish as a side decoration. and just so concidentally my nail polish remover is out! so we panicked! we decided to wait till mum was aslp. go get the green scrub thingy. n scrub the flor with mama lemon. *dots. took such a long time! i feel like cinderella. *yawn.


APPLE or CREATIVE?

the last day of work.

YEAH! the day i've been waiting for has finally arrived! wahahah!(:


done with working. totally sick of it. gotten my pay today. *wide grins. i'm rich again! anyway i keep getting advice that i shouldnt spend so much. am i such a spendthrift? hmm. guess so. based on all the advice i've been getting. the darling and i were so happy to end work today!(: its been such a LONG day.


would be going shopping tmr with the darling. there are so many thigns i wana get. new pumps. jeans. bag? wallet. bottle.(cos my sigg bottle is missing. i could only find the cover!) hmm.


anyway after work today. met babe at clementi. n we took the bus over to his place. its been a while since we've taken a bus together.(: i enjoy bus rides!(: n when we got off. the babe told me that he's fren was actually behind us all the time. and there i was thinking his fren had already left. the thing is babe n fren went clementi. cos fren wanted to buy phone. requested for babe to stay n hang ard clementi n wait for me. so that we could go back together. n he agreed. met him. ask where his fren was. he said his fren had already left. his fren is weird. fren didnt wan babe to tell me that fren was ard. *dots. i think his fren is a potential stalker! lolx.


i think stalkers are scary! i got stalked home before. lolx. but it was by my fren la. funny person. stalked me all the way home just to find out where i was living. i didnt know till one fine day she told me! *ah! anyone else been stalked before?


if you could have any celebrity as your spouse. who would you pick? (eugene. you are not allowed to take part in this conversation! and i dont wana hear you saying anything abt BAOer.)


ok. back to topic. i keep going off track. so i went over to babe's place. cos i could play my SIMs 2! and needed him to slove the problem for me. we tried like a zillion times just to TRY to fix the problem. but no luck. still cant play.): we had mcdonalds for dinner! delivery of cos! wahaha. we both LOVE mac delivery!(: my treat. cos its been so long since i've gotten a pay n with his recent DBS problem. so ya. i paid.(: (see! i do contribute! not all eugene pay k! lolx.) wells no luck with the game. we gave up. n he sent me home at 9plus. cos he needed to slp early today. he's got work tmr. poor boy. *shakes head. going to work on a saturday morning. heex.(: while i go shopping. wahahaha. i'm such a meanie! heex.(: but no hard feelings eh? hmm.


any heres some updates on babe's DBS problem. its kinda being solved. i think DBS has returned him like $70++ into his account. there's still like another $1300++. and his mum agrees that he should make a big fuss abt the problem. and even write into STRAIT TIMES to comment abt such a case. what do you people think? hmm.


i kinda like the new template. its simple. and i get to put many many pics up!(: wahaha. shall choose more pics to put up! heex. such a randomised post. *shrugs.


ATTENTION
decided to get a new gmail acc. cos the hotmail one seems kinda old. and sounds kinda kiddish. anyway wanted to get one with my name. but my name was TOO SHORT! i needa 6 characters! i wanted patsy@gmail.com but nope. canot! argh! so its now patsypeh@gmail.com any mail just mail there.

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

new skin. again.

was bored. and kinda sianx of the previous skin. cos the entry part was kinda small. so did up a new one!(: added in a pic scroller thingy. i like.(: anyways. anyone wans me to put their pic up. let me know. i'll be glad to!*winks.

just 1 more day!

its raining.): the rain makes me sad.): *pout. but the rain is cooling nonetheless. LIGHTNING! AH! scary~


i keep stepping onto the puppy. cos the puppy is just soooo tiny. and he keeps following us ard. but he's so adorable!(:


PRIS IS SUCH A MEAN PIG! she just squashed this already DEAD insect!


i am so happy that its just 1 more day! woke up late today! got up at 8am! rushed all the way to clementi. to meet my darling. to go to work. got to the place at like 920am. those sec sch kids werent there yet. was beginning to think that they werent coming. and then i heard their voice coming out of the lift. it was 15mins past 10. aiyoh! consider this scenario. people you're working with arent working as hard as they're supposed to. or not doing as much as you are. and yet are getting the same pay as you are. would you be pissed? hmm. was discussing this issue with sherrie when they arrived. talk abt coincident. anyway anyone got anything they wana comment abt on this issue? hmm.


however i'm still glad that its just 1 more day away! i'll be getting my pay tmr. hopefully. thats wat the lady said. den saturday would be out shopping with the darling. and den movie with the babe.(: shall enjoy before the sch starts and i've gotta slog my lungs and liver out to finish the oncoming project. thinking abt it makes me even sadder.): worse then the rain made me feel. at least the rain is cooling enough to be in bed. the project would just make me not slp! see the difference! sigh. anyway anyone who is interested in the interior design course in SP do consider carefully. firstly. its wise that you are rich enough to afford the amt of materials that you'll be buying. for example the wood. cardboard. the necessities you'll be needing to do your model making. secondly. you MUST. i repeat MUST be able to not slp for a few days just to do your project. (as some of my frens have gone without slping for mayb 1 or 2 weeks just doing the project) and MUST be able to handle stress. then. you'll have to sacrifice you social life. and be fully devoted to designing. you wont have time to meet up with your other frens. you wont have time for movie. you wont have time for so many other things. the only grp of people whom you'll be able to go out with would be your classmates. however being in this course has its gd side too. the lecturers here are crazy! they can be as crazy as you are. they are HIP! lolx. and can be rather nonsense at certain times. (shows clutched fist. rem this? wahahaha.) the people in that course come from all walks of life. so you'll be able to meet soooooo many funny people! they are fun people. fun and CRAZY! lolx. bottomline is i dont regret being in this course. because. although we spend alot of money. and time. i've kinda devloped this love for designing. so i think its worth it. although i do complain at times. and the people there just makes it so much easier.(: esp the crazy lecturers. they're nice people. kinda slack in class too. we get rather flexible time tables. although the time table says we have lunch at 12pm. we can go for snakcs inbetween. like at ard 10am. or 3pm. so its rather gd!(: esp for a glutton like me! lolx.(: so future students of DID(diploma in interior design) do think abt it.(:


ok. enough ranting abt sch. which may i add is starting in 3days! saw the trailer for HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE! OMG! i wana watch!! anyone wana watch with me? cos i would think babe would pass the movie. *recalls previous time we went to watch HP. he fell aslp. cant blame him. he stayed up the whole night. but if he's willing to watch with me i dont mind. *hints. lolx.


HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE would be out in theatres on the 17th NOV 2005


i like zaizai.(: he's my husband. so is shawn yue. thats all for now.(: they're mine! wahahhahahahaha.

be HIP!

be hip. be SQUARE!





i like her! she won the AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL!(:



she's pretty too!

just updates.

ear candy ; girl of my dreams by MOFFATTS. (rem them? i so miss listening to their songs.)


1. work
has been normal. i guess. sherrie and i keep dozing off at work. can you imagine both of us falling asleep at this warehouse. lying on cardboards/boxes and falling asleep. we look like foreign workers. haha.


this is the brand we're working for. some tuna thingy.



this is what we're suppose to do. stick that healthier choice sticker onto the tin. looks easy eh? imagine doing like 40000!


see that light!


i was bored. so i started taking pics! wahaha.


2. social life
haven been going out recently. been working 8-5 every single day. but sherrie n i did manage to go JURONG POINT yest! cos we had this craving for mos burger.(: so we shopped ard. there wasnt much to look at anyway.



and so i started taking pics again. sherrie was in the changing room. trying on this puremilk top. which she didnt get in the end. cos they didnt have the colour that she wanted. i like carrying her bag. after dinner we went to order her JAY CHOU cd. and was given a poster. i was playing with the poster as though it was a LIGHT SABER! wahaha. sherrie got so worried that i would hurt people and that i would spoil her all so precious poster. we went bra shopping! wahaha. didnt buy any. cos it was such a chore.


3. school
and so we had to register for our gems today. i think SAS has such a lousy system. whereby when everyone logs on to reg it lags. which in turns causes everyone to lag too. and causes people to not be able to get the class they want. everyone was having trouble registering. helped namngee to reg cos he couldnt log into SAS. sherrie couldnt get what she wanted. cos her comp hung halfway thru the thing. its a gd thing to have someone else in the same gems. or i'll just die! anyway i hope sherrie would be able to get the same gems. or it wont be any fun anymore!


4. babe's problem
there's still no news from DBS or what-so-ever.


5. my sims 2
finally i'm able to install the game. but i cant play it. and i have no idea why?! can anyone tell me? i've tried. and there will always be this pop up which says "please insert the correct cd. and restart the applicant" like wth! i've tried with all the CDs. no luck! pttffff. (everyone is into this pttffff craze. lolx.)


6. music
i've like finally finished ripping all the songs off my OLD burnt cds. and so now i've like sooooo many songs! wahaha. most of which i even forgot i had! for example that elva and blue song "you make me wana" lolx.(:


i should get to bed soon. or i'll be a foreign worker again tmr! ciaos. gd nights!(:

the shopping spree.

and so today was the day i was supposed to get the external DVD/CD reader thingy at Sim Lim. and yes i did get that thing. and it cost me a bomb! or i consider that amount a bomb! hmm. its cost me $159!!! haix.): there goes all my savings.*pout.


anyway i lost sherrie at Sim Lim. or should i say we couldnt contact one another. cos her phone is COCKED UP! lolx. so half the time babe and myself was walking ard Sim Lim by ourselves and wondering what happened to that girl! was beginning to think that she got KIDNAPPED!


so we both got our thingys. my DVD/CD reader. her ram. and we left Sim Lim for Bugis. she was going for a hair cut. with her sis. and babe and i went to city chain. cos i needed to adjust the chain of the watch. oh. i should add this in. sherrie is so MEAN to her sis. she's so demanding! scary.


and so we had lunch at LONG JOHN's. and were deciding what to do. it would be too late for a movie. so we just decided to shop ard bugis village. hmm. kept egging babe on to buy something. didnt look at much stuff for myself. didnt wan to indulge on implusive shopping. but in the end we both bought tops from giodarno! now we're giodarno people!(: lolx. he bought 3 tops for $20. and i bought 2 tops for $30. see the difference in gender prices. haix.):


i think would be going for steamboat tmr. with namngee and the rest. which the rest i dont know who. *shrugs. guess i'll know tmr ba.


5 more days to pay day!


wahahahahahhahahahahahhahaha!!!(: and then its shopping day!(: whee! with my darling!(:


i miss listening to my cds. *winks.


ya. and by the way. abt babe's DBS thingy. is still not solved. and there hasnt been any news from them. haix.): i still hope that hacker BURNS in hell! hmph! refer to my previous CURSED post and the original victim ; eugene's post if you're wondering what the hell i'm talking abt.


gd nights all! going to check if i can install SIMs 2!(: ciaos.

the cai qin

OMG! i canot believe what i'm going to say. I ENJOYED CAI QIN'S CONCERT TODAY! lolx. there i said it.


anyway. just got back from work. did the cai qin concert today. n i enjoyed it.(: n i've signed up for that ying yue feng concert. n am on the waiting list for the TAOZE concert! hopefully i get to work. so i can go enjoy his voice. n songs.(:


however. i am totally pissed that nobody has asked me to go for that TAOZE concert?! haix.): babe rejected me. based on the belief that he doesnt go to concerts. asked TANSEOKHUI. but she said she'll go if its JJ. *pouty.):


shall rant later. going to bath. ciaos.

what a wasted saturday!

crazy.

i think i'm going bonkers. i keep talking to the puppy.

the past.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels


[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever


So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels


[Repeat 1]


La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever


Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly


[Repeat 1 (3x)]


this song is such a bittersweet thing. it brings back memories. and sadness. we will still be friends forever? haix.): sad to say it is so difficult to meet up with the people i call friends. its not anyone's fault. but just that our time always clash.): i miss STC so much. i can still rem wat happened on our graduation night! siaomei cried so much. n she made all of us cry with her. the video made all of us go awwww. i miss tiff's sharp squeaking voice. always blabbling abt some hot girl/guy. or even orlando bloom. i miss tansiaoying's coldness. n her always being next to me. to make me feel tt i'm not the only the short one around. thank you! i miss siaomei always asking whether her hair is messy or not. her frequent visits to the toilet just to do her hair. and her yokoyoko (i think its spelt like tt). i miss the class. the times we played bingo even in mr. yeo's chem lab. i miss being able to change in class and look at other people's sports bras. i miss the letter writing during lessons. i miss xuezhen always taking the same bus home with me. i even miss mrs. fung's nagging.


too bad.):


recently i've been blogging alot abt the past. haix.): i'm a sentimental pig!





ok. i know i've posted this pic before. but i cant find anymore that so represents the class.

THEIF!

just found out that babe's DBS acc got hacked into. n tt fellow spent like over a thousand! ARGH! curse that fella!


may you BURN in hell!!! walk n trip over ur over foot. slip on banana skin! eat fish ball choke! drink water also choke! need toilet got no toilet. let ur bladder burst! use handphone. kana shocked by handphone. use knife. cut urself. watch tv. tv spoil. cross road. car bang.


all of the above mentioned are just ramblings. not important.

work is such a drag.

ok. i'm here to rant abt stuff again. work was so draggy today.): the minute hand was like inching its way. anyway. i think the other 3 who are working together with us. are damn SLOW workers. they gimme a feeling as though they dun wana work at all. sighs.


i'm still waiting for someone to say to me. "hey. lets go watch TAOZE!" i have no idea why i have this sudden interest in tt (as i call him) ugly guy. but i just love his songs. n it would be great to listen to them live.


hmm. i hurt my finger today. *pout.


but i got to meet babe today! yeah!(: its been a long time since we actually sat down. have a nice dinner. n chit chat. n do funny stuff.(: much love for nonsense. anyway. babe n myself have decided to just get 1 present for all the 4 occasions we would be celebrating next yr. anniversary. st valentines. birthday. n christmas. yup. so it would save us the trouble to think abt what to get each other. hmm. n we would be (hopefully) opening an joint acc next yr too. just for saving up.(: hopefully eveything works out.



rem this?


i should start taking pics again. its been so long. since i've last taken a pic of myself. or anything in tt matter.

taoze. taoze. taoze.

i wana watch taoze!


so i've been working. at the ulu factory. work's been alright. and i fell sick yest.


and the pup just ate its shit again!


i'm feeling sickly again.): nvm. i'll be meeting babe tmr le!(: yeah!(:

taoze! taoze! taoze! taoze!

the daughter.

hmm. am chatting with JOANNEANG! its like been so long since i've last saw her online! or even physically! tt girl always disappears. hmm. i miss her!(: its been so long. lets see now. i've know her 4 yrs le! ever since she was sec 1. lolx. its been so long.

i miss my sec sch life. it was so much fun. i even rem going up some hill with JOANNEANGSHIMIN n her gang. lolx. i like SHIMIN!(:

misses.

i miss so many things.

concerts.

saturdays used to be boyfriend day. but now it has become working day.): sianx.


anyway i've just did this ushering job for the beyond concert. hmm. the crowd was so ON lorx. so happening. lolx. they were like standing up. singing to the songs. waving their light sticks. so touching lorx. but anyway didnt watch much of the concert. cos was doing the exit chop thingy. so i touched many hands today. lolx.


i miss going to concerts. i miss the atmosphere there. i miss the excitment. i miss the singing-a-long. i miss everything abt concerts!


anyway. taoze's concert is on 26th nov 2005. sherrie's going! i soooo wana go! any kind soul wana sponsor n pei me go watch? lolx. but if all fails. n nobody wans to go with me. i can always try my luck to get the usher job thing. so i can get paid listening to him sing. lolx. i'm sucha cheapo! n there's this er. another concert with jolin. li shen jie. ou de yang. etc. i wana go too. but i might get to work on that day. so pray ba.


i wana watch taoze!


i miss my boyfriend days.):

backflip.

.gnitirw esrever eht os derob m'i .syawyna


:).sdrawkcab srettel etirw ot desu .syad hcs ces irp fo em sdnimer

job job job.

n so i'm back from another day of work. work was ok. wore shorts today. so wasnt tt hot at the warehouse. hmm. kinda slack ba. hmm.


nothing much abt work ba.


anyway i finally got to eat my BK today! wahaha. we took such a LONG trip to IMM! wha!


oh! oh! i saw this rather eye pleasing guy today. at this bus stop. he at the bus stop. i on the bus. he's not wat u call HANDSOME or CUTE. he's just eye pleasing. hmm. he looks like a typical army guy. minus the uniform. i think i'm in LOVE with army fellows. lolx.

AHHHH!

frens.(:

these people will/have go through think and thin with me!(: i LOVE them.

first day of work.

so i've started work at this factory at toh tuck! hmm.


met sherrie at 830am at clementi. my mum drove us there. cos we didnt know how to get there.


work started at ard 9plus. the warehouse was super HUMID! HOT! argh! got no fans. n lil ventilation. haix.): but work load was slack. hmm. we started colouring boxes. lolx.


had lunch at 12.


there were other poeple working together with us. 2guys n another girl. they're quite chatty people. n nonsense! lolx. started crapping with them after 12. anyway they're quite fun loving la.(:

online shopping.

OMG! this is bad. i'm back to the online shopping community. SHIT! CANOT! i canot keep buying stuff. haix.):

delifrance.(:

YEA! just had the delifrance sandwich. eggs.(: much love.


anyway mum was telling abt this job at a factory. its $5/hour. but not sure if they wana hire someone who is only working for 3weeks only. i asked sherrie along too. since its at jurong area.





those were the days la. we were so CUTE! lolx.


i think delifrance's ice tea is SOOO SWEET!


i miss my childhood. the past is always sweeter. right?

the pic.

hungry. again?

i'm hungry! *pout.


i wana have MCDONALD'S! *pout.

when lizards attack.

ahh! something really gross happened today.


guess from the blog title u can guess wats involved.


so today i was clearing the newspaper from the puppy area. n as i opened the rubbish chute. this LIZARD dropped onto my face!!! like ahhhh. den i started screaming. the lizard dropped to my hand. n later i lost it. ahhhhh!!!


sooooo GROSS!

no blogging?

realised tt i didnt blog today. lolx. no. no. i MUST blog. lolx.


ok. so actually been at home the whole day with the pup. n i found out tt he actually eats his own shit. can anyone tell me why? its so weird. it didnt happen with the last pup we had. why? n he seems to enjoy eating it. why? can anyone tell me?


hmm. and i've been playing games the whole day. yup. this is what happens when you're on holiday. n got nothing to do. sianx.


my mum is like nagging at me liaox. ciaos.

the puppy.

and this is the pup.(:

my dinner.

no KFC for dinner le. *pout. gona have hor fun.

obsession takes over again

being the obsessive blogger that i am. i shall blog again. just for the sake of blogging. lolx.


i'm hungry! i wana have KFC!(:


anyway i was looking thru my past enteries. n i'm like missing the past once again. its such sweet memories. although some were better forgotten. but nontheless they are what made me the person i am now ba. hmm.


i'm hungry.


babe is now currently at lavender. i wanted to meet for dinner. but *shakes head.


i just fed the pup. he's so cute. he gets so excited whenever its feeding time. hmm. he was jumping n running ard me. he just cant wait to be fed. he's so adorable. tts when he doesnt turn nasty n bite u.


i'm hungry. have u noticed tt i've mentioned tt like 3 times already. tt shows how hungry i am. any kind soul can buy food over for me? hopefully its mos burger. *winks.(:


am talking to tt tanseokhui. n she's telling tt their are news reports abt lesbians? so weird? i think its wrong to discriminate. its their choice. they live the way they wan to. so why talk abt it? *shrugs. ok.


so lets start a discussion. should the society discriminate against homosexuals? leave a comment or tag. all are welcome.

obsessive blogger.

hmm. so now i've been labelled as "obsessive blogger". great. what's next? lolx.


anyway i've been stuck at home for soooooo long tt i've got nothing to do at all. everything is turning numb. hmm. the pup is as lazy as i am. its just lying on the couch. resting i suppose. but i guess tts because nobody is playing with it. hmm. actually the pup is kinda cute. just tt it bites. haix.


this is the pup. we didnt know wat to call it. so we just call it boy�. yup.


i'm bored! ahhhhhh! hmm. why didnt i ask people out today? haix.): mayb i should go out tmr. or should i continue rotting at home? hmm. going out causes me to spend. hmm. but staying home is such a bore. such contradictions. hmm. shall see first.


hmm. i wana eat BK! i have this sudden craving for fast food. first it was mcdonald's a few days back. n now its BK! *shrugs. kinda feel like having MOS too. hmm. gosh! i'm such a glutton.


and i've realised that i've sort of lost touch with my sec sch frens. i duno why. mayb cos i'm always rushing for my project. tt i always turn down their offers to meet up. i guess that would be the most likely explanation. haix.): n now when i'm on hols. some are having their exams. *shrugs. timing just clashes.


i miss my sec sch days. tanseokhui was reminding me abt it. argh! those were the days la. where we always gallivant ard town. or even tpb. last min mugging for exams. staying in the sch library to study. staying in sch till 6plus for absolute nothing at all. early morning gossips. jess's update on the lastest tv serials. all the cold jokes we could come up with. the roti john tiff n i love so much. the nonsensical games we played during exam breaks. the sudden fetish for BINGO! 137.co. the bimboing with tiff. having siaomei ard to listen to my nonsense. going to the toilet in one BIG group. changing in class after pe. mrs fung's maths lessons. her long naggy talks after you've flung one of the papers. her constant threat to pull me out of the SYF team if i didnt do well for her papers. her famous cakes n jellies, she always bake for us on childrens day. mr yeo's loud voice. his passion for chem. live, eat, breath chemistry. the nonsense we came out with during his chem lessons. mrs phang. although she didnt have any lessons with us. i still miss hers. she's the one who called us bododettes. n we're proud of it. ms maggie lee! my dearest.(: (its a insiders joke.) the long bus journey home on 195. the after sch lunch in sch canteen. always bumping into someone you know. having physical education. actually having prayers n hymns in the morning. the constant talks abt who's cute n who's not. the ice cube ice berg joke. the thing i miss the most is the pinafore. its wat makes me an IJ girl.(: i'm proud of being one.


all these arent gona happen again. i'm no longer in STC anymore. i've lost touch with a few frens. i'm caught up with my sch projects. haix.): i miss all those memories.

babe has brought to my attention tt after i've gotten the connection back on. i've been posting quite a few enteries le. hmm. and its true. lolx. its weird how sometimes when i dun have net at home (i have net in sch) tt i hardly even blog. and now tt the net is back up at home. i just keep blogging nonstop. *shrugs. weird eh?

anyway. namngee just mentioned abt some SAKAE outing next week. hmm. not such a bad idea. haven been going for SAKAE. hmm. but its not yet confirmed.

and we've yet to go on our TANNING trip!i wana go tanning!

hmm. was chatting with TANSEOKHUI this afternoon. we were kinda talking abt the past. so nonsense. lolx.

"`cause you bring out the best in me, like no one else can do. that's why i'm by your side and that's why i love you."

lolx. n i found something interesting today. but i'm glad abt tt suprise nontheless.(:

i wana have BK! *pouts.

new layout

was bored so decided to change the layout of the blog. yup. found the image from blogskins. yup. den did the box thingy. hmm. yup.

online.

n so i'm online once again. i've already gotten my meego. lolx. n i'm falling in love with it. lolx.(:

hmm. been online since i've woken up. i LOVE to be online! wahaha.

ok. so lets recap abit of wat i've done since the project was over. has my crit. which i think was ok. den we celebrated suwei's n peishan's bday at fish & co. hmm. den we had our long awaited kbox session. although this time it was strictly for memebers only. suwei left her wallet at long john's. n lost like $60 cash. she missed out on the kbox. den we celebrated kamini's bday at tony roma's. oh how i miss the food there! hmm. later on we headed to nydc for desserts. hmm. guess tts all.

some images to feast ur eyes upon.

I"M BACK!

I'M BACK online. tt is.

wahahaha. babe came over n helped me fixed it!!!(: much appreciated!(:

hmm. so i'm holiday now.(: WHEE!(:

i'm currently in sch. waiting for the crit to start. sianx. having lunch break now. n those morning shift one. haven finished yet. so its going to be a LONG day! haix.):

the project.

ok. so today is submission. kinda glad tt its finally gona end. but guess on another hand. kinda worried ba. worried that this time around my work isnt as gd as its suppose to be.

i'm hungry!

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the past

was just sitting here doing my work. but got a lil sianx of it. so decided to surf ard. happened to bump into someone's blog. and that blog made me think. think abt the past. hmm. i can say that i'm a lil shocked. but it aint that bad i suppose.(:

currently playing - qian tian by jay chou.

i think i have this love for those love ballads. esp those with a really sad story behind. hmm. *shrugs. guess thats wat catches attention. hmm.

the class has sort of changed in a way or other. it just feels weird. is it just me? or is anyone else feeling the same way? hmm. mayb its because of this project. that everyone is sort of choing-ing to do. just to try to finish up. n aim of the best grades we can get. that everyone is just ignoring each other just doing the project. *shrugs. i canot comment much. cos i myself am gulity of the above. i've been so obsessed with trying to chiong finish this project that i've neglected a lot of things. like i've mentioned before. all of us are turning into no life muggers. minue the studying.

we have just another 1 1/2 weeks more till submission. i wonder if i'm ever going to finish. i've done my/or sort of finished my plans, sections, kitchen plan, section, elevations n details. mayb i should do more. just so that they canot say that i'm not working hard enough. i still have my half-done model to do, my presentation panel to do, my 3d renders to do n the TOD review to write. haix.): the list is soooooo long! haix.):

just did my LC work. printed out a copy to check with the class if its correct. hmm. still have the ppt to do. *lowers head. sick of working. i wana relax. but guess thats the price one has to pay for not having exams for the whole diploma course. i miss yr 1. i even miss my sec sch life.

reminiscing so much lately. i duno.

have to get back to work le. ciaos.