Friday, February 28, 2003

innocent kiss
innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way


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haha..me innocent??so true..haha=p..
dd got her results today..she got a 12..n she was cryin n cryin..hehe..so happie for her..but now..i feel pressurised by her results..haiz~how??i worrie for myself..next year it will b my turn to panic!!!haiz~

Thursday, February 27, 2003

today..i cried for like an hour..coz..xuezhen was wif val n jo e whole day..so..i wasnt wif her lorz..wen i asked her to come n look for me..she said tt she meetin val liaoz..den i was like..ok lorz..den nvm la..ask her to meet val lorz..so..after sch before guitar i,e victim, was alone..while e accuser has company..haiz~this says something abt e frens i have..haiz~dey are more comcerned abt val n not me..dey neva tot tt i would feel alone n left out..but they're wrong..i was!!*tear*they will neva understand me..not even xuezhen..while she was havin fun wif val n jo..i was alone..all alone..durin e break..n onlie clarissa, shermaine n elis were concerned abt me..clarissa asked me wat happened..she doesnt noe tt i'm not talkin to val..she juz asked me wat happened to me n jo..den shermaine saw me nearly cry..but..i didnt..i controlled..den..tt time..elis asked me whether i was ok..i think she noe abt wat happen..i think onlie..but at least she asked..not like some other pple..like xuezhen..she's onlie involved wif val..n not concerned abt me..she doesnt care whether i'm died or alive..she doesnt!!haiz~this tells me something abt xuezhen..she's beginnin to side val lorz..i can tell..actuallie not reallie side la..as in she's beginnin to think tt val's right..while i'm wrong..n e truth is..i dun even noe wat's wrong..i heard from delia tt val said tt my character changin to become more n more act cute..n attracte attention..haiz~i have alwaez been like tt lorz..its not like e first day she noe me..i think she's e one hu's changin..haiz~

"wats e point of keepin frenz...who do not accept u as 'YOU' ?"

Wednesday, February 26, 2003

val wants to stop e 'cold war'..should i??it was her hu began all this..but..haiz~i reallie duno wat to do..can anyone tell me??its been lyk five days since we actuallie talk..haiz~..n its like she changed her seat..actuallie..she was sittin next to me..den she changed over wif val. cheong..ya..n i was like..ok..wateva..its not my problem..n i dun care liao lor..haiz~but i noe i canot let it go lorz..i NEARLY cried on e bus home..
actuallie not home la..went to queensway shoppin complex wif quen..went to look for bag..coz my bag spoil liao..we both gettin e same bag..hehe:p..she's payin..*smilez*..
den this week quen gettin back her results..*prays hard*been prayin hard this few days..haiz~hope she gets e results she wans..den goin out wif her this weekend..supposed to go out wif bunkie one..but quen wans me to pei her..how can i reject her??haiz~i cant decide where to go??should i pei quen or bunkie??or can i compromise??n go for both??hmm..i shall see first..