i'm a dumb girl.):

i burnt my finger at work today. was making mocha for myself. and warming the milk and steam like burnt my finger la.): so sad.


mum asked my to put hazelin snow on the burnt area. and now its feeling better.(:


working tmr again. seems like i'm so choing-ing for work huh. need the cash la. cannot help. lolx. needa support myself for the bangkok trip le.


i'm so caught on that mandy moore song. Someday We'll Know. just love this song la.(:


working with the baby is fun. she's so cute la. keep wanting to do things. much love for the baby!(:


han hisun doesnt wana hire more boys. tts sad. cos no girls wana work. but lotsa guys wana work. he aint giving them a chance to work. sighs. but he said he'll hire more guys. EVENTUALLY. thats like god knows when le.


i like working there. although its kinda far. but it aint that bad.(:

if only.

if only things were as simple as i thought it would be.

job.

HELLO PEOPLE!!


back from the cafe. fun people.


ok. now han hisun needs a guy waiter. he actually asked for junda. but junda declined the offer. so now its open. so any takers? hmm. and he might need another waiterss for next sat if yixian cannot make. hmm.

GREASE!

you know what i did at sch today. i just merely rotted. lolx.(:


went for a lil shopping trip with the baby weesoon kelvin. we were later joined by jianzhi the muffin darling namngee. i didnt buy anything. although was tempted. but nope. no such spare cash.


left early with the baby. was heading to work at indoor. was kinda excited abt the event. but too bad was at the door most of the time. but i guess its ok. i got the chat with a fellow colleague. his name is eugene. so qiao right?! LOLX!


suppered at bukit timah. roti prata. ohh lovely.(X


am so fat now. sighs.

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originally uploaded by patsypeh.

this is what i've done in sch. LOLX!(: i'm gona start my photoshop frenzy again. WHEE!

CCM bday.

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originally uploaded by patsypeh.

the few group photos we get to take.

i'm supposed to blog.

ok. the babe has asked me to blog. but abt what?! i dont know. lolx.


lets see. ok. we've celebrated CCM's bday. like finally. for the first time in 3 yrs! both the sweetheart and honey got way too high on vodka and red wine. and we were taking turns to have a ride on junda's bike. lolx. and when the babe arrived to pick me. he gave rides to the muffin and lijin.


i'll be starting work at the cafe soon. working this sat. gona be waitressing again. i sort of miss waitressing.


i got the flu again. argh! happens everytime the weather is cold la. RAH! i shld start taking the medication again.


anyways the babe is at chevrons again. its like his second home la. hmm. i so miss going singing with him la. its been so long! think the last time he joined us for singing was my bday last yr. its been so long! mr. eugene tan its time for you to date me out for a singing session!! LOLX! or do i have to date you? hmm.


gona work tmr. grease musical! wohoo.(:


i'm still baffled by the kinky candy cane thing. lolx.


Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

took from angeline's blog.

January- Gothic
February- Horny
March- Preppy
April- adorable
May- Stupid
June- Kinky
July- Popular
August- Beautiful
September- Talkative
October- Pretty
November- Nerdy
December- Kissable


What day is ur birthday?


1- Beauty Queen
2- Poser
3- Ninja
4- Actor/Actress
5- Fairy
6- Gay
7- model
8- Crack-Trash
9- Dog
10- Candy Cane
11- Caution Freak
12- Angel
13- Irish Girl
14- Sex Maniac
15- Punk
16- Alcoholic
17- Teacher's Pet
18- Stoner
19- Pirate
20- Power-Ranger
21- sexy beast
22- Surfer
23- Piece of Pizza
24- Hottie
25- Druggie
26- Drama Queen
27- Surgeon
28- Princess
29- Rockstar
30- Hooker
31- Care Bear


What color is your hair?


blonde=Who's sexually frustrated
brown=Who's great in bed
dirty blonde=Who is greatly frustrated
black=Who needs a life
red=Who loves to ride emus
pink=who loves to make out.


i would think that my hair is either black or brown. what extremes. lolx.


so i'm either


a kinky candy cane who's great in bed.


or


a kinky candy cane who needs a life.


take your pick. lolx.

i've got stylo classmates!(X

so schooled today. had gems. had our storytelling test today. i nearly failed.): bohoo. cos i was holding and staring at the paper while reading. sighs.


had lecture. den we went off for early lunch. den the sweetheart the baby myself decided to go for k lunch. and after tt go back to sch. lolx. talk abt itchy butts. and so k box we went.


till now i still cannot believe that we went there to sing hokkien songs!! LOLX! this was what happened. one of our neighbouring rooms so happened to be a grp of aunties and uncles. and they were singing hokkien songs. like they would sing in a CC. so loud! and we were guessing what song they were singing. lolx. it was way funny lorx.(: and we just decided to sing hokkien songs too. and the baby got so excited. cos we were singing one of her favourites. lolx. it was so unbelieveable! the baby can speak in hokkien!!!!!!!! LOLX! unlike me! my hokkien is in pieces!


and when we got to class. everyone was gone! ok. almost everyone. only terrence kelvin nadzirah was ard. lolx. the rest had either left for home or junction 8. so pathetic la.


anyway would be out tmr to celebrate CCM's bday. its like the first time we're celebrating his bday in 3yrs lorx. cos he's always back in HK this time every year. and yet he complains that we dont help him celebrate! sighs.

i miss watching tv.

CSI rocks my socks!(:


been watching tv the whole day. it just feels so great!(: but this isnt going to last long. tmr stage 2 of the project starts. sighs. this sucks. i wana be able to watch tv!

a tiring friday.

That I love you ;
I have loved you all along ;
And I miss you ;
Been far away for far too long ;



got up late. was on the phone with the babe yest till 4am. we had to discuss some things. guess everything is normal. i hope. got to sch. finished up the stupid ppt. and submitted. hanged ard sch. cos LG wanted to give a briefing at 12pm. and he was taking such a long time. sighs.


lunched at bugis. went shopping. and i successfully pyscho-ed sherrie into buying this top from m-industries. lolx.(: but seriously its a nice top. and its worth it! i was so tempted to shop. but no i shall not. i should stop spending anymore. or my bank is going to end up with no money! sighs. we walked so much today. that my feet hurted. my shopping stamina is getting bad.):


going to work tmr. like finally after so long. lolx.


earcandy ; Babe - Take That.


can you believe that i'm listening to Take That! LOLX! (X


decided not to go for the sentosa trip tmr. haven been into sentosa lately. hmm. shall stay home n be a gd girl.(: or i should just go out by myself. hmm.


would be going to work at Cafe Domus. its located at Farrer Park. 7-11 pm.(: *hints!


patsy's theory.
WORK = PAY = MONEY = ONLINE SHOPPING!


lolx. thats my theory.(X it actually means something. lolx.


i'm a paraniod bitch

DA VINCI CODE.

earcandy ; Class95


been so stuck on Class95 recently.


went to watch Da Vinci Code with the darling. honey. muffin. namngee. lousia. bee. lijin. junda. yanhan. we occupied the whole center row.(: were at TPB. i guess the movie aint that bad. shrugs. its normal. but it aint as WOHOO as everyone is saying that it would be. shrugs.


my mood/temper has been on this roller coaster ride recently. sighs. which sucks. and having a problematic comp isnt helping. wanted to do my ppt. but the stupid ppt crashes the comp. cos the ppt file size is too big! GREAT! so now i have to go to sch to do it. which sucks even more.


and my tummy has been feeling weird too. keep having tummyaches. sighs.


somethings seriously wrong with me.


the feeling once had. is now gone.

EXTROVERT

Your Extroversion Profile:

Assertiveness: Very High

Cheerfulness: Very High

Friendliness: Very High

Activity Level: High

Excitement Seeking: High

Sociability: High

How Extroverted Are You?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships.. It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life. In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

The Five Variable Love Test

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

ok. i'm just bored.

*toot*

this is just another bad day.

PINIC ANYONE?

so after the skating outing. we're deciding to have a pinic outing? anyone interested? or has any objections? hmm. it most prolly would be on thurs. after the darling's crit (see we're still nice people we wait for her to finish).


so how people?

skating. like finally.

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originally uploaded by patsypeh.

so we went skating like finally la. the darling the muffin the baby lijin weesoon junda teckpeck myself. i still rem how to skate! lolx. and i didnt fall. amazing!!(: we shall go skating more often. i'm beginning to like skating more.(: but i still dont like those i-know-how-to-skate-so-i-skate-fast-fast-and-then-break-and-make-the-ice-fly-everywhere people. sighs. and we were skating to jay zhou's ye qu. lolx. how weird can that get. lolx. and i didnt fall. what a miracle! lolx.(:

LETS GO SKATING AGAIN!

my creations.(:

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originally uploaded by patsypeh.

this was during critque session yest. was bored. and since yanhan was sitting infront of me. i decided to play with his hair! i started clipping his hair. lolx. this was the cutest la. was laughing throughout the session. and most of the jokes were abt hair. first it was CCM and his gel. and LG and the gel. den was yanhan's hair.(: it was fun la.

PRESSURE IS REALLY STARTING TO COME DOWN ON ME!

i think LG should seriously get a life. he should go out more often. go breath some fresh air. sighs.


i'm just left with 3 days. i'm NOT done with a single thing la!): sighs.


struggling to get all my CAD drawings done. all the annotations and shit la. den i have to do all the furniture into Viz. sighs. dont think i'll be able to slp early. have to go over to the babe's place tmr. needa use his comp. cos my lappy hangs whenever i use my photoshop. sighs.): its time to get a new one.


i'm watching Disney Channel. Fox and the Hound. so adorable. friends.(: i wana have a doggie. a puppy to be exact.


i met jocelyn today. in the toilet. her voice was so loud la. lolx. but she's so cute! she was so excited to show me that she gotten herself a tamagotchi. lolx. i think the tamagotchi fever is back again.


i needa go work soon. so many things i needa get. sighs.


and now i seriously gotta get my butt back to work. laters.

the original SUPERWOMAN.(:

Karyn White - Superwoman

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream...
Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me...
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me...
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk...
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!!!

I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no!!!)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...(I'm only human!!!)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oooh, baby!!!
Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!
I'm not your superwoman!!!!

I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me!
(hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...)
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
I need love, I need just your love, I'm not your superwoman...

JJ CONCERT ANYONE?

hello people! i wana go for the JJ concert in june. anyone wana go?


i wana change phone! sighs. should i? its soooo tempting.


I'M BROKE LA!


sighs.):


this is just such a random post. i'll just make it even more random. LOLX. was just reading some past posts. and realised that my friends are soooooooo GREAT!(: much love for them. i can always count on them. they will always be there whenever i need them.(: no wonder i LOVE them sooo much. LOLX. they are way too much fun to leave behind.


oh that reminds me. i have yet to inform siaomei and gang abt the barbecue.


i'm spending way too much. i needa go back to work soon. and dajie has tendered her resignation already. so there goes my only source of income. sighs.):


been listening to the radio. they were talking abt LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS. so what you guys think abt Long-D Relationships? is it really true that its difficult to maintain one? is breaking off the only way? hmm.


was talking to dad just now. he mentioned abt having a fren working in mediocorp as a backdrop designer. i think. you know those housing scenes. the interiors n stuff. is done by him or something like tt la. and he said that he mentioned to his fren before that i was taking ID. ya. and my dad asked me to go there to work after i graduate. hopefully i can the job there ba. den i dont have to go job hunting. but heard from that dad that its really tiring. cos they work till late at night. and the working hrs are wacked. sighs. guess most ID jobs have weird working hrs.): what a life.


i shall work for 2yrs den decide if i still wana continue with my studies. i wana get my degree. not sure if i am able to. financially. sighs.

photos.

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originally uploaded by patsypeh. and after all ; you're my wonderwall. (:




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originally uploaded by patsypeh. he is just so adorable la.(: another tan.

lesbians?

come to think of it. being lesbian seems way more fun. LOLX.


so tempting......

shit!

shit! i'm such a flirt la.


*shakes head.


i flirt without even realising. and without any memory of it.


but come to think of it. i was such a meanie. bluehx. but that was a few yrs back.


i still miss those yrs back in sec sch. things werent so complicated. all you had to do was study. exam. worry. have fun. now. sighs.):