Monday, May 31, 2004

last day of work.was alright la.no tears.no hugs.nothing.unlike last day of sec sch life.sigh.kinda miss sec sch.hmm.

went to work at ard 11.had lunch there.erm.some green colour nasi lemak.looks weird huh.but i ate it nonetheless.was hungry.so no choice.was busy in e afternoon.mayb cos its e end of e month le.everyone's like me.got their pay le.so spend spend spend.n mayb cos sch hols.den parents bring their kids out lor.i forgot to punch in today.haha.forgetful lil me.cut e garnish for e drinks today.think i over did it.heex.cut too many le.

during break.stayed ard tr.in e private room with uncle jun*laikuen.crapped most of e time.hmm.was trying to read some cheena book uncle jun had.sigh.couldnt read properly.shows tt i needa brush up on my cheena le.haven been touching cheena ever since my june paper.blueh.hmm.had some fries.n a bowl of chix coup.*yummy*.tt was my dinner.=((

worked again at 6.was alright la.but e restaurant began to get crowded at ard 7plus.ya.n today like short of staff lor.station 1 + 2 == angeline*graciana.station 3 + 4 + 9 == crystal*jerome.station 5 + 6 + 7 == ganes.yup.he's alone.n guess wat.we had to open e private room today.so he had to run e 3 stations ALONE!poor guy.hmm.tummy wasnt feeling well today.felt funny.hmm.

after work.ta bao-ed food home.used up all my HOSPO.bought like chez sticks*potato skins*chrispy chix tenderlions*blue ridge smokies.den took home potato suop*corn*beans*rice.alot of food hor.haha.den vincent treated me to potato skins.den i figured we wont be able to finish all those.so i gave one set of potato skins to ganes.since he liked it so so much.n i wont be able to treat him le.take it as a leaving gift lor.yup.see i so nice.heex.

went ard telling pple tt it was my last day.seems like nobody believed me.sigh.den when they saw next week's schedule.den they believe.hmm.linda*glibert will be going back tr to work next week.i think.saw their schedule.kpo me.heex.hmm.might be dropping by tr.erm.on e 8th or something lor.go have dinner or wat.see how things go ba.go back.purposely make things difficult for them.*throws back head n laugh evily*.

*yawn*.tired le.tmr might be goin shopping.again.haha.didnt get my phone today.sigh.*disappointed*.sigh.I WANA CHANGE MY PHONE!!argh.

gotta go le.goin to watch some anime my sis downloaded.

`signing off..
*muacks!*

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wasnt able to put this up on friendster.duno why.so gona put it up here.its a lil message to tiff.

oie girl.how u've been?looking at e pic makes me miss 4b'03 lots!ahh!esp chem lessons with mr yeo.heex.n all e nonsense we came up with just so that we could agitate him.lol.hmm.miss you n e rest lots!wonder when we'll meet.I WANA SEE YOUR PINK HAIR!!cant wait till e 8th.heex.lets go take lots neos!!

Saturday, May 29, 2004

awww.puss in boots is so cute!!watched shrek 2 today with pam*pris*shamin.

went shopping today.bought like 2 pairs of slippers.erm.2 tops.might be getting my phone tmr!heex.spending alot these 2 days.haha.tt's because i just got my pay!heex.

tmr will be my last day working at tr le.might be tao boa-ing food back for family.see how ba.

went tbp today.sigh.haven been there for so long le.lotsa changes made to e place.sigh.kind of brings back memories.sigh.argh!i'll rather not think!hmm.

kind of nothing to write le.

`nights!

p/s:puss in boots is soooooo cute!!!=))))))))

Friday, May 28, 2004

14 more days to my b'day!!
*hinthinthinthinthint*
i wana change my phone!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!

Thursday, May 27, 2004

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
he said...no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her
forever....and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he
cry, and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away, tears streamed down her
face..
the boy then grabbed her arm and said....

"You're not pretty you're beautiful."

"I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to
be with you forever."

"And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd
die..."


awww.....so sweet!!
just watched tv.they were talking abt sm.haha.so funny lor.duno wat.wear sch uniform la.play with whip la.n candles n stuff.lol.so nonsense lor.was watching with pris.

mum went to malaysia today.came back with lotsa durians!so i smell of durian now.argh!n i just had my bathe before i went to help her unload her car.argh!

just had durians.mum opened for me*pris.hmm.

went to work today.was late.as usual.seems like i'm always late nowadays.sigh.was busy la.but recently pple tend to some in ard 9plus.argh!closed side station + salad bar.AGAIN!!sigh.why is it always me?been doin it for so many days le.sigh.but no choice la.couldnt argue.since e thing came out le.sigh.so i guai� do lor.hmm.act had to close everything myself one.but luckily mr wee helped.cos he saw me doin so slowly.he help lor.blueh!

hmm.kind of lost of words now.argh!

hmm.i'm still considering whether i shld get a new phone nots.sigh.ahh!this is giving me a headache.sigh.

i wana go tr eat!haha.make all of e them serve me!lol.so evil hor.blueh!

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

haha.found e second part to e perfect bf thingy.this one is on e perfect gf.

Girls should not always critise about what guys
wear. We all know that we treasure our pride.

When guys have problems, don't make him sit
there
to listen to you. He probably wants to be alone.

When guys wear "comfortable clothing" like
bermudas and slippers, REMEMBER that no matter
what girls wear, guys would always say girls
look
good.

Girls should be soft and gentle. Guys LIKE it.

When girls have that "time of the month", don't
agitate the guy. IT IS NO EXCUSE to get angry.
It's going to continue on for most of your life.
CONTROL IT!

Girls want time with their girl friends. Guys
want time with their buddies too.

Girls should always wash their hair. Guys love
to
smell a girls hair. It's our way of showing
affection.

Guys are not bastards. When we have sex, we
involve our emotions too. Understand that. Or it
wouldn't be called "making love".

Don't expect a guy to always call girls, We WANT
to be PAMPERED too!

When guys are angry, it doesn't mean that we
don't love you. It's because we love you.

When you find a mistake in a guy, don't bombard
him in front of his buddies. Talk to him
privately. How do you like it when he does it to
you?

When guys smoke, remember, it's part and parcel
of life. Smoking doesn't change his attitude
towards you.

Girls should never get drunk. It reflects alot
on
you.

Lastly, don't ever think that the guy doesn't
love you. Guys do cry behind closed doors.

Remember, at the end of the day, we still love
each other

...
wokred today.as usual.hmm.did 1-4 den split.n started at 6 again.till 11.super tired ah!been doin closing for so many days le.wondering how e full timers can stand working till 11 every single day.sigh.

got new girl working le.indonesian.nus student.21 this yr.wat else do i noe ah.hmm.abt my height.sweet girl.kinda shy.hmm.loves to sing.just like me.erm.think her name is graciana.if i'm not wrong la.nice name hor.so unique.

during split when over to orchard towers with ganes.cos he wanted to buy big sweep.or something like tt la.chose e thing for him.hahaha.=)))).hope he wins!den we saw those $1 ice cream man.den he said he wanted.so i bought for him lor.cos he's shy.haha.got him a biscuit one.chocolate ice cream.he was eating happily until he dropped it!sigh.den he so gloomy.haha.like some kid like tt.kick e ice cream la.curse e ice cream la.hahaha.so funny lor.in e end we went to get another one.haha.this time we got e bread one.with chocolate chip ice cream!my fav!hmm.ate almost half of e ice cream.didnt eat e bread.cos dun like.blueh!sat outside there eating.

hmm.was busy today.just like yest lor.but like yest pple came in at ard 9plus.aiyo.e place like suddenly so crowded.sigh.closed side station + salad bar.again.this time derrick hepled me with e salad bar!smiles.lack of staff today.

gosh!i think tt's an insect in e room!ahh!hate insects!shoo!go away!

oh.this afternoon when i arrived.got this super long table!erm.28pple ah.super super long lor.they spent abt $900 lor!they dun even noe wat they ordered.haha.was kinda of shocked to see someone spend so much in a single meal!if only i had tt amt of money.sigh.if only....

was super hungry after work.but didnt have anything to eat.sigh.cos i gave e last loaf of bread to angeline*crystal.den soup.no more le.think crystal*jerome finished it.corn oso dun have.jerome took e last 2.sigh.so i was left without anything.came home hungry.a hungry man is a angry man.haha.derrick drove me home today.played with his NEW phone!i wana change phone too!!sigh.i'm still considering whether i shld get a new phone nots.cos if i get.den i wont be left with much to spend.sigh.see how things go ba.might go out this sat with pam*pris.cos they wana go out watch movie.might only.cos pris has no money!!hmm.

ok la.end of recalling today's events le.goin to do some quiz from friendster le.heex!

`missing you as usual.

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

back again.heex.trying to update my friendster thingy.hmm.it keeps screwing up.sigh.*shakes head*.hmm.

6 days till i stop working.hmm.might not even miss it.sigh.duno why.just seems like its not worth it lor.sigh.the pple i'll miss most have alreadly left the place le.so no point le.right?hmm.

talked to anscy today.told her abt my past.yup.she was so interested lorz.haha.kept asking n asking.but its ok la.just clear some of her doubts for her lor.haha.her daughter kept saying that she wans to be as small size as me n jocelyn.like why?not gd lor.so short.always get bullied.sigh.hmm.

sigh.seems like i'm getting more n more vulgar nowadays.n its all thanks to the influence from e pple at tr n you*.sigh.gotta restraint myself.hmm.not gd.*stares hard*.

hmm.listening to some jap songs on e desktop.like er?sigh.

gotta go shopping le.get some stuff for sch.den think gotta get jess's b'day present le.hmm.tt means more spending of money.sigh.goin to get new phone too!*yeah!*.at last!so tt means dun think i can save much for this month le.hahaha.den how am i goin to survive e next month?die!gotta go look for someone to support me le.hahaha.erm.sugardaddy?lol.hmm.

hmm.finished with e updating of friendster le.but e system is lagging.sigh.did this -->
patsy**

can also be called yuping**

turning 17 soon.

thinks tt elevenrawks!**

came to this lil world on e 10th of june**

awaiting for poly entrance**

short girl with big dreams**

self-appointed dreamer**

toneless singer**

slacker for life**

shuns posers n pple who take ages to reply a simple msg**

thinks her friends are great company!**

cries her heart out at http://dreamslacker.blogspot.com**

[[ + i c a n t s t o p s m i l i n g w h e n e v e r i t h i n k o f y o u ** =))+ ]]

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hmm.gotta go le.kind of late le.n i've got other things to do.yawn!

`signing off.
just came back from downstairs.went to buy food.argh!cos pris was hungry.den accompany her down lor.end up i oso bought food.haha!i'm such a glutton.haha.

worked today.hmm.was really busy la.kind of not packed until 9plus.aiyo.den pple came in.sigh.worked till 11 today.cleaned menu.had 1 whole hr to clean.so slowly clean lor.hmm.

gotta go le.needa go eat my $1 nasi lemak le.haha.n pam wans to use e com.

Monday, May 24, 2004

*excited*.might be meeting sm they all for a movie.erm.shld be watching harry potter.see kyrie in action!haha.been some time since i've last saw them le!=)))))

oh.btw.got a paper cut yest.argh!pain ah!hmm.was kinda irritated yest.sigh.dun wish to talk abt it.will just get irritated.again.hmm.was rather busy yest.cos e crowd came in altogether.ya.linda is back.she dropped by tr yest.david asked her to go back work.yup.she might come back next week.or after i've left.so guess she'll be e host le.so e rest dun have to worry abt being host.yup.

hmm.i keep thinking tt i'm fat these few days.argh!gotta go on a low-carbo diet le.*shakes head*.hmm.decrease my intake of potatoes!hmm.

work was alright today la.not really busy.hmm.closed side station + salad bar today.ganes helped me with e salad bar.yup.cos.....aiya.nvm ba.hmm.den finished the closing rather early.was suoer hungry lorz.den e soup was thrown away earlier than usual.so no soup for tonight.only had have loaf of bread.was munching away before i punched out.haha.hmm.

gotta wake up early tmr.sigh.but here i am still online.haha.guess i'll be lacking slp again.oh.btw i'll be STOPPING work next week le.so next week will be my last week at tr.so those who wans me to serve them do come k.lol.(^___^)

going off le.

`nights!

Sunday, May 23, 2004

A Gentleman and a Perfect BF !

Guys should ALWAYS send the girls home.. at
least..most of them..

Guys should NEVER make a Girl WAIT...

Guys should NEVER make empty promises.. The girl
will NEVER forget the incident when u did not
keep your promise.

Guys should Learn to wear Jeans.. Its more
presentable.. Dun go around town
wearing "Bermudas".. Or watever u call that
manz..

Guys should ALWAYS pay for the girl when out on
a date.. EVEN when ya not the girl's BF.. Its
onli the basic..

Guys should be MORE sensitive to a girl's
feelings..

Guys should NEVER neglect their GF just becoz of
their buddies..

Guys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their GF..

Guys should NEVER LIE.. coz the Girls r SMART
these days..

Guys should ALWAYS be the BEST in everything..
So that the Girl can learn from u.. but they
shld nt get arrogant..

Guys should be MORE Patient and Understanding
when its the "time of the MOnth" for the Girls..
They tend to haf MOOD SwIngs...

Guys should learn how to SHOW more AFFECTION
toward their loved ones

Guys should ALWAYS take the FIRST STep..

Guys should MAKE DECISIONS... Not say " dunno
lar"..or "anything lar.." Girls like guys who
can make decisions.. no matter if it's to decide
whr to eat n wat to do..

Guys should Try to send their GF home from sch
or work if they haf the time despite the
distance.. Besides SG isn't very big..

Guys should learn NOT to be toooo Messy... in
the things they do..

Guys should learn to call and sms their GF ani
time of the day/nite.. Basically to give their
GF the sense of SECURITY.. tts wat girls want
most from their BF..

Guys should try to let their GF know where and
wat they r doing all the time.. SO should da
Girls.

Guys should NEVER Flirt around too Much.. SG is
too small.. Everyone would know that ya a JErk..
Girls can gossip quite a lot..

Guys should learn to be more Passionate..

Guys should be SMART, Quickwilled and
STRONGWILLED..

Real Guys DO CRY.. they haf feelings too.. But
dun CRY to Often.. Coz its NOT very manly..
Besides ya be known as a WIMP..

Guys should KNOW wat their GFs like n dislk..

Guys should know their GF contact NumberSSsss by
Heart...

Guys should never give excuses like
- SOrry I fell asleep..
- Sorry I was caught in a jam..
- Sorry my hp batt was FLAT..
- Opps.. I didn't know that..
- Oh i forgot...

Guys should Never use phrases like
- ya not angry r u? (when its OBVIOUS tt she is)
- I dun like it.. ( when u haven't even tried )
- I dun like them ( when u haven't even met
them )

Guys should always TRY new things and learn to
adapt..

Guys should ALWAYS make a good impression on the
Girls' Parents..

Guys should know how to make their GF happy..

Guys should be DARING to meet ani of their GF's
friends, relatives.. blah blah...

Guys should never make their GF beg them to do
anything..it's juz not right..

Guy should Learn to behave themselves at times..

Guys should be Fun, Talkative, Outgoing.. etc..

Guys should Never force their GF to do anithing
that they dun want to..

Guys should always talk to their GF about their
made-decisions.. and ask them how they feel abt
it..

Guys should NEVER expect a GIRL to correct them
when everything is WRONG..

Guys should NEVER be Ignorant!
something's wrong with friendster.again.sigh.argh!my testimonials are missing again.cant read my messages.sigh.
26 ThInGs A sWeEt GuY wOuLd Do

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair BUT you always notice.

3. Stick up for you but still be respectful of your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.

5. Come up behind you, put his arms around you, squeeze you tightly against his chest, and whisper softly into your ear

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hands will always find yours.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but knows when to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.

14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.

16. Smile alot.


17. Plan a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally do just b/c he knows it means alot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.

21. Always give you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each other's company- even when friends are watching.

22. Sing even if he can't

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason

26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs just b/c he loves you enough to quit!!


got this from an email.haha.lets hope its true ba.lol

Thursday, May 20, 2004

did opening today with laikuen.was supposed to do opening with ganes tmr.but no.david had to change it.so i wont be doing opening le.sigh.cos he says he's very afraud of me making mistakes in front of tt big shot from america.sigh.am i tt not trustable?was looking forward to tmr's opening.n david had to spoil my mood.sigh.

came home stragiht after work.didnt felt like lingering abt there.ya.didnt stay to eat oso.cos david ordered food ma.he asked whether i wana eat nots.i just shook my head.just wasnt in the mood to eat.

hmm.working 4 ah.cos they having meeting.n he needs someone to serve them.isnt tt e same thing as me doin opening?argh!cant be bothered le.see how ba.might not go to work this weekend.cos its like they count e pay until e 21st.n this fri is e 21st.so no point me goin down to work on sat + sun ma.n its only like 10hrs lor.so if i work.i'll have to collect tt $50 next month lor.no point ma.see how la.

oh.i forgot to mention tt tt big shot from america came down this evening.haha.weveryone so stressed.dun dare to talk much.haha.so funny lor.was super anxious.was afraid of doin something wrong.heex.

hmm.been having tummy ache since this morning.kind of a on n off thingy.sigh.couldnt rest during my break oso.sigh.not feeling too well again le.argh!

ok ba.gotta go dream abt my v200 le.blueh.might get it after i get my pay$$.*broad smile!*.

`love ya..

Wednesday, May 19, 2004


awwww.so sweet.
Friendster
(1) What is your full name?: ppgp
(2) Are you happy with it?: ya.
(3) Are you named after anyone?: er.myself?
(5) Your screenname: pAtSy**
(6) Would you name a child of yours after u?: nah.den it will be so werid.patsy junior?
(7) Wat wld u name ur children?: melody?ginger?
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite
sex, what would your name be?: sprite?lol.
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who
would that be?: er.all my frens.try out all e diff names.
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that
people do with your name?: pepsi.pad.
(12) Your gender: female
(13) Straight/gay/bi? : was crk.now straight.
(14) Single?: single but not available
(15) What do you want to be when u grow up?: used to be lawyer.now guess i'll have to be interior designer le.
(16) Your birthdate: 10th june!
(17) Age: 17 this yr.
(18) Age you act: erm.11-12?
(20) Your height: its a secret!!
(21) The color of your eyes: hazel
(22) Happy with it?: ya.
(23) The color of your hair: slightly brown.might streak it with pink soon!
(24) Happy with it?: ok ba.
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous?: righty
(26) Your living arrangement?: with papa n mama
(27) Your family: not bad.
(28) Have any pets?: used to.not anymore.my bro ate all of them.lol.
(29) What's your job: SLACKER!
(30) Piercings?: yar.
(31) Tattoos?: thinking abt it.
(32) Obsessions?: slping.
(33) Addictions?: plently.
(35) Do you speak another language?: ya.cheena.lol.
(36) Have a favorite quote?: no one is alone.
(37) Do you have a webpage?: diary considered as one?
[DO YOU..]
(38) -mystery question-
(39) Do drugs? nah.think its stupid
(40) Read the newspaper? sometimes.
(41) Pray?: occasionally.
(42) Go to church?: nope.
(43) Talk to strangers?: ...
(44) Sleep with stuffed animals? ya!
(45) Take walks in the rain?: ya.its so romantic!
(46) Talk to people even though you hate them? nope.
[HAVE YOU EVER..]
(47) Liked your voice?: haha.ya.i'm zi lian
(48) Hurt yourself?: nope.thinks its very very stupid!
(49) Been out of the country?: yar.
(50) Eaten something that made other people
sick?: no ba.not tt i can think of.
(51) -mystery question-
(52) Been unfaithful?: nope.
(53) Been in love?: ya.sigh.
(54) Sell drugs?: no.
(55) Gone skinny dipping?: no.
(56) Had a medical emergency?: no.
(57) Had a surgery?: no.
(58) Ran away from home?: no.
(59) Played strip poker?: no.but it sounds interesting.
(60) Gotten beaten up?: nope.
(61) Beaten someone up?: my bro?
(62) Been picked on?: sometimes.
(63) Been on stage?: yup.
(64) Shoe brand?: adidas
(65) Brand of clothing?: er.
(66) Cologne/perfume?: white musk.
(67) What are you normally wearing to
school/work?: er.depends on mood ba.
(68) How about parties? erm.clothing?
(69) Wear hats?: no.
(70) Judge other people by their clothing?: sometimes.
(71) Wear make-up?: depends on whom i'm goin out with.
(72) Favourite place to shop?: no particular place.
(73) Favourite article of clothing?: huh?
(74) Are you trendy?: haha.someone said i'm not.
(75) Would you rather wear a uniform to
school?: yar.kinda miss wearing uniform!ahhh!
[AMIGOS]
(76) Do you have any gay/lesbian
friend?: ya.
(77) Who are your best friends?: sm,sy,tiff,xz
(78) Who's the one person that knows most about
u?: sm
(79) Your favourite inside joke?: ...
(80) Thing you're picked on most about?: my height.
(81) Who's your longest known friend???: sm
(82) Newest?: too many le.
(83) Shyest?: none.mayb not with me.
(84) Funniest?: ...i think all of them are funny.
(85) Sweetest?: all my frens are as sweet as candy!
(86) Closest?: sm,sy,tiff,xz
(87) Weirdest?: all of them
(88) Smartest?: sm!

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

just woke up.was supposed to meet you this morning.but couldnt get up.sigh.such a pig.was on the phone with you till 6plus ba.most of e time was kind of in a very lousy mood.sigh.duno la.

argh.having tummy ache now.mayb cos i've only had chocolates to eat.since i've woke up.argh!

talking to xuezhen now.been awhile since we've talked.talking to her abt wat happened during e weekend.haha.so nonsense.

ok la.gotta go le.

`signing off...
was browsing thru some stuff n found this!!

taken during e chalet.haha.
dalaopo.e laogong.erlaopo
sanlaopo.xiaolaopo.
heex!just help pris with her bloggie!*gloats*.heex.sense of accomplishment.haha.just realised tt i'm very very into pink nowadays.haha.bimbotic.*whee!*
just had some $1 naksi lemak.bought from downstairs.cos didnt had a proper meal since this morning.ya.so tt was my breakfast + lunch + dinner + supper!argh!this isnt e way to lose weight.sigh.but didnt had e mood to eat.hmm.

worked till 11 today.goin to be off tmr.den gotta work everyday le.cos got some big shot from America coming to do spot check.sigh.so gotta do everything to 100%.yup.might drop by tr tmr.gotta pass jayson something.see how ba.cos they'll be leaving this wed.flying back to the philippines le.sigh.gona miss them.but its inevitable tt they've gotta leave.so might as well wish them all the best in whatever they do.*smiles*.

hmm.still deciding whether i should just get a new phone + line.or save up e money.n spend it on clothing!!argh!my sisters have been nagging at me ever since i got back n said i wana get a new phone.sigh.*headache*.

er.cant rem what i wana write le.been having a very short memory nowadays.sigh.*scratches head*.

i wana play the sims!!

sigh.siging off le.go find something better to do.shall blog again if i rem what i wanted to write.yup.

`nights!

got this from friendster

Message:

1. Will u love the person back who once
hurt u??

Ans: i did.sigh.

2. Will u go out on a date with a person u know??

Ans: er.maybe.

3. Would u steal the person u love most from ur
friend??

Ans: nope.

4. What's the nicest thing you'll do for love??

Ans: love tt person with all my heart.

5. What's the least thing you'll do for love??

Ans: er.pretend tt none of it existed.

6. Will u give ur ex a second chance??

Ans: i did.countless times.

7. What was the best thing you've done for
him/her??

Ans: i duno.*shrugs*.

8. If u get stuck in an elevator with your ex,
what will you do??

Ans: just remain calm.n have a talk ba.n while till someone comes to save us.

9. Will u give ur partner a big kiss in front of
many people??

Ans: er?

10. If ur ex fooled u once, will u give another
set of trust on her/him??

Ans: i did.sigh.i'm such a foolish girl.

11. What will u do if u caught ur partner with
someone else inside her/his room or bed??

Ans: scream.cry.slap.breakup.

12. If you were given a choice.. Would u drink
a bottle of wine one-on-one with ur partner or
with ur crush only the two of u inside the room??

Ans: haha.can i try both?

13. If you can only save one person on a
crashing plane, who would it be?? Ur crush, Ur
ex or Ur partner??

Ans: partner.

14. You are with your partner at a party.
Your ex asked you to dance with her/him even
for a couple of minutes. Will u dance with
her/him knowing ur partner is right there beside
you??

Ans: nope.

15. Will u still give a present to ur ex on
her/his very special occassion??

Ans: depends ba.if its some impt function.

16. If u hear the word "love". Who comes into ur
mind first??

Ans: hearts.muacks!.huggies.

17. You won 2 tickets for a concert. Who would
you invite? Your partner, ur ex or ur crush??

Ans: depends on wat concert.either partner or frens.

18. Would u do a big favour for ur ex, now that
you're already friends??

Ans: er.maybe.

19. Now, who u are thinking of right now?? Ur
partner, ur ex or ur crush??

Ans: someone special....

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Purest Of Pain by Son By Four
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...
argh!tired!worked for 8hrs today.started at one.throat is still in pain.flu's not any better.sigh.so was kinda working n feeling sick at e same time.argh!terrible feeling!feeling as though there's something stuck at my throat there.ahhh!kind of losing my voice as well.uncle jun says i look very pale.sigh.mayb i'm really sick le.

think i've passed e flu to pris.haha.she's been sneezing the whole day!gd!then tt means i'm gona get well soon!*yeah!*.

jessamine*golda came down to tr today.took photos with them.er.n with jayson oso!golda gave me a keychain!yup.gave my a peck on the cheek too!heex.wrote a msg on her t-shirt!haha.jessamine kissed me oso.in a friendly way la.hmm.hugged all of them before they left.gona miss them!hmm.they'll be flyin back to the philippines soon.

kind of broke.again.left with only abt $43.sigh.why does it seem like i'm always broke?sigh.guess i've spend too much le.bought a new pair of jeans.heex=)).sigh.goin out this weekend some more.how to survive?argh.

my flu is back.argh!

ok.will be working tmr too.doin closing.again.did caddies + menu today.but luckily got audrey to help me with the menu!yup.oh.btw i accidentally cut myself yest.sigh.still hurts.n occasionally bleeds.

there's a bug in the room.ahh!hate bugs!scared of them!sigh.

oh.n its pris's 22th birthday!so happy birthday k!

`signing off.

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

blogger changed its layout.feels weird.still not used to it.hmm.pam's singing + complaining.she's feeling hot.

sigh.didnt go to work today.wasnt really feeling well.had sore throat.den i keep sneezing.until now.sigh.called tr at ard 930am.to say i wasnt goin to work.roy picked up e call.yup.he said he'll inform sally.guess one of the managers is off today.hmm.after tt woke up at ard 11plus.not feeling any better.sigh.had to go pay my sch fees.n take my xray.mum came along.sigh.went down holland v first.den went down to orchard.e xray took some time.cos gotta wait n stuff.

will have to get up early tmr.have to go down to sp for e enrollment.n e thing is at 8am!!argh!so i'll have to get up at ard 630am to get ready.den leave e hse at abt 730am like tt.will be working tmr.sigh.will be working from tmr till thurs.cos fri on i cant work.heex.got something on.yup.

my nose is killing me!ahhh!*screams!*.cant take it anymore.sigh.been holding on to a box of tissue e whole day.hmm.tt scene seems farmiliar ah.haha.someone did e exact something in sch before.haha.rem cos i took tissue from her.hmm.

will be goin shopping soon.gettin a new pair of jeans.mayb new pair of slippers.see how ba.cant spend much oso.gotta try to save up for a rainy day le.since i'll be quitting soon.sigh.dun wana quit.but got no choice.hmm.when i stop working le.gotta depend on people to yang me le.heex.can be tai� le.*dreams*.

gotta stop dreaming n get back to reality le.-reality check-.hmm.

both my sis are aslp le.no.to be exact my whole family is aslp le.esp me la.yup.sigh.must have slept too much when i got home just now.sigh.now cant slp.n e thing is.i have to get up early tmr!argh!hate it when something like this happens!

oh btw.tiff will be flying off to HK tmr.

[tiff!]go hk.dun forget to get something for me k.gona miss ya lots when u're there!*muacks!*.enjoy urself.miss me too k.

Monday, May 10, 2004

my nose hurts!argh!worked today.was supposed to start at 12pm.but i only got up at 12pm!!ahh!rushed like mad.reached there at 1230pm.so i only split at 330pm.was rather crowded.started again at 6pm.sigh.super tired!lucky wasnt busy.

ahhh.super no mood le.cos my mum like scolded me.again.on e way home.i oso duno why e hell she's scolding me.aiya.she wans me to stop working le.so tt means i really have to choice but to quit le.nvm ba.since i was thinking abt quitting at e end of the month le.better let david noe tmr ba.

*screams my head off*..

Saturday, May 08, 2004

jsut had a brownie!yummy!e super expensive brownie.er.think its abt $2.80 per piece!so my mouth now is full of chocolate!heex!=)).love tt brownie!=)))).

had quite alot to eat today.had one quarter of a burger!er.2 chez sticks!my fav!er.potato skins!a few blue ridge ribs.beans.fries!heex.cos derrick cooked for us to eat!yup.den we all share lorz.

was supposed to end work at 10.but got extended till 1030pm.didnt wan to.but had no choice.cos e place was really packed.had a queue till like abt 945pm.argh!n we were short of staff today.cos callen*wencen*eugene couldnt make it.sigh.did station 1 + 2 with golda today.dehua do host.crystal*laikuen did station 3 + 4 + 9.ganes station 5 + 6.sigh.was super tired today!thought could stop at 10.but got extended.ah!sigh.worked e whole day le lor!still ask me to extend.why me?sigh.nvm ba.had delicious stuff to eat.so no complains.

my sis is standing in front of the mirror playing with her hair!haha.trying to make it look better!hahahahaha.helmet head!wahahaahhaahhaha.i'm still waiting for my hair to get longer!before i do anything to it.sigh.*impatient*.sigh.

this song has been stuck in my head for quite some time.maybe because it has been playing non stop for e past few days at tr.n tt purest of pain song oso!argh!

Back At One by Brian McKnight
Its undeniable...that we should be together...
Its unbelievable how I used to say that i'd fall never
The basis is need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real...
If all things in time, time will reveal...
Yeah...

One...you're like a dream come true...
Two... jus wanna be with you...
Three... girl its plain to see...that your the only one for me...
Four...repeat steps one to three...
Five... make you fall in love with me...
If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One.(yeah)

So Incrediable...the way things work themselves out...
And all emotional, once you know that its all about babe...
And undesirable...for us to be apart...
Never would of made it very far...
Cause you know that you got the keys to my heart
Cause...

One...you're like a dream come true
Two... jus wanna be with you
Three... girl its plain to see..that your the only one for me
Four...repeat steps one to three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One......

Say farewell to the dark night...I see the coming of the sun...
I feel like a little child..whose life has jus begun...
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine...
You threw out the life line...just in the Nick of Tiimmmeeee.....

One...you're like a dream come true
Two... jus wanna be with you
Three... girl its plain to see..that your the only one for me..girl and...
Four...repeat steps one to three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One.

patsyissingingnonstop!heex

Friday, May 07, 2004

was bored so i did a quiz for u all to take! http://patelevenrawks.friendtest.com/
have watched e show dawn of the dead.was supposed to watch with you.but ended watching it with ganes*eugene.sigh.wasnt really scary.cos i had one guy on each side to protect me!hahaha!

e show was kind of a disappointment!sigh.wat a waste of cash!argh!

have been in a very bad mood nowadays.sigh.keep offending people.making people sad.making people tolerate my childish tempers.sigh.

imjustabratwithachildishtemper

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

just realised how long i haven since i've last wrote le!guess i'm either too busy.or i cant be bothered anymore.sigh.enteries are getting shorter n shorter.cant rem wat i wana write.sigh.-scatter brain-.

was supposed to have my off day today.but.had to take over someone's shift.er.callen couldnt work.den david ask me to work.cant complain.cos.i willingly took up "the offer".need cash!so.ya.work more lor.so this means i'm gona be superwoman this week!wont have any more off days!

n tmr doin opening.with ganes.gotta buy breakfast for david.n have to do the layout thingy for him tonight.den pass it to him tmr morning.yup.hmm.after tt think during my split going for a movie.yup.gona watch dawn of the dead!!!!!yeah!at last!was supposed to meet xuezhen+her bf tmr.but she couldnt make it.cos she got angklung practice.sigh.nvm ba.another time lor!hmm.

my sis's on the phone.sigh.duno la.she's in a pmsy mood.

my eldest sis went to cut her hair!now she looks like a ball/helmet head!hahahaha.super ugly lor.i'm such a baddie!saying such things abt her hairstyle.blueh.

hmm.work was ok la.wasnt really busy at first.den ard 730 like tt.people started to come.think i noe why its been so busy le.cos everyone just got paid!n they're spending it on delicious food!hahaha.had like 4 tables for 7 lor!den got quite a no of regular guest came.worked till abt 10 like tt.den punched out.had baked potato soup.argh.such a sin.so fattening.gotta cut down le.gaining weight like nobody's business.ahh!hmm.

oh!siaomei is back!!!whee!miss her so much!heard tt she got a shirt for me!*smiles*.muacks!.thanks k!hope can meet up with ya soon.

tr is playing tt purest of pain song.sigh.used to like it alot.but some things happened.n i started to dislike it.sigh.listening to it brings back alot of unhappy memories.sigh.