hmm.
haven been bloggin much.
mayb cos i'm too caught up with my work.
ya.
olevel results will b out this friday.
had to change my schedule.
cos i was to work from 10-2 den 6-10.
but canot ma.
so david changed it to 6-10 only.
sigh.
yup.
nvm.
guess its ok la.
after collecting e results i hope we'll b in e mood for town.
haven been goin out with sm,sy,tiff,kyrie,jess....... for such a long time.
miss them so much!
den think friday will definately b my last time wearing e sch uniform!
oh!
so gona miss it!
hmm.
ok la.
gotta make a move first.
gotta help joanne burn e cd.
or else.............
yup.
panda peh signing off.....
*muacks!*
Sunday, February 22, 2004
love this part of e book.
*muackies*
so sweet!
=).
if only........
but nvm la.
this means a new part of life has begun.
i'll have to move on.
i still have so many things awaiting for me to do.'
yup.
n anyway.
i'm happy with my life now.
yup.
i've got my family.
frens.
juniors.
co-workers.
all e people who still care for me.
yup.
=).
i bit jeff's hand today.not once.not twice.but thrice!.omg!feeling so damn guilty now.cos.e bite mark is still there.n it bled!ya!so.so.so guilty lorz!
*muackies*
so sweet!
=).
if only........
but nvm la.
this means a new part of life has begun.
i'll have to move on.
i still have so many things awaiting for me to do.'
yup.
n anyway.
i'm happy with my life now.
yup.
i've got my family.
frens.
juniors.
co-workers.
all e people who still care for me.
yup.
=).
i bit jeff's hand today.not once.not twice.but thrice!.omg!feeling so damn guilty now.cos.e bite mark is still there.n it bled!ya!so.so.so guilty lorz!
Dear Jules,
I know that if you're reading this letter, i've already passed away. I don't know how long I've been gone, but I hope you've been able to begin healing. I know that if I were in your position, it would be hard for me, but you know I've always believed you were the stronger of the two of us.
I bought you a dog, as you can see. Harold Kuphaldt was a friend of my father's, and he's been raising Great Danes since i was a kid. I always wanted one when I was little, but since the house was so small, Mum always said no. They are big dogs, granted, but according to Harold, they're also jsut about the sweetest dogs in the world. I hope you enjog him ( or her ).
I guess I always knew in the back of my head that I wasn't going to make it. I didn't want to think about it, though, because I knew that you didn't have anyone to help you get through something like this. Family, I mean. It broke my heart to think that you would be all alone. Not knowing what else to do, I made arrangements to get you this dog.
If you don't like it, you don't have to keep it, of course. Harold said he'd take it back, no problem. ( His number should be included.)
I hope you're doing alright. Since I got sick, I've worried non-stop about that. I love you, Jules, I really do. I was the luckiest guy in the world when you came into my life. It would break my heart if I thought you'd never be happy again. So please do that for me. Be happy again. Find someone who makes you happy. It might be hard, you might not think it's possible, but I'd like you to try. The world is a better place when you smile.
And don't worry. From wherever I am, I'll watch out for you. I'll be you guardian angel, sweetheart. You can count on me to keep you safe.
I love you,
Jim
I know that if you're reading this letter, i've already passed away. I don't know how long I've been gone, but I hope you've been able to begin healing. I know that if I were in your position, it would be hard for me, but you know I've always believed you were the stronger of the two of us.
I bought you a dog, as you can see. Harold Kuphaldt was a friend of my father's, and he's been raising Great Danes since i was a kid. I always wanted one when I was little, but since the house was so small, Mum always said no. They are big dogs, granted, but according to Harold, they're also jsut about the sweetest dogs in the world. I hope you enjog him ( or her ).
I guess I always knew in the back of my head that I wasn't going to make it. I didn't want to think about it, though, because I knew that you didn't have anyone to help you get through something like this. Family, I mean. It broke my heart to think that you would be all alone. Not knowing what else to do, I made arrangements to get you this dog.
If you don't like it, you don't have to keep it, of course. Harold said he'd take it back, no problem. ( His number should be included.)
I hope you're doing alright. Since I got sick, I've worried non-stop about that. I love you, Jules, I really do. I was the luckiest guy in the world when you came into my life. It would break my heart if I thought you'd never be happy again. So please do that for me. Be happy again. Find someone who makes you happy. It might be hard, you might not think it's possible, but I'd like you to try. The world is a better place when you smile.
And don't worry. From wherever I am, I'll watch out for you. I'll be you guardian angel, sweetheart. You can count on me to keep you safe.
I love you,
Jim
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
went out today!
hehe.
met xuezhen at 11 at ps.
wanted to watch movie.
but dun have anything tt we wanted to watch.
yup.
so we went roaming ard orchard at 11am!!!!
haha.
went taka first.
go her work place there.
yup.
den she brought me go see this guy tt she thinks is cute!
haha.
den we kept walking ard there.
n e people working there must have thought we're crazy or wat lorz.
they were like staring at us.
haha.
mayb because i was laughing too loudly!
*blueh*.
i wanted to go up n ask his name n name for xuezhen.
but....
she didnt allow me to.
ya.
so didnt get it in e end.
hmm.
ya.
btw xuezhen bought a very nice heart shaped chocolate for me!
hehe.
n its quite expensive oso!
hmm.
den we went heeren.
went to get neo's present!
*yeah*
got it liaoz.
but can only collect it tml.
so i think xuezhen will collect it for me!
after tt we went to take neoprints!
haven been taking neoprints for quite some time le!
had so much fun.
but e machine like super lousy one lorz.
canot print e stupid thing out.
den we had to call e shop girl.
sigh.
den twice oso canot.
got one line in between.
e girl was like not happy lor.
den when we said it was ok.
just give us e spoiled ones.
she said canot!
one piece is $8.
so if want both must pay $16!
den i was like wth!
both is spoil one lorz.
oso dun wana give us!
sigh.
but nvm la.
e last piece she gave was ok.
den we proceed to take e card one!
*whee!*
hmm.
after tt we went back to taka.
was meeting jo*delia*michelle*bunk*clarissa.
went buy their v.day present first.
den went yoshi sit for awhile.
but i didnt wana have yoshi.
so we went to mos burger.
yup.
had milk tea!
my fav!
xuezhen had some coffee shake ah.
duno wat is tt la.
hmm.
den bunk msged me say tt we meet them at kfc.
cos they wana have kfc for lunch.
so we went up to kfc to meet them lorz.
ya.
sat there n helped delia*jo with their work.
bio n maths.
haha.
been such a long time since i last did some thinking!
*brains are rusty liao!*
me*xuezhen*bunk shared a table.
jo*delia*michelle*clar shared another table.
yup.
so weird lorz.
haven been out with them for such a long time le.
feels a little weird!
hmm.
oh ya!
bunk got me a winnie e pooh chocolate thingy!
its so cute lorz!
its wrapped with winnie e pooh paper n tied with winnie e pooh ribbon!!!
*ahh!*
so ke ai lorz!
i helped them carry their big paper bag.
n stupid bunk called me obasan!!!!!!
ahh!
we went cold storage.
cos delia*michelle needed to get lollipops!
den me*xuezhen went to see her cute guy again.
haha.
his frens kept staring lorz.
haha.
guess they knew something is wrong le.
after tt i brought jo*delia*michelle*bunk*clarissa go see e guy.
haha.
den we all just stand there n look at e guy.
haha.
later e guy think is i like him ah!!!
*oh no!*
hmm.
went hmv.
while walking there i point at a poster den i said tt e guy very shuai!
den there was this guy standing in front of e poster.
n he heard wat i said.
haha.
n xuezhen said tt e guy thought i was saying him!
oh no!
*malu!!!*
so not lorz!
haha.
after hmv den i came home le.
yup.
see i so guai!
hehe=p.
*self praise is no praise.*
hmm.
there's american idol tonight!
*yeah*
haven been watching it for a long time le.
william huang!
*she bangs.she bangs........*
lolz..
ok la.
signing off le.
yup.
hey xuezhen thanks for e chocolate k!its very nice!sweet too!*smiles*.hope u like e gingerbread man too k!*huggies*.see if can meet up next week nots k!do take care k!anything i'm just 8-digits away!
bunkie.thanks for e winnie e pooh thingy.but.its too cute.i woudnt bear to eat it!see la.its all ur fault!sigh.anyway.thanks k!take care in sch hor.dun think so much k!study hard.miss me ya?*giggles*.ok la.i'm not sure whether can meet u all to celebrate delia's birthday nots.but.i'll try to k!yupz!*huggies*.thanks again k.
love u all lots!
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
worked today.
again.
it seems like my life is just only work work work n no play!
sigh.
this is sad!
=(.
hmm.
ok la.
enough of my self-pity.
back to main topic.
yup.
worked today at 0630pm till like abt 1040pm.
cos i had to clean e stupid caddies!
sigh.
didnt had dinner.
cos.
i didnt have enough time to do so.
ya.
so naturally i got hungry while working.
yup.
n i kept sneezing non-stop e whole time i was working!
*oh no!*
i just couldn't stop.
n i got super cold while cleaning e caddies in e private room.
my nose feels like a tap!
its leaking non-stop!
*eee!damn gross sia!*
jocelyn worked like from 12-6pm den she started work again at 7pm!
so tt means she worked a total of 9 tiring hrs!!
n this is all because of *ahem*
make a guess who it is....
yup.
i had so much to eat after work lorz!
i had like one n a half bowl of baked potato soup.
*i never seem to able to stop myself from drinking tt soup*
half a corn.
*e other half went to jocelyn*
half a loaf of bread.
*e other half went missing...*
oh god!
ate so much!
*n its so fattening!!!!!*
but i just cant stop eating!
*shivers*
so cold now.
*sneeze*
die.
i think i'm goin work-crazy!
i'm like adding sound effects to my entry!
*shakes head*
havin a terrible heading now.
signing off.....
*muackies
Monday, February 09, 2004
worked today.
from 6pm-10pm.
although its only 4 hrs.
but it feels as though i had worked e whole damn day!
ya.
did host today.
e people who came today were so.
erm.
troublesome!
e very first grp pf people who irritated me was e 'party' grp.
"hi good evening.table for?
(turns ard n count e no of heads)ok.erm.table for 10.
ok.have a seat first.
den ok.
i went to arrange a table for 10 for them at table 23.
n guess wat.
they realised tt there were more than 10.
ok fine.
i asked them in a very nice tone.
whether they were here for e party.
nobody bothered abt me.
ok.
no prob.
den they said they had 14 people.
we arrange for them.
den they come n tell me tt they were here for e birthday party!
*screams!*
made me run here n there for nothing!.
totally spoiled my mood.
e next one was this family of 3.
e father n mother came in first.
ok.
i brought them to table 24.
which was a booth seat.
e father said it was too dark!
ok.
so i brought them to table 33.
the mother sat down.
n when i was abt to lay e menu down.
she said it was too low!
so i transferred them to 32.
e father then said it was too small!
they moved themselves to table 92!
which was a big round table for 6!!!
i was like wth!
ok.
next.
this table for 4 plus 1.
e wanted a booth seat.
so we gave them a booth seat.
they wanted something else.
they wanted a bigger, longer table!
something like table 23!
tt was a table for 8!!
we had no choice but to join table 11 n 12 n gave it to them.
ya.
after awhile i began walkin ard.
den table 11 called me.
they said they were ready to order.
ok.
so i went.
i stood there for a quite some time before they could decide wat main course they wanted!
wth!
jocelyn could tell tt i was not happy liao.
so she took over.
haha.
n in e end she stood there for quite some time n they ordered one starter n two main course.
*pengz!*
sigh.
den i totally didnt have e mood to work liao.
sigh.
ok la.
enough of sad+frustrating stuff!
got my next week schedule liaoz!!!!
yeah!
not working on wed!
david act gave me a day-off on tt day.
hehe.
tt means i can go out with xuezhen n jo they all without any worries liao!.
hehe.
*jumps ard*
whee!
been such a long time since i went out with them liao.
ok.
meeting them=giving them v.day gifts=spending money
*$$ flies off....*
but its ok la.
i dun always get to see them ma.
yup!.
excited can see them.
hehe.
ok la.
its like 2am liao lor.
i gotta go do something else besides blogging liao.
hehe.
=p.
nights bloggie~
*muackies
ilu.
[how i wish u were with me today.at least i wouldnt b tt frustrated+sad.n u would like try to make me happy or wat.yup.anyway hope u're fine k.*huggies*.]
Thursday, February 05, 2004
Before I Fall In Love-CoCo Lee
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be
(chorus)
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love
I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, you're the one
That you'll always be
(repeat chorus)
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say
(repeat chorus)
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be
(chorus)
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love
I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, you're the one
That you'll always be
(repeat chorus)
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say
(repeat chorus)
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
Fighter-Christina Aguilera
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Oh, ohh
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Oh, ohh
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
today's my off day!
yeah!
n i'm gona spend it at home.
resting!
so tried lorz!
cos e U.S navy came.
so T.R was rather crowded!
yup.
den on mon adrian ordered food for us.
die ah!
if i continue eating.
i'll definately gain wieght lorz!
*shakes head*
sigh.
how ah?
been eating too much lately.
hmm.
think next wed goin out xuezhen!
yeah!
if she can make it la.
so gotta go shop liao.
but her v.day present.
duno whether meeting jo they all nots.
if meeting den gotta get for them too!
ok la.
got nothing much to write.
will stop here.
gui ji-jay chou
zen me yin cang
wo de bei shang
shi qu ni de di fang
ni de fa xiang
san de cong mang
wo yi jing gen bu shang
bi shang yan jing
hai neng kan jian
ni li qu de hen ji
zai yue guang xia
yi zhi zhao xun
na xiang nian de shen ying
ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
na zai zhong dian zhi qian
wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
xiang yao dui ni shuo de bu gan shuo de ai
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai
wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wang ji ni
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
xiang zhe na yi tian
hui you ren dai ti
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
you xiang le yi bian
ni wen rou de lian
zai wo wang ji zhi qian
xin li de yan lei mo hu le shi xian
ni yi kuai kan bu jian
i'm recently stuck on this song.yup.learning it!hehe!
yeah!
n i'm gona spend it at home.
resting!
so tried lorz!
cos e U.S navy came.
so T.R was rather crowded!
yup.
den on mon adrian ordered food for us.
die ah!
if i continue eating.
i'll definately gain wieght lorz!
*shakes head*
sigh.
how ah?
been eating too much lately.
hmm.
think next wed goin out xuezhen!
yeah!
if she can make it la.
so gotta go shop liao.
but her v.day present.
duno whether meeting jo they all nots.
if meeting den gotta get for them too!
ok la.
got nothing much to write.
will stop here.
gui ji-jay chou
zen me yin cang
wo de bei shang
shi qu ni de di fang
ni de fa xiang
san de cong mang
wo yi jing gen bu shang
bi shang yan jing
hai neng kan jian
ni li qu de hen ji
zai yue guang xia
yi zhi zhao xun
na xiang nian de shen ying
ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
na zai zhong dian zhi qian
wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
xiang yao dui ni shuo de bu gan shuo de ai
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai
wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wang ji ni
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
xiang zhe na yi tian
hui you ren dai ti
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
you xiang le yi bian
ni wen rou de lian
zai wo wang ji zhi qian
xin li de yan lei mo hu le shi xian
ni yi kuai kan bu jian
i'm recently stuck on this song.yup.learning it!hehe!
Monday, February 02, 2004
hmm.
been working e whole week.
so damn tired now.
sigh!
worked today!
so busy lorz!
den in e private room got b'day party!
den got alot of kids running abt lorz.
make e whole place so noisy.
hmm.
den think got US navy oso.
so.
e waiting list is super long!
n so smart.
gimme do host again.
make me so blur!
but nvm.
adrian helped.
in e end he's e one doin.
haha.
i kept running abt to look for available seats.
so ma fan.
n so tired!!!
AHHH!!
hmm.
mayb will be meeting xuezhen one of these days to go out!
hmm.
yeah!
*smiles*
been such a long time since i've met her let alone go out with her.
yeah!
so think gotta go shopping liao.
buy v.day pressies!
hmm.
will be working tml.
takin over wai�'s shift.
yup.
working 6-10pm.
yup.
but think will be goin down earlier.
go pei e uncle jun.
haha.
so nonsense hor.
see how la.
hmm.
duno whether can meet *you* tml nots.
sigh.
most prob canot lorz.
-sad face-.
but this is not within our control.
so.
i'll just have to accept it lorz.
yup.
ok la.
gotta go liao.
nites bloggie~
*muackies
[oh ya.today's jerome's b'day!so.happy 18th birthday k!*smiles*.hope u'll get wat u wish k!]
been working e whole week.
so damn tired now.
sigh!
worked today!
so busy lorz!
den in e private room got b'day party!
den got alot of kids running abt lorz.
make e whole place so noisy.
hmm.
den think got US navy oso.
so.
e waiting list is super long!
n so smart.
gimme do host again.
make me so blur!
but nvm.
adrian helped.
in e end he's e one doin.
haha.
i kept running abt to look for available seats.
so ma fan.
n so tired!!!
AHHH!!
hmm.
mayb will be meeting xuezhen one of these days to go out!
hmm.
yeah!
*smiles*
been such a long time since i've met her let alone go out with her.
yeah!
so think gotta go shopping liao.
buy v.day pressies!
hmm.
will be working tml.
takin over wai�'s shift.
yup.
working 6-10pm.
yup.
but think will be goin down earlier.
go pei e uncle jun.
haha.
so nonsense hor.
see how la.
hmm.
duno whether can meet *you* tml nots.
sigh.
most prob canot lorz.
-sad face-.
but this is not within our control.
so.
i'll just have to accept it lorz.
yup.
ok la.
gotta go liao.
nites bloggie~
*muackies
[oh ya.today's jerome's b'day!so.happy 18th birthday k!*smiles*.hope u'll get wat u wish k!]
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