day one.

argh.i hate the days when i have my period.argh.): cos i'll keep having cramps e WHOLE day.damn it!argh.):

i hate it.): bluehx.

so i watched cartoons again today.(: whee.lolx.oh did i mention tt i watched SMURFS yesterday?talk abt childhood memories eh?lolx.(:

got up at 9am today!cos i kept hearing thunder!n thought it was going to rain.so i got up n kept e clothes.but guess wat.it didnt rain at all!!it was just thunder!argh!make me get up so early.n bring in all e clothings.nvm.i did go back to slp after bringing in all e clothigns.heex.pig eh?

i feel full.bluehx.am so stucked on tt akon's song lonely.(: was so happy yest.cos i found it online.n downloaded it!(: whee.n tt mcfly's song all abt you.too bad cant find e mp3.got it recorded into my phone.(: heex.cos someone's blog had tt song.so i just recorded it off tt blog.heex.(: am such a thief.(:

am now sitting here.having cramps.with my cushion.*pouts.gotta wait till babe's home.cos he needs me to help him print some stuffs.

why isnt he home yet?sighs.

oh ya.n another thing.our chalet might have some changes.due to e low response.sighs.everyone is working n stuff.argh.): n so many not confirms.so guess we just have to discuss with e rest again.n see whether we still gona have e chalet or just a bbq?hmm.but i wana go wild� wet.*whines.am such a brat kid.

mayb i should watch some tv.while waiting.ok.i should.

`ciaos.(:

AI

I AM SHOCKED!

constantine is out of american idol??!!

had already felt tt mayb anthony would be out this round.but never did i expect constantine?!

*state of shock.

btw.got news from shermaine tt stc got a sliver for guitar.(: CONRATS girls.(:

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.
If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.

Love her for who she is.
Don't even think about changing any bit about her.
6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities.
She's special & she will stay that way.
You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.
Love whole-heartedly.

She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treassure her.
She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love.
So love her guys, not play with her.

Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever.
If you're with her, love her.
Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all.
Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.
I've been there & I know how it feels.

Don't expect perfection from her.
She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.

Like another girl while you're in a relationship?
Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.
Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her.
If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.

Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way?
Be faithful, enough is enough.
Socialise only when you're single.
You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams.
Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.

It never kills to be romantic.
Think, be flexible.
Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you.
Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.

Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.
Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys.
Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.

Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity.
Remember, INSECURITY.

Promise her & make sure you never break it.
Swear to her & make sure you keep it.
Pledge your love to her & her alone.
Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to.
Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.
That's love.

Give her your heart, your life, your everything.
Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises.
But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.
Never, ever walk out of her life.
She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as pernormal, she'd die.
It's her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?

Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.
Don't leave her once you've won her love.
Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death.
If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.
She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise.
Win her heart & love her over.

Remember, the girl isn't a trophy fordisplay, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends".
Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.
Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...

got this off my fren's blog.(:

):

there goes my sentosa trip tmr.*pouts.

mayb i should go shopping tmr?hmm.

or should i just stay home?

oh ya.xuezhen had to remind me tt its gold with HONOURS!lolx.

guess i shall just stay home tmr.n pack my stuff ba.

ciaos.

exam results.

results would only be out on the 5th of may 2005 at 8.30am.

argh!why cant the results just be released earlier?sighs.

just 9more days!

so.we've decided to get the chalet in may.(: whee.means no more stonning.at least not for tt few days.(: e the chalet is from the 10th till 12th of may.(: its on weekdays.so we could cut down on cost.lolx.(: cos we're all broke!

from now we have.
kamini.
myself.
sherrie.
kelvin.
terrence.
weesoon.
clement.
yixian.
all confirmed.

suwei.
lijin.
junda.
peishan.
namngee.
asked.but not replies.

hmm.(: not bad.i guess.since it was so last min.(:

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

mr. lonely (:

here i am blogging in the middle of the day.i'm so bored!argh!

someone please entertain me!!

sighs!

think i'll just go n watch some tv ba.ciaos.

i wana go SENTOSA!

so i got a msg from xuezhen this afternoon.they got a gold for their sfy.(: CONGRATS!(:

i've been stonning so much lately.wahaha.guess with so much slacking.couch potato-ing.i'll be putting on weight again!argh!this i hate so much!*pouts.did a bit of exercise today.did some skipping.lolx.(: not much.but at least i got my butt off e couch n skipped.

so.i watched cartoons again today!lolx.i have so much LOVE for cartoons now!(:

just jio-ed sherrie out on thurs.mayb sentosa?suntanning session?(: whee.anyone else interested in joining us?but first.i gotta lose some of tt tummy!so tt means extra work this few days!sighs.):

*yawn.i'm tired!i'm such a PIG!i sleep for at least 12hrs a day.n yet i still can be tired!lolx.

kamini just suggested tt we should organise an outing soon.cos we're all at home STONNING!lolx.n she's getting sick of it!wahaha.

i'm bored!luckily sherrie is online le!wahaha.at least got someone pei wo.heex.(:

off i go.ciaos.

to xuezhen: eh girl!congratulations lehx!(: i know you guys been working hard for this sfy.(: bet you're SUPER HAPPY now.(: lets meet up soon!(: miss you so much.(:

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am blogging way too much lately.

so i've decided not to go for the camp.kinda lazy ba.heex.(:

*yawn.it makes me wonder how can i still be tired after slping for so LONG!lolx.(: it really does.

i've just concluded on one thing today.

that my bro is such a brat not to mention bastard.ok.so mayb i'm being harsh here.but i seriously do think his attitude needs to change.he's got no respect for me, my sisters, my parents, etc etc.he snaps at people.he even shouted at my mum before.hmm.he spends money as though it grows on trees.his monthly hp bills are way more than mine.like twice.$80++ sighs.n every month all he gets are warnings.n those warnings never did come true.*shakes head.he just doesnt feel the pinch lorx.sighs.

enough abt tt insect.

hmm.so lets see.wat should i do for e coming week?mayb exercise would be gd?lolx.(: but i'll be too lazy.mayb sentosa?cos i've not been there for a tan for so long!mayb can ask sherrie along!wahahaha.(:

been playing ard with photoshop!!hahaha.(:

made nice photos even nicer!!wahahahahaha.(:

*EGO....

weddings are such great occasions eh?

lolx.(:

hmm.i need advise.

i cant decide if i wana go for the camp.

so can anyone help me?

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so wat did i do today?hmm.reliving childhood?lolx.(:

i watched way too many cartoons today!wahahaha.watched CASPER!den there was this ninja show.den i watch MUPPETS TREASURE ISLAND.n lastly.there was MR BEAN!(: lolx.(:

there were other cartoons in between.like tt KIM POSSIBLE show.n the spies one!lolx.(: i LOVE cartoons!(:

GUITAR!

so i went out today.went to ARTFRIEND!n i nearly got lost!lolx.n e bus journey nearly KILLED me!it was SOOOO long!bought the stuffs.came home.slacked for a lil while.left for STC!

boy.do i miss tt sch!saw DELIACHUA n MICHELLETAN at e bus stop.when i alighted.(: i miss them!den i saw TANSEOKHUI and tt really tall girl(SHARONNG).left to look for e guitar girls.(: heard e 2 pieces for sfy.they chose really GD pieces!(: n they're not bad i must say!do hope they'll get something gd for sfy.hopefully a gold.(: *prays.

was talking to SHERMAINE before i left.n she was saying abt some curse thingy.tt happens like every sfy or wat.cos last yr after ONE club got a BRONZE the rest tt performed after tt club got a BRONZE too!sighs.den they just received news tt one of the clubs just got a BRONZE today.n she was just saying and saying lorx.but do hope they'll do well!mayb a silver aint tt bad right?since we got a silver during my yr.heex.(:

just wish them all the best!(:

was just watching a drama serial mum was watching.so the story goes like this.this guy had a one night stand with his ex gf.den he told his current gf.n he said tt it was nothing.it was abt sex.n the one he loves is still her.if you were tt girl(current gf).how would you react?hmm.just realised tt guys can be such bastards at times.

sighs.but we cant live without them huh?without them.we can prove to tt we're as gd as guys huh?lolx.(:

oh almost forgot.

to xuezhen: all the best for your sfy on monday k.(: *HUGS! JIAYOU k! when you're not tt busy le. we meet up ok? cos i've NOT seen you in AGES! sms me k! or call la! easier! heex. take care eh.(:

friendster bulletin

I knew from the beginning..

That you was just a flirt..

And yet I fell in love with you..

Knowing I'd be hurt...

I thought I could tie you down..

And make you love just one..

But how could I do something that no one else has ever done..

I'll know you never love me...

And I'm trying not to cry...

For I must find the strength somehow to kiss your lips goodbye..

american idol.

was watching the results for american idol just now.i was SHOCKED!cos ANWAR is OUT!why?n i thought he had a GREAT voice.hmm.mayb because he aint tt popular ba.compared to CONSTANTINE.ANTHONY and SCOTT are at e bottom.sighs.which oso means tt ANTHONY has a high chance of going out soon!!sighs.i like ANTHONY.

xiaohong's bday.

so i met up with the 3 8 fu nu hui today.(:

met namngee peishan kamini weesoon n sherrie at jurong east mrt at 12noon.went to REDMAN to shop for the baking stuffs.for those who dont know wats REDMAN.its a shop tt sells ALL your baking needs.or most of your baking needs.den we headed down to namngee's place.to bake!(: yea!i helped.hahaha.was fun.i love baking!but guess e cake didnt turn out the way we thought it would.cos e cake didnt 'rise'.sighs.tts wat happens when u use cake mix.haha.but fun though.n nice to lick too.(: e cake thingy.i mean.(: while waiting for e cake to bake.we played daidee.as usual.haha.

left his place at 430pm.was meeting the rest at 6pm at marina bay.steamboat!(: we had SOOOO MUCH to eat!hahahahahahaha.11 of us finished at least 6plates of MEAT!haha.n tts only the chix n pork.den 2 containers of PRAWNS.duno how many crabs.think abt 3plates of beef.n we had satay.bacon.we were so full.till we couldnt finish e bacon.so we played tt 'zhong ji mi ma' again.hahahaha.(: nice to go out for steamboat with frens.(:

went to the arcarde after tt.played BISHIBASHI!hahaha.cant get pass tt stupid dancing stage.argh!i have no sense of rhythm.lolx.(: nice though.i like tt game.i was e only one playing tt game.e rest were just looking.

took 1 final grp shot.at e bus stop.before leaving.asked this guy to take for us.n before he could take another one.e bus came.n he was standing on e road.where e bus was suppose to stop.lolx.was super funny lorx.(:

i love going out.n have fun.(:

shall ask siaomei siaoying TIFFANY out to go for steamboat the next time!heex.(:

to tiffany: i didnt say i dont miss you la! silly girl! I MISS YOU LOTS! see i even wrote your name in capital letters to let you know tt you're missed! haha. or else you cock eye. canot see again! haha.(: take care k girl.(: I MISS YOU! n THE REST! *HUGS!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!
with love, me. (:

out today.met up with siaoying n siaomei FINALLY!met siaoying at bt batok.went to shop for siaomei's present n cake.didnt noe wat to get for her!sighs.

had dinner at tiong.(: haven been there for ages!(:

bus-ed home.my FAV bus.195!(:

i certainly do miss the times back in stc.(:

n tt CHANHOKI!stupid girl.haven met up with her for so long!

are guys really such a pain in the arse?

lets discuss.

out with the girls (minus yixian) and namngee clement weesoon.was at kbox.(: much love for kbox sessions.(: been so long since such a BIG grp of us went.(: much love.(: guess i sang too many songs le.throat is beginning to hurt.shucks!):

just changed my phone.n been playing with it.trying to do the tones n stuff.but i just cant get the thing right!argh!stupid me.):

have i ever mention that i love being praised!(:

am so stuck on this song.by mcfly.(: it has this really nice and catchy thing.i just cant say.

all about you-mcfly.
[Danny:]
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you, baby
([Tom:] It's all about you)
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you

[Tom:]
Yesterday, you asked me something I thought you knew.
So I told you with a smile 'It's all about you'
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me to,
Say 'If you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you'

[Danny:]
And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you.
Yeah...

[Solo]

[Danny & Tom:]
And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles,
Yes you make my life worthwhile,
So I told you with a smile...
It's all about you.

[Danny:]
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you, baby
([Tom:] It's all about you)
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you

pact.

we made a pact.*hooks finger.

tattoo.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM
hope you liked the thingy we(san n me) made for you.(:

am online chatting to this person.n this person has to tempt me to get a tattoo.argh!was so over this tatto issue.n now she has to bring it up.n make me so tempted to get one!stupid girl!

ok.so today.i went back to stc.so miss that sch!hmm.met TAN SEOK HUI.oh.she came to pick me up at e bus stop.lolx.went to see e guitar girls.tried in vain to look for a guitar string(1st string).but they only had 2nd strings!argh!talked to mr toh.he forgot my name!pengx.rotted ard e sch.slacked in e ava room.with CLARISSA WEE and TAN SEOK HUI.helped them with their work.or i do hope i did.lolx.fiddled a lil while with a guitar.my baobei(that A2 guitar in the hall).

wanted to go tbp.but.didnt.had to come home for dinner.its dajie's bday.yup.she was so touched by the thing san n i made.heex.(:

plans for tmr.the 3 8 fu nu hui would be going to the kbox queen's hse.again.but i wont be joining them.cos i gotta make a trip down to art fren.help my uncle get the materials he need.yup.do hope they have fun.(: although i really wana join them.but nvm la.(:

kam's n clem's place.

guess we're so happening eh?house visiting in 2 straight days!lolx.

yest.over at kamini's place.gambled.lost $3.n kamini won $25!!!!!!WHA!had to carry the stupid A1 folio home.n it had to rain.n i was wearing white.what luck eh?!

today.printed my thingy.went over clement's place.played NARUTO on his PS2!WHA!NARUTO i like.(: hmm.but think i perfer SASUKE and his brother more!(: cuties.(: eyecadies.(X and the other guy.dont rem.had fun.(: and not forgetting over games of daidee.cos daidee queen was ard.lolx.(:

together with jocelyn.
with love, me. (:

i was the flower girl.(:
with love, me. (:

jeremy jessica me.(:
with love, me. (:

i love my cousins!(:
with love, me. (:

jerome me.i have no idea why we're holding the rackets.so dont ask.
with love, me. (:

me n jocelyn.
with love, me. (:

mini us.(:
with love, me. (:

me.(:
with love, me. (:

photos.

been looking at old photos recently.yup.(:

kinda miss those days ba.

start of hols.

got this from yixian's blog.
- yixian. CEO of 38 woman club(san ba fu nu hui) cum kbox queen cum xian mei
- peishan. vice CEO of 38 woman club cum da jie of DID 02
- sherrie. secretary of 38 woman club cum rock n stone cum obasan cum lom jiam past
- patsy. treasurer of 38 woman club cum self obssessed freak cum xiaobai
- kamini. e daidee queen! u wana declare yrself as member of 38 woman club so u have a longer title? hahaha...
- chua nam ngee. chairperson of 38 woman club cum nanny cum nam nam
- clement. i dun know. some1 from 38 woman club gif him a title n membership to join e club. wahaha. he's gonna faint.
- wee soon. this cs freak as well

this is like the board of directors for the 3 8 fu nu hui.lolx.hm.so mayb its time i should start crowning everyone.n make them join the club.lolx.

hmm.so its e start of the hols.hmm.n i'm B R O K E! how great is tt?lolx.

am bored!guess i should start looking for a job eh?at least i'll be occopied.n not stoning away.lolx.hmm.i need a job!argh!

*yawn.am scanning some photos.ok.its not some.its ALOT!like the whole collection.yup.cos they're those really old photos.n they're actually losing colour.so we're scanning them.to keep a copy in this desktop.yup.its such a tedious job.*yawn.3 done.with like another 30 more to go?*faints.

shall just contine tmr.am tired.the scanner is giving off funny noises too!

i like so wana go out.but have no cash!argh!hate it when i'm broke.25 more days till my next allowance date.sighs.i wonder wat i spent on?hmm.this coming thurs is pam's bday.gotta spend.den sm's bday is just ard e corner too.going to spend again.argh.am so dead.lolx.hmm.

guess i'll try to stay home as much as i can ba.dun wana spend much oso.hmm.i kinda miss . . . . . . .hmm.but see how first ba.

den think we're going to organise a chalet.or bbq cum stay over at yixian's place or something ba.hmm.everything's not confirmed yet.hmm.

towned.

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!

had my crs test today.was alright.i guess.

towned with the 38 aunties' club.plus weesoon.clement.nam ngee.was supposed to WINDOW SHOPPING!but i ended home with a bag!argh!am lousy at controlling myself.

first stop far east.looked at clothings.saw this handbag i kinda liked.but didnt get it.yixian bought it.den another one.a smaller one this time.but they ALL said tt i just didnt SUIT me!sighs.): they said it was too mature for me.sighs.): sherrie tried to find a top.in vain.took neoprints.(: i love neoprints!haven taken with them for ages!(:

next stop hmv.took neoprints.again.lolx.(: FOUND A BAG I LIKE AND SUITED ME!lolx.(: but its was costly.its $32!so.i'm officially broke.n its only e beginning of e month!argh!anyone has any job lobangs?

last stop.taka.went to have tacopachi!yum.(: n saw chua nam ngee's bro!hmm.they definately DO NOT look alike!hmm.didnt really see his face.cos 3/4 of his face was blocked by his mask.but i think he should be alright ba.hmm.n home we went.

so i've a new bag.am cashless.have guitar lessons tmr.n have yet to decide wat to wear.haix.

*drum rolls. introducing the board of directors of the 3 8 fu nu hui.(:
with love, me. (: