i love my new layout.(:

i simply just adore my new layout.(:

haven been blogging much.too lazy i suppose.bluehx.listening to savage garden.hmm.pam is singing along.lolx.she's just trying to be funny.*diaox.

hmm.mum just changed phone.again.she bought that sony ericsson k700i.sigh.i wana change phone too.hmm.save up ba.pam is gloating over nothing.bluehx.hmm.NOKIA 7610!!!!.sighs.

f r i e n d s t e r

[01] first name: p a t s y (:
[02] middle name: l o s t girl _
[03] last name: peh.
[04] nickname: patpat.pepsi.pad.patsie
[05] gender: f e male
[06] age : 7teen
[07] birthday: 100687
[08] height: onehundred and fifty three cm
[09] hair color: brownish with golden streaks.so
ahlian.):
[10] eye color: h a z e l.(:
[11] race: cheena girl here.
[12] do you wear glasses or contacts: glasses. but
i'm just too lazy to.bluehx.
[13] do you have braces: used to.
[14] is your hair long or short: its neither.its
midway.
[15] where were you born: a hospital?
[16] current location: home.room.in front of the comp.
[17] zodiac sign: gemini.twins.
[18] how many languages do u know: two and a
half.heex.
[19] nationality : s i n g a p o r e a n
[20] bad habits : i'm a lazy person.
[21] piercings you have: two
[22] piercings you want: erm.dont know.
[23] tattoos you have: not yet.
[24] tattoos you want: still considering the factors.
[25] today's date: 311004.its huirong's birthday!
[26] the time: 1239am.
[27] ready for more questions?: ya.
SCHOOL LIFE
[43] are you still in school: like ya.
[44] did you drop out: definately no.
[45] current GPA, or last GPA: eh?
[46] favorite grade: hmm.
[47] least favorite grade: erm.D?
[48] favorite teachers/lecture: nope.not
currently.mayb my sec//pri sch teachers.(:
[49] least favorite teacher/lecturer: none ba.
[50] favorite subjects: MATHS!
[51] least favorite subject: dont have.
[52] do you buy lunch or bring it : most of e time
buy.or i'll bring if i'm broke or too BUSY with
projects!or i'll just forget about lunch.
[53] whats your CCA ?: not anymore.
[54] do you do any extracurricular activities:
isnt that e same as cca?.
[55] are you popular: lolx.funny question.how
would i know?
FAVOURITE
[56] dance: i cant dance!*diaox.
[57] least dance: *diaox.
[58] memory: pri//sec sch life!eh.frens.loved
ones.of her.and e current ones with him.((:
[59] least memory: moments i've cried.teared.got
angry n frustrated.
[60] most humiliating moment: lolx.dun wana mention.
[61] number: elevenrawks!!1361!
[62] clothing brand: eh.kinda switches every now n
then
[63] shoes: converse!
[64] saying(s): i'm bored! i'm hungry! i'm tired!
lolx.
[65] favourite TV show: no time for tv.
[66] sport: TENNIS.(:
[67] vegetables: dont they all taste the same?
[68] fruit: WATERMELON!
[69] movie: windstruck!SHARKTALE!nemo!
[70] magazine: no time.
[71] actor: eh?
[72] actress: m y s e l f ?
[73] candy: ALL!(:
[74] gum: eh?
[75] scent: ..
[76] choc bar: eh?
[77] ice cream flavour: cookies and cream!choco chip!
[78] color : YELLOW!
[79] seasons: windy.
[80] holidays: valentine's(:
[81] bands: none at e moment.
[82] singer: eh.m y s e l f ? h i m ?
[83] dance: eh?
[84] rappers: huh?
[85] types of music: sentimental love songs.*melts.
[86] things in your room: love my bed e most!(:
[87] place to be: d r e a m l a n d with h i m.
[88] radio station: erm.i just switch here n there.
[89] tv channel: no time for tv.
[90] food: no preference
[91] overall food: no preference
[92] store: eh?
[94] fast food: macs.bk.long john.(:
[95] restaurant: is swensen's a restaurant?
[96] shape: hearts(:
[97] song: ...
[98] person u hate most: no one.
[99]musical instrument: g u i t a r.*my baobei.(:
[100]what u wanna say: i m i s s you.(:

YEAH!

got e pic.finally!(:

sin.sin.sin

lolx.i'm eating way too much.=/.way too much.had early dinner at 5plus.den mum cooked fried rice.so ate a lil.den granny wanted to go downstairs to eat.so tagged along.n therefore i ate again.=(.n i JUST had ice cream.bluehx.such a sin.=(.

sigh.guess i have to iron e clothings tonight again.=(

*argh

ahh! cant find e image for e layout. ):

change layout!

changed my layout!so would be removing my taggie.anything you guys can just leave a comment k?(:

life is so unfair!

life is just so unfair!!

why am i always made to do things against my will?sigh.

PRIMER THREE IS ABOUT TO END!!

MON 9 AM!

cant wait!

heex.(:

but i still got so many things to do.......=x

perfect bf?

1. Know how to make you
smile when you are down.

2. Say "I Love you" to you every minute od the
day.

3. Stick up for you, but still respects your
independence.

4. Sing to you.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around
you.

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hands always find yours.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.

10. Tell you "You'll always be mine"

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to
be
serious.

14. React so cutely when you hit him and it
actually hurts.

15. Be patient when you take forever to get
ready.


16. Smile a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things
he
wouldn't normally like to do, just because he
knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when
you depart from each others company, even
when
his friends are watching.

21. Always have the urge to see you.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason.

26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs -
just because he loves u that much to quit it

what's L - O - V - E ?

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart
racing
and is
your voice caught within your chest??

-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her.

-It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her off??

-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's
there??

-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her because it's what everyone
wants??

-It isn't love, it'S LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she kissed you, or
held
your hand?

-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her confessions of love,
because
you don't want to hurt her?

-It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her because the sight of her
makes your heart skip a beat??

-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care
about
her?

-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her every day she is the only one
you
think of?

-It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite
things
for her sake?

-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.



Does your heart ache and breaks when she's
sad?

-Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her pain, even when she's
strong?

-Then it's LOVE.

Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch
your
soul so deeply it hurts?

-Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding,
incomprehensible mix of pain and relation
pulls
you close and holds you to her?

-Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her faults because it's a part of
who she is?

-Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her
faithfully without regret??

-Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her your heart, your life, your
death??

-Then it's LOVE.



Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why
do
we love?

Why is it all we search for in life? This pain,
this
agony?

Why is it all we long for? This torture, this
powerful
death of self?

Why?

The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.



It is such an addictive thing that even people
who
are not having it

wish to experience it and share it with others
as
well.

birthday months

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Ambitious and serious.
Loves to teach and be taught.
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses.
Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive.
Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Rather reserved.
Highly attentive.
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children.
Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very Stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality.
Attractive.
Sexy.
Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but choose not show it.
Dislike unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH:
Attractive personality.
Sexy.
Affectionate.
Shy and reserved.
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others.
Loves to serve others.
Easily angered.
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful.
Loves to dream and fantasize.
Loves traveling.
Loves attention.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners.
Loves home decors.
Musically talented.
Loves special things.
Moody.
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APRIL:
Active and dynamic.
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless.
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Emotional.
Aggressive.
Hasty.
Good memory.
Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
_____________________________________

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally.
Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation.
Easily consoled.
Systematic (left brain).
Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
Good imagination.
Good physical.
Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts.
Loves traveling.
Dislike being at home.
Restless.
Not having many children.
Hardworking.
High spirited.
Spendthrift.
_____________________________________

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental.
Funny and
humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Talkative.
Daydreamer.
Friendly.
Knows how to make friends.
Abiding.
Able to show character.
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored.
Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious.
Executive.
Stubborn.
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_________
JULY:
Fun to be with.
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Likes to be quiet.
Homely person.
Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
_____________________________________

AUGUST:
Loves to joke.
Attractive.
Suave and caring.
Brave and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities.
Knows how to console others.
Too generous and egoistic.
Takes high pride of oneself.
Thirsty for praises.
Extraordinary spirit.
Easily angered.
Angry when provoked.
Easily jealous.
Observant.
Careful and cautious.
Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts.
Loves to lead and to be led.
Loves to dream.
Talented in the arts, music and defense.
Sensitive but not petty.
Poor resistance against illnesses.
Learns to relax.
Hasty and trusty.
Romantic.
Loving and caring.
Loves to make friends .
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SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising.
Careful, cautious and organized.
Likes to point out people's mistakes.
Likes to criticize.
Stubborn.
Quiet but able to talk well.
Calm and cool.
Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed.
Loyal but not always honest.
Does work well.
Very confident.
Sensitive.
Thinking generous.
Good memory.
Clever and knowledgeable.
Loves to look for information.
Must control oneself when criticizing.
Able to motivate oneself.
Understanding.
Fun to be around.
Secretive.
Loves sports, leisure and traveling.
Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings.
Very choosy, especially in relationships.
Systematic.
_____________________________________

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat.
Loves those who loves them.
Loves to takes things at the center.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Does not care of what others think.
Emotional.
Decisive.
Strong clairvoyance.
Loves to travel, the arts and literature.
Touchy and easily jealous.
Concerned.
Loves outdoors.
Just and fair.
Spendthrift.
Easily influenced.
Easily loses confidence.
Loves children.
_____________________________________

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas.
Difficult to fathom.
Thinks forward.
Unique and brilliant.
Extraordinary ideas.
Sharp thinking.
Fine and strong clairvoyance.
Can become good doctors.
Dynamic in personality.
Secretive.
Inquisitive.
Knows how to dig secrets.
Always thinking.
Less talkative but amiable.
Brave and generous.
Patient.
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
If there is a will, there is a way.
Determined.
Never give up.
Hardly becomes angry unless provoked.
Loves to be alone.
Thinks differently from others.
Sharp-minded.
Motivates oneself.
Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited.
Well-built and tough.
Deep love and emotions.
Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships.
Homely.
Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy.
Honest and keeps secrets.
Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
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_
_________
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous.
Sexy.
Patriotic.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Loves to socialize.
Loves praises.
Loves attention.
Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy.
Not pretending.
Short tempered.
Changing personality.
Not egoistic.
Take high pride in oneself.
Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke.
Good sense of humor.
Logical.

*y a w n

kinda in sch now.doin nothing actually.*yawn.hmm.gotta do my cadp.sianx.

finished with my model le.den gotta do e drawings again.cos i changed e layout of e wood pieces.sigh.=(

hmm.this weekend my parents wont be home.hmm.which means......lolx.

cant wait for sat.heex.goin to pick him up.=))))

ok la.logging off le.ciaox!

girl all the bad guys want by bowling for soup

8 o'clock, Monday night and I'm waitin'
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me.
Her name is Lola, she's a rocker with a nose ring,
She wears a two way, but I'm not quite sure what that means.

And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She doesn't notice me!

Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!

She likes the godsmack and I like agent orange
Her cd changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad
She says she'd like to score some reefer and a forty
She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have

And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She'll never notice me!

Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes

She likes 'em with a moustache
Racetrack season pass
Drivin' in a Trans-Am
Does a mullet make a man?

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!

There she goes again
With fishnets on, and dreadlocks in her hair
She broke my heart, I wanna be sedated
All I wanted was to see her naked!

Now I am watchin' wrestling
Tryin' to be a tough guy
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in my eyes
I can't grow a moustache
And I ain't got no season pass
All I got's a moped...moped....moped.....

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.

'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!

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i'm like so stucked on this song.....

LOVE ME by collin raye

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.