Sunday, March 30, 2003

went to west coast park yest..wif sansan..johnathon..jocelyn..jeremy..cookie n cream..coz dere got a doggie area!!haha..so cute rite..den all e dogs dere..all runnin abt!!..den cookie tried to hump every dog he saw!!i was lyk oh my god!!haha..den this another dog..tried to hump cookie..den he's owner beat him!!so poor thing!!dere was this cute little dog..very� cute one..but..SUPER fierce!!he barked at cookie..den he chased cookie..but cookie couldnt run..coz he was leased up..den dey were lyk runnin in circles..!!e dog's owner grab him..but..he bit he's owner!!so fierce!!

*dreamt of sch yest nite!!*shocked*haha!!duno why?!dreamt of jiehui..clarissa hum..shermaine..val..*

Friday, March 28, 2003

..day 2..
haiz..been rottin at home..sian ah..
yest went to get my textbks..coz not supposed to go to sch till further notice..haiz..went to sch at ard 10..waited for val..jess..n kyrie..they all..haiz~..was sittin at e foyer wif delia..bunkie..clarissa..helena..had to carry lotsa bks home!!*heavy*..haiz~..after tt went have breakfast wif them..was supposed to meet winnie at 11.30..but..haha..had to change e time coz..i definately will be late one..haha..so..ended up meetin her at 12..
we saw mr sng..n mrs kwaung..at e mac behind sch one..e manager dere..was so irritatin!!*humph*..went to meet kor..hehe..was late..hope she didnt mind!!..called her b4 i went..n i thought it was a guy!!haha..but..in real person..she doesnt sound lyk guy la..haha..tt's weird!!hmm..she's tall too!!haha..den she said tt i was short!!*humph*..den delia said she's handsome..n bunk shld learn from her..haha..mayb shld tell bunk..came home to look at e yearbk..*flip**flip*..winnie look spas in e class photo!!haha=p..den after tt quen ask me go slp..den i guai�..go slp..slept till lyk 7plus..haha..me=pig..*oink*..woke up..had dinner..mama cooked..den ironed e clothes..bathed..n went to slp again..haha..aniwae gotta stop here..tata..

*iT s FuNnIe HoW sOmEoNe CaN cOmE iN aNd OuT oF yOuR lIfE sO qUiCkLy..BuT yEt LeAvE fOoTpRiNtS..sCaRs..AnD mEmOrIeS iN yOuR hEaRt FoReVeR..*

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

*sneeze*-hope i neva kana e SARS!!-
stupid la..sch's gona b clsed till e 6th of april!!haiz~canot go sch!!haiz..I WAN GO SCH..
-siaomei juz called..haha..-
went to take my braces today..it feels weird!!..haha..but so sad..canot show sioamei dey all..haha!!hmm..it feels weird!!haiz~..den..after tt..went tbp for mac!!=)..saw xuezhen..haha..den show off my teeth!!..hmm..den lost my ear-ring..*sobz*='(..so sad!!
saw jessica!!KELLOCK WON BOTH THE JUNIOR N SENIOR MINI TENNIS MATCHES TODAY!!*yeah*jessica won her first match today..6-1..hehe..*happie*den waited for my auntie..went to KFC..to eat AGAIN!!haha..lyk pig hor!!haha!!so lyk me!!..hmm..den went bread talk..buy bread..lyk so duh!!haha!!saw delia..mitzi..n helena..haha..so funnie!!

-brainless=valerie..breastless=bunkie..haha!!-

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

Very touching and meaningful story. A Diary ** from a guy


*January 2*
Do you still remember the first time we met? It was the first day in
school.
I was hurriedly entering the school gate when I bumped into you as
you
stepped out of a luxurious Volvo. The books you were holding fell all
over
the ground. I quickly picked up the books and returned them to you
along
with words of apology, but all you showed me was your intimidating
look. My
first impression of you was thatyou were a wilful girl born with a
golden
spoon in the mouth. I had rejected you completely and had hoped not
to meet
you again, but surprisingly you turned out to be my classmate.

*March 22*

I started to know more about you as days passed and my opinion of you
changed for the better on each passing day. I realised that you were
from a
wealthy family but definitely not a wilful girl. You were nice and
friendly.
You got angry that day we first met because I had left a footprint
marking
on the poetry collection you loved dearly. We met often during lunch
break
and I found something in you that was different from the rest of the
girls -
your passion for Chinese poetry. Often you would mumble something to
yourself. Initially, I thought that you were humming a pop song but
later I realised that you had been reciting Chinese poems from great
poets.
You were so knowledgeable that you knew every poet and which poems
they
composed. I was very impressed indeed.


*April 5*

I met you again in the study area. That day you were reading the
Chinese
classics "Romance of the 3 kingdom". Your ability to
appreciate Chinese
classics left me with admiration. You were indeed unique in many ways.



*May 5*

From then on, we would often meet in the study area to discuss about
the
good and bad things of the character in these Chinese classics. Do
you still
remember the time when we almost broke off because we could not agree
on
whether Jia BaoYu hurt Lin Dai Yu? Our argument was so fierce that we
never
talked for that week. But when Friday came, we still met in the study
area
and laughed over the incident. After which, another argument started.



*Aug 7*

I could not deny it. It was a feeling I could not identify
accurately.
Wenever you laughed over a joke with other guys, that emotion filled
my
senses. It took me a while before identified it. I was in love; the
feeling
was jealousy. I felt the need to express it. But, I was afraid...that
you
would dismiss my feeling, that you and I would be stuck in an
embarrassing
situation, that our long nurtured friendship would
crumble...therefore, I
kept quiet.



*Oct 1*

The news came as a shock to me. I was so worried when I learnt that
you had
fainted in the canteen. I was struggling to keep my worried face in
control
as I looked at the ambulance that carried you away.



*Oct 2*

It was drizzling that day. Our form teacher sadly announced that you
had got
cancer. As she finished her last sentence, outside the classroom, it
seemed
to me that the drizzle had turned into a downpour. I could only hear
the
sound of the rain, nothing more. I rushed to NUH ICU to see you
immediately
after lesson. Your face was whitish in colour, showing no trace of
red. I
learnt that you had just undergone an operation. The life-support
system was
just beside you with tubes piercing mercilessly into your left wrist.
"I am
all right, it is just a serious case of anemia. Believe me, my
parents told
me that". you said convincingly. I knew fully well what you were
thinking,
you did not want me to be worried. "Are you comforting yourself
or
comforting the fears and hopelessness that was written all over my
face?", I
thought to myself. I was not strong enough to disagree with you and I
nodded
my head with a forced smile. You responded with a smile too-with
great
effort.



*Oct 5*

It was a ordinary day but to me, it was an important day. I felt an
impulse
to express my love. I walked over to the side of your bed, holding
your
hand. I told you the story of how an ordinary guy fell in love with a
girl
who likes poetry and Chinese classics. As I told my story, my eyes
started
to flood with water, and uncontrollably my voice started to choke,
and
finally I broke into tear But you held my head against your body and
with
watery eyes, said: "I understand such a love, so did the
girl." I returned
my eyes to her and at that moment, her tears dropped, and for the
first
time, I saw some redness on her lips.



*Oct 26*

It was the last day of examination and I rushed to NUH to continue my
story.
When I reached there, I only saw the nurse arranging the bed you once
slept
on. When I asked about you, the nurse told me expressionlessly that
you had
passed away. It was a bolt from the blue for me. I stood motionless
for a
long time. I hated myself for spending the last few days preparing
for the
last examination paper. I hated myself for not staying longer the
last time
I visited you. I hated myself so much...but you were gone...... I
can't
remember how I got home that day. When I woke up, I was already in my
room.
The pillow I slept on was wet. The next day, I went for the funeral.
I heard
from your father that on the day you passed away, you were still
reading the
Poetry collection I gave you as a gift for your birthday. Standing in
front
of Your portrait, I had no tears, they were used up on the day of
your
death. All I knew was sadness, my heart was like shattered into
pieces and
died.



*Jan 2*

A new girl has taken over your seat. She does not like poetry, but
she likes
to hum pop songs. When I asked her if she knows Jia Bao Yu, she
replied:
"What talking you." Yes, you were gone. But to me, the seat
is still
unoccupied, and maybe no one will ever occupy it......


IF U TRULY LOVE THAT SOMEONE... JUS GO RIGHT UP TO HIM OR HER OR GIVE
A
PHONE CALL RIGHT NOW TO SAY "I lUV U " AND EXPRESS YOUR
FEELINGS FOR THAT
PERSON B4 IT'S TOO LATE!!!!!



A Guy would rather shed blood than shed tears but that's because he
has yet
experience sadness. The moral of the story is to treasure your love
ones coz
they might not be always around. Share this story to those you
cherish most
and let them feel their "presence" are important as they
are part of our
lives too!!




*"Fate brings us together, but it's still up to you to make it
happen."*
*found siewyan's video cam*-yeah-
haha..so happie!!wont kana from siewyan liaoz..*yeah*..n i talked to val today..hmm..ok..it seems juz lyk old times..u noe..b4 everything of this happened!!..hope can lyk tt..kana lectured by madam leong today!!haha!!it was so hilarious!!..

was supposed to meet tt winnie goh..to get e yearbk from her..but she couldnt..she got trng from 3 till lyk 6..haiz~so..couldnt la!!*disappointed*..haiz..thought can meet my kor..after so long..haiz..but..cant..nvm!!

Sunday, March 23, 2003

-*still misses kellockians*-
See what Care Bear you are.
duno wat happened to them!!
haiz..stupid day today was!!haiz..xuezhen..has lotsa problems..haiz~

Saturday, March 22, 2003

-somday we'll know-mandy moore and johnathan foreman-
Ninety miles outside Chicargo
I can't stop driving I don't know why
So many questions, I need an answer
Two years later, you're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Cuz true love is just once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantits?
What the wind says when she comes
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the ninty-seventh time, tonight
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah


Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
I want to take you to the end of the rainbow
Watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me, tonight?
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
*-i may not get to see u as often as i like
i may not get to hold u in my arms all thru r night
but deep in my heart i truely know, u're the 1 i like
and i can't let u go..-*
today went dd's hse in e mornin..den she checked her postin results..n she got into jjc..wat a waste!!she got a 12 lorz..n land up in jjc..haiz~..den she cried!!*sobz*so sad..
after tt went out..to buy my bag..hehe..got a new bag..from flash n splash..haha..but its too small to bring to sch..haha..dd say its so girly..haha!!
*a bright future is based on a forgotten past*

Friday, March 21, 2003

hmm..today had chem AGAIN!!haiz..did this experiment..which took lyk an hour to finish..haiz~..n i was lyk meetin quen..but..nvm..she oso late..coz she go cut hair!!her hair now short�..hehe..so cute..hmm..den went out..bought this cute little pillow..n a new pair of slippers!!*yeah*..orange colour one!!hmm..den went kellock..stayed till lyk 4..den went off liaoz..coach was rather happie to see me..haha!!*surprised*..haha..he said he'll msged next week to tell me e results for e tennis matches..*excited*..hope they win this year!!*prays*
*i love u not only for what u are..but..for what i am with u!!*

Thursday, March 20, 2003

-war has begun-
checked my chem paper today..got like 32/40..*delighted*hehe..
had guitar today..n it totally rocked!!we had pizza for lunch..mrs gomez ordered!!*yeah*..hmm..guitar was lyk till 2..haiz~
went kellock today AGAIN!!haha..been goin back..went back see coach..played a few matches..all singles..which is lyk a chance for them to like totally beat me!!ha!!coz i'm not singles material..ha!!hmm..haven been playin like for 4 years..so..haha..lost most of e matches..
hmm..coach said tt he's rather pissed at mrs koh..coz..she lyk dun respect he's decision..n stuff lyk tt..he said tt mrs koh is bias against certain pple in e senior team..he said tt she likes this girl called wanxing..or something like tt..n she insist tt tt girl becomes e captain of team..so now e senior team has 3 captains?!*weird*..this has neva happened in my time..haiz~times changed!!hmm..den coach said tt e wanxing wans to play singles..but she's very weak at her singles..so..he partnered her wif another girl for a strong doubles..but..mrs koh wans wanxing to play singles..haiz~duno wat happened to kellock tennis team liaoz~haiz..den he said got these 2 troubl-makers..alwaez choose their partners..n its like..they're weak lorz..n they choose e strong pple to partner them..so they'll win..haiz~duno la!!haiz~
*grow old wif me..the best is yet to be..*

Tuesday, March 18, 2003

heyhey..haven been writin for some days liaoz..haiz~..itz bcoz..nth much has happened!!i think tt's great!!tt means tt i haven been feelin hurt for some time liaoz..hehe=p..
been talkin to winnie online these few days..extremely happie*delighted*..hehe..see whether can meet her nots..act..yest can meet her one..but..me n quen left town den she reached..haha!!so neva see her..hmm..now..i'm lyk helpin her to sell tickets to her school's carnival..haha..wat a joke..right??a stc gal..helpin a ijtp gal sell tickets..but..wat to do..who ask me to b her mei~..u noe..muz help korkor one wat..
wen back to kellock today..coz jessica got mini-tennis trng..played wif them..haha..so fun..so mani years neva touched e racket liaoz..n heard frm coach tt..this year..mayb they will not get gold..haiz~..he say one..n e whole grp of pple..not "enthu" one..haiz~he say lyk tt mk him oso not "enthu" liaoz..haiz~..den he say he dun lyk coachin dere liaoz..coz..its not lyk b4..so..erm..cozy..e feelin dere is lyk so 'cold'..not gd..haiz~..n its lyk last time..we respected him..e teachers oso respected him..haiz~..but now..dun haf liaoz..he say even e pay not on time..
he say he may get to train ijtp's tennis..he say he might get..but..lyk no use right..he wont b able to train winnie dey all liaoz..coz..its their last year!!hmm..n my stupid sch..now den start a tennis team!!haiz~..n its like..i canot join liao lorz..haiz~so angry!!*humph*

Sunday, March 16, 2003

hey!!bunkie got a hp liaoz..like..*finally*..haha!!she got a starhub prepaid no..like WHY??haiz~
haiz..today was juz a normal borin sunday!!

Saturday, March 15, 2003

went dd's hse today!!*yeah*..hehe=p..den went shoppin..saw faith dey all..at mrt station..went taka..meet yiyao korkor..yiyao korkor suddenly look so cute!!..den i saw liwei at taka oso..she was lyk doin something..duno wat..she was wif her fren..i think..hmmm..got a new hp cover..winnie e pooh one..hehe..black colour one*yeah*..hmm..den went get quickly..den went swensen's to eat AGAIN!!*hehe*..hmmm..

*-i think winnie is gettin cuter..haha..saw her pic wif george in her blog-*
haiz..juz realized tt i haven been contactin my kellock frenz for some time liaoz..its like..4years..i haven see them liaoz..so long liaoz..beginnin to feel OLD haiz..shld reallie meet them..but..it seems tt everybody will b busy..due to e up n comin o'levels..haiz~still tryin to contact winnie goh..but..cant[anyone noes her address..plz tell me!!]..haiz~n its like..i reallie miss them lorz..winnie[my kor~]..george[my bestest pal]..yizhi[my dear partner]..candy[my jie~]..haiz~..its been so long since i last saw them..wonder how their doin now..i would reallie hope to b able to see them..but..tt seems impossible..coz we're all in diff schools..so..its abit e difficult..haiz~=(..hmm..think winnie's A..rite??think so..heard from pple one..wonder how's she..n george..duno whether she's fine anot..mailed her..but got no reply..think she moved hse??hmm..den candy..haiz~MISS THEM!!

*miss my best frenz from kellock..*

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

hmmm..haven been talkin to xuezhen for awhile liaoz..haiz~i juz dun feel lyk lorz..durin these few days..she hasnt thought abt my feelings lorz..all she does is..spend all her time wif tt stupid val..[hu has seen this page b4..but i duno why..haiz~]..haiz~n its like..i alwaez see them together..do u think i'll feel good??of coz NOT la..which normal human being would??if like tt..den i rather b alone lorz..or b wif siaomei dey all..at least i'm happie..n i dun needa think so much..haiz~u noe wat i mean..hmmm..
quen ask me not to continue hangin around joanne they all..she say they are of bad influence..so how??shld i??but..i doesnt mk any difference la..coz its like..i neva talk to joanne anymore liaoz..onlie talk to delia..bunkie..clar..dey all...haiz~*sigh*

today went have swensen's wif quen..haha=P..i ate chicken bake rice..while she ate fish n chips..hmm..we ordered fries..n ice lemon tea..e whole thing costs lyk $37.75..so ex hor..haiz~hmmm..i think i'm gettin clumsier n clumsier..by e day..haiz~..n its like i'm begining to b not as carin as i was b4..i kept makin quen angry lorz..den i oso duno wat la..kept cryin..haiz~duno wats happenin to me??izit bcoz of wats happenin to me..val..n xuezhen..n jo..haiz~..i think i've been bottlin up my feelings for e past few days..onlie quen noes tt i'm reallie sad..coz i've been cryin in her arms for e past days..haiz~n she noes tt too..hmmm..i MUZ be strong..i canot cry anymore..this is a test god has given to me..n i have to face my fears n forget abt everything..n i HAVE to concentrate on my studies..nothing else matters..tt's wat quen told me..n i think its right lorz!!i shld listen..hmmm..

*studies are the most important thing now!!*

Tuesday, March 11, 2003

entrancing
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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hmmm..today kana sabo by jessamine lorz..jess keep sayin tt me n liwei gao..can?!haiz~..den kyrie oso..den they went to tell siaomei dey all..haiz~..coz its like liwei came to look for me after sch to talk to me abt certain things..den its like jess keep sayin tt she like me lorz..haiz~*pengz*..haiz..stupid kyrie oso..hmmm..jess was like.."patsy ah..u ah..ran ran gao..so hua xin..haiz~"..den after tt liwei talk to jess..like tt lorz..
den after maths..i went to canteen..coz gotta wait till 5..den ma will come..haiz..so went to canteen to do work lorz..*see i so guai~*haha!!den liwei,mabel,RA..come n sit wif me..den we talk n talk lorz..talk alot of crap..haha..today had a chat wif liwei..haha..first time talk to long to her =D..haha..so interestin lorz..found out alot of stuff abt her..hmm..interestin stuff..hehe =P..
den went to kellock wif liwei..coz she quarrel wif her ma..den she dun wana go back..haiz~..n she say wana go back walk walk..so went kellock together lorz..hmmm..now e way dere..we talked abt alot of things abt herself..n stuff la..haha..she told me abt her problems wif her ex..ya..her ex did alot of things to hurt her lorz..haiz~so sad..hmm..
n liwei told me some things lorz..abt 'HER'!!haiz~she say tt..'SHE' saw this page b4..n everything lorz..haiz~n i was wonderin hu told 'HER' lorz..BIG MOUTH!!haiz~

Saturday, March 08, 2003

You got Oliver Wood. He's hot, and obsessed with
quidditch. Lucky you!


Who's Your HP Guy?
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hmmm..went dd's hse today..so long neva go liaoz..hehe=P..hmmm..yest got back my chinese ca marks..got 44/50..hehe*yeah*so happie..den dd bought lotsa things for me..got me a SUNFLOWER!!*YEAH*my fav flower!!hehe..so sweet rite..*smilez*

Tuesday, March 04, 2003

some pple say others cry to gain sympathy..but she,herself,cries infront of others..does she wan to gain sympathy too??haiz~so wat is she??is she attact attention person,where everything has to b me, me n me..or something else??
You're extremely popular. You don't by into the
whole "clique" thing. You socialize
with everyone and are well liked by your peers.
Hell, you probably can get a date with anyone
you want, but you don't realize it. You don't
care about your social status, you're just out
to have a good time with your friends. Rock on.


How Popular Are You?
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haha..this is me?!!!??
hmm..haven been botherin much abt 'HER'..i dun care..so..life's been GREAT!!*yeah*mayb i can juz dun need 'HER'..she's not tt important..juz as long i've got quen..nth else is important..hehe=P..

Saturday, March 01, 2003

was supposed to got out wif bunkie today..but decided to go out wif dd..*blueh*but i met her for breakfast..to mk up to me not bein able to go out wif her..lyk beri bad lyk tt horz..haha..but nvm..i kept makin fun of her..i even asked her some funnie questions..haha..=P..
went out wif dd today..she brought abt $200..den we spent all lorz..haha=p..bought a new bag..*yeah*..we both got e same bag..but different colour!!haiz~she wanted orange n i wanted grey..so we both got diff colours lorz..haiz~we bought lotsa things today..i went to get lip gloss..hehe..got a pink one..ya..den went to get mirror n brush too..think i'm gettin vainer by e mintue..hahaha=P..hmm..den got pins to put on our bags..wanted to tk pic one..those card type..but didnt coz..she was wearin blue..den e background of the screen is blue lorz..den it wont turn out nice..so neva take..haiz~but i'm still beri happie=)..nono..its like tt =D..hehe..n i got this reallie noce wand thingy..from toys 'R' us..its called a fantasy wand..haha..gona bring it to sch on mon..show siaomei..hehe..=P..siaomei sure say me childish one..haha..i admit i am..but..wat can i do..if i'm born like tt..haha..
hmmm..yest i lost $20 in sch..my frenz dey all lost lyk $40 n $60..got some even lost their handphones..haiz~so poor thing rite??haiz~so angry lorz..didnt noe till lyk wen i opened my wallet after guitar..haiz~*humph*if i find out hu ah!!tt person gona kana lorz..haiz~hmmm..n wen my frenz went to report..tt madam leong said to blame e chairperson..n tt is me lorz..haiz~but its not my fault lorz..my class e door canot lock one lorz..even if lock oso can open..haiz~if dey blame e chairperson..den sure all kana one..4A..4B..4C..4J..4MM..haiz..duno wat to do now..haven told my ma i lost money in sch..n tt i got a new bag..

been feelin betta this few days..but i dun feel like talkin to 'HER' at all..