argh.not feeling well.tummy been feeling weird.sigh.duno wat's wrong.

went to sch today at ard 8plus.super early lorx.had to wake up at like 730am.bathed.had breakfast.den went to dover there to meet huirong*sherrie.sherrie's one of my class's girls.went to T511 together.hmm.went to do e internet thingy.learn how to use e sch's intranet.webmail.er.lotsa stuff la.had to sign up for course.den we finished at abt 10plus.

me*huirong*sherrie*eileen*teckpeng*jireh went down to foodcourt one to have lunch.saw anson*his classmates there.so we joined them for lunch.so fun lorx.after awhile keathong*lingsiang*erwina*celyn came.had lunch at e table infront of us.kept making fun of erwina*tt senior.lolx.=).was fun.

hmm.along came another 2 seniors.erm.alex*gerald.talked abt camp.tt murder case thingy.asked them who killed n stuff.but they refused to ans.sigh.so till now we still duno who's e killer n wat's e motive.sigh.for now we can only guess.shall go bug e seniors for ans le.heex.

went back to T511 to collect our flag day stuff.sigh.my tshirt is TOO BIG for me!argh!got a size m.cos there wasnt any size s left.sigh.so no choice.so i'll look so weird on thurs.sigh.=(.lil girl trying to wear adult clothings.lolx.

flag day would be on thurs!sigh.will be at boon lay.see how things goes ba.might be meeting mira when i'm done with my area.den we can both rot ard together lorx.heex.

wont be goin to sch tmr le.goin to meet him.mayb for breakfast.den pei him go for his check up lor.hmm.haven been meeting him ever since last week.feel as though i've neglected him n stuff.sigh.will try to improve on tt.hmm.kinda happy tt i'll be meeting him after so long.=)).

oh btw.could someone remind on wed night tt i have to bring like $150 to sch on thurs?i needa get my bks n stuff.sigh.so ex.=(.broke le.n i've gotta save up for a lap top.if i ever gona get one.

met new people today.mostly from my class one.so now i've more frens from my class.=).yeah!

- iNEEDaHUGfromYOUplease ]]`pAtSyRaWkS! .weWEREmeantTObe.ONEthreeSIXone.

home sweet home

back from camp yest.shag.went to sch today.cos got some thingy for freshies.so no choice.

day one of camp.
hmm.first let me introduce my grp mates.we have gals-mira*huirong*erwina*lingsiang*seline*chenghui*guys-victor*uma*anson*yida*jackson.n e gls are ben*nabilah.hmm.we named ourselves zeus.hmm.

reported at ard 8am.at foodcourt 2 ah.if i'm not wrong.got into our grp.when to play some ice breakers first.den we had to paint our grp's banner.n come up with our own cheers.we were only given 3 colours.so if we wanted more colours we had to earn it with cheers.ya.after tt we had lunch ah.if i rem correctly.had to do something like amazing race ah.was quite fun.had alot of tasks.rem got one was to catch 2 ants on 1 hand.other one we had to eat celery.like yuck!but no choice.had to eat.even if i didnt like it.n we won in e end.*thumbs up*.

played some aniaml game.on e field.got blind folded.den was made to do animal sounds.n we had to find our grp members back.we came in second.had night walk tt day.was brought ard sch at ard 11plus by 2 seniors.erm.benlee*samuel.hmm.was super afriad lorx.luckily got "protected" by mira*yida*samuel.heex.=)

went to assemble at e basketball court after tt.didnt slp till like 430am.was playing games at e basketball court.e whole grp was falling aslp.inculding e seniors.they were kept awake by none other than me!heex.kept disturbing them.they said i was super hyper lorx.

second day day.
woke up at ard 8plus.washed up den assembled at e club hse there.when to play captain's ball.one of my fav games.played against grp 1.n we won!heex.was a close match.e score was like 1-0.grp 1 kept looking down on us.sigh.yida scored e winning goal.=))

had breakfast after tt.went to play blind mice.got blind folded n led by e gls to diff parts of e sch to do diff tasks.first one.we had to walk thru this drain.n we got wet.cos e seniors were splashing water onto us.but was fun la.like playing with water.but legs were super tired!kept getting painted here n there.we missed 1 of e stations.e slide one.cos we didnt have enough time.sigh.=(

got back to e club hse there.saw all e 'wonderful' paintings on me.n started playing with e paint.painted other people.heex.went to bath after tt.had dinner.den we had to design our shim.so funny lor.hmm.we didnt win tt la.bentoh was one of e shims!so he's now horny jenny toh!!

had some disco night in e club hse.was alright la.

slept at 3plus.

third day.
woke up at 7plus!argh!super early!!!washed up.thought was able to go home at like 1plus 2.but no.we went at sp till like 5plus 6.our grp won.got this container of stuff.hmm.duno wat's inside.haven open yet.made e camp chief undress himself n wear this skirt.bentoh was made to do tt too.hmm.got brought ard sch n took photos.n got made wet again.sigh.

gotta run le.mum's nagging.sigh.

`bye

*guess i've negelected you for e past few days.so sorry.=(.know you're feeling kinda weird cos i've not been msging/calling you as often as i did le.sorry k.i'll try to like be like before lor.ok?

hmm.went out early in e morning today.cos i had dental at 9am!was super hot today!argh!perspiration was pratically dripping from me!yuck!made my whole body sticky n yucky.n i just bathed before i went out!argh!

went there.was done within 10 mins!fast yae?hmm.came back home.cos i forgot to bring pam's documents.came home took a bathe.cos i could not tolerate e stickiness!argh!bathed den went out again.went over to meet him.cos he's sick.got there n he was still aslp.hmm.stayed at his place till abt 4.cos he was still not feeling well.felt better after he perspirated.

went down town to get pam's stuff done.hmm.after tt we went to have dinner at e long john's at lido.we kana cheated!e chix was so small lorx.2 tiny lil pieces.sigh.n e waffle fries arent as great as e original ones.sigh.kinda regret having tt.but it filled my stomach nonetheless.hmm.

he sent me home after tt.came home found out tt my necklaces tt i broke are fixed!hmm.one was a gift from quen 4yrs back.e very first b'day present she gave me.e other is from my mum.was suprised to see e necklaces so shiny.e person shined it very well!=))

hmm.i'm hungry!seems like i've been eating alot more than usual.sigh.gona gain weight like crazy le.MUST excerise.hmm.kinda enjoy skating.=).although i'm not really gd at it.so must practise more often.shall drag people to go with me.heex.found my old pair of trackies.will start goin for runs le.

having camp on fri.gotta go get my stuff tmr.goin to buy my sandles.shorts.er.wat else?nothing le hor?

*stomach growls*

going off to look for food le.nights!

coloured my hair.like finally.heex.so now my hair is in streaks of copper red.hmm.but why is it i keep having this feeling that i'm going to regret it after a few days?sigh.hmm.

hmm.woke up at about 10!cos e new bed was coming ard that time.as i was the only one ard.i had to get up and open the door for the people.but guess what?they came only at 12!like wt..?after they finished with their stuff.i went to bath.waited for my mum to come pick me up.headed to go get my hair done.

started at ard 2.finished only at like 430pm!sat there for 2hrs waiting lor.was so damn bored!argh=(.hmm.am quite satisfied with the colour.but am afriad i will begin to dislike it after a few days.sigh.=(

after that went to have dinner with mum and her frens.oh.btw.my mum permed her hair!lolx.its so weird now.so auntie!heex.

will have to get up early tmr!dental is at 0945hrs.sigh.which means not enough of slp.again.n think i'll be going down town.gotta help my sis do her jap class stuff.seems like i've been helping pam in alot of her stuff huh?proves what a gd lil sis i am.*sheepish laugh*.

`off for now.

This Love-Maroon5

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...

thislovehastakenitstollonme

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had family dinner tonight.cos my uncle's back from hk.so.ya.we had dinner.erm.at some high class restaurant at chijmes.hmm.is those restaurants where u didnt have to lift a finger to get ur food.e food was pratically delivered right in front of u.hmm.it felt weird being treated like a queen.mayb because i used to work as a server.*shrugs*.

e dinner was alright la.was able to meet up with my aunts.lil cousins.caught up on e latest news with jocelyn.hmm.haven been talking to her ever since she started working.n i stopped working.sigh.e food was ok la.didnt eat much.but was full though.played ard with jocelyn's new phone!heex.n she fiddled with mine.sent her song ringing tones.took pics with her.n e lil ones.so.overall family dinner was not bad.hmm.

hmm.beginning to wear my retainers.again.sigh.cos i've got a dental appointment on e 23th.so no choice gotta start wearing e thing again.n its hurting me!argh!haven been wearing them for such a long time le.feels weird to have them in my mouth.keeps irritating my gums.ahh!sounds scary.huh?heex.

i shld be in bed by now.but.decided to stay up n wait for someone.hmm.*yawn*.

was playing tt tennis game my sis bought.n i got stucked on it.was enjoying it.when e game boy died on me!argh!n i was in e middle of a match!ahh!sigh.guess gotta start playing again.when e batt is full charged.

signing off le.kinda lost my mood to continue writing.

i n e e d s o m e o n e t o h u g m e p l e a s e

decided to take away my taggie.hmm.so if u wanna leave anything.leave it as a comment k.

went out today.met up with xuezhen*delia*bunk*clar.

met bunk*delia at some bus stop at e cmpb there.cos goin down to clar's place.was supposed to go down to bugis.but someone didnt wana go.so no choice.we changed our venue.hmm.arrived a lil early.so gotta wait for them lor.sat there listening to my radio.n tt stupid bunkie had to scare e wits outta me!she was standing behind me n not making a single sound!turned ard.n got a shock.she told me she has been standing there for wuite some time le.argh!=(.next came delia.she scared me too!.she suddenly pop beside me!why is it nowadays people like to pop here n there to scare me?sigh.

took a bus down to clar's place.hmm.hanged ard there till xuezhen came.hmm.went to get lunch!bunk treat me lehx!heex.=))).cos i'm like broke.blueh.die!i'm so used to being pampered le.lolx.n i like a bit e bad hor.always make her do stuff for me.heex.too bad.who ask her to be my lil bro.heex.

had qi shi he fen for lunch.not really nice.hmm.but lunch was fun!kept laughing n laughing non stop.ok.they were laughing at me non stop.lolx.kept wanting to sing while eating.den they couldnt take it.so they couldnt eat until i stop singing.heex.whenever i start singing they'll stop eating.then there was this super cold joke.er.they asked what's my bf's name.n i said cola!n they laughed.den i said my child's name would be sprite.den xuezhen said.no should be sarsi.so i ok.guy will be sprite.girl will be sarsi.lolx.wat nonsense we came up with!had jelly for dessert!yummy.=))

after lunch.gossiped with xuezhen on e sofa.haha.been some time since i've gossiped with her.hmm.was talking abt almost everything.heex.had a girl-to-girl talk.whatever we talked abt is a secret!shhh.

played some ps2 game.n i kept dying!argh!stupid game!den xuezhen*bunk were disgusted by e funny nosies i kept making during e game.lolx.was whining.cursing.scolding.was hilarious.=))).had fun!

left clar's place at abt 4.headed down town.had to go service my sis's phone.sigh.after tt.went to taka.felt like eating bak gua.think should be spelt like tt ba.hmm.not too sure.this time is xuezhen treat.=p.roamed ard abit.had ice cream!yeah!hot fudge sundae!my fav!hmm.went home after tt.

got home at abt 7 ah.bathed.online for awhile.went upstairs for dinner.didnt eat much.cos was too full.stayed upstairs for quite some time.till abt 9.came back down.watched slamdunk.got a lil furstrated.cos didnt get anything from someone.erm.was pmsy e min i got home.duno e reason why.erm.went to get food with pris at abt 11plus.cos she wanted to eat.den she force me to eat oso.sigh.all tt oily food!argh=(.n now i'm very full!

ohoh!i watched waterboys yest night!e jap movie.n i was like omg!so funny lorx.n its like my how many-th time watching le lor.kept laughing.n e guys are so so damn kawaii!n fit!n tann!*dreamy eyes*.drools.

*slaps back to reality*

ok la.its getting kinda late le.gotta go.

nights!

was supposed to blog when i got home.but my modem screwed up big time.sigh.so i guess ill have to blog now.

went out today.again.this time with delia.jo was supposed to tag along.but she couldnt make it.she was goin to watch SHREK! with her church people.hmm.we were roaming abt town most of e time.since both of us didnt have ALOT of cash.ya.

met at orchard mrt at abt 12.i was early.so gotta wait.hmm.its amazing to see how many people doin funny stuff with e add value machines.some duno where to slot in their cards.some put in a $50 note thinking they can pick e amt to top up.when there is already a sticker on e machine saying exact change!i just stood there n look lor.hmm.oh.i helped some people to buy e standard tix!they were goin to e airport.haven been there for some time le.e last time i went was with quen.last yr i think.hmm.

ok.back to my day out with nuer.hmm.brunched at mac.after tt.when roaming ard taka first.delia bought this balloon for me.so i was walking ard carrying a balloon.so nonsense right?but hey.i like e balloon.so thanks alot delia.*muacks!*.oh.n she made this card for me!=)).

went over to cine.walked ard.went to look for cds.sigh.realised how many many cds i wana get.but i dun have cash!argh!hmm.sort of saw dara*gracia at cine.they seem so.er.excited to see delia.hmm?

crossed over to hmv after tt.went to take neos!=))))).love taking pics!=)))).hmm.when bloomington.stayed in e shop for quite some time.was amazed by e games n gadgets they have.hmm.like e wood-cravings alot.but no $$ to get.=(.sigh.oh!i saw something i like very very much.so i think its so sweet.its a box of candles.but they come in alphabets.they spell e word happy birthday.e letters r in diff colours.n they have this slight sweet smell.hmm.tt time some guy went to tr to celebrate his gf's bday.he used tt candle.now i noe where to get le.oh.saw geraldine today!whoa!she has pink hair!so cool!its e colour i wana highlight.but seems like i wont be highlighting tt colour le.since so many people are doing it.sigh.=(

went back to taka after we got bored at hmv.bought takopachi n a prezel.yummy.talking abt food.i'm feelin alittle hungry now.argh!canot!must not eat.have to control.or i'll just keep gaining weight.hmm.we sat down.n got chased away by e security guard.heex.we werent supposed to sit on e floor.hmm.went window shopping.as usual.hmm.saw clara.ong*evelyn today.hmm.

headed down to far east.walked ard.n we realised where e guys are getting their pink clothings from le.hmm.

saw lotsa people in pink today.guys n girls.hmm.we kept wondering why guys are so into pink nowadays?can someone enlighten us?its so weird.guys were never associated with pink before.n now they're into pink clothing.its like some kind of fashion statement or something.hmm.i will never understand guys.=(

hmm.went back tr today.delia came along.yup.saw gilbert*uncle jun*laikuen*angeline*ganes*mr wee*graciana.hmm.crapped most of time with gilbert before e rest came.hmm.waited till abt 7plus den i left.cos was waiting for ganes la.cos he starts work at 7.yup.talked to him for a little while.he kept asking whether i was still working anot.sigh.i also wana go back to work.at least i can earn some cash for myself.=(.but no choice.before i left uncle jun gave me some chez sticks to eat.*smiles*.he still rems tt i like those!=))).haven eaten them for some time le.miss e food.sigh.took a photo of uncle jun.lolx.so funny lor.hmm.took some things home.heex.

came home.didnt have dinner.cos was quite full.hmm.went to bath first.came out.sat in front of comp.den went to slp.heex.on my bed first.den i went outside to lie on e couch.n i fell aslp.heex.i am such a piggie.*oink*.

been quite awhile since i've last wrote long long enteries le.hmm.haven had any exciting things to blog abt ba.so most of my enteries are quite short.this one isnt long oso.hmm.

ahh.i'm hungry!

they're playingjay zhou's songs everywhere i go.argh!n e funny thing is i know how to sing to most of his songs!!haha.

tt's abt all.

`patsysigningoutcosherlifeisjustsoboring.

went out today.yup.went to watch Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban.

was alright la.kind of disappointing though.mayb because e time frame is too short.so it makes e whole movie very jerky.i would rate it.erm.3/5.was looking at e cute lil faces of e actors instead of concentrating on e plot.haha.but i already noe e story.so who cares.=)).dracoy looks so alike tt lead singer from the calling!harry*ron are as cute as ever.fred*geroge are *two thumbs up*.but e sad thing was.......there wasnt any of OLIVER WOODE!!!!argh!*cries*.sigh.

hmm.den went jack's place for dinner.*yummy*.e whole restaurant was like empty when we went in.so weird to be eating in a quiet restaurant.hmm.but was kind of peaceful.i like it.=))

received a phone call from TAN SEOK HUI.n yes.from malaysia!aww.so sweet of her to rem my bday!n she actually called back from her holiday just to wish me.love her to bits m pieces.opps!shouldnt say tt.aiya.was kinda shocked to receive e call.but.thanks anyway k girl!*muacks!*.have fun during ur trip k.miss me ya?heex.=))

not only did i receive a call from her.but quen called too.yest night.ya.but i had another line.so she hung up first.so sorry k!=((.but thanks k.was really sweet of u to wait up till 12 just so tt u could call me.really appreciate it.

someone else called too!=))))).

hmm.shall say a BIG thank you to all my frens whom did n dint wish me.cos u all made a difference in my life.no matter big or small.good or bad.u all are still e sweetest bunch of people!*muacks!*.I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!with u guys around i wont feel alone anymore.=)).i miss all of you!alot!

will be goin out with delia tmr.jo was supposed to come along too.but.in e end she couldnt make it.sigh.now it seems like a couple goin out.lol.shall take neoprints tmr!!!haven been taking neoprints for such a long long time le!!whee!

ok la.shall end my night here!*muacks*.

`love ya

patsy.loves.all.her.frens.to.bits.n.pieces

home le.super tired!pam's coming back today!!*whee!*lets see wat she's gotten for me.

oh btw peeps.i've changed my phone no le.so from now on it will be --> 94880749.ok?