Wednesday, July 28, 2004
yeah!just got gd news.e dreamcatcher tt leslie is making for me is nearly done!=)))).
sigh.just gave him a call.but he didnt pick up.guess his on his way out to meet his frens.meeting them at 1030pm at zouk.he's riding ba.so think tt's why he couldnt pick up my call.hope he has a safe journey.
met him this morning for breakfast in sch.ya.wasnt supposed to be in sch.but.sigh.mum had to spoil it.sigh.ok.so we had breakfast in sch.which was so not in private.cos there were so many people ard!grr.shall make it a point never to have breakfast with him in sch again.hmm.slacked there till abt 840plus.crapped.n had serious cold jokes session!lolx.
walked to e studio after tt.hanged ard outside for a while.alot of people walked passed.peishan*eileen*sherrie*nini walked passed n saw us.so cute lorx their reactions.hmm.nini was on e phone with junze i presume.hmm.walked to studio.saw huirong*sherrie goin to e co op shop to buy e sandwich.hmm.didnt go along.but went there anyway.cos he had to get something.hanged ard outside.cos they were eating ma.so we loitered outside for awhile.after tt he went home to rest.cos he had to go to sgh to see his grandma.
had crit session again.sian.saw a lil lorx.den went over to play with e com.all e games.lolx.den had lunch at 11.went over to fc 5.had kfc.n i dirtied my WHITE shirt!argh!so my WHITE shirt had chilli sauce all over it.sigh.aint i a clumsy girl.sigh.so my WHITE shirt had streaks so reddish thingys all over.sigh.
went back.played games again.was on e phone too!heex.hmm.played some really cute games.got piggies.got duckies.so ke ai lorx!=)))).
after sch.had to help huirong with her nomination thingy.went to e clubhse.den waited lorx.went up.waited.n waited.hmm.done le.when downstairs.hmm.den took our bags n went off le.but went to visit e lil girl's room first.den mira called.when to look for her in e clubhse.den rushed off le.headed down to outram.met him at sgh.stayed there till abt 5.den went over to his place.cos he wanted to bath.so shared a cab with his cousin.den went over to his fren's place to get e bike.n he rode me home.ya.kinda fun.ya.got home at abt 840pm.
got home.bathed.had dinner.watched a bit of tv.n now i'm online.doing practically nothing.sigh.will be logging off soon.kinda sian le.n might slp early tonight.hmm.since he's out clubbing n wont be home early.see how ba.*yawn
currently stuck on tt ou de yang's song.tt "gu dan bei ban qiu" n li jun jie's "chi pang".nice songs!*thumbs up*.
just a call from him.he just woke up.he fell aslp while msging me.sigh.n now his late.supposed to meet his fren at 11pm.n now its already 1058pm.sigh.*shakes head*.sigh.nvm na.at least he gave me a call before he left.=))
ok la.signing out le.nights k!love ya!
`muackies.
sigh.just gave him a call.but he didnt pick up.guess his on his way out to meet his frens.meeting them at 1030pm at zouk.he's riding ba.so think tt's why he couldnt pick up my call.hope he has a safe journey.
met him this morning for breakfast in sch.ya.wasnt supposed to be in sch.but.sigh.mum had to spoil it.sigh.ok.so we had breakfast in sch.which was so not in private.cos there were so many people ard!grr.shall make it a point never to have breakfast with him in sch again.hmm.slacked there till abt 840plus.crapped.n had serious cold jokes session!lolx.
walked to e studio after tt.hanged ard outside for a while.alot of people walked passed.peishan*eileen*sherrie*nini walked passed n saw us.so cute lorx their reactions.hmm.nini was on e phone with junze i presume.hmm.walked to studio.saw huirong*sherrie goin to e co op shop to buy e sandwich.hmm.didnt go along.but went there anyway.cos he had to get something.hanged ard outside.cos they were eating ma.so we loitered outside for awhile.after tt he went home to rest.cos he had to go to sgh to see his grandma.
had crit session again.sian.saw a lil lorx.den went over to play with e com.all e games.lolx.den had lunch at 11.went over to fc 5.had kfc.n i dirtied my WHITE shirt!argh!so my WHITE shirt had chilli sauce all over it.sigh.aint i a clumsy girl.sigh.so my WHITE shirt had streaks so reddish thingys all over.sigh.
went back.played games again.was on e phone too!heex.hmm.played some really cute games.got piggies.got duckies.so ke ai lorx!=)))).
after sch.had to help huirong with her nomination thingy.went to e clubhse.den waited lorx.went up.waited.n waited.hmm.done le.when downstairs.hmm.den took our bags n went off le.but went to visit e lil girl's room first.den mira called.when to look for her in e clubhse.den rushed off le.headed down to outram.met him at sgh.stayed there till abt 5.den went over to his place.cos he wanted to bath.so shared a cab with his cousin.den went over to his fren's place to get e bike.n he rode me home.ya.kinda fun.ya.got home at abt 840pm.
got home.bathed.had dinner.watched a bit of tv.n now i'm online.doing practically nothing.sigh.will be logging off soon.kinda sian le.n might slp early tonight.hmm.since he's out clubbing n wont be home early.see how ba.*yawn
currently stuck on tt ou de yang's song.tt "gu dan bei ban qiu" n li jun jie's "chi pang".nice songs!*thumbs up*.
just a call from him.he just woke up.he fell aslp while msging me.sigh.n now his late.supposed to meet his fren at 11pm.n now its already 1058pm.sigh.*shakes head*.sigh.nvm na.at least he gave me a call before he left.=))
ok la.signing out le.nights k!love ya!
`muackies.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
just finished with most of my intech drawings n dimensions thingy.argh!eyes strain!*grr*.n to make things worse.i'm having some nose problem again.n i'm sneezing away like nobody's business.seems like a leakage.sigh.
ok.nvm.n i'm like having cramp e whole day.so like so dead today.was practically dragging myself here n there.so wanted to just lay my head down on e table n fall aslp.but just couldnt.but rested for awhile after lunch.den when to slack ard with huirong*sherrie.had a cuppa hot milo.sort of made e cramp not tt bad.gd advise all thanks to sherrie!=)).made me feel much better.
when down to e clubhse with huirong*sherrie.waited outside.cos wasnt open yet.sigh.met leslie*yanpin.went in together.left huirong alone in there with e rest of e main com peeps.went outside play wat's tt called???hmm.played with jiahui*junze*sherrie*darren.so nonsense lorx.i couldnt aim properly.lousy player.sigh.=(.n my cramp came back again.sigh.=(((
headed home after tt.bathed.had dinner.helped ma with her luggages.did my intech stuff.n now online le.
argh!cramp's back!gotta go rest le.
nights peep!
ok.nvm.n i'm like having cramp e whole day.so like so dead today.was practically dragging myself here n there.so wanted to just lay my head down on e table n fall aslp.but just couldnt.but rested for awhile after lunch.den when to slack ard with huirong*sherrie.had a cuppa hot milo.sort of made e cramp not tt bad.gd advise all thanks to sherrie!=)).made me feel much better.
when down to e clubhse with huirong*sherrie.waited outside.cos wasnt open yet.sigh.met leslie*yanpin.went in together.left huirong alone in there with e rest of e main com peeps.went outside play wat's tt called???hmm.played with jiahui*junze*sherrie*darren.so nonsense lorx.i couldnt aim properly.lousy player.sigh.=(.n my cramp came back again.sigh.=(((
headed home after tt.bathed.had dinner.helped ma with her luggages.did my intech stuff.n now online le.
argh!cramp's back!gotta go rest le.
nights peep!
Monday, July 19, 2004
back home le.just had dinner at granny's.had prawn mee!yum!
went to get my shoe today.had to go alone.which was bad enough.couldnt decide wat colour to get.which made things worse.asked for opinion.but didnt get a reply,cos tt person was busy at e moment i called,until i bought e shoe.which was already too late.becaom frustrated.i duno why?guess i was acting unreasonable n childish as usual.sigh.=(.spent like $60 on e shoe.argh!
sch was alright today.spent most of my time on e wood piece.choosing.cutting.stupid dust kept flying into my eyes.which in turn irritated my eyes.couldnt get e thingy cut properly at first.so sought help from terrence*kelvin.they helped me with a few difficult pieces.e rest i did it myself.=).although i was wearing my specs.i still had dust getting into my eyes.sigh.=(
when we were abt done.me*sherrie*huirong*terrence went to slack outside e workshop.had a drink.it was terrence's treat!crapped alot.talked abt sec sch life.e history text.found out tt candy was terrence's classmate.hmm.wat a small world we have huh?
i've got a new nickname.actually it isnt new la.sharon low used to call me that.now lijin(as known as xiaohong) calls me tt.n treats me like his dog.like er?just played along lorx.so i call him xiao hong n he calls me xiao bai.lolx.
sian ah.been feeling kinda pmsy for many days le.mood swinging like nobody's business.sigh.one moment i can be smiling away.e next i can be gloomy.so beware k.
went to get my shoe today.had to go alone.which was bad enough.couldnt decide wat colour to get.which made things worse.asked for opinion.but didnt get a reply,cos tt person was busy at e moment i called,until i bought e shoe.which was already too late.becaom frustrated.i duno why?guess i was acting unreasonable n childish as usual.sigh.=(.spent like $60 on e shoe.argh!
sch was alright today.spent most of my time on e wood piece.choosing.cutting.stupid dust kept flying into my eyes.which in turn irritated my eyes.couldnt get e thingy cut properly at first.so sought help from terrence*kelvin.they helped me with a few difficult pieces.e rest i did it myself.=).although i was wearing my specs.i still had dust getting into my eyes.sigh.=(
when we were abt done.me*sherrie*huirong*terrence went to slack outside e workshop.had a drink.it was terrence's treat!crapped alot.talked abt sec sch life.e history text.found out tt candy was terrence's classmate.hmm.wat a small world we have huh?
i've got a new nickname.actually it isnt new la.sharon low used to call me that.now lijin(as known as xiaohong) calls me tt.n treats me like his dog.like er?just played along lorx.so i call him xiao hong n he calls me xiao bai.lolx.
sian ah.been feeling kinda pmsy for many days le.mood swinging like nobody's business.sigh.one moment i can be smiling away.e next i can be gloomy.so beware k.
Sunday, July 18, 2004
Message: Spell your name and copy what each
letter signifies about your personality.
Post it so others could get a clear picture of
what a beautiful person you really are!:)
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgemental.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy .
X You never let people tell you what to do .
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone
this is mine..
P You are very friendly and understanding.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
S You are very broad-minded.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
letter signifies about your personality.
Post it so others could get a clear picture of
what a beautiful person you really are!:)
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgemental.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy .
X You never let people tell you what to do .
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone
this is mine..
P You are very friendly and understanding.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
S You are very broad-minded.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Saturday, July 17, 2004
hmm.went out today.met him.was supposed to go get my shoe today.but.as usual we were lazy.lolx.went over his place at abt.erm.10.was late.woke him up at abt 12pm.made him wash up.slacked ard.ordered Canadian Pizza again.heex.this time we ordered.erm.e mexian fiesta n e classic itlian.yup.n potato wedges too!*yummy*.we spent abt $24 on tt.hmm.watched e "love actually" he downloaded onto his comp while eating.slacked.slacked.took pics.self portraits with his new phone!e N7610.heex.i wana change phone too!took quite a no of photos.hmm.shall get him to send to me.keep taking photos lately.=)))).
got ready to leave at abt 530pm.he went to bath n stuff.get his hair done.get dressed for work.hmm.went to get his*his fren's dinner.n stuff la.took a cab to his work place.hmm.he accompanied me to e opposite side.n den i had to walk alone to e mrt station.n had to come home alone.=(.cos he had to go to work le.but nvm la.work's more impt.hmm.seems like i'm really attached to him le.like being in his company.=).die.if he goes into army.den.sigh.=(
took e train home.was irritated by this trio.they look like pri6 or mayb sec1 students.they just kept talking.n talking.non stop.sigh.first they talked abt their neoprints.alright.nothing wrong with tt.they had this shot whereby they were all hugging la.den one of them said its very nice.cos like very close.den e other said eek!so lesbian.i'm like.its only a hug lorx?wat's wrong?sigh.kids nowadays.*shakes head*.ok.den they act like they are old enough to judge guys.hmm.they were talking abt who's gd looking ah.n who's not.sigh.they den changed their topic to cartoons on disney channel.argh!e horror!was i like tt when i was in pri6?can someone assure me tt i wasnt?
finally it was my stop.*wipes cold sweat*.any min later.i might have just blurted something into their faces.was relived to be able to get away from tt.but met with something else.there was this scray old man at e mrt station.he was just standing there n pointing at e control station shouting out vulgarities.like huh?all e vulgarities came out.was shocked + scared.he seemed mad.so i quickened my footsteps.was practically fast walking home.sigh.gave him a call.talked to him till i got home.hmm.told him abt e 2 incidents.n he was like why u're journey home like so interesting ah?lolx.ya lorx.didnt like it though.
now back home.had some food.den locked myself in e room.n here i am online!heex.=).
might be goin to get my shoes on mon.gotta spend money again.
got this from tiff's friendster.like this lots.makes me think abt 4b'03 n chem lessons.
.
n i like this.
was hand made by leslie(also known as pinkie!).heex.he's going to sell these.interested partys could leave a msg in my comment area.will get back to u asap.
got ready to leave at abt 530pm.he went to bath n stuff.get his hair done.get dressed for work.hmm.went to get his*his fren's dinner.n stuff la.took a cab to his work place.hmm.he accompanied me to e opposite side.n den i had to walk alone to e mrt station.n had to come home alone.=(.cos he had to go to work le.but nvm la.work's more impt.hmm.seems like i'm really attached to him le.like being in his company.=).die.if he goes into army.den.sigh.=(
took e train home.was irritated by this trio.they look like pri6 or mayb sec1 students.they just kept talking.n talking.non stop.sigh.first they talked abt their neoprints.alright.nothing wrong with tt.they had this shot whereby they were all hugging la.den one of them said its very nice.cos like very close.den e other said eek!so lesbian.i'm like.its only a hug lorx?wat's wrong?sigh.kids nowadays.*shakes head*.ok.den they act like they are old enough to judge guys.hmm.they were talking abt who's gd looking ah.n who's not.sigh.they den changed their topic to cartoons on disney channel.argh!e horror!was i like tt when i was in pri6?can someone assure me tt i wasnt?
finally it was my stop.*wipes cold sweat*.any min later.i might have just blurted something into their faces.was relived to be able to get away from tt.but met with something else.there was this scray old man at e mrt station.he was just standing there n pointing at e control station shouting out vulgarities.like huh?all e vulgarities came out.was shocked + scared.he seemed mad.so i quickened my footsteps.was practically fast walking home.sigh.gave him a call.talked to him till i got home.hmm.told him abt e 2 incidents.n he was like why u're journey home like so interesting ah?lolx.ya lorx.didnt like it though.
now back home.had some food.den locked myself in e room.n here i am online!heex.=).
might be goin to get my shoes on mon.gotta spend money again.
got this from tiff's friendster.like this lots.makes me think abt 4b'03 n chem lessons.
.
n i like this.
was hand made by leslie(also known as pinkie!).heex.he's going to sell these.interested partys could leave a msg in my comment area.will get back to u asap.
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
for Women
Personality: Sometimes people criticize you for being insincere because of your 24-7 "I am happy" attitude. But the people who know you respect your willingness to help out others and leadership quality is what you show. You tend to jump into the matters too quickly because of your constant curiosity. Your smart brain allows you to deal with even the most difficult conversationalist and that is why you receive a streamline of party invitations
Love Tendency: The love department has good news for you all the time. Your vivacious personality is directly connected to your sign and the blood type enhances it even more. You fall in love too quickly and mistake the particular relationship as being the greatest at that moment. Capriciousness is your number one enemy.
Life: Your excellent communication skill should be credited to your speedy brain. Your work performance is at an optimum because you are able to handle simultaneous tasks at once. One thing you are not comfortable with is silence. You have to hear commotion around you or else you create it. People sometimes have difficulties keeping up with your fast pace life, so learn to slow down.
Match
Good Match: A-type, O-type and B-type Aries, Gemini, Leo, Libra and Aquarius are the best matches for you. Anyone of these will be a plus to you because you complement each other. A-types usually admire you from far away. O-types are the comforting relationships. B-types bring the maternal instinct out of you.
Bad Match:AB-type Virgos and AB-type Pisces should be avoided. You will tire each other out because of your differences. These partners bring bad thoughts out of you and who wants to be ultimately a terrible person?
Personality: Sometimes people criticize you for being insincere because of your 24-7 "I am happy" attitude. But the people who know you respect your willingness to help out others and leadership quality is what you show. You tend to jump into the matters too quickly because of your constant curiosity. Your smart brain allows you to deal with even the most difficult conversationalist and that is why you receive a streamline of party invitations
Love Tendency: The love department has good news for you all the time. Your vivacious personality is directly connected to your sign and the blood type enhances it even more. You fall in love too quickly and mistake the particular relationship as being the greatest at that moment. Capriciousness is your number one enemy.
Life: Your excellent communication skill should be credited to your speedy brain. Your work performance is at an optimum because you are able to handle simultaneous tasks at once. One thing you are not comfortable with is silence. You have to hear commotion around you or else you create it. People sometimes have difficulties keeping up with your fast pace life, so learn to slow down.
Match
Good Match: A-type, O-type and B-type Aries, Gemini, Leo, Libra and Aquarius are the best matches for you. Anyone of these will be a plus to you because you complement each other. A-types usually admire you from far away. O-types are the comforting relationships. B-types bring the maternal instinct out of you.
Bad Match:AB-type Virgos and AB-type Pisces should be avoided. You will tire each other out because of your differences. These partners bring bad thoughts out of you and who wants to be ultimately a terrible person?
Monday, July 12, 2004
had sch today.met him for breakfast today.hmm.been having breakfast together quite often recently.=)).like being able to meet him e first thing in e morning.for breakfast or wat.=)).had fun.joking.n taking lotsa pics together n self portraits.lolx.enjoyed myself though it was only like an hr plus.he sent me to sch after tt.saw eileen on bus 105.hmm.
was supposed to start lessons today.but no.we had some touring thingy goin on.gathered at T511.took attendence.den e lecturers talked non stop.had lunch break at 11am.went over to foodcourt 3 with huirong*sherrie**terrence*lijin*kelvin.didnt eat much.cos i had a very a very heavy breakfast with him at e macs at my place.
after tt got a call from him saying tt he was on his way down to my sch le.wana have lunch with me.he made some fish n a bottle of herbal tea for me.=))).he arrived in sch at abt 1145am like tt.went to e tables below T511 to eat.got alot of peeps staring at us eat lorx.aiyo.so uneasy.sigh.hmm.e fish was alright la.mayb cos i dun really like eating fish.but it was still ok.e tea was great!super sweet!really appreciate you coming all e way down just to have lunch with me k.*hugs*.
had to go to e library after awhile.so he left lorx.he saw who huirong*terrence*lijin were.hmm.went to e library to look for e books n mags.sigh.
went back to T511.did some it stuff.like downloading e thingy la.den burn into e cdr.omg!e lect was teaching it step by step lorx.pls lorx.its like most of us noe le lorx.sigh.but i canot be so selfish.canot think of myself only.nearly fell aslp when he was talking.lolx.n i wasnt e only one.heex.e rest were falling aslp too!e weather was just too comfortable for a nice long nap!argh.but cant.was in class.sigh.
did some funny drawing.after tt.first we had to crush a piece of A4 paper.den losen it abit.n draw it on tracing paper.was straining my eyes lorx.eyes hurt so much after tt.they all said my drawings looked like cabbages.sigh.=((
headed down to foodcourt 5 after sch.cos we were hungry!had kfc.met anson*his frens there.hmm.frens names are rody*wan*lucius*mus.if i'm not wrong la.duno if e spelling is right nots.hmm.took a very long time to finish eating.cos kept talking lorx.blueh.n tt made me break a promise i made yest night.sigh.=(.feeling kinda bad abt tt.sigh.=(((
n now i'm back home le.n slacking.while waiting for a certain someone.hmm.
so sorry k.i broke my promise to you.sigh.i'm such a disappointment.cant even do such a simple thing right.not even once.sigh.mayb i'm just lousy lorx.=(.will try to improve ba.feeling so guilty n bad now.argh!
was supposed to start lessons today.but no.we had some touring thingy goin on.gathered at T511.took attendence.den e lecturers talked non stop.had lunch break at 11am.went over to foodcourt 3 with huirong*sherrie**terrence*lijin*kelvin.didnt eat much.cos i had a very a very heavy breakfast with him at e macs at my place.
after tt got a call from him saying tt he was on his way down to my sch le.wana have lunch with me.he made some fish n a bottle of herbal tea for me.=))).he arrived in sch at abt 1145am like tt.went to e tables below T511 to eat.got alot of peeps staring at us eat lorx.aiyo.so uneasy.sigh.hmm.e fish was alright la.mayb cos i dun really like eating fish.but it was still ok.e tea was great!super sweet!really appreciate you coming all e way down just to have lunch with me k.*hugs*.
had to go to e library after awhile.so he left lorx.he saw who huirong*terrence*lijin were.hmm.went to e library to look for e books n mags.sigh.
went back to T511.did some it stuff.like downloading e thingy la.den burn into e cdr.omg!e lect was teaching it step by step lorx.pls lorx.its like most of us noe le lorx.sigh.but i canot be so selfish.canot think of myself only.nearly fell aslp when he was talking.lolx.n i wasnt e only one.heex.e rest were falling aslp too!e weather was just too comfortable for a nice long nap!argh.but cant.was in class.sigh.
did some funny drawing.after tt.first we had to crush a piece of A4 paper.den losen it abit.n draw it on tracing paper.was straining my eyes lorx.eyes hurt so much after tt.they all said my drawings looked like cabbages.sigh.=((
headed down to foodcourt 5 after sch.cos we were hungry!had kfc.met anson*his frens there.hmm.frens names are rody*wan*lucius*mus.if i'm not wrong la.duno if e spelling is right nots.hmm.took a very long time to finish eating.cos kept talking lorx.blueh.n tt made me break a promise i made yest night.sigh.=(.feeling kinda bad abt tt.sigh.=(((
n now i'm back home le.n slacking.while waiting for a certain someone.hmm.
so sorry k.i broke my promise to you.sigh.i'm such a disappointment.cant even do such a simple thing right.not even once.sigh.mayb i'm just lousy lorx.=(.will try to improve ba.feeling so guilty n bad now.argh!
Sunday, July 11, 2004
mayb i was thinking too much.sigh.should just stop thinking about it le.since its no big deal.its just a msg.sigh.am i being too sensitive?
i had to spoil a nice phone conversation.n i had turn nasty.argh!there wasnt a need for me to mention anything about it.i just couldnt keep my mouth shut huh?it would have turned out better if i had just kept quiet n keep that to myself.better i suffer alone.den we quarrel n we feel lousy.sigh.but no.i had to mention it.
sigh.in a very lousy mood now.sigh.
shall stop blogging le.go destress myself by singing ba.
this love by maroon 5
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...
i had to spoil a nice phone conversation.n i had turn nasty.argh!there wasnt a need for me to mention anything about it.i just couldnt keep my mouth shut huh?it would have turned out better if i had just kept quiet n keep that to myself.better i suffer alone.den we quarrel n we feel lousy.sigh.but no.i had to mention it.
sigh.in a very lousy mood now.sigh.
shall stop blogging le.go destress myself by singing ba.
this love by maroon 5
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...
yeah!i've finally uploaded all e pics le!heex.
went out today.was supposed to go back to stc to collect my o'level cert.but as usual.i couldnt get up.blueh.so i got up.bathed.n den went over to his place le.stayed at his place till abt 2.was supposed to have lunch together.but.we were just plain lazy.so we slacked at his place e whole morning.heex.came home at abt 2.took 970.such a long journey.sigh.e stupid bus was moving so damn slowly.argh!think if i was driving.i would have gotten home earlier.kept stopping at e traffic lights.sigh.n i was all alone.=(.cos he had to go to work.canot send me home.=(
came home.rested for awhile.chatted one the phone with him while he was at work.hmm.was glad that i could accompany him.cos he was alone at his work place.hmm.could hear him making e pizzas.so funny lorx.hmm.found out some interesting facts.heex.=).den like after an hr or so.we had to put down e phone at 6.25pm like tt.cos he had to go have his dinner.n i had to go get ready to go out.
met siaomei*siaoying today.was supposed to meet at 730pm outside cine.but i was late.was there only at 750pm.n we met at e mrt station.can say that they didnt change much.=).was great to see them again.=)).i'm still e shortest.lolx.siaoying is more girlie now.that's a gd thing.too bad tiff*jess couldnt make it.miss them lots!hmm.guess all of us[from e clique] has turned straight.siaoying is straight le.hmm.
had dinner at pasta mania.ahhh.just realised that they haven pay me back yet.sigh.nvm ba.take it as i treat them ba.so i'm broke again.lolx.gossiped after dinner.was just like we were back in stc.sigh.miss those times.sigh.but guess we cant go back to then le.we have to move on.n just hold on to this friendship we have created during e stc yrs.=)
received a gift from sy*sm*jess.its a tee shirt.=)
took pics with sm*sy before we parted.
n now i'm home.uploaded e pics.blogging.n trying to change my friendster pics!n it wont work.argh!
went out today.was supposed to go back to stc to collect my o'level cert.but as usual.i couldnt get up.blueh.so i got up.bathed.n den went over to his place le.stayed at his place till abt 2.was supposed to have lunch together.but.we were just plain lazy.so we slacked at his place e whole morning.heex.came home at abt 2.took 970.such a long journey.sigh.e stupid bus was moving so damn slowly.argh!think if i was driving.i would have gotten home earlier.kept stopping at e traffic lights.sigh.n i was all alone.=(.cos he had to go to work.canot send me home.=(
came home.rested for awhile.chatted one the phone with him while he was at work.hmm.was glad that i could accompany him.cos he was alone at his work place.hmm.could hear him making e pizzas.so funny lorx.hmm.found out some interesting facts.heex.=).den like after an hr or so.we had to put down e phone at 6.25pm like tt.cos he had to go have his dinner.n i had to go get ready to go out.
met siaomei*siaoying today.was supposed to meet at 730pm outside cine.but i was late.was there only at 750pm.n we met at e mrt station.can say that they didnt change much.=).was great to see them again.=)).i'm still e shortest.lolx.siaoying is more girlie now.that's a gd thing.too bad tiff*jess couldnt make it.miss them lots!hmm.guess all of us[from e clique] has turned straight.siaoying is straight le.hmm.
had dinner at pasta mania.ahhh.just realised that they haven pay me back yet.sigh.nvm ba.take it as i treat them ba.so i'm broke again.lolx.gossiped after dinner.was just like we were back in stc.sigh.miss those times.sigh.but guess we cant go back to then le.we have to move on.n just hold on to this friendship we have created during e stc yrs.=)
received a gift from sy*sm*jess.its a tee shirt.=)
took pics with sm*sy before we parted.
n now i'm home.uploaded e pics.blogging.n trying to change my friendster pics!n it wont work.argh!
Friday, July 09, 2004
yeah!all three of us are online now!together!heex!=)))
went to sch today.actually there isnt a need for us to go back today.but it was a sch day.so we had no choice but to go back.got our textbks.looks like a lit text.sigh.title "The Importance Of Living".wat kind of title is that?argh.like some self help bk.decided on our groups le.me*huirong*sherrie*terrence in e same grp.wanted to have all girl group.but lehning said no.gotta have boys + girls in e group.so no choice ba.
ended at abt 11plus ah.den headed down to his place to meet him.was still aslp when i got there.had to pull him outta bed.was going to late for work le.hmm.took a cab down to his work place.waited for him.den we walked down to marina there.had lunch at macs.i had nuggets.n he had quarter pounder.was playing some fries game.lolx.he kept eating n eating.so funny lorx.=))).counted e no of steps on our way to marina.it has 34 steps!
went to watch tt korean show.erm.windstruck ah.was very sweet lorx.cried when e guy died.=((.sad.
hmm.after tt had to rush le.cos he's supposed to be at work during tt time.heex.so walked super fast.hmm.went toilet.den i came home le.n he went to work.ya.although e time spent was only for a short while.but it was enjoyable.=)))
went to sch today.actually there isnt a need for us to go back today.but it was a sch day.so we had no choice but to go back.got our textbks.looks like a lit text.sigh.title "The Importance Of Living".wat kind of title is that?argh.like some self help bk.decided on our groups le.me*huirong*sherrie*terrence in e same grp.wanted to have all girl group.but lehning said no.gotta have boys + girls in e group.so no choice ba.
ended at abt 11plus ah.den headed down to his place to meet him.was still aslp when i got there.had to pull him outta bed.was going to late for work le.hmm.took a cab down to his work place.waited for him.den we walked down to marina there.had lunch at macs.i had nuggets.n he had quarter pounder.was playing some fries game.lolx.he kept eating n eating.so funny lorx.=))).counted e no of steps on our way to marina.it has 34 steps!
went to watch tt korean show.erm.windstruck ah.was very sweet lorx.cried when e guy died.=((.sad.
hmm.after tt had to rush le.cos he's supposed to be at work during tt time.heex.so walked super fast.hmm.went toilet.den i came home le.n he went to work.ya.although e time spent was only for a short while.but it was enjoyable.=)))
Thursday, July 08, 2004
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
just had my bathe n everything.hmm.was in sch till abt 650pm like tt.
was supposed to meet anson*mira at 750am today.cos me*mira had to give anson his big card.heex.so we purposely got up early lorx.hmm.met umar there!heex.haven seen him since mon.didnt passed anson his card cos mira wasnt there yet.so had no choice.kept e card with us first lorx.had a crazy time with mira*umar*n umar's frens at macs today!kept taking pics.makin noise.laughing out loud.making lame remarks.asking stupid cold jokes.ya.was enjoying myself.=)laughed till my tummy ached.lolx.
after tt at ard 9.umar*his frens left for their thingy le.so left mira*me.rotted till abt 915am like tt.den we headed towards e co op there.mira wanted to buy sweets.hmm.bought le.den went back to macs.mira was meeting manying there.slowly took our time to e teaching blocks.
dicussed the performance thingy.sigh.we kept changing our ideas.couldnt decide on one item.sigh.
had lunch at 12.met anson*mira.had lunch together.didnt eat.had like a cup of watermelon juice.my fav.had fries from anson's plate of fish n chips.den ate 1 sweet which was given by samuel.hmm.tt was all.
went back.discussed again.decided to change idea.sigh.so getting bored.so kinda roamed ard e place with huirong.got this feeling tt our skit is going to suck.like totally.sigh.but just gotta do it.just for sake of doin it.i gotta dress up as a guy!sigh.n huirong is my "girlfriend".so nonsense lorx.we have to do some mushy scene.like kiss ah.hug ah.sigh.
finished at ard 330pm.went to meet up with mira at e clubhse there.went to look at e cca thingys together with huirong*sherrie.duno if i shld join tennis nots.i'm afraid i wont have enough time for everything.sigh.shall plan my time first.but its like i have this urge to join.but i canot be so selfish.gotta think abt others as well.
went to play badminton after tt.was kinda just sitting ard.watching ben*erwin*jiahui*xxx*xxx*nini play.duno e name so xxx xxx.lolx.hmm.started only after nini played.hmm.was so hot lorx.was in jeans.n was without any shoe.cool huh?played for awhile.den i went back to sit le.hmm.
left at abt 650pm.came home.cos was super hungry.but didnt eat much la.cos there wasnt alot of food left for me.sigh.so i only had rice with soup.so ke lian hor?sigh.
i'm so tired!n hungry!argh!
`signing off.
was supposed to meet anson*mira at 750am today.cos me*mira had to give anson his big card.heex.so we purposely got up early lorx.hmm.met umar there!heex.haven seen him since mon.didnt passed anson his card cos mira wasnt there yet.so had no choice.kept e card with us first lorx.had a crazy time with mira*umar*n umar's frens at macs today!kept taking pics.makin noise.laughing out loud.making lame remarks.asking stupid cold jokes.ya.was enjoying myself.=)laughed till my tummy ached.lolx.
after tt at ard 9.umar*his frens left for their thingy le.so left mira*me.rotted till abt 915am like tt.den we headed towards e co op there.mira wanted to buy sweets.hmm.bought le.den went back to macs.mira was meeting manying there.slowly took our time to e teaching blocks.
dicussed the performance thingy.sigh.we kept changing our ideas.couldnt decide on one item.sigh.
had lunch at 12.met anson*mira.had lunch together.didnt eat.had like a cup of watermelon juice.my fav.had fries from anson's plate of fish n chips.den ate 1 sweet which was given by samuel.hmm.tt was all.
went back.discussed again.decided to change idea.sigh.so getting bored.so kinda roamed ard e place with huirong.got this feeling tt our skit is going to suck.like totally.sigh.but just gotta do it.just for sake of doin it.i gotta dress up as a guy!sigh.n huirong is my "girlfriend".so nonsense lorx.we have to do some mushy scene.like kiss ah.hug ah.sigh.
finished at ard 330pm.went to meet up with mira at e clubhse there.went to look at e cca thingys together with huirong*sherrie.duno if i shld join tennis nots.i'm afraid i wont have enough time for everything.sigh.shall plan my time first.but its like i have this urge to join.but i canot be so selfish.gotta think abt others as well.
went to play badminton after tt.was kinda just sitting ard.watching ben*erwin*jiahui*xxx*xxx*nini play.duno e name so xxx xxx.lolx.hmm.started only after nini played.hmm.was so hot lorx.was in jeans.n was without any shoe.cool huh?played for awhile.den i went back to sit le.hmm.
left at abt 650pm.came home.cos was super hungry.but didnt eat much la.cos there wasnt alot of food left for me.sigh.so i only had rice with soup.so ke lian hor?sigh.
i'm so tired!n hungry!argh!
`signing off.
Monday, July 05, 2004
bah.gotta be in sch early tmr.would be meeting huirong*mira*ben*n some other peeps for breakfast.gotta be in sch by like 730am.should be aslp by now.sigh.
hmm.just got a msg from huirong.saying we have to wear our be tshirts tmr.like wth?er.its like so weird.sigh.she said we'll just bring it lor.see how things go.hmm.
like gotta pack my bag.butterpaper.check.pencils.check.hmm.wat else ah?hmm.like nothing le hor.oh ya.e tshirt.check.shall wakey at 645am tmr.bath till like abt 7am.get dressed.leave e hse by 710am.hope i'll be able to catch e bus.n hopefully arrive in sch by 730am.
hmm.there would be a dinner for e de peeps on friday.duno if i'm goin nots.see how ba.will be meeting him on fri.after sch=).will be meeting him on tues too!but will be like in e evening lorx.cos sch ends at 5 on tues.
`signing off
hmm.just got a msg from huirong.saying we have to wear our be tshirts tmr.like wth?er.its like so weird.sigh.she said we'll just bring it lor.see how things go.hmm.
like gotta pack my bag.butterpaper.check.pencils.check.hmm.wat else ah?hmm.like nothing le hor.oh ya.e tshirt.check.shall wakey at 645am tmr.bath till like abt 7am.get dressed.leave e hse by 710am.hope i'll be able to catch e bus.n hopefully arrive in sch by 730am.
hmm.there would be a dinner for e de peeps on friday.duno if i'm goin nots.see how ba.will be meeting him on fri.after sch=).will be meeting him on tues too!but will be like in e evening lorx.cos sch ends at 5 on tues.
`signing off
Saturday, July 03, 2004
just got back from malaysia.ahh.super shag.woke up at ard 9 this morning.cos we had to go collect our passports today.bathed.n den we went down to lavander.collected e thingy.n off we went to malaysia.was kinda reluctant to go.sigh.had no choice but to go.hmm.
jam.jam.jam.sigh.so many cars lorx.slept on e way in.was slping like a log tt i didnt hear my phone ring.lolx.got a call from him.hmm.got in.went to some shopping center.bought dvds.erm.wat else ah?nothing much le ba.
headed down to giant there.bought all e barang barang.den i bought 2 new pairs of jeans!=)).jeremy got his xbox games.
i'm bored!n i miss you.sigh.
jam.jam.jam.sigh.so many cars lorx.slept on e way in.was slping like a log tt i didnt hear my phone ring.lolx.got a call from him.hmm.got in.went to some shopping center.bought dvds.erm.wat else ah?nothing much le ba.
headed down to giant there.bought all e barang barang.den i bought 2 new pairs of jeans!=)).jeremy got his xbox games.
i'm bored!n i miss you.sigh.
Friday, July 02, 2004
just got snapped at by pris for absolutly nothing!wtf.its like no my fault tt u got scolded by her.please lor.i'm not your chu qi tong lorx.so dun go ard scolding me for nothing.wth!
was in such a gd mood.den she had to spoil it!argh!
yesterday
had flag day.at boonlay.was late.again.lolx.but wasnt as late as huirong.went for breakfast first.before we began to collect e donations.slacked at jp mac till 11plus.den went to walk ard jp with huirong*her fren*eileen*sherrie.start only at 12!lolx.went e pasamalam there to ask for donations.did it for like half an hour den we slacked again.lolx.huirong=professional slacker.patsy=self-appointed slacker.
jackson came down to meet us.slacked ard with us.hmm.ate abit at e pasamalam.after tt headed back to sch.counted e amt i got.guess how much i got.i got a total of.*drum roll*.$9.41!lolx.alot hor.huirong got like $14plus.this proved how much we slacked.hmm.
waited in sch for e rest to finish.went to clementi.cos they wanted to play pool.n since it was e nearest.so.ya.went there.had to wait for yida.so we waited at e macs.had ice cream.didnt know how to play.so i just sat there with mira*kimiko*yida*huirong while anson*denise played.after awhile umar joined us.yida*huirong*anson teached me*mira*umar to play.tried n tried but i couldnt hit e stupid ball.sigh.lousy player.we were playin in pairs.got paired up with anson.sigh.guess he's unlucky huh?to get paired up with me.one of e seinors jiahui joined us.
went for dinner after tt.had noodles.n ice milo.hmm.came back home at ard 8.walked home alone.bathed.slacked ard for awhile.sort of got angry at him for some time.fell aslp.felt much better when i woke up.woke up n found him sitting downstairs.was shocked.hmm.sorted things out.was on e phone with him till abt 12.sat by e window n talked.guess i'm still a petty lil monster afterall.sigh.got angry over such a small thing.argh.have to change tt lil side of me le.talked to him till he go home.which was like 2 plus.went to slp after tt.was really shagged.
today
went out today.was supposed to go watch movie with him.but was too lazy.so decided to slack at his place instead.went over in e morning.woke him at like 9.13am!heex.disturbed him till he got up.blueh.hmm.he went back to slp after accompanying me for awhile.i had no choice but stare at e com screen until he woke up again.
woke him up at 1plus.asked if he wanted to go watch e movie nots.he said anything.up to me lorx.den i said i'm fine with anything lorx.hmm.den we decided to just stay home lorx.since both of us were so lazy!heex.2 lil lazy pigs.lolx.
now there were 2 people staring at e com screen.he was like saying me abt this n abt tt.sigh.hmm.abt my friendster n stuff la.hmm.was super hungry.so we like ordered pizza.at like 5plus.n it came only at 630pm.ate.den he went to bathed.n we left his place at ard 7plus.took a bus to clementi mrt there.took e train home alone.cos he had to rush down to jurong east.he was meeting his frens there.n he was running late!he was supposed to meet them there at 7pm for dinner!lolx.but.....
came home.bathed.rot on my bed.got snapped at.msged mira.n now.here i am.online!heex.
guess tt's abt e summary abt wat happened ba.
gotta wake up early tmr.goin to collect my passport tmr.hmm.chij celebrating its 150th yr i think.tmr at chijmes.duno if i can make it lehx.cos guitar got performance tmr.n i've not seen all my dear juniors for like ages le.hmm.might just drop by for awhile lor.if i can ba.hmm.
my shoulders are aching!i need a massage!hmm.
was in such a gd mood.den she had to spoil it!argh!
yesterday
had flag day.at boonlay.was late.again.lolx.but wasnt as late as huirong.went for breakfast first.before we began to collect e donations.slacked at jp mac till 11plus.den went to walk ard jp with huirong*her fren*eileen*sherrie.start only at 12!lolx.went e pasamalam there to ask for donations.did it for like half an hour den we slacked again.lolx.huirong=professional slacker.patsy=self-appointed slacker.
jackson came down to meet us.slacked ard with us.hmm.ate abit at e pasamalam.after tt headed back to sch.counted e amt i got.guess how much i got.i got a total of.*drum roll*.$9.41!lolx.alot hor.huirong got like $14plus.this proved how much we slacked.hmm.
waited in sch for e rest to finish.went to clementi.cos they wanted to play pool.n since it was e nearest.so.ya.went there.had to wait for yida.so we waited at e macs.had ice cream.didnt know how to play.so i just sat there with mira*kimiko*yida*huirong while anson*denise played.after awhile umar joined us.yida*huirong*anson teached me*mira*umar to play.tried n tried but i couldnt hit e stupid ball.sigh.lousy player.we were playin in pairs.got paired up with anson.sigh.guess he's unlucky huh?to get paired up with me.one of e seinors jiahui joined us.
went for dinner after tt.had noodles.n ice milo.hmm.came back home at ard 8.walked home alone.bathed.slacked ard for awhile.sort of got angry at him for some time.fell aslp.felt much better when i woke up.woke up n found him sitting downstairs.was shocked.hmm.sorted things out.was on e phone with him till abt 12.sat by e window n talked.guess i'm still a petty lil monster afterall.sigh.got angry over such a small thing.argh.have to change tt lil side of me le.talked to him till he go home.which was like 2 plus.went to slp after tt.was really shagged.
today
went out today.was supposed to go watch movie with him.but was too lazy.so decided to slack at his place instead.went over in e morning.woke him at like 9.13am!heex.disturbed him till he got up.blueh.hmm.he went back to slp after accompanying me for awhile.i had no choice but stare at e com screen until he woke up again.
woke him up at 1plus.asked if he wanted to go watch e movie nots.he said anything.up to me lorx.den i said i'm fine with anything lorx.hmm.den we decided to just stay home lorx.since both of us were so lazy!heex.2 lil lazy pigs.lolx.
now there were 2 people staring at e com screen.he was like saying me abt this n abt tt.sigh.hmm.abt my friendster n stuff la.hmm.was super hungry.so we like ordered pizza.at like 5plus.n it came only at 630pm.ate.den he went to bathed.n we left his place at ard 7plus.took a bus to clementi mrt there.took e train home alone.cos he had to rush down to jurong east.he was meeting his frens there.n he was running late!he was supposed to meet them there at 7pm for dinner!lolx.but.....
came home.bathed.rot on my bed.got snapped at.msged mira.n now.here i am.online!heex.
guess tt's abt e summary abt wat happened ba.
gotta wake up early tmr.goin to collect my passport tmr.hmm.chij celebrating its 150th yr i think.tmr at chijmes.duno if i can make it lehx.cos guitar got performance tmr.n i've not seen all my dear juniors for like ages le.hmm.might just drop by for awhile lor.if i can ba.hmm.
my shoulders are aching!i need a massage!hmm.
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