Tuesday, November 30, 2004

heex.(:

I'M BACK!!

grades of your life.

Dear friends. Below, is an Italian horoscope
and you can find a lot about youself just by
searching your own identity in the Italian way.

What you have to do is to find your group with
the help of your date of birth.

Date of Birth Group

01,06,11,16,21,26,31 - A1
02,07,12,17,22,27 - B2
03,08,13,18,23,28 - C3
04,09,14,19,24,29 - D4
05,10,15,20,25,30 - E5



grOuP A1++
You consider love as the most
beautiful thing and you love to fall in love , but
a number of your group members think that
the
person they love is not sincere with them.
You love to be with your friends and you are
always
found to be a dutiful friend. You can hardly
control
your patients, which is a very big drawback of
your
nature. The Person who is ruling your mind &
heart
these days is perfect for you.




gRoUp b2====
Your dreams and ambitions are
much important for you and you can do
everything to fulfill your dreams. Love is much
valuable in your life but you always search for
someone perfect. You hardly trust someone.
Your
friends are really important for you but
normally
you
hide a lot from them. You are a deep thinker
you
always study the negative view as well as
positive.
You can lead a happy life with a person for
whom you care a lot these days.




gROuP C3^^^
You always prefer mantel decisions
more then emotional ones due to this you
don't have a limited number of friends. You
consider life a very beautiful gift and you love
to
enjoy its colors. There are a number of
peoples
who are your ideals and you loved to spend a
big
part of your time with them. You are found to
be a
very sincere lover. You have a perfect control
on
your emotions but sometimes your decisions
really effect your beloved(s).
The person who has just appeared in your
mind and you has decided to forward this
mail
especially to him/her is your real and special
friend.




gR()uP d4~~
Your always have goals to achieve
and you can do everything to fulfill the dreams
of those who loves you. You have a sketch of
an
ideal in your mind and you always search for
that personality. Your friends means a lot to
you
and you can do everything for the sake
of your friend,
you a normally found to be an emotional
personality. You have a very less control on
your patience and due to this sometimes you
over
react. The one who sent you this mail & the
one to
whom you will send this mail first are your
real
friends.




GrOuP e5###
You are found to be a person who
loves to love. You prefer emotional decision
more than mental decisions. You consider
life
just
to enjoy; you are the one who is perfect to call
FLURTIES. You love to increase the list of
your friends and beloved(s).
You have a number of dreams but you never
work hard to make your dreams come true
which
is the biggest drawback in your nature you
take
everything much lightly.

Friday, November 26, 2004

hmm.

would be flying off tmr le.

yup.

at 135pm.

off to bangkok i off.

ciaos.

byebye.

patsymissesyou

Thursday, November 25, 2004

i'll carry you out every morning until we are old. (:

>On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my
arms. The bridal car stopped in
>front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted
that I carry her out of the
>car in my arms. So I carried her into our home.
She was then plump and shy.
>I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
>
>This was the scene of ten years ago.
>
>The following days were as simple as a cup of
pure water: we had a kid, I
>went into business and tried to make more
money. When the assets were
>steadily increasing, the affections between us
seemed to ebb. She was a
>civil servant. Every morning we left home
together and got home almost at
>the same time. Our kid was studying in a
boarding school.
>
>Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
But the calm life was more
>likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
>
>Dew came into my life.
>
>It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious
balcony. Dew hugged me from
>behind. My heart once again was immersed in
her stream of love. This was
>the apartment I bought for her.
>
>Dew said, You are the kind of man who best
draws girls. Her words suddenly
>reminded me of my wife. When we just married,
my wife said, Men like you,
>once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I
>became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had
betrayed my wife. But I couldn' t
>help doing so.
>
>I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to
select some furniture,
>O.K.? I 've got something to do in the company.
Obviously she was unhappy,
>because I had promised her to go and see with
her. At the moment, the idea
>of divorce became clearer in my mind although it
used to be something
>impossible to me.
>
>However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife
about it. No matter
>how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be
deeply hurt. Honestly, she
>was a good wife. Every evening she was busy
preparing dinner. I was sitting
>in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon.
Then we watched TV together.
>Or, I was lounging before the computer,
visualizing Dew's body. This was
>the means of my entertainment.
>
>One day I said to her in a slight joking way,
suppose we divorce, what
>will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds
without a word.
>Apparently she believed that divorce was
something too far away from her.
>I couldn' t imagine how she would react once she
got to know I was serious.
>
>When my wife went to my office, Dew had just
stepped out. Almost all the
>staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye
and tried to hide something
>while talking with her. She seemed to have got
some hint. She gently smiled
>at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her
eyes.
>
>Once again, Dew said to me, Divorce her,
O.K.? Then we live together. I
>nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
>
>When my wife served the last dish, I held her
hand. I 've got something to
>tell you, I said.
>
>She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed
the hurt in her eyes.
>Suddenly I didn' t know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her know
>what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a
serious topic calmly.
>
>She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my
words, instead she asked me
>softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question.
This so-called answer
>turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks
and shouted at me, you are
>not a man! .
>
>At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She
was weeping. I knew she
>wanted to find out what had happened to our
marriage. But I could hardly
>give her a satisfactory answer, because my
heart had gone to Dew.
>
>With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce
agreement which stated that
>she could own our house, our car, and 30%
stake of my company. She glanced
>at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain
in my
heart. The woman
>who had been living ten years with me would
become a stranger one day. But
>I could not take back what I had said.
>
>Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was
what I had expected to
>see. To me her cry was actually a kind of
release. The idea of divorce
>which had obsessed me for several weeks
seemed to be firmer and clearer.
>
>A late night, I came back home after entertaining
my clients. I saw her
>writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found
>she was still there. I turned over and was asleep
again.
>
>She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn
t want anything from me,
>but I was supposed to give her one month's time
before divorce, and in the
>month's time we must live as normal life as
possible. Her reason was
>simple: our son would finish his summer vacation
a month later and she didn
>t want him to see our marriage was broken.
>
>She passed me the agreement she drafted, and
then asked me, Do you still
>remember how I entered our bridal room on the
wedding day?
>
>This question suddenly brought back all those
wonderful memories to me.
>I nodded and said, I remember . You carried
me in your arms , she
>continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you
carry me out in your
>arms on the day when we divorce. From now to
the end of this month, you
>must carry me out from the bedroom to the door
every morning.
>
>I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those
sweet days and wished to
>end her marriage with a romantic form.
>
>I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions.
She laughed loudly and
>thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she
does, she has to face the
>result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words
more or less made me
>feel uncomfortable.
>
>My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since
my divorce intention was
>explicitly expressed. We even treated each other
as a stranger. So when I
>carried her out for the first day, we both
appeared clumsy. Our son clapped
>behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his
arms. His words brought me a
>sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting
room, then to the door, I
>walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She
closed her eyes and said
>softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our
son. I
nodded, feeling
>somewhat upset. I put her down outside the
door. She went to wait for bus,
>I drove to office.
>
>On the second day, both of us acted much more
easily. She leaned on my
>chest. We were so close that I could smell the
fragrance of her blouse. I
>realized that I hadn' t looked at this intimate
woman carefully for a long
>time. I found she was not young any more. There
were some fine wrinkles on
>her face.
>
>On the third day, she whispered to me, The
outside garden is being
>demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
>
>On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed
to feel that we were
>still an intimate couple and I was holding my
sweetheart in my arms. The
>visualization of Dew became more vague.
>
>On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me
something, such as, where
>she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while
cooking, etc. I
>nodded. The sense of intimacy was even
stronger.
>
>I didn t tell Dew about this.
>
>I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the
everyday workout made me
>stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to
carry you now.
>
>She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to
carry her out. She tried
>quite a few but could not find a suitable one.
Then she sighed, All my
>dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I
suddenly realized that it was
>because she was thinner that I could carry her
more easily, not because I
>was stronger. I knew she had buried all the
bitterness in her heart. Again,
>I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached
out a hand to touch her
>head.
>
>Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to
carry mum out. He said.
>To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out
had been an essential
>part of his life. She gestured our son to come
closer and hugged him
>tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I
would change my mind at
>the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking
from the bedroom, through
>the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand
surrounded my neck softly and
>naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came
back to our wedding day.
>But her much lighter weight made me sad.
>
>On the last day, when I held her in my arms I
could hardly move a step.
>Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I
hope you will hold me in
>your arms until we are old.
>
>I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t
notice that our life
>was lack of such intimacy.
>
>I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any
>delay would make me change my decision. I
walked upstairs. Dew opened the
>door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce.
I'm serious.
>
>She looked at me, astonished. The she touched
my forehead. You got no
>fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head.
Sorry, Dew, I said, I
>can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My
marriage life was boring
>probably because she and I didn t value the
details of life, not because we
>didn t love each other any more. Now I
understand that since I carried her
>into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am
supposed to hold her until
>I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
>
>Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave
me a loud slap and then slammed
>the door and burst into tears. I walked
downstairs and drove to the office.
>
>When I passed the floral shop on the way, I
ordered a bouquet for my wife
>which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me
to write the greeting words
>on the card. I smiled and wrote, I 'll carry you out
every morning until
>we are old.

f i f t y things to do with your l o v e d ones. (:

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.

5. Hold hands.
6. Buy gifts for each other.

7. Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.

14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want.
Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.

24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your
heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something,go out of your way to call and say I
love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.

38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.

46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."

=(

its raining.i hate rainy days.):

they make me feel so sad.):

so lonely.):

ahhh!

ok.i'm begining to sound like a self pity person.lolx.

*yawn.

sianx.nothing to do.

would be flying off on sat le.yup.

SHOPPING!

whee~

got sooooooo MANY things i wana get.

gotta help pris get her stuffs.ayu, his shades.him, e stuff he needs.heex.as for myself.hmm.jeans.shades.bags.slippers.wallet.tees.skirts.jacket.n e list goes on.lolx.

hope e trip would be enjoable one.n not one tt turns out nasty.bluehx.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

argh.

i'm so NOT your maid!

so STOP ordering me abt.

argh!

yet another day.

went to sch today.met sherrrie*terrence*huirong in e studio at ten.erm.huirong was late as usual.hmm.sherrie left at abt 1030am.cos her work place people called her n ask her go down to work.so she had to rush home to get her stuff.n den rush back to work.sighs.poor thing.did our tod project.finally finished it le.

oh ya.to all did students.

we dun have to do e p4 base le.will be doin in only when sch reopens.ya.so enjoy ur hols ba.(:

hmm.after that went queenstown with huirong*terrence for pool session.was fun eh?lolx.hmm.came up with lotsa crap.erm.backhand style?lolx.den i was so 'lucky'.kept hitting e white ball into e hole.lolx.erm.3 times in a row?sighs.): hmm.would be going again soon.but this time after gene's pop.yup.den can drag him along.lolx.

met uncle paul at queenstown just now.hmm.

it RAINED after the pool session!argh!so unlucky nowadays.esp with the weather.argh.=/.hmm.actually e rain was that heavy.so at least can walk in e rain ma.hmm.terrence lent us his jacket.ya.walked over to e bus stop.den while waiting for tt forever-taking-so-long 195.e rain got heavier.argh!my jeans was totally drenched!cabbed my way home.sighs.erm.was $3.50.yup.

got home.bathed.used e comp.den had dinner.slacked ard at granny's.watched tv.came home.slacked.went downstairs with pam.cos she wanted to get something to eat.went granny's again.slacked.ate.watched tv.came home.ironed e clothings.talked on e phone with him.nearly aruged.in a foul mood.ok.not foul mood.but kinda sad mood.n now.here i am online.just complaining.lolx.ok la.leaving le.or else someone would say i'm like a pig again le.):

`ciaos.

=(

sighs.

it aint easy to be me.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

sighs.

sighs.i just realised that i'm so pessimistic.):

Monday, November 22, 2004

i f ...

If i say i cant live without you, can you always be
by my side?

If i say i miss you, will you be here for me?

If i say i cant get enough of you, will you spend
more time with me?

If i say i am happy, will you share the moments
with me?

If i say i am bored, will you spare a minute for me?

If i say i am sad, will you cheer me up?

If i say i am lonely, will you accompany me?

If i say i love you, will you love me back?

this is saddening.):

Message: A ger n guy speeding over 100 mph on
the road ...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on
yourself? Its bugging me...




(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building
because of brake failure. 2 people were on it,
but
only
1 survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the
guy realized that his brakes broke down, but
he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he
had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1
last time, then had her wear his helmet so that
she would live even though it meant that he
would
die.


Would you do this for someone??

If so, repost.

a girl's qns. n a guy's ans.

Message:
> THIS IS WHAT A GIRL TOLD A
> GUY:
>
> If you see me walking the road with
> someone
> else,
> It's not because I like his accompany...
>
> Its because you're not brave enough to
> walk
> beside me.
>
>
> If you hear me talking about him all the
> time
> Its not because he pleases me
>
> Its because you're too deaf to hear my
> heartbeat
>
>
> If you feel me falling with someone new
> Its not because I love him..
>
> But because you're not there to catch me
> fall
>
> If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
> I too don't know where the road is going
>
> Are we gonna cross each other's path
> Or just completely turn around?..
>
> Will we just let go of what we had
> Or go to the place where love is bound
>
> Don't let me walk with him,
> It's you I want to walk with..
>
>
> Don't let me talk of him,
> it's you I want to talk with..
>
>
> Don't let me fall for him,
> It's you I want to fall in love with..
>
>
> "HOW DID THE GUY REPLY?"
>
>
> When you thought I wasn't brave enough to
> walk
> beside you
>
> I was behind you every step of the way
>
>
> Still filled with awe because of the
> beauty that
> stand before me
>
>
> When you thought I was too deaf to hear
> your
> heartbeat
>
> I didn't want to assume anything
> And I was afraid to lose our friendship
>
>
> When you thought I wasn't there to catch
> you,
> It was because you never gave me the
> chance
>
> You never reached the bottom,
> you've already grabbed a branch
>
>
> If you feel like you are nowhere,
> I too am lost
>
> I too don't know where the road is going
> Are we just going to turn around,
> Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
>
> Will we just let go of what we had
> Or go to the place where love is bound?
>
> Don't let me walk alone
> I want to walk by your side
>
> Don't let me talk of something else
> It's you I want to talk with
>
> Don't let me fall for someone else
> It's you I want to fall in love with.
>
>
> WHEN I SAW YOU...
>
> I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...
>
> WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...
>
> I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...
>
> WHEN I HOLD YOU...
>
> I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...
>
> NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...
>
> I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...
>
>
>
>
> SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...
> BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
>
> THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...
>
>
>
> HOLD ON TO THE PERSON U LOVE...
> BEFORE HE/SHE SLIPS AWAY...
> AND U CAN NEVER GET HIM/HER BACK..

Sunday, November 21, 2004

welcome to my life.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life



like this song.(: kinda meaningful.

Friday, November 19, 2004

s'pore idol.

just watched s'pore idol.hmm.olinda is out le.sighs.was really hoping she n taufik would make it into e finals.but.seems like singaporeans like tt 5566 look alike guy more.lolx.olinda has such a GREAT voice!(: hmm.nvm ba.taufik.taufik.taufik.

sighs.feeling a lil irritated.all of a sudden.sighs.duno why oso.*argh.):

signing off le.

`ciaos.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

SENTOSA

went to sentosa today.yup.with sherrie n huirong.(: was great!e sun was SHINNING!(: was supposed to meet at 9am.but guess everyone couldnt make it at tt time.everyone was late.lolx.esp huirong.so ended up we only got to senotsa at 10plus.yup.

was at siloso beach.(: peaceful.(: beach was kinda empty.(: tt was a gd thing.(: so e beach was mostly ours.(: e only thing was there was this noisy grp of guys.n they were ard e same area as us.*sianx.they were making SO MUCH noise!argh!

hmm.lied there.to bake myself.(: nice lovely sun!(: hmm.couldnt take e heat.so went into e water with huirong.ya.e water was awwww.cos e weather was so HOT!yup.hmm.den read a mag.erm.forgot wat le.but got alot of SHUAI GEs!*drools.ohoh.there's this guy.erm.wat's hus name.leslie duno wat ah.erm.he's 30 n he's e owner of TANNLIES n ELEMENTS!omg!he's sucha cutie!(: we all agree he's a HOTTIE!(: *drools.hmm.we were making so much noise abt tt guy lying there.lolx.such bimbos.lolx.

went to "pao shuai" again.this time all 3 of us went in.yup.disturbed sherrie abit.ya.oh ya.i mentioned tt grp of guys right?2 of them came to bother us.at first.we totally ignored them.but they just kept bugging.den they were like "eh xiao jie.wo peng you yao ni de dian hua." i was like "zhe bian de san wei dou NOT AVAILABLE le."but they JUST KEPT BUGGING US.so we decided to be more hen.said we werent interested in "xiao didis".lolx.we were laughing on e spot lorx.after we said tt.lolx.finally they gave up.heex.peace n quiet afterall.(:

huirong met new frens.*winks.erm.jiahui's sec sch classmates.ya.hmm.cos a couple of guys were burying her in e sand.den their frens walked over to see who so suay.den they popped e question."ni shi jiahui de nu peng you ah?".lolx.sherrie n i was shocked.wat a small world this is.lolx.

den it began to rain.n rain.n rain.n soon we were walking in e rain to e bathrooms.sigh.my towel was totally SOAKED!argh.): bathed n stuff.den e sun was out again.den we left e toilet.n guess wat.it RAINED e moment we stepped out!wat luck eh? hmm.was trapped at shelter there.had an ice cream.yummy.(:

left for 7-eleven after that.had cup noodles.yup.there was this grp of jap guys there.n i noticed tt they all plucked their eyebrowns!so nan kan!eeks!

left after eating.hmm.home now.n i'm feeling so hot.AM TOTALLY BURNED!my back is totally burned!my shoulders too!n my face!yup.hmm.came home n applied moisturiser.awww.so cooling.(:

Monday, November 15, 2004

i'm bored!

> 1. name: p a t s y. (:

> 2. gender: fe m a le

> 3. birthday: 1006! *winks

> 4. horoscope: g e m i n i. twins.

> 5. Primary school: chij kellock. (:

> 6. Secondary school: chij st theresa's convent.
(: ij girls are FUN!

> 7. Tertiary School: singapore poly.

> 8. level: f r e s h i e.

> 9. email add: moc.liamtoh@skwarnevele

> 10. shoe size: 3 - 4 ba.

> 11. height: one h u n d r e d and fifty t h r e
e cm.

> 12. Right or left handed?: r i g h t y.

> 13. Last 5 digits of your No: 80749

> 14. Age: 7 t e e n. (:

====================================
= > = > > f a s h i o n | s t u f f

> 1. where is ur favorite place to shop?:
hmm.anywhere ba.

> 2. have any tattoos or piercings? yup.

> 3. what is your fav clothes to wear?: something
simple. just jeans with a top ba.

> 4. what are your favorite shoes?: my converse
shoes! (:

> 5. have certain jewellery that you wear:
earring. necklace.

> 6. worst thing you've ever thought?: to commit
suicide

> 7. what are you wearing right now?: stuff worn
during stc days. stc guitar tee n fbt shorts.

> 8. how many pairs of shoes do you own? 2 ba.

==================================== >
~ Have you...~

> 1.Tried smoking: NEVER!

> 2.Taken drugs?: m e d i c i n e!

> 3. bungee jumped: haven yet.

> 4. made yourself throw up?: no.tt's dumb!

> 5. made yourself cry to get outta trouble?: not
tt i can rem.

> 6. fallen for your best friend?: hmm.nope.

=================================== >
Specifies ..

> 1. type of shampoo: dove.

> 2. what are you listening to right now?: e fan
blades.

> 3. the last person that called you?: h i m.

> 4. how many buddies u have right now?: i do not
know.

> 5. what is essential in your life: love. trust.
friends. family. cash. studies.

=================================== >
~Right now~

> 1. hairstyle: messy.

> 2. listening: my dajie.

> 3. make up: dont have.

> 4.thinking of: s o m e o n e. *winks

================================== >
~Do you believe in...~

> 1. Love: (:

> 2. Faith: ya.

> 3. Yourself: y e s.

> 4. Ghosts: sometimes.

> 5.Angels: definately. cos i've met some. (:

================================== >
~Who..~

> 1.sent you this survery?: was on e bulletim board.

> 2.do u think will reply?: *shrugs.someone as
bored as i am.

> 3.is in ur mind rite now?: h i m.

.4.is ur fav teacher? eh. mrs fung.(: my maths
teacher! couldnt have done it without her.n my
tuition teacher. (:

> 5.is ur idol?: no one in mind now.

=================================== >
~Last 24 hours~

> 1. Worn jeans? *shakes head.

> 2. Cleaned your room? nope.

> 3. Cried? nope.

> 4. go out? nope.

==================================== >
~choose one .. ~

> 1. Blue or Yellow? YELLOW!

> 2. Kiss or hug? : k i s s.(:

> 3. Summer or winter?:eh.would really like to
experience winter.

> 4. Sunny or rainy?: SUNNY! can suntan. (:

> 5. Chocolate or vanilla?: c h o c o l a t e.

> 6. Hanging out or chillin out?: both ba.

> 7. music or tv? m u s i c

> 8. Hamburger or Pizza? both.*yum.i'm hungry!

> 9. Smile or Laughing? both. (:

> 10. Sleeping or eating?: eh.tt's difficult to
choose since both are my fav hobbies.lolx.

>11. Mc Donald's or KFC?: macs. dun really like kfc.

> 12.Silver or gold?: neither. would prefer white
gold! (:

Sunday, November 14, 2004

ARGH!

mums are way too troublesome!

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

*drumrolls*



she's so cute right?

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

PAM PASSED!

went out today.to meet bunk*sharon ng*n mysterious fren.lolx.been such a long time since i've met them.hmm.was late though.bluehx.seems like i'm always late nowadays.sighs.=(.had long john's for lunch.*yummy.=).rotted till like 3!ya.was waiting for sharon's mysterious fren.ya.sighs.

hmm.met bunk's cousin's cousin.such a long relation eh.lolx.hmm.fun loving girl.=).she went to pierce her ear.n think e person didnt do it correctly.so it hurt.den she did it again.ya.den.it was FOC!lolx.

got a msg from xuezhen today.asking me if i was going for e guitar bbq.guess i'm not.since i wasnt informed till today.ya.sighs.seems like i'm NEVER informed abt such stuffs.only someone would be.sigh.=(.nvm la.didnt go.cos didnt wana wei nan xuezhen.ya.came home after towning.ya.

oh ya.n PAM PASSED HER DRIVING TEST!!!!.she nearly wanted to drive me home.lolx.better not.dun wana die early.lolx.hmm.she msged me at abt 12 ah.during my lunch.

bought some cookies home.gave them to pam.ya.sort of a congratulation present.lolx.hmm.

would be meeting bunk*her cousin's cousin*mich tmr.goin SUNTANNING!!WOHOO!FINALLY!=)).

meeting them at 9 at harbour front mrt.sighs.gotta take mrt.sianx.=(.nvm.i'm goin SENTOSA!!heex.=)

friendster bulletin.

To everyone, regardless of which position you
stand in love.... Love is sumthing that has to be
cherished and requires commitment between
both people. Some often can keep true love and
live happily while others can't. When they let go
love, they have to be strong and when they are
stronger, they will find their true happiniess one
day. Love makes life very interesting, it's can be
something you look forward for but sometimes it
is like a knife in the heart. But the REAL meaning
of love cannot be described because every single
one of us has different defination of it. Imagine if
you ask your friends, they cannot describe or say
it with words. You maybe confused by love, but it
is a normal reaction. You DO get lost inside love
but love is something that grows, it is alive and
people has to learn to appreciate it each day. It
takes time to grow a beautiful flower. It is the
same for love. It does not come easily but can
leave easily... in other words, the flower can die if
you do not take care of it. Probably you have not
find the right love yet. It is better to take your
time
exploring love but remember not to rush it. Bad
things do happen on the way and love is NOT to
be blame. Sometimes it is because either side
(guy/girl) cannot accept the type of love, which is
why the meaning of love is different in everyone's
mind and heart. Now your heart has been hurt and
this is something very difficult to get through. This
is when your friends and family supports you. But
they can only support, YOU have to help yourself,
re-build what you have lost and eventually, before
you even know, you are ready to take love in
again. NEVER ever blame love for the injuries that
you have.When your heart is healed, there will be
a scar. The scar that will be in your heart - with the
memories that you've had, with the experience
that you have from the past love will help you get
through life more meaningful. It is never wrong to
listen to your heart. But many people do not
understand the meaning of 'listen to your heart'.
Many of them will even be more confused, and
they will just say 'i dunno...'. In today's world,
materialism has poison the minds of human, but
to which extend will that is, lies in each individual.
The mystery of love can never be revealed. No
scientists can actually do such detailed research
about it. As far as concern, there is no right or
wrong in love. So subjective it can be, what more
to learn and discover it? Back to love, it is
something that comes from the heart. Learn to
support and appreciate it is NOT as simple as
ABC. Everyone has love, but it is a different level
of love. The wonders of love just makes you a
more intereting and better person. So cultivate the
love, learn and never give up growing it. Heart
brokens are just a level that will carry you up even
though you cannot see it. So be STRONG if you
are broken in love and it will bring you somewhere
in life.

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Sunday, November 07, 2004

sianx.

canot go suntan!

nobody pei wo!

sigh.

):

Friday, November 05, 2004

pam is e mastermind!

PAM HAS PASSED HER ILLNESS TO ME!!

ahhh!

ahhh.i'm falling sick le.feeling a little feverish le.sigh.):

I DONT WANA BE SICK!

Thursday, November 04, 2004

(:(:(:

HE CALLED!!

*sians

wanted to blog yest.but blogger kept giving me problems.*diaox.

hmm.had to go to sch today.cos e lects wanted to de brief us.ya.gave us lotsa work to do during e hols.sigh.):

hmm.gotta touch up on e a1 panels.ppt.cadp.blah.blah.blah.

AND WE HAD TO CLEAR OUR DESKS!*pengs.had to carry home lotsa stuff.goin back tmr.just to finish clearing.sianx!*ARGH!

after sch.went town with sherrie.she wanted to get a skirt n a pair of shoes for work.yup.hmm.wanted to est first.so we headed down to cine for BK!*yum!den it began to rain!*argh.n we were STUCK at cine.cos e rain was too heavy!*bluehx.sigh.hmm.saw mich*dara today.wanted to use their umbrella.but nvm.so sherrie*me had to walk in e rain!so romantic hor.lolx.finally we werent stuck at cine.(:

shopped ard.looking for her skirt.yup.couldnt get any she liked.so we came home le lorx.yup.wanted to go sun tanning tmr.but guess our plans have changed.):

we'll be back in sch tmr.to collect our stuffs.sigh.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

quizzzz

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Monday, November 01, 2004

monday blues. ):

hmm.went to sch today!like after so long!lolx.had to finish up on tt tod project.yup.so was meeting sherrie*terrence*huirong at 10 in e studio.ya.but huirong didnt turn up.sighs.kinda give up le.she's always either later or she doesnt turn up.msged her.she said she forgot.duno if its true or not.sighs.nvm la.as long as i do my stuff.n we get e project done.i dun wana care le.):

hmm.noticed tt terrence looked weird today.sighs.yuen lai you mi mi.sighs.

touched up on e ppt slides.den had to scan a few more pics.ya.still got lots more to do!yup.

hmm.after tt.headed to bugis.cos we wanted to eat.laoda joined us.yup.had PASTA MANIA!*yum.(:

came home after that.ya.

gotta go le.needa do some crunches n push ups le.gotta lose those flabs.):

`ciaos