10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the
girl next to me. She
was my so called "best friend". I stared at her
long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.
But
she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked
me
for the notes she had missed the day before
and
handed them to her. She said "thanks" and
gave
me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I
want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about
how
her love had broke her heart. She asked me
to
come over because she didn't want to be
alone,
so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I
stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was
mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and
three bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep.
She
looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss
on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to
know that I don't want to be just friends, I
love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know
why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my
locker. "My
date is sick" she said; he's not going to go
well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we
made a promise that if neither of us had
dates,
we would go together just as "best friends".
So
we did. Prom night, after everything was over,
I
was standing at her front door step! I stared
at
her as she smiled at me and stared at me
with
her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but
she
isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then
she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and
gave
me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I
want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and
I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before
I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched
as her perfect body floated like an angel up
on
stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be
mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I
knew it. Before everyone
went home, she came to me in her smock
and
hat,
and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted
her
head from my shoulder and said, "you're my
best
friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I
don't want to be just friends, I love her but
I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl
is getting married now. I watched her say "I
do"
and drive off to her new life, married to
another man. I wanted her to be mine, but
she
didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But
before she drove away, she came to me and
said "you came!". She said "thanks" and
kissed
me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her
to know that I don't want to be just friends, I
love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know
why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a
girl who used to be my "best friend". At the
service, they read a diary entry she had wrote
in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he
doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I
want to tell him, I want him to know that I
don't want to be just friends, I love him but
I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish
he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I
cried.
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Thursday, September 23, 2004
anything for you, my dear
He met her at a party. She was so
outstanding,
many guys chasing after her, while he was so
normal, nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party, he invited her to have
coffee with him, she was surprised but due to
being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too
nervous
to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she
thought to herself, "Please, let me go home.."
Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you
please
give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my
coffee."
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face
turned red but still, he put the salt in his
coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously, "Why you have this
hobby?"
He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived
near
the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel
the taste of the sea , just like the taste of the
salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty
coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of
my hometown, I miss my hometown so
much, I miss my
parents who are still living there."
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She
was
deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from
the
bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out
his
homesickness, he must be a man who loves
home,
cares about home, has responsibility of
home..
Then she also started to speak, spoke about
her
faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful
beginning of their story. They continued to
date.
She found that actually he was a man who
meets all
her demands; he had tolerance, was kind
hearted,
warm, careful. He was such a good person
but she
almost missed him! Thanks to his salty
coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful
love
story, the princess married to the prince, then
they were living the happy life... And, every
time
she made coffee for him, she put some salt
in the
coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a
letter
which said, "My dearest, please forgive me,
forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only
lie
I said to you---the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated? I was so
nervous
at that time, actually I wanted some sugar,
but I
said salt. It was hard for me to change so I
just
went ahead. I never thought that could be the
start of our communication!
I tried to tell you the truth many times in my
life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have
promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now
I'm
dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the
truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a
strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty
coffee for my whole life!
Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for
anything
I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest
happiness for my whole life. If I can live for
the
second time, still want to know you and have
you
for my whole life, even though I have to drink
the
salty coffee again."
Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her, "What's the
taste of
salty coffee?"
She replied, "It's sweet."
Pass this 2 everyone coz love is not 2 forget
but 2 forgive, not 2 see but understand, not 2
hear
but 2 listen, not 2 let go but HOLD ON !!!!
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss
and ends with a tear.
True love hears what is not spoken &
understands what is not explained, for love
doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but
in the heart...
outstanding,
many guys chasing after her, while he was so
normal, nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party, he invited her to have
coffee with him, she was surprised but due to
being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too
nervous
to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she
thought to herself, "Please, let me go home.."
Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you
please
give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my
coffee."
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face
turned red but still, he put the salt in his
coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously, "Why you have this
hobby?"
He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived
near
the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel
the taste of the sea , just like the taste of the
salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty
coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of
my hometown, I miss my hometown so
much, I miss my
parents who are still living there."
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She
was
deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from
the
bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out
his
homesickness, he must be a man who loves
home,
cares about home, has responsibility of
home..
Then she also started to speak, spoke about
her
faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful
beginning of their story. They continued to
date.
She found that actually he was a man who
meets all
her demands; he had tolerance, was kind
hearted,
warm, careful. He was such a good person
but she
almost missed him! Thanks to his salty
coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful
love
story, the princess married to the prince, then
they were living the happy life... And, every
time
she made coffee for him, she put some salt
in the
coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a
letter
which said, "My dearest, please forgive me,
forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only
lie
I said to you---the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated? I was so
nervous
at that time, actually I wanted some sugar,
but I
said salt. It was hard for me to change so I
just
went ahead. I never thought that could be the
start of our communication!
I tried to tell you the truth many times in my
life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have
promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now
I'm
dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the
truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a
strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty
coffee for my whole life!
Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for
anything
I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest
happiness for my whole life. If I can live for
the
second time, still want to know you and have
you
for my whole life, even though I have to drink
the
salty coffee again."
Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her, "What's the
taste of
salty coffee?"
She replied, "It's sweet."
Pass this 2 everyone coz love is not 2 forget
but 2 forgive, not 2 see but understand, not 2
hear
but 2 listen, not 2 let go but HOLD ON !!!!
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss
and ends with a tear.
True love hears what is not spoken &
understands what is not explained, for love
doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but
in the heart...
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
take TIME to REALISE
There was once this guy who is very much in love
with his girl.
This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper
cranes as a gift to
his girl.
Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his
company, his
future doesn't seem too bright, they were very
happy together.
Until one day, his girl told him she was going to
Paris and will
never come back.
She also told him that she cannot visualise any
future for the both
of them, so they went their own ways there and
then...
Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he
regained his confidence, he
worked hard day and night, slogging his body and
mind just to make
something out of himself.
Finally with all the hard work and the help of
friends, this guy had
set up his own company .
You never fail until you stop trying.
One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw
an elderly couple
sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some
destination. Even
with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't
take him long to
realize they were his girl's parents. With a heart in
getting back at them,
he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them
to spot him in his
luxury sedan.
He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same
any more; he had his
own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What
he saw next confused him,
the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and
so he got out of his car
and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of
her smiling sweetly
as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his
paper cranes right
beside her...
Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had
happened. They
explained, she did not leave for France at all. She
was ill with cancer.
She had believed that he will make it someday,
but she did not want
to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to
leave him. Just because
someone doesn't love you the way you want them
to, doesn't mean they
don't love you with all they have.
She had wanted her parents to put his paper
cranes beside her,
because, if the day comes when fate brings him to
her again...he can take
some of
those back with him...
Once you have loved, you will always love. For
what's in your mind
may escape but what's in your heart will remain
forever.
The guy just wept...The worst way to miss
someone is to be sitting
right beside her knowing you can't have her, see
her or be with her ever
again.........hope you understand.
Find time to realize that there is one person who
means so much to
you, for you might wake up one morning losing
that person who you thought
meant nothing to you.
with his girl.
This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper
cranes as a gift to
his girl.
Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his
company, his
future doesn't seem too bright, they were very
happy together.
Until one day, his girl told him she was going to
Paris and will
never come back.
She also told him that she cannot visualise any
future for the both
of them, so they went their own ways there and
then...
Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he
regained his confidence, he
worked hard day and night, slogging his body and
mind just to make
something out of himself.
Finally with all the hard work and the help of
friends, this guy had
set up his own company .
You never fail until you stop trying.
One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw
an elderly couple
sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some
destination. Even
with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't
take him long to
realize they were his girl's parents. With a heart in
getting back at them,
he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them
to spot him in his
luxury sedan.
He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same
any more; he had his
own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What
he saw next confused him,
the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and
so he got out of his car
and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of
her smiling sweetly
as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his
paper cranes right
beside her...
Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had
happened. They
explained, she did not leave for France at all. She
was ill with cancer.
She had believed that he will make it someday,
but she did not want
to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to
leave him. Just because
someone doesn't love you the way you want them
to, doesn't mean they
don't love you with all they have.
She had wanted her parents to put his paper
cranes beside her,
because, if the day comes when fate brings him to
her again...he can take
some of
those back with him...
Once you have loved, you will always love. For
what's in your mind
may escape but what's in your heart will remain
forever.
The guy just wept...The worst way to miss
someone is to be sitting
right beside her knowing you can't have her, see
her or be with her ever
again.........hope you understand.
Find time to realize that there is one person who
means so much to
you, for you might wake up one morning losing
that person who you thought
meant nothing to you.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Monday, September 20, 2004
this is WHY?
"Why are you crying?" he asked his mom.
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said. His mom just
hugged him and said, "And
you
never will"
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does
mother seem to cry for
no
reason?"
"All women cry for no reason" was all his dad
could say...
The little boy grew up and became a man, still
wondering why women
cry...
Finally he put in a call to GOD; when GOD got on
the phone the man
said,
"GOD, why do women cry so easily?"
GOD said...
When I made women she had to be special. I
made her shoulders strong
enough
to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough
to give comfort...
I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that
many times comes from her children...
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep
going when everyone else
gives
up and take care of her family through sickness
and fatigue without
complaining...
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under
any and all
circumstances, even when her child has hurt her
very badly...
This same sensitivity helps her to make a child's
boo-boo feel better
and
shares in their teenagers anxieties and fears...
I gave her strength to carry her husband through
his faults and
fashioned
her from his rib to protect his heart...
I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband
never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to
stand beside him
unfalteringly...
I gave her a tear to shed, It's hers exclusively to
use whenever it is
needed. It's her only weakness... It's a tear for
mankind.
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said. His mom just
hugged him and said, "And
you
never will"
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does
mother seem to cry for
no
reason?"
"All women cry for no reason" was all his dad
could say...
The little boy grew up and became a man, still
wondering why women
cry...
Finally he put in a call to GOD; when GOD got on
the phone the man
said,
"GOD, why do women cry so easily?"
GOD said...
When I made women she had to be special. I
made her shoulders strong
enough
to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough
to give comfort...
I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that
many times comes from her children...
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep
going when everyone else
gives
up and take care of her family through sickness
and fatigue without
complaining...
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under
any and all
circumstances, even when her child has hurt her
very badly...
This same sensitivity helps her to make a child's
boo-boo feel better
and
shares in their teenagers anxieties and fears...
I gave her strength to carry her husband through
his faults and
fashioned
her from his rib to protect his heart...
I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband
never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to
stand beside him
unfalteringly...
I gave her a tear to shed, It's hers exclusively to
use whenever it is
needed. It's her only weakness... It's a tear for
mankind.
Sunday, September 19, 2004
myy* +h a p p y e n d i n g.
My Happy Ending-Arvil
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Caught up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be
[chorus]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All that they talk about
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be
[chorus]
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching at the phone
And making me feel we were done
[chorus X2]
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Caught up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be
[chorus]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All that they talk about
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be
[chorus]
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching at the phone
And making me feel we were done
[chorus X2]
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Saturday, September 18, 2004
k b o x * * day.
feelin kinda better le.*weak smile.
hmm.had LC today.got back our test papers.got a 79/100.hmm.but tt's only like 30% of e total lorx.sigh.so still gotta work harder!!hmm.did like a mini interview thingy.ya.had interview with willium hung!gosh!laoda was to be willium hung.n terrence his manager.so nonsense lorx.was practically laughing my head off most of e time.hmm.someting happened between laoda n xiaohong.duno wat.but it seems serious.sigh.gave him a call.see if he wanted to join me*huirong*sherrie for kbox.but guess he wasnt interested.hmm.den headed down to fc one for lunch with huirong*sherrie*laoda*terrence*jireh.
saw ERWINA.e min i stepped into sch.her class was sitting by e steps.drawing.i duno wat.but was funny.den on my way to e studio.i saw UMAR!!!.oh my gosh!!haven seen him in ages!!gave him a big hug!heex.was great to see him!!n i saw MIRA at fc one!!*WIDE SMILE.great to see old friends again.heex!
hmm.den e three of us headed down to clementi le.yup.sang our lungs out!!sang so many� songs!e three of us are so gona have sore throats.soon.some songs we were like shouting lorx!!lolx.hmm.den huirong showed me a mtv which e window just closed by itself!damn creepy lorx!!*shivers.i screamed.n tt scream made sherie scream!heex.was fun!just e three of us.den they gave us 3 mics.so we all had e chance of singing!=).sang alot of my fav songs.=)hmm.took a few pics.have already uploaded them.hmm.
met him for dinner afer tt.ya.had dinner at clementi.was =).hmm.he was so proud of himself abt 2 msges.so cute.=).was happy to hear tt he's so open now.=).took a bus to holland v.den had to walk home.ya lorx.cos e 105 was so packed.no choice but to take e 106.yup.
sigh.cant write le.cant think of anything.sigh.=(.
Thursday, September 16, 2004
i HAVE no i d e a on HOW to do myy* +p r i m e r t h r e e.
one project is done.now i have another to do.sigh.projects.projects.projects.sigh.my life is just full of projects.*argh.
schooled today.was so lazy to get outta bed.had no choice but to get up.cos e lects will be briefing us abt primer three today.sigh.so dragged myself out.sigh.had theory of design lect first thing in e morning.sigh.boring.lehning went through e notes he had given us for e past few weeks.*sigh.hmm.den we had e grp presentations.ya.break at abt 12.went for lunch.wanted to have lunch at fc2.but was too crowded!so had to tao bao back to studio.so ke lian right?hmm.had large fries for lunch.cos no cash.so no choice.=(.was eating in e studio.heex.
after lunch played cards with terrence*xiaohong*laoda.so nonsense lorx.they were like deciding wat to do to one another if they won or lost.laughed n laughed.sherrie nearly couldnt take it.lolx.hmm.learned a few words from them.sigh.shouldnt have asked.*diaox.all e dirty words.*shakes head.hmm.oh ya.found out something abt sherrie le.not exactly sherrie la.but tt triple e guy.hmm.he's such a b*st*rd!sorry k.dun mean to be crude or wat.but he really deserves tt title lorx.for treatinf sherrie tt way.sigh.feel sad for sherrie.
did some drawings for primer t h r e e.sigh.cant draw.luit rejected our drawings.sigh.so gotta do at home.den i've tried le.no mood.cant draw.sigh.so relax first lorx.heex.
just painted my nails.heex.did some lil patterns.so they now have lil flowers on them!*yeah.heex.
ok la.gotta go keep e clothings le.
`nights.
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
when G I R L S .....
When girls are quiet, Millions of
things are running in their mind.
When girls are not arguing, They are
thinking deeply.
When girls look 'staringly' at you, They
are wondering how long you will be around.
When girls answer "i'm fine" after a
few seconds, They are not at all fine.
When girls stare at you, They are
wondering why are you lying.
When girls lay on your chest, They are
wishing for you to be theirs forever.
When girls call you everyday, They are
seeking for your attention.
When girls want to see you everyday,
They want to be loved and pampered by you.
When girls sms u everyday, They miss you
and want you to reply at least once.
When girls say I LOVE YOU, They mean
it.
When girls say that they can't live
without you, They have made up their mind
that you are their future.
Finally..
When girls say "i miss you", No one
in this world can miss you more than them..
things are running in their mind.
When girls are not arguing, They are
thinking deeply.
When girls look 'staringly' at you, They
are wondering how long you will be around.
When girls answer "i'm fine" after a
few seconds, They are not at all fine.
When girls stare at you, They are
wondering why are you lying.
When girls lay on your chest, They are
wishing for you to be theirs forever.
When girls call you everyday, They are
seeking for your attention.
When girls want to see you everyday,
They want to be loved and pampered by you.
When girls sms u everyday, They miss you
and want you to reply at least once.
When girls say I LOVE YOU, They mean
it.
When girls say that they can't live
without you, They have made up their mind
that you are their future.
Finally..
When girls say "i miss you", No one
in this world can miss you more than them..
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
C O N C E R T ?
hmm.ayu asked if i wana go watch e Jay Chou concert.
hmm.he's suggesting e $148 ones.*diaox.
no cash.how to go?sigh.
feel like going.cos its been sometime since i've been to a concert le.n i'm like so stucked on jay's new songs.ya lorx.sigh.feeling so stuck in between now.sigh.help me decide?
hmm.he's suggesting e $148 ones.*diaox.
no cash.how to go?sigh.
feel like going.cos its been sometime since i've been to a concert le.n i'm like so stucked on jay's new songs.ya lorx.sigh.feeling so stuck in between now.sigh.help me decide?
Monday, September 13, 2004
me * SO m o o d y :(
sigh.duno why nowadays so moody.sigh.keep making myself so upset over lil things.first it was a card + photo.den it was a msg from some girl.den it was e photos in e comp.den yest night's conversation.sigh.=(.today's phone conversation.sigh.guess nothing ever seems to be goin the right direction.huh?=(
hmm.hols are over!headed for sch at ard 820plus.was late!was supposed to meet shiqi*twinkle*hendry*sherrie to do e project.but totally forgot abt it.so was taking my own sweet time till shiqi called.panicked.so rushed myself to sch!hmm.printed over handouts.e advertisements.our journals.n everything lorx.spent quite a sum on e photocopying.=(.sigh.broke le.yet again!*argh.had our crit session today at idea center.we were e 3rd grp to present.so it was alright i guess.e presentation was over really fast.but e lects had so much to say after our powerpoint!*argh.sch ended a lil earlier than expected.so gave bunk a call.told her i had ended sch le.asked her to come over to dover to meet me.yup.
slacked ard e clubhse with sherrie*huirong.saw victor*jiahui*darrenlim//tan there.sherrie*me left at abt 520pm.headed to e mrt.waited for them.den when we were in e toilet.stupid bunk had to give me a call!lolx.she came looking for me in e toilet.hmm.den bunk*mich*me headed down to clementi to get something for xuezhen.couldnt get a cake.cos she cant take eggs!so we decided to get her mooncakes!!lolx.so nonsense right?so we celebrated her b'day with mooncakes!!lolx.headed over to her place.saw laikuan*xiao xuan*their classmates there.sang a b'day song for her.alone.cos bunk*mich backed out.so ya.she ate her strawberry mooncake.den bunk*me played with candles!!lolx.dirtied xuezhen's table.heex.i was like peeling e colouring of e candle.n bunk was just trying to get herself burnt.lolx.hmm.gossiped for a lil while.told her wat happened.den we headed home le.took e last feeder bus out.had to rush.cos we didnt wana walk.was too darn creepy!eeks!e bus driver was creepy enough.disturbed bunk on e ride.*winks.
but sigh.have no one to share all this with.so i'm turning to you.my bloggie~
*muacks!
`nights
hmm.hols are over!headed for sch at ard 820plus.was late!was supposed to meet shiqi*twinkle*hendry*sherrie to do e project.but totally forgot abt it.so was taking my own sweet time till shiqi called.panicked.so rushed myself to sch!hmm.printed over handouts.e advertisements.our journals.n everything lorx.spent quite a sum on e photocopying.=(.sigh.broke le.yet again!*argh.had our crit session today at idea center.we were e 3rd grp to present.so it was alright i guess.e presentation was over really fast.but e lects had so much to say after our powerpoint!*argh.sch ended a lil earlier than expected.so gave bunk a call.told her i had ended sch le.asked her to come over to dover to meet me.yup.
slacked ard e clubhse with sherrie*huirong.saw victor*jiahui*darrenlim//tan there.sherrie*me left at abt 520pm.headed to e mrt.waited for them.den when we were in e toilet.stupid bunk had to give me a call!lolx.she came looking for me in e toilet.hmm.den bunk*mich*me headed down to clementi to get something for xuezhen.couldnt get a cake.cos she cant take eggs!so we decided to get her mooncakes!!lolx.so nonsense right?so we celebrated her b'day with mooncakes!!lolx.headed over to her place.saw laikuan*xiao xuan*their classmates there.sang a b'day song for her.alone.cos bunk*mich backed out.so ya.she ate her strawberry mooncake.den bunk*me played with candles!!lolx.dirtied xuezhen's table.heex.i was like peeling e colouring of e candle.n bunk was just trying to get herself burnt.lolx.hmm.gossiped for a lil while.told her wat happened.den we headed home le.took e last feeder bus out.had to rush.cos we didnt wana walk.was too darn creepy!eeks!e bus driver was creepy enough.disturbed bunk on e ride.*winks.
but sigh.have no one to share all this with.so i'm turning to you.my bloggie~
*muacks!
`nights
Sunday, September 12, 2004
[ * ` m y i d e a l p a r t n e r ` * ]
Your ideal partner. Please provide your most
truthful answers.
[1] How well must he/she know u?
hmm.alright ba.at least know me well enough to predict my moods ba.
[2] Does looks count?
no.but if he's cute.its a plus.*winks.
[3] Must he/she have an X-Factor
nah.
[4] Drive a car/bike?
hmm.dun mind either.
[5] Go clubbing often?
sigh.
[6] Feel secure with him/her?
er.ya.
[7] Good at cracking jokes?
=).
[8] Should he/she be always spending all
his/her time with u?
hmm.mayb not all.since he has a life of his own.
[9] Conservative towards you?
meaning?
[10] A quick thinker?
dun wan.like tt i'll keep getting bullied.
[11] Should he/she have a good sense of
dressing?
hmm.should have la.
[12] Preferbably what kind of hairstyle?
Including colour
short.spiky.hmm.as for colour.not too beng lorx.
[13] Should he/she be the one making
decisions
all the time?
heex.i cant decide most of e time.so it would be better wouldnt it?
[14] Romantic?
hopefully.
[15] Shy?
lolx.sometimes when guys are shy.they can be really cute!*smiles.
[16] Hot-Tempered?
hmm.preferably not.cos he's gotta tolerate mine.
[17] Loud or Quiet?
depends on e situation/occasion.
[18] Generous or Stingy?
depends on his finacial situation.
[19] Kind or Heartless?
kind lorx.
[20] Cute or Sweet?
can i have e best of 2 worlds??
[21] Vain or Casual?
lolx.vainity could be a gd thing at times.but not always la.
[22] Punk or Hipster?
definately not punk!
[23] Smart or Stupid?
hmm.average ba.
[24] *For guys* Should she wear heavy make
up most of the time?
- nil -.
[25] *For girls* Must he dress up all the time?
nah.
[26] Should he/she pamper u?
but of cos.girls are borned to be pampered.heex.
[27] Should he/she be open minded when
speaking to u?
hmm.mayb ba.
[28] Should he/she be well-educated?
dun really need to be.just as long he's able to carry himself well its alright.=)
[29] Good Looking+Dumb OR Ugly+Intelligent
huh?weird combi?gd looking n dumb = himbo. ugly n intelligent = nerd.
[30] Possessive+faithful OR
Freedom+unfaithful
hmm.possessive n faithful.
[31] Childish+Caring OR Mature+Ignorant
hmm.cant decide.
[32] Should you be able to see a future ahead
for u 2?
this is a secret.
[33] Do u think this kind of girl/guy exists?
hmm.mayb.*smiles.
[34] If yes, have u met him/her?
hopefully he is.
[35] If no, do u think u will be able to meet
him/her?
...
truthful answers.
[1] How well must he/she know u?
[2] Does looks count?
[3] Must he/she have an X-Factor
[4] Drive a car/bike?
[5] Go clubbing often?
[6] Feel secure with him/her?
[7] Good at cracking jokes?
[8] Should he/she be always spending all
his/her time with u?
[9] Conservative towards you?
[10] A quick thinker?
[11] Should he/she have a good sense of
dressing?
[12] Preferbably what kind of hairstyle?
Including colour
[13] Should he/she be the one making
decisions
all the time?
[14] Romantic?
[15] Shy?
[16] Hot-Tempered?
[17] Loud or Quiet?
[18] Generous or Stingy?
[19] Kind or Heartless?
[20] Cute or Sweet?
[21] Vain or Casual?
[22] Punk or Hipster?
[23] Smart or Stupid?
[24] *For guys* Should she wear heavy make
up most of the time?
[25] *For girls* Must he dress up all the time?
[26] Should he/she pamper u?
[27] Should he/she be open minded when
speaking to u?
[28] Should he/she be well-educated?
[29] Good Looking+Dumb OR Ugly+Intelligent
[30] Possessive+faithful OR
Freedom+unfaithful
[31] Childish+Caring OR Mature+Ignorant
[32] Should you be able to see a future ahead
for u 2?
[33] Do u think this kind of girl/guy exists?
[34] If yes, have u met him/her?
[35] If no, do u think u will be able to meet
him/her?
Friday, September 10, 2004
_ s h o u l d i CHANGE layout?
should i change my layout?sigh.
have 3 designs in mind.
cant decide.=(
have 3 designs in mind.
cant decide.=(
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
l a z y me *
haven been blogging as often le.guess i'm back to tt lazy lil me.heex.
well.its e hols le.like finally.but it doesnt like one.sigh.ok.lets track back n see wat i've done.
monday
went to newton.met terrence*sherrie at 9.cos we had to do e wall mural thingy.laoda*xiaohong came later.cos they were in sch.handing in their projects.hmm.finished most of e painting.n we did some drawings on xiaohong.lolx.he's so ke lian.kana bullied by terrence*junteh*me.opps!he was aslp.den we started drawing.heex.took several pics.have uploaded them.their under e wall mural link.yup.we left at abt 230pm.hmm.went over to meet him.took a bus down to his place.slacked ard for quite some time.den took a bus down to holland v.i had to print somethings.den he had dinner there.he walked me home.den he headed to meet his fren for a karaok session.
today
went back to newton again.9 again.took e train.went to some shop.n got some things to munch.was super hungry.came outta e shop.n saw xiaohong*junteh*laoda*terrence.so walked to e place together.hmm.n we finally finished e thingy today.dun have to go back le.we stayed there till like 5plus.cos had to do e final touch ups.oh.n today.i totally lost it.sigh.went crazy.got frustrated.den throw temper at e guys lorx.sigh.teared abit.but was alright after i cooled down.e guys were shocked.lolx.hmm.den had an arguement with him.sigh.e arguement shouldnt even have happened lorx.sigh.guess i was expecting too much ba.sigh.duno la.was frustrated.n didnt wana think abt so much.so i just sat there listening to jeff chang's qing ges(kindly sponsored by sherrie).fell aslp on e chair.den after tt when xiaonhong woke up.i went to lie on e piano chair.n fell aslp there.heex.took my jacket out to hug.hmm.woke up at abt 4plus.terrence*xiaohong woke me up.cos he was outside.was alil blur blur.den walked out.hmm.den he sat there till like 5plus.until we left lorx.he rode ding guo's bike down.went over to holland v.again.cos had to collect e stuffs.so decided to go there lorx.but before tt.we went house-seeing!was so cool lorx.e houses we saw were amazing!fell totally in love with some of them.wished i could afford a house ike tt.hmm.*wonders off to dreamland......okok.but to reality.went to holland v.ride there was fun.=).hmm.like whee!heex.been quite some time since i've been rode ard.is tt sentence even grammatically right?*shrugs.oh well.who cares?hmm.got home.slacked.bathed.slacked again.used comp.iron clothings.n here i am online again.n i gotta hit e sack soon.or i wont be able to get up.
`nights bloggie
*muacks!
well.its e hols le.like finally.but it doesnt like one.sigh.ok.lets track back n see wat i've done.
monday
went to newton.met terrence*sherrie at 9.cos we had to do e wall mural thingy.laoda*xiaohong came later.cos they were in sch.handing in their projects.hmm.finished most of e painting.n we did some drawings on xiaohong.lolx.he's so ke lian.kana bullied by terrence*junteh*me.opps!he was aslp.den we started drawing.heex.took several pics.have uploaded them.their under e wall mural link.yup.we left at abt 230pm.hmm.went over to meet him.took a bus down to his place.slacked ard for quite some time.den took a bus down to holland v.i had to print somethings.den he had dinner there.he walked me home.den he headed to meet his fren for a karaok session.
today
went back to newton again.9 again.took e train.went to some shop.n got some things to munch.was super hungry.came outta e shop.n saw xiaohong*junteh*laoda*terrence.so walked to e place together.hmm.n we finally finished e thingy today.dun have to go back le.we stayed there till like 5plus.cos had to do e final touch ups.oh.n today.i totally lost it.sigh.went crazy.got frustrated.den throw temper at e guys lorx.sigh.teared abit.but was alright after i cooled down.e guys were shocked.lolx.hmm.den had an arguement with him.sigh.e arguement shouldnt even have happened lorx.sigh.guess i was expecting too much ba.sigh.duno la.was frustrated.n didnt wana think abt so much.so i just sat there listening to jeff chang's qing ges(kindly sponsored by sherrie).fell aslp on e chair.den after tt when xiaonhong woke up.i went to lie on e piano chair.n fell aslp there.heex.took my jacket out to hug.hmm.woke up at abt 4plus.terrence*xiaohong woke me up.cos he was outside.was alil blur blur.den walked out.hmm.den he sat there till like 5plus.until we left lorx.he rode ding guo's bike down.went over to holland v.again.cos had to collect e stuffs.so decided to go there lorx.but before tt.we went house-seeing!was so cool lorx.e houses we saw were amazing!fell totally in love with some of them.wished i could afford a house ike tt.hmm.*wonders off to dreamland......okok.but to reality.went to holland v.ride there was fun.=).hmm.like whee!heex.been quite some time since i've been rode ard.is tt sentence even grammatically right?*shrugs.oh well.who cares?hmm.got home.slacked.bathed.slacked again.used comp.iron clothings.n here i am online again.n i gotta hit e sack soon.or i wont be able to get up.
`nights bloggie
*muacks!
Sunday, September 05, 2004
if you love someone, let them go. If
they return to you, it was meant to be. If
they don't, their love was never yours to
begin with...
a great love is when you shed tears
and still cares for her& still longs for
her, she begins to love another and yet
you still smile and say " I'm happy for
you " (:
the worst thing in the world is
seeing the one you love with the one
they love.
you always leave the ones who leaves
you and leaves the one who loves you.
loving is not how you forget but how
you forgive, not how you listen but how
you understand, not what you see but
how you feel and not how you let go but
how you hold on.
a guy and a girl can be just friends ,
but.. at one point or another , one of
them will fall for the other , maybe
temporary , maybe at wrong time ,
maybe too late , maybe ..
Just maybe... forever...
they return to you, it was meant to be. If
they don't, their love was never yours to
begin with...
a great love is when you shed tears
and still cares for her& still longs for
her, she begins to love another and yet
you still smile and say " I'm happy for
you " (:
the worst thing in the world is
seeing the one you love with the one
they love.
you always leave the ones who leaves
you and leaves the one who loves you.
loving is not how you forget but how
you forgive, not how you listen but how
you understand, not what you see but
how you feel and not how you let go but
how you hold on.
a guy and a girl can be just friends ,
but.. at one point or another , one of
them will fall for the other , maybe
temporary , maybe at wrong time ,
maybe too late , maybe ..
Just maybe... forever...
Saturday, September 04, 2004
dun really have much time.so shall make it a short n sweet one.
met up with sm*sy today.had dinner together at ps.had pizza.*burp.still full.we ordered too much.lolx.hmm.suprised sy.heex.
here's to sm.all e best for ur race tmr.oh.later i mean.will try to go see k.(:
oh ya.sy mentioned something today.sigh.duno la.dun really rem wat happened.sigh.but why do i have to apologise?*wonders.was it my fault?sigh.
met up with sm*sy today.had dinner together at ps.had pizza.*burp.still full.we ordered too much.lolx.hmm.suprised sy.heex.
here's to sm.all e best for ur race tmr.oh.later i mean.will try to go see k.(:
oh ya.sy mentioned something today.sigh.duno la.dun really rem wat happened.sigh.but why do i have to apologise?*wonders.was it my fault?sigh.
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