2005 resolution.

i have decided on my 2005 resolution!!

resolution one - save money!!
resolution two - lose some weight.
resolution three - be a better girlfriend.
resolution four - get gd grades for my primer four.
resolution five - meet up with sm,sy,tiff they all soon.

tt's all for now.

my 2004 review

hmm.in like a day's time.it will be 2005!(: not really into e whole countdown thingy.so aint going anywhere.yup.just gona stay home.bluehx.such a gd girl eh?(:

this yr has passed by in a FLASH!whoa~

lets see now.wat have i done in this yr?

hmm.firstly.i went to work.(: at tr.n met many nice people.(: although some i dun really enjoy working together with.kinda miss working.all e nonsensical stuff.e "guests" there.n most importantly e FOOD!lolx.so miss my baked potato soup!

wat else?got my results.n finally met sm they all.ya.after SOO long.

got into poly.made new frens.cause more trouble for him.bluehx.

still doin ok with my sch work.yup.

haven met sm they all for ages!!miss they a great deal!!!!!!!!!!!!

keeping my hair long.yes.again.

lost some frens.sigh.):

learned to be a better person.or try to be one.heex.

got to know myself better?hmm.*wonders.

made him meet my parents.lolx.met his.made lotsa promises.

granny got a new dog.n its called slyvester.. ...... ......erm.ya.wat a name eh?hmm.slyvester e dog.lolx.hmm.a big dog!!drools alot!!

ehh..wats my new yr resolution?

hmm.i oso not sure.hmm.do well in poly?be me?be a good girl?*shrugs.i duno.help me decide.hmm.

warm n fuzzy time. (:

Sleigh bells ringing
Quire singing,
Wondering what ole Santa's bringing
It's the warm and fuzzy time of year

Snow flakes fall
The temp is dropping
Families out together shopping
It's the warm and fuzzy time of year

Elves are working over time
Making all our toys
Reindeer hooves on all the roofs
Good little girls and boys
Big old cups of steaming cider
Fall asleep by the cozy fire
It's the warm and fuzzy time of year

Elves are working over time
Making all our toys
Reindeer hooves on all the rooves
Good little girls and boys
Big old cup of steaming cider
Fall asleep by the cozy fire

It's the warm and fuzzy time of year
It's the warm and fuzzy time of year

(:

MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO ALL!! (:

all i want for chirstmas is you (:

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You

All I want for Christmas is you baby

sick. sick

guess i'm falling sick again.damn it.): argh.having sore throat.cough.flue.):

made porriage today.yeah!(:

no.

nah.i am not sad.

i'm just pessimistic.

nope.i'm not lonely.

i always have the tv and comp to accompany me.

no.i am not jealous.

cos i have my friends too.

nah.i am not accusing you of hurting me.

cos i know you'll never do that.

and i'll never accuse you of being heartless.

cos like you said you just dont wana hurt me.

(:

i'm fine.

really.

i am.

countdown party.

my fren is selling tix to chinablack's warehouse countdown party.just posting to see if anyone's interested.

here are e details.

Venue: warehouse. location at havelock road at robertson quay
Price: 30 bucks for advance tickets. tt includes 2 housepours
Date: 31st of dec
Tiem: 9pm til 6am

anyone interested? pls leave me a comment k.(: thanks!

link.

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i'm a pig.

bluehx.guess my title says it all eh?

hmm.been too lazy to update.not to mention write my diary.*tongue out.hmm.

went to sch today.early.had to go to e workshop.to cut my wood//acrylic.yup.went to sch with chunmeng*eileen.took e same bus.workshopped with sherrie.made a mess.bluehx.

after tt had my crtical reasoning skills class.changed teacher le.hmm.no mo mrs lugg.hmm.but this lect not bad.kinda slack.hmm.crapped with us.hmm.ate in class.made lotsa noise in class.hmm.

had lunch with huirong*sherrie*lijin*laoda*terrence.after which headed down to e clubhse to meet up with nini*teckpeng to do e banner.hmm.

we FINISHED e banner today!wohoo~ we only did it today!(:(:(:(:

mum came to pick me up.(:

yeah.tt's abt all.

hmm.am going to kbox next fri!!(: yeah!with e girls from class!

sighs.

its true.one shouldnt laugh too much in a day.

bad things happen after that.

met him today.he acc me downed to peace center to print my A1 panel.yup.i finally got it done!cost me $20.yup.

had durians at granny's.(: yum.

hmm.

*shrugs.

guess i'll stop here now.

`ciaos.

>_<

you don't know what it's like to be like me. welcome to my life.

yeah!

hmm.

TAUFIK WON!

(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

heex.(:

I'M BACK!!

grades of your life.

Dear friends. Below, is an Italian horoscope
and you can find a lot about youself just by
searching your own identity in the Italian way.

What you have to do is to find your group with
the help of your date of birth.

Date of Birth Group

01,06,11,16,21,26,31 - A1
02,07,12,17,22,27 - B2
03,08,13,18,23,28 - C3
04,09,14,19,24,29 - D4
05,10,15,20,25,30 - E5



grOuP A1++
You consider love as the most
beautiful thing and you love to fall in love , but
a number of your group members think that
the
person they love is not sincere with them.
You love to be with your friends and you are
always
found to be a dutiful friend. You can hardly
control
your patients, which is a very big drawback of
your
nature. The Person who is ruling your mind &
heart
these days is perfect for you.




gRoUp b2====
Your dreams and ambitions are
much important for you and you can do
everything to fulfill your dreams. Love is much
valuable in your life but you always search for
someone perfect. You hardly trust someone.
Your
friends are really important for you but
normally
you
hide a lot from them. You are a deep thinker
you
always study the negative view as well as
positive.
You can lead a happy life with a person for
whom you care a lot these days.




gROuP C3^^^
You always prefer mantel decisions
more then emotional ones due to this you
don't have a limited number of friends. You
consider life a very beautiful gift and you love
to
enjoy its colors. There are a number of
peoples
who are your ideals and you loved to spend a
big
part of your time with them. You are found to
be a
very sincere lover. You have a perfect control
on
your emotions but sometimes your decisions
really effect your beloved(s).
The person who has just appeared in your
mind and you has decided to forward this
mail
especially to him/her is your real and special
friend.




gR()uP d4~~
Your always have goals to achieve
and you can do everything to fulfill the dreams
of those who loves you. You have a sketch of
an
ideal in your mind and you always search for
that personality. Your friends means a lot to
you
and you can do everything for the sake
of your friend,
you a normally found to be an emotional
personality. You have a very less control on
your patience and due to this sometimes you
over
react. The one who sent you this mail & the
one to
whom you will send this mail first are your
real
friends.




GrOuP e5###
You are found to be a person who
loves to love. You prefer emotional decision
more than mental decisions. You consider
life
just
to enjoy; you are the one who is perfect to call
FLURTIES. You love to increase the list of
your friends and beloved(s).
You have a number of dreams but you never
work hard to make your dreams come true
which
is the biggest drawback in your nature you
take
everything much lightly.

hmm.

would be flying off tmr le.

yup.

at 135pm.

off to bangkok i off.

ciaos.

byebye.

patsymissesyou

i'll carry you out every morning until we are old. (:

>On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my
arms. The bridal car stopped in
>front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted
that I carry her out of the
>car in my arms. So I carried her into our home.
She was then plump and shy.
>I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
>
>This was the scene of ten years ago.
>
>The following days were as simple as a cup of
pure water: we had a kid, I
>went into business and tried to make more
money. When the assets were
>steadily increasing, the affections between us
seemed to ebb. She was a
>civil servant. Every morning we left home
together and got home almost at
>the same time. Our kid was studying in a
boarding school.
>
>Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
But the calm life was more
>likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
>
>Dew came into my life.
>
>It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious
balcony. Dew hugged me from
>behind. My heart once again was immersed in
her stream of love. This was
>the apartment I bought for her.
>
>Dew said, You are the kind of man who best
draws girls. Her words suddenly
>reminded me of my wife. When we just married,
my wife said, Men like you,
>once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I
>became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had
betrayed my wife. But I couldn' t
>help doing so.
>
>I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to
select some furniture,
>O.K.? I 've got something to do in the company.
Obviously she was unhappy,
>because I had promised her to go and see with
her. At the moment, the idea
>of divorce became clearer in my mind although it
used to be something
>impossible to me.
>
>However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife
about it. No matter
>how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be
deeply hurt. Honestly, she
>was a good wife. Every evening she was busy
preparing dinner. I was sitting
>in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon.
Then we watched TV together.
>Or, I was lounging before the computer,
visualizing Dew's body. This was
>the means of my entertainment.
>
>One day I said to her in a slight joking way,
suppose we divorce, what
>will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds
without a word.
>Apparently she believed that divorce was
something too far away from her.
>I couldn' t imagine how she would react once she
got to know I was serious.
>
>When my wife went to my office, Dew had just
stepped out. Almost all the
>staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye
and tried to hide something
>while talking with her. She seemed to have got
some hint. She gently smiled
>at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her
eyes.
>
>Once again, Dew said to me, Divorce her,
O.K.? Then we live together. I
>nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
>
>When my wife served the last dish, I held her
hand. I 've got something to
>tell you, I said.
>
>She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed
the hurt in her eyes.
>Suddenly I didn' t know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her know
>what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a
serious topic calmly.
>
>She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my
words, instead she asked me
>softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question.
This so-called answer
>turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks
and shouted at me, you are
>not a man! .
>
>At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She
was weeping. I knew she
>wanted to find out what had happened to our
marriage. But I could hardly
>give her a satisfactory answer, because my
heart had gone to Dew.
>
>With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce
agreement which stated that
>she could own our house, our car, and 30%
stake of my company. She glanced
>at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain
in my
heart. The woman
>who had been living ten years with me would
become a stranger one day. But
>I could not take back what I had said.
>
>Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was
what I had expected to
>see. To me her cry was actually a kind of
release. The idea of divorce
>which had obsessed me for several weeks
seemed to be firmer and clearer.
>
>A late night, I came back home after entertaining
my clients. I saw her
>writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found
>she was still there. I turned over and was asleep
again.
>
>She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn
t want anything from me,
>but I was supposed to give her one month's time
before divorce, and in the
>month's time we must live as normal life as
possible. Her reason was
>simple: our son would finish his summer vacation
a month later and she didn
>t want him to see our marriage was broken.
>
>She passed me the agreement she drafted, and
then asked me, Do you still
>remember how I entered our bridal room on the
wedding day?
>
>This question suddenly brought back all those
wonderful memories to me.
>I nodded and said, I remember . You carried
me in your arms , she
>continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you
carry me out in your
>arms on the day when we divorce. From now to
the end of this month, you
>must carry me out from the bedroom to the door
every morning.
>
>I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those
sweet days and wished to
>end her marriage with a romantic form.
>
>I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions.
She laughed loudly and
>thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she
does, she has to face the
>result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words
more or less made me
>feel uncomfortable.
>
>My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since
my divorce intention was
>explicitly expressed. We even treated each other
as a stranger. So when I
>carried her out for the first day, we both
appeared clumsy. Our son clapped
>behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his
arms. His words brought me a
>sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting
room, then to the door, I
>walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She
closed her eyes and said
>softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our
son. I
nodded, feeling
>somewhat upset. I put her down outside the
door. She went to wait for bus,
>I drove to office.
>
>On the second day, both of us acted much more
easily. She leaned on my
>chest. We were so close that I could smell the
fragrance of her blouse. I
>realized that I hadn' t looked at this intimate
woman carefully for a long
>time. I found she was not young any more. There
were some fine wrinkles on
>her face.
>
>On the third day, she whispered to me, The
outside garden is being
>demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
>
>On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed
to feel that we were
>still an intimate couple and I was holding my
sweetheart in my arms. The
>visualization of Dew became more vague.
>
>On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me
something, such as, where
>she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while
cooking, etc. I
>nodded. The sense of intimacy was even
stronger.
>
>I didn t tell Dew about this.
>
>I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the
everyday workout made me
>stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to
carry you now.
>
>She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to
carry her out. She tried
>quite a few but could not find a suitable one.
Then she sighed, All my
>dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I
suddenly realized that it was
>because she was thinner that I could carry her
more easily, not because I
>was stronger. I knew she had buried all the
bitterness in her heart. Again,
>I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached
out a hand to touch her
>head.
>
>Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to
carry mum out. He said.
>To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out
had been an essential
>part of his life. She gestured our son to come
closer and hugged him
>tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I
would change my mind at
>the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking
from the bedroom, through
>the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand
surrounded my neck softly and
>naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came
back to our wedding day.
>But her much lighter weight made me sad.
>
>On the last day, when I held her in my arms I
could hardly move a step.
>Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I
hope you will hold me in
>your arms until we are old.
>
>I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t
notice that our life
>was lack of such intimacy.
>
>I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any
>delay would make me change my decision. I
walked upstairs. Dew opened the
>door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce.
I'm serious.
>
>She looked at me, astonished. The she touched
my forehead. You got no
>fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head.
Sorry, Dew, I said, I
>can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My
marriage life was boring
>probably because she and I didn t value the
details of life, not because we
>didn t love each other any more. Now I
understand that since I carried her
>into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am
supposed to hold her until
>I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
>
>Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave
me a loud slap and then slammed
>the door and burst into tears. I walked
downstairs and drove to the office.
>
>When I passed the floral shop on the way, I
ordered a bouquet for my wife
>which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me
to write the greeting words
>on the card. I smiled and wrote, I 'll carry you out
every morning until
>we are old.

f i f t y things to do with your l o v e d ones. (:

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands.
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want.
Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your
heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something,go out of your way to call and say I
love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.
38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."

=(

its raining.i hate rainy days.):

they make me feel so sad.):

so lonely.):

ahhh!

ok.i'm begining to sound like a self pity person.lolx.

*yawn.

sianx.nothing to do.

would be flying off on sat le.yup.

SHOPPING!

whee~

got sooooooo MANY things i wana get.

gotta help pris get her stuffs.ayu, his shades.him, e stuff he needs.heex.as for myself.hmm.jeans.shades.bags.slippers.wallet.tees.skirts.jacket.n e list goes on.lolx.

hope e trip would be enjoable one.n not one tt turns out nasty.bluehx.

argh.

i'm so NOT your maid!

so STOP ordering me abt.

argh!

yet another day.

went to sch today.met sherrrie*terrence*huirong in e studio at ten.erm.huirong was late as usual.hmm.sherrie left at abt 1030am.cos her work place people called her n ask her go down to work.so she had to rush home to get her stuff.n den rush back to work.sighs.poor thing.did our tod project.finally finished it le.

oh ya.to all did students.

we dun have to do e p4 base le.will be doin in only when sch reopens.ya.so enjoy ur hols ba.(:

hmm.after that went queenstown with huirong*terrence for pool session.was fun eh?lolx.hmm.came up with lotsa crap.erm.backhand style?lolx.den i was so 'lucky'.kept hitting e white ball into e hole.lolx.erm.3 times in a row?sighs.): hmm.would be going again soon.but this time after gene's pop.yup.den can drag him along.lolx.

met uncle paul at queenstown just now.hmm.

it RAINED after the pool session!argh!so unlucky nowadays.esp with the weather.argh.=/.hmm.actually e rain was that heavy.so at least can walk in e rain ma.hmm.terrence lent us his jacket.ya.walked over to e bus stop.den while waiting for tt forever-taking-so-long 195.e rain got heavier.argh!my jeans was totally drenched!cabbed my way home.sighs.erm.was $3.50.yup.

got home.bathed.used e comp.den had dinner.slacked ard at granny's.watched tv.came home.slacked.went downstairs with pam.cos she wanted to get something to eat.went granny's again.slacked.ate.watched tv.came home.ironed e clothings.talked on e phone with him.nearly aruged.in a foul mood.ok.not foul mood.but kinda sad mood.n now.here i am online.just complaining.lolx.ok la.leaving le.or else someone would say i'm like a pig again le.):

`ciaos.

=(

sighs.

it aint easy to be me.

sighs.

sighs.i just realised that i'm so pessimistic.):

i f ...

If i say i cant live without you, can you always be
by my side?

If i say i miss you, will you be here for me?

If i say i cant get enough of you, will you spend
more time with me?

If i say i am happy, will you share the moments
with me?

If i say i am bored, will you spare a minute for me?

If i say i am sad, will you cheer me up?

If i say i am lonely, will you accompany me?

If i say i love you, will you love me back?

this is saddening.):

Message: A ger n guy speeding over 100 mph on
the road ...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on
yourself? Its bugging me...




(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building
because of brake failure. 2 people were on it,
but
only
1 survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the
guy realized that his brakes broke down, but
he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he
had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1
last time, then had her wear his helmet so that
she would live even though it meant that he
would
die.


Would you do this for someone??

If so, repost.

a girl's qns. n a guy's ans.

Message:
> THIS IS WHAT A GIRL TOLD A
> GUY:
>
> If you see me walking the road with
> someone
> else,
> It's not because I like his accompany...
>
> Its because you're not brave enough to
> walk
> beside me.
>
>
> If you hear me talking about him all the
> time
> Its not because he pleases me
>
> Its because you're too deaf to hear my
> heartbeat
>
>
> If you feel me falling with someone new
> Its not because I love him..
>
> But because you're not there to catch me
> fall
>
> If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
> I too don't know where the road is going
>
> Are we gonna cross each other's path
> Or just completely turn around?..
>
> Will we just let go of what we had
> Or go to the place where love is bound
>
> Don't let me walk with him,
> It's you I want to walk with..
>
>
> Don't let me talk of him,
> it's you I want to talk with..
>
>
> Don't let me fall for him,
> It's you I want to fall in love with..
>
>
> "HOW DID THE GUY REPLY?"
>
>
> When you thought I wasn't brave enough to
> walk
> beside you
>
> I was behind you every step of the way
>
>
> Still filled with awe because of the
> beauty that
> stand before me
>
>
> When you thought I was too deaf to hear
> your
> heartbeat
>
> I didn't want to assume anything
> And I was afraid to lose our friendship
>
>
> When you thought I wasn't there to catch
> you,
> It was because you never gave me the
> chance
>
> You never reached the bottom,
> you've already grabbed a branch
>
>
> If you feel like you are nowhere,
> I too am lost
>
> I too don't know where the road is going
> Are we just going to turn around,
> Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
>
> Will we just let go of what we had
> Or go to the place where love is bound?
>
> Don't let me walk alone
> I want to walk by your side
>
> Don't let me talk of something else
> It's you I want to talk with
>
> Don't let me fall for someone else
> It's you I want to fall in love with.
>
>
> WHEN I SAW YOU...
>
> I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...
>
> WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...
>
> I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...
>
> WHEN I HOLD YOU...
>
> I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...
>
> NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...
>
> I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...
>
>
>
>
> SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...
> BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
>
> THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...
>
>
>
> HOLD ON TO THE PERSON U LOVE...
> BEFORE HE/SHE SLIPS AWAY...
> AND U CAN NEVER GET HIM/HER BACK..

welcome to my life.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life



like this song.(: kinda meaningful.

s'pore idol.

just watched s'pore idol.hmm.olinda is out le.sighs.was really hoping she n taufik would make it into e finals.but.seems like singaporeans like tt 5566 look alike guy more.lolx.olinda has such a GREAT voice!(: hmm.nvm ba.taufik.taufik.taufik.

sighs.feeling a lil irritated.all of a sudden.sighs.duno why oso.*argh.):

signing off le.

`ciaos.

SENTOSA

went to sentosa today.yup.with sherrie n huirong.(: was great!e sun was SHINNING!(: was supposed to meet at 9am.but guess everyone couldnt make it at tt time.everyone was late.lolx.esp huirong.so ended up we only got to senotsa at 10plus.yup.

was at siloso beach.(: peaceful.(: beach was kinda empty.(: tt was a gd thing.(: so e beach was mostly ours.(: e only thing was there was this noisy grp of guys.n they were ard e same area as us.*sianx.they were making SO MUCH noise!argh!

hmm.lied there.to bake myself.(: nice lovely sun!(: hmm.couldnt take e heat.so went into e water with huirong.ya.e water was awwww.cos e weather was so HOT!yup.hmm.den read a mag.erm.forgot wat le.but got alot of SHUAI GEs!*drools.ohoh.there's this guy.erm.wat's hus name.leslie duno wat ah.erm.he's 30 n he's e owner of TANNLIES n ELEMENTS!omg!he's sucha cutie!(: we all agree he's a HOTTIE!(: *drools.hmm.we were making so much noise abt tt guy lying there.lolx.such bimbos.lolx.

went to "pao shuai" again.this time all 3 of us went in.yup.disturbed sherrie abit.ya.oh ya.i mentioned tt grp of guys right?2 of them came to bother us.at first.we totally ignored them.but they just kept bugging.den they were like "eh xiao jie.wo peng you yao ni de dian hua." i was like "zhe bian de san wei dou NOT AVAILABLE le."but they JUST KEPT BUGGING US.so we decided to be more hen.said we werent interested in "xiao didis".lolx.we were laughing on e spot lorx.after we said tt.lolx.finally they gave up.heex.peace n quiet afterall.(:

huirong met new frens.*winks.erm.jiahui's sec sch classmates.ya.hmm.cos a couple of guys were burying her in e sand.den their frens walked over to see who so suay.den they popped e question."ni shi jiahui de nu peng you ah?".lolx.sherrie n i was shocked.wat a small world this is.lolx.

den it began to rain.n rain.n rain.n soon we were walking in e rain to e bathrooms.sigh.my towel was totally SOAKED!argh.): bathed n stuff.den e sun was out again.den we left e toilet.n guess wat.it RAINED e moment we stepped out!wat luck eh? hmm.was trapped at shelter there.had an ice cream.yummy.(:

left for 7-eleven after that.had cup noodles.yup.there was this grp of jap guys there.n i noticed tt they all plucked their eyebrowns!so nan kan!eeks!

left after eating.hmm.home now.n i'm feeling so hot.AM TOTALLY BURNED!my back is totally burned!my shoulders too!n my face!yup.hmm.came home n applied moisturiser.awww.so cooling.(:

i'm bored!

> 1. name: p a t s y. (:

> 2. gender: fe m a le

> 3. birthday: 1006! *winks

> 4. horoscope: g e m i n i. twins.

> 5. Primary school: chij kellock. (:

> 6. Secondary school: chij st theresa's convent.
(: ij girls are FUN!

> 7. Tertiary School: singapore poly.

> 8. level: f r e s h i e.

> 9. email add: moc.liamtoh@skwarnevele

> 10. shoe size: 3 - 4 ba.

> 11. height: one h u n d r e d and fifty t h r e
e cm.

> 12. Right or left handed?: r i g h t y.

> 13. Last 5 digits of your No: 80749

> 14. Age: 7 t e e n. (:

====================================
= > = > > f a s h i o n | s t u f f

> 1. where is ur favorite place to shop?:
hmm.anywhere ba.

> 2. have any tattoos or piercings? yup.

> 3. what is your fav clothes to wear?: something
simple. just jeans with a top ba.

> 4. what are your favorite shoes?: my converse
shoes! (:

> 5. have certain jewellery that you wear:
earring. necklace.

> 6. worst thing you've ever thought?: to commit
suicide

> 7. what are you wearing right now?: stuff worn
during stc days. stc guitar tee n fbt shorts.

> 8. how many pairs of shoes do you own? 2 ba.

==================================== >
~ Have you...~

> 1.Tried smoking: NEVER!

> 2.Taken drugs?: m e d i c i n e!

> 3. bungee jumped: haven yet.

> 4. made yourself throw up?: no.tt's dumb!

> 5. made yourself cry to get outta trouble?: not
tt i can rem.

> 6. fallen for your best friend?: hmm.nope.

=================================== >
Specifies ..

> 1. type of shampoo: dove.

> 2. what are you listening to right now?: e fan
blades.

> 3. the last person that called you?: h i m.

> 4. how many buddies u have right now?: i do not
know.

> 5. what is essential in your life: love. trust.
friends. family. cash. studies.

=================================== >
~Right now~

> 1. hairstyle: messy.

> 2. listening: my dajie.

> 3. make up: dont have.

> 4.thinking of: s o m e o n e. *winks

================================== >
~Do you believe in...~

> 1. Love: (:

> 2. Faith: ya.

> 3. Yourself: y e s.

> 4. Ghosts: sometimes.

> 5.Angels: definately. cos i've met some. (:

================================== >
~Who..~

> 1.sent you this survery?: was on e bulletim board.

> 2.do u think will reply?: *shrugs.someone as
bored as i am.

> 3.is in ur mind rite now?: h i m.

.4.is ur fav teacher? eh. mrs fung.(: my maths
teacher! couldnt have done it without her.n my
tuition teacher. (:

> 5.is ur idol?: no one in mind now.

=================================== >
~Last 24 hours~

> 1. Worn jeans? *shakes head.

> 2. Cleaned your room? nope.

> 3. Cried? nope.

> 4. go out? nope.

==================================== >
~choose one .. ~

> 1. Blue or Yellow? YELLOW!

> 2. Kiss or hug? : k i s s.(:

> 3. Summer or winter?:eh.would really like to
experience winter.

> 4. Sunny or rainy?: SUNNY! can suntan. (:

> 5. Chocolate or vanilla?: c h o c o l a t e.

> 6. Hanging out or chillin out?: both ba.

> 7. music or tv? m u s i c

> 8. Hamburger or Pizza? both.*yum.i'm hungry!

> 9. Smile or Laughing? both. (:

> 10. Sleeping or eating?: eh.tt's difficult to
choose since both are my fav hobbies.lolx.

>11. Mc Donald's or KFC?: macs. dun really like kfc.

> 12.Silver or gold?: neither. would prefer white
gold! (:

ARGH!

mums are way too troublesome!

*drumrolls*

she's so cute right?

PAM PASSED!

went out today.to meet bunk*sharon ng*n mysterious fren.lolx.been such a long time since i've met them.hmm.was late though.bluehx.seems like i'm always late nowadays.sighs.=(.had long john's for lunch.*yummy.=).rotted till like 3!ya.was waiting for sharon's mysterious fren.ya.sighs.

hmm.met bunk's cousin's cousin.such a long relation eh.lolx.hmm.fun loving girl.=).she went to pierce her ear.n think e person didnt do it correctly.so it hurt.den she did it again.ya.den.it was FOC!lolx.

got a msg from xuezhen today.asking me if i was going for e guitar bbq.guess i'm not.since i wasnt informed till today.ya.sighs.seems like i'm NEVER informed abt such stuffs.only someone would be.sigh.=(.nvm la.didnt go.cos didnt wana wei nan xuezhen.ya.came home after towning.ya.

oh ya.n PAM PASSED HER DRIVING TEST!!!!.she nearly wanted to drive me home.lolx.better not.dun wana die early.lolx.hmm.she msged me at abt 12 ah.during my lunch.

bought some cookies home.gave them to pam.ya.sort of a congratulation present.lolx.hmm.

would be meeting bunk*her cousin's cousin*mich tmr.goin SUNTANNING!!WOHOO!FINALLY!=)).

meeting them at 9 at harbour front mrt.sighs.gotta take mrt.sianx.=(.nvm.i'm goin SENTOSA!!heex.=)

friendster bulletin.

To everyone, regardless of which position you
stand in love.... Love is sumthing that has to be
cherished and requires commitment between
both people. Some often can keep true love and
live happily while others can't. When they let go
love, they have to be strong and when they are
stronger, they will find their true happiniess one
day. Love makes life very interesting, it's can be
something you look forward for but sometimes it
is like a knife in the heart. But the REAL meaning
of love cannot be described because every single
one of us has different defination of it. Imagine if
you ask your friends, they cannot describe or say
it with words. You maybe confused by love, but it
is a normal reaction. You DO get lost inside love
but love is something that grows, it is alive and
people has to learn to appreciate it each day. It
takes time to grow a beautiful flower. It is the
same for love. It does not come easily but can
leave easily... in other words, the flower can die if
you do not take care of it. Probably you have not
find the right love yet. It is better to take your
time
exploring love but remember not to rush it. Bad
things do happen on the way and love is NOT to
be blame. Sometimes it is because either side
(guy/girl) cannot accept the type of love, which is
why the meaning of love is different in everyone's
mind and heart. Now your heart has been hurt and
this is something very difficult to get through. This
is when your friends and family supports you. But
they can only support, YOU have to help yourself,
re-build what you have lost and eventually, before
you even know, you are ready to take love in
again. NEVER ever blame love for the injuries that
you have.When your heart is healed, there will be
a scar. The scar that will be in your heart - with the
memories that you've had, with the experience
that you have from the past love will help you get
through life more meaningful. It is never wrong to
listen to your heart. But many people do not
understand the meaning of 'listen to your heart'.
Many of them will even be more confused, and
they will just say 'i dunno...'. In today's world,
materialism has poison the minds of human, but
to which extend will that is, lies in each individual.
The mystery of love can never be revealed. No
scientists can actually do such detailed research
about it. As far as concern, there is no right or
wrong in love. So subjective it can be, what more
to learn and discover it? Back to love, it is
something that comes from the heart. Learn to
support and appreciate it is NOT as simple as
ABC. Everyone has love, but it is a different level
of love. The wonders of love just makes you a
more intereting and better person. So cultivate the
love, learn and never give up growing it. Heart
brokens are just a level that will carry you up even
though you cannot see it. So be STRONG if you
are broken in love and it will bring you somewhere
in life.

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sianx.

canot go suntan!

nobody pei wo!

sigh.

):

pam is e mastermind!

PAM HAS PASSED HER ILLNESS TO ME!!

ahhh!

ahhh.i'm falling sick le.feeling a little feverish le.sigh.):

I DONT WANA BE SICK!

(:(:(:

HE CALLED!!

*sians

wanted to blog yest.but blogger kept giving me problems.*diaox.

hmm.had to go to sch today.cos e lects wanted to de brief us.ya.gave us lotsa work to do during e hols.sigh.):

hmm.gotta touch up on e a1 panels.ppt.cadp.blah.blah.blah.

AND WE HAD TO CLEAR OUR DESKS!*pengs.had to carry home lotsa stuff.goin back tmr.just to finish clearing.sianx!*ARGH!

after sch.went town with sherrie.she wanted to get a skirt n a pair of shoes for work.yup.hmm.wanted to est first.so we headed down to cine for BK!*yum!den it began to rain!*argh.n we were STUCK at cine.cos e rain was too heavy!*bluehx.sigh.hmm.saw mich*dara today.wanted to use their umbrella.but nvm.so sherrie*me had to walk in e rain!so romantic hor.lolx.finally we werent stuck at cine.(:

shopped ard.looking for her skirt.yup.couldnt get any she liked.so we came home le lorx.yup.wanted to go sun tanning tmr.but guess our plans have changed.):

we'll be back in sch tmr.to collect our stuffs.sigh.

quizzzz

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monday blues. ):

hmm.went to sch today!like after so long!lolx.had to finish up on tt tod project.yup.so was meeting sherrie*terrence*huirong at 10 in e studio.ya.but huirong didnt turn up.sighs.kinda give up le.she's always either later or she doesnt turn up.msged her.she said she forgot.duno if its true or not.sighs.nvm la.as long as i do my stuff.n we get e project done.i dun wana care le.):

hmm.noticed tt terrence looked weird today.sighs.yuen lai you mi mi.sighs.

touched up on e ppt slides.den had to scan a few more pics.ya.still got lots more to do!yup.

hmm.after tt.headed to bugis.cos we wanted to eat.laoda joined us.yup.had PASTA MANIA!*yum.(:

came home after that.ya.

gotta go le.needa do some crunches n push ups le.gotta lose those flabs.):

`ciaos

i love my new layout.(:

i simply just adore my new layout.(:

haven been blogging much.too lazy i suppose.bluehx.listening to savage garden.hmm.pam is singing along.lolx.she's just trying to be funny.*diaox.

hmm.mum just changed phone.again.she bought that sony ericsson k700i.sigh.i wana change phone too.hmm.save up ba.pam is gloating over nothing.bluehx.hmm.NOKIA 7610!!!!.sighs.

f r i e n d s t e r

[01] first name: p a t s y (:
[02] middle name: l o s t girl _
[03] last name: peh.
[04] nickname: patpat.pepsi.pad.patsie
[05] gender: f e male
[06] age : 7teen
[07] birthday: 100687
[08] height: onehundred and fifty three cm
[09] hair color: brownish with golden streaks.so
ahlian.):
[10] eye color: h a z e l.(:
[11] race: cheena girl here.
[12] do you wear glasses or contacts: glasses. but
i'm just too lazy to.bluehx.
[13] do you have braces: used to.
[14] is your hair long or short: its neither.its
midway.
[15] where were you born: a hospital?
[16] current location: home.room.in front of the comp.
[17] zodiac sign: gemini.twins.
[18] how many languages do u know: two and a
half.heex.
[19] nationality : s i n g a p o r e a n
[20] bad habits : i'm a lazy person.
[21] piercings you have: two
[22] piercings you want: erm.dont know.
[23] tattoos you have: not yet.
[24] tattoos you want: still considering the factors.
[25] today's date: 311004.its huirong's birthday!
[26] the time: 1239am.
[27] ready for more questions?: ya.
SCHOOL LIFE
[43] are you still in school: like ya.
[44] did you drop out: definately no.
[45] current GPA, or last GPA: eh?
[46] favorite grade: hmm.
[47] least favorite grade: erm.D?
[48] favorite teachers/lecture: nope.not
currently.mayb my sec//pri sch teachers.(:
[49] least favorite teacher/lecturer: none ba.
[50] favorite subjects: MATHS!
[51] least favorite subject: dont have.
[52] do you buy lunch or bring it : most of e time
buy.or i'll bring if i'm broke or too BUSY with
projects!or i'll just forget about lunch.
[53] whats your CCA ?: not anymore.
[54] do you do any extracurricular activities:
isnt that e same as cca?.
[55] are you popular: lolx.funny question.how
would i know?
FAVOURITE
[56] dance: i cant dance!*diaox.
[57] least dance: *diaox.
[58] memory: pri//sec sch life!eh.frens.loved
ones.of her.and e current ones with him.((:
[59] least memory: moments i've cried.teared.got
angry n frustrated.
[60] most humiliating moment: lolx.dun wana mention.
[61] number: elevenrawks!!1361!
[62] clothing brand: eh.kinda switches every now n
then
[63] shoes: converse!
[64] saying(s): i'm bored! i'm hungry! i'm tired!
lolx.
[65] favourite TV show: no time for tv.
[66] sport: TENNIS.(:
[67] vegetables: dont they all taste the same?
[68] fruit: WATERMELON!
[69] movie: windstruck!SHARKTALE!nemo!
[70] magazine: no time.
[71] actor: eh?
[72] actress: m y s e l f ?
[73] candy: ALL!(:
[74] gum: eh?
[75] scent: ..
[76] choc bar: eh?
[77] ice cream flavour: cookies and cream!choco chip!
[78] color : YELLOW!
[79] seasons: windy.
[80] holidays: valentine's(:
[81] bands: none at e moment.
[82] singer: eh.m y s e l f ? h i m ?
[83] dance: eh?
[84] rappers: huh?
[85] types of music: sentimental love songs.*melts.
[86] things in your room: love my bed e most!(:
[87] place to be: d r e a m l a n d with h i m.
[88] radio station: erm.i just switch here n there.
[89] tv channel: no time for tv.
[90] food: no preference
[91] overall food: no preference
[92] store: eh?
[94] fast food: macs.bk.long john.(:
[95] restaurant: is swensen's a restaurant?
[96] shape: hearts(:
[97] song: ...
[98] person u hate most: no one.
[99]musical instrument: g u i t a r.*my baobei.(:
[100]what u wanna say: i m i s s you.(:

YEAH!

got e pic.finally!(:

sin.sin.sin

lolx.i'm eating way too much.=/.way too much.had early dinner at 5plus.den mum cooked fried rice.so ate a lil.den granny wanted to go downstairs to eat.so tagged along.n therefore i ate again.=(.n i JUST had ice cream.bluehx.such a sin.=(.

sigh.guess i have to iron e clothings tonight again.=(

*argh

ahh! cant find e image for e layout. ):

change layout!

changed my layout!so would be removing my taggie.anything you guys can just leave a comment k?(:

life is so unfair!

life is just so unfair!!

why am i always made to do things against my will?sigh.

PRIMER THREE IS ABOUT TO END!!

MON 9 AM!

cant wait!

heex.(:

but i still got so many things to do.......=x

perfect bf?

1. Know how to make you
smile when you are down.

2. Say "I Love you" to you every minute od the
day.

3. Stick up for you, but still respects your
independence.

4. Sing to you.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around
you.

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hands always find yours.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.

10. Tell you "You'll always be mine"

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to
be
serious.

14. React so cutely when you hit him and it
actually hurts.

15. Be patient when you take forever to get
ready.


16. Smile a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things
he
wouldn't normally like to do, just because he
knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when
you depart from each others company, even
when
his friends are watching.

21. Always have the urge to see you.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason.

26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs -
just because he loves u that much to quit it

what's L - O - V - E ?

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart
racing
and is
your voice caught within your chest??

-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her.

-It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her off??

-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's
there??

-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her because it's what everyone
wants??

-It isn't love, it'S LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she kissed you, or
held
your hand?

-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her confessions of love,
because
you don't want to hurt her?

-It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her because the sight of her
makes your heart skip a beat??

-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care
about
her?

-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her every day she is the only one
you
think of?

-It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite
things
for her sake?

-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.



Does your heart ache and breaks when she's
sad?

-Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her pain, even when she's
strong?

-Then it's LOVE.

Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch
your
soul so deeply it hurts?

-Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding,
incomprehensible mix of pain and relation
pulls
you close and holds you to her?

-Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her faults because it's a part of
who she is?

-Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her
faithfully without regret??

-Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her your heart, your life, your
death??

-Then it's LOVE.



Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why
do
we love?

Why is it all we search for in life? This pain,
this
agony?

Why is it all we long for? This torture, this
powerful
death of self?

Why?

The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.



It is such an addictive thing that even people
who
are not having it

wish to experience it and share it with others
as
well.

birthday months

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Ambitious and serious.
Loves to teach and be taught.
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses.
Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive.
Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Rather reserved.
Highly attentive.
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children.
Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very Stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality.
Attractive.
Sexy.
Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but choose not show it.
Dislike unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH:
Attractive personality.
Sexy.
Affectionate.
Shy and reserved.
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others.
Loves to serve others.
Easily angered.
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful.
Loves to dream and fantasize.
Loves traveling.
Loves attention.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners.
Loves home decors.
Musically talented.
Loves special things.
Moody.
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APRIL:
Active and dynamic.
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless.
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Emotional.
Aggressive.
Hasty.
Good memory.
Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally.
Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation.
Easily consoled.
Systematic (left brain).
Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
Good imagination.
Good physical.
Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts.
Loves traveling.
Dislike being at home.
Restless.
Not having many children.
Hardworking.
High spirited.
Spendthrift.
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JUNE:
Thinks far with vision.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental.
Funny and
humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Talkative.
Daydreamer.
Friendly.
Knows how to make friends.
Abiding.
Able to show character.
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored.
Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious.
Executive.
Stubborn.
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_
_________
JULY:
Fun to be with.
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Likes to be quiet.
Homely person.
Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
_____________________________________

AUGUST:
Loves to joke.
Attractive.
Suave and caring.
Brave and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities.
Knows how to console others.
Too generous and egoistic.
Takes high pride of oneself.
Thirsty for praises.
Extraordinary spirit.
Easily angered.
Angry when provoked.
Easily jealous.
Observant.
Careful and cautious.
Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts.
Loves to lead and to be led.
Loves to dream.
Talented in the arts, music and defense.
Sensitive but not petty.
Poor resistance against illnesses.
Learns to relax.
Hasty and trusty.
Romantic.
Loving and caring.
Loves to make friends .
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SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising.
Careful, cautious and organized.
Likes to point out people's mistakes.
Likes to criticize.
Stubborn.
Quiet but able to talk well.
Calm and cool.
Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed.
Loyal but not always honest.
Does work well.
Very confident.
Sensitive.
Thinking generous.
Good memory.
Clever and knowledgeable.
Loves to look for information.
Must control oneself when criticizing.
Able to motivate oneself.
Understanding.
Fun to be around.
Secretive.
Loves sports, leisure and traveling.
Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings.
Very choosy, especially in relationships.
Systematic.
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat.
Loves those who loves them.
Loves to takes things at the center.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Does not care of what others think.
Emotional.
Decisive.
Strong clairvoyance.
Loves to travel, the arts and literature.
Touchy and easily jealous.
Concerned.
Loves outdoors.
Just and fair.
Spendthrift.
Easily influenced.
Easily loses confidence.
Loves children.
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NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas.
Difficult to fathom.
Thinks forward.
Unique and brilliant.
Extraordinary ideas.
Sharp thinking.
Fine and strong clairvoyance.
Can become good doctors.
Dynamic in personality.
Secretive.
Inquisitive.
Knows how to dig secrets.
Always thinking.
Less talkative but amiable.
Brave and generous.
Patient.
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
If there is a will, there is a way.
Determined.
Never give up.
Hardly becomes angry unless provoked.
Loves to be alone.
Thinks differently from others.
Sharp-minded.
Motivates oneself.
Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited.
Well-built and tough.
Deep love and emotions.
Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships.
Homely.
Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy.
Honest and keeps secrets.
Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
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_
_________
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous.
Sexy.
Patriotic.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Loves to socialize.
Loves praises.
Loves attention.
Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy.
Not pretending.
Short tempered.
Changing personality.
Not egoistic.
Take high pride in oneself.
Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke.
Good sense of humor.
Logical.

*y a w n

kinda in sch now.doin nothing actually.*yawn.hmm.gotta do my cadp.sianx.

finished with my model le.den gotta do e drawings again.cos i changed e layout of e wood pieces.sigh.=(

hmm.this weekend my parents wont be home.hmm.which means......lolx.

cant wait for sat.heex.goin to pick him up.=))))

ok la.logging off le.ciaox!

girl all the bad guys want by bowling for soup

8 o'clock, Monday night and I'm waitin'
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me.
Her name is Lola, she's a rocker with a nose ring,
She wears a two way, but I'm not quite sure what that means.

And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She doesn't notice me!

Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!

She likes the godsmack and I like agent orange
Her cd changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad
She says she'd like to score some reefer and a forty
She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have

And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She'll never notice me!

Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes

She likes 'em with a moustache
Racetrack season pass
Drivin' in a Trans-Am
Does a mullet make a man?

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!

There she goes again
With fishnets on, and dreadlocks in her hair
She broke my heart, I wanna be sedated
All I wanted was to see her naked!

Now I am watchin' wrestling
Tryin' to be a tough guy
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in my eyes
I can't grow a moustache
And I ain't got no season pass
All I got's a moped...moped....moped.....

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.

'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!
'Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want!

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i'm like so stucked on this song.....

LOVE ME by collin raye

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

awww....

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the
girl next to me. She
was my so called "best friend". I stared at her
long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.
But
she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked
me
for the notes she had missed the day before
and
handed them to her. She said "thanks" and
gave
me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I
want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about
how
her love had broke her heart. She asked me
to
come over because she didn't want to be
alone,
so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I
stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was
mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and
three bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep.
She
looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss
on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to
know that I don't want to be just friends, I
love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know
why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my
locker. "My
date is sick" she said; he's not going to go
well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we
made a promise that if neither of us had
dates,
we would go together just as "best friends".
So
we did. Prom night, after everything was over,
I
was standing at her front door step! I stared
at
her as she smiled at me and stared at me
with
her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but
she
isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then
she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and
gave
me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I
want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and
I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before
I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched
as her perfect body floated like an angel up
on
stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be
mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I
knew it. Before everyone
went home, she came to me in her smock
and
hat,
and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted
her
head from my shoulder and said, "you're my
best
friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I
don't want to be just friends, I love her but
I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl
is getting married now. I watched her say "I
do"
and drive off to her new life, married to
another man. I wanted her to be mine, but
she
didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But
before she drove away, she came to me and
said "you came!". She said "thanks" and
kissed
me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her
to know that I don't want to be just friends, I
love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know
why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a
girl who used to be my "best friend". At the
service, they read a diary entry she had wrote
in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he
doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I
want to tell him, I want him to know that I
don't want to be just friends, I love him but
I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish
he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I
cried.

M_I_A

gona mia for a while.heex.ciao bloggie.

anything for you, my dear

He met her at a party. She was so
outstanding,
many guys chasing after her, while he was so
normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have
coffee with him, she was surprised but due to
being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too
nervous
to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she
thought to herself, "Please, let me go home.."

Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you
please
give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my
coffee."

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face
turned red but still, he put the salt in his
coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously, "Why you have this
hobby?"

He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived
near
the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel
the taste of the sea , just like the taste of the
salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty
coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of
my hometown, I miss my hometown so
much, I miss my
parents who are still living there."

While saying that tears filled his eyes. She
was
deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from
the
bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out
his
homesickness, he must be a man who loves
home,
cares about home, has responsibility of
home..
Then she also started to speak, spoke about
her
faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful
beginning of their story. They continued to
date.
She found that actually he was a man who
meets all
her demands; he had tolerance, was kind
hearted,
warm, careful. He was such a good person
but she
almost missed him! Thanks to his salty
coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful
love
story, the princess married to the prince, then
they were living the happy life... And, every
time
she made coffee for him, she put some salt
in the
coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a
letter
which said, "My dearest, please forgive me,
forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only
lie
I said to you---the salty coffee.

Remember the first time we dated? I was so
nervous
at that time, actually I wanted some sugar,
but I
said salt. It was hard for me to change so I
just
went ahead. I never thought that could be the
start of our communication!

I tried to tell you the truth many times in my
life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have
promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now
I'm
dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the
truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a
strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty
coffee for my whole life!

Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for
anything
I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest
happiness for my whole life. If I can live for
the
second time, still want to know you and have
you
for my whole life, even though I have to drink
the
salty coffee again."

Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her, "What's the
taste of
salty coffee?"

She replied, "It's sweet."

Pass this 2 everyone coz love is not 2 forget
but 2 forgive, not 2 see but understand, not 2
hear
but 2 listen, not 2 let go but HOLD ON !!!!

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss
and ends with a tear.



True love hears what is not spoken &
understands what is not explained, for love
doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but
in the heart...

take TIME to REALISE

There was once this guy who is very much in love
with his girl.

This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper
cranes as a gift to
his girl.

Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his
company, his
future doesn't seem too bright, they were very
happy together.

Until one day, his girl told him she was going to
Paris and will
never come back.

She also told him that she cannot visualise any
future for the both
of them, so they went their own ways there and
then...

Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he
regained his confidence, he
worked hard day and night, slogging his body and
mind just to make
something out of himself.

Finally with all the hard work and the help of
friends, this guy had
set up his own company .

You never fail until you stop trying.

One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw
an elderly couple
sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some
destination. Even
with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't
take him long to
realize they were his girl's parents. With a heart in
getting back at them,

he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them
to spot him in his
luxury sedan.

He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same
any more; he had his
own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What
he saw next confused him,
the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and
so he got out of his car
and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of
her smiling sweetly
as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his
paper cranes right
beside her...

Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had
happened. They
explained, she did not leave for France at all. She
was ill with cancer.

She had believed that he will make it someday,
but she did not want
to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to
leave him. Just because
someone doesn't love you the way you want them
to, doesn't mean they
don't love you with all they have.

She had wanted her parents to put his paper
cranes beside her,
because, if the day comes when fate brings him to
her again...he can take
some of
those back with him...

Once you have loved, you will always love. For
what's in your mind
may escape but what's in your heart will remain
forever.

The guy just wept...The worst way to miss
someone is to be sitting
right beside her knowing you can't have her, see
her or be with her ever
again.........hope you understand.

Find time to realize that there is one person who
means so much to
you, for you might wake up one morning losing
that person who you thought
meant nothing to you.

mee* n myy SHORT hair!

omg!!my hair was SOOOOO SHORT!!


i miss my short hair!!=(

this is WHY?

"Why are you crying?" he asked his mom.
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said. His mom just
hugged him and said, "And
you
never will"

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does
mother seem to cry for
no
reason?"
"All women cry for no reason" was all his dad
could say...

The little boy grew up and became a man, still
wondering why women
cry...

Finally he put in a call to GOD; when GOD got on
the phone the man
said,
"GOD, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD said...

When I made women she had to be special. I
made her shoulders strong
enough
to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough
to give comfort...

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that
many times comes from her children...

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep
going when everyone else
gives
up and take care of her family through sickness
and fatigue without
complaining...

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under
any and all
circumstances, even when her child has hurt her
very badly...

This same sensitivity helps her to make a child's
boo-boo feel better
and
shares in their teenagers anxieties and fears...

I gave her strength to carry her husband through
his faults and
fashioned
her from his rib to protect his heart...

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband
never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to
stand beside him
unfalteringly...

I gave her a tear to shed, It's hers exclusively to
use whenever it is
needed. It's her only weakness... It's a tear for
mankind.

*y a w n .

i'm bored.bored.bored.sigh.

SMILE.
if you're not wearing any underwear.

myy* +h a p p y e n d i n g.

My Happy Ending-Arvil

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Caught up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be

[chorus]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All that they talk about
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be

[chorus]

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching at the phone
And making me feel we were done

[chorus X2]

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

k b o x * * day.

feelin kinda better le.*weak smile.

hmm.had LC today.got back our test papers.got a 79/100.hmm.but tt's only like 30% of e total lorx.sigh.so still gotta work harder!!hmm.did like a mini interview thingy.ya.had interview with willium hung!gosh!laoda was to be willium hung.n terrence his manager.so nonsense lorx.was practically laughing my head off most of e time.hmm.someting happened between laoda n xiaohong.duno wat.but it seems serious.sigh.gave him a call.see if he wanted to join me*huirong*sherrie for kbox.but guess he wasnt interested.hmm.den headed down to fc one for lunch with huirong*sherrie*laoda*terrence*jireh.

saw ERWINA.e min i stepped into sch.her class was sitting by e steps.drawing.i duno wat.but was funny.den on my way to e studio.i saw UMAR!!!.oh my gosh!!haven seen him in ages!!gave him a big hug!heex.was great to see him!!n i saw MIRA at fc one!!*WIDE SMILE.great to see old friends again.heex!

hmm.den e three of us headed down to clementi le.yup.sang our lungs out!!sang so many� songs!e three of us are so gona have sore throats.soon.some songs we were like shouting lorx!!lolx.hmm.den huirong showed me a mtv which e window just closed by itself!damn creepy lorx!!*shivers.i screamed.n tt scream made sherie scream!heex.was fun!just e three of us.den they gave us 3 mics.so we all had e chance of singing!=).sang alot of my fav songs.=)hmm.took a few pics.have already uploaded them.hmm.

met him for dinner afer tt.ya.had dinner at clementi.was =).hmm.he was so proud of himself abt 2 msges.so cute.=).was happy to hear tt he's so open now.=).took a bus to holland v.den had to walk home.ya lorx.cos e 105 was so packed.no choice but to take e 106.yup.

sigh.cant write le.cant think of anything.sigh.=(.

`guess i still cant be that perfect.

i HAVE no i d e a on HOW to do myy* +p r i m e r t h r e e.

one project is done.now i have another to do.sigh.projects.projects.projects.sigh.my life is just full of projects.*argh.

schooled today.was so lazy to get outta bed.had no choice but to get up.cos e lects will be briefing us abt primer three today.sigh.so dragged myself out.sigh.had theory of design lect first thing in e morning.sigh.boring.lehning went through e notes he had given us for e past few weeks.*sigh.hmm.den we had e grp presentations.ya.break at abt 12.went for lunch.wanted to have lunch at fc2.but was too crowded!so had to tao bao back to studio.so ke lian right?hmm.had large fries for lunch.cos no cash.so no choice.=(.was eating in e studio.heex.

after lunch played cards with terrence*xiaohong*laoda.so nonsense lorx.they were like deciding wat to do to one another if they won or lost.laughed n laughed.sherrie nearly couldnt take it.lolx.hmm.learned a few words from them.sigh.shouldnt have asked.*diaox.all e dirty words.*shakes head.hmm.oh ya.found out something abt sherrie le.not exactly sherrie la.but tt triple e guy.hmm.he's such a b*st*rd!sorry k.dun mean to be crude or wat.but he really deserves tt title lorx.for treatinf sherrie tt way.sigh.feel sad for sherrie.

did some drawings for primer t h r e e.sigh.cant draw.luit rejected our drawings.sigh.so gotta do at home.den i've tried le.no mood.cant draw.sigh.so relax first lorx.heex.

just painted my nails.heex.did some lil patterns.so they now have lil flowers on them!*yeah.heex.

ok la.gotta go keep e clothings le.

`nights.

when G I R L S .....

When girls are quiet, Millions of
things are running in their mind.

When girls are not arguing, They are
thinking deeply.

When girls look 'staringly' at you, They
are wondering how long you will be around.

When girls answer "i'm fine" after a
few seconds, They are not at all fine.

When girls stare at you, They are
wondering why are you lying.

When girls lay on your chest, They are
wishing for you to be theirs forever.

When girls call you everyday, They are
seeking for your attention.

When girls want to see you everyday,
They want to be loved and pampered by you.

When girls sms u everyday, They miss you
and want you to reply at least once.

When girls say I LOVE YOU, They mean
it.

When girls say that they can't live
without you, They have made up their mind
that you are their future.

Finally..
When girls say "i miss you", No one
in this world can miss you more than them..

C O N C E R T ?

hmm.ayu asked if i wana go watch e Jay Chou concert.

hmm.he's suggesting e $148 ones.*diaox.

no cash.how to go?sigh.

feel like going.cos its been sometime since i've been to a concert le.n i'm like so stucked on jay's new songs.ya lorx.sigh.feeling so stuck in between now.sigh.help me decide?

me * SO m o o d y :(

sigh.duno why nowadays so moody.sigh.keep making myself so upset over lil things.first it was a card + photo.den it was a msg from some girl.den it was e photos in e comp.den yest night's conversation.sigh.=(.today's phone conversation.sigh.guess nothing ever seems to be goin the right direction.huh?=(

hmm.hols are over!headed for sch at ard 820plus.was late!was supposed to meet shiqi*twinkle*hendry*sherrie to do e project.but totally forgot abt it.so was taking my own sweet time till shiqi called.panicked.so rushed myself to sch!hmm.printed over handouts.e advertisements.our journals.n everything lorx.spent quite a sum on e photocopying.=(.sigh.broke le.yet again!*argh.had our crit session today at idea center.we were e 3rd grp to present.so it was alright i guess.e presentation was over really fast.but e lects had so much to say after our powerpoint!*argh.sch ended a lil earlier than expected.so gave bunk a call.told her i had ended sch le.asked her to come over to dover to meet me.yup.

slacked ard e clubhse with sherrie*huirong.saw victor*jiahui*darrenlim//tan there.sherrie*me left at abt 520pm.headed to e mrt.waited for them.den when we were in e toilet.stupid bunk had to give me a call!lolx.she came looking for me in e toilet.hmm.den bunk*mich*me headed down to clementi to get something for xuezhen.couldnt get a cake.cos she cant take eggs!so we decided to get her mooncakes!!lolx.so nonsense right?so we celebrated her b'day with mooncakes!!lolx.headed over to her place.saw laikuan*xiao xuan*their classmates there.sang a b'day song for her.alone.cos bunk*mich backed out.so ya.she ate her strawberry mooncake.den bunk*me played with candles!!lolx.dirtied xuezhen's table.heex.i was like peeling e colouring of e candle.n bunk was just trying to get herself burnt.lolx.hmm.gossiped for a lil while.told her wat happened.den we headed home le.took e last feeder bus out.had to rush.cos we didnt wana walk.was too darn creepy!eeks!e bus driver was creepy enough.disturbed bunk on e ride.*winks.

but sigh.have no one to share all this with.so i'm turning to you.my bloggie~

*muacks!

`nights

[ * ` m y i d e a l p a r t n e r ` * ]

Your ideal partner. Please provide your most
truthful answers.

[1] How well must he/she know u?
hmm.alright ba.at least know me well enough to predict my moods ba.

[2] Does looks count?
no.but if he's cute.its a plus.*winks.

[3] Must he/she have an X-Factor
nah.

[4] Drive a car/bike?
hmm.dun mind either.

[5] Go clubbing often?
sigh.

[6] Feel secure with him/her?
er.ya.

[7] Good at cracking jokes?
=).

[8] Should he/she be always spending all
his/her time with u?
hmm.mayb not all.since he has a life of his own.

[9] Conservative towards you?
meaning?

[10] A quick thinker?
dun wan.like tt i'll keep getting bullied.

[11] Should he/she have a good sense of
dressing?
hmm.should have la.

[12] Preferbably what kind of hairstyle?
Including colour
short.spiky.hmm.as for colour.not too beng lorx.

[13] Should he/she be the one making
decisions
all the time?
heex.i cant decide most of e time.so it would be better wouldnt it?

[14] Romantic?
hopefully.

[15] Shy?
lolx.sometimes when guys are shy.they can be really cute!*smiles.

[16] Hot-Tempered?
hmm.preferably not.cos he's gotta tolerate mine.

[17] Loud or Quiet?
depends on e situation/occasion.

[18] Generous or Stingy?
depends on his finacial situation.

[19] Kind or Heartless?
kind lorx.

[20] Cute or Sweet?
can i have e best of 2 worlds??

[21] Vain or Casual?
lolx.vainity could be a gd thing at times.but not always la.

[22] Punk or Hipster?
definately not punk!

[23] Smart or Stupid?
hmm.average ba.

[24] *For guys* Should she wear heavy make
up most of the time?
- nil -.

[25] *For girls* Must he dress up all the time?
nah.

[26] Should he/she pamper u?
but of cos.girls are borned to be pampered.heex.

[27] Should he/she be open minded when
speaking to u?
hmm.mayb ba.

[28] Should he/she be well-educated?
dun really need to be.just as long he's able to carry himself well its alright.=)

[29] Good Looking+Dumb OR Ugly+Intelligent
huh?weird combi?gd looking n dumb = himbo. ugly n intelligent = nerd.

[30] Possessive+faithful OR
Freedom+unfaithful
hmm.possessive n faithful.

[31] Childish+Caring OR Mature+Ignorant
hmm.cant decide.

[32] Should you be able to see a future ahead
for u 2?
this is a secret.

[33] Do u think this kind of girl/guy exists?
hmm.mayb.*smiles.

[34] If yes, have u met him/her?
hopefully he is.

[35] If no, do u think u will be able to meet
him/her?
...