Friday, April 23, 2004

ahhh!doin opening tmr.n i'm still here.ahhh!sigh.guess i'll have to slp less tonight le.blueh=p.will rest tmr during my split.yup.

sigh.was looking thru my stuff.n i found some certain things.things tt made my tear.sigh.

foundcomfortinhercushion

Thursday, April 22, 2004

1. First Name? Patsy
2. Were you named after anyone? erm.myself?
3. Do you wish on stars? sometimes
4. Which finger is your favourite? huh?
5. When did you last cry? cant rem.
6. Do you like your handwriting? but of cos!
7. What is your favorite meat? doesnt it all taste e same?
8. Any bad habits? slping late.
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? i dun own any.but my sis does!
10. If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you? ya!definately.haha
11. Are you a daredevil? sometimes.
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? nah!
13. Does looks matter? abit.
14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? *thinks*
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? i hope there is.=))
16. Do fish have feelings? i guess so.
17. Are you trendy? er....
18. How do you release anger? i seldom show my temper.
19. Where are your second homes? sch?my grandma's place?n tt special little place..
21. What was your favourite toy as a child? play dough.
22. What class in school do you think is totally useless? .....
24. Have you ever been on radio or television? .....nt tt i know of.
25. Do u keep a journal? ya.
26. Do you use sarcasm a lot? tt depends.
27. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? no.i'm underage!
28. What do you look for in a guy/girl? its for me to know.n for u to find out.
29. What are your nicknames? make a guess.
30. Would you bungee? ......
31. Do you un-tie your shoes when you take them off? nope.too lazy to do so.
32. What are you worried about right now? nth.at all.
33. Do you ever wear overalls? when i was young.
35. What's your favourite ice cream flavor? cookies n cream!*yummy*.
37. What is your least fav. thing in the world? e colour green!
38. How many wisdom teeth do you have? i duno.
39. Are you in love with anyone? mayb.*giggles*.
40. How many people have a crush on you right now? er.*counts*.i duno.*shouts"eh who has a crush on me before?"*
41. Who/What do you miss most right now? tiff.sm.sy.xz.137.co.yeww.
watched ami yest.yup.e uncencored one.n omg.they had WILLIAM HUNG!he was singing!omg!n tt song is like stuck in my head once again.*she bangs.she bangs.oh baby.........*ahhhh!n they are goin to show his mtv next wed on channel 5!*cries*.wat has e world come to?

besides william hung.army girl was there too!i think she's cute!cool.she rawks!

ok.now calm down.there oso gd things abt ami.such as.john stevens.*melts*.he's voice is so.er.dreamy?sounds like micheal buble.sad to say tt i think he's in e wrong competition.hmm.still dun really like fantasia.although she can sing.but her attitude just sucks.yup.lets just hope anyone but her wins.mayb someone like jasmine.

hmm.sigh.its gona rain!n e worse thing is.i've gotta go to work later!argh!so it means i either have to walk in the rain.which i think is rather romantic if u're with the right person.or bring an umbrella out.i hate bringing umbrellas out!sigh.but it seems like i've got no choice.argh!hate it!

i've been in such lousy mood lately.but something really nice happened yest.tt actually made me smile uncontrollably!got this yellow cushion.its in a heart shape.really like it alot!*broad smile*.

patsyloveshercushion!

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

argh.in such a lousy mood now.cant slp!.sigh.

just saw this really cute guy on friendster.but too bad.he's gay.sigh.he n his partner are both really cute!sigh.tt goes to prove tt cute guys are either taken or gay.sigh.
finally had e chance to change my layout.yeah!although its imageless.but i like e colours!*smiles*.
yes.i'm online in the middle of the night.again.i'm like such a owl nowadays.sigh.tt isnt gd.my dark rings are getting worse.should start slping early le.

hmm.wat happened today.er.went to work.as usual.erm.oh!oh!saw this couple today.so sweet.awww!they were like hugging n stuff on their way to tr.den at e table they kissed n stuff.n angeline saw.cos was at her station.haha.e only thing is.they're a gg-couple.so angeline was kinda digusted.hahaha.eh.but man hao kan de leh.oops!shouldnt be saying this.mayb i'm used to looking out for ggr le.hahaha.guess tt was e only interesting thing tt happened today.yup.oh!n another thing.it was SUPER busy at tr today lorz!its a weeekday n we had a queue lor.tuesday lor!shouldnt be this packed.kinda blur today.sigh.

argh.i'm broke.again!haha.when am i rich?sigh.can't wait till e 28th!hehe.

`signing off.
ATTENTION


from tmr onwards i will be mobile-less le.so dun not call/msg me le.cos my mum's gona use my no.will inform u again.till then no one will be able to contact me.*evil laugh*.

Sunday, April 18, 2004

argh.in such a lousy mood now.i'm over-worked.tired.pissed-off.sigh.my life sucks!it does when i have such a mother.who just blames me for no reason.n just starts yelling at me without finding what's the problem.sigh.argh.should really stop blabbing abt her.its a waste of space.

yesterday
went to stc's sports day.was supposed to meet tiff at 8.30am at clementi.but she was late!as usual.saw jess at e mrt station.so ended up e 2 of us waited for sy*tiff.e 2 chi dao da wangs!hahaha!but tiff was later then sy.she arrived only at 8.50am like tt!so.we like missed alot of e runs!ahhh!went down e stadium together.met up with kyrie*kristy*peiqi at the stadium.as most of us weren't properly attired[we were wearing berms*slippers*sandles].madam leong didn't allow us to enter the stadium[looks ard for sm.hehe.].so we were like stuck at one corner.n we weren't able to see the runs!sigh.but.at break time.tiff*me went roaming abt.went to get drinks first.caught up with stc peeps.den went over to e other side of the field.where e stands were.sat there.hmm.kinda miss stc!sigh.wasnt really excited abt the runs.didnt really scream alot.hmm.mayb because its so way pass my time.sigh.used to be so enthu abt such events.oh!tiff n myself gossiped alot!haha.been such a long time since i've gossiped with her!haha.n she got really cold with sy.laughed alot.awww.miss them so much!when will we be meeting up again.hmm.mayb next sat.its time we shld meet up.n go to sentosa!mayb go for steam boat too.again!miss those times.awww.

{here's alittle something for all my frens!hey peeps!miss ya lots!esp sm!haven met u since tt day when we collected our results.hope u'll win ur competitions k!all e best for ur up coming runs on sat.n e one in thailand!*muacks!*i miss you!mayb we'll meet up when u get back.ok?do take great care of urselves!dun wana hear abt anyone falling sick or wat k!meet up soon k.*muackies*=)).love ya.}

today
ok.went to work today.did host again.with this new manager.what's his name.er....think is vincent.if i'm not wrong la.den ganes*angeline was in charge of station 1 + 2.lai kuan*wencen*crystal did station 3 + 4 + 9.golda*audrey*jerome didi station 5 + 6 + 7.jessamine did bar.wasnt very busy la.e queue only lasted till like 8plus 9 like tt.so it was ok la.was rather smooth.but we had quite a few long tables.yup.hmm.nth much happened at work today.normal day at work.sian ah!sigh.hmm.got scalded by some baked potato soup today.ahhh!.was holding a bowl of soup.den i turn ard.n banged into crystal.n e soup spilled out.sigh.ahhh.aiya.but.nvm ba.hmm.

i'm gona be broke again.

sigh.cant wait till pay day!

ok ba.gotta go off le.n i've got nth else to write le.nights!

`muackies!love ya.

Friday, April 16, 2004

hmm.i shld be aslp by now.i've gotta be up by 7.15am tmr!meeting tiff at clementi at 8.15am.den we'll be heading down to e stadium for stc's sports meet.yup.been some time since i've last seen tt twin of mine.n i haven been meeting up with delia they all too.tmr i'll get too see all of them at one shot!hehe.

worked today.started work at 6pm.i woke up only at 5pm!den i rushed my way down to tr.reached there on e dot.immediately started work.luckily i had some bread before i left the hse.did station 1 + 2 today with collin/callen(tt's his actual name.).yup.wasn't really busy la.when we started work at 6pm.only had one table!so most of us were just slacking ard.yup.my gd sista n crystal did station 3, 4 + 9. golda did station 5 + 6. jessamine was e host for e night.yup.

oh!i broke something at work today.yup.broke something at e bar.e tiger draft thingy.i accidentally used e jug to hit it.n it broke!oops!den i just kept laughing.n laughing.david went to fix it.he's goin to BAN me from entering e bar!hahahaha.n he's gona charge me for all e tiger tt flowed out.ahhhh!oh no!sigh.who ask me to be so violent?sigh.

got my tip today!yeah!got money le.hehe.*smiles*.at least i have some cash when i go out tmr.yup.hmmm.

{ok.you* wanted me to write something abt you* in here.so here it is!yup.hmm.ok ba.guess wont be meeting you* as often le.since you* gotta study n stuff le.sigh.nvm la.you* just take care k!gona miss you*.studay hard!jia you hor!}

ok la.gotta go le.nights!

`muackies!

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

ahhh!*runs ard screaming!*.powerweb music is not workable anymore!if i wana use tt.i'll have to upload my own songs!which means i'll have to d/l them first!........................

sigh.guess my blog wont be having any songs at e moment.unless i change.nvm ba.i'll just stick to a musicless blog ba.sigh.

Saturday, April 10, 2004

shag.i'm totally worn out!did opening with golda today.bought food down.sat there talked to daivd for quite some time.den started work.haha.was even done yet.n 3 U.S navy guys popped in!"are you all open?we just wana grab some beers.".i couldn't turn them away right?since they wanted to have a drink only.so i said sure ok.no problem.they sat down ordered 2budwisers n 1corona.den daivd went to talk to them.n they just kept drinking.n drinking.each had at least 6 bottles of beer!ya.but they are quite young.like 19 n 20 only.

oh!i just realised something.some of e U.S navy guys are very cute!saw a few yest.today oso got!but sad to say some of e today's grp are very rude.they are cute.but their character n attitude degraded them.sigh.they were like disturbing me,golda n audrey lorz.

why is it most of e U.S navy guys who come in will ask abt pubs n stuff.n when i tell them tt i'm only 17.they dun believe me?do i look tt old?sigh.they think tt i'm joking.i'm serious lorz!i am really only 17!.sigh.

was rather busy today.cos today public holiday plus U.S navy came ma.den got queue.but not for long la.was very lucky tt dehua helped me with my host stand!*smiles*.quite alot of pple worked today.think tml got more ah.worked for 9hrs today!n today got double pay!hahaha.=D.means extra cash le.*grins!*.at abt 9plus when there wasnt any queue le.i started to go into e kitchen to pick up food.den helped to wash e cups at e bar there.rolled abit of cutlery with anscy.sat there n talked.haha.after work adrian ordered food.ate abit.den i secretly tabao some back for my sis they all.haha.

sigh.think tml will be busy again.n i've got split tml again!argh!let's just hope they wont extend my hrs again.i'm really tired le!totally no energy le!drained out!.hmm.*prays*.

ok ba.gotta go le.nights!

*muacks!

`love ya.

yeww*.rawk.my.world!
saw this on frenster.had nth to do....so.

10 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR BackPack/SCHOOL
BAG/purse/bag:
1.my wallet.
2.phone.
3.keys.
4.my yellow pouch of stuff.
5.ear piece.
6.card holder.
7.jacket.
8.pad.
9.pens.
10.some funny trash i left inside.

9 THINGS THAT U REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW:
1.cash!
2.v200!
3.more time with yeww*
4.more time for me to slack.
5.cyper shot p.
6.a new pair of slippers.
7.meet up my sec sch frens!
8.shop till i drop!
9.lap top.


8 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD:
1. tr's chez sticks!
2. mos's tsukuni burg.*not sure of e spelling though*
3. tr's skillet cookie sundae!
4. mac's nuggets plus fries.
5. long john's fries.
6. mos's teriyaki burg n fries n milk tea.
7. grandma's cooking.
8. titbits.

7 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS:
1. siaomei.
2. tiff.*elevensrawk!*
3. siaoying
4. 137.co.
5. delia.
6. xuezhen.
7. 4b'03*werawk!!!!*

6 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES:
1. a walk to rememeber
2. love actually
3. harry potter.
4. find nemo!!
5. how to lose a guy in ten days.
6. my girl!

5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. comp
2. bed.
3. my sister?
4. big pile of mess!
5. another pile of mess.

4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRINK TODAY
1. ice lemon tea.
2. chrispy chix tenderloins
3. potato skins
4. mozeralla chez sticks!

3 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1. family
2. frens
3. money.

2 THINGS YOU USUALLY READ
1. story bks
2. msges

1 PERSON YOU CAN'T FORGET
1. one isnt enough!
The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
& sooo hard to please!!!!!

adapted from angeline`tr blog.

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

yeah.itsmyoffday.

its so rare to see me staying at home on my off day.normally i'll be out.mayb at town or wat.but i decided to stay home n fill up all my enrollment forms.almost done with them.left with e finacial ones.which i duno wat e hell its saying.erm.n those tt needs to be signed by my parents.yup.wat a great sense of achievement!hahaha.

oh!btw.sp is like offering foreign lag courses.i might be taking up jap!yeah!hey tiff!when i take up e jap course.den mayb we'll b able to communicate in jap!hahaha.sounds so fun huh?

off for now.

*muackies!

yeww.rawk.my.world!
hey!i'm online late at night.again.yup.worked today.till like abt 11.did station 5,6 n 7 alone.act was station 5 + tables 62 n 63 only.cos private room wasnt open.ya.was rather busy today.people started pouring into e restaurant at ard 730pm.n e queue was getting longer.ya.heng i wasnt doing host today.

hmm.something happened at work today.tt made me feel uneasy.i like forgot to key in a order.n by the time i realised it.it was too late!ahh!n e 2 guys spoke to david.yup.they wanted another round of drinks.but it would be on e house!ya.den david went into e kitchen to ask roy abt e order.n i was there.n i admitted tt it was my fault.ya.luckily roy had another order which was abt e same as e order i forgot.so he gave me tt plate first.i was so relieved.but it oso made me feel bad.because of me.another table's order was delayed!ya.really should thank roy!!!!n david!!=))).now i like have to get breakfast for david on fri or else i'll feel bad.yup.now tt means i'll have to get up extra early to get e breakfast.

ok.enough abt tt le.ok.back to main topic.worked till 11 today.but i didnt do closing.cos there were so many of us working till 11.golda closed e side station n salad bar.jessamine closed e bar.jerome was doing e caddies.so i'm left with standby.hate doing standby.but i wasnt doing alone.laikuan oso doing standby.so all i did was sit there n roll e cutlery.yup.so slack huh?cos only like got 2-3 tables left.so left it to lk.blueh=p.

was kinda bored at work today.cos my gd sister ganes never work.he's off today.yup.n i'll be off tmr.yeah!finally!but i'll staying at home tmr.cos.i've gotta do my poly entrance stuff.n i really dun feel like leaving e house.

had baked potato soup today.love tt soup!hehe.think i'll definately gain weight if i continue to consume all those delicious food!ahhh!gotta exercise le.go for jogs n stuff le.hmm.exercise!exercise!exercise!

i might dye or highlight my hair.depends.any gd suggestions?hmm.

ok la.gotta go le.nights k!

*muackies!

`love ya.

Monday, March 29, 2004

ok.

only now do i realise tt YOU've been backstabbing me all this while.

some cousin YOU are.

please lor.

cant YOU see tt i'm oso busy with my host stand?

so STOP being such a bastard!

oh sorry.

YOU're not even fit to be one.

wana noe why?

YOU're not even a guy.

YOU DUN fit to be a guy!

YOU're a big time sissy!

by now YOU should noe tt when its busy at tr is like tt one.

n I cant help YOU take tt freaking order bcos i have other tables to send lor!

so please STOP thinking abt YOURSELF only!

if YOU're not happy abt anything.

YOU can always come and confront me.

YOU dun have to go n complain to everyone at work lor!

please lor.

do YOU know how many pple at tr dun like YOU?

no right?

i can tell YOU now tt YOU're not well-liked lorz!

n i duno what she sees in YOU?

i may act cute or whatever YOU said lorz.

but its ME!

i'm such a person.

so if YOU're not happy jusy say it!

dun go ard telling other pple!

n ya.

i agree i'm a slacker.

so what?

YOU're equally lazy!

YOU dun pick up food!

dun clear/clean tables tt are not in YOUR station.

so does tt make YOU a slacker too?

humph..............

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

ya.

haven been bloggin much.

ya.

been too busy.

working.

cos got alot of pple quit le ma.

den part-timers left with me n jerome.

n audrey n wencen.

hmm.

ya.

n now we're workin like 6 days per week.

yup.

did opening today.

with ganes.

haha.

so funny.

he's so nonsense lorz.

den he teach me bar opening.

ya.

den got new trainee come today.

david train him.

ya.

he left at abt 12 like tt.

me n ganes bought curry puff to eat for lunch.

ya.

cos e food was SUCKY!!!

den ganes made tea for me!

hehe.

so nice.

hmm.

after tt we both split at 2.

den went clinc.

ganes sick ma.

got flu.....

duno wat else la.

ya.

he took his height at weight.

hahaha.

went back eat HOSPO!

hahaha.

we ordered.

erm.

app sampler n half slab of blue ridge smokies.

*yummy*.

den so so full....

helped ganes applied his medication.

some eye drop thingy.

he couldnt do it himself.

den when i helped him.

he kept struggling!

humph.

want me to help still struggle n struggle.

went to slp after tt..

feel like such a pig now!

think i gained weight le.

how?

slept for like half an hr.

cos i had diffculty falling aslp in e private room.

was woken up by e stupid lights n ganes's voice!

ya.

had baked potato soup.

uncle jun take for me one.

cos i was feeling SUPER cold.

den he helped me take.

yup.

love e baked potato soup!!!

*yummy*.

hmm.

started work at 6pm.

not busy la today.

so was kinda sian.

went crazy today.

haha.

was drawing on e waiting list paper.

haha.

den they keep sayin tt i'm crazy le.

was laughing n laughing e whole day.

tt's a gd sign.

isnt it?

hmm.

didnt do much today.

took a few orders.

cos today do host ma.

den washed cups.

clear plus clean tables.

sent a few main courses.

tt's all.

ya.

pretty slack huh?

i'm a slacker!.

haha.

hmm.

ok la.

kinda nth to write le.

nights!

*muackies.

Saturday, March 20, 2004

ahh!

i got into interior design at sp!

wth!

couldnt get into any of e biomed n biotech courses!

ahh!

wth!

sigh.

guess there's alot of competition for those courses.

even tiff couldnt get in.

sigh.

do u think i should go appeal?

hmm.

appeal into np biomed.

which was like my first choice.

sigh.

see how la.

or shld i go over to tp for tt law n management course?

see how la.

tp is too far le.

hmm.

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

saw this on friendster.

Message: do u prefer...

vanilla coke or coke: neither

coke or pepsi: erm.coke

7-up or sprite: sprite

chocolate milk or plain milk: plain milk

pizza hut or domino's: pizza hut..

chocolate or ice-cream: ice-cream!


waffer or muffin: muffin.*yummy*

cellphone or computer: cell phone!but of cos.

read or write: read

mini-tees or large-tees: erm.

magazines or textbooks: magazines

blue or pink: PINK!

pink or red: STILL PINK!!

heart or stars: stars!

flowers or candy: flowers..

fair or tanned: tanned

CDs or mp3s: cds.

comedy or drama: comedy

punk or pop: pop

comedy or romance: romance

horror or suspense: horror

country or oldies: neither..

r&b or hip-hop: neither.

gold or silver: silver

dog or cat: doggies.

frog or toads: neither.

sunny or cloudy: sunny!!

spring or fall: spring.

rain or snow: snow!!

beauty n the beast or cinderella: beauty n e beast.

wool or cotton: wool.

party or hangout: hangout

blossom, bubbles or buttercup: BUTTERCUP!!

converse or adidas: adidas.

age 16 or 18: 16

long-term relationships or ONS: long term

unicorns or fairies: fairies

kiss or peck: *muackies!

do...
u wish u could live somewhere else: yup.

u believe in online dating: erm.no.

u want more piercing: maybe.

u want tattoos: was thinking abt it.

u drink: NO.

u do drugs: nope!

u smoke: nope.

u like cleaning: haha.ya.

u like roller coasters: yeppie!

u like soap opera: *yawns*.

u give hugs: yup

u give back rubs: no bah.

u take walks in the rain: ya.so romantic!

u like running: ok la.

u like reading: sometimes

u daydream: ya.everytime

u get along well with ur parents: ok bah.

u like thunderstorms: dun think so.


what song...
makes u happy: sunshine.

makes u wanna cry: faith hill-there you'll be.

makes u feel dreamy: thank god i found you.

makes u sleepy: erm........

makes u want to dance: ......

makes u want to close your ears: some songs with vulgarities as lyrics.

makes u think of tat special someone: thank god i found you

makes u relaxed: through the rain.

makes u feel inspired: ......

makes u want to sing along: every song i hear.

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

sian ah.

here i am online again in e middle of the night.

worked today.

was supposed to work from 1-9pm.

but asked david if i could change it to split.

n he said ok.

so i split at 4pm.

cos had to wait for LK to come.

yup.

den went eat.

den started work at 6pm again.

ya.

sian ah.

wokring tml again.

hmm.

had so much to eat today.

.............

erm.

i'm like tt everyday.

hahahahaha.

*oinks*.

piggy.

hmm.

signing off le....

*muackies*.

yourawkmyworld.
someone said that she's ugly.

haha.

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

today's my off day.

cos jerome changed his schedule with me.

so.

ya.

i'm off today.

n he's off tml.

yup.

my bill came in today!

its $62++!!

i'm like omg!

so.

now i have to pay a total of $141!!!!!

wth!

sigh.

guess there goes most of my pay...

*money flies......*

hmm.

ok la.

went out today.

*smiles*.

kinda happy.

cos did manage to spend time with.....

*dreams*.

wont b goin shoppin this week le.

supposed to go tml.

but.

guess cant le.

ya.

will b workin tml..

sian ah!

very tired!

haven been gettin enough slp these few days!

so now i look like a panda.

n got pple starting to call me panda peh le!

hahaha.

hmm.

yup.

received a letter from quen today.

ya.

thanks k!

noe u're concerned n everything.

but.

i've already decided on my courses le.

i've placed biomedical science at ngee ann poly as my first choice le.

not doin my law and management course le.

cos my sis says it has no future.

n allyou ever do is help e lawyers pour h2o!

argh!

i so dun wana do tt lorz!

sound like a water lady!

*yucks!*

gross.

later i get those cheeky old man lawyer!

.............

eeeee!

hahahahaha.

erm.

my sis's bf asked me go take e nursing course.

why?

cos can help e old men bathe!

den i was whatever lorz!

*pengs!*

derrick oso ask me go take e nursing course.

why?

cos can help him wash body!

i was like............

no.

big way no!

hahahahahahahaha.

nonsense pple!

anyway.

quen.

thanks k!

for e letter n e flower.

yup.

really appreciate it!

=).

ok la.

gotta go le.

bye~

*muackies.

Monday, March 01, 2004

my bro is such a pig!

haha.

Thursday, February 26, 2004

hmm.

haven been bloggin much.

mayb cos i'm too caught up with my work.

ya.

olevel results will b out this friday.

had to change my schedule.

cos i was to work from 10-2 den 6-10.

but canot ma.

so david changed it to 6-10 only.

sigh.

yup.

nvm.

guess its ok la.

after collecting e results i hope we'll b in e mood for town.

haven been goin out with sm,sy,tiff,kyrie,jess....... for such a long time.

miss them so much!

den think friday will definately b my last time wearing e sch uniform!

oh!

so gona miss it!

hmm.

ok la.

gotta make a move first.

gotta help joanne burn e cd.

or else.............

yup.

panda peh signing off.....

*muacks!*

Sunday, February 22, 2004

love this part of e book.

*muackies*

so sweet!

=).

if only........

but nvm la.

this means a new part of life has begun.

i'll have to move on.

i still have so many things awaiting for me to do.'

yup.

n anyway.

i'm happy with my life now.

yup.

i've got my family.

frens.

juniors.

co-workers.

all e people who still care for me.

yup.

=).

i bit jeff's hand today.not once.not twice.but thrice!.omg!feeling so damn guilty now.cos.e bite mark is still there.n it bled!ya!so.so.so guilty lorz!
Dear Jules,

I know that if you're reading this letter, i've already passed away. I don't know how long I've been gone, but I hope you've been able to begin healing. I know that if I were in your position, it would be hard for me, but you know I've always believed you were the stronger of the two of us.

I bought you a dog, as you can see. Harold Kuphaldt was a friend of my father's, and he's been raising Great Danes since i was a kid. I always wanted one when I was little, but since the house was so small, Mum always said no. They are big dogs, granted, but according to Harold, they're also jsut about the sweetest dogs in the world. I hope you enjog him ( or her ).

I guess I always knew in the back of my head that I wasn't going to make it. I didn't want to think about it, though, because I knew that you didn't have anyone to help you get through something like this. Family, I mean. It broke my heart to think that you would be all alone. Not knowing what else to do, I made arrangements to get you this dog.

If you don't like it, you don't have to keep it, of course. Harold said he'd take it back, no problem. ( His number should be included.)

I hope you're doing alright. Since I got sick, I've worried non-stop about that. I love you, Jules, I really do. I was the luckiest guy in the world when you came into my life. It would break my heart if I thought you'd never be happy again. So please do that for me. Be happy again. Find someone who makes you happy. It might be hard, you might not think it's possible, but I'd like you to try. The world is a better place when you smile.

And don't worry. From wherever I am, I'll watch out for you. I'll be you guardian angel, sweetheart. You can count on me to keep you safe.

I love you,
Jim

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

sigh.

e song so describes my feelings now..

sigh.

shouldnt have done tt at all.....

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

whee!

added something new to my bloggie!

hehe!

pretty in pink!

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

oh.

i saw rachel tong today!

n guess wat!

michelle is rachel tong's cousin!!!!!
whee!had so much today!

went out today!

hehe.

met xuezhen at 11 at ps.

wanted to watch movie.

but dun have anything tt we wanted to watch.

yup.

so we went roaming ard orchard at 11am!!!!

haha.

went taka first.

go her work place there.

yup.

den she brought me go see this guy tt she thinks is cute!

haha.

den we kept walking ard there.

n e people working there must have thought we're crazy or wat lorz.

they were like staring at us.

haha.

mayb because i was laughing too loudly!

*blueh*.

i wanted to go up n ask his name n name for xuezhen.

but....

she didnt allow me to.

ya.

so didnt get it in e end.

hmm.

ya.

btw xuezhen bought a very nice heart shaped chocolate for me!

hehe.

n its quite expensive oso!

hmm.

den we went heeren.

went to get neo's present!

*yeah*

got it liaoz.

but can only collect it tml.

so i think xuezhen will collect it for me!

after tt we went to take neoprints!

haven been taking neoprints for quite some time le!

had so much fun.

but e machine like super lousy one lorz.

canot print e stupid thing out.

den we had to call e shop girl.

sigh.

den twice oso canot.

got one line in between.

e girl was like not happy lor.

den when we said it was ok.

just give us e spoiled ones.

she said canot!

one piece is $8.

so if want both must pay $16!

den i was like wth!

both is spoil one lorz.

oso dun wana give us!

sigh.

but nvm la.

e last piece she gave was ok.

den we proceed to take e card one!

*whee!*

hmm.

after tt we went back to taka.

was meeting jo*delia*michelle*bunk*clarissa.

went buy their v.day present first.

den went yoshi sit for awhile.

but i didnt wana have yoshi.

so we went to mos burger.

yup.

had milk tea!

my fav!

xuezhen had some coffee shake ah.

duno wat is tt la.

hmm.

den bunk msged me say tt we meet them at kfc.

cos they wana have kfc for lunch.

so we went up to kfc to meet them lorz.

ya.

sat there n helped delia*jo with their work.

bio n maths.

haha.

been such a long time since i last did some thinking!

*brains are rusty liao!*

me*xuezhen*bunk shared a table.

jo*delia*michelle*clar shared another table.

yup.

so weird lorz.

haven been out with them for such a long time le.

feels a little weird!

hmm.

oh ya!

bunk got me a winnie e pooh chocolate thingy!

its so cute lorz!

its wrapped with winnie e pooh paper n tied with winnie e pooh ribbon!!!

*ahh!*

so ke ai lorz!

i helped them carry their big paper bag.

n stupid bunk called me obasan!!!!!!

ahh!

we went cold storage.

cos delia*michelle needed to get lollipops!

den me*xuezhen went to see her cute guy again.

haha.

his frens kept staring lorz.

haha.

guess they knew something is wrong le.

after tt i brought jo*delia*michelle*bunk*clarissa go see e guy.

haha.

den we all just stand there n look at e guy.

haha.

later e guy think is i like him ah!!!

*oh no!*

hmm.

went hmv.

while walking there i point at a poster den i said tt e guy very shuai!

den there was this guy standing in front of e poster.

n he heard wat i said.

haha.

n xuezhen said tt e guy thought i was saying him!

oh no!

*malu!!!*

so not lorz!

haha.

after hmv den i came home le.

yup.

see i so guai!

hehe=p.

*self praise is no praise.*

hmm.

there's american idol tonight!

*yeah*

haven been watching it for a long time le.

william huang!

*she bangs.she bangs........*

lolz..

ok la.

signing off le.

yup.

hey xuezhen thanks for e chocolate k!its very nice!sweet too!*smiles*.hope u like e gingerbread man too k!*huggies*.see if can meet up next week nots k!do take care k!anything i'm just 8-digits away!

bunkie.thanks for e winnie e pooh thingy.but.its too cute.i woudnt bear to eat it!see la.its all ur fault!sigh.anyway.thanks k!take care in sch hor.dun think so much k!study hard.miss me ya?*giggles*.ok la.i'm not sure whether can meet u all to celebrate delia's birthday nots.but.i'll try to k!yupz!*huggies*.thanks again k.

love u all lots!


Tuesday, February 10, 2004

die!think i'm sick liaoz!*sneeze*

worked today.

again.

it seems like my life is just only work work work n no play!

sigh.

this is sad!

=(.

hmm.

ok la.

enough of my self-pity.

back to main topic.

yup.

worked today at 0630pm till like abt 1040pm.

cos i had to clean e stupid caddies!

sigh.

didnt had dinner.

cos.

i didnt have enough time to do so.

ya.

so naturally i got hungry while working.

yup.

n i kept sneezing non-stop e whole time i was working!

*oh no!*

i just couldn't stop.

n i got super cold while cleaning e caddies in e private room.

my nose feels like a tap!

its leaking non-stop!

*eee!damn gross sia!*

jocelyn worked like from 12-6pm den she started work again at 7pm!

so tt means she worked a total of 9 tiring hrs!!

n this is all because of *ahem*

make a guess who it is....

yup.

i had so much to eat after work lorz!

i had like one n a half bowl of baked potato soup.

*i never seem to able to stop myself from drinking tt soup*

half a corn.

*e other half went to jocelyn*

half a loaf of bread.

*e other half went missing...*

oh god!

ate so much!

*n its so fattening!!!!!*

but i just cant stop eating!

*shivers*

so cold now.

*sneeze*

die.

i think i'm goin work-crazy!

i'm like adding sound effects to my entry!

*shakes head*

havin a terrible heading now.

signing off.....

*muackies

Monday, February 09, 2004

i'm so tired!!*faints*

worked today.

from 6pm-10pm.

although its only 4 hrs.

but it feels as though i had worked e whole damn day!

ya.

did host today.

e people who came today were so.

erm.

troublesome!

e very first grp pf people who irritated me was e 'party' grp.

"hi good evening.table for?

(turns ard n count e no of heads)ok.erm.table for 10.

ok.have a seat first.


den ok.

i went to arrange a table for 10 for them at table 23.

n guess wat.

they realised tt there were more than 10.

ok fine.

i asked them in a very nice tone.

whether they were here for e party.

nobody bothered abt me.

ok.

no prob.

den they said they had 14 people.

we arrange for them.

den they come n tell me tt they were here for e birthday party!

*screams!*

made me run here n there for nothing!.

totally spoiled my mood.

e next one was this family of 3.

e father n mother came in first.

ok.

i brought them to table 24.

which was a booth seat.

e father said it was too dark!

ok.

so i brought them to table 33.

the mother sat down.

n when i was abt to lay e menu down.

she said it was too low!

so i transferred them to 32.

e father then said it was too small!

they moved themselves to table 92!

which was a big round table for 6!!!

i was like wth!

ok.

next.

this table for 4 plus 1.

e wanted a booth seat.

so we gave them a booth seat.

they wanted something else.

they wanted a bigger, longer table!

something like table 23!

tt was a table for 8!!

we had no choice but to join table 11 n 12 n gave it to them.

ya.

after awhile i began walkin ard.

den table 11 called me.

they said they were ready to order.

ok.

so i went.

i stood there for a quite some time before they could decide wat main course they wanted!

wth!

jocelyn could tell tt i was not happy liao.

so she took over.

haha.

n in e end she stood there for quite some time n they ordered one starter n two main course.

*pengz!*

sigh.

den i totally didnt have e mood to work liao.

sigh.

ok la.

enough of sad+frustrating stuff!

got my next week schedule liaoz!!!!

yeah!

not working on wed!

david act gave me a day-off on tt day.

hehe.

tt means i can go out with xuezhen n jo they all without any worries liao!.

hehe.

*jumps ard*

whee!

been such a long time since i went out with them liao.

ok.

meeting them=giving them v.day gifts=spending money

*$$ flies off....*

but its ok la.

i dun always get to see them ma.

yup!.

excited can see them.

hehe.

ok la.

its like 2am liao lor.

i gotta go do something else besides blogging liao.

hehe.

=p.

nights bloggie~

*muackies

ilu.

[how i wish u were with me today.at least i wouldnt b tt frustrated+sad.n u would like try to make me happy or wat.yup.anyway hope u're fine k.*huggies*.]

Thursday, February 05, 2004

Before I Fall In Love-CoCo Lee
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

(chorus)
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, you're the one
That you'll always be

(repeat chorus)

It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say

(repeat chorus)
i hate this feeling!

argh!

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Fighter-Christina Aguilera
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter


Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
gona work later.

sigh.

some off day.

huh?!

sigh.
today's my off day!

yeah!

n i'm gona spend it at home.

resting!

so tried lorz!

cos e U.S navy came.

so T.R was rather crowded!

yup.

den on mon adrian ordered food for us.

die ah!

if i continue eating.

i'll definately gain wieght lorz!

*shakes head*

sigh.

how ah?

been eating too much lately.

hmm.

think next wed goin out xuezhen!

yeah!

if she can make it la.

so gotta go shop liao.

but her v.day present.

duno whether meeting jo they all nots.

if meeting den gotta get for them too!

ok la.

got nothing much to write.

will stop here.

gui ji-jay chou
zen me yin cang
wo de bei shang
shi qu ni de di fang
ni de fa xiang
san de cong mang
wo yi jing gen bu shang

bi shang yan jing
hai neng kan jian
ni li qu de hen ji
zai yue guang xia
yi zhi zhao xun
na xiang nian de shen ying

ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
na zai zhong dian zhi qian
wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
xiang yao dui ni shuo de bu gan shuo de ai
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai

wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wang ji ni
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
xiang zhe na yi tian
hui you ren dai ti
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
you xiang le yi bian
ni wen rou de lian
zai wo wang ji zhi qian

xin li de yan lei mo hu le shi xian
ni yi kuai kan bu jian

i'm recently stuck on this song.yup.learning it!hehe!

Monday, February 02, 2004

hmm.

been working e whole week.

so damn tired now.

sigh!

worked today!

so busy lorz!

den in e private room got b'day party!

den got alot of kids running abt lorz.

make e whole place so noisy.

hmm.

den think got US navy oso.

so.

e waiting list is super long!

n so smart.

gimme do host again.

make me so blur!

but nvm.

adrian helped.

in e end he's e one doin.

haha.

i kept running abt to look for available seats.

so ma fan.

n so tired!!!

AHHH!!

hmm.

mayb will be meeting xuezhen one of these days to go out!

hmm.

yeah!

*smiles*

been such a long time since i've met her let alone go out with her.

yeah!

so think gotta go shopping liao.

buy v.day pressies!

hmm.

will be working tml.

takin over wai�'s shift.

yup.

working 6-10pm.

yup.

but think will be goin down earlier.

go pei e uncle jun.

haha.

so nonsense hor.

see how la.

hmm.

duno whether can meet *you* tml nots.

sigh.

most prob canot lorz.

-sad face-.

but this is not within our control.

so.

i'll just have to accept it lorz.

yup.

ok la.

gotta go liao.

nites bloggie~

*muackies

[oh ya.today's jerome's b'day!so.happy 18th birthday k!*smiles*.hope u'll get wat u wish k!]

Thursday, January 29, 2004

she's so hen lorz.

she's returned me everything.

sigh.

think i'm just gona throw all of them away.

n all e letters she's given me.

e diaries.

e boxes i've kept.

e neoprints we took.

e movie studs.

everything.

ok mayb not e neoprints.

guess tt's how break-ups are.

sigh.

*lost*

gotta get ready to go out liao.

cya bloggie~

*muackies
Reflection-Christina Aguilera

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

Monday, January 26, 2004

i should have just kept quiet.

sigh.

Friday, January 23, 2004

She's Out Of My Life-Michael Jackson

[1st Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life

[2nd Verse]
It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands

[Bridge]
So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late

[3rd Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life
yup.

its cny.

n its super boring!

sigh.

it just so happen tt cny falls on e same day as her b'day.

yup.

sigh.

so qiao.

but.

this yr is diff.

we wont be spending it together.

yup.

sigh.

think i'll just stop here.

kinda brings back memories.

sigh..

Monday, January 12, 2004

changed my backgrd music.

yup.

cos.

someone like e song ma.

so decided to change it to this song.

yeah!

got e 'love actaully' soundtrack n e eason's cd liao!

happy!

happy!

listening to e eason one now.

cos just now listened to e 'love actually' one liaoz.

hmm.

so sian!

today never go work.

tml den working.

sian ah.

den its spilt shift some more.

n goin there alone.

jocelyn is off tml.

sigh.

SUPER BIG SIGH!

hate goin places alone.

so lonely!

*hint*

haha.

but.

guess i'll just have to go there alone.

btw.

yest tony roma's BIG BIG boss came.

she had some function.

n there were so many pple lorz!

saw devina there.

guess she's one of e relatives.

n moments before i was just saying tt mayb she's our BIG BIG boss e relative.

n den she pop into e place!

haha.

so qiao!

den eugene they all were saying she's very pretty.

n i was like.

she's my classmate lorz.

n like no one believe me.

haha.

they say she look so much older than me.

haha.

n there was this little kid.

so cute lorz!

*kawaii-nei~*

not sure whether is a boy or girl.

haha.

but so cute!

he/she kept crawling ard e place.

den gave he/she a sweet.

but he/she kept throwing it onto e floor.

so ke ai lorz!

hmm.

den e baby walk as if he/she's drunk like tt!

so ke ai!

ok.

i gotta stop stressing tt e baby is cute.

haha.

yup.

ok la.

gottta go liaoz!

bye bloggie~

-muackies-*ilu

here's a little msg for e person who got e cds for me!

hey!thanks for e cd k!really appreciate it!love e cds lots!know u had a hard time lookin for e songs n stuff k!love ya lots!*huggies*

Thursday, January 08, 2004

my!

haven been updating for ages!

hmm.

mayb b'cos i've been too busy with work lately.

so busy tt i dun have time for quen.

sigh.

our time always clash la.

sigh.

worked for 8 n a half hrs today!

e restaurant was so busy!

did station 1 alone today.

n got some one said my service is great.

n wanted to gimme a $10 tip.

but i rejected it.

cos.

part-timers canot take tips.

tips goes to e tips box.

only full-timers n those part-timers who have worked 120hrs den can take.

so.

i told him to tell my manager tt my service is good.

n he act did!

haha!

n adrian gave me $30 worth of HOSPO!

yeah!

HOSPO means i can buy anything for e menu for tt amt!

hmm.

den got this table.

i tried to sell e drinks.

n the ladies said wait awhile.

so i left them.

den when they wanted to order.

they began looking for me.

but they couldn't find me.

so.

jocelyn took their order.

sigh.

nvm.

when i sent e bill to them tt time.

they asked me where i was.

n they said they were lookin for me n stuff la.

haha.

so nonsense!

today i sent wrong order!

so malu!

e order was for 34 but i sent it to another table.

which was 24!

den i went to e kitchen to check.

kana by roy.

den i sent it out.

n i sent to wrong table again.

this time to table 33.

omg!

so malu-ated!

ahhhhh!

but.

was quite fun la today.

haha.

erm.

who worked today ah.

me, jocelyn, amanda, jeff, mr wee, david, golda n lai kwan--morning/afternoon shift.

me, jocelyn, golda, eugene, crystal, elis, adrian, jeff, roy, jason n lai kwan--night shift.

went watch ju-on today.

watched with eugene.

haha.

den he bluff all his frens.

so nonsense right?

hmm.

saw claudine chua at lido there.

so qiao.

hmm.

ju-on was ok la.

but eugene kept complaining all e way.

ya.

den went back to work.

tml working oso.

sigh ah.

so tired liao.

been workin for e past 2 days.

n morning+night shift some more!

sian ah!

tml working 1pm-4pm den 6pm-11pm!

alone some more.

jocelyn nt working.

sigh.

nvm.

still got my 'dear'.

haha.

dun tell u all who.

ok la.

its getting late.

gotta go rest liaoz!

nites bloggie~

*muackies

+ilu+

hey tiff!miss ya lots!do hurry back k!den we can gossip!

Monday, January 05, 2004

hmm.

i cant seem to be able to get to anyone's blog?

why is tt possible?

Thursday, January 01, 2004

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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

start working liao.

as in seriously working.

clearing plates/serving food/bringing e pple to their seats.

done everything liaoz.

hmm.

met new pple.

linda,gilbert,eugene,audrey,jeff,de hua,jessamine,golda..............

all SUPER fun pple!

hmm.

but so sad.

linda n gilbert leaving liaoz.

linda goin australia to study.

den gilbert gotta go sch.

gona miss them although i've only known them for abt 3weeks.

had a bbq on mon.

it was kind of a bbq+chalet thingy.

worked e night shift tt day.

worked until 9.30pm.

den went down to e chalet with linda,eugene,adrian n sheena.

reach there liao.

adrian started e fire.

linda tried to cook some funnie thing.

sheena went to look for her fren.

eugene had to blade to 7-11 to buy some stuff.

so i was alone in e room doin nothing!

haha.

den yue fei came.

e rest arrived at e place only at ard 12plus.

so we only started to bbq at 12!

haha.

so.

its sort of a midnight bbq!

it was really fun!

took pics.

got fed by pple.

got carried by pple.

played cards with david,adrian,linda,jessie,jocelyn,gilbert.

played heart attack n another game.

e loser had to drink half a bowl of coke!

n jessie kept losing.

haha!

e rest of us kept laughing non-stop.

i drank only 3 mouthfuls of e coke.

heng ah!

we were not allowed to go to e toilet during e game.

so kuku lorz.

hmm.

after tt jocelyn,jessie,gilbert,audrey,eugene,david n myself went outside of e room to talk.

e rest went to slp.

hmm.

daivd left at ard 6.

den jocelyn,jessie,yue fei,gilbert n myself went to e beach.

wanted to see sun rise.

nearly got dunked into e sea by gilbert.

but i kept screaming n kicking him.

so he put me down.

haha.

went back n started to talk with jocelyn,jessie,gilbert,audrey,eugene.

didnt slp at all.

went home at ard 9.

coz meeting quen at 10.30.

hmm.

n e best thing was i had to work on tues!

i was so tired tt i kept yawning during work.

haha.

btw.

i broke a side dish yest!

omg!

was so malu.

aiyo!

duno whether i shld go for e first 3months.

got posted to yjc?!

sucks man!

sigh.

dun feel like goin liao.

aiya.

its super e late liao.

gotta go liao.

nites bloggie~

*muackies

Sunday, December 21, 2003

sigh.

been sick for days.

but.

i did go out with tiff to watch her movie!

haha.

didnt noe why i went.

but.

i did.

since got nobody to pei her watch.

see.

i'm such a great pal.

haha.

think will be working tml.

ya.

tiff is off to hk liao!

msged me early in e morning just to say she's flying off liao.

gona miss her!

hmm.

hey tiff dun forget to get something back from hk for me k!all e cute slamdunk/rukawa stuffs.ok?dun forget hor!

Monday, December 15, 2003

first day of work

very tired now.

n i didnt do much.

just stand there n see how they do it.

tried holding three plates at a go.

heavy sia!

n they were empty plates!

imagine when there's food on it!

sigh.

went with jocelyn today.

hmm.

made a few salads!

was kinda fun actuallie.

know this girl.

erm.

what's her name?

oh.

linda.

think is like tt spell la.

she taught us how to make e salads.

e dressing n everything la.

hmm.

working tml oso.

working e night shift!

so exciting!

haha.

but lucky is with jocelyn.

den got someone pei me home!

hmm.

tml doing serving.

not gona touch any ordering as at.

think wed den start taking orders.

hmm.

wondering how i'm gona cope with 3 plates tml!

haha.

hope i wont break any plates/bowls/cups tml!

or else i'll be so malu-ated!

lets hope.

haha.

gona work e whole week.

hmm.

so gona die of tiredness!

is there such a thing?

ok la.

gotta stop crapping n go keep my clothes!

cya bloggie~

*muackies*

Thursday, December 11, 2003

i've got a job liao!

*yeah*

Sunday, December 07, 2003

i'm so tried!

sigh.

sick of stayin at home!

been hanging ard my place n holland v for too many days!

hmm.

sick of e places.

sigh.

but.

got no choice la.

went library yest.

didnt get any books.

hmm.

quen got alot of books!!

hmm.

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

i've uploaded e prom photos liaoz!

finally!

Monday, December 01, 2003

sigh.

cant go for e second chalet!

sigh.

coz.

my ma dun allow.

coz.

its straight after my class one.

sigh!

n i reallie wanted to go!sigh!
got back from e chalet with sm, sy, jess, kyrie, tiff, lp, van, jay, izzah, caroline n angela.

so tired!

lets see.

started out like this.

was supposed to meet sm, lp, van n angela at 2 at e chalet.

but.

heard tt tiff is goin too!

so.

decided to meet her n go together

coz.

e both of us duno how to go!

haha!

waited for her since 1 o'clock!

n she came only at 5!

argh!

went down to meet e rest.

e rest were making e food for e bbq.

after awhile of slacking.

sy, jess, kyrie arrived!

den e bbq place was so dark!

we had to use our phone lights to see wat we were doin!

haha.

we had food at ard 10plus.

i think.

stayed up late for both nights.

first night.

couldn't slp.

sm, sy, jess, kyrie, tiff n me played cards.

played e asshole taidi.

so kuku lor.

played all e diff positions!

was super fun.

den.

we realised tt we were too nosiy.

n jay, izzah, caroline were slping.

so.

we went roaming abt e place.

went to e boring boring cafe.

*what a name!haha*

watched soccer match.

between real madrid n some other spanish team!

tiff was staring at raul n drooling!

haha.

sm, sy, jess, kyrie were tired so they left first.

me n tiff stayin for e whole match.

n we had hot chocolate!

*yummy*

after tt.

when we were abt to slp.

lp said they were goin to e beach to see sun rise!

so.

me n tiff went along!

we stayed there for so long.

but.

we didnt see anything!

sigh.

we saw e sky turning bright.

but.

no sun!

sigh.

we slept at 7.

den we had to drag ourselves up at 10plus.

coz.

we were goin down to sentosa!

so.

ya la.

kayaked with tiff for half an hr.

den she had to leave liao.

so.

go with her to change n everything.

left with e rest for town.

sy had to buy something.

took a cab back!

so ex!

ahhh!

den i slept at 4plus today.

sigh.

woke up at 9plus.

so tired!

gtg liao.

cya bloggie~

*muackies*

song of e day-Stand by Jewel
Walk in a corner shop
See a shoplifting cop
See the old lady with a gun
See the hero try to run
Nothing's what it seems, I mean
It's not all dirty, but it's not all clean
There's children paying bills
There's monks buying thrills
There's pride for sale in magazines
There's pills for rent to make you clean
Marvin Gaye, there's no brother, brother
Woody Guthrie's land can't feed Mother

[CHORUS]

Mothers weep, children sleep
So much violence ends in silence
It's a shame there's no one to blame
For all the pain that life brings
If you will just take me It might just complete me
And together we can make a stand

A waitress brings me lunch
We meet but do not touch
On TV, D.C. is selling lies
While in the corner, King's dream dies
Go to the counter, pay for me and my friend
A homeless man pulls out a roll, says it's on him
The mayor has no cash
He said he spent it on hookers and hash

[CHORUS]

you will love me, I will love you

[CHORUS]

Saturday, November 29, 2003

whee!

off to e chalet i go!

Friday, November 28, 2003

ok.

i'm getting SUPER excited!

hehe.

tonight's e night we all dress up pretty�!

n tonight's e night whereby tiff n sy will b on stage!

*yeah*

so gona take lots of pics of them dancing!

heard e teachers are gona dance too!

omg!

luckily i'm gona bring camera!

or i'll be missing out on everything!

haha.

hope tiff n sy will win for our class!!!!!

*prays*

hehe.

ok.

wont be bloggie much these few days.

coz.

i'll only b back at 1am tonight.

n from tml onwards i have chalet.

*yeah*

but.

heard tt tiff might not b goin for e chalet!

sigh.

there goes my bimbo twin!

sigh.

Thursday, November 27, 2003

yeah!

tml's finally prom night!

*screams excitedly*

den after e prom.

got chalet with sm they all.

n with lp's clique too!

*yeah!*.

after tt chalet got another chalet!

*i'm such a busy person*

lol..

but.

after e 5th.

i've got nothing on.

sigh.

hmmm.

my flu hasn't gotten any better.

but.

my sore throat has!

it doesnt hurt tt much anymore!

lets hope by sat it will get well!!!!!!

den can have lotsa fun!!!!

hmm.

gtg liao.

cya bloggie~

*muackies*

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

think i'm reallie falling sick!

sigh.

i've got e flu n sore throat!

n right before prom n e chalets!

argh!

hate this!

n i'm feelin so terrible!

sigh.

my stupid nose n throat is killing me!

sigh.sigh.

btw.

today's tiff's b'day!

so.

here's wishing her a very sweet 16!

happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you.happy birthday to tiffany.happy birthday to you!

you go girl!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFF!

Monday, November 24, 2003

Quiz Me
Patsy was
an Educated Serial Killer
in a past life.

Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me



huh?!me?kill?
*lost*

at least i'm educated!
so tired now!

went sentosa with sm,sy,tiff,jess,kyrie,angeline n val on fri!

had so much fun!

but.

e only sad thing was tt it was raining!

sigh!

n sm kept saying tt it was only drizzling!!!

haha.

n we got so wet!

we were like rolling in e water lorz!

haha.

at first.

we tried to push kyrie into e water.

but.

we failed!

so.

we decided to push tiff into e water!

haha!.

she was too steady!

she just wouldn't move!

haha.

so.

we had to carry her!

we dumped her in e water!

n she was like 'ahhhh!' n everything la.

she just kept screaming n scoldin us!

haha!

she was e only one to get wet first!

haha.

den she went ard hugging us!

'eeeeee!'

den went rent a volley ball, court, n kayak.

we tried playing with e volley ball first!

but.

we ended up picking up e ball most of e time than playing.

so.

we decied to kayak!

at first i shared a kayak with tiff!

*was lucky our kayak didnt capsize*

den had to change partner coz angeline n val couldn't control e kayak!

so ya.

i ended up sharing a kayak with angeline.

after a while went to do e solo one!

was super easy!

*hmm.mayb bcoz i'm light!*

haha.

we kayak-ed until my arms started to hurt.

n until e guy called us back!

den we decided to tk pics in e water!!!

we took grp pics n sort of 'couple' ones.

wanted to ask some indian guys to help us take.

but.

they left as quickly as they came!

sigh.

so had to ask some guy from this BIG grp of pple to take for us!

when i asked him.

he said wait.

he needed to take his own photo shot first!

when i passed him e cameras.

he was like whoa!so many ah?

ya.

n he kept takin n takin.

we like were soaking in sea water!

n den it was time to leave.

but tiff,sy n val didnt wan to leave e nice, warm water.

i had to pull them out!

after sentosa.

kyrie n angeline had to leave.

den e rest of us went marina for steamboat!

super good for such a weather!

hmm.

den me n tiff left first.

coz mama called!

ya.

n we had to walk all e way back to e mrt station!

it took us like 30mins!!!!!

n it was so DAMN creepy!!!!!

heard alot of funny nosies from e tree area.

n e road was so deserted!

'ahhhhh!'

felt much safer when we reached e station!

at least there had pple!

*i wonder why pple go out at night?esp to those deserted places?*

hmm.

did a test.

here's e results.

The Big Five Personality Test
Extroverted|||||||||||||||| 64%
Introverted |||||||||| 36%
Friendly |||||||||||||||| 70%
Aggressive |||||| 30%
Orderly |||||||||||||||| 68%
Disorderly |||||||||| 32%
Relaxed |||||||||||||||| 62%
Emotional||||||||||38%
Openminded |||||||||||||||||| 72%
Closeminded |||||| 28%
Take Free Big 5 Personality Test

.....

is it true?

Thursday, November 20, 2003

hmmm.

at last its gona be over!

n tml i'm goin to sentosa with sm they all!

yeah!

*jumps for joy*

went out today!

saw yizhi at suntec there.

saw regina doin some donation thing there too!

what a day!

met 2 my pri sch frens!

haha!

went i feel like seeing them.

i dun get a chance

when i dun have e urge to see them.

they suddenly appear in front of me.

*laughs*

tt's how e world is!

ok.

lets talk abt tml.

goin sentosa!

den think goin marina for steamboat for dinner.

i think.

its gona be so FUN lorz!

esp with lp they all!

haha.

its gona be so crappy n all lorz!

hmm.

after sentosa trip.

got chalet!

*yeah*

lets hope tt my mama allows me to go for both!

but.i'm gona be super tired lorz!

coz e chalet is like two days apart!

haha!

nvm.

i'm super woman!

*lol*

hmmm.

lets see.

if someone got u a phone tt u reallie wan.

will u accept it?

sigh.

anyway gotta run.

cya bloggie~

song of e day-Bring Me To Life by Evanescence
how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I�ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can�t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can�t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I�ve become

now that I know what I�m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can�t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can�t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I�ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I�ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can�t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can�t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I�ve become

(Bring me to life)
I�ve been living a lie, there�s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

yeah!

amaths finally over!

*screams uncontrollably*

ahhhhhhh!

but.

i've still got my history paper!

sigh.

which is tml.

at 2pm!

argh!

sigh.

tiff can spend her day watching tv,vcds n everything!

but we CANT!

why?

sigh.

den tiff kept saying n saying!

make us [e history girls] so jealous!

ha!

but she's e only one from our clique doin lit!

haha!

she's goin over to angeline's place i think.

*envy*

sigh.

but.

its ok.

21st!!!!!!

goin to sentosa!

sentosa here we come!

cant wait till e 21st.

gtg liaoz.

my ma is nagging again!

argh!

gotta iron e stupid clothing!

sigh.

my life as a maid!

*looks ard for tiff!*

Monday, November 17, 2003

sigh.

wat a sad day it is.

sigh.

sigh.

sigh.

*shakes head*

no patsy, u cant b like tt.

this shldnt affect ur mood.

u still have a few more papers to go!

stop thinking abt it!

its not good!

*shakes head*

sigh.

its over.

after 2yrs,9mths n a day.

sigh.


went back kellock today.

talked to mrs tan.

mrs koh.

haha.

mrs tan looks e same.

just with thinner hair.

haha.

den her class is e sports class.

den they were watching e 5566 show.

e westside story or something like tt la.

den mrs tan was like duno why they watch such things.

haha.

den i was like.

ya lorz.

duno why either.

hmm.

can say tt i'm proud to be a kellockian!

*smiles*

anyway i've gtg.

cya bloggie~

muacks!

song of the day-Through The Rain by Mariah Carey
When you get caught in the rain,
With nowhere to run,
When you're distraught and in pain,
Without anyone.
When you keep crying to be saved,
But nobody comes,
And you feel so far away,
That you just can't...

Find your way home.
You can get there alone.
It's okay.
What you say is...

I can make it through the rain.
I can stand up once again.
On my own. And I know,
That I'm strong enough to mend.

And everytime I feel afraid,
I hold tighter to my faith.
And I live one more day,
And I make it through the rain.

And if you keep falling down,
Don't you dare give in.
! You will arise, safe and sound.
So keep pressing...

On steadfastly,
And you'll find what you need,
To prevail.
What you say is...

I can make it through the rain.
I can stand up once again.
On my own. And I know,
That I'm strong enough to mend.
And everytime I feel afraid,
I hold tighter to my faith.
And I live one more day,
And I make it through the rain.

And when the wind blows,
And shadows grow close,
Don't be afraid.
There's nothing you can't face.
And should they tell you,
You'll never pull through,
Don't hesitate.
Stand tall and say...

I can make it through the rain.
I can stand up once again.
On my own. And I know,
That I'm strong enough to mend.
And everytime I feel afraid,
I hold tighter to my faith.
And I live one more day,
And I make it through the rain.

And I can make it through the rain,
And stand up once again.
And I'll live one more day,
And I, I can make it through the rain.
Oh yes, you can.
You're gonna make it through the rain.

just a little song to get me goin!.

Friday, November 14, 2003

just came back from sch.

so damn tired now.

woke up like 6plus today.

coz went to meet quen first ma.

for breakfast.

den went sch meet sm n sy.

do maths la.

so sianz.

went sch saw delia they all.

coz today they got their class allocation ma.

delia got into 3b.

so proud of my nuer.

*smiles*

mitzi got into 3c.

which is not bad either!

*pats them on their head*

the rest did their best!

i hope they did.

hmmm.

den went canteen look for sm they all.

they were already doin maths.

i was late la.

as usual.

haha.

after tt went look for jo they all.

needed to get something for them.

but.

heck la.

didnt get it.

n had to come all e way home myself!

*humph*

wat a wasted trip!

sigh.

but.

whatever la.


hmmm.

tues's amaths n chem paper!

sigh.

got tuition tml.

hmmm.

btw.

i've watched e 'wishing stairs' liaoz.

was ok la.

but me n tiff kept screaming!

haha.

we were practically hiding behing tiff's jacket.

e pple behind us were like laughing lorz!

was so malu-ated!

haha.

but.

seriously had lotsa fun with sm, sy n tiff yest!.

went shopping for prom stuff!

den we kept bumping into jiehui.

haha.

so kuku.

anyway.

me gotta go liaoz.

cya bloggie~

*muacks*

song of the day-So Yestday by Hilary Duff
You can change your life- if you wanna
You can change your clothes- if you wanna

If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat- cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored- if you wanna
You can act real tough- if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS 2X]

lyircs taken from azlyrics

just feel kinda irritated by someone.so.ya.this is going out to tt someone

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

10 more days!!!!n counting to sentosa!!

tml's bio paper.

sigh.

dun reallie feel like studyin bio.

duno whether to just study e book alone.

or to study nora's notes alone.

or to study both.

sigh.

anyway.

think after tml's paper will b goin out to watch movie with sm they all.

but.not confirm yet.

see my mood first.

but.i reallie wana watch tt flim.

e 'wishing stairs' i think.

hmmm.

see how first la.

but.

can tell tt sm reallie wans to watch it.

she got so excited when i asked her.

haha=D.

i think i'm goin crazy.

from all e mugging!

this sucks.

sigh.

who said life didn't suck?

'if the world didn't suck, we would all be falling off'

so true.

so true.

got tt from somewhere.

but,i dun rem where!

haha=p.

anyway.

i did up e company137 bloggie liaoz.

added a few new thingys.

now.it has a taggie n music.

n has e upcoming events thingy too!

so pple would be updated.

think i'm too free!

haha.ok.

gotta start mugging again!

bye bloggie~

*muacks*

song of the day-Perfect by Simple Plan
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect


I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

lyrics taken from azlyrics

Friday, November 07, 2003

hey!

been's such a long time since i last updated!!

haha.

tiff went make a company onelll7.co blog..so funnie!

haha.went in n left a little msg!

went holland v meet quen just now.she changed her phone liaoz!

she changed it to a v200!!!!!!!!!ahhhhh!!!!!!

i wan tt phone!!

sigh..but got no money to buy!!

played with e pet thingy!!

n camera!!

took lotsa pics!!..

haha!!..

so fun!!!!!!i wana change my phone too!!!..

sigh..

looks like i've gotta wait!!..

ok la..

gotta go liaoz..

cya bloggie~

*muacks*

song of the day-Graduation[friends forever] by Vitamin C
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

was thinking abt the times we spend in stc!!..so decided to make this my song of the day!!!.....gonna miss u guys lots!!!!!!!!....miss me too k!!!!.......*huggies*...

lyrics taken from www.azlyrics.com